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This last day’s danger, having made Pamela’s love discern what a
loss it should have suffered if Dorus had been destroyed, bred such
tenderness of kindness in her toward him that she could no longer keep
love from looking out through her eyes, and going forth in her words,
whom before as a close prisoner she had to her heart only committed;
so that finding not only by his speeches and letters, but by the
pitiful oration of a languishing behaviour, and the easily deciphered
character of a sorrowful face, that despair began now to threaten him
destruction, she grew content both to pity him, and let him see she
pitied him, as well by making her own beautiful beams to thaw away the
former iciness of her behaviour, as by entertaining his discourses
(whensoever he did use them) in the third person of Musidorus, to so
far a degree, that in the end she said that if she had been the
princess whom that disguised prince had virtuously loved, she would
have requited his faith with faithful affection; finding in her heart
that nothing could so heartily love as virtue: with many more words to
the same sense of noble favour, and chaste plainness. Which when at
the first it made that unexpected bliss shine upon Dorus, he was like
one frozen with extremity of cold, overhastily brought to a great
fire, rather oppressed than relieved with such a lightning of
felicity. But after the strength of nature had made him able to feel
the sweetness of joyfulness, that again being a child of passion, and
never acquainted with mediocrity, could not set bounds upon his
happiness, nor be content to give desire a kingdom, but that it must
be an unlimited monarchy. So that the ground he stood upon being
over-high in happiness, and slippery through affection, he could not
hold himself from falling into such an error, which with sighs blew
all comfort out of his {300} breast, and washed away all cheerfulness
of his cheer with tears. For this favour filling him with hope, hope
encouraging his desire, and desire considering nothing but
opportunity; one time (Mopsa being called away by her mother, and he
left alone with Pamela) the sudden occasion called love, and that
never stayed to ask reason’s leave, but made the too much loving Dorus
take her in his arms, offering to kiss her, and, as if it were, to
establish a trophy of his victory. But she, as if she had been ready
to drink a wine of excellent taste and colour, which suddenly she
perceived had poison in it, so did she put him away from her, looking
first up to heaven, as amazed to find herself so beguiled in him; then
laying cruel punishment upon him of angry love, and lowering beauty,
showing disdain, and a despising disdain. “Away,” (said she),
“unworthy man to love or to be loved. Assure thyself, I hate myself
being so deceived; judge then what I do to thee for deceiving me. Let
me see thee no more, the only fall of my judgment, and stain of my
conscience.” With that she called Mopsa, not staying for any answer
(which was no other but a flood of tears) which she seemed not to mark
(much less to pity) and chid her for having left her alone.
It was not a sorrow, but it was even a death which then laid hold of
Dorus: which certainly at that instant would have killed him, but that
the fear to tarry longer in her presence (contrary to her commandment)
gave him life to carry himself away from her sight, and to run into
the woods, where, throwing himself down at the foot of a tree, he did
not fall into lamentation (for that proceeded of pitying) or grieving
for himself (which he did no way) but to curses of his life, as one
that detested himself. For finding himself not only unhappy, but
unhappy after being fallen from all happiness: and to be fallen from
all happiness, not by any misconceiving, but by his own fault, and his
fault to be done to no other but Pamela; he did not tender his own
estate, but despised it, greedily drawing into his mind, all conceits
which might more and more torment him. And so remained he two days in
the woods, disdaining to give his body food, or his mind comfort,
loving in himself nothing but the love of her. And indeed that love
only strove with the fury of his anguish, telling it that if it
destroyed Dorus, it should also destroy the image of her that lived in
Dorus: and when the thought of that was crept in unto him, it began to
win of him some compassion to the shrine of that image, and to bewail
not for himself (whom he hated) but that so notable a love should
perish. Then began he only so far to wish his own good, as that Pamela
might pardon him the fault, though not the punishment: and the
uttermost height he aspired unto, was that after his death she might
yet pity his error and {301} know that it proceeded of love, and not
of boldness. That conceit found such friendship in his thoughts, that
at last he yielded, since he was banished her presence, to seek some
means by writing to show his sorrow, and testify his repentance.
Therefore getting him the necessary instruments of writing, he thought
best to counterfeit his hand (fearing that already as she knew his,
she would cast it away as soon as she saw it) and to put it in verse,
hoping that would draw her on to read the more, choosing the elegiac
as fittest for mourning. But never pen did more quakingly perform his
office; never was paper more double moistened with ink and tears;
never words more slowly married together, and never the Muses more
tired than now, with changes and re-changes of his devices: fearing
how to end, before he had resolved how to begin, mistrusting each
word, condemning each sentence. This word was not significant; that
word was too plain; this would not be conceived; the other would be
ill-conceived; here sorrow was not enough expressed, there he seemed
too much for his own sake to be sorry; this sentence rather showed art
than passion, that sentence rather foolishly passionate than forcibly
moving. At last, marring with mending, and putting out better than he
left, he made an end of it; being ended, was divers times ready to
tear it, till his reason assuring him, the more he studied the worse
it grew, he folded it up, devoutly invoking good acceptation unto it;
and watching his time, when they were all gone one day to dinner,
saving Mopsa to the other lodge, stole up into Pamela’s chamber, and
in her standish (which first he kissed, and craved of it a safe and
friendly keeping) left it there to be seen at her next using her ink
(himself returning again to be true prisoner to desperate sorrow)
leaving her standish upon her bed’s head, to give her the more
occasion to mark it: which also fell out.
For she finding it at her afternoon return in another place than she
left it, opened it. But when she saw the letter, her heart gave her
from whence it came; and therefore clapping it to again she went away
from it as if it had been a contagious garment of an infected person:
and yet was not long away, but that she wished she had read it, though
she were loth to read it. “Shall I,” said she, “second his boldness so
far, as to read his presumptuous letters? And yet,” saith she, “he
sees me not now to grow the bolder thereby: and how can I tell whether
they be presumptuous?” The paper came from him, and therefore not
worthy to be received; and yet the paper she thought was not guilty.
At last she concluded, it were not much amiss to look it over, that
she might out of his words pick some further quarrel against him. Then
she opened it, and threw it away, and took it up again, till (ere she
were aware) her eyes would needs read it, containing this matter.
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Unto a caitiff wretch, whom long affliction holdeth,
And now fully believes help to be quite perished,
Grant yet, grant yet a look, to the last moment of his anguish,
O you (alas so I find) cause of his only ruin,
Dread not a whit (O goodly cruel) that pity may enter
Into thy heart by the sight of this Epistle I send:
And to refuse to behold of these strange wounds the recital,
Lest it might thee allure home to thyself to return
(Unto thyself, I do mean those graces dwell so within thee,
Gratefulness, sweetness, holy love, hearty regard)
Such thing cannot I seek (despair hath giv’n me my answer:
Despair most tragical clause to a deadly request)
Such thing cannot he hope, that knows thy determinate hardness,
Hard like a rich marble: hard, but a fair diamond.
Can those eyes, that of eyes drown’d in most hearty flowing tears
(Tears and tears of a man? had no return to remorse)
Can those eyes now yield to the kind conceit of a sorrow,
Which ink only relates, but ne laments, ne replies?
Ah, that, that do I not conceive (though that to my bliss were)
More than Nestor’s years, more than a King’s diadem.
Ah, that, that do I not conceive; to the Heaven when a Mouse climbs
Then may I hope to achieve grace of a heavenly Tiger.
But, but alas, like a man condemned doth crave to be heard speak,
Not that he hopes for amends of the disaster he feels,
But finding the approach of death with an inly relenting,
Gives an adieu to the world, as to his only delight:
Right so my boiling heart, inflam’d with fire of a fair eye,
Bubbling out doth breathe signs of his huge dolours:
Now that he finds to what end his life and love be reserved,
And that he thence must part, where to live only he liv’d.
O fair, O fairest, are such the triumphs to thy fairness?
Can death beauty become? must I be such monument?
Must I be only the mark shall prove that virtue is angry?
Shall prove that fierceness can with a white dove abide?
Shall to the world appear that faith and love be rewarded
With mortal disdain, bent to unendly revenge.
Unto revenge? O sweet, on a wretch wilt thou be revenged?
Shall such high planets tend to the loss of a worm?
And to revenge who do bend, would in that kind be revenged
As th’ offence was done, and go beyond if he can.
All my offence was love: with love then must I be chastened;
And with more, by the laws that to revenge do belong.
If that love be a fault, more fault, more fault in you to be lovely:
Love never had me oppressed, but that I saw to be lov’d.
You be the cause that I lov’d: what Reason blameth a shadow,
That with a body ’t goes? since by a body it is?
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If that love you did hate, you should your beauty have hidden:
You should those fair eyes have with a veil covered.
But fool, fool that I am, those eyes would shine from a dark cave:
What veils then do prevail, but to a more miracle?
Or those golden locks, those locks which lock me to bondage,
Torn you should disperse unto the blasts of a wind.
But fool, fool that I am, though I had but a hair of her head found,
Ev’n as I am, so I should unto that hair be a thrall.
Or with fair hand’s nails (O hand which nails me to this death)
You should have your face, since love is ill blemished.
O wretch, what do I say? should that fair face be defaced?
Should my too-much sight cause so true a sun to be lost?
First let Cimmerian darkness be my only habitation:
First be mine eyes pull’d out, first be my brain perished,
Ere that I should consent to do so excessive a damage
Unto the earth, by the hurt of this her heavenly jewel.
O not, but such love you say you could have afforded,
As might learn temp’rance, void of a rage’s events.
O sweet simplicity: from whence should love be so learned?
Unto Cupid, that Boy, should a pedant be found?
Well, but sulky I was: Reason to my passion yielded,
Passion unto my rage, rage to a hasty revenge,
But what’s this for a fault, for which such faith be abolished,
Such faith, so stainless, inviolate, violent?
Shall I not? O may I not thus yet refresh the remembrance,
What sweet joys I had once, and what a place I did hold?
Shall I not once object, that you, you granted a favour
Unto the man, whom now such miseries you award?
Bend your thoughts to the dear sweet words which then to me giv’n were,
Think what a world is now, think who hath alt’red her heart.
What? was I then worthy such good, now worthy such evil?
Now fled, then cherished? then so nigh, now so remote?
Did not a rosed breath from lips rosy proceeding,
Say, that I well should find in what a care I was had?
With much more: Now what do I find, but care to abhor me?
Care that I sink in grief, care that I live banished?
And banished do I live, nor now will seek a recovery,
Since so she will, whose will is to me more than a law.
If then a man in most ill case may give you a farewell:
Farewell, long farewell, all my woe, all my delight.
What this would have wrought in her, she herself could not tell, for,
before her reason could moderate the disputation between favour and
faultiness, her sister and Miso, called her down to entertain Zelmane,
who was come to visit the two sisters, about whom, as about two poles,
the sky of beauty was turned: while {304} Gynecia wearied her bed with
her melancholy sickness, and made Miso’s shrewdness (who like a spirit
set to keep a treasure, barred Zelmane from any further conference) to
be the lieutenant of her jealousy; both she and her husband driving
Zelmane to such a straight of resolution, either of impossible
granting, or dangerous refusing, as the best escape she had was (as
much as she could) to avoid their company. So as this day, being the
fourth day after the uproar (Basilius being with his sick wife,
conferring upon such examinations as Philanax and other of his
noblemen had made of this late sedition, all touching Cecropia, with
vehement suspicion of giving either flame or fuel unto it) Zelmane
came with her body, to find her mind, which was gone long before her,
and had gotten his seat in Philoclea, who now with a bashful
cheerfulness (as though she were ashamed that she could not choose but
be glad) joined with her sister in making much of Zelmane.
And so as they sat devising how to give more feathers to the wings of
time, there came to the lodge-door six maids, all in one livery of
scarlet petticoats, which were tucked up almost to their knees, the
petticoats themselves being in many places garnished with leaves,
their legs naked, saving that above the ankles they had little black
silk laces, upon which did hang a few silver bells, like which they
had a little above their elbows upon their bare arms. Upon their hair
they wore garlands of roses and gilliflowers, and the hair was so
dressed, as that came again above the garlands, interchanging a mutual
covering so that it was doubtful whether the hair dressed the
garlands, or the garlands dressed the hair. Their breasts liberal to
the eye; the face of the foremost of them in excellency fair; and of
the rest lovely, if not beautiful: and beautiful might have been, if
they had not suffered greedy Phoebus over-often and hard, to kiss
them. Their countenances full of a graceful gravity, so as the gesture
match with the apparel, it might seem, a wanton modesty, an enticing
soberness. Each of them had an instrument of music in their hands,
which comforting their well-pleasing tunes, did charge each ear with
unsensibleness that did not lend itself unto them. The music entering
alone into the lodge, the ladies were all desirous to see from whence
so pleasant a guest was come: and therefore went out together, where
before they could take the pains to doubt, much less to ask the
question of their quality, the fairest of them (with a gay, but yet
discreet demeanour) in this sort spoke to them.
“Most excellent ladies (whose excellencies have power to make cities
envy those woods, and solitariness to be accounted the sweetest
company) vouchsafe our message your gracious hearing, which as it
comes from love, so comes it from lovely persons. The maids of all
this coast of Arcadia, understanding the often {305} access that
certain shepherds of those quarters are allowed to have in this
forbidden place, and that their rural sports are not disdained of you,
have been stirred up with emulation to them, and affection to you, to
bring forth something, which might as well breed your contentment: and
therefore hoping that the goodness of their intention, and the
hurtlessness of their sex, shall excuse the breach of the commandment
in coming to this place unsent for, they chose out us to invite both
your princely parents, and yourselves to a place in the woods about
half a mile hence, where they have provided some such sports, as they
trust your gracious acceptations will interpret to be delightful. We
have been at the other lodge, but finding them there busied in
weightier affairs, our trust is that you will not deny the shining of
your eyes upon us.” The ladies stood in some doubt whether they should
go or not, lest Basilius might be angry withal: But Miso (that had
been at none of the pastorals, and had a great desire to lead her old
senses abroad to some pleasure) told them plainly, they should nor
will, nor choose, but go thither, and make the honest country people
know that they were not so squeamish as folks thought of them. The
ladies glad to be warranted by her authority, with a smiling
humbleness obeyed her; Pamela only casting a seeking look, whether she
could see Dorus (who poor wretch wandered half mad for sorrow in the
woods, crying for pardon of her who could not hear him) but indeed was
grieved for his absence, having given the wound to him through her own
heart. But so the three ladies and Miso went with those six Nymphs,
conquering the length of the way with the force of music, leaving only
Mopsa behind, who disgraced weeping with her countenance, because her
mother would not suffer her to show her new-scoured face among them.
But the place appointed, as they thought, met them half in their way,
so well were they pleased with the sweet tunes and pretty conversation
of their inviters. There found they in the midst of the thickest part
of the wood, a little square place, not burdened with trees, but with
a board covered and beautified with the pleasantest fruits that
sun-burned Autumn could deliver to them. The maids besought the ladies
to sit down and taste of the swelling grapes, which seemed great with
child of Bacchus: and of the divers coloured plums, which gave the eye
a pleasant taste before they came to the mouth. The ladies would not
show to scorn their provision, but ate and drank a little of their
cool wine, which seemed to laugh for joy to come to such lips.
But after the collation was ended, and that they looked for the coming
forth of such devices as were prepared for them, there rushed out of
the woods twenty armed men, who round about environed them, and laying
hold on Zelmane before she could {306} draw her sword, and taking it
from her, put hoods over the heads of all four, and so muffled, by
force set them on horse-back, and carried them away; the sisters
crying in vain for succour, while Zelmane’s heart was rent in pieces
with rage of the injury and disdain of her fortune. But when they had
carried them four or five miles further, they left Miso with a gag in
her mouth, and bound hand and foot, so to take her fortune; and
brought the three ladies (by that time the night seemed with her
silence to conspire to their treason) to a castle about ten miles from
the lodges, where they were fain to take a boat which waited for them,
for the castle stood in the midst of a great lake upon a high rock,
where partly by art, but principally by nature, it was by all men
esteemed impregnable. But at the castle-gate their faces were
discovered, and there were met with a great number of torches, after
whom the sisters knew their aunt-in-law Cecropia. But that sight
increased the deadly terror of the princesses, looking for nothing but
death, since they were in the power of the wicked Cecropia, who yet
came unto them, making courtesy the outside of mischief, and desiring
them not to be discomforted for they were in a place dedicated to
their service. Philoclea (with a look where love shined through the
midst of fear) besought her to be good unto them, having never
deserved evil of her. But Pamela’s high heart disdaining humbleness to
injury, “Aunt,” said she, “what you have determined of us I pray you
do it speedily: for my part I look for no service, where I find
violence.”
But Cecropia, using no more words with them, conveyed them all three
to several lodgings (Zelmane’s heart so swelling with spite that she
could not bring forth a word) and so left them: first taking from them
their knives, because they should do themselves no hurt, before she
had determined of them: and then giving such order that they wanted
nothing but liberty and comfort, she went to her son, who yet kept his
bed, because of his wound he had received of Zelmane, and told him
whom now he had in his power. Amphialus was but even then returned
from far countries where he had won immortal fame both of courage and
courtesy, when he met with the princesses, and was hurt by Zelmane, so
that he was utterly ignorant of all his mother’s wicked devices, to
which he would never have consented, being (like a rose out of a
briar) an excellent son of an evil mother: and now, when he heard of
this, was as much amazed as if he had seen the sun fall to the earth.
And therefore desired his mother that she would tell him the whole
discourse, how all these matters had happened. “Son,” said she, “I
will do it willingly, and since all is done for you I will hide
nothing from you. And howsoever I might be ashamed to tell it to
strangers who would think it wickedness, yet what is done for your
sake (how evil {307} soever to others) to you is virtue. To begin then
even with the beginning: this doting fool Basilius that now reigns,
having lived unmarried until he was nigh threescore years old (and in
all his speeches affirming, and in all his doings, assuring that he
never would marry) made all the eyes of this country to be bent upon
your father, his only brother (but younger by thirty years) as upon
the undoubted successor, being indeed a man worthy to reign, thinking
nothing enough for himself: where this goose (you see) puts down his
head, before there be anything near to touch him. So that he holding
place and estimation as heir of Arcadia, obtained me of my father the
king of Argos, his brother helping to the conclusion, with protesting
his bachelorly intentions, for else you may be sure the king of Argos,
nor his daughter, would have suffered their royal blood to be stained
with the base name of a subjection. So that I came into this country
as apparent princess thereof, and accordingly was courted and followed
of all the ladies of this country. My port and pomp did well become a
king of Argos’s daughter: in my presence their tongues were turned
into ears, and their ears were captives unto my tongue; their eyes
admired my majesty, and happy was he or she, on whom I would suffer
the beams thereof to fall. Did I go to church? It seemed the very gods
waited for me, their devotions not being solemnized till I was ready.
Did I walk abroad to see any delight? Nay, my walking was the delight
itself: for to it was the concourse, one thrusting upon another, who
might show himself most diligent and serviceable towards me: my sleeps
were enquired after, and my wakings never unsaluted: the very gate of
my house full of principal persons, who were glad if their presents
had received a grateful acceptation. And in this felicity wert thou
born, the very earth submitting itself unto thee to be trodden as by
his prince; and to that pass had my husband’s virtue (by my good help)
within short time brought it, with a plot we laid, as we should not
have needed to have waited the tedious work of a natural end of
Basilius, when the heavens (I think envying my great felicity) then
stopped thy father’s breath, when he breathed nothing but power and
sovereignty. Yet did not thy orphancy, or my widowhood, deprive us of
the delightful prospect which the hill of honour doth yield, while
expectation of thy succession did bind dependencies unto us.
“But before, my son, thou wert come to the age to feel the sweetness
of authority, this beast (whom I can never name with patience) falsely
and foolishly married this Gynecia, then a young girl, and brought her
to sit above me in all feasts, to turn her shoulder to me-ward in all
our solemnities. It is certain it is not so great a spite to be
surmounted by strangers as by one’s own allies. Think then what my
mind was, since withal there is no {308} question, the fall is greater
from the first to the second, than from the second to the undermost.
The rage did swell in my heart so much the more as it was fain to be
suppressed in silence, and disguised with humbleness. But above all
the rest, the grief of griefs was, when with these two daughters, now
thy prisoners, she cut off all hope of thy succession. It was a
tedious thing to me that my eyes should look lower than anybody’s,
that (myself being by) another’s voice than mine should be more
respected. But it was unsupportable unto me to think that not only I,
but thou, should’st spend all thy time in such misery, and that the
sun should see my eldest son less than a prince. And though I had been
a saint I could not choose, finding the change this change of fortune
bred unto me: for now from the multitude of followers, silence grew to
be at my gate, and absence in my presence. The guess of my mind could
prevail more before than now many of my earnest requests. And thou (my
dear son) by the fickle multitude no more than an ordinary person
(born of the mud of the people) regarded. But I (remembering that in
all miseries weeping becomes fools, and practice wise folks) have
tried divers means to pull us out of the mire of subjection. And
though many times fortune failed me, yet did I never fail myself. Wild
beasts I kept in a cave hard by the lodges, which I caused by night to
be fed in the place of their pastorals. I as then living in my house
hard by the place, and against the hour they were to meet (having kept
the beasts without meat) then let them loose, knowing that they would
seek their food there, and devour what they found. But blind fortune
hating sharp-sighted inventions, made them unluckily to be killed.
After I used my servant Clinias to stir a notable tumult of country
people; but those louts were too gross instruments for delicate
conceits. Now lastly, finding Philanax’s examinations grow dangerous,
I thought to play double or quit, and with a slight I used of my
fine-witted wench Artesia, with other maids of mine, would have sent
those goodly inheritrixes of Arcadia to have pleaded their cause
before Pluto, but that over fortunately for them, you made me know the
last day how vehemently this childish passion of love doth torment
you. Therefore I have brought them unto you, yet wishing rather hate
than love in you. For hate often begetteth victory, love commonly is
the instrument of subjection. It is true that I would also by the same
practice have entrapped the parents, but my maids failed of it, not
daring to tarry long about it. But this sufficeth, since (these being
taken away) you are the undoubted inheritor, and Basilius will not
long over-live this loss.”
“O mother,” said Amphialus, “speak not of doing them hurt, no more
than to mine eyes, or my heart, or if I have anything more dear than
eyes or heart unto me. Let others find what sweetness {309} they will
in ever fearing, because they ever are feared: for my part, I will
think myself highly entitled, if I may be once by Philoclea accepted
for a servant.” “Well,” said Cecropia, “I would I had born you of my
mind, as well as of my body, then should you not have sunk under those
base weaknesses. But since you have tied your thoughts in so wilful a
knot, it is happy my policy hath brought matters to such a pass that
you may both enjoy affection, and upon that build your sovereignty.”
“Alas!” said Amphialus, “my heart would fain yield you thanks for
setting me in the way of felicity, but that fear kills them in me
before they are fully born. For if Philoclea be displeased, how can I
be pleased? if she count it unkindness, shall I give tokens of
kindness? perchance she condemns me of this action, and shall I
triumph, perchance she drowns now the beauties I love with sorrowful
tears, and where is then my rejoicing?” “You have reason,” said
Cecropia with a feigned gravity; “I will therefore send her away
presently that her contentment may be recovered.” “No good mother,”
said Amphialus, “since she is here, I would not for my life constrain
presence, but rather would I die than consent to absence.” “Pretty
intricate follies,” said Cecropia, “but get you up and see how you can
prevail with her, while I go to the other sister. For after, we shall
have our hands full to defend ourselves if Basilius hap to besiege
us.” But remembering herself she turned back and asked him what he
would have done with Zelmane, since now he might be avenged of his
hurt? “Nothing but honourably,” answered Amphialus, “having deserved
no other of me, especially being (as I hear) greatly cherished of
Philoclea, and therefore I could wish they were lodged together.” “O
no,” said Cecropia, “company confirms resolutions, and loneliness
breeds a weariness of one’s thoughts, and so a sooner consenting to
reasonable proffers.”
But Amphialus (taking of his mother Philoclea’s knives, which he kept
as a relic since she had worn them) got up, and calling for his
richest apparel, nothing seemed sumptuous enough for his mistress’s
eyes; and that which was costly, he feared was not dainty; and though
the invention were delicate, he misdoubted the making. As careful he
was too of the colour; lest if gay he might seem to glory in his
injury, and her wrong; if mourning, it might strike some evil presage
unto her of her fortune. At length he took a garment more rich than
glaring, the ground being black velvet, richly embroidered with great
pearl, and precious stones, but they set so among certain tufts of
cypress that the cypress was like black clouds, through which the
stars might yield a dark lustre. About his neck he wore a broad and
gorgeous collar, whereof the pieces interchangeably answering, the one
was of diamonds and {310} pearl set with a white enamel, so that by
the cunning of the workman it seemed like a shining ice; and the other
piece being of rubies and opals, had a fiery glistering, which he
thought pictured the two passions of fear and desire, wherein he was
enchained. His hurt, not yet fully well, made him a little halt, but
he strove to give the best grace he could unto his halting.
And in that sort he went to Philoclea’s chamber: whom he found
(because her chamber was over-lightsome) sitting on that side of her
bed which was from the window, which did cast such a shadow upon her
as a good painter would bestow upon Venus, when under the trees she
bewailed the murder of Adonis: her hands and fingers (as it were)
indented one within the other; her shoulder leaning to her bed’s head,
and over her head a scarf, which did eclipse almost half her eyes,
which under it fixed their beams upon the wall by, with so steady a
manner, as if in that place they might well change but not mend their
object: and so remained they a good while after his coming in, he not
daring to trouble her, nor she perceiving him, till that (a little
varying her thoughts, something quickening her senses) she heard him
as he happened to stir his upper garment: and perceiving him, rose up,
with a demeanour, where, in the book of beauty, there was nothing to
be read but sorrow: for kindness was blotted out, and anger was never
there.
But Amphialus who had entrusted his memory with long and forcible
speeches, found it so locked up in amazement that he could pick
nothing out of it but the beseeching her to take what was done in good
part, and to assure herself there was nothing but honour meant unto
her person. But she making no other answer, but letting her hands fall
one from the other, which before were joined (with eyes something cast
aside, and a silent sigh) gave him to understand that considering his
doings, she thought his speech as full of incongruity, as her answer
would be void of purpose: whereupon he kneeling down, and kissing her
hand (which she suffered with a countenance witnessing captivity, but
not kindness) he besought her to have pity of him, whose love went
beyond the bounds of conceit, much more of uttering: that in her hands
the balance of his life or death did stand; whereto the least motion
of hers would serve to determine, she being indeed the mistress of his
life, and he her eternal slave, and with true vehemency besought her
that he might hear her speak; whereupon she suffered her sweet breath
to turn itself into these kind of words.
“Alas! cousin,” said she, “what shall my tongue be able to do, which
is informed by the ears one way, and by the eyes another? You call for
pity, and use cruelty; you say you love me, and yet do {311} the
effects of enmity. You affirm your death is in my hands, but you have
brought me to so near a degree of death, as when you will, you may lay
death upon me, so that while you say, I am mistress of your life, I am
not mistress of mine own. You entitle yourself my slave, but I am sure
I am yours. If then violence, injury, terror, and depriving of that
which is more dear than life itself, liberty, be fit orators for
affection, you may expect that I will be easily persuaded. But if the
nearness of our kindred breed any remorse in you, or there be any such
thing in you, which you call love toward me, then let not my fortune
be disgraced with the name of imprisonment: let not my heart waste
itself by being vexed with feeling evil, and fearing worse. Let not me
be a cause of my parents’ woeful destruction; but restore me to
myself, and so doing, I shall account I have received myself of you.
And what I say for myself, I say for my dear sister, and my friend
Zelmane, for I desire no well-being without they may be partakers.”
With that her tears rained down from her heavenly eyes, and seemed to
water the sweet and beautiful flowers of her face.
But Amphialus was like the poor woman, who loving a tame doe she had
above all earthly things, having long played withal, and made it feed
at her hand and lap, is constrained at length by famine, all her flock
being spent, and she fallen into extreme poverty, to kill the deer to
sustain her life. Many a pitiful look doth she cast upon it, and many
a time doth she draw back her hand before she can give the stroke. For
even so Amphialus by a hunger-starved affection, was compelled to
offer this injury, and yet the same affection made him with a
tormenting grief think unkindness in himself that he could find in his
heart any way to restrain her freedom. But at length, neither able to
grant nor deny, he thus answered her: “Dear lady,” said he, “I will
not say unto you (how justly soever I may do it) that I am neither
author nor accessory unto this your withholding; for since I do not
redress it, I am as faulty as if I had begun it. But this I protest
unto you (and this protestation of mine let the heavens hear, and if I
lie, let them answer me with a deadly thunderbolt) that in my soul I
wish I had never seen the light, or rather, that I never had a father
to beget such a child, than that by my means those eyes should
overflow their own beauties; than by my means the sky of your virtue
should be overclouded with sorrow. But woe is me, most excellent lady,
I find myself most willing to obey you: neither truly do mine ears
receive the least word you speak, with any less reverence than as
absolute and unresistable commandments. But alas, that tyrant love
(which now possesseth the hold of all my life and reason) will no way
suffer it. It is love, it is love, not I which disobey you. What then
shall I say? {312} but that I, who am ready to lie under your feet, to
venture, nay to lose my life at your least commandment: I am not the
stay of your freedom, but love, love, which ties you in your own
knots. It is you yourself that imprison yourself: it is your beauty
which makes those castle walls embrace you: it is your own eyes which
reflect upon themselves this injury. Then is there no other remedy,
but that you some way vouchsafe to satisfy this love’s vehemency;
which since it grew in yourself) without question you shall find it
(far more than I) tractable.”
But with these words Philoclea fell to so extreme a quaking, and her
lively whiteness did degenerate to such a deadly paleness that
Amphialus feared some dangerous trance: so that taking her hand, and
feeling that it (which was wont to be one of the chief firebrands of
Cupid) had all the sense of it wrapt up in coldness, he began humbly
to beseech her to put away all fear, and to assure herself upon the
vow he made thereof unto God, and herself, that the uttermost forces
he would ever employ to conquer her affection, should be desire and
desert. That promise brought Philoclea again to herself, so that
slowly lifting up her eyes upon him, with a countenance ever
courteous, but then languishing, she told him that he should do well
to do so, if indeed he had ever tasted what true love was: for that
where now she did bear him goodwill, she should (if he took any other
way) hate and abhor the very thought of him, assuring him withal, that
though his mother had taken away her knives, yet the house of death
had so many doors that she would easily fly into it if ever she found
her honour endangered.
Amphialus having the cold ashes of care cast upon the coals of desire,
leaving some of his mother’s gentlewomen to wait upon Philoclea,
himself indeed a prisoner to his prisoner, and making all his
authority to be but a foot-stool to humbleness, went from her to his
mother. To whom with words, which affection indited, but amazement
uttered, he delivered what had passed between him and Philoclea,
beseeching her to try what her persuasions could do with her, while he
gave order for all such things as were necessary against such forces,
as he looked daily Basilius would bring before his castle. His mother
bade him quiet himself, for she doubted not to take fit times: But
that the best way was, first to let her own passion tire itself.
So they called Clinias and some other of their council, advised upon
their present affairs. First, he dispatched private letters to all
those principal lords and gentlemen of the country whom he thought
either alliance, or friendship to himself might draw, with special
motion from the general consideration of duty: not omitting all such,
whom either youthful age, or youthlike minds {313} did fill with
unlimited desires: besides such whom any discontentment made hungry of
change, or an overspended want, made want a civil war: to each
(according to the counsel of his mother) conforming himself after
their humours. To his friend, friendliness; to the ambitious, great
expectations; to the displeased, revenge; to the greedy, spoil;
wrapping their hopes with such cunning that they rather seemed given
over unto them as partakers, than promises sprung of necessity. Then
sent he to his mother’s brother, the king of Argos; but he was then so
over-laid with war himself as from thence he could attend small
succour.
But because he knew how violently rumours do blow the sails of popular
judgments, and how few there be that can discern between truth and
truth likeness, between shows and substance, he caused a justification
of this his action to be written, whereof were sowed[b3-01] abroad
many copies, which with some glosses of probability, might hide indeed
the foulness of his treason; and from true common-places, fetch down
most false applications. For beginning in how much the duty which is
owed to the country, goes beyond all other duties, since in itself it
contains them all; and that for the respect thereof, not only all
tender respects of kindred, or whatsoever other friendships, are to be
laid aside, but that even long-held opinions (rather builded upon a
secret of government than any ground of truth) are to be forsaken; he
fell by degrees to show that since the end whereto anything is
directed is ever to be of more noble reckoning, than the thing thereto
directed, that therefore the weal-public was more to be regarded than
any person or magistrate that thereunto was ordained: the feeling
consideration whereof had moved him (though as near of kin to Basilius
as could be, yet) to set principally before his eyes, the good estate
of so many thousands over whom Basilius reigned, rather than so to
hood-wink himself with affection, as to suffer the realm to run to
manifest ruin. The care whereof did kindly appertain to those who
being subaltern magistrates and officers of the crown, were to be
employed, as from the prince, so for the people; and of all other,
especially himself, who being descended of the royal race, and next
heir male, nature had no sooner opened his eyes, but that the soil
whereupon they did look, was to look for at his hands a continual
carefulness: which as from his childhood he had ever carried, so now
finding that his uncle had not only given over all care of government,
but had put into the hands of Philanax (a man neither in birth
comparable to many, nor for his corrupt, proud, and partial dealing,
liked of any) but beside, had set his {314} daughters, in whom the
whole estate, as next heirs thereunto, had no less interest than
himself, in so unfit and ill-guarded a place, that it were not only
dangerous for their persons, but (if they should be conveyed to any
foreign country) to the whole commonwealth pernicious, that therefore
he had brought them into this strong castle of his, which way, if it
might seem strange, they were to consider that new necessities
required new remedies, but there they should be served and honoured as
belonged to their greatness until by the general assembly of the
states it should be determined how they should to their best (both
private and public) advantage be matched; vowing all faith and duty
both to the father and children, never by him to be violated. But if
in the meantime, before the states could be assembled, he should be
assailed, he would then for his own defence take arms; desiring all
that either tendered the dangerous case of their country, or in their
hearts loved justice, to defend him in this just action. And if the
prince should command them otherwise, yet to know that therein he was
no more to be obeyed than if he should call for poison to hurt himself
withal: since all that was done, was done for his service, howsoever
he might (seduced by Philanax) interpret of it: he protesting that
whatsoever he should do for his own defence, should be against
Philanax, and no way against Basilius.
To this effect, amplified with arguments and examples, and painted
with rhetorical colours, did he sow[b3-02] abroad many discourses,
which as they prevailed with some of more quick than sound conceit to
run his fortune with him, so in many did it breed a coolness, to deal
violently against him, and a false-minded neutrality to expect the
issue. But besides the ways he used to weaken the adverse party, he
omitted nothing for the strengthening of his own. The chief trust
whereof, because he wanted men to keep the field, he reposed in the
surety of his castle, which at least would win him much time, the
mother of many mutations. To that therefore he bent both his outward
and inward eyes, striving to make art strive with nature, to whether
of them two that fortification should be most beholding. The seat
nature bestowed but art gave the building; which as his rocky hardness
would not yield to undermining force, so to open assaults he took
counsel of skill how to make all approaches, if not impossible, yet
difficult; as well at the foot of the castle, as round about the lake,
to give unquiet lodgings to them, whom only enmity would make
neighbours. Then omitted he nothing of defence, as well simple defence
as that which did defend by offending, fitting instruments of mischief
to places whence the mischief might be most liberally {315} bestowed.
Neither was his smallest care for victuals, as well for the providing
that which should suffice, both in store and goodness, as in well
preserving it, and wary distributing it, both in quantity and quality,
spending that first which would keep least.
But wherein he sharpened his wits to the piercingest point, was
touching his men (knowing them to be the weapon of weapons, and
master-spring, as it were, which makes all the rest to stir: and that
therefore in the art of man stood the quintessence and ruling skill of
all prosperous government, either peaceable or military) he chose in
number as many as without pestering (and so danger of infection) his
victual would serve for two years to maintain; all of able bodies, and
some few of able minds to direct, not seeking many commanders, but
contenting himself that the multitude should have obeying wits,
everyone knowing whom he should command, and whom he should obey, the
place where, and the matter wherein; distributing each office as near
as he could, to the disposition of the person that should exercise it:
knowing no love, danger nor discipline can suddenly alter an habit in
nature. Therefore would he not employ the still man to a shifting
practice, nor the liberal man to be a dispenser of his victuals, nor
the kind-hearted man to be a punisher; but would exercise their
virtues in sorts, where they might be profitable, employing his chief
care to know them all particularly, and thoroughly regarding also the
constitution of their bodies; some being able better to abide
watching, some hunger, some labour, making his benefit of each
ability, and not forcing beyond power. Time to everything by just
proportion he allotted, and as well in that, as in everything else, no
small error winked at, lest greater should be animated. Even of vices
he made his profit, making the cowardly Clinias to have care of the
watch, which he knew his own fear would make him very wakefully
perform. And before the siege began, he himself caused rumours to be
sowed, and libels to be spread against himself, fuller of malice than
witty persuasion, partly to know those that would be apt to stumble at
such motions, that he might call them from the faithfuller band, but
principally, because in necessity they should not know when any such
things were in earnest attempted, whether it were, or not of his own
invention. But even then (before the enemy’s face came near to breed
any terror) did he exercise his men daily in all their charges, as if
danger had presently presented his most hideous presence: himself
rather instructing by example than precept; being neither more sparing
in travel, nor spending in diet than the meanest soldier; his hand and
body disdaining no base matters nor shrinking from the heavy.
The only odds was, that when others took breath, he sighed; {316} and
when others rested, he crossed his arms. For love passing through the
pikes of danger, and tumbling itself in the dust of labour, yet still
made him remember his sweet desire and beautiful image. Often when he
had begun to command one, somewhat before half the sentence were
ended, his inward guest did so entertain him that he would break it
off, and a pretty while after end it, when he had (to the marvel of
the standers by) sent himself to talk with his own thoughts. Sometimes
when his hand was lifted up to do something, as if with the sight of
Gorgon’s head he had been suddenly turned into a stone, so would he
there abide with his eyes planted, and hands lifted, till at length
coming to the use of himself, he would look about whether any had
perceived him; then he would accuse, and in himself condemn all those
wits that durst affirm idleness to be the well-spring of love. “O,”
would he say, “all you that affect the title of wisdom by ungrateful
scorning the ornaments of nature, am I now piping in a shadow? Or do
slothful feathers now enwrap me? Is not hate before me, and doubt
behind me? Is not danger of the one side, and shame of the other? And
do I not stand upon pain and travail, and yet over all, my affection
triumphs? The more I stir about urgent affairs, the more methinks the
very stirring breeds a breath to blow the coals of my love: the more I
exercise my thoughts, the more they increase the appetite of my
desires. O sweet Philoclea (with that he would cast up his eyes,
wherein some water did appear, as if they would wash themselves
against they should see her) thy heavenly face is my astronomy; thy
sweet virtue, my sweet philosophy; let me profit therein, and farewell
all other cogitations. But alas! my mind misgives me, for your planets
bear a contrary aspect unto me. Woe, woe is me, they threaten my
destruction; and whom do they threaten this destruction? even him that
loves them; and by what means will they destroy, but by loving them? O
dear, though killing, eyes, shall death head his dart with the gold of
Cupid’s arrow? shall death take his aim from the rest of beauty? O
beloved, though hating, Philoclea, how, if thou be’st merciful, hath
cruelty stolen into thee? or how, if thou be’st cruel, doth cruelty
look more beautiful than ever mercy did? or alas! is it my destiny
that makes mercy cruel; like an evil vessel which turns sweet liquor
to sourness? so when thy grace falls upon me, my wretched constitution
makes it become fierceness.” Thus would he exercise his eloquence when
she could not hear him, and be dumb-stricken when her presence gave
him fit occasion of speaking: so that his wit could find out no other
refuge but the comfort and counsel of his mother, desiring her, whose
thoughts were unperplexed, to use for his sake the most prevailing
manners of intercession.
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She seeing her son’s safety depend thereon, though her pride much
disdained the name of a desirer, took the charge upon her, not
doubting the easy conquest of an unexpert virgin, who had already with
subtlety and impudency begun to undermine a monarchy. Therefore
weighing Philoclea’s resolutions by the counterpoise of her own
youthful thoughts, which she then called to mind, she doubted not at
least to make Philoclea to receive the poison distilled in sweet
liquor which she with little disguising had drank up thirstily.
Therefore she went softly to Philoclea’s chamber, and peeping through
the side of the door, then being a little open, she saw Philoclea
sitting low upon a cushion in such a given-over manner, that one would
have thought silence, solitariness, and melancholy were come there
under the ensign of mishap, to conquer delight, and drive him from his
natural seat of beauty: her tears came dropping down like rain in
sunshine, and she not taking heed to wipe the tears, they hung upon
her cheeks and lips as upon cherries which the dropping tree bedeweth.
In the dressing of her hair and apparel, she might see neither a
careful art, nor an art of carelessness, but even left to a neglected
chance, which yet could no more unperfect her perfections than a die
any way cast could lose its squareness.
Cecropia, stirred with no other pity but for her son, came in, and
hailing kindness into her countenance, “What ails this sweet lady,”
said she, “will you mar so good eyes with weeping? shall tears take
away the beauty of that complexion which the women of Arcadia wish
for, and the men long after? Fie of this peevish sadness; insooth it
is untimely for your age. Look upon your own body and see whether it
deserve to pine away with sorrow: see whether you will have these
hands (with that she took one of her hands, and kissing it, looked
upon it as if she were enamoured with it) fade from their whiteness
which makes one desire to touch them; and their softness, which
rebounds again a desire to look on them, and become dry, lean and
yellow, and make everybody wonder at the change, and say, that sure
you had used some art before, which now you had left; for if the
beauties had been natural, they would never so soon have been
blemished. Take a glass, and see whether those tears become your eyes:
although I must confess, those eyes are able to make tears comely.”
“Alas! madam,” answered Philoclea, “I know not whether my tears become
my eyes, but I am sure my eyes thus beteared, become my fortune.”
“Your fortune,” said Cecropia, “if she could see to attire herself,
she would put on her best raiments. For I see, and I see it with
grief, and (to tell you true) unkindness, you misconstrue everything
that only for your sake is attempted. You think you are offended, and
are, indeed, defended: you esteem yourself a {318} prisoner, and are,
in truth, a mistress; you fear hate, and shall find love. And truly, I
had a thing to say unto you, but it is no matter since I find you are
so obstinately melancholy as that you woo his fellowship, I will spare
my pains, and hold my peace:” and so stayed indeed, thinking Philoclea
would have had a female inquisitiveness of the matter. But she, who
rather wished to unknow what she knew than to burden her heart with
more hopeless knowledge, only desired her to have pity of her, and if,
indeed, she did mean her no hurt, then to grant her liberty; for else
the very grief and fear would prove her unappointed executioners.
“For that,” said Cecropia, “believe me upon the faith of a king’s
daughter, you shall be free, so soon as your freedom may be free of
mortal danger, being brought hither for no other cause, but to prevent
such mischiefs as you know not of. But if you think, indeed, to win me
to have care of you, even as of mine own daughter, then lend your ears
unto me, and let not your mind arm itself with a wilfulness to be
flexible to nothing. But if I speak reason, let reason have his due
reward, persuasion. Then sweet niece,” said she, “I pray you
pre-suppose, that now, even in the midst of your agonies, which you
paint unto yourself most horrible, wishing with sighs, and praying
with vows, for a soon and safe delivery: imagine niece (I say) that
some heavenly spirit should appear unto you, and bid you follow him
through the door that goes into the garden, assuring you that you
should thereby return to your dear mother, and what other delights
soever your mind esteems delights, would you (sweet niece) would you
refuse to follow him, and say that if he led you not through the chief
gate, you would not enjoy your over-desired liberty? Would you not
drink the wine you thirst for, without it were in such a glass as you
especially fancied? Tell me (dear niece) but I will answer for you,
because I know your reason and wit is such, as must needs conclude
that such niceness can no more be in you, to disgrace such a mind,
than disgracefulness can have any place in so faultless a beauty. Your
wisdom would assuredly determine how the mark were hit, not whether
the bow were of yew or no, wherein you shot. If this be so, and thus
sure (my dear niece) it is, then, I pray you, imagine that I am that
same good angel, who grieving in your grief, and, in truth, not able
to suffer that bitter sighs should be sent forth with so sweet a
breath, am come to lead you, not only to your desired and imagined
happiness, but to a true and essential happiness; not only to liberty,
but to liberty with commandment. The way I will show you; which if it
be not the gate builded hitherto in your private choice, yet shall it
be a door to bring you through a garden of pleasures, as sweet as this
life can bring forth; nay rather, which {319} makes this life to be a
life: My son (let it be no blemish to him that I name him my son, who
was your father’s own nephew; for you know I am no small king’s
daughter) my son, I say, far passing the nearness of his kindred with
nearness of goodwill, and striving to match your matchless beauty with
a matchless affection, doth by me present unto you the full enjoying
of your liberty, so that with this gift you will accept a greater,
which is, this castle, with all the rest which you know he hath in
honourable quantity, and will confirm his gift, and your receipt of
both, with accepting him to be yours. I might say much both for the
person and matter; but who will cry out the sun shines? It is so
manifest a profit unto you, as the meanest judgment must straight
apprehend it; so far it is from the sharpness of yours, thereof to be
ignorant. Therefore (sweet niece!) let your gratefulness be my
intercession and your gentleness my eloquence, and let me carry
comfort to a heart which greatly needs it.”
Philoclea looked upon her, and cast down her eye again: “Aunt,” said
she, “I would I could be so much a mistress of my own mind as to yield
to my cousin’s virtuous request; for so I construe of it. But my heart
is already set” (and staying a while on that word, she brought forth
afterwards) “to lead a virgin’s life to my death; for such a vow I
have in myself devoutly made.” “The heavens prevent such a mischief,”
said Cecropia. “A vow, quoth you? No, no, my dear niece, nature, when
you were first born, vowed you a woman, and as she made you child of a
mother, so to do your best to be mother of a child: She gave you
beauty to move love; she gave you wit to know love; she gave you an
excellent body to reward love; which kind of liberal rewarding is
crowned with an unspeakable felicity. For this, as it bindeth the
receiver, so it makes happy the bestower. This doth not impoverish,
but enrich the giver. O the sweet name of a mother! O the comfort of
comforts to see your children grow up, in whom you are, as it were,
eternized! if you could conceive what a heart-tickling joy it is to
see your own little ones with awful love come running to your lap, and
like little models of yourself still carry you about them, you would
think unkindness in your own thoughts, that ever they did rebel
against the mean unto it. But perchance I set this blessedness before
your eyes, as captains do victory before their soldiers, to which they
must come through many pains, griefs and dangers: No, I am content you
shrink from this my counsel, if the way to come unto it be not most of
all pleasant.” “I know not” (answered the sweet Philoclea, fearing
lest silence would offend for sullenness) “what contentment you speak
of; but I am sure the best you can make of it (which is marriage) is a
burdenous yoke.” “Ah, dear niece,” said Cecropia, “how much you are
{320} deceived: A yoke, indeed, we all bear, laid upon us in our
creation, which by marriage is not increased; but thus far eased that
you have a yoke-fellow to help to draw through the cloddy cumbers of
this world. O widow-nights, bear witness with me of the difference!
How often, alas! do I embrace the orphan-side of my bed which was wont
to be imprinted by the body of my dear husband, and with tears
acknowledge that I now enjoy such a liberty as the banished man hath;
who may, if he list, wander over the world, but is for ever restrained
from his most delightful home? That I have now such a liberty as the
seeled dove hath, which, being first deprived of eyes, is then by the
falconer cast off: For believe me, niece, believe me, man’s experience
is woman’s best eye-sight. Have you ever seen a pure rose-water kept
in a crystal glass? How fine it looks, how sweet it smells while that
beautiful glass imprisons it? Break the prison; and let the water take
its own course, doth it not embrace dust, and lose all its former
sweetness and fairness? Truly so are we, if we have not the stay,
rather than the restraint of crystalline marriage. My heart melts to
think of the sweet comforts I, in that happy time, received, when I
had never cause to care, but the care was doubled: When I never
rejoiced, but that I saw my joy shine in another’s eyes. What shall I
say of the free delight which the heart might embrace without the
accusing of the inward conscience, or fear of outward shame? And is a
solitary life as good as this? Then can one string make as good music
as a consort: then can one colour set forth a beauty. But it may be,
the general consideration of marriage doth not so much mislike you, as
the applying of it to him. He is my son, I must confess I see him with
a mother’s eyes, which if they do not much deceive me, he is no such
one, over whom contempt may make a just challenge. He is comely, he is
noble, he is rich; but that which in itself should carry all
comeliness, nobility and riches, he loves you; and he loves you who is
beloved of others. Drive not away his affection (sweet lady) and make
no other lady hereafter proudly brag that she hath robbed you of so
faithful and notable a service.”
Philoclea heard some pieces of her speeches, not otherwise than one
doth when a tedious prattler cumbers the hearing of a delightful
music. For her thoughts had left her ears in that captivity, and
conveyed themselves to behold (with such eyes as imagination could
lend them) the estate of her Zelmane: for whom how well she thought
many of those sayings might have been used with a far more grateful
acceptation. Therefore listening not to dispute in a matter, whereof
herself was resolved, and desired not to inform the other; she only
told her that whilst she was so captivated she could not conceive of
any such {321} persuasions (though never so reasonable) any otherwise
than as constraints: and as constraints must needs even in nature
abhor them, which at her liberty, in their own force of reason, might
more prevail with her; and so fain would have returned the strength of
Cecropia’s persuasions, to have procured freedom.
But neither her witty words in an enemy, nor those words, made more
than eloquent with passing through such lips, could prevail in
Cecropia, more than her persuasions could win Philoclea to disavow her
former vow, or to leave the prisoner Zelmane, for the commanding
Amphialus. So that both sides being desirers, and neither granters,
they broke off conference; Cecropia sucking up more and more spite out
of her denial, which yet for her son’s sake she disguised with a
vizard of kindness, leaving no office unperformed which might either
witness, or endear her son’s affection. Whatsoever could be imagined
likely to please her was with liberal diligence performed: musics at
her window, and especially such musics as might (with doleful
embassage) call the mind to think of sorrow, and think of it with
sweetness; with ditties so sensibly expressing Amphialus’s case, that
every word seemed to be but a diversifying of the name of Amphialus.
Daily presents, as it were oblations to pacify an angry deity, sent
unto her; wherein, if the workmanship of the form had striven with the
sumptuousness of the matter, as much did the invention, in the
application, contend to have the chief excellency: for they were as so
many stories of his disgraces, and her perfections; where the richness
did invite the eyes, the fashion did entertain the eyes, and the
device did teach the eyes, the present misery of the presenter himself
awfully serviceable; which was the more notable, as his authority was
manifest. And for the bondage wherein she lived, all means used to
make known that if it were a bondage, it was a bondage only knit in
love-knots: but she in heart already understanding no language but
one, the music wrought, indeed, a dolefulness, but it was a
dolefulness to be in his power: the ditty intended for Amphialus, she
translated to Zelmane: the presents seemed so many tedious clogs of a
thralled obligation: and his service, the more diligent it was, the
more it did exprobrate, as she thought, unto her, her unworthy estate:
that even he that did her service, had authority of commanding her,
only construing her servitude in his own nature, esteeming it a right,
and a right better servitude: so that all their shots, how well soever
levelled, being carried awry from the mark by the storm of her
mislike, the prince Amphialus affectionately languished, and Cecropia
spitefully cunning, disdained at the barrenness of their success.
Which willingly Cecropia would have revenged, but that she saw her
hurt could not be divided from her son’s mischief: {322} wherefore she
bethought herself to attempt Pamela, whose beauty being equal, she
hoped if she might be won, that her son’s thoughts would rather rest
on a beautiful gratefulness than still be tormented with a disdaining
beauty. Therefore giving new courage to her wicked inventions, and
using the more industry, because she had missed in this, and taking
even precepts of prevailing in Pamela, by her failing in Philoclea,
she went to her chamber, and (according to her own ungracious method
of subtle proceeding) stood listening at the door, because that out of
the circumstance of her present behaviour, there might kindly arise a
fit beginning of her intended discourse.
And so she might perceive that Pamela did walk up and down, full of
deep, though patient thoughts. For her look and countenance was
settled, her pace soft, and almost still of one measure, without any
passionate gesture, or violent motion: till at length, as it were
awaking, and strengthening herself; “Well,” said she, “yet this is the
best, and of this I am sure, that howsoever they wrong me, they cannot
over-master God: no darkness blinds his eyes, no jail bars Him out. To
whom then else should I fly, but to Him for succour?” and therewith
kneeling down even where she stood, she thus said.
“O all-seeing light, and eternal life of all things, to whom nothing
is either so great that it may resist, or so small that it is
contemned: look upon my misery with Thine eye of mercy, and let Thine
infinite power vouchsafe to limit out some proportion of deliverance
unto me, as to Thee shall seem most convenient. Let not injury, O
Lord, triumph over me, and let my faults by Thy hand be corrected, and
make not mine unjust enemy the minister of Thy justice. But yet, my
God, if in Thy wisdom, this be the aptest chastisement for my
unexcusable folly, if this low bondage be fittest for my over-high
desires; if the pride of my not enough humble heart, be thus to be
broken, O Lord, I yield unto Thy will, and joyfully embrace what
sorrow Thou wilt have me suffer. Only thus much let me crave of Thee,
let my craving, O Lord, be accepted of Thee (since even that proceeds
from Thee) let me crave, even by the noblest title, which in my
greatest affliction I may give myself, that I am Thy creature, and by
Thy goodness, which is Thyself, that Thou wilt suffer some beam of Thy
majesty so to shine into my mind, that it may still depend confidently
upon Thee. Let calamity be the exercise, but not the overthrow of my
virtue: let their power prevail, but prevail not to destruction: let
my greatness be their prey: let my pain be the sweetness of their
revenge: let them (if so it seem good unto Thee) vex me with more and
more punishment. But, O Lord, let never their wickedness have such a
hand, but that I may carry {323} a pure mind in a pure body!” and
pausing awhile, “And, O most gracious Lord,” said she, “whatever
becomes of me, preserve the virtuous Musidorus.”
The other part Cecropia might well hear; but this latter prayer for
Musidorus, her heart held it, as so jewel-like a treasure that it
would scarce trust her own lips withal. But this prayer sent to heaven
from so heavenly a creature, with such a fervent grace as if devotion
had borrowed her body to make of itself a most beautiful
representation; with her eyes so lifted to the skyward that one would
have thought they had begun to fly thitherward to take their place
among their fellow stars; her naked hands raising up their whole
length, and as it were, kissing one another, as if the right had been
the picture of zeal, and the left of humbleness, which both united
themselves to make their suits more acceptable. Lastly, all her senses
being rather tokens than instruments of her inward motions, altogether
had so strange a working power, that even the hard-hearted wickedness
of Cecropia, if it found not a love of that goodness, yet it felt an
abashment at that goodness, and if she had not a kindly remorse, yet
had she an irksome accusation of her own naughtiness; so that she was
put from the bias of her fore-intended lesson. For well she found
there was no way at that time to take that mind but with some, at
least, image of virtue; and what the figure thereof was, her heart
knew not.
Yet did she prodigally spend her uttermost eloquence, leaving no
argument unprovided which might with any force invade her excellent
judgment; the justness of the request being but for marriage; the
worthiness of the suitor: then her own present fortune: fortune, which
should not only have amendment, but felicity: besides falsely making
her believe that her sister would think herself happy if now she might
have his love, which before she contemned: and obliquely touching,
what danger it should be for her if her son should accept Philoclea in
marriage, and so match the next heir apparent, she being in his power:
yet plentifully perjuring how extremely her son loved her, and
excusing the little shows he made of it, with the dutiful respect he
bare unto her; and taking upon herself that she restrained him, since
she found she could set no limits to his passions. And as she did to
Philoclea, so did she to her, with the tribute of gifts seek to bring
her mind into servitude: and all other means, that might either
establish a beholdingness, or at least awake a kindness; doing it so,
that by reason of their imprisonment, one sister knew not how the
other was wooed but each might think that only she was sought. But if
Philoclea with sweet and humble dealing did avoid their assaults, she
with the majesty of virtue did beat them off.
{324}
But this day their speech was the sooner broken off, by reason that he
who stood as watch upon the top of the Keep[b3-03] did not only see a
great dust rise (which the earth sent up as if it would strive to have
clouds as well as the air) but might spy sometimes, especially when
the dust (wherein the naked wind did apparel itself) was carried aside
from them, the shining of armour; like flashing of lightning,
wherewith the clouds did seem to be with child, which the sun gilding
with his beams it gave a sight delightful to any but to them that were
to abide the terror. But the watch gave a quick alarm to the soldiers
within whom practice already having prepared, began each, with
unabashed hearts, or at least countenances, to look to their charge,
or obedience which was allotted unto them.
Only Clinias and Amphialus did exceed the bounds of mediocrity, the
one in his natural coldness of cowardice, the other in heat of
courage. For Clinias (who was bold only in busy whisperings, and even
in that whisperingness rather, indeed, confident in his cunning that
it should not be betrayed than any way bold, if ever it should be
betrayed) now that the enemy gave a dreadful aspect unto the castle,
his eyes saw no terror, nor ear heard any martial sound but that they
multiplied the hideousness of it to his matted mind. Before their
coming he had many times felt a dreadful expectation, but yet his mind
(that was willing to ease itself of the burden of fear) did sometimes
fain unto itself possibility of let, as the death of Basilius, the
discord of the nobility, and, when other cause failed him, the nature
of chance served as a cause unto him, and sometimes the hearing other
men speak valiantly, and the quietness of his unassailed senses would
make himself believe that he durst do something. But now, that present
danger did display itself unto his eye, and that a dangerous doing
must be the only mean to prevent the danger of suffering, one that had
marked him would have judged that his eyes would have run into him,
and his soul out of him, so unkindly did either take a scent of
danger. He thought the lake was too shallow, and the walls too thin:
he misdoubted each man’s treason, and conjectured every possibility of
misfortune, not only forecasting likely perils, but such as all the
planets together could scarcely have conspired: and already began to
arm himself, though it was determined he should tarry within doors;
and while he armed himself, imagined in what part of the vault he
would hide himself if the enemies won the castle. Desirous he was that
everybody should do valiantly but himself; and therefore was afraid to
show his fear, but for very fear would have hid his fear, lest it
should discomfort others: but the more he sought {325} to disguise it,
the more the unsuitableness of a weak broken voice to high brave
words, and of a pale shaking countenance, to a gesture of animating,
did discover him.
But quite contrarily Amphialus, who, before the enemies came, was
careful, providently diligent, and not sometimes without doubting of
the issue, now the nearer danger approached (like the light of a
glow-worm) the less still it seemed: and now his courage began to boil
in choler, and with such impatience to desire to pour out both upon
the enemy, that he issued presently into certain boats he had of
purpose, and carrying with him some choice men, went to the fortress
he had upon the edge of the lake, which he thought would be the first
thing that the enemy would attempt, because it was a passage, which
commanding all that side of the country, and being lost, would stop
victuals, or other supply that might be brought into the castle: and
in that fortress having some force of horsemen, he issued out with two
hundred horse and five hundred footmen; ambushed his footmen in the
falling of a hill, which was over-shadowed with a wood; he with his
horsemen went a quarter of a mile further; aside hand of which he
might perceive the many troops of the enemy who came but to take view
where best to encamp themselves.
But as if the sight of the enemy had been a magnet-stone to his
courage, he could not contain himself, but showing his face to the
enemy, and his back to his soldiers, used that action as his only
oration, both of denouncing war to the one, and persuading help from
the other. Who faithfully following an example of such authority, they
made the earth to groan under their furious burden, and the enemies to
begin to be angry with them, whom in particular they knew not. Among
whom there was a young man, youngest brother to Philanax, whose face
as yet did not betray his sex with so much as show of hair; of a mind
having no limits of hope, not knowing why to fear; full of jollity in
conversation, and lately grown a lover. His name was Agenor, of all
that army the most beautiful: who having ridden in sportful
conversation among the foremost, all armed, saving that his beaver was
up, to have his breath in more freedom, seeing Amphialus come a pretty
way before his company, neither staying the commandment of the
captain, nor reckoning whether his face were armed, or no, set spurs
to his horse, and with youthful bravery casting his staff about his
head, put it then into his rest, as careful of comely carrying it as
if the mark had been but a ring, and the lookers-on ladies. But
Amphialus’s lance was already come to the last of his descending line,
and began to make the full point of death against the head of this
young gentleman; when Amphialus perceiving his youth and beauty,
compassion so rebated the edge of choler that he spared {326} that
fair nakedness, and let his staff fall to Agenor’s vampalt[b3-04]: so
that both with brave breaking should hurtlessly have performed that
match, but that the pitiless lance of Amphialus (angry with being
broken) with an unlucky counterbuff, full of unsparing splinters,
lighted upon that face, far fitter for the combats of Venus, giving
not only a sudden, but a foul death, leaving scarcely any tokens of
his former beauty; but his hands abandoning the reins, and his thighs
the saddle, he fell sideward from the horse. Which sight coming to
Leontius, a dear friend of his, who in vain had lamentably cried unto
him to stay when he saw him begin his career; it was hard to say
whether the pity of the one, or revenge against the other held as then
the sovereignty in his passions. But while he directed his eye to his
friend, and his hand to his enemy, so wrongly consorted a power could
not resist the ready minded force of Amphialus, who perceiving his
ill-directed direction against him, so paid him his debt before it was
lent, that he also fell to the earth, only happy that one place and
one time did finish both their loves and lives together.
But by this time there had been a furious meeting of either side:
whether after the terrible salutation of warlike noise, the shaking of
hands was with sharp weapons: some lances according to the metal they
met and skill of the guider, did stain themselves in blood; some flew
up in pieces, as if they would threaten heaven because they failed on
earth. But their office was quickly inherited, either by (the prince
of weapons) the sword, or by some heavy mace, or biting axe; which
hunting still the weakest chase, sought ever to light there where
smallest resistance might worse prevent mischief. The clashing of
armour, the crushing of staves, the jostling of bodies, the resounding
of blows, was the first part of that ill-agreeing music which was
beautified with the grisliness of wounds, the rising of dust, the
hideous falls and groans of the dying. The very horses angry in their
master’s anger, with love and obedience, brought forth the effects of
hate and resistance, and with minds of servitude did as if they
affected glory. Some lay dead under their dead masters, whom
unknightly wounds had unjustly punished for a faithful duty. Some lay
upon their lords by like accident, and in death had the honour to be
borne by them, whom in life they had borne. Some, having lost their
commanding burdens, ran scattered about the field, abashed with the
madness of mankind. The earth itself (wont to be a burial of men) was
now, as it were, buried with men, so was the face thereof hidden with
dead bodies, to whom death had come masked in divers manners. In one
place lay disinherited heads, dispossessed of their natural
seignories; in another whole bodies to see to, but that their hearts
{327} wont to be bound all over so close, were now with deadly
violence opened: in others, fouler deaths had uglily displayed their
trailing guts. There lay arms, whose fingers yet moved, as if they
would feel for him that made them feel: and legs, which contrary to
common reason, by being discharged of their burden, were grown
heavier. But no sword payed so large a tribute of souls to the eternal
kingdom as that of Amphialus; who like a tiger, from whom a company of
wolves did seek to ravish a new gotten prey, so he (remembering they
came to take away Philoclea) did labour to make valour, strength,
choler and hatred, to answer the proportion of his love which was
infinite.
There died of his hand the old knight Eschylus, who though by years
might well have been allowed to use rather the exercises of wisdom
than of courage, yet having a lusty body and a merry heart, he ever
took the summons of time in jest, or else it had so creepingly stolen
upon him that he had heard scarcely the noise of his feet, and
therefore was as fresh in apparel, and as forward in enterprises, as a
far younger man: but nothing made him bolder than a certain prophecy
had been told him that he should die in the arms of his son, and
therefore feared the less the arm of an enemy. But now when
Amphialus’s sword was passed through his throat, he thought himself
abused, but that before he died, his son indeed seeing his father
begin to fall, held him up in his arms, till a pitiless soldier of the
other side, with a mace brained him, making father and son become
twins in the never again dying birth. As for Drialus, Memnon, Nisus
and Polycrates, the first had his eyes cut out so that he could not
see to bid the near following death welcome; the second had met with
the same prophet that old Eschylus had; and having found many of his
speeches true, believed this too, that he should never be killed but
by his own companions; and therefore no man was more valiant than he
against an enemy, no man more suspicious of his friends: so as he
seemed to sleep in security, when he went to a battle, and to enter
into a battle, when he began to sleep, such guards he would set about
his person, yet mistrusting those very guards, lest they would murder
him. But now Amphialus helped to unriddle his doubts; for he
overthrowing him from his horse, his own companions coming with a
fresh supply, pressed him to death. Nisus grasping with Amphialus, was
with a short dagger slain. And for Polycrates, while he shunned as
much as he could, keeping only his face for fear of punishment,
Amphialus with a memorable blow struck off his head; where, with the
convulsions of death, setting his spurs to his horse, he gave so brave
a charge upon the enemy, as it grew a proverb, that Polycrates was
only valiant after his head was off. But no man {328} escaped so well
his hands as Phebilus did: for he having long loved Philoclea, though
for the meanness of his estate he never durst reveal it, now knowing
Amphialus, setting the edge of a rival upon the sword of an enemy, he
held strong fight with him. But Amphialus had already in the most
dangerous places disarmed him, and was lifting up his sword to send
him away from himself; when he thinking indeed to die, “O Philoclea,”
said he, “yet this joys me that I die for thy sake.” The name of
Philoclea first stayed his sword, and he heard him out, though he
abhorred him much worse than before, yet could he not vouchsafe him
the honour of dying for Philoclea, but turned his sword another way,
doing him no hurt for over-much hatred. But what good did that to poor
Phebilus, if escaping a valiant hand, he was slain by a base soldier,
who seeing him so disarmed, thrust him through?
But thus with the well-followed valour of Amphialus were the others
almost overthrown, when Philanax, who was the marshal of the army,
came in with new force renewing the almost decayed courage of his
soldiers. For crying to them, and asking them whether their backs or
their arms were better fighters, he himself thrust just into the
press, and making force and fury wait upon discretion and government,
he might seem a brave lion, who taught his young lionets, how in
taking a prey, to join courage with cunning. Then fortune, as if she
had made chases enough of the one side of the bloody tennis-court,
went of the other side the line, making as many fall down of
Amphialus’s followers as before had done of Philanax, they losing the
ground, as fast as before they had won it, only leaving them to keep
it, who had lost themselves in keeping it. Then those that had killed,
inherited the lot of those that had been killed; and cruel death made
them lie quietly together, who most in their lives had sought to
disquiet each other; and many of those first overthrown, had the
comfort to see their murderers over-run them to Charon’s ferry.
Codrus, Ctesiphon, and Milo, lost their lives upon Philanax’s sword.
But nobody’s case was more pitied than of a young squire of Amphialus,
called Ismenus, who never abandoning his master, and making his tender
age aspire to acts of the strongest manhood, in this time that his
side was put to the worst, and that Amphialus’s valour was the only
stay of them from delivering themselves over to a most shameful
flight, he saw his master’s horse killed under him. Whereupon asking
advice of no other thought but of faithfulness and courage, he
presently alighted from his own horse, and with the help of some
choice and faithful servants, got his master up. But in the multitude
that came of either side, some {329} to succour, some to save
Amphialus, he came under the hand of Philanax: and the youth
perceiving he was the man that did most hurt to his party, desirous
even to change his life for glory, struck at him as he rode by him,
and gave him a hurt upon the leg that made Philanax turn towards him;
but seeing him so young, and of a most lovely presence, he rather took
pity of him, meaning to take him prisoner, and then to give him to his
brother Agenor to be his companion, because they were not much unlike,
neither in years, nor countenance. But as he looked down upon him with
that thought, he espied where his brother lay dead, and his friend
Leontius by him, even almost under the squire’s feet. Then sorrowing
not only his own sorrow, but the past-comfort sorrow which he foreknew
his mother would take, who with many tears and misgiving sighs had
suffered him to go with his elder brother Philanax, blotted out all
figures of pity out of his mind, and putting forth his horse, while
Ismenus doubled two or three more valiant than well-set blows, saying
to himself, let other mothers bewail an untimely death as well as
mine, he thrust him through. And the boy fierce, though beautiful, and
beautiful though dying, not able to keep his falling feet, fell down
to the earth, which he bit for anger, repining at his fortune, and as
long as he could resisting death, which might seem unwilling too, so
long as he was in taking away his young struggling soul.
Philanax himself could have wished the blow ungiven, when he saw him
fall like a fair apple, which some uncourteous body, breaking his
bough, should throw down before it were ripe. But the case of his
brother made him forget both, that, and himself: so as over-hastily
pressing upon the retiring enemies, he was (ere he was aware) further
engaged than his own soldiers could relieve him; where being
overthrown by Amphialus, Amphialus, glad of him, kept head against his
enemies, while some of his men carried away Philanax.
But Philanax’s men, as if with the loss of Philanax they had lost the
fountain of their valour, had their courage so dried up in fear that
they began to set honour at their backs, and to use the virtue of
patience in an untimely time, when into the press comes, as hard as
his horse, more afraid of the spur than the sword, could carry him, a
knight in armour as black as darkness could make it, followed by none,
and adorned by nothing; so far without authority that he was without
knowledge. But virtue quickly made him known, and admiration bred him
such authority that though they of whose side he came knew him not,
yet they all knew it was fit to obey him; and while he was followed by
the valiantest, he made way for the vilest. For taking part with he
besiegers, he made the Amphialians’ blood serve for a caparison {330}
to his horse, and a decking to his armour. His arm no oftener gave
blows, than the blows gave wounds, than the wounds gave deaths, so
terrible was his force, and yet was his quickness more forcible than
his force, and his judgment more quick than his quickness. For though
his sword went faster than eyesight could follow it yet his own
judgment went still before it. There died of his hand, Sarpedon,
Plistonax, Strophilus, and Hippolitus, men of great proof in wars, and
who had that day undertaken the guard of Amphialus. But while they
sought to save him, they lost the fortresses that nature had placed
them in. Then slew he Megalus, who was a little before proud to see
himself stained in the blood of his enemies, but when his own blood
came to be married to theirs, he then felt that cruelty doth never
enjoy a good cheap glory. After him sent he Palemon, who had that day
vowed, with foolish bravery, to be the death of ten; and nine already
he had killed, and was careful to perform his, almost performed, vow,
when the black knight helped him to make up the tenth himself.
And now the often-changing fortune began also to change the hue of the
battles. For at the first, though it were terrible, yet terror was
decked so bravely with rich furniture, gilt swords, shining armours,
pleasant pensils, that the eye with delight had scarce leisure to be
afraid: but now all universally defiled with dust, blood, broken
armour, mangled bodies, took away the mask, and set forth horror in
his own horrible manner. But neither could danger be dreadful to
Amphialus his undismayable courage, nor yet seem ugly to him, whose
truly affected mind did still paint it over with the beauty of
Philoclea: and therefore he, rather inflamed than troubled with the
increase of dangers, and glad to find a worthy subject to exercise his
courage, sought out this new knight, whom he might easily find: for
he, like a wanton rich man that throws down his neighbour’s house to
make himself the better prospect, so had his sword made him so
spacious a room that Amphialus had more cause to wonder at the
finding, than labour for the seeking: which if it stirred hate in him
to see how much harm he did to the one side, it provoked as much
emulation in him to perceive how much good he did to the other side.
Therefore, they approaching one to the other, as in two beautiful
folks, love naturally stirs a desire of joining, so in their two
courages hate stirred a desire of trial. Then began there a combat
between them, worthy to have had more large lists, and more quiet
beholders: for with the spur of courage, and the bit of respect, each
so guided himself, that one might well see the desire to overcome made
them not forget how to overcome: in such time and proportion they did
employ their blows, that none of Ceres’s servants could more {331}
cunningly place his flail: while the left foot spur set forward his
own horse, the right set backward the contrary horse, even sometimes
by the advantage of the enemy’s leg, while the left hand, like him
that held the stern, guided the horse’s obedient courage. All done in
such order that it might seem the mind was a right prince indeed, who
sent wise and diligent lieutenants into each of those well-governed
parts. But the more they fought, the more they desired to fight; and
the more they smarted, the less they felt the smart: and now were like
to make a quick proof to whom fortune and valour would seem most
friendly, when, in comes an old governor of Amphialus, always a good
knight, and careful of his charge; who giving a sore wound to the
black knight’s thigh, while he thought not of him, with another blow
slew his horse under him. Amphialus cried to him that he dishonoured
him: “You say well,” answered the old knight, “to stand now like a
private soldier, setting your credit upon particular fighting, while
you may see Basilius with all his host is getting between you and your
town.” He looked that way, and found that true indeed, that the enemy
was beginning to encompass him about and stop his return: and
therefore causing the retreat to be sounded, his governor led his men
homeward, while he kept himself still hindmost, as if he had stood at
the gate of a sluice to let the stream go, with such proportion as
should seem good unto him, and with so manful discretion performed it,
that (though with loss of many of his men) he returned himself safe,
and content, that his enemies had felt how sharp the sword could bite
of Philoclea’s lover. The other party being sorry for the loss of
Philanax, was yet sorrier when the black knight could not be found:
for he having gotten a horse, whom his dying master had bequeathed to
the world, finding himself sore hurt, and not desirous to be known,
had in the time of the enemy’s retiring, retired away also; his thigh
not bleeding blood so fast, as his heart bled revenge. But Basilius
having attempted in vain to bar the safe return of Amphialus, encamped
himself as strongly as he could, while he, to his grief, might hear
the joy that was made in town by his own subjects, that he had that
day sped no better. For Amphialus, being well beloved of that people,
when they saw him not vanquished, they esteemed him as victorious, his
youth setting a flourishing show upon his worthiness and his great
nobility ennobling his dangers.
But the first thing Amphialus did, being returned, was to visit
Philoclea, and first presuming to cause his dream to be sung unto her,
which he had seen the night before he fell in love with her, making a
fine boy he had accord the pretty dolefulness unto it.
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The song was this.
Now was our heavenly vault deprived of the light,
With sun’s depart: and now the darkness of the night,
Did light those beamy stars which greater light did dark:
Now each thing that enjoy’d that fiery quick’ning spark
(Which life is call’d) were mov’d their spirits to repose,
And wanting use of eyes, their eyes began to close;
A silence sweet each where with one consent embrac’d
(A music sweet to one in careful musing plac’d)
And mother earth, now clad in mourning weeds, did breathe
A dull desire to kiss the image of our death:
When I, disgraced wretch, not wretched then did give
My senses such relief, as they which quiet live,
Whose brains boil not in woes, nor breasts with beatings ache,
With nature’s praise are wont in safest home to take.
Far from my thoughts was aught, where to their minds aspire
Who under courtly pomps do hatch a base desire.
Free all my powers were from those captivating snares,
Which heav’nly purest gifts defile with muddy cares.
Nay could my soul itself accuse of such a fault,
As tender conscience might with furious pangs assault.
But like the feeble flower, whose stalk cannot sustain
His weighty top, his top downward doth drooping lean:
Or as the silly bird in well-acquainted nest
Doth hide his head with cares, but only to rest:
So I in simple course, and unentangled mind,
Did suffer drowsy lids mine eyes, then clear, to blind;
And laying down mine head, did nature’s rule observe,
They first their youth forgot, then fancies lost their force;
Till deadly sleep at length possess’d my living corpse.
A living corpse I lay: but ah my wakeful mind
(Which made of heav’nly stuff, no mortal change doth blind)
Flew up with freer wings of fleshly bondage free;
And having plac’d my thoughts, my thoughts thus placed me.
Methought, nay sure I was, I was in fairest wood,
Of Samothea land, a land which whilom stood
An honour to the world, while honour was their end,
And while their line of years they did in virtue spend.
But there I was, and there my calmy thoughts I fed
On nature’s sweet repast, as healthful senses led.
Her gifts my study was, her beauty were my sport,
My work her works to know, her dwelling my resort.
Those lamps of heav’nly fire to fixed motion bound,
The ever turning spheres, the never moving ground;
What essence dest’ny hath, if fortune be or no;
Whence our immortal souls to mortal earth do flow:
What life it is, and how that all these lives do gather,
With outward maker’s force, or like an inward father.
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Such thoughts, methought, I thought, and strain’d my single mind,
Then void of nearer care, the depth of things to find,
When lo with hugest noise, such noise a tower makes
When it blown down with wind, a fall of ruin takes,
Or, such a noise it was, as highest thunders send,
Or cannons thunder-like, all shot together lend.
The moon asunder rent, whereout with sudden fall
(More swift than falcon’s stoop to feeding falconer’s call)
There came a chariot fair, by doves and sparrows guided,
Whose storm-like course stay’d not till hard by me it bided.
I wretch astonished was, and thought the deathful doom,
Of heaven, of earth, of hell, of time and place was come.
But straight there issued forth two ladies, ladies sure
They seemed to me, on whom did wait a virgin pure.
Strange were the ladies’ weeds, yet more unfit than strange.
The first with clothes tucked up, as nymphs in woods do range,
Tucked up even with the knees with bow and arrows pressed:
Her right arm naked was, discovered was her breast.
But heavy was her pace, and such a meagre cheer,
As little hunting mind, God knows, did there appear.
The other had with art, more than our women know,
As stuff meant for the sale, set out to glaring show,
A wanton woman’s face, and with curl’d knots had twin’d
Her hair, which by the help of painter’s cunning shin’d,
When I such guests did see come out of such a house,
The mountains great with child, I thought brought forth a mouse,
But walking forth, the first thus to the second said,
“Venus come on.” Said she, “Diana you are obey’d.”
Those names abash’d me much, when those great names I heard:
Although their fame (meseem’d) from truth had greatly jarr’d.
As I thus musing stood, Diana call’d to her
The waiting nymph, a nymph that did excel as far
All things that erst I saw, as orient pearls exceed
That which their mother hight, or else their silly seed,
Indeed a perfect hew, indeed a sweet consent,
Of all those graces’ gifts the heavens have ever lent.
And so she was attir’d, as one that did not prize
Too much her peerless parts, nor yet could them despise.
But call’d, she came apace; apace, wherein did move
The band of beauty’s all, the little world of love.
And bending humbled eyes (O eyes the sun of sight)
She waited mistress’s will; who thus disclos’d her spright;
“Sweet Mira mine,” quoth she, “the pleasure of my mind,
In whom of all my rules the perfect proof I find;
To only thee, thou seest, we grant this special grace
Us to attend, in this most private time and place.
Be silent therefore now, and so be silent still
Of that thou seest; close up in secret not thy will.”
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She answered was with look, and well-perform’d behest:
And Mira I admir’d; her shape sunk in my breast.
But thus with ireful eyes, and face that shook with spite
Diana did begin, “What mov’d me to invite,
Your presence, sister dear, first to my moony sphere,
And hither now, vouchsafe to take with willing ear.
I know full well you know, what discord long hath reign’d
Betwixt us two; how much that discord foul hath stain’d
Both our estates, while each the other did deprave,
Proof speaks too much to us, that feeling trial have,
Our names are quite forgot, our temples are defac’d;
Our offerings spoil’d, our priests from priesthood are displac’d.
Is this the fruit of strife? those thousand churches high,
Those thousand altars fair now in the dust to lie?
In mortal minds, our minds but planets’ names preserve;
No knees once bowed, forsooth, for them they say we serve.
Are we their servants grown? no doubt a noble stay:
Celestial powers to worms, Jove’s children serve to clay.
But such they say we be: this praise our discord bred,
While we for mutual spite, a striving passion fed.
But let us wiser be; and what foul discord brake,
So much more strong again let fastest concord make,
Our years do it require; you see we both do feel
The weak’ning work of time’s for ever whirling wheel.
Although we be divine, our grandsire Saturn is
With age’s force decay’d, yet once the heaven was his.
And now before we seek by wise Apollo’s skill,
Our young years to renew, for so he saith he will,
Let us a perfect peace between us two resolve;
Which least the ruinous want of government dissolve,
Let one the princess be, to her the other yield:
For vain equality is but contention’s field.
And let her have the gifts that should in both remain;
In her let beauty both, and chasteness fully reign.
So as if I prevail, you give your gifts to me,
If you, on you I lay what in my office be.
Now resteth only this, which of us two is she,
To whom precedence shall of both accorded be,
For that, so that you like, hereby doth lie a youth,”
(She beckoned unto me) “as yet of spotless truth;
Who may this doubt discern: for better wit, then lot,
Becometh us: in us fortune determines not.
This crown of amber fair,” (an amber crown she held)
“To worthiest let him give, when both he hath beheld:
And be it as he saith.” Venus was glad to hear
Such proffer made, which she well show’d with smiling cheer,
As though she were the same, as when by Paris’ doom
She had chief goddesses in beauty overcome.
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And smirkly thus gan say, “I never sought debate,
Diana dear, my mind to love and not to hate
Was ever apt: but you my pastimes did despise.
I never spited you, but thought you overwise.
Now kindness proferr’d is, none kinder is than I;
And so most ready am this mean of peace to try;
And let him be our judge: the lad doth please me well.”
Thus both did come to me, and both began to tell;
For both together spoke, each loath to be behind,
That they by solemn oath their deities would bind,
To stand unto my will, their will they made me know
I that was first aghast, when first I saw their show;
Now bolder wax’d, wax’d proud, that I such sway must bear;
For near acquaintance doth diminish reverent fear.
And having bound them fast by Styx, they should obey
To all what I decreed, did thus my verdict say.
“How ill both you can rule, well hath your discord taught;
Nay yet for ought I see, your beauties merit ought.
To yonder Nymph therefore” (to Mira I did point)
“The crown above you both for ever I appoint.”
I would have spoken out; but out they both did cry;
“Fie, fie, what have we done? ungodly rebel, fie.
But now we needs must yield, to that our oaths require.”
“Yet thou shalt not go free,” quoth Venus. “Such a fire
Her beauty kindle shall within thy foolish mind,
That thou full oft shall wish thy judging eyes were blind.”
“Nay then,” Diana said, “the chasteness I will give,
In ashes of despair, though burnt, shall make thee live.”
“Nay thou,” said both, “shalt see such beams shine in her face,
That thou shalt never dare seek help of wretched case.”
And with that cursed curse away to heaven they fled,
First having all their gifts upon fair Mira spread.
The rest I cannot tell; for therewithal I wak’d,
And found with deadly fear that all my sinews shak’d.
Was it a dream? O dream, how hast thou wrought in me,
That I things erst unseen should first in dreaming see?
And thou, O traitor sleep, made for to be our rest;
How hast thou fram’d the pain wherewith I am oppress’d?
O coward Cupid, thus dost thou thy honour keep,
Unarm’d, alas! unwarn’d to take a man asleep?
Laying not only the conquest, but the heart of the conqueror at her
feet. But she receiving him after her wonted sorrowful, but otherwise
unmoved, manner, it made him think his good success was but as a
pleasant monument of a doleful burial: Joy itself seeming bitter unto
him, since it agreed not to her taste.
Therefore, still craving his mother’s help to persuade her, he himself
sent for Philanax unto him, whom he had not only long {336} hated but
now had his hate greatly increased by the death of his squire Ismenus.
Besides, he had made him as one of the chief causes that moved him to
this rebellion, and therefore was inclined, to colour the better his
action, and the more to embrew the hands of his accomplices by making
them guilty of such a trespass, in some formal sort to cause him to be
executed, being also greatly egged thereunto by his mother, and some
other, who long had hated Philanax; only because he was more worthy
than they to be loved.
But while that deliberation was handled, according rather to the
humour, than the reason of each speaker; Philoclea coming to the
knowledge of the hard plight wherein Philanax stood, she desired one
of the gentlewomen appointed to wait upon her to go in her name and
beseech Amphialus, that, if the love of her had any power of
persuasion in his mind, he would lay no further punishment than
imprisonment upon Philanax. This message was delivered even as
Philanax was entering to the presence of Amphialus, coming, according
to the warning was given him, to receive judgment of death. But when
he, with manful resolution, attended the fruit of such a tyrannical
sentence, thinking it wrong, but no harm to him that should die in so
good a cause; Amphialus turned quite the form of his pretended speech,
and yielded him humble thanks that by his means he had come to that
happiness, as to receive a commandment of his lady: and therefore he
willingly gave him liberty to return in safety whither he would,
quitting him not only of all former grudge, but assuring him that he
would be willing to do him any friendship and service: only desiring
thus much of him, that he would let him know the discourse and intent
of Basilius’s proceeding.
“Truly, my Lord,” answered Philanax, “if there were any such, known to
me, secret in my master’s counsel, as that the revealing thereof,
might hinder his good success, I should loathe the keeping of my blood
with the loss of my faith, and would think the just name of a traitor
a hard purchase of a few years’ living. But since it is so, that my
master hath indeed no way of privy practice; but means openly and
forcibly to deal against you, I will not stick, in few words, to make
your required declaration.” Then told he him in what a maze of
amazement, both Basilius and Gynecia were when they missed their
children and Zelmane. Sometimes apt to suspect some practice of
Zelmane, because she was a stranger; sometimes doubting some relic of
the late mutiny, which doubt was rather increased than anywise
satisfied, by Miso, who, being found almost dead for hunger by certain
country people, brought home word with what cunning they were trained
out, and with what violence they were carried away. But that within a
few {337} days they came to knowledge where they were by Amphialus’s
own letters sent abroad to procure confederates in his attempts; that
Basilius’s purpose was never to leave the siege of the town till he
had taken it, and revenged the injury done unto him. That he meant
rather to win it by time and famine, than by force of assault; knowing
how valiant men he had to deal withal in the town: that he had sent
orders that supplies of soldiers, pioneers, and all things else
necessary, should daily be brought unto him: so as, “My Lord,” said
Philanax, “let me now, having received my life by your grace, let me
give you your life and honour by my counsel; protesting unto you, that
I cannot choose but love you, being my master’s nephew; and that I
wish you well in all causes but this. You know his nature is as apt to
forgive as his power is able to conquer. Your fault past is excusable,
in that love persuaded, and youth was persuaded. Do not urge the
effects of angry victory, but rather seek to obtain that constantly by
courtesy, which you can never assuredly enjoy by violence.”
One might easily have seen in the cheer of Amphialus that disdainful
choler would fain have made the answer for him, but the remembrance of
Philoclea served for forcible barriers between anger, and angry
effects: so as he said no more, but that he would not put him to the
trouble to give him any further counsel, but that he might return, if
he listed, presently. Philanax glad to receive an uncorrupted liberty,
humbly accepted his favourable convoy out of the town; and so
departed, not visiting the princesses, thinking it might be offensive
to Amphialus, and no way fruitful to them, who were no way, but by
force, to be rescued.
The poor ladies, indeed, not suffered either to meet together, or to
have conference with any other, but such as Cecropia had already
framed, to sing all their songs to her tune, she herself omitting no
day, and catching hold of every occasion to move forward her son’s
desire, and remove their own resolutions; using the same arguments to
the one sister, as to the other; determining that whom she could win
first, the other should, without her son’s knowledge, by poison be
made away. But though the reasons were the same to both, yet the
handling was diverse, according as she saw their humours to prepare a
more or less aptness of apprehension. This day having long speech to
Philoclea, amplifying not a little the great dutifulness her son had
shown in delivering Philanax; of whom she could get no answer, but a
silence sealed up in virtue, and so sweetly graced, as that in one
instant it carried with it both resistance and humbleness: Cecropia
threatening in herself to run a more rugged race with her, went to her
sister Pamela, who that day having wearied herself with reading, and
with the height of her heart disdaining to keep company with any {338}
of the gentlewomen appointed to attend her, whom she accounted her
jailors, was working upon a purse certain roses and lilies, as by the
fineness of the work, one might see she had borrowed her wits of the
sorrow that then owed them, and lent them wholly to that exercise. For
the flowers she had wrought carried such life in them that the
cunningest painter might have learned of her needle, which with so
pretty a manner made his careers to and fro through the cloth, as if
the needle itself would have been loth to have gone fromward such a
mistress but that it hoped to return thitherward very quickly again,
the cloth looking with many eyes upon her, and lovingly embracing the
wounds she gave it: the shears also were at hand to behead the silk
that was grown too short. And if at any time she put her mouth to bite
it off, it seemed, that where she had been long in making of a rose
with her hands, she would in an instant make roses with her lips; as
the lilies seemed to have their whiteness rather of the hand that made
them than of the matter whereof they were made, and that they grew
there by the suns of her eyes, and were refreshed by the most, in
discomfort, comfortable air, which an unawares sigh might bestow upon
them. But the colours for the ground were so well chosen, neither
sullenly dark, nor glaringly lightsome; and so well proportioned, as
that, though much cunning were in it, yet it was but to serve for
ornament of the principal work; that it was not without marvel to see
how a mind which could cast a careless semblant upon the greatest
conflicts of fortune could command itself to take care for so small
matters. Neither had she neglected the dainty dressing of herself; but
as if it had been her marriage time to affliction, she rather seemed
to remember her own worthiness than the unworthiness of her husband.
For well might one perceive she had not rejected the counsel of a
glass, and that her hands had pleased themselves in paying the tribute
of undeceiving skill to so high perfections of nature.
The sight whereof so divers from her sister, who rather suffered
sorrow to dress itself in her beauty than that she would bestow any
entertainment of so unwelcome a guest, made Cecropia take a sudden
assuredness of hope that she should obtain somewhat of Pamela:
thinking, according to the squaring out of her own good nature that
beauty carefully set forth, would soon prove a sign of an unrefusing
harbour. Animated therewith, she sat down by Pamela, and taking the
purse, and with affected curiosity looking upon the work: “Fully happy
is he,” said she, “at least if he knew his own happiness, to whom a
purse in this manner, and by this hand wrought, is dedicated. In faith
he shall have cause to account it, not as a purse for treasure, but as
a treasure itself, worthy to be pursed up in the purse of his own
heart.” “And {339} think you so indeed?” said Pamela, half smiling, “I
promise you I wrought it but to make some tedious hours believe that I
thought not of them; for else I valued it but even as a very purse.”
“It is the right nature,” said Cecropia, “of beauty to work unwitting
effects of wonder.” “Truly,” said Pamela, “I never thought till now
that this outward gloss, entitled beauty, which it pleaseth you to lay
to my (as I think) unguilty charge, was but a pleasant mixture of
natural colours, delightful to the eye, as music is to the ear,
without any further consequence, since it is a thing, which not only
beasts have, but even stones and trees many of them do greatly excel
in it.” “That other things,” answered Cecropia, “have some portion of
it, takes not away the excellency of it, where indeed it doth excel:
since we see that even those beasts, trees and stones are in the name
of beauty only highly praised. But that the beauty of human persons is
beyond all other things, there is great likelihood of reason, since to
them only is given the judgment to discern beauty; and among
reasonable wights, as it seems, that our sex hath the pre-eminence, so
that in that pre-eminence, nature countervails all other liberalities
wherein she may be thought to have dealt more favourably toward
mankind. How do men crown, think you, themselves with glory for having
either by force brought others to yield to their mind, or with long
study, and premeditated orations, persuaded what they would have
persuaded? and see, a fair woman shall not only command without
authority, but persuade without speaking. She shall not need to
procure attention, for their own eyes will chain their ears unto it.
Men venture lives to conquer, she conquers lives without venturing.
She is served, and obeyed, which is the most notable, not because the
laws so command it, but because they become laws themselves to obey
her; not for her parents’ sake, but for her own. She need not dispute,
whether to govern by fear or love, since without her thinking thereof,
their love will bring forth fear, and their fear will fortify their
love; and she need not seek offensive or defensive force, since her
only lips may stand for ten thousand shields, and ten thousand
inevitable shot go from her eyes. Beauty, beauty, dear niece, is the
crown of the feminine greatness; which gift on whomsoever the heavens
(therein most niggardly) do bestow, without question, she is bound to
use it to the noble purpose for which it is created; not only winning,
but preserving, since that indeed is the right happiness which is not
only in itself happy, but can also derive the happiness to another.”
“Certainly, Aunt,” said Pamela, “I fear you will make me not only
think myself fairer than ever I did, but think my fairness a matter of
greater value than heretofore I could imagine it. For I ever, till
now, conceived those conquests you speak of rather to proceed from the
{340} weakness of the conquered than from the strength of the
conquering power: as they say, the Cranes overthrow whole battles of
Pigmies, not so much of their cranish courage, as because the other
are Pigmies; and that we see young babes think babies of wonderful
excellency, and yet the babies are but babies. But since your older
years, and abler judgment find beauty to be worthy of so incomparable
estimation, certainly, methinks, it ought to be held in dearness,
according to the excellency, and no more than we would do of things
which we account precious, never to suffer it to be defiled.”
“Defiled?” said Cecropia, “Marry, God forbid that my speech should
tend to any such purpose as should deserve so foul a title. My meaning
is, to join your beauty to love, your youth to delight. For, truly, as
colours should be as good as nothing if there were no eyes to behold
them; so is beauty nothing, without the eye of love behold it: and
therefore so far is it from defiling it, that it is only the honouring
of it, only the preserving of it; for beauty goes away, devoured by
time, but where remains it ever flourishing, but in the heart of a
true lover? and such a one, if ever there were any, is my son, whose
love is so subjected unto you, that rather than breed any offence unto
you, it will not delight itself in beholding you.” “There is no effect
of his love,” answered Pamela, “better pleaseth me than that: but as I
have often answered you, so resolutely I say unto you, that he must
get my parents’ consent, and then he shall know further of my mind:
for, without that I know I should offend God.” “O sweet youth,” said
Cecropia, “how untimely subject it is to devotion? no, no, sweet
niece, let us old folks think of such precise considerations: do you
enjoy the heaven of your age, whereof you are sure; and like good
householders, which spend those things that would not be kept, so do
you pleasantly enjoy that which else will bring an over late
repentance, when your glass shall accuse you to your face what a
change there is in you. Do you see how the spring-time is full of
flowers, decking itself with them, and not aspiring to the fruits of
autumn? what lesson is that unto you, but that in the April of your
age, you should be like April? let not some of them for whom already
the grave gapeth, and perhaps envy the felicity in you, which
themselves cannot enjoy, persuade you to loose the hold of occasion,
while it may not only be taken, but offers, nay sues to be taken,
which if it be not now taken, will never hereafter be overtaken.
Yourself know how your father hath refused all offers made by the
greatest princes about you, and will you suffer your beauty to be
hidden in the wrinkles of his peevish thoughts?” “If he be peevish,”
said Pamela, “yet he is my father; and how beautiful soever I be, I am
his daughter: so that God {341} claims at my hands obedience, and
makes me no judge of his imperfections.”
These often replies upon conscience in Pamela, made Cecropia think
that there was no righter way for her than as she had, in her opinion,
set her in liking of beauty, with persuasion not to suffer it to be
void of purpose; so if she could make her less feeling of those
heavenly conceits, that then she might easily wind her to her crooked
bias. Therefore employing the uttermost of her mischievous wit, and
speaking the more earnestly, because she spoke as she thought, she
thus dealt with her.
“Dear niece, or rather dear daughter, if my affection and wish might
prevail therein, how much doth it increase, through you, the earnest
desire I have of this blessed match, to see these virtues of yours
knit fast with such zeal of devotion (indeed the best bond) which the
most politic wits have found to hold man’s wit in well doing? For as
children must first by fear be induced to know that which after when
they do know, they are most glad of, so are these bugbears of opinions
brought by great clerks into the world to serve as shewels to keep
them from those faults, whereto else the vanity of the world, and
weakness of senses might pull them. But in you, niece, whose
excellency is such as it need not to be held up by the staff of vulgar
opinions, I would not you should love virtue servilely, for fear of I
know not what, which you see not, but even for the good effects of
virtue which you see. Fear, and indeed foolish fear, and fearful
ignorance, was the first inventor of those conceits; for when they
heard it thunder, not knowing the natural cause, they thought there
was some angry body above that spake so loud: and ever the less they
did perceive, the more they did conceive; whereof they knew no cause,
that grew straight a miracle: foolish folks not marking that the
alterations be but upon particular accidents, the universality being
always one. Yesterday was but as to-day, and to-morrow will tread the
same footsteps of his foregoers: so as it is manifest enough that all
things follow but the course of their own nature, saving only man, who
while by the pregnancy of his imagination he strives to things
supernatural, meanwhile he loseth his own natural felicity. Be wise,
and that wisdom shall be a God unto thee; be contented, and that is
thy heaven: for else to think that those powers, if there be any such,
above are moved either by the eloquence of our prayers, or in a chafe
at the folly of our actions, carries as much reason, as if flies
should think that men take great care which of them hums sweetest, and
which of them flies nimblest.”