CHAPTER IX.

The following day, the last Oswald was to spend at Ettersberg, brought

a somewhat unlooked-for visitor. Count Edmund, though his coming was

hourly expected, had not returned from his shooting expedition when

Baron Heideck suddenly arrived in the forenoon, straight from town. He

had thought fit to absent himself in demonstrative fashion from the

festivities held to celebrate his nephew's coming of age. The

announcement of the young gentleman's approaching marriage, then

publicly to be made, should not, he decided, receive the sanction of

his presence; but when more than two months had elapsed, he determined

to pay a brief visit to his relations at the castle. Though the fact

of the engagement could not now be altered, an animated discussion on

the subject seemed to have taken place between the brother and sister.

They had remained more than an hour closeted together, and Heideck's

reproaches took the more effect that Edmund's mother already secretly

repented of her precipitate action in the matter, though as yet she

would not admit it openly.

Finally the Countess, in evident perturbation, retired to her own

room. Seating herself before her writing-table, she pressed a hidden

spring, which opened its most secret drawer. The interview she had had

with her brother must have borne upon, or at least have reawakened,

memories of the past, for very certainly the article which the

Countess took from that small compartment was a souvenir of distant,

bygone days. It was a small leather case, a few inches long,

containing apparently a portrait which perhaps for years had remained

in its hiding-place untouched. That it belonged to a remote period was

proved by its old-fashioned shape and faded exterior. The Countess

held it open before her, and as she sat gazing fixedly down on the

features thus exposed to view, her countenance assumed an abstracted

air most unfamiliar to it.

She was lost in one of those vague, half-unconscious reveries which

altogether efface the present, and carry the dreamer away to a

far-distant past. Obliterated memories troop back upon the mind,

forgotten joys and sorrows revive in all their old intensity, and

forms that have long lain beneath the sod rise, move, and live again.

The Countess did not notice how the minutes sped by, lengthening into

hours as she sat there, wrapt in contemplation. She started, half

frightened, half annoyed, when, without any previous warning, the door

of the room was suddenly thrown open. Quick as thought, she closed the

little case and placed her hand upon it, while the angry look in her

eyes seemed to inquire what the interruption could mean.

The intruder was old Everard, who came in with a haste much at

variance with his usual formal, solemn demeanour. He was evidently

agitated, and he began his report at once without waiting to be

questioned by his mistress.

'The Count has just returned, my lady.'

'Well, where is he?' asked the mother, accustomed always to be her

son's first thought.

'In his room,' stammered Everard. 'Herr von Ettersberg was at the door

when the carriage drove up, and he helped the Count to mount the

stairs.'

'Helped him upstairs?' The Countess's face blanched to a deadly

pallor. 'What do you mean by that? Has anything happened?'

'I fear so, my lady,' said the old retainer hesitatingly. 'The groom

said something about an accident out shooting. A gun was accidentally

discharged, and the Count was wounded.'

He could not tell his tale at length, for the Countess sprang up with

a cry of alarm. Asking no question, listening to no further word, the

agonized mother rushed into the antechamber, whence a corridor led

direct to her son's room.

The old servant, who had completely lost his head and was as terrified

as his mistress, would have rushed after her; but just at that moment

Oswald entered the boudoir by an opposite door.

'Where is my aunt?' he asked hastily.

'With the Count by this time, I think,' said Everard, pointing in the

direction she had taken. 'My lady was so shocked when I told her about

the accident, she hastened to him at once.'

Oswald frowned. 'How could you be so imprudent!' he said, with an

impatient gesture. 'The Count's wound is not at all serious. I came

myself to assure my aunt that there is not the smallest cause for

anxiety.'

'Thank God, thank God!' breathed Everard, with a great sigh of relief.

'The groom was saying----'

'The groom has grossly exaggerated the affair,' Oswald interrupted

him. 'Your master is very slightly injured--wounded in the hand,

nothing more. It was quite unnecessary to alarm the Countess in this

way. Go now and let Baron Heideck know the true state of the case,

that he may not be startled in like manner by the news of some

dangerous injury.'

Everard withdrew to fulfil his mission, and Oswald was about to leave

the room, when his eyes, wandering with a casual and indifferent

glance towards the writing-table, fell on the small case which lay

thereon.

Curiosity did not rank among Oswald's failings, and he would have

thought it impertinent to examine even that which lay open to view in

his aunt's room. But now he was misled by a very pardonable error.

Only the day before he had begged the Countess to make over to him a

portrait of his father, which had been in the possession of the late

Count Ettersberg, and was, no doubt, still to be found among his

personal belongings. Now that he was leaving the old home, Oswald

wished to take this souvenir with him, and the Countess had been quite

willing to accede to his wish, promising to look for the portrait. It

appeared, so he said to himself, that she had been successful in her

quest.

In this certain presumption, Oswald took up the picture. He had but a

dim remembrance of it, and really did not know if it were enclosed in

a frame or in a case. The faded appearance of the little _etui_ seemed

to confirm his belief, so he opened it.

The case contained a portrait, certainly--a miniature painted on

ivory--but it was not the one he sought. At the first glance Oswald

started, surprised in the highest degree.

'Edmund's likeness!' he murmured, under his breath. 'Strange that I

should never have seen it before. Besides, he has never worn uniform,

to my knowledge.'

With ever-increasing astonishment he examined first the miniature,

which so unmistakably portrayed the young Count's features, and then

the old-fashioned and discoloured case wherein it had evidently long

lain enclosed. He had alighted on an enigma.

'What can it mean? The portrait is an old one. That is plain from its

colouring, and from the shape of the case--yet it represents Edmund as

he now appears. To be sure, it is not quite like him, it has an

expression, a look which is not his, and ... Ah!'

This exclamation burst from his lips with sudden vehemence. In an

instant the young man's eyes were opened. With the vividness of

lightning, the truth flashed upon him, the perception of all that

was, and had been. The enigma was solved. Hastily he strode up to a

life-size portrait of Edmund, an oil-painting which hung in the

Countess's boudoir, and with the open case in his hand, began

comparing the two, feature by feature, line by line.

Lines and features proved identical; there were the same dark hair and

eyes, but with a difference, a marked difference of expression. The

resemblance to Edmund was so extraordinary that he might have sat for

the miniature, and yet the face depicted in it was not his, but

another's. Another's, differing from the young Count's most

essentially, as a prolonged examination abundantly showed.

'So I was right!' said Oswald, in a low hoarse tone. 'Right in my

suspicion after all!'

There was neither triumph nor malicious satisfaction in his tone. On

the contrary, it conveyed a certain unfeigned horror; but as he caught

sight of the secret compartment now standing open, every other feeling

was merged in sudden, bitter anger.

'Yes,' he murmured. 'She hid it well--so well, that no eyes but hers

would ever have beheld it, had not her mortal fear on Edmund's account

for once robbed her of all prudence and power of reflection. To think

that it should fall into my hands! This surely is more than a mere

accident. I think'--here Oswald drew himself up to a proud and

menacing attitude--'I think I have a right to ask whom this picture

represents, and I shall retain possession of it until an answer to my

plain question be given me.'

So saying, he thrust the little case into his breast-pocket, and

quickly left the room.

The alarming report which Everard had conveyed to the Countess turned

out to be a most exaggerated one. The accident that had befallen

Edmund was of no serious importance. While scrambling through, or

over, a hedge, his gun had been accidentally discharged, but

fortunately the shot had only grazed his left hand. The injury was

very slight, hardly deserving to be called a wound, yet the whole

castle was in commotion about it. Baron Heideck hastened to his

nephew's room, and the Countess could find neither rest nor peace

until the doctor, sent for in post-haste, had assured her positively

there was no cause for uneasiness, and that the lesion would be healed

in a few days.

Edmund himself took the matter most lightly. He laughed and joked with

his mother about her anxiety until it yielded beneath his cheery

influence, protested strongly against being treated as a disabled man,

and was with difficulty prevailed on to listen to the doctor, who

prescribed absolute rest and quiet.

Evening closed in. Oswald was alone in his own room, which he had not

left since his great discovery of the morning. The lamp burning on the

table threw but a partial light over the apartment, which was large

and rather sombre at night, with its heavy leather hangings and deep

bay-window. The furniture was massive and good, as in every room

throughout the house, but it had not been renewed for years, and was

in strong contrast to the bright and handsome appointments of the main

building, and especially of that part of it dedicated to the young

Count's use. The nephew, the offshoot of a younger branch, had been

banished to a distant wing. In this, as in all else, his inferiority

to the heir must be well marked; he must stand back, yielding the

precedence to the master of the house.

So the Countess had ordered it, and the temper of Oswald's mind was

such that under no circumstances could he have brought himself to seek

aid or protection from Edmund, or to complain to him of the constant

mortifications to which he was subjected.

The side-table was strewn with letters and papers which Oswald had

intended to set in order before leaving. Now he gave them not a

thought. With restless steps he paced to and fro in the room, the

excessive pallor of his countenance and his heaving breast telling of

the terrible agitation that reigned within him. The dim tormenting

doubt which had beset his soul for years, the vague presentiment

which he had driven from him only by the full exercise of his powerful

will, now stood revealed as truth. Though the actual course events had

taken and the story of that portrait were as yet unknown to him, the

always-recurring suspicions had resolved themselves into a certainty,

calling up within him a perfect storm of contradictory emotions.

Oswald paused before the writing-table, and again took up the fatal

portrait which lay there among the papers.

'After all, what avails this?' he said bitterly. 'I indeed, for my own

part, require no further proof, but all corroboration is wanting, and

the one person who could afford it will certainly keep silence. She

would die rather than make a confession which would bring ruin on

herself and on her son, and I cannot compel her to speak--I must not,

could not, offer up the honour of our name, even though it be a

question of the heirship of Ettersberg. Yet full and complete

knowledge I must have--I must, cost what it may.'

He slowly closed the case and laid it down again, still standing

before it, musing profoundly, moodily.

'Perhaps there might be a way, one single way. If I were to go to

Edmund with this picture, and were to call upon him to explain, to

inquire into the facts of the case, he could force the truth from his

mother if he seriously set himself to the task, and he would so set

himself if once I introduced the suspicion to his mind. I know him

well enough to be sure of that. But what a terrible blow it would be

to him--to him, with his sensitive notions of honour, with his candid,

open nature, which has never condescended to a lie. To be hurled

suddenly from a position which, in the fulness of his happiness and

prosperity, must appear absolutely safe; to be branded as the

instrument, perhaps the accomplice, of a fraud!--I think the knowledge

of this would kill him.'

Love for the friend of his youth stirred in his breast, regaining

all its old force and fervour, but with it awoke other and

hostile emotions which clamoured to be heard. They recalled to him

the deep-dyed treachery of which he had been the victim, and as he

vacillated still, sought to influence him by counsels such as these:

'Will you really keep silence, and eschew the revenge which Fate has

placed in your hands? Will you go hence with sealed lips, go out to a

dark uncertain future, submit yourself to strangers, work your way up

with much toil and weariness of spirit, perhaps perish in the vain

struggle, while, if you will, you may be master here on the land which

belongs to you of right? Shall the woman who has been your bitterest

enemy triumphantly retain her power and endow her son with all the

good things of this life, while you are oppressed and kept down,

thrust out from the home of your fathers? Who has thought of your

feelings, of your inward conflicts? Use the weapons chance has given

you. You know the joints in the enemy's armour. Strike home!'

These accusatory voices had justice on their side, and they found but

too responsive an echo in Oswald's breast. All the mortifications, all

the humiliations he had suffered rose up before him afresh, and stung

his soul with keen and cruel stabs. That which he had endured for

years, with inward chafing, it is true, but yet mutely, accepting it

as a decree of Fate, goaded him to wild rebellion and fury now that he

recognised the treachery that had been at work. Gradually every other

feeling was stifled by the bitterness and fierce hate raging within

him. The Countess would certainly have trembled, could she at this

moment have beheld her nephew's countenance. He could not meet her

face to face, but he knew the spot where she was vulnerable.

'There is no other way,' he said resolutely. 'To me she will not yield

an inch. She will defy me to her last breath. Edmund alone is able to

extract her secret from her, therefore he must be told. I will no

longer be the victim of a fraud.'

A light, rapid step in the corridor outside interrupted the young

man's train of thought. With a quick movement he pushed the miniature

out of sight beneath the papers on the writing-table, and cast an

angry, impatient glance towards the door; but he started perceptibly

as he recognised his visitor.

'Edmund--you here?'

'Well, you need not look scared, as though you had seen a ghost,' said

the young Count, closing the door. 'I still number among the living,

and have come expressly to prove to you that, in spite of my so-called

wound, you have no chance of coming into the property as yet.'

Little did Edmund guess the effect this harmless jest and the fact of

his appearance at that precise moment had upon his cousin. It was only

by a violent effort that Oswald regained his self-control. His voice

was hoarse with emotion as he replied:

'How can you be so imprudent as to come through these long cold

corridors! You were ordered not to leave your room to-day.'

'Pooh! what do I care for the doctor's orders?' said Edmund

carelessly. 'Do you think I mean to be treated as an invalid, because

I have got a scratch on my hand? I have put up with all their nonsense

a few hours to please my mother, but I have had enough of it now. My

servant has instructions to say that I am asleep, should anyone

inquire after me. I came over here to have a chat with you, old

fellow. I cannot possibly stay away from you on this, the very last

evening you have to spend at Ettersberg.'

These words were spoken with such heartiness that Oswald involuntarily

turned away.

'Let us go back to your room, at least,' he said hastily.

'No; we are not so likely to be disturbed here,' persisted Edmund,

as he threw himself into an armchair. 'I have so many things to

say to you--for instance, how I came by this famous wound, which has

set all Ettersberg in an uproar, though it is nothing more than a

pin-scratch.'

Oswald's eyes wandered uneasily to the papers, beneath which the

portrait lay concealed.

'How you came by it?' he repeated absently. 'I thought your gun was

fired accidentally, as you were getting over a hedge.'

'Yes; that is what we told the servants, and my mother and uncle are

not to hear any other version of the affair. But I need not make a

secret of it to you. I was out this morning with one of the men who

joined our shooting-party--with Baron Senden.'

'With Senden?' said Oswald, becoming attentive. 'What was the quarrel

between you?'

'He made use of an expression which displeased me. I called him to

account at once; one word led to another, and finally we agreed to

settle our little difference by meeting this morning. You see no great

damage has been done. I shall perhaps have to wear my hand in a sling

for a week or so, and Senden has got off as cheaply, with just a graze

on the shoulder.'

'So that is why you stayed all night? Why did you not send a message

over to me? I would have gone to you.'

'To act as second? That was not necessary. Our host offered me his

services--and as the mourning relative you could always arrive time

enough.'

'Edmund, do not speak so lightly on grave subjects,' said Oswald

impatiently. 'A duel always involves the hazard of a life.'

Edmund laughed.

'Good heavens! I ought to have made my will, I suppose, have summoned

you to my side to take a solemn leave of you, and have left a touching

message of farewell for Hedwig? Bah! the thing is to keep one's self

as cool as possible, and just trust to one's luck for the rest.'

'You do not appear to have taken your adversary's words so coolly.

What was the real ground of offence?'

The young Count's face darkened, and he replied with some warmth of

tone:

'The subject of our old Dornau lawsuit was broached. They were joking

me about my very practical idea of uniting the contending parties in

matrimony. I laughed with them and entered quite freely into the

spirit of the joke, until Senden remarked very pointedly that as the

two properties were to be joined together so peaceably at last, the

great efforts formerly made to this end turned out, after all, to have

been unnecessary; it was so much trouble wasted.'

'You know that the Baron proposed to your future wife and was

refused,' said Oswald, with a shrug of the shoulders. 'He naturally

feels a certain degree of irritation, which he cannot help showing on

every occasion.'

'His remark was levelled at my mother,' said Edmund warmly. 'It is no

secret that she opposed the marriage between her cousin and Herr

Ruestow, and openly declared herself on the side of the angry father.

She has, as you know, a lofty idea of her class-privileges, and she

then felt it incumbent on her to uphold the principles she professes.

This is why I esteem so highly the sacrifice she is now making for me.

Senden's speech implied that she had been actuated by interested

motives, and had influenced Uncle Francis in the making of his will,

in the hope that Dornau might fall to me. Could I submit to that, I

ask it of you?'

'You go too far. I do not believe that Senden had any such

_arriere-pensee_.'

'No matter, I understood him in that sense. Why did he not recall his

words when I asked for an explanation? It may be that I was rather too

warm, but on that point I can brook no insinuations. You reproach me

frequently with my heedlessness and frivolity, Oswald, but even they

have a limit. Once past that boundary, I am apt to take matters even

more to heart than you.'

'I know,' said Oswald slowly. 'There are two subjects on which you

feel seriously and deeply--the point of honour and--your mother.'

'The two are one,' retorted Edmund sharply.

'He who offends her by even the shadow of a suspicion rouses all the

spirit in me, and makes me desperate.'

He sprang up as he spoke, and stood before his cousin, drawn up to his

full height. The habitual gay, careless expression had vanished from

his features, giving place to one of set, stern gravity, and his eyes

flashed in his passionate excitement.

Oswald was silent. He was standing by the writing-table, and had

already grasped the papers, ready to push them aside and draw forth

the picture, but as the young Count's last words fell on his ear he

paused involuntarily. Why must such a discussion have arisen at this

precise moment?

'It never occurred to me that any such interpretation could be placed

on that will,' went on Edmund; 'or I should at once, at the time of my

uncle's death, have refused the bequest, and never should have allowed

the suit to be instituted. If Hedwig and I had remained strangers, and

the court had awarded Dornau to me, I believe the calumny would have

thriven and prospered, until they had made me out to be the accomplice

of a fraud.'

'It is possible to be the victim of a fraud,' said Oswald in a low

tone.

'The victim?' repeated the young Count, stepping quickly up to his

cousin. 'What do you mean by that?'

Oswald's hand rested heavily on the papers which overlay his great

secret, but there was nothing to indicate the emotion within him. His

voice was cold and unmoved, as he replied:

'Nothing. I am not alluding to Dornau. We know perfectly well that my

uncle acted in accordance with his own will and judgment--but the

instrument was drawn up in favour of a nephew, passing over the

daughter and her rights. Calumny, of course, takes advantage of the

scope afforded it, and hints at undue influence. In such a case, it

would, no doubt, be considered only natural that a mother should lay

aside any scruples, and act in the interest of her son.'

'But that would have been fortune-hunting of the most flagrant

description,' cried Edmund, blazing up anew. 'I really do not

understand you, Oswald. How can you speak so indifferently of such a

possible view of the case, of the disgrace it would entail? How should

you qualify a scheme formed to oust the rightful heir that another

might succeed to his place and property? I should call it a swindle, a

dishonourable, an infamous action, and the mere thought that such a

suspicion should be coupled with the name of Ettersberg makes my blood

boil within me.'

Oswald's hand slid slowly from the table, and he stepped back a little

into the shadow, beyond the circle irradiated by the lamp.

'Any such suspicion would do you the keenest injustice, truly,' he

said emphatically; 'but the world is generally prompt to think evil.

No doubt, it often makes evil discoveries. In our sphere especially

there are so many dark family histories which lie hidden for years,

and then suddenly one day spring to light. So many, who hold a

brilliant position and enjoy great consideration, carry about with

them the consciousness of guilt which would utterly crush and

annihilate them, were it to be found out.'

'Well, I could not do it,' said the young Count, turning his frank,

handsome face full upon his cousin. 'I must bear an unsullied brow

before the world, must feel myself to be without reproach, that I may

breathe freely, and boldly meet the slander I despise--there would be

no living for me else. Dark family histories! They are, no doubt, more

plentiful than we wot of, but I would suffer no such lurking shadow in

our annals, not though I myself must set to work to drag it to light.'

'And suppose silence were imposed on you--for the sake of the family

honour?'

'It would probably kill me; for to live with the knowledge that there

was a stain on our escutcheon would be, I think, to me a thing

impossible!'

Oswald passed his hand across his brow, which was covered with a

cold sweat. In keen and terrible suspense he followed his cousin's

every movement. Perhaps no interference of his would be necessary;

perhaps accident might relieve him of the onerous task which he felt

must be fulfilled in one way or another. Edmund had gone up to the

writing-table, and as he spoke on, he took up some of the papers

unthinkingly, and threw them aside without looking at them. One minute

more and he would probably discover the little case, the shape of

which must necessarily attract his attention--and then--then would

come the catastrophe.

'At all events, it will be seen what view I take of such innuendoes,

and the lesson Senden has had will serve for others. Nothing is sacred

to calumny, no object, however pure and lofty, not even one which to

most minds is the ideal of all that is good.'

'Ideals may fade, idols crumble to the dust,' remarked Oswald. 'You

have had no experience of that at present.'

'I was speaking of my mother,' said the young Count, with deep

feeling.

Oswald made no reply, but it was well that he was standing in the

shade; at least the other saw not the torture this interview inflicted

on him. It happened so rarely that Edmund appeared in serious mood,

and to-day of all days he was grave and earnest of speech, showing the

deeper side of his nature. And all the time his right hand was busy,

mechanically turning over the papers on the table, approaching nearer

and nearer the fatal spot. Oswald's arm twitched, ready to drag the

unsuspecting man back from the abyss which yawned before him--but he

checked the impulse, and remained motionless in his place.

'You can understand now why I desire to keep this meeting from my

mother's knowledge, notwithstanding its harmless issue.' Edmund

continued. 'She would inquire, as you do into its origin, and the

truth might wound her. Whilst I am to the fore not the very shadow of

offence shall come near her. I would give my life rather than hear her

aspersed by a calumnious word--give my life, aye, readily, willingly.'

Separately, one by one, he had taken up the papers and thrown them

aside. Now he had come to the last sheet, that beneath which the

picture lay, but suddenly Oswald's hand was upon his, grasping it with

a grasp of iron, and impeding any further movement.

'What is it?' asked Edmund in astonishment. 'What is the matter with

you?'

For all answer, Oswald threw his arm about him and drew him away.

'Come, Edmund, let us go to the sofa yonder.'

'What, you draw me violently from the table simply for that? One would

have thought a mine was about to explode. Have you any combustibles,

any train laid over there?'

'Possibly,' said Oswald, with a strange smile. 'Let those papers be.

Come.'

'Oh, you need fear no indiscretion on my part,' declared the Count,

with a sudden outbreak of tetchiness. 'There was no need to place your

hand on your papers in that prohibitory manner. I did not look at

them, and if I touched them, I did it mechanically. You appear to have

secrets, and I, no doubt, am disturbing you when you would wish to be

sorting your letters and putting them in order. It will be better for

me to go.' He moved away, as though to leave the room; but Oswald held

him by the arm, though he tried angrily to free it.

'No, Edmund, you must not leave me so--not to-day, old fellow.'

'Indeed, it is the last evening you have to spend here,' said Edmund,

half wrathful, half appeased. 'You are doing all you can to show me

how little that affects you.'

'You do me injustice. The separation is more painful to me than you

can imagine.'

Oswald's voice shook so audibly that Edmund looked at him in surprise,

and all his anger vanished.

'Why, what ails you, Oswald? You are as pale as death, and have seemed

so strange all the evening. But I can guess: you have been searching

among these letters and papers, which, no doubt, belonged to your

parents, and they have awakened many sad memories.'

'Yes, much that is very sad,' said Oswald, drawing a deep breath; 'but

it is over now. You are right, they were old memories which put me out

of tune. I will drive the troubling thoughts from me, and altogether

make an end of them now.'

'Then I really will go,' declared Edmund. 'I forgot that you might

still have much to arrange and set in order. We shall meet to-morrow

morning. Good-night, Oswald.'

He held out his hand to his cousin, but the latter, assuredly for the

first time in his life, took him in his arms, and held him for a

moment in a tight embrace.

'Goodnight, Edmund. I have often seemed harsh and cold in return

for your warm and hearty friendship, yet you have been very dear to

me--how dear I hardly knew myself until this hour.'

'The hour of parting,' said Edmund, half reproachfully, as he

cordially returned the embrace. 'But for that, the confession would

never have passed your lips. No matter, I have always felt, known how

you cared for me in your heart of hearts.'

'Not fully, perhaps. I did not know it myself until to-day. But go

now. With that wound of yours, you really should not stay up longer.

Go and rest.'

Passing his arm round his cousin's shoulder, he walked with him to the

door and down the corridor. There they parted; but as the young Count

retraced his steps to his own room, Oswald stood again before his

writing-table, holding the portrait in his hand. Once more he

contemplated it, then closing the case with a firm pressure, he said

under his breath:

'It would be his death. I will not reign as master of Ettersberg at

that price.'

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