CHAPTER X

Brother Anselm had been transferred, it seemed, from Westforest to

Silver Cross. Richard Englefield found him here, and in the cell that

had been Brother Oswald’s. The latter, with Brothers Peter, Allen and

Timothy, were gone into dormitory. Only Brother Norbert was left. In

the six cells dwelled Brother Anselm, Brother Norbert and himself.

There had been other changes. A great rood was put up in his cell.

Broad and dark, a poor wooden Christ hanging thereon, it overspread

a third of one side of the cell. It stood there, shadowy against a

shadowy wall, as all the cell was shadowy,--the thin winter light

stealing in by day, the one taper by night.

Richard Englefield the goldsmith had seen many a great rood in England

and France and Italy. He had seen poor carving, rude and struggling

thought and unskilful hand, hardly attaining to truth, hardly to

strength, hardly to beauty. But beauty and strength and truth had been

longed for. This carving, this rood, showed him no such thing. “Not the

way it is done, but the dream is wrong.” It grew faintly horrible to

him.

The long winter days, the knees upon stone. “O God, O God! Where is

light, where is meaning? In me is wold and thicket and bog and the

stars put out!”

Only the picture stayed with him, made somehow significance, somehow

warmth. Now it paled and now it glowed.

He ate little, slept little. He crucified his body. Like the insistent

sweet ringing of a bell, forever, forever, Silver Cross suggested,

suggested. Surely, in some sort, heaven should descend! He was earning

it. He began to have visions, but they were pale, confused, forms

without significance or with the significance hidden. They said naught

that might lift the Abbey of Silver Cross to a height that should equal

Saint Leofric’s mount.

Twelfth night--Candlemas Day--Lent in sight--and Saint Leofric blazing

high! Not that only, but Middle Forest beginning to manifest holiness

and uncloak sin. Father Edmund of Saint Ethelred had no vision but the

vision of a rod for the wicked. But he had a preaching power! He stood

upon the steps of town cross and his white heat turned the icicles to

water. The sinner, Morgen Fay, was fled,--none knew whither. They said

likely to London town. They sacked her house, they drummed the old

woman and the youth, her servants, out of town. Both sides of river

and up Wander vale, enthusiasm gathered light in eyes, red in cheeks.

There began to be prophets and religious dancers. In Middle Forest High

Street appeared a band of flagellants. The air was taking fire. “Now,

now or never!” said Prior Matthew.

The ruined farm, that had been small and poor even before fire had half

destroyed it, stood gaunt, blackened, sunk in loneliness behind winter

forest through which few walked. Margery and David, blear-eyed and

simple, living in the part that held together, found the helper-woman,

Joan, strong but moody, now ready to laugh at a little thing and now

dark as a tempest over the wood that shut out the world. Somerville the

master had said, “Take her!” They had obeyed, and if they speculated it

was sluggishly.

Past the holly copse stretched land of Silver Cross, woodland with a

woodman’s path through. Somerville came by this. He talked with Joan or

with Morgen Fay under the hollies where the berries were so red and the

leaves so glossy and barbed. She said vehemently, “No!” and she said,

“No!” and “No!” again, but more dully, pettishly.

“It’s sin. I’ve done much, but I haven’t done that!”

“You choose then a powerful enemy--”

She raised her arms above her head. “If you will show me where the

world is not wicked--!”

“Psha! Do you remember a foggy night when we talked? Return to that

mood and say, ‘It is a play, and I can do it wonderfully!’ You

could--you can!”

“I do not see that Abbot Mark can harm me more than I am harmed!”

“Think you so? Should there come a band of monks to break the house

and hale you forth--strip you and fling you into Wander, or maybe into

fire? If Silver Cross but speaks to Saint Ethelred, Abbot Mark to

Father Edmund? If I withdraw my hand? Do not look like a queen in a

book! I mean only that in no wise can I save you further. Montjoy is

not powerful enough, even if he would, and I have here less power of

arm than has he. You must save yourself.”

“I think that your Abbot Mark and Prior Matthew are devils!”

“No. They are not. They are honest men trying to assure and increase

that which they hold to be their own. Human stuff, even as you and I!”

“Human stuff! Well, I would choose another stuff if I might!”

“No, you would not, poor Morgen Fay, by the chill Wander! You chose

this. Well, will you, or will you not?”

“I will not.”

“You think that you will not. However, you will. If you do not you are

lost.”

“Lost to what?”

“Well, to ease--to your own kind of command--finally perhaps to your

life.”

She said in a strangled voice. “As I came here to this house so will I

walk on by day or by night and come to another town.”

He turned quickly. “Try it!--or rather do not try it! You will find

that you cannot.”

The holly berries were red, the leaves glossy and barbed. She looked

at the pale winter sky. “Is it sky? It seems to me a poor tent that we

have struggled to get up--poor, mean, low, ragged. I would it might

fall and kill us!”

He smiled indulgently. “No, you do not so! Any day you could kill

yourself. But you love life. Go to, now! Look at the curious dance

of the time correctly! Mumming is no great sin. What! All the saints

and higher than the saints were on the market-place stage last Middle

Forest Fair. They talked and walked--even the Highest! Very good! It is

but Miracle Play again, and truly for no ill ends--”

Red holly berries, barbed leaves. He won her to stand and listen,

though with heaving bosom and dark brows. Pale sky and voice of Wander

and birds of winter in naked oak and beech. The ruined farm--and her

house above the river and her garden turned against her. Father Edmund

preaching at town cross against the wicked time and each remaining

sin--and they had swept up her house and garden and drummed forth

Ailsa and Tony, who were God knew where! And Montjoy nor any cared any

longer! Barbed leaves and miserable world bent on injury! He won her to

nod her head and then to break into reckless laughter.

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