CHAPTER LX.

In the middle of September such cold days came that the Polanyetskis

moved from Buchynek to their house in the city. Pan Stanislav, before

the arrival of his wife, had the house aired and ornamented with

flowers. It seemed to him, it is true, that he had lost the right to

love her, but he had lost only his former freedom with reference to

her; but perhaps, just because of this, he became far more attentive

and careful. The right to love no one gives, and nothing can take

away. It is another case when a man has fallen, and in presence of

a soul incomparably more noble than his own, feels that he is not

worthy to love; he loves then with humility, and does not dare to call

his feeling by its name. What Pan Stanislav had lost really was his

self-confidence, his commanding ways, and his former unceremoniousness

in his treatment of his wife. At present in his intercourse with her he

bore himself sometimes as if she were Panna Plavitski, and he a suitor

not sure of his fate yet.

Still that uncertainty of his had the aspect of coldness at times.

Finally, their relation, in spite of Pan Stanislav's increased care and

efforts, had become more distant than hitherto. "I have not the right!"

repeated Pan Stanislav, at every more lively movement of his heart. And

Marynia at last observed that they were living now somehow differently,

but she interpreted this to herself variously.

First, there were guests in the house, before whom, be what may,

freedom of life must be diminished; second, that misfortune had

happened to Pan Ignas,--a thing to shock "Stas" and carry his mind

in another direction; and finally Marynia, accustomed now to various

changes in his disposition, had ceased also to attach to them as much

meaning as formerly.

Having gone through long hours of meditation and sadness, she came

at last to the conviction that in the first period, while certain

inequalities and bends of character are not accommodated into one

common line, such various shades and changes in the disposition are

inevitable, though transient. The sober judgment of Pani Bigiel helped

her also to the discovery of this truth; she, on a time when Marynia

began to praise her perfect accord with her husband, said,--

"Ai! it didn't come to that at once. At first we loved each other as

it were more passionately, but we were far less fitted for each other;

sometimes one pulled in one and the other in another direction. But

because we both had honesty and good-will the Lord God saw that and

blessed us. After the first child all went at once in the best way; and

this day I wouldn't give my old husband for all the treasures of earth,

though he is growing heavy, and when I persuade him to Karlsbad he will

not listen to me."

"After the first child," inquired Marynia, with great attention. "Ah! I

would have guessed at once that it was after the first child."

Pani Bigiel began to laugh.

"And how amusing he was when our first boy was born! During the first

days he said nothing at all; he would only raise his spectacles to his

forehead and look at him, as at some wonder from beyond the sea, and

then come to me and kiss my hands."

The hope of a child was also a reason why Marynia did not take this

new change in "Stas" to heart too much. First, she promised herself to

enchant him completely both with the child, which she knew in advance

would be simply phenomenal, and with her own beauty after sickness; and

second, she judged that it was not permitted her to think of herself

now, or even exclusively of "Stas." She was occupied in preparing a

place for the coming guest, as well in the house, as in her affections.

She felt that she must infold such a figure not only in swaddling

clothes, but in love. Hence she accumulated necessary supplies. She

said to herself at once that life for two living together might be

changeable; but for three living together it could not be anything but

happiness and the accomplishment of that expected grace and mercy of

God.

In general, she looked at the future with uncommon cheerfulness. If,

finally, Pan Stanislav was for her in some way a different person, more

ceremonious, as it were, and more distant, he showed such delicacy as

he had never shown before. The care and anxiety which she saw on his

face she referred to his feeling for Pan Ignas, for whose life there

was no fear, it is true, but whose misfortune she felt with a woman's

heart, understanding that it might continue as long as his life lasted.

The knowledge of this gave more than one moment of sadness to her, and

to the Bigiels, and to all to whom Pan Ignas had become near.

Moreover, soon after the arrival of the Polanyetskis in the city, news

came all at once from Ostend which threatened new complications. A

certain morning Svirski burst into the counting-house like a bomb, and,

taking Bigiel and Pan Stanislav to a separate room, said, with a mien

of mysteriousness,--

"Do you know what has happened? Kresovski has just been at my studio,

and he returned yesterday from Ostend. Osnovski has separated from his

wife, and broken Kopovski's bones for him. A fabulous scandal! All

Ostend is talking of nothing else."

Both were silent under the impression of the news; at last Pan

Stanislav said,--

"That had to come sooner or later. Osnovski was blind."

"But I understand nothing," said Bigiel.

"An unheard of history!" continued Svirski. "Who could have supposed

anything like it?"

"What does Kresovski say?"

"He says that Osnovski made an arrangement one day to go with some

Englishmen to Blanckenberg to shoot dolphins. Meanwhile he was late at

the railroad, or tramway. Having an hour's time before him, he went

home again and found Kopovski in his house. You can imagine what he

must have seen, since a man so mild was carried away, and lost his

head to that degree that, without thinking of the scandal, he pounded

Kopovski, so that Kopovski is in bed."

"He was so much in love with his wife that he might have gone mad even,

or killed her," said Bigiel. "What a misfortune for the man!"

"See what women are!" exclaimed Svirski.

Pan Stanislav was silent. Bigiel, who was very sorry for Osnovski,

began to walk back and forth in the room. At last he stopped before

Svirski, and, thrusting his hands into his pockets, said,--

"But still I don't understand anything."

Svirski, not answering directly, said, turning to Pan Stanislav, "You

remember what I said of her in Rome, when I was painting your wife's

portrait? Old Zavilovski called her a crested lark. I understand how

just that was; for a crested lark has another name,--'the soiler.'

What a woman! I knew that she was not of high worth, but I did not

suppose that she could go so far--and with such a man as Kopovski! Now

I see various things more clearly. Kopovski was there all the time,

as if courting Panna Castelli, then as if courting Panna Ratkovski;

and of course he and the lady were in agreement, inventing appearances

together. What a cheery life the fellow had! Castelli for dinner, and

Pani Osnovski for dessert! Pleasant for such a man! Between those

two women there must have been rivalry; one vying with the other in

concessions to attract him to herself. You can understand that in such

a place woman's self-esteem had small value."

"You are perfectly right," said Pan Stanislav. "Pani Osnovski was

always most opposed to the marriage of Kopovski to Castelli; and

very likely for that reason she was so eager to have her marry Pan

Ignas. When, in spite of everything, Kopovski and Castelli came to an

agreement, she went to extremes to keep Kopovski for herself. Their

relation is an old story."

"I begin to understand a little," said Bigiel; "but how sad this is!"

"Sad?" said Svirski; "on the contrary. It was cheerful for Kopovski.

Still, it was not. 'The beginning of evil is pleasant, but the end is

bitter.' There is no reason to envy him. Do you know that Osnovski is

hardly any weaker than I? for, through regard for his wife, he was

afraid of growing fat, and from morning till evening practised every

kind of exercise? Oh, how he loved her! what a kind man he is! and how

sorry I am for him! In him that woman had everything,--heart, property,

a dog's attachment,--and she trampled on everything. Castelli, at

least, was not a wife yet."

"And have they separated really?"

"So really that she has gone. What a position, when a man like Osnovski

left her! In truth, the case is a hard one."

But Bigiel, who liked to take things on the practical side, said, "I am

curious to know what she will do, for all the property is his."

"If he has not killed her on the spot, he will not let her die of

hunger, that is certain; he is not a man of that kind. Kresovski told

me that he remained in Ostend, and that he is going to challenge

Kopovski to a duel. But Kopovski will not rise out of bed for a week.

There will be a duel when he recovers. Pani Bronich and Panna Castelli

have gone away, too, to Paris."

"And the marriage with Kopovski?"

"What do you wish? In view of such open infidelity, it is broken, of

course. Evil does not prosper; they, too, were left in the lurch. Ha!

let them hunt abroad for some Prince Crapulescu[14]--for after what they

have done to Ignas, no one in this country would take Castelli, save a

swindler, or an idiot. Pan Ignas will not return to her."

"I told Pan Stanislav that, too," said Bigiel; "but he answered, 'Who

knows?'"

"Ai!" said Svirski, "do you suppose really?"

"I don't know! I don't know anything!" answered Pan Stanislav, with an

outburst. "I guarantee nothing; I guarantee nobody; I don't guarantee

myself even."

Svirski looked at him with a certain astonishment.

"Ha! maybe that is right," said he, after a while. "If any one had told

me yesterday that the Osnovskis would ever separate, I should have

looked on him as a madman."

And he rose to take farewell; he was in a hurry to work, but wishing to

hear more about the catastrophe of the Osnovskis, had engaged to dine

with Kresovski. Bigiel and Pan Stanislav remained alone.

"Evil must always pay the penalty," said Bigiel, after some thought.

"But do you know what sets me thinking? that the moral level is

lowering among us. Take such persons as Bronich, Castelli, Pani

Osnovski,--how dishonest they are! how spoiled! and, in addition,

how stupid! What a mixture, deuce knows of what! what boundless

pretensions! and with those pretensions the nature of a waiting-maid.

So that it brings nausea to think of them, does it not? And men, such

as Ignas and Osnovski, must pay for them."

"And that logic is not understood," answered Pan Stanislav, gloomily.

Bigiel began to walk up and down in the room again, clicking his tongue

and shaking his head; all at once he stopped before Pan Stanislav with

a radiant face, and, slapping him on the shoulder, said,--

"Well, my old man, thou and I can say to ourselves that we drew great

prizes in life's lottery. We were not saints either; but perhaps the

Lord God gave us luck because we have not undermined other men's houses

like bandits."

Pan Stanislav gave no answer; he merely made ready to go.

Conditions had so arranged themselves lately that everything which

took place around him, and everything which he heard, became, as it

were, a saw, which was tearing his nerves. In addition, he had the

feeling that that was not only terribly torturing and painful, but was

beginning to be ridiculous also. At moments it came to his head to take

Marynia and hide with her somewhere in some tumbledown village, if

only far away from that insufferable comedy of life which was growing

viler and viler. But he saw that he could not do that, even for this

reason,--that Marynia's condition hindered it. He stopped, however,

the bargaining for Buchynek, which had been almost finished, so as to

find for himself a more distant and less accessible summer place. In

general, relations with people began to weigh on him greatly; but he

felt that he was in the vortex, and could not get out of it. Sometimes

the former man rose in him, full of energy and freshness, and he asked

himself with wonder, "What the devil! why does a fault which thousands

of men commit daily, swell up in my case beyond every measure?" But the

sense of truth answered straightway that as in medicine there are no

diseases, only patients, so in the moral world there are no offences,

only offenders. What one man bears easily, another pays for with his

life; and he tried in vain to defend himself. For a man of principles,

for a man who, barely half a year before, had married such a woman as

Marynia, for a man whom fatherhood was awaiting, his offence was beyond

measure; and it was so inexcusable, so unheard of, that at times he

was amazed that he could have committed it. Now, while returning home

under the impression of Osnovski's misfortune, and turning it over in

his head in every way, he had again the feeling as if a part of the

responsibility for what had happened weighed on him. "For I," said

he to himself, "am a shareholder in that factory in which are formed

such relations and such women as Castelli or Pani Osnovski." Then it

occurred to him that Bigiel was right in saying that the moral level

was lowering, and that the general state of mind which does not exclude

the possibility of such acts is simply dangerous. For he understood

that all these deviations flowed neither from exceptional misfortunes,

nor uncommon passions, nor over-turbulent natures, but from social

wantonness, and that the name of such deviations is legion. "See,"

thought he, "only in the circle of my acquaintances, Pani Mashko, Pani

Osnovski, Panna Castelli; and over against them whom shall I place?

My Marynia alone." And at that moment it did not occur to him that,

besides Marynia, there were in his circle Pani Emilia, Pani Bigiel,

Panna Helena, and Panna Ratkovski. But Marynia stood out before him

on that ground of corruption and frivolity so unlike them, so pure

and reliable, that he was moved to the depth of his soul by the mere

thought of her. "That is another world; that is another kind," thought

he. For a moment he remembered that Osnovski, too, had called his own

wife an exception; but he rejected this evil thought immediately.

"Osnovski deceived himself, but I do not deceive myself." And he felt

that the skepticism which would not yield before Marynia would be not

only stupid, but pitiable. In her there was simply no place for evil.

Only swamp birds can sit in a swamp. He himself had said once in a

jest to her, that if she wore heels, she would have inflammation of

the conscience from remorse, because she was deceiving people. And

there was truth in this jest; he saw her now just there before him as

clearly as one always sees the person one thinks of with concentrated

feeling. He saw her changed form and changed face, in which there

remained always, however, that same shapely mouth, a little too wide,

and those same clear eyes; and he was more and more moved. "Indeed, I

did win a great prize in life's lottery," thought he; "but I did not

know how to value it. 'Evil must always pay the penalty,' said Bigiel."

And Pan Stanislav, to whom a similar thought had come more than once,

felt now a superstitious fear before it. "There is," thought he, "a

certain logic, in virtue of which evil returns, like a wave hurled

from the shore, so that evil must return to me." And all at once it

seemed to him perfectly impossible that he could possess such a woman

in peace, and such happiness. Just in that was lacking the logic which

commands the return of the wave of evil. And then what? Marynia may die

at childbirth, for instance. Pani Mashko, through revenge, may say some

word about him, which will stick in Marynia's mind, and in view of her

condition, will emerge afterward in the form of a fever. Not even the

whole truth is needed for that effect. On the contrary, Pani Mashko may

boast even that she resisted his attempts. "And who knows," said Pan

Stanislav to himself, "if Pani Mashko is not making a visit to Marynia

this moment? in such an event the first conversation about men--and a

few jesting words are sufficient."

Thinking thus, he felt that the cap was burning on his head; and he

reached home with a feeling of alarm. At home he did not find Pani

Mashko; but Marynia gave him a card from Panna Helena, asking him to

come after dinner to see her.

"I fear that Ignas is worse," said Marynia.

"No; I ran in there for a moment in the morning. Panna Helena was

at some conference with the attorney, Kononovich; but I saw Panna

Ratkovski and Pan Ignas. He was perfectly well, and spoke to me

joyously."

At dinner Pan Stanislav resolved to tell Marynia of the news which he

had heard, for he knew that it could not be concealed from her anyhow,

and he did not wish that it should be brought to her too suddenly and

incautiously.

When she asked what was to be heard in the counting-house and the city,

he said,--

"Nothing new in the counting-house; but in the city they are talking

about certain misunderstandings between the Osnovskis."

"Between the Osnovskis?"

"Yes; something has happened in Ostend. Likely the cause of all is

Kopovski."

Marynia flushed from curiosity, and asked,--

"What dost thou say, Stas?"

"I say what I heard. Thou wilt remember my remarks on the evening of

Pan Ignas's betrothal? It seems that I was right; I will say, in brief,

that there was a certain history, and, in general, that it was bad."

"But thou hast said that Kopovski is the betrothed of Panna Castelli."

"He has been, but he is not now. Everything may be broken in their

case."

The news made a great impression on Marynia; she wanted to inquire

further, but when Pan Stanislav told her that he knew nothing more, and

that in all likelihood more detailed news would come in some days, she

fell to lamenting the fate of Osnovski, whom she had always liked much,

and was indignant at Pani Aneta.

"I thought," said she, "that he would change her, and attract her by

his love; but she is not worthy of him, and Pan Svirski is right in

what he says about women."

The conversation was interrupted by Plavitski, who, after an early

dinner at the restaurant, had come to tell the "great news,"

which he had just heard, for all the city was talking of it. Pan

Stanislav thought then that he had done well to prepare Marynia,

for in Plavitski's narrative the affair took on colors which were

too glaring. Plavitski mentioned, it is true, in the course of his

story, "principles and matrons" of the old time; but apparently he was

satisfied that something of such rousing interest had happened, and

evidently he took the affair, too, from the comic side, for at the end

he said,--

"But she is a mettlesome woman! she is a frolicker! Whoever was before

her was an opponent! She let no man pass, no man! Poor Osnosio! but she

let _no man_ pass."

Here he raised his brows, and looked at Marynia and Pan Stanislav, as

if wishing to see whether they understood what "no man" meant. But on

Marynia's face disgust was depicted.

"Fe! Stas," said she, "how all that is not only dishonorable, but

disgusting!"

FOOTNOTES:

[14] A fanciful Roumanian name formed from the French _crapule_, a

debauchee.

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