As the old battered hulk hove in sight, around the bend, a hush fell on

the crowd, and every eye was fixed on the lower deck where April and

Joy stood, side by side, smiling happily. April took off his hat and

waved it. Joy fluttered a handkerchief to greet them.

They were both dressed fit to kill. Joy, gay as a peacock, in a dress

striped with yellow bands, and a hat with green ribbons and red

flowers. April looked youthful in a brand-new suit that showed off his

broad shoulders and slim waist well. He held Joy’s hand and led her

carefully over the unsteady gangplank, and she fell into Big Sue’s arms

while April looked on smiling and rubbing his hands awkwardly.

The crowd crushed around them, wishing them happiness, hoping they’d

live like Isaac and Rebecca, wishing them joy and a gal and a boy.

Breeze pressed forward too until he could touch Joy’s hand, and she

bent down and gave him a smacking kiss, then a hug.

“Looka li’l’ Breeze, Cun April,” she said, and April reached out and

shook his hand, and Joy added; “I done told you I was gwine be you’

mammy, Breeze, and Cun April’s you’ daddy, now.”

The people crammed too close around them. Breeze could scarcely

breathe. He got out quickly as he could, and went to the store steps to

wait with old Louder, who sat wagging his tail, and making short whines

of pleasure. Breeze and Big Sue, and most of the neighbors, went with

them to April’s cabin, where a huge fire was built, and the whole room

made light as day.

Big Sue and Bina bustled around cooking supper, and April’s children

and Breeze all helped. Sweetened bread and fried bacon and coffee with

plenty of cream and sugar, were passed around. The cabin was filled

with the fragrance of the food. But Joy couldn’t eat. Big Sue pressed

her to take something, but she said she couldn’t swallow a bite to save

her life.

April had eyes only for Joy. He leaned over and whispered softly, “Is

anyt’ing ail you, honey?”

But she shook her head. She was only weary, too weary to eat.

Some of the young folks suggested a dance, but April said they must

come back another night; Joy was weary. The boat trip was long, and the

chill of the river wind had her trembling yet.

When everybody had something to eat and drink, they said good night,

and tramped out into the night, Breeze and Big Sue last of all.

The dark roads and paths swarmed with merry people, the air rang with

songs and laughter.

“April sho’ is a fool over Joy!” Big Sue grunted as they turned into

the path toward home. “A pure fool. A ol’ fool is de worst fool too.”

Joy and April took supper with Big Sue Christmas Eve, and they helped

fill Breeze’s stocking. He knew, for soon after supper he was sent

to bed. They were in a hurry to get to Maum Hannah’s house where an

all-night meeting was to be held.

Breeze wanted to go too. He wanted to stay up for all the singing and

shouting, and see the cows kneel down and pray at midnight, and the sun

rise shouting in the east in the morning. But Big Sue said he was too

sleepy-headed for her to fool with him, and if he didn’t go to bed like

a good boy old Santy Claw would leave his stocking empty.

They all said good night and went out of the door and Breeze thought

they had gone for good. He was about to hop up and look at his stocking

when Joy ran back in, and, falling on the bed where he was, burst out

crying.

What on earth! Big Sue and April hurried in, and did all they could to

quiet her. Was she sick? Had somebody hurt her feelings? April petted

her and called her tender names, but she cried on even when her tears

were spent and broken sobs shook her of their own free will.

Big Sue called April into the other room and whispered to him. He came

back and asked Joy if she wouldn’t rather stay quietly with Breeze

and rest? He’d stay too if she liked, or go to meeting with Big Sue.

Whatever she wanted was the thing he wanted too. She got up and wiped

her eyes. She’d go home and go to bed. He could do whatever he liked.

Her words sounded cold, almost bitter.

But soon the next morning she came to show Big Sue the Christmas

presents April had given her. A watch to wear on her wrist, and a

diamond ring! The two must have cost twenty-five dollars, if not more.

The winter days passed slowly, many of them dull, gray, with an

overcast sky, where low clouds sailed and cast their murky color over

the ground. The first March day came in bright and warm, with a wind

that roared over the land, whipping the trees, snapping off their

rotten limbs, lifting old shingles off of roofs, sweeping yards and

woods clean, thrashing fields until clouds of dust and sand rose and

floated in the sky. But everybody rejoiced that winter was over and

gone. And besides, a windy March is lucky. Every pint of March dust

brings a peck of September corn, and a pound of October cotton. Let it

blow!

Such a high wind could never last. A March that comes in like a lion

will go out as quiet as a new-born lamb. Let it blow! But watch the

fires! One little spark can easily be fanned into a flame.

New leaves quivered and glittered on the restless boughs. Old leaves,

dead for months on the ground, hopped out from their resting-places

and skipped and flew, making brown leaf whirlwinds that spun around

dizzily, then settled in new sheltered places.

The wind lulled a little at sunset, and the night fell black and

cloudless. A multitude of stars crowded the sky, foretelling rain close

at hand. The rain was waiting for the blustery gale to hold still so

the clouds could gather and agree. In the night the wind rose and beat

against the cabin’s sides. It shook the walls, and whistled and whined

through the cracks. The front door banged wide open, as the nail that

held the bar frame was jerked out by its force. Finally Big Sue made

Breeze get up and get a hatchet and a long nail out of the tool-box

Santy Claw had given him, and she held the door while he nailed it up.

Big Sue was frightened. She kept talking to Breeze, trying to keep him

awake with her, but he was too sleepy-headed to listen. When he woke at

dawn a flood of rain was pouring down, and thunder roared louder than

the rain or wind.

As a fearful crash shook the earth. Big Sue opened the back door and

peeped out and quavered, “Git up, Breeze! Lightnin’ is struck dat big

pine yonder, close to April’s house! It’s afire! Dat bolt shooken de

whole earth. I bet April’ll find it. Lawd! E’s been diggin’ at de roots

o’ struck trees to git a bolt a long time! An’ now one mighty nigh hit

him!”

“What’s a bolt, Cun Big Sue?”

The wind howled as she answered, “Why, son, a thunderbolt is a’ iron

rod. If you finds one, you’ll have de power to rule life an’ death!”

The cabin was closed tight, yet so fierce was the lightning it blazed

through cracks right into the room. Blood-red streaks of light took

turns with others that were blue. Breeze shut his eyes and put the

pillow over his head. He finally dozed off, and slept until the morning

had come, clear of rain and wind, and filled with the warm breath of

the earth.

He was alone. Big Sue had gone to see April’s struck pine, so he

dressed and ran to see it too.

A crowd of people were around the burning tree, and others were coming.

All were talking excitedly. God must have His eye on April to aim a

thunderbolt so close to his house. He had a narrow escape. His house

might catch fire yet, for pieces of burning limbs were falling, and

water could not put out fire started with lightning. Nothing could, but

new milk from a cow with her first calf. Where would April get enough

of that to do any good?

April was brazenly unafraid. He laughed at the notion of getting a

heifer’s milk. He said he’d make water outen this fire, or any other

fire, that bothered his cabin. They’d see.

April sat in front of the fire on his hearth, and when Big Sue

fixed his breakfast in a pan and handed it to him, he called to the

neighbors, standing outside, “Yunnuh come an’ eat some breakfast wid

me. We’s got a-plenty fo’ ev’ybody.” At first all of them answered,

“No, thank you,” but when April insisted, a half-dozen or more went in

and took a piece of bread, or a mouthful of sweetened water.

“How’s Joy?” Bina asked Big Sue politely.

“Joy’s awful nervish since dat tree got struck. I made em stay in bed

dis mawnin’.”

“Joy ain’ been well in a good while,” Bina commented.

Big Sue’s eyes snapped. “Joy ever was a delicate child, Bina. You know

dat good as me.”

The thick high trees, lapping their branches overhead, sheltered the

cabins from a sun that burned down, fierce and bright, drawing a strong

steamy stench up from the heated mud flats left naked by the outgone

tide.

The fields were all too wet for plowing, and the blacksmith shop was

the center for the day’s work. Plowshares needed to be filed and

sharpened. Plow-stocks mended. Mules’ feet trimmed. Manes and tails

clipped short. A few of the older, thinner beasts had got lousy. The

hair must be cut off them and their hides wet with tea made out of

china-berry leaves.

The men laughed and talked and chewed tobacco and smoked, as they

worked leisurely at their different tasks. A difference of opinion rose

as to the best place to twitch a mule to make him stand still for his

hair to be cut off. A twine-string could be twisted around an ear, or

tied to the upper lip. Uncle Bill preferred the lip. He said mules have

pockets inside their ears and a string twisted tight enough to hold the

beast quiet, will tear that pocket in two. April objected to the twitch

on the lip, for it often caused a painful swelling.

The question was still unsettled when Brudge came running hard as he

could, crying out that Joy had been taken with a death-sickness. She

was lying on the bed in a trance. She couldn’t speak a word. Brudge

almost popped out his eyeballs showing how her eyes were rolled away

back in her head. Her hands and feet were cold as clabber. Big Sue said

April must hurry or Joy would be gone before he got there!

April did not wait to hear the end of Brudge’s talk, but flew home

ahead of them all with Breeze close at his heels. Lamentations and

outcries met them as they got nearer. Big Sue’s above all the rest. Joy

was dying. Nothing but a death-sickness could strike a young woman down

so hard.

Breeze was almost petrified with terror, but he dragged himself on to

the cabin, which was already filled with the neighbors. Joy lay on the

bed covered over with a quilt, up to her very neck. Her eyes were shut.

Her head moved from side to side. Her lips whispered things nobody

could hear at all.

Big Sue sat near the bed in a low chair, her fat body rocking. Big

tears rolled down her cheeks as she chanted over and over.

“Do, Jedus! Don’ let Joy dead!

“Oh, my Gawd! Help my chile! Help em!

“Oh, Lawd! Oh, my Gawd!

“Don’ let Joy dead dis mawnin’!”

April broke through the crowd surrounding the bed, and taking one of

Joy’s hands from under the cover felt her pulse, then leaned over to

hear what she was saying. “No. No, honey,” he crooned, “you wouldn’

dead an’ leave me. No. No. I couldn’ do widout you nohow. I wouldn’

’a’ left you last night in dat storm, but I was ’fraid de stables

would blow down an’ kill all de mules an’ horses. De storm is gone. De

lightnin’ didn’ hurt nobody. Death is gone away off now. E can’ take

you. No!”

Breeze pricked up his ears. Was death about to take Joy?

As her life fluttered uncertainly, Big Sue’s wailing and misery were

less hard to bear than April’s fierce resolute manner.

Joy had to get well. No matter what ailed her. If she was conjured,

Uncle Isaac had to take off the spell. If the storm had scared her

until her heart-string was strained, she must keep still and rest

until it went back into place. Nobody must come in the room to worry

her with talking. Send for Maum Hannah. No matter if she was at the end

of the earth instead of the end of the “Neck,” go fetch her! Hurry!

Don’t tarry and waste any more time! Fetch Maum Hannah! Joy had a

death-sickness!

Uncle Bill hitched up the fastest horse in the barnyard to the lightest

cart, and went flying down the road for Maum Hannah, who had gone to a

sick woman some miles away. When he got back, several hours later, the

horse was lathered with sweat, and all but broken winded, but Joy was

still alive.

The room was chock-full, the door choked with people, both windows were

dark with heads. Big Sue’s mourning that had fallen into a low mumbling

prayer to Jesus now changed and livened to:

“Do, Maum Hannah! Help my Joy!

“Do, Maum Hannah! Don’ let Joy dead!

“Do, Maum Hannah!”

Maum Hannah hurried up the steps as fast as her crippled knee would

let her. She was all out of breath, but instead of pitying Big Sue,

she stopped still and eyed her with an impatient grunt. “Do shut you’

mouth, Big Sue! You ought to be shame’ to cut all dis crazy! You can’

fool dese people. No! Everybody knows wha’ ails Joy, ’ceptin’ April.

An’ e ought to take you out an’ duck you good in de creek fo’ makin’

such a fool out o’ him! Dat fine horse is most dead! Bill made em run

so fas’, de wind likened to ’a’ cut my breath off. You people go home.

Gi’ Joy a chance to turn dat chile loose. Joy done well to hold em dis

long but e can’ hold em no longer. Yunnuh go on! Go on, Breeze! Yunnuh

clear de room!”

Big Sue stopped grieving and stared, but Maum Hannah’s talk stung

April to the quick. He stepped up to her angrily, but she stopped

taking off her cloak long enough to pat his arm, “Don’ be vexed wid

me, son. I’m tellin’ yunnuh what Gawd loves, de truth! Joy’s done well

to hold dat chile dis long. You married in de Christmas, enty? Well,

Joy can’ hold em six more months. I know dat. Dat gal’s got to turn em

loose, no matter if it do hurt you’ feelin’s!”

Joy trembled like a leaf in a storm. Her dazed eyes turned from Maum

Hannah to April, who was silent, except for one word. “Bitch,” he

snarled, and his eyes blazed like lightning flashes, as he turned and

left the room.

Breeze left too, but he scarcely knew where he was, or where he was

going. April had cursed Joy and she a-dying!

He dragged himself home and fell across Joy’s own bed, for Big Sue was

not there to stop him. He wept until his tears failed him. He tried his

best to pray, “O Gawd, don’ let Joy die--” but he went fast asleep. He

slept heavily until a harsh hoarse voice waked him. He came instantly

to his senses, and tried to stammer out some excuse, but Big Sue’s grim

swollen face made his words falter, and the slap her hand laid on his

jaw brought shining stars in front of his eyes.

“Git up and go borrow a piece o’ fire f’om somebody! Hurry, too, befo’

I kill you!”

He ran to April’s house, but stopped at the step for a tiny baby was

crying inside. He ran all the way to Zeda’s and borrowed a piece of

fire, then flew home. As he made up the fire for Big Sue, she walked

around the room unsteadily, mumbling between her teeth. If April

mistreated her Joy now, she herself would put a “hand” on him; one

so strong that it would wither his hands! And his feet! She couldn’t

keep still or stop talking. Her tongue lashed April and Joy too, and

each word was a poison sting. Who was he to blame Joy? He had children

scattered from one end of this “Neck” to the other. Now he cursed Joy

as if she were lowest of the low. It was a shame! A heavy shame! Joy

must leave him at once!

The wind had risen and whistled through the trees, tossing the

branches, making them moan. Big Sue talked on and on. Breeze was glad

when she went back to April’s cabin, although she left him without a

bite to eat. He’d go somewhere and get supper. Maybe Uncle Bill was at

home. He’d go see.

To his surprise April was there too, sitting by the fire, miserably

dejected, while Uncle Bill talked to him, trying to cheer him.

Breeze had hardly got inside when Zeda arrived and, brushing past Uncle

Bill, walked up to April and put a hand on his shoulder. “Look at me,

April. I got somet’ing to say to you.” Bitter spite hurried her words.

But April, instead of looking up as she bade him, leaned forward and

spat in the fire.

“Wha’ ails you, now, Zeda?” he asked curtly.

“I kin easy say what ails me; dat new-born child yonder ’side Joy is

my gran’! But e’s you’ gran’, too! Joy had dat chile for Sherry, an’

you ain’ gwine put no dis-grace-ment on em. No. If nobody else can’

hinder you, I kin. I already got you’ feet so dey can’ rest. Wid Leah’s

death-sheet.”

April heard her, and although he didn’t answer, his jaw set his teeth

hard enough to bite a ten-penny nail in two. Zeda smiled.

“You may as well give in, April,” she persisted. “Sherry’s you own, an’

who is Breeze, but you’ own? Ev’body knows dat. It’s a wonder somebody

ain’ cut you’ throat long time ago. If you wa’n’t so lucky you’d ’a’

been in hell wid some o’ dem women you sent dere.”

“How come you meddlin’ in my business so raven?” April suddenly flashed

out.

“Dat li’l’ chile is my business. Joy had em fo’ Sherry, a li’l’

boy-chile, too. You go on home an’ tell Joy to hurry up an’ git well.

’Tain’ no use to hold hard feelin’s ’gainst em. No! Joy’s had you a

gran’son.”

When he did not stir, she blazed out: “You’ neck is stiff, enty! So’s

my own! An’ I hope a misery’ll gnaw you’ heart in two. I hope you’ll

die of thirst an’ hunger. I hope ev’y lawful yard-chile you had by

Leah’ll perish. I hope you’ feet’ll rot----”

“You shut you’ mouth, Zeda. If you cuss me again I’ll choke you’ tongue

down you’ throat.” April got up and fled from her bitter words.

XVIII

JOY AND APRIL

For days after Joy’s child was born, Big Sue kept to her cabin. Joy

had disgraced her, made her ashamed to show her face in company. She’d

never forgive Joy as long as she lived. Never. Joy saw Leah drop dead

in her face, yet she went straight on and married Leah’s husband. A

shame! Joy would sup sorrow yet. She might bewitch April and make a

plumb fool out of him, but she’d pay for bringing disgrace on her

mother who had worked her knuckles to the bone to keep Joy in school!

If Joy had behaved herself, she might have married anybody instead of

a man old as her daddy, and conjured to boot. That death-sheet had put

a spell on April. Sure as preaching. He’d never be the same man again.

He’d have run Joy out of his house if he had been in his right mind.

She talked so fast and loud one morning she didn’t see Uncle Bill until

he was at the door-step. “How come you tiptoes around so easy dis

mornin’!” she asked tartly.

“Gawd knows how I’m a-walkin’, I’m so fretted.”

“Wha’ dat ail you now?”

“Joy sent me to tell you.”

“How come Joy don’ fetch e own answer?”

“Joy’s too troub-led.”

Big Sue shot a look at him and sucked her teeth. “Joy’s mighty late

gittin’ troub-led,” and a hard, wicked smile touched her mouth.

“Joy’s troub-led about April. April ain’ well, Miss Big Sue.”

Big Sue sniffed and said April was due to have something wrong with

him, wicked as he had lived, hard as he had been with everybody that

crossed him. What kind of sickness did April have?

“Somet’ing ails his feets.”

“Dat ain’ surprisin’. April slept wid a death-sheet on ’em a whole

night.”

“Uncle Isaac took dat spell off em.”

“Well, who put dis spell on em, den?”

Uncle Bill sat down on the step. He was so troubled in his mind, it

was difficult for him to say what ailed April. At first it favored

chilblains; then ground-itch, for April went out barefooted in the

dew every morning God sent, and any little scratch that lets dew get

inside your skin may give you ground-itch. But none of the chilblain or

ground-itch cures helped him at all. His appetite was clean gone. He

had eaten nothing but spoon-victuals for a week. He was thin as a fence

rail.

Big Sue made an ugly mouth. What did she care? Why hadn’t April

married a settled woman who could cook decent rations instead of a

scatter-brained girl like Joy who didn’t know the name of one pot from

another? He needn’t be sending word here about victuals. Let April eat

what Joy fixed for him. Love would season up lumpy hominy and make

doughy bread taste good.

Uncle Bill sat frowning, chewing his tobacco wearily, studying. Joy

had said she hated to worry Big Sue. She was sorry for all that had

happened. Joy was a good girl. She had slipped up once, and made a bad

mistake, but any young inexperienced girl is likely to miss and do

that. April did right to excuse her.

Big Sue sneered. Joy had worked one sharp trick. Leah herself couldn’t

have fooled April any slicker. Joy ever was tricky, though. Just like

Silas for the world. Likely as not, Joy had April conjured right now.

Uncle Bill pursed up his lips so tight, they looked as if they’d never

open and speak again, and his eyes were full of worry.

“Whyn’ you go see Uncle Isaac? E might could help April?” Big Sue asked

presently.

“I done seen em. When de bear-grass poultices and de violet-leaves tea

failed, I went an’ got Uncle Isaac. Joy sent me. I don’ like charms. I

don’ trust ’em. I know a Christian man ain’ got no business foolin’ wid

’em. But Joy was so fretted, I done it to please her. I kept a-studyin’

over it; one mind said do it; another mind said, no, I better ask all

de Christian people to hold a prayer-meetin’ an’ ask Gawd to help

April; I listened at dem two minds arguin’ one whole night befo’ I give

in to Joy. An’ now I wish to Gawd I didn’ heed em.”

“How come so? April wouldn’ wear em, I bet you!” Big Sue was listening

with interest now, anxious to know what happened, but Uncle Bill took

his time.

April did everything Joy said. Wilful and unruly as he was with every

one else, he tried to please Joy. And yet when Joy brought that charm

to him and began coaxing him to let her tie it around his neck, he

balked. Joy had to outtalk him.

For a whole day and night April wore it, a little cloth bag, tied with

a white horse hair; but because it didn’t cure his feet right away, he

jerked it off and threw it in the fire. Such a pity. Even strong charms

take time to start working. April ever was a short-patienced man. He

made trouble for himself by hastiness. A man can be hot-blooded and

pettish with people but not with charms or magic.

Joy snatched the bag out of the flames, but it was scorched and a hole

burned in one side. A speck of the mixture inside it spilled out on the

coals and smoked such a strong smoke, April sneezed three times!

Right then, the gristles in April’s feet got hard. Hard as a rock! God

only knew if they’d ever go back to their rightful softness.

Uncle Isaac made Joy take the bag off to the woods and bury it at the

foot of a locust tree, but April got worse and worse. His feet were

numb and hard and dry. Joy wanted to send for a white doctor. They

might get one to come on the boat from town, and with the crop so

promising they’d have money to pay him next fall. But April wouldn’t

have it. He said Maum Hannah knew more than any white doctor.

Big Sue kept shaking her head and grunting shamelessly until Uncle Bill

got up painfully to go. Something in his sad face must have moved her,

for all of a sudden she scrambled to her feet, letting her scraps fall

on the floor. “I made some nice little sweetened breads dis mawnin’.

Take some to April. I sho’ am sorry ’bout his feets. You tell em so.

I’m gwine broil em a fat pullet, too.”

“Ev’y man has to manage his own dueness, but how ’bout gwine along wid

me, to see April, Miss Big Sue? You done chastise Joy long enough. De

gal’s in trouble.”

“I can’ go, not so well, right now, Uncle Bill, but Breeze kin go

if e’ll thread me two or three needles first.” She started to say

more, but she changed her mind and kept silent, her eyes cast down

on her sewing. When she did speak it was to say Joy had been mighty

shut-mouthed about April. Joy had funny ways.

Breeze and Uncle Bill found April with a quilt around him, sitting

alone by the fire, looking at his feet. Looking and looking. His heavy

black brows overshadowed his sad eyes as they lifted and hovered over

Breeze, then Uncle Bill. But as soon as he shook hands and said “thank

you” for the food, they fell, and settled on his feet, which were bare

and on the hearth very close to the fire.

The weather had turned off cool in the night, but there was no reason

for April to keep his feet so close to the fire. Uncle Bill told him

he’d scorch them, but April shook his head and said they felt no heat

at all. Not a bit. They had gone to sleep or something. They felt like

blocks of wood. And he moved them stiffly, as if they were.

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