CHAPTER V.

MAUNEY MEETS MRS. MACDOWELL.

When Mauney arrived in Lockwood, on his way home, he completed certain

reflections which had occupied him most of the day by deciding not to

call upon Freda. But he found that his brother William, who had driven

in for him from Lantern Marsh, had still some shopping to do before

returning, and he made up his mind to stroll down Queen Street East, past

her home. This little walk had the effect of making him quite unhappy.

First of all he passed the Armouries, which recalled his unsuccessful

attempt to enlist, eight years ago. In the associations of that memory

there was bitterness which still troubled him. In the second place,

although he had Freda’s street number, he could not find her house

until he made the enquiry of an officious nurse-maid who pushed her

baby-carriage no less haughtily than she pointed out the MacDowell

residence. He stood still and gazed confusedly at the high stone wall and

the forbidding gateway. Was there not some mistake? He had not thought

of Freda as belonging to so grand a home. His perplexity, combined with

a self-conscious sense of his own ill-groomed appearance after the train

journey, strengthened his determination not to call.

It was hard to forego seeing her. Her house and his clothes, however,

had little to do with it. The real obstacle was Lee. Why must he

consider his old friend so much? Why should Lee’s attachment to Freda,

unreciprocated and hopeless, have any influence? Mauney had labored these

questions all day, and he had discovered the only possible answer. It was

because he himself was constituted as he was.

On his way back to meet his brother in the centre of the town, he kept

rehearsing his argument. He wished that he possessed enough indifference

to Lee to disregard him. The present situation was characteristic of

life as he had learned to know it. Never yet had he longed greatly for

anything, but he must face obstacles apparently insuperable. Just now it

was his respect for Maxwell Lee that held him back. Lee had not mentioned

Freda during the trip to Rockland, but then, Max never mentioned anything

that he felt keenly. He even omitted to thank Mauney for his kindness in

providing help at a crucial moment.

The only course that Mauney could consider was to wait for events. If Lee

recovered, there would no longer be any obstacle in the path that led him

to Freda. If he died, the way was even clearer. But it might be months

before either fate, and, in the meantime, Mauney determined to be towards

Freda friendly at most.

He had not been home many days when a letter of acceptance came from

the Lockwood Board of Education, and another letter from the collegiate

principal, Henry Dover, requesting an early interview. He drove to town

in William’s motor-car and spent an hour with Dover at the school,

gaining some idea of his work, which was to begin in September.

Then he paid a call at MacDowell’s, which he was not soon to forget.

Freda’s mother answered the door and, as she heard his name, favored

him with a long, rude, critical stare that gradually shaded into a

supercilious smile as she turned away without a word, leaving him

standing in the doorway. Freda chanced to be in the library, close enough

apparently to grasp the situation, for she came out at once, speaking

calmly, to be sure, but with cheeks a flaming crimson. Mauney, to whom

such an encounter was a new experience, was, for a time, too stunned to

talk much.

“I’ve been expecting you for days,” Freda said, leading him to the

farther verandah and arranging chairs. “Sit down and rest your weary

bones, won’t you? Tell me all about what you’ve been doing. Aren’t you

going to talk?”

“Yes,” he replied slowly, “I expect to say a few words; but may I enquire

if it was your mother who came to the door?”

“Oh, please don’t mind her, Mauney,” said Freda, awkwardly. “You see,

mother is quite unreasonable about some things. I’ll explain that all,

some day. Tell me—any word about the school?”

While he was talking she sat wondering what difference she noticed in

him. He had altered somehow. The smile of his eyes was gone. There was

something stubbornly immovable about his big body as he sat with legs

crossed and arms folded on his chest, and his eyes only glanced at her

before they turned away sadly, as she thought.

“Freda,” he said after a pause. “I can’t place you in this house. There’s

some mistake.”

“How do you mean?” she asked with an expression of great interest.

“You won’t mind me being frank?”

“Not one particle, Mauney.”

He unfolded his arms and leaned slowly forward, rubbing his cheek with

his hand.

“I never knew I could get so darned worked up over a little thing,” he

said, testily. “Your mother froze me in there. I’m beginning to think,

Freda, that I can feel just about as snobbish as she does.”

“You said it, Mauney,” she whispered. “I’ve no sympathy at all for her.

Please try to grasp that point right now. I told her about you, and she’s

just been waiting to make you feel unwelcome.”

“She’s succeeded, too.”

“She succeeds in everything, but managing me,” Freda went on warmly. “Oh,

I can’t, simply can’t tell you what I’ve had to put up with, Mauney. I

don’t feel one-half as much at home here as I did at Gertrude’s. Listen.

My mother—and I’m sorry I have to say it—is an inexcusable snob from the

word go. Her ideas aren’t any more like mine than day is like night. So

you can understand why I don’t spend much time in Lockwood.”

“Are you going back to Merlton this fall?”

“I don’t know.”

Mauney regarded her in silence for a moment, as their eyes met and did

not waver.

“My God, Freda, you’re a comfort,” he said suddenly. With a little laugh

he rose and picked up his hat from the table. “I’ve got to be going.”

“And don’t forget,” she said, as she walked beside him to the car, “that

there will be somebody here waiting to see you again, soon.”

“I’m not likely to forget it,” he said, giving her arm a gentle pinch.

“The fact is, nothing else much suits me, but being around where you are.”

That evening, after Freda had washed the dinner dishes, she remained

thoughtfully busy in the kitchen. Presently her mother, as she had been

expecting, came out to prepare some grape-fruit for the breakfast, and

incidentally, to pass a few remarks about Mauney. She had sunk the blade

of her knife into the green fruit before she glanced up to behold Freda,

who, in accordance with old custom, was sitting perched on the back of a

kitchen chair with her feet resting on its seat. With a thin sigh that

expressed her disapproval of the posture, Mrs. MacDowell took up a pair

of scissors and proceeded with her work.

“Has it ever occurred to you,” she commenced, in a delicately scornful

tone, “that this Bard person is a rather stiffish youth?”

“He’s stiffish all right enough, Mother,” said Freda with an amused

chuckle. “I used to always fall for the foppish variety, didn’t I? But

I’m getting old, and my taste in men is changing.”

“I’m not so sure, but that he’s related to the Bards of Beulah, who bring

turnips to the market,” submitted her mother, calmly, as she snipped away

with her scissors.

“I imagine you’re quite right,” Freda said. “Mauney has hoed ’em himself

lots of times, and is proud of it.”

“He seems to have practically no social address, no ease of manner.”

“I fancy he’ll carry away an equal contempt for yours. Was that your

highest code of manners you were practising on him? As for social

address—you’re right. He wasn’t around when they were handing that stuff

out. He has never had his spine manicured!”

“Spine!” Mrs. MacDowell scoffed very gently. “What a delightful Franklin

Street vocabulary you have acquired! As long as I care to remember, you

have never been willing to listen to a word from me.”

“Well, Mother, you never said a word that appealed to me. That’s why.”

Freda rapped with her toes in an aggravating tattoo on the chair seat,

and then began teetering back and forth in such a way that the front legs

kept dropping noisily against the floor. Mrs. MacDowell worked on quietly

for a few moments.

“Freda,” she said at length, without looking up, “I sincerely wish that

you, some time or other, will gratify a long-cherished desire of mine by

falling flat off that confounded chair.”

“And cracking my skull, I suppose,” added Freda, the meanwhile balancing

skilfully on the two back legs. “Well, this is my favorite sport, and

it’s worth a skull any time. Do you know, Mother, I’ve a good notion not

to go back to Merlton this fall.”

Mrs. MacDowell did not at once reply.

“That is almost the brightest idea that has emerged from your skull since

you came home,” she said presently, in a tone of sarcasm. “How would you

propose to amuse yourself in Lockwood?”

“I could get a job as private secretary to Ted Courtney. Ted needs

somebody to help him look after his money. I was talking to him on the

street last night, and asked him if he could give me a job. He jumped

right at the idea like a bulldog. Says he’s needed some one for a long

time, and, I may say, he offers me a splendid proposition. I said I’d

have to take a few days to consider it.”

Mrs. MacDowell gazed on Freda with the expression of one who has learned

by experience to credit even the most preposterous of her daughter’s

statements. “I trust,” she interrupted seriously, “that there is no truth

in what you are saying.”

“Get me a Bible, then,” replied Freda. “I suppose the idea of me working

for a Courtney is about the same to you, Mother, as a long drink of

twenty percent. Paris Green.”

“Why, it’s so absurd!” mused Mrs. MacDowell, “so utterly absurd!”

“You mean humiliating, don’t you?” asked Freda, tapping thoughtfully now

with her toes. “There used to be a time when social position depended on

brains, ability, blood, and such personal things. That’s so long ago that

Herodotus would have to scratch his dome to remember it. Right now, it

depends on how one’s daughter spends her time. If I could float around

in a new Packard roadster with a Pekinese pup sitting on a blue cushion

beside me, why your dear, old prestige would be as safe as the Bank of

England. But I’ve got imbued, Mother, with the thoroughly low-brow idea

that a woman of my age—of any age for that matter—is better when she’s at

work.”

“And I’m quite sure,” said Mrs. MacDowell, with considerable emphasis,

“that your reason for wishing to stay in Lockwood is merely to be near

our young turnip-digger.”

Freda’s face flushed, but she disregarded the reference. “I shouldn’t

be at all surprised, Mother,” she replied with a growing warmth, “if

that had something to do with it. But there is also another reason. I’ve

just simply ached, these last six years, to enjoy a little home life,

undisturbed, and you’ve given me no chance. I come home and all the time

either you are away off somewhere, or else so surrounded by a bunch of

darned fools that I never see you.”

“That’s _quite_ enough!” commanded Mrs. MacDowell. “Surely you’re growing

irresponsible.”

Freda’s face was crimson and her eyes flashing with a dangerous light.

She tried to swallow something that stuck in her throat. Her mother knew

these symptoms well enough. They meant rage. They meant that Freda must

be left alone for the balance of the evening.

Several minutes after Mrs. MacDowell had gone her husband sauntered into

the kitchen, to find his daughter sitting in the same position, but with

her face in her hands.

“You women folk astonish me,” he laughed. “There’s nothing in it, Freda;

nothing in it. Your mother is a Smith, remember. Enough said. She’s

different. There’s nothing in it at all, by gad!”

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