Her voice was very small. "And when it's over--?"

"We'll manage somehow. I don't know how. It doesn't really matter now.

I don't know what kind of a world we'll have when it's all over, but I

know that I'm going out to get that Ship. If it's the only thing I ever

do that's right."

* * * * *

He went out alone. He tried to force out of his mind the account Mary

had brought of the butchery back home, concentrating on one thing, and

one thing only. The Ship had to be destroyed. Standing out there in the

desert, it was the symbol of all that was wrong with a world that had

somehow, abruptly, been left behind. Matt saw it in black and white,

bitterly, a cause and effect relationship. He could neither rationalize

it or deny it. But somehow, he felt, by destroying the Ship he could

wipe out a past too horrible even to think about. He knew he had to do

it.

Matthews moved quietly through the blackness. The sandy soil was caked

and hard under his feet, and the moon had just gone under the horizon

to the West. Far ahead he could see the feeble guard lights of the

enclosure, and he stopped, panting, staring at the tiny figures pacing

back and forth. He had grown used to moving cautiously through the

desertland without making a sound; now he concentrated on silence for

his very life, and the only sound in his ears was the jogging of the

dynamite pack on his shoulders.

He circled slowly, making for the section of the fencing closest to the

ship. He knew there would be few lights, since precious gasoline had

to run generators to provide any at all. He had examined the gates as

they had opened earlier in the evening, and felt certain there was no

break-circuit alarm on the fence. Power, again. Only for the barest,

most critical essentials. And with four hundred men available, eyesight

was the best way to guard the fence--

The heavy metal wire appeared suddenly in the gloom, and he fell flat

on his face in a little gulley as the tread of a guard's feet sounded

from a distance. A small flashlight flicked on and off as the footsteps

approached. Matt hugged the ground, holding his breath as the soldier

moved silently by. Then he was up against the fence, dragging the

climbers from his pockets, strapping them onto his boots. Cutting the

heavy fencing wire was out of the question--the sound would ring out in

the stillness like a pistol shot. But the barbed wire at the top could

be cut with only a small sound. He struggled up the bare fence, a few

inches at a time.

It seemed like hours. He knew the guard's timing down to the second,

and he worked himself up, panting. It was the dog-watch; the men would

not be too alert, even men fighting for their lives--

He clung to the fence with one hand, and snapped the four barbed

strands with a hand tool, felt them curl away with a _ping_. He dragged

his body up and caught his knee on the top of the fence. In an instant

he had dropped to the ground inside the enclosure--

On his feet, he crouched and ran for the tall, dark ship. The

intervening buildings provided him cover. Down one of the concrete

streets a dozen men were huddled around a small fire near the gate,

talking and laughing. Matt slipped across the street, and saw the

ship's mammoth scaffolding rise up in the darkness.

It was a beautiful ship, tall and silvery, enshrouded like a statue

waiting to be unveiled. He glanced about the grounds around, and

his eyes widened. Great tanks of fuel stood nearby, recently-opened

cartons of supplies were everywhere in evidence. A huge pile of oxygen

cylinders formed a heavy pyramid. Matthews walked over to one of the

open crates, peered into it. Heavy material, plastic, metal--

Space suits.

* * * * *

He opened the pack on his back, drew out the bundles of dynamite

carefully, separated them from the coil of wire to the small detonator.

Somewhere in the distance he heard talking, and he hurried his

movements. Finally the deadly bundles were free.

As he stooped to duck under the first tier of the scaffolding a bright

light flashed on above him, and an alarm bell started clanging. He

cursed, and ran like a cat under the scaffolding, up to the great

silvery fin of the ship. Of course, he should have thought that if

there was no circuit alarm on the fence there surely would be one

around the ship. Far away a roar of voices rose up, and shouts, the

pummel of running feet. Frantically he thrust a dynamite charge under

one of the fins of the ship, then ran to a second and laid another

charge. A rifle cracked somewhere, and another, and he darted into the

piles of boxes, unreeling the detonator wire as he ran. There were

hoarse shouts all about him now. He ducked into a huge empty crate, not

fifty feet from the charges. Huddling down in it for protection, he

connected wires to the battery, and slammed down the plunger--

The shock wave hit him before the sound did, picking up the crate like

a pill-box hurling Matthews head over heels. The roar burst in his

ears, striking him like a palpable wall, and a shout of despair went up

among the soldiers. Matt stood up, then, staring up at the great metal

hulk. There was a heavy rushing sound and the ship faltered, shaking

like a giant aspen leaf, and slowly began to tip--

It struck the ground with a deafening crash, a grating of torn metal

and the screech of broken, twisted planks. Something exploded into

a pillar of fire--and then, in the distance Matthews saw flashes of

fire from the desert, heard rifles cracking. A soldier, running to the

fence, saw him and raised his rifle, wild eyes reflecting the fire.

Matthews dove for him, threw him back with a grunt as the rifle cracked

into the air. And then the compound was wild with the sound of running,

shouting men.

Matthews ran for a huge truck standing near the fallen ship. He

threw himself up into the cab, gunning the motor to a roar. Then the

gears grated and the truck started forward, straight for the crowd

of soldiers lining up at the fence. Matt gripped the steering wheel,

leaning as low as possible, throwing the huge truck at the fence with

all its power. The impact nearly threw him through the windshield; he

heard a grating as the wire bunged out and the fence-posts snapped.

Shifting into compound low, he drove the truck through the fence like a

bulldozer.

And then, all around him, the men from outside were pouring through the

break, screaming in triumph, rifles cracking. A horde of them came, and

the soldiers fell back, bewildered, shooting wildly, running in circles

of panic as the angry mob poured through. And then Matt felt the first

wave of shock pass through him. Wearily he dropped his head against the

dash-board, gasping for breath. He knew that the ship was taken.

* * * * *

He did not know how long he was unconscious. Fires were burning in a

dozen buildings around him, and he could hear the screams and shouts

of the raiders. Dark figures rushed wildly by, silhouetted against the

orange flames. Matt crawled down from the truck as four men ran by with

crowbars, shouting at the top of their lungs. Matt stared at the crowd

surrounding the fallen ship, shouting, raising torches high in the dark

night--

He watched for a long moment, but something flickered in his mind. It

was a picture of mad, frantic destruction on all sides of him, but

something was whispering softly in his ear. Loevy's words. Loevy's

intense face. _There is something far more precious than any one Rocket

ship here_--

Staring at the screaming mob, Matthews suddenly knew what Loevy had

meant. A wrecking crew was at work on the ship, savagely venting their

pent-up rage and fear and frustration on the inanimate metal, wrenching

hull plates off with violent screeches, ripping and slicing stanchions

with blow-torches hissing. A dozen people were streaming in and out

of the air-lock, dragging couches, springs, chunks of instrument

panel, hoards of supplies, oxygen tanks. The crowd was exultant, the

fire-light shining on a thousand wild faces, maddened by the lust of

destruction. But Matthews stared, and the feeling of sickness and

revulsion grew hard in the pit of his stomach.

He turned and started over toward the buildings. The deed was done, but

horror was still at large in the world. He didn't know what the future

held--and yet, somehow now he didn't want to join the insane fury at

work ripping the Rocket to shreds. Loevy's words nagged at his mind,

and he made his way between the burning buildings, feeling the desert

breeze turned hot in his face, until he saw the concrete and stone

administration building up ahead.

_We hope maybe we can still salvage something...._

As Matt walked through the doorway of the headquarters office he

stopped short, stiffening to the sound of a forty-five booming in the

room before him.

There was Moe, his back half to the door, holding the still smoking

automatic in his hand.

And Matt's eyes went from Moe to a long row of filing cabinets against

the far wall. Beside a partially open drawer a figure slumped against

the side of the cabinet, hands clutching at a sheaf of papers inside

the drawer. It was the Bulldog, the colonel himself. But even as Matt

stared wide-eyed, the colonel let out a rasping sigh and fell to the

floor.

He lay still beside another body--that of Loevy.

"Moe!"

Moe turned as Matt strode into the room. There was an angry look on the

old man's face.

"A spy, that's what he was--you were right, Matt. I caught him in

here with the Bulldog. They were talking and going through the files

together--looked like they were planning on skipping out. Fat chance!"

Moe laughed mirthlessly. "Whatever they were looking for they won't use

now. And nobody else will. Got a match, Matt? I'm going to burn this

place to the ground!"

Matt stared from the dead bodies to Moe and over to the cabinet with

the drawer still half open. He saw the sheaf of papers the Bulldog had

been holding just before he died. He remembered again what Loevy had

said--_there is something far more precious than any one Rocket ship

here_--

"Moe--you're missing out on the fun at the Ship!" Matt said suddenly,

intensely.

"I'll get out there. But first I got to--"

"Let me do it, Moe.--I'd enjoy seeing them two burn together. Afterall,

it isn't much of a favor to ask...."

Moe looked at him curiously for a moment, then shrugged. "Why not? If

it wasn't for you we wouldn't be in here at all tonight. Go ahead. I'll

meet you at the Ship. Make a nice big fire!"

* * * * *

And then Moe was gone and Matt stood alone in the room. He stood

and stared down at the dead bodies; Loevy's face showing fear and

frustration just as it must have when Moe's bullet found his heart; the

Colonel, slumped partially across Loevy's body, the Bulldog face in a

tight angry knot, even in death. The colonel had been a brave man, a

tough one. Matt wished suddenly that he had not had to die.

He crossed hurriedly to the file and pulled the sheaf of papers from

the drawer. A sheaf of blue papers--blue papers with white lines....

Blue-prints!

That was what Loevy had meant. The calculations had been completed, the

blue-prints made. The ship had been almost completed, and now it was

destroyed--

_But the blue-prints remained_--

Here were the hopes and dreams of centuries. Here were the plans, the

specifications, the construction plans. Fifty years of the Earth's

resources, and now the project they had planned and specified was being

destroyed in a single night, the night of the fifty-fourth of July--

He stared at the prints, his whole body trembling. He hated the Rocket,

he hated everything it had ever stood for in the old world before the

crash. It had stripped him of his home, robbed him of his future. It

had robbed the whole world of its heritage, and he hated it.

And yet, to go to the planets had always been man's great dream. The

ship could be destroyed without utterly destroying the dream. Because

someday, somehow, men could take these precious papers, sometime when

the world was sane again, and build another ship--

His mind rushed back to his boyhood days, and he remembered sharply

the lure of the open spaces he had felt then. Someday, he had dreamed,

he would build a rocket to the Moon, and go out there to explore and

discover. It hadn't mattered what he would explore, what he would

discover. All that had mattered was the urge to go. An urge he had

shared with thousands of men--

He hadn't known then that the goal would crush the world into a

smoking ruin far worse than any war. A crash that brought slow death

by starvation, a crash that wrenched the livelihood from the mouths

of millions, a crash that demoralized them and drove them back to the

caves to work and fight like savages for a few morsels of bread. He

hadn't known that--because it wasn't really necessary that it happen.

Men could, someday, find a way to go out without bankrupting the world

to do it--

He searched frantically, found a huge pasteboard box. He had seen

others moving through the torchlight with boxes filled full of loot. He

began loading the blue-prints into it, breathlessly, glancing over his

shoulder for fear someone might come in. He reached into his pocket,

drew out his revolver and placed it on the cabinet beside him as he

worked. Let them burn the buildings and tear up the Ship--but they must

not destroy these papers. Let the Rocket Project be dead, utterly dead,

torn to shreds by the people of this strange twilight world, but _the

dream need not die_--

* * * * *

He heard a sound behind him, and he whirled, staring up into Moe

Arhelger's bearded face. The old man stood there, a strange light in

his wild eyes, staring first at Matt, then at the blue papers in the

box. "I see now why you wanted to be alone!" He looked up at Matt, a

long, slow, savage look. "Dump it, Matt," he said, motioning to the box.

Matthews' arm tightened around the carton. "I want these," he said

softly. "You've got your Rocket, Moe. They'll never build another one--"

"_I said dump it._" There was a harsh edge to the old man's voice.

"We're cleaning the place out. Everything. There'll never be another

one, never, as long as the world lives."

"But what do you care about these?" Matt cried. "You'll be dead long

before they ever try Rockets again."

"They're evil!" the old man snarled. "Everything about them is evil.

They've dragged us down into the dirt, down so far we'll never be able

to crawl up again--" His rifle levelled, slowly. "Throw those prints on

the floor, Matt. Touch a match to them, right here. Or I'll burn them

for you."

Slowly Matt turned, lifted up the box. It was heavy; his eyes flicked

to the old man, and he rested the box gently on the bench for a moment.

And then he threw it in the old man's face, and snatched up the

revolver from the bench. He fired four times, and the old man doubled

over and pitched forward on his face, groaning. Matt kicked the rifle

across the room, throwing the blue-prints back into the box. Panting,

he shot out the light, and fled across the compound toward the opened

gate.

Somewhere out there Mary would be waiting. And maybe Loevy's group was

still alive, somewhere, maybe they still knew a way toward recovery now

that the Rocket was destroyed. The fifty-four days of chaos might be

over now. They would know what to do with the precious box. It would be

in safe hands until men were ready to build again.

Matt ran through the gate and into the shadows outside the compound.

In the flickering light of the flames behind him he could make out a

figure approaching.

"Matt! Oh, Matt--you're safe!"

It was Mary, and he felt a gladness sweep through him. She grabbed his

arms then, her eyes tear-filled with relief. She glanced down at the

box he held closely against him. "Matt, what's that?"

He motioned her toward the deeper shadows and a jeep he saw standing

unguarded. His voice was grim as he answered her. "It's for the future,

Mary ... the future."

Moments later they drove away into the night.

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