CHAPTER XXXII

Life had beaten Lily Cardew. She went about the house, pathetically

reminiscent of Elinor Doyle in those days when she had sought sanctuary

there; but where Elinor had seen those days only as interludes in her

stormy life, Lily was finding a strange new peace. She was very tender,

very thoughtful, insistently cheerful, as though determined that her own

ill-fortune should not affect the rest of the household.

But to Lily this peace was not an interlude, but an end. Life for her

was over. Her bright dreams were gone, her future settled. Without so

putting it, even to herself, she dedicated herself to service, to small

kindnesses, and little thoughtful acts. She was, daily and hourly,

making reparation to them all for what she had cost them, in hope.

That was the thing that had gone out of life. Hope. Her loathing of

Louis Akers was gone. She did not hate him. Rather she felt toward him a

sort of numbed indifference. She wished never to see him again, but the

revolt that had followed her knowledge of the conditions under which he

had married her was gone. She tried to understand his viewpoint, to make

allowances for his lack of some fundamental creed to live by. But as the

days went on, with that healthy tendency of the mind to bury pain, she

found him, from a figure that bulked so large as to shut out all the

horizon of her life, receding more and more.

But always he would shut off certain things. Love, and marriage, and of

course the hope of happiness. Happiness was a thing one earned, and she

had not earned it.

After the scene at the Saint Elmo, when he had refused to let her go,

and when Willy Cameron had at last locked him in the bedroom of the

suite and had taken her away, there had followed a complete silence.

She had waited for some move or his part, perhaps an announcement of the

marriage in the newspapers, but nothing had appeared. He had commenced

a whirlwind campaign for the mayoralty and was receiving a substantial

support from labor.

The months at the house on Cardew Way seemed more and more dream-like,

and that quality of remoteness was accentuated by the fact that she

had not been able to talk to Elinor. She had telephoned more than once

during the week, but a new maid had answered. Mrs. Doyle was out. Mrs.

Doyle was unable to come to the telephone. The girl was a foreigner,

with something of Woslosky's burr in her voice.

Lily had not left the house since her return. During that family

conclave which had followed her arrival, a stricken thing of few words

and long anxious pauses, her grandfather had suggested that. He had

been curiously mild with her, her grandfather. He had made no friendly

overtures, but he had neither jibed nor sneered.

“It's done,” he had said briefly. “The thing now is to keep her out of

his clutches.” He had turned to her. “I wouldn't leave the house for few

days, Lily.”

It was then that Willy Cameron had gone. Afterwards she thought that

he must have been waiting, patiently protective, to see how the old man

received her.

Her inability to reach Elinor began to dismay her, at last. There was

something sinister about it, and finally Howard himself went to the

Doyle house. Lily had come back on Thursday, and on the following

Tuesday he made his call, timing it so that Doyle would probably be away

from home. But he came back baffled.

“She was not at home,” he said. “I had to take the servant's word for

it, but I think the girl was lying.”

“She may be ill. She almost never goes out.”

“What possible object could they have in concealing her illness?” Howard

said impatiently.

But he was very uneasy, and what Lily had told him since her return only

increased his anxiety. The house was a hotbed of conspiracy, and for her

own reasons Elinor was remaining there. It was no place for a sister

of his. But Elinor for years had only touched the outer fringes of

his life, and his days were crowded with other things; the increasing

arrogance of the strikers, the utter uselessness of trying to make

terms with them, his own determination to continue to fight his futile

political campaign. He put her out of his mind.

Then, at the end of another week, a curious thing happened. Anthony and

Lily were in the library. Old Anthony without a club was Old Anthony

lost, and he had developed a habit, at first rather embarrassing to the

others, of spending much of his time downstairs. He was no sinner turned

saint. He still let the lash of his tongue play over the household, but

his old zest in it seemed gone. He made, too, small tentative overtures

to Lily, intended to be friendly, but actually absurdly self-conscious.

Grace, watching him, often felt him rather touching. It was obvious to

her that he blamed himself, rather than Lily, for what had happened.

On this occasion he had asked Lily to read to him.

“And leave out the politics,” he had said, “I get enough of that

wherever I go.”

As she read she felt him watching her, and in the middle of a paragraph

he suddenly said:

“What's become of Cameron?”

“He must be very busy. He is supporting Mr. Hendricks, you know.”

“Supporting him! He's carrying him on his back,” grunted Anthony. “What

is it, Grayson?”

“A lady--a woman--calling on Miss Cardew.”

Lily rose, but Anthony motioned her back.

“Did she give any name?”

“She said to say it was Jennie, sir.”

“Jennie! It must be Aunt Elinor's Jennie!”

“Send her in,” said Anthony, and stood waiting Lily noticed his face

twitching; it occurred to her then that this strange old man might still

love his daughter, after all the years, and all his cruelty.

It was the elderly servant from the Doyle house who came in, a tall

gaunt woman, looking oddly unfamiliar to Lily in a hat.

“Why, Jennie!” she said. And then: “Is anything wrong?”

“There is and there isn't,” Jennie said, somberly. “I just wanted to

tell you, and I don't care if he kills me for it. It was him that threw

her downstairs. I heard him hit her.”

Old Anthony stiffened.

“He threw Aunt Elinor downstairs?”

“That's how she broke her leg.”

Sheer amazement made Lily inarticulate.

“But they said--we didn't know--do you mean that she has been there all

this time, hurt?”

“I mean just that,” said Jennie, stolidly. “I helped set it, with him

pretending to be all worked up, for the doctor to see. He got rid of

me all right. He's got one of his spies there now, a Bolshevik like

himself. You can ask the neighbors.”

Howard was out, and when the woman had gone Anthony ordered his car.

Lily, frightened by the look on his face, made only one protest.

“You mustn't go alone,” she said. “Let me go, too. Or take

Grayson--anybody.”

But he went alone; in the hall he picked up his hat and stick, and drew

on his gloves.

“What is the house number?”

Lily told him and he went out, moving deliberately, like a man who has

made up his mind to follow a certain course, but to keep himself well in

hand.

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