CHAPTER XX.

The packet found by Mr. Danvers was the same which, it may be

remembered, was lifted from a table in Willoughby's apartment by

Geoffery, while Alfred, to meet whose eye it had been thus conspicuously

placed by his poor brother, was too much absorbed in grief to notice

what was passing.

The peculiar circumstances attendant on the death-scene, and the certain

knowledge thus obtained, that poison had been taken, and would,

therefore, on opening the body be found, suggested to Geoffery's evil

mind the first faint glimpses of the diabolical scheme which so many

after circumstances so unexpectedly favoured. Had there been a fire in

his apartment that night, he would for security have certainly burnt the

packet; but it fortunately happened that there was not, and so agitated

and occupied was his mind in the contemplation of the very possibility

of compassing at once the hideous crime and enormous gain, which he was

balancing one against the other, that the idea of destroying the

dangerous document by means of his candle never once occurred to him.

Accordingly, when he had sufficiently considered its contents, he placed

it in his pocket-book. After this, he more than once took it out, with

the intention of consigning it to the flames, but when in the very act

his hand was stayed by more than one consideration. In the first place,

there was a kind of bequest to himself; and if the accusations against

Alfred came to nothing, he should want the sum very much; then he

sometimes felt a dread, that by a bare possibility, he might

himself,--as having a remote contingent interest in the death of

Willoughby, and having arrived too that very night at Arden,--be accused

of being an accomplice of Alfred's; and in either case this packet laid

down in some of the apartments, would be picked up, and being supposed

to have hitherto merely lain unnoticed, both clear himself of all

suspicion and secure his bequest; for though this bequest was not left

in a binding form, he had no doubt that Alfred would religiously make it

good. No place, however, seemed safe enough for keeping this important

document but about his own person, and accordingly he so disposed of it;

which serves to account for its being found in the manner described.

The packet itself presented a melancholy picture of poor Willoughby's

disordered state of mind, brought down somewhat in the form of a

journal, and with a kind of method mingled with its wildness to the very

evening of his death. In proof of the strange blending of rational

considerations, there was a sort of distribution of his personal

property; for besides the bequest to Geoffery, already alluded to, there

were kind gifts to his sisters, his mother, his aunt Dorothea, and to

several old servants and pensioners.

Alfred, however, was his main object; the tenor of the whole letter

breathed the most devoted tenderness towards him, mingled with a

madman's notion, that he was about to perform an heroic act, in removing

the obstacles to his happiness. It entreated Alfred not to grieve for

him--he was only flying a misery he could not endure; seeking a resting

place he longed to find. Why should not all those who remained behind be

happy--quite happy, and never think of him who could so well be

spared--who never should have been born--who seemed to have been called

into existence but to stand in the way of others, and be himself

wretched!

"Yet I know that you will grieve for me, Alfred," it continued, "and the

thought of how much you will grieve sometimes makes me shrink from

seeking the rest I long for. But it will be for a time only, and then

you too will be happy. Yes, you must be happy, Alfred!"

Caroline's letter was inclosed in the packet, and some comments made, in

a strain of forced, unnatural calmness, on Lady Palliser's cruel policy.

While the whole, which seemed to have been written at many different

periods, concluded with a sort of separate part, dated the day of the

evening of his death; detailing minutely how he had at length possessed

himself of some arsenic, and declaring his intention of that very

evening putting an end to the harrassing struggles of his mind, which he

here describe wildly, as pursuing him every where--goading him

on--hunting him down--making rest or peace on earth impossible.

"Forgive me, then, dear Alfred," he concluded; "forgive my quitting you

thus; for I am weary, and long to sleep, though it were in the grave!

Except that short moment when I closed my eyes on your kind bosom, I

have not slept I know not when."

This, the dying memorial of poor Willoughby, was but a melancholy

vehicle for joyful intelligence to Lady Arden. In her mind, however, at

such a moment, there was room but for one idea--Alfred was safe! Even

her pride in him, which had mingled with despair, was forgotten in

tenderness.

She left all the care of his public justification, with the necessary

forms for his restoration to his right, in the hands of Mr. Danvers and

Lord Darlingford; and though, as a precaution lest Alfred should lose

one moment of the relief of mind such intelligence was calculated to

bestow, she had dispatched, at the first instant, an express, bearing in

her own writing the three words, "You are justified." Nevertheless she

had followed her own messenger with so much expedition, that she

overtook him at the gates of Geneva, awaiting their being opened; and

thus became, as we have seen, the first to announce to her exiled son

the happy change which had taken place in his circumstances.

While her ladyship was thus occupied, the townspeople of Arden,

impatient to display the returning tide of their affection and respect

towards their young landlord, were illuminating every pane of glass they

possessed, and lighting bonfires on every rising ground in the

neighbourhood, in honour of his acquittal; while at the same time their

indignation against Geoffery knew no bounds. His motive in suppressing

and concealing Alfred's letter spoke for itself; and so strong was the

general feeling of abhorrence which it excited, that the night after he

was buried, his body was disinterred by the mob, and placed on a gibbet

on the road-side, between Arden and Arden Park. His coadjutor, too, Mr.

Fips, was blamed even more than he deserved, if that indeed were

possible: that is to say, he was universally believed to have been a

party to the suppression of Willoughby's packet; a belief engendered,

and, in a great measure justified, by his being Geoffery's right-hand

man on all occasions, and still more by the active part he had taken

previously to and on the trial, as well as by his own general villany of

character.

Accordingly, during the illuminations for Alfred's acquittal, the mob

began by smashing every window in Fips's house; and hatred of Gripe, as

he was called, being a common cause, those who had commenced the attack

were soon joined by so many who had a personal feeling of revenge,

founded on a lively remembrance of ruin entailed on themselves and their

families by his means, that before morning they literally left not one

stone, or rather one brick, upon another of Fips's dwelling; while

himself and his daughter narrowly escaped with their lives, without

being able to carry with them a single paper, or a vestige of property

of any kind. What was of value found plenty of customers, who thought it

no robbery to take back a little of their own; and as to the parchments,

&c., a sagacious ringleader proposed that they should all be emptied out

at the foot of the market cross; that so, when there was light in the

morning, every one might come and choose his own. Thus did many a man

get back his documents without being compelled to pay the unjust and

enormous bill for which they were held as security; whilst every thing

in the shape of bill, book, or account standing against any individual,

was carefully consigned to the flames. All the town, in short, felt it

more or less a blessing that the hornet's nest had been destroyed. As to

the authorities, they had themselves, some of them, felt the gripe of

Mr. Fips in their day: after, therefore, every step _they_ judged proper

was duly taken to discover who had been the perpetrators of the late

riots, it was decided, at a public meeting held for the purpose--"That

the very _unjustifiable_ outrages which had been committed on the night

of the -- of ----, 18--, could not be _brought home to any particular

individuals_."

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