CHAPTER XXI

But Timothy wrote that he was sorry, but he could not come.

He thought that Arethusa's letters home had lately been almost too full

of a person by the name of Bennet, and torn between a curiosity to

observe this person for himself in the flesh, and a disinclination to

place himself in a position that should give her the opportunity to

express her preference in public, the latter won.

Arethusa stormed and raged, as was quite to be expected.

It was so stupid of him to refuse! He would spoil the whole Party if he

did not come! She almost cried with vexation as she read his letter at

the breakfast-table.

"He's just got to come, that's all! Nasty thing! And I'll just bet he

waited till right now to write so it would be too late for me to write

to him again! That would be just like him! He's had that invitation two

whole weeks! Oh, I just hate him for acting this way!"

"I shouldn't think you would be so anxious to have a person you hated

at your Party," remarked Ross.

"Of course I want Timothy to come," replied Arethusa, with decision.

"More than anyone else except you and Mother."

"More than Mr. Bennet even?" asked her father, wickedly.

No reply of any kind was made to this sally.

But why couldn't Timothy come? Why did he want to be so horrid for? And

she expressed herself with many more ejaculations of a like nature,

until finally Ross suggested that it might be a wise plan to send

Timothy a telegram of urgency.

Arethusa seized with pleasure on this idea.

When she learned that he would receive it this very morning, if it was

started immediately, she left the breakfast-table to get her hat and

coat, telling George to notify Clay that she wanted the machine right

away. She insisted on personal attention to this important affair,

refusing to trust the telephone, although Elinor assured her it would

go just as surely. Her own handwriting, said Arethusa, would have far

more effect on Timothy than the handwriting of any stranger. She knew

very little about telegrams.

So Ross gave her all the details of the sending of one, and told her

where it might be done, and Arethusa departed gaily with Clay, who had

been called from his breakfast to serve her. She explained to him on

the ride down-town how very important it all was, and just how

necessary that Timothy receive this message with despatch, so that

Clay, being a sensible person, could not help but feel it more vital

than his breakfast.

The telegraph operator at the Patterson Hotel where Ross had told her

to go, was an obliging youth at all times, and he felt still more

obliging when Arethusa's vivid face appeared before him and her eager

voice announced that she wanted to send a telegram; and was this the

right place?

It was. He informed her further that she could send ten words for fifty

cents.

Ten words was a great many; she could say almost twice as much as she

wanted to in ten words.

Her first attempt went something on this order....

"Dear Timothy--I will never speak to you again as long as I live

if you don't come to my party. You just must come.

"ARETHUSA."

Arethusa read it in triumph. It expressed just what she wanted to

express to Timothy. Then she counted the words she had written, and her

facial expression changed radically. She leaned over the counter toward

the operator.

"Does it have to be ten words?"

"If it's a telegram, Miss, unless you want to pay the charges for the

extra words. It might be a day letter," he suggested.

"Is a telegram quicker?"

It was.

Then it must be a telegram.

She counted the words over again, but they remained considerably more

than ten.

"But I've got to say all that," she said, aloud, "I've just got to!"

She tried once more, and once more after that. The capacity of ten

words for expressing what one wished to say seemed to decrease with

each trial to write the telegram. The operator volunteered his

professional help, after he had watched her spoil several blanks. He

smiled slightly as he read the one she handed him, gratefully accepting

his kind offer.

"You've never sent one before, have you, Miss?"

Arethusa propped her elbows on the high counter, and rested her chin on

them so she could regard his work. "No, I haven't," and she smiled down

at him so charmingly he could almost have franked that telegram

through. "But I thought ten words was oceans."

"No, Miss, it isn't very many." He scratched out the "Dear Timothy,"

she had written "You don't generally say that."

"You don't! Why, how do you know who it's for?"

"You have the address and that doesn't cost you anything."

Arethusa stood on tip-toe and leaned far over the counter to see what

he was doing. She was as close to him as it was possible for her to get

with a large piece of furniture in between them.

"Let's see it?" she asked, breathlessly, when he had finished writing.

It read, in the operator's version:--

"Must come to party, very displeased if you do not.

"ARETHUSA."

Her face clouded. "But I wanted to tell him that I wouldn't speak to

him again if he didn't come. I know he won't, unless I do. Let me come

around where you are, can't I? And can't you say that, that I won't

speak to him?"

The very obliging youth indicated a little gate at one side where she

might find a way in, and Arethusa joined him in consultation over the

message. Two heads are always better than one.

In its final form, the telegram read:--

"Will never speak to you again if you don't come.

"ARETHUSA"

Which proved to be perfectly satisfactory, and lived up to all the good

reputations of telegrams; for it fetched Timothy.

Arethusa met him herself, at the station, when he came the morning of

the Party. She was so Glad to see him! She flung both arms around his

neck and more than one soft kiss was pressed warmly against his cheek:

Timothy all unresisting.

"Oh, Timothy! Timothy!! _Timothy!!!_"

It was a far more enthusiastic greeting than he had dared let himself

expect he would have. He returned her many soft kisses with one very

vigorous osculation that landed near one eyebrow as she bobbed up and

down beside him, and which was immediately rubbed off with the back of

Arethusa's glove.

"You're always so awfully rough. But.... _Oh, Timothy!_"

She grabbed him firmly by one arm, as if she really feared he might

escape her and the Party even now, though actually in Lewisburg, and

led him to where Clay waited for them with the big red automobile. To

Clay, she introduced her charge with the simple announcement, "He

really came, Clay." But no other was needed, for the chauffeur knew who

it was with Arethusa, and all about him. Timothy's fame had gone before

him; Arethusa had not made a single warm friend since she had left the

Farm who had not at least heard of Timothy.

She pushed him into the car and banged the door. Then she seated

herself close to him, and bounced up and down on the cushions happily.

"Say right away what a wonderful automobile you think this is,

Timothy!"

Timothy was perfectly obedient.

"I can run it, all by myself. You don't believe it, but I can. I'll

show you some day, maybe to-morrow. Oh, Timothy, I'm so awfully,

awfully glad you came! How is Aunt 'Senath and all of them? How is Miss

Johnson? Oh, I would never forgive you if you hadn't! That's a new suit

you have on!" suddenly leaning forward to pounce on the portion of the

trouser leg that showed from under his overcoat, "And it's a new

overcoat, too! Why, Timothy!"

Timothy pleaded guilty to both accusations.

"You look awfully nice!" Arethusa gave him a very violent hug most

unexpectedly. "Oh, but it was so dear of you to come! And, Timothy,

we're going to have a perfectly wonderful Party!"

Timothy longed to give Arethusa a hug in return for this one, but he

really did not dare. She would probably have called him rough again,

for his way of hugging. He looked at her a trifle sadly. She seemed to

Timothy such a far-away Arethusa, in spite of all this enthusiasm. And

after that look, he felt her more unapproachable than at first. He

could not tell exactly what it was; perhaps, her clothes.

Arethusa caught his glance at her furs and saucy little hat, with its

fly-away feather, and preened herself just a bit.

"How do you like me? My new things? Aren't they darling?"

"Yes," replied Timothy, but there was not very much warmth in his tone.

"And I like you in anything; but I believe I like you better in what

Miss 'Titia makes you."

"In what Aunt 'Titia makes me!" she exclaimed, horrified at Timothy's

poor taste. "Of course you don't! You can't!" But she added, quickly,

for her loyal heart felt that something was not quite right about the

sound of that speech. "Aunt 'Titia's clothes look better at home, on

the Farm! They wouldn't do at all for town! But she's a Dear to make

them for me, and I love them! They're perfectly all right in the

country!"

"That's where I like you better," replied Timothy decidedly, and very

briskly and warmly this time. "On the Farm! And in the country!"

"Oh, Timothy, don't begin and gloom now! Please don't! That's a dear!"

Arethusa clasped her hands imploringly. "Please, please, don't gloom!

I'm not going to fuss with you once while you're here, not once! I

promise, honest! So there!"

This should have been very cheering news. But Timothy merely remarked

with calmness that she shouldn't have time to do much fussing, anyway,

since he was going home on the morning train.

"Why, Timothy Jarvis!"

Yes, he repeated, the early morning train was the train he fully

intended to take.

"No, you're not!"

Arethusa was very firm about it, but then so was he. And a quarrel

seemed most imminent, in spite of Arethusa's earnest promise, had they

not very fortunately arrived at the house in Lenox Avenue just in time

to prevent the disagreement from becoming disagreeable.

Ross liked Timothy immensely. He liked his bigness, and his honest

youngness, and his clean-heartedness, written all over him. Elinor

liked him too. And the boy had not been in the house five minutes

before Ross and Elinor both had read his story in his blue eyes. Those

blue eyes never once left Arethusa.

Arethusa's tongue certainly seemed swung in the middle during the rest

of this day. But then there were two whole months and over to make up.

They came within really dangerous hailing distance of an affray several

times, sad to relate, when Timothy planted himself in one position,

immovable, and she firmly entrenched herself in another. He did not

seem to be able to approve of a single thing she had to tell him about

the various and sundry occupations with which she filled her days in

Lewisburg. But a person in so supremely felicitous a mood as Arethusa

was in at the prospect of her very own Party, could not actually

quarrel with anybody, however obstinate he might be; so the hours sped

happily by, and the pitfalls were somehow avoided.

"Doesn't Timothy look just perfectly heavenly when he has on a dress

suit?"

Arethusa asked this pointed question very proudly of her parents when

she led him into the library that evening after dinner, to show them

how nice he looked, just before the Party came. She held him by one

hand, quite as if she had been a fond mother exhibiting an only child

whose toilette was solely of her personal making. One could easily have

imagined her actually responsible for the cut and fit of Timothy's

suit.

But he did look well, undeniably. Ross said that Baldur the Beautiful

might have looked just like him, if they had ever worn dress suits in

Valhalla, with his wavy blonde head and his sea blue eyes, and his

splendid bigness. Although Arethusa knew no myths of the Northland,

something about Ross's compliment to Timothy pleased her; she was proud

to show him off as such a handsome creature.

But Timothy very nearly spoiled matters by inquiring who sent her the

flowers she wore at her belt, as they stood together in front of the

library fire, in such an "I-have-a-right-to-know" manner, that she

slapped him and told him to mind his own business. And so the Party,

after all, began for Timothy with unhappiness.

Arethusa was wearing a white dress on this Occasion, but it was a

glorified White Dress, of such beauty, that some other name would

surely have to be found for Miss Letitia's loving effort; it would be

clearly impossible to speak of them both as "white dresses." Her hair

was piled high on her head in a way that Timothy had never seen her

wear it, and that he vaguely did not like, because it made her look so

much older. And in her low-necked gown and wearing the flowers another

man had sent her, she seemed to Timothy more than ever of a world

apart. She was like an Arethusa met for the first time. He wished

intensely that he could gather her up and carry her back to the country

where he considered she so indisputably belonged, to be the old

Arethusa once more. He looked gloomily down the length of the library,

which had been cleared for dancing of all its furniture, and that

presented an expanse of shining floor on which the firelight danced and

gleamed enticingly, and wished another wish. He wished that he himself

had stayed at home. Why had he gone contrary to the dictates of his

common sense and come in answer to that telegram? Arethusa did not

really want him; did not really care, now that he was here. She was

altogether changed; and, thought Timothy, rather soberly, his head

resting on one hand as he leaned against the mantel-shelf and stared

down into the fire, it was not at all for the better.

But Timothy was to be still more unhappy before the evening had got

fairly started. For in Arethusa's transparent face and her eyes lifted

adoringly to the Wonderful Mr. Bennet, the very first time he saw her

dance with him, poor Timothy read his Certain Doom. As he had predicted

before she had ever left the Farm, so it had come to pass.

Timothy left his station by the tall library mantel and wandered across

the room to an inconspicuous corner, where he propped his manly form up

against the wall and followed Arethusa with his eyes, totally

unregardful of anything else in their line of vision, as she swayed and

dipped like a snow fairy in her airy white gown, about the room. He was

no great adept in the concealment of his feelings; his tragedy was

visible so that all they who ran might read, even the swiftest.

He refused to dance. And he could have danced, knowing how very well.

Was not Arethusa's present proficiency some evidence of this fact? But

Timothy was sure that his heart was broken; and how could he dance with

a broken heart? So he sulked in his corner and the moments of the Party

sped by joyfully and all too quickly, for everybody else. Arethusa's

guests, with the sole exception of Timothy, seemed to be having the

very best of times.

She was far too happy herself to notice his unhappiness very much,

although she did fly over to him once or twice to beg him to behave and

stop being such an awful gloom. And she made him dance with her, one

single one-step; a rite which was performed by Timothy promptly at her

request, but in a stony silence on his part. When it was over, he

discovered that somebody had pre-empted his little corner, a very silly

couple were giggling foolishly in the spot which had been sacred to

sorrow all evening long; so he betook himself to the doorway into the

hall, and propped himself up against the jamb, where he continued his

unhappy observation of Arethusa's proceedings.

Ross watched him with amusement.

"It is woefully apparent," he remarked to Elinor, "just what is eating

our friend, Timothy."

He looked around for Mr. Bennet, and he found him dancing with Arethusa

at the moment; then he looked back at Timothy once more, and he could

easily tell that Timothy's somber blue eyes had seen just exactly what

he had seen; Arethusa and Mr. Bennet so obviously enjoying each other's

company.

"Shall I go over there and tell him, do you think, that he is giving

himself most unnecessary pain over my daughter's present state of mind,

which is only a phase? Or do you believe, my Fount of all Wisdom, that

I had best let matters stand as they are?"

"I'd really let him alone, Ross, about that, I think. For he wouldn't

believe a single word you could say to him. He has right now what he

considers conclusive evidence, what his own eyes have told him. He and

Arethusa are a pair of the youngest things I ever saw, bless their

hearts! But please do go talk to him about something, Ross, because I

cannot bear to see him follow that child around any longer with that

utterly hopeless expression."

So Ross, as a dutiful spouse, sauntered over to Timothy in his doorway

and made a most noble, and really commendable effort, considering the

total lack of real response he received, which is so dampening to all

such efforts, to interest him in conversation. Timothy answered with

all the politeness due to Mr. Worthington, but without the slightest

zeal for pursuit of any one of the subjects which were introduced, in

succession, as each one seemed to fail to arouse animation. Elinor's

real intention in sending her husband to fill this breach was not a

complete success, for the boy's eyes never once rested upon his

interlocutor; they still remained fixed wherever Arethusa was.

Timothy adhered to his announced intention of leaving on the following

morning, much to Arethusa's fury.

She tried coaxing and threats of future silence, and even tears; all to

no avail. Timothy's resolution was absolutely unshaken. His "Good-bye,

Arethusa!" was of the very essence of tragedy. Ross found it necessary

to look hastily in another direction.

"Please stay, Timothy," pleaded Arethusa for about the hundredth time,

even after this "Good-bye!" "Please stay!" Then as a supreme inducement

and a last resort.... "Mr. Bennet said last night that if you would, he

would get you an invitation to the January Cotillion next week.

Everybody is crazy for them; they give so awfully few away. But he can

get you one, and he said he'd be very glad to, too. He's a Governor,"

proudly.

She had been holding tight to Timothy's hands all this while in her

effort to induce him to prolong his visit; but now he rudely wrenched

them loose and drew himself to the very tallest of his tall self.

"I wouldn't go anywhere that man was," he exclaimed fiercely, "if he

paid me a million dollars a minute! Not unless it was to his funeral,

and I'd attend that with the greatest pleasure, and even pay for the

privilege of getting into the cemetery!"

"Timothy Jarvis! Aren't you ashamed of yourself? Mr. Bennet said he

liked you! He was being kind!"

"Well, he needn't be kind to me, for I certainly don't want any of his

kindness! I can get along a great deal better without it! You can tell

him that from me, if you please! And _I_ most certainly didn't like

_him_! He's a four-flusher, for fair, if ever _I_ saw one!"

And before Arethusa had even begun to recover from the Awfulness of

this Speech, Timothy of the Sore Heart had run on down the steps, was

safe in the automobile, and Clay had driven away with him.

Arethusa could not possibly follow.

But Ross would have stopped her if she had even tried, for he had

promised Timothy he might go to the station absolutely alone. Timothy

had asked him before breakfast. For once, Arethusa's wishes had been

over-ridden; she had made all sorts of loud objections to the carrying

out of this idea. But Ross knew, as well as if Timothy had given him

his reason for making this request, that the miserable boy who was so

sure he was leaving his Life's Happiness, forever, would far rather say

a farewell to that Happiness in the presence of folks that he knew to

help him keep a grip on himself than to wait until the last moments at

the station; those moments when a parting is so surely at hand, that it

brings a breaking-down even to those who would be strongest, sometimes.

It was so like Timothy to have the last word and then run away, that

after Arethusa got over her violent anger with him for the Words of

Blasphemy he had spoken of the Wonderful Mr. Bennet, she laughed and

laughed at the thought. How many times he had done the very same thing!

Then came what Ross had called the "Real Event of the Season"--that

long looked-forward-to January Cotillion.

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