CHAPTER LVI.

Meanwhile Pan Ignas spent the time between Warsaw and Buchynek, going

from one place to the other daily, remaining now here, now there, just

as his work and business commanded. Since his marriage was to take

place in the fall, immediately after the season in Scheveningen, Pan

Stanislav told him that it was time to find a dwelling, and furnish

it, even in some fashion. He and Bigiel promised every assistance in

that affair. Pani Bigiel was to see to the part which pertained to

housekeeping. Pan Ignas's presence in Buchynek was necessary also in

view of his relations with Panna Helena. Though the will of her father,

bearing date a year earlier, made her the only heiress of the whole

immense property, she did not hide in the least that she knew that

her father did not make another will simply because either he had not

foreseen a death so sudden, or had deferred the matter from day to day,

in the manner of old people. She had not the least doubt, however, that

her father wished to do something for a man of the same name, and a

relative; and she said openly that she held it a duty to carry out her

father's wish. No one, it is true, could foresee in what measure she

would decide to do that; and for her too it was difficult to answer

such a question, before she had made an exact inventory of all the

properties and moneys; meanwhile, however, she began to present Pan

Ignas with everything which, in her opinion, male heirs should inherit.

In this way, she gave him a part of the household plate, left after the

deceased, as well as a considerable and valuable collection of arms,

which the old man prized, and horses greatly esteemed by him,--these

Polanyetski took on commission; and, finally, that collection of pipes

the fate of which had concerned Kopovski so much.

Cold, and apparently indifferent to all, intimidating people by her

severe and concentrated expression of face, she had for Pan Ignas

alone, in her voice and look, a certain something almost motherly;

just as if with the property she had inherited from her father his

inclination for the young man. He was indeed the only person on earth

with whom she was connected by bonds of blood, or at least by identity

of name. Learning from Pan Stanislav of the steps taken by Pan Ignas

toward furnishing a house, she begged him to put in the bank for her a

considerable sum in the name of "Pan Ignas," for outlays toward that

end, begging, however, not to mention the matter to him immediately.

Pan Ignas, who had a young and grateful heart, became attached to her

quickly, as to an elder sister; and she felt perfectly that sympathy of

two natures, who wish each other well, and feel mutual confidence. Time

usually changes original sympathies of that sort into great, enduring

friendship, which in evil periods of life may be of great support. But

at that juncture, Pan Ignas could devote to her barely a tiny part of

his soul; for he had applied soul, heart, and all his powers, with the

entire exclusiveness of a fanatic in love, to the greater and greater

adoration of "Nitechka."

Meanwhile he was as busy as a fly in a pot, between Buchynek and the

city, and even made new acquaintances. One of these was Professor

Vaskovski; who had returned from his pilgrimage among the "youngest of

the Aryans." He had visited the shores of the Adriatic, and the entire

Balkan peninsula; but the state of his health was so pitiful that Pan

Stanislav took him for good to Buchynek, to save the poor man from

being cheated, and to give him needful care, which in his loneliness he

could not have found in another place. Pan Ignas, himself a person of

lofty soul, and ready to grasp every broad idea, though it might seem

absurd to common-sense fools, conceived from the first day a love for

the old man, with his theory of a historical mission predestined to the

youngest of the Aryans. Of this theory he had heard already more than

once from Svirski and Polanyetski, and considered it a splendid dream.

But it struck him and Svirski and the Polanyetskis that the professor,

on returning from his journey, answered only that "No one could escape

the service which Christ had preordained to him;" then he gazed

forward with his mystic eyes, as if seeking something, or looking for

something in infinity, and his old face took on an expression of such

deep sorrow, and even of such pain, that no one had the heart to touch

that particular question. The doctor called in by Polanyetski declared

that the greasy kitchen of the youngest of the Aryans had given the old

man a serious catarrh of the stomach, to which was added _marasmus

senilis_. The professor had, in fact, a serious catarrh of the stomach;

but Pan Ignas divined in him something else,--namely, a desperate

struggle between doubt and that in which he believed, and to which,

as a real maniac-idealist, he had devoted a lifetime. Pan Ignas alone

understood the whole tragedy of such a final _ergo erravi_; and he was

doubly moved,--first, as a man with a heart, second, as a poet, who at

once saw a theme for a poem: the old man before the house, in the sun,

sitting on the ruin of his life and beliefs, with the words, "vanity,

vanity," on his lips, and waiting for death, whose steps he hears now

in the distance.

But with the professor it was not so bad, perhaps, as Pan Ignas had

imagined. "The youngest of the Aryans" might, indeed, have disappointed

him; but there remained the faith that Christianity had not uttered

its last word yet, and that the coming epoch in the life of humanity

would not be anything else than a spreading of the spirit of Christ,

and a transfer of it from relations between individuals to general

human relations. "Christ in history" did not cease to be for him a

vision of the future. He believed even always that the mission of

introducing love into history was predestined to the youngest of the

Aryans; but from the time of his journey a deep sadness had seized him,

for he understood that, before that could be realized, not only he, but

whole generations, must die of catarrh of the stomach, caused by the

indigestible kitchen of principalities on the Danube.

Meanwhile he shut himself up in himself, and in silence which had more

the appearance of life-sorrow than it was in reality. Of his "idea," he

hardly ever spoke directly, but the idea was evident. Just as the hand

of a clock, stopped at a certain hour, never indicates any hour but

that, so the indicator of his thought did not desert that idea; for to

various questions he answered with words which were rather connected

with it than the thing touching which he was questioned. Whenever they

wished to call him back to reality, it was needful to rouse him. In

dress he neglected himself utterly, and seemed every day to forget more

and more that buttons on a vest, for example, are there to be buttoned.

With his eternal absence of mind; with his eyes both short-sighted and

child-like, reflecting in some mechanical way external impressions;

with a face of concern, on which pimples had become still more evident

because of defective digestion; finally, with a neglect of dress,

and his wonderful trousers, which, it is unknown for what reason,

were twice as wide as the trousers of other men,--he roused mirth in

strangers, and became frequently the object of jokes more or less

malicious. It seems that he roused such feelings first of all in the

"youngest of the Aryans." In general, they considered him as a man in

whose head the staves lacked a hoop; but some showed him compassion.

The word "harmless" struck his ears frequently, but he feigned not to

hear it. He felt, however, that at Pan Stanislav's he was comfortable;

that no one laughed at him, no one showed him the compassion shown

idiots.

Finally, neither the too greasy kitchen of the "youngest of the

Aryans," nor the catarrh of the stomach, had taken away his boundless

forbearance, and his kindness to people. He was always that dear old

professor who fell into revery, but who recovered his senses when it

was a question of others. He loved, as of old, Marynia, Pan Stanislav,

Pani Emilia, Svirski, the Bigiels, even Mashko,--in a word, all those

with whom life had brought him in contact. In general, he had a certain

strange understanding of people; namely, that all, whether willing or

unwilling, were serving some purpose, and were like pawns which the

hand of God is moving for reasons which He Himself knows. Artists, like

Svirski, he esteemed as envoys who "reconcile."

He looked in the same way on Pan Ignas, whose poetry he had read

before. On becoming acquainted with the author, he looked at him as

curiously as at some peculiar object; but in the morning, when the poet

had gone to the city, and they began to talk about him during tea, the

old man raised his finger, and, turning to Marynia, said, with a look

of mystery,--

"Oh, he is God's bird! He does not know what God wrote on his head nor

to what He designed him."

Marynia told him of Pan Ignas's approaching marriage, of his feeling

for Panna Lineta, and of her, praising her goodness and beauty.

"Yes," said the professor, when he had heard all, "you see she too has

her mission, and she too is 'chosen.' God commanded her to watch over

that flame; and since she is chosen, she should be honored for having

been chosen. Do you see? Favor is upon her." Then he grew thoughtful

and added, "All this is precious for humanity in the future."

Pan Stanislav looked at his wife, as if wishing to say that the

professor was dreaming disconnectedly; but the latter blinked somewhat,

and, looking before him, continued,--

"There is in the sky a Milky Way; and when God wishes, He takes dust

from it and makes new worlds. And you see, I think there is likewise a

spiritual Milky Way, made up of all that people have ever thought and

felt. Everything is in it,--what genius has accomplished, what talent

has wrought; in it are the efforts of men's minds, the honesty of

women's hearts, human goodness, and people's pains. Nothing perishes,

though everything turns to dust, for out of that dust, by the will of

God, new spiritual worlds are created for people."

Then he began to blink, weighing what he had said; after that, as if

coming to himself, he looked for the buttons of his vest, and added,--

"But that young woman must have a soul pure as a tear, since God

pointed her out and designated her to be the guardian of that fire."

Svirski's arrival interrupted further conversation. For Marynia it was

not a surprise, as the artist had promised her that either he would

come himself or write to inform her what turn his affair had taken.

Marynia, seeing him now through the window, was nearly certain that all

had ended auspiciously; but when he had entered the room and greeted

every one, he looked at her with such a strange face that she did

not know what to divine from it. Evidently he wished to speak of the

affair, and that immediately; but he did not like to do so before the

old professor and Pan Stanislav. So the latter, to whom Marynia had

told everything, came to his aid, and, pointing to his wife, said,--

"She needs a walk greatly; take her to the garden, for I know that she

and you have some words to say."

After a while they found themselves in the alley among the white

poplars. They walked a time in silence, he swaying on his broad hips

of an athlete, and seeking for something from which to begin, she bent

somewhat forward, with her kindly face full of curiosity. Both were in

a hurry to speak, but Svirski began at another point.

"Have you told all to your husband?" asked he, on a sudden.

Marynia blushed as if caught in a fault, and answered,--

"Yes; for Stas is such a friend of yours, and I do not like to have

secrets from him."

"Of course not," said Svirski, kissing her hand. "You did well. I am

not ashamed of that, just as I am not ashamed of this, that I got a

refusal."

"Impossible! You are joking," said Marynia, halting.

"I give you my word that I am not." And, seeing the pain which the news

caused her, he began to speak as if with concern. "But don't take it

more to heart than I do. That happened which had to happen. See, I have

come; I am standing before you; I have not fired into my forehead, and

have no thought of doing so; but that I got a basket[12] is undoubted."

"But why? what did she answer you?"

"Why? what did she answer me?" repeated Svirski. "You see, just in

that is hidden something from which there is a bitter taste in my

mouth. I confess to you sincerely that I did not love Panna Ratkovski

deeply. She pleased me; they all please me. I thought that she would

be an honest and grateful heart, and I made a declaration here; but

more through calculation, and because it was time for me. Afterward I

had even a little burning at the heart. There was even a moment when I

said to myself, 'Thy declaration in Buchynek was not precise enough:

better put it forward another corner.' I grew shamefaced. 'What the

deuce!' thought I; 'thou hast crossed the threshold with one foot; go

over with the other.' And I wrote her a letter, this time with perfect

precision; and see what she has written as an answer."

Then he drew a letter from his coat-pocket, and said, before he began

to read it,--

"At first there are the usual commonplaces, which you know. She esteems

me greatly; she would be proud and happy (but she prefers not to be);

she nourishes for me sincere sympathy. (If she will nourish her husband

as she does that sympathy, he will not be fat.) But at the end she says

as follows:--

"'I have not the power to give you my heart with such delight as

you deserve. I have chosen otherwise; and if I never shall be

happy, I do not wish at least to reproach myself hereafter with

not having been sincere. In view of what has happened here I

cannot write more; but believe me that I shall be grateful to you

all my life for your confidence, and henceforth I shall pray daily

that God permit you to find a heart worthy of you, and to bless

you all your life.'

"That is all."

A moment of silence followed; then Svirski said,--

"So far as I am concerned, these are empty words; but they mean, I love

another."

"That is the case, I suppose," replied Marynia, sadly. "Poor girl! for

that is an honest letter."

"An honest letter, an honest letter!" cried Svirski. "They are all

honest, too. That is why it is a little bitter for me. She doesn't

want me. All right; that is permitted to every one. She is in love;

that, too, is permitted. But with whom is she in love? Not with

Osnovski or Pan Ignas, of course. With whom, then? With that head of a

walking-stick, that casket, that pretty man, that tailor's model,--with

that ideal of a waiting maid. You have seen such beautiful gentlemen

depicted on pieces of muslin? That is he, perfectly. If he should stand

in a barber's window, young women would burst in the glass. When he

wishes, he puts on a dress-coat; when not, he goes so, and all right!

You remember what I said of him,--that he was a male houri? And this

is bitter, and this is ill-tasting" (he spoke with growing irritation,

accenting with special emphasis the word _is_), "and this speaks badly

of women; for be thou, O man, a Newton, a Raphael, a Napoleon, and wish

thou as thy whole reward one heart, one woman's head, she will prefer

some lacquered Bibisi. That's how they are."

"Not all women, not all. Besides, as an artist, you should know what

feeling is. Something falls on a person, and that is the end of all

reasoning."

"True," said Svirski, calmly; "I know that not all women are so. And as

to love, you say that something falls, and there is an end. Perhaps so.

That is like a disease. But there are diseases by which the more noble

kinds of creatures are not affected. There is, for instance, a disease

of the hoofs. You will permit me to say that it is needful to have

hoofs in order to get this disease. But there has never been a case

that a dove fell in love with a hoopoo, though a hoopoo is a very nice

bird. You see that doesn't happen to the dove. Hoopoos fall in love

with hoopoos. And let them fall in love for themselves, if only they

will not pretend to be doves. That is all I care. Remember how I spoke

once against Panna Castelli at Bigiel's. And still she chose Pan Ignas

at last. For me, it is a question of those false aspirations, that

insincerity, and those phrases. If thou art a hoopoo's daughter, have

the courage to own it. Do not pretend; do not lie; do not deceive. I,

a man of experience, would have wagered my neck on this, that Panna

Ratkovski is simply incapable of falling in love with Kopovski; and

still she has. I am glad that here it is not a question of me, but of

comedy, of that conventional lying,--and not of Panna Ratkovski, but of

this, that such a type as Kopovski conquers."

"True," said Marynia; "but we ought to find out why all this has become

entangled somehow."

But Svirski waved his hand. "Speaking properly," said he, "it is rather

unravelled. If she had married me! surely I should have carried her at

last in my arms. I give you my word. In me immensely much tenderness

is accumulated. I should have been kind to her, and it would have been

pleasant for both of us. I am also a little sorry for it. Still, she is

not the only one on earth. You will find some honest soul who will want

me; and soon, my dear lady, for in truth at times I cannot endure as I

am. Will you not?"

Marynia began to be amused, seeing that Svirski himself did not take

the loss of Panna Ratkovski to heart so very greatly. But, thinking

over the letter a little more calmly, she remembered one phrase, to

which she had not turned attention at first, being occupied entirely

with the refusal, and she was disquieted by the phrase.

"Have you noticed," asked she, "that in one place, she says, 'After

what has happened here I cannot write more'? Can you think what that

may be?"

"Perhaps Kopovski has made a declaration."

"No; in such a case she would have written more explicitly. If she has

become attached to him, she is a poor girl indeed, for likely she has

no property, and neither is Pan Kopovski rich, they say; therefore he

would hardly decide?"

"True," said Svirski; "you know that that came to my mind, too. She is

in love with him,--that is undoubted; but he will not marry her." Then

he stopped, and said, "In such a case, why is he staying there?"

"They amuse themselves with him, and he amuses himself," answered

Marynia, hurriedly, while turning away her face somewhat, so that

Svirski might not notice her confusion.

And she answered untruly. Since Pan Stanislav had shared his views with

her touching Kopovski's relations with Pani Osnovski, she had thought

of them frequently; the stay of the young man in Prytulov seemed to

her suspicious more than once, and explaining it by the presence of

Panna Ratkovski dishonest. This dishonesty was increased, if Panna

Ratkovski had fallen in love really with Kopovski. But all those

intrigues might come to the surface any moment; and Marynia thought

with alarm then whether the words of Panna Ratkovski--"after what has

happened here"--had not that meaning precisely. In such a case it

would be a real catastrophe for that honest Pan Osnovski and for Panna

Steftsia.

Really everything might be involved in a tragic manner.

"I will go to-morrow to Prytulov," said Svirski; "I wish to visit the

Osnovskis, just to show that I cherish no ill-feelings. If anything has

happened there really, or if any one has fallen ill, I shall discover

it and let you know. Pan Ignas is not there at this moment."

"No. Pan Ignas is in the city. To-morrow, or after to-morrow surely, he

will come here, or go to Yasmen. Stas, too, is preparing for the city

to-day. Sister Aniela is ill, and we wish to bring her here. Since I

cannot go, Stas is going."

"Sister Aniela? That one whom your husband calls Pani Emilia,--a Fra

Angelico face, a perfectly sainted face, a beautiful face! I saw her

perhaps twice at your house. Oh, if she were not a religious!"

"She is sick, the poor thing. She can barely walk. She has disease of

the spine, from overwork."

"Oh, that is bad," said Svirski. "You will have the professor, and that

poor woman? But what kind people you are!"

"That is Stas," replied Marynia.

At that moment Pan Stanislav appeared at the end of the walk, and

approached them with a hurried step.

"I hear that you are going to the city to-day," said Svirski; "let us

go together."

"Agreed!"

And, turning to his wife, he said,--

"Marynia, hast thou not walked enough? Wilt thou lean on me?"

Marynia took his arm, and they walked to the veranda together; after

that she went in to give command to bring the afternoon tea.

"I have received a wonderful despatch," said Pan Stanislav; "I did not

wish to show it before my wife. Osnovski asks me where Ignas is, and

asks that I go to the city on his affair. What can that be?"

"It is a wonderful thing," answered Svirski. "Panna Ratkovski writes me

that something has happened there."

"Has any one fallen ill?"

"They would have sent for Pan Ignas directly. If it were Panna Castelli

or Pani Bronich, they would summon him at once."

"But if Osnovski didn't wish to frighten him, he would telegraph to me."

And both looked each other in the eyes with alarm.

FOOTNOTES:

[12] Was rejected.

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