KRONBORG
Ten Years Later
I
It is a glorious winter day. Denver, standing on her high plateau under
a thrilling green-blue sky, is masked in snow and glittering with
sunlight. The Capitol building is actually in armor, and throws off the
shafts of the sun until the beholder is dazzled and the outlines of the
building are lost in a blaze of reflected light. The stone terrace is a
white field over which fiery reflections dance, and the trees and
bushes are faithfully repeated in snow—on every black twig a soft,
blurred line of white. From the terrace one looks directly over to
where the mountains break in their sharp, familiar lines against the
sky. Snow fills the gorges, hangs in scarfs on the great slopes, and on
the peaks the fiery sunshine is gathered up as by a burning-glass.
Howard Archie is standing at the window of his private room in the
offices of the San Felipe Mining Company, on the sixth floor of the
Raton Building, looking off at the mountain glories of his State while
he gives dictation to his secretary. He is ten years older than when we
saw him last, and emphatically ten years more prosperous. A decade of
coming into things has not so much aged him as it has fortified,
smoothed, and assured him. His sandy hair and imperial conceal whatever
gray they harbor. He has not grown heavier, but more flexible, and his
massive shoulders carry fifty years and the control of his great mining
interests more lightly than they carried forty years and a country
practice. In short, he is one of the friends to whom we feel grateful
for having got on in the world, for helping to keep up the general
temperature and our own confidence in life. He is an acquaintance that
one would hurry to overtake and greet among a hundred. In his warm
handshake and generous smile there is the stimulating cordiality of
good fellows come into good fortune and eager to pass it on; something
that makes one think better of the lottery of life and resolve to try
again.
When Archie had finished his morning mail, he turned away from the
window and faced his secretary. “Did anything come up yesterday
afternoon while I was away, T. B.?”
Thomas Burk turned over the leaf of his calendar. “Governor Alden sent
down to say that he wanted to see you before he sends his letter to the
Board of Pardons. Asked if you could go over to the State House this
morning.”
Archie shrugged his shoulders. “I’ll think about it.”
The young man grinned.
“Anything else?” his chief continued.
T. B. swung round in his chair with a look of interest on his shrewd,
clean-shaven face. “Old Jasper Flight was in, Dr. Archie. I never
expected to see him alive again. Seems he’s tucked away for the winter
with a sister who’s a housekeeper at the Oxford. He’s all crippled up
with rheumatism, but as fierce after it as ever. Wants to know if you
or the company won’t grub-stake him again. Says he’s sure of it this
time; had located something when the snow shut down on him in December.
He wants to crawl out at the first break in the weather, with that same
old burro with the split ear. He got somebody to winter the beast for
him. He’s superstitious about that burro, too; thinks it’s divinely
guided. You ought to hear the line of talk he put up here yesterday;
said when he rode in his carriage, that burro was a-going to ride along
with him.”
Archie laughed. “Did he leave you his address?”
“He didn’t neglect anything,” replied the clerk cynically.
“Well, send him a line and tell him to come in again. I like to hear
him. Of all the crazy prospectors I’ve ever known, he’s the most
interesting, because he’s really crazy. It’s a religious conviction
with him, and with most of ’em it’s a gambling fever or pure vagrancy.
But Jasper Flight believes that the Almighty keeps the secret of the
silver deposits in these hills, and gives it away to the deserving.
He’s a downright noble figure. Of course I’ll stake him! As long as he
can crawl out in the spring. He and that burro are a sight together.
The beast is nearly as white as Jasper; must be twenty years old.”
“If you stake him this time, you won’t have to again,” said T. B.
knowingly. “He’ll croak up there, mark my word. Says he never ties the
burro at night now, for fear he might be called sudden, and the beast
would starve. I guess that animal could eat a lariat rope, all right,
and enjoy it.”
“I guess if we knew the things those two have eaten, and haven’t eaten,
in their time, T. B., it would make us vegetarians.” The doctor sat
down and looked thoughtful. “That’s the way for the old man to go. It
would be pretty hard luck if he had to die in a hospital. I wish he
could turn up something before he cashes in. But his kind seldom do;
they’re bewitched. Still, there was Stratton. I’ve been meeting Jasper
Flight, and his side meat and tin pans, up in the mountains for years,
and I’d miss him. I always halfway believe the fairy tales he spins me.
Old Jasper Flight,” Archie murmured, as if he liked the name or the
picture it called up.
A clerk came in from the outer office and handed Archie a card. He
sprang up and exclaimed, “Mr. Ottenburg? Bring him in.”
Fred Ottenburg entered, clad in a long, fur-lined coat, holding a
checked-cloth hat in his hand, his cheeks and eyes bright with the
outdoor cold. The two men met before Archie’s desk and their handclasp
was longer than friendship prompts except in regions where the blood
warms and quickens to meet the dry cold. Under the general keyingup of
the altitude, manners take on a heartiness, a vivacity, that is one
expression of the half-unconscious excitement which Colorado people
miss when they drop into lower strata of air. The heart, we are told,
wears out early in that high atmosphere, but while it pumps it sends
out no sluggish stream. Our two friends stood gripping each other by
the hand and smiling.
“When did you get in, Fred? And what have you come for?” Archie gave
him a quizzical glance.
“I’ve come to find out what you think you’re doing out here,” the
younger man declared emphatically. “I want to get next, I do. When can
you see me?”
“Anything on to-night? Then suppose you dine with me. Where can I pick
you up at five-thirty?”
“Bixby’s office, general freight agent of the Burlington.” Ottenburg
began to button his overcoat and drew on his gloves. “I’ve got to have
one shot at you before I go, Archie. Didn’t I tell you Pinky Alden was
a cheap squirt?”
Alden’s backer laughed and shook his head. “Oh, he’s worse than that,
Fred. It isn’t polite to mention what he is, outside of the Arabian
Nights. I guessed you’d come to rub it into me.”
Ottenburg paused, his hand on the doorknob, his high color challenging
the doctor’s calm. “I’m disgusted with you, Archie, for training with
such a pup. A man of your experience!”
“Well, he’s been an experience,” Archie muttered. “I’m not coy about
admitting it, am I?”
Ottenburg flung open the door. “Small credit to you. Even the women are
out for capital and corruption, I hear. Your Governor’s done more for
the United Breweries in six months than I’ve been able to do in six
years. He’s the lily-livered sort we’re looking for. Good-morning.”
That afternoon at five o’clock Dr. Archie emerged from the State House
after his talk with Governor Alden, and crossed the terrace under a
saffron sky. The snow, beaten hard, was blue in the dusk; a day of
blinding sunlight had not even started a thaw. The lights of the city
twinkled pale below him in the quivering violet air, and the dome of
the State House behind him was still red with the light from the west.
Before he got into his car, the doctor paused to look about him at the
scene of which he never tired. Archie lived in his own house on Colfax
Avenue, where he had roomy grounds and a rose garden and a
conservatory. His housekeeping was done by three Japanese boys, devoted
and resourceful, who were able to manage Archie’s dinner parties, to
see that he kept his engagements, and to make visitors who stayed at
the house so comfortable that they were always loath to go away.
Archie had never known what comfort was until he became a widower,
though with characteristic delicacy, or dishonesty, he insisted upon
accrediting his peace of mind to the San Felipe, to Time, to anything
but his release from Mrs. Archie.
Mrs. Archie died just before her husband left Moonstone and came to
Denver to live, six years ago. The poor woman’s fight against dust was
her undoing at last. One summer day when she was rubbing the parlor
upholstery with gasoline,—the doctor had often forbidden her to use it
on any account, so that was one of the pleasures she seized upon in his
absence,—an explosion occurred. Nobody ever knew exactly how it
happened, for Mrs. Archie was dead when the neighbors rushed in to save
her from the burning house. She must have inhaled the burning gas and
died instantly.
Moonstone severity relented toward her somewhat after her death. But
even while her old cronies at Mrs. Smiley’s millinery store said that
it was a terrible thing, they added that nothing but a powerful
explosive _could_ have killed Mrs. Archie, and that it was only right
the doctor should have a chance.
Archie’s past was literally destroyed when his wife died. The house
burned to the ground, and all those material reminders which have such
power over people disappeared in an hour. His mining interests now took
him to Denver so often that it seemed better to make his headquarters
there. He gave up his practice and left Moonstone for good. Six months
afterward, while Dr. Archie was living at the Brown Palace Hotel, the
San Felipe mine began to give up that silver hoard which old Captain
Harris had always accused it of concealing, and San Felipe headed the
list of mining quotations in every daily paper, East and West. In a few
years Dr. Archie was a very rich man. His mine was such an important
item in the mineral output of the State, and Archie had a hand in so
many of the new industries of Colorado and New Mexico, that his
political influence was considerable. He had thrown it all, two years
ago, to the new reform party, and had brought about the election of a
governor of whose conduct he was now heartily ashamed. His friends
believed that Archie himself had ambitious political plans.
II
When Ottenburg and his host reached the house on Colfax Avenue, they
went directly to the library, a long double room on the second floor
which Archie had arranged exactly to his own taste. It was full of
books and mounted specimens of wild game, with a big writing-table at
either end, stiff, old-fashioned engravings, heavy hangings and deep
upholstery.
When one of the Japanese boys brought the cocktails, Fred turned from
the fine specimen of peccoray he had been examining and said, “A man is
an owl to live in such a place alone, Archie. Why don’t you marry? As
for me, just because I can’t marry, I find the world full of charming,
unattached women, any one of whom I could fit up a house for with
alacrity.”
“You’re more knowing than I.” Archie spoke politely. “I’m not very wide
awake about women. I’d be likely to pick out one of the uncomfortable
ones—and there are a few of them, you know.” He drank his cocktail and
rubbed his hands together in a friendly way. “My friends here have
charming wives, and they don’t give me a chance to get lonely. They are
very kind to me, and I have a great many pleasant friendships.”
Fred put down his glass. “Yes, I’ve always noticed that women have
confidence in you. You have the doctor’s way of getting next. And you
enjoy that kind of thing?”
“The friendship of attractive women? Oh, dear, yes! I depend upon it a
great deal.”
The butler announced dinner, and the two men went downstairs to the
dining-room. Dr. Archie’s dinners were always good and well served, and
his wines were excellent.
“I saw the Fuel and Iron people to-day,” Ottenburg said, looking up
from his soup. “Their heart is in the right place. I can’t see why in
the mischief you ever got mixed up with that reform gang, Archie.
You’ve got nothing to reform out here. The situation has always been as
simple as two and two in Colorado; mostly a matter of a friendly
understanding.”
“Well,”—Archie spoke tolerantly,—“some of the young fellows seemed to
have red-hot convictions, and I thought it was better to let them try
their ideas out.”
Ottenburg shrugged his shoulders. “A few dull young men who haven’t
ability enough to play the old game the old way, so they want to put on
a new game which doesn’t take so much brains and gives away more
advertising that’s what your anti-saloon league and vice commission
amounts to. They provide notoriety for the fellows who can’t
distinguish themselves at running a business or practicing law or
developing an industry. Here you have a mediocre lawyer with no brains
and no practice, trying to get a look-in on something. He comes up with
the novel proposition that the prostitute has a hard time of it, puts
his picture in the paper, and the first thing you know, he’s a
celebrity. He gets the rake-off and she’s just where she was before.
How could you fall for a mouse-trap like Pink Alden, Archie?”
Dr. Archie laughed as he began to carve. “Pink seems to get under your
skin. He’s not worth talking about. He’s gone his limit. People won’t
read about his blameless life any more. I knew those interviews he gave
out would cook him. They were a last resort. I could have stopped him,
but by that time I’d come to the conclusion that I’d let the reformers
down. I’m not against a general shaking-up, but the trouble with
Pinky’s crowd is they never get beyond a general writing-up. We gave
them a chance to do something, and they just kept on writing about each
other and what temptations they had overcome.”
While Archie and his friend were busy with Colorado politics, the
impeccable Japanese attended swiftly and intelligently to his duties,
and the dinner, as Ottenburg at last remarked, was worthy of more
profitable conversation.
“So it is,” the doctor admitted. “Well, we’ll go upstairs for our
coffee and cut this out. Bring up some cognac and arak, Tai,” he added
as he rose from the table.
They stopped to examine a moose’s head on the stairway, and when they
reached the library the pine logs in the fireplace had been lighted,
and the coffee was bubbling before the hearth. Tai placed two chairs
before the fire and brought a tray of cigarettes.
“Bring the cigars in my lower desk drawer, boy,” the doctor directed.
“Too much light in here, isn’t there, Fred? Light the lamp there on my
desk, Tai.” He turned off the electric glare and settled himself deep
into the chair opposite Ottenburg’s.
“To go back to our conversation, doctor,” Fred began while he waited
for the first steam to blow off his coffee; “why don’t you make up your
mind to go to Washington? There’d be no fight made against you. I
needn’t say the United Breweries would back you. There’d be some
_kudos_ coming to us, too; backing a reform candidate.”
Dr. Archie measured his length in his chair and thrust his large boots
toward the crackling pitch-pine. He drank his coffee and lit a big
black cigar while his guest looked over the assortment of cigarettes on
the tray. “You say why don’t I,” the doctor spoke with the deliberation
of a man in the position of having several courses to choose from,
“but, on the other hand, why should I?” He puffed away and seemed,
through his half-closed eyes, to look down several long roads with the
intention of luxuriously rejecting all of them and remaining where he
was. “I’m sick of politics. I’m disillusioned about serving my crowd,
and I don’t particularly want to serve yours. Nothing in it that I
particularly want; and a man’s not effective in politics unless he
wants something for himself, and wants it hard. I can reach my ends by
straighter roads. There are plenty of things to keep me busy. We
haven’t begun to develop our resources in this State; we haven’t had a
look in on them yet. That’s the only thing that isn’t fake—making men
and machines go, and actually turning out a product.”
The doctor poured himself some white cordial and looked over the little
glass into the fire with an expression which led Ottenburg to believe
that he was getting at something in his own mind. Fred lit a cigarette
and let his friend grope for his idea.
“My boys, here,” Archie went on, “have got me rather interested in
Japan. Think I’ll go out there in the spring, and come back the other
way, through Siberia. I’ve always wanted to go to Russia.” His eyes
still hunted for something in his big fireplace. With a slow turn of
his head he brought them back to his guest and fixed them upon him.
“Just now, I’m thinking of running on to New York for a few weeks,” he
ended abruptly.
Ottenburg lifted his chin. “Ah!” he exclaimed, as if he began to see
Archie’s drift. “Shall you see Thea?”
“Yes.” The doctor replenished his cordial glass. “In fact, I suspect I
am going exactly _to_ see her. I’m getting stale on things here, Fred.
Best people in the world and always doing things for me. I’m fond of
them, too, but I’ve been with them too much. I’m getting ill-tempered,
and the first thing I know I’ll be hurting people’s feelings. I snapped
Mrs. Dandridge up over the telephone this afternoon when she asked me
to go out to Colorado Springs on Sunday to meet some English people who
are staying at the Antlers. Very nice of her to want me, and I was as
sour as if she’d been trying to work me for something. I’ve got to get
out for a while, to save my reputation.”
To this explanation Ottenburg had not paid much attention. He seemed to
be looking at a fixed point: the yellow glass eyes of a fine wildcat
over one of the bookcases. “You’ve never heard her at all, have you?”
he asked reflectively. “Curious, when this is her second season in New
York.”
“I was going on last March. Had everything arranged. And then old Cap
Harris thought he could drive his car and me through a lamp-post and I
was laid up with a compound fracture for two months. So I didn’t get to
see Thea.”
Ottenburg studied the red end of his cigarette attentively. “She might
have come out to see you. I remember you covered the distance like a
streak when she wanted you.”
Archie moved uneasily. “Oh, she couldn’t do that. She had to get back
to Vienna to work on some new parts for this year. She sailed two days
after the New York season closed.”
“Well, then she couldn’t, of course.” Fred smoked his cigarette close
and tossed the end into the fire. “I’m tremendously glad you’re going
now. If you’re stale, she’ll jack you up. That’s one of her
specialties. She got a rise out of me last December that lasted me all
winter.”
“Of course,” the doctor apologized, “you know so much more about such
things. I’m afraid it will be rather wasted on me. I’m no judge of
music.”
“Never mind that.” The younger man pulled himself up in his chair. “She
gets it across to people who aren’t judges. That’s just what she does.”
He relapsed into his former lassitude. “If you were stone deaf, it
wouldn’t all be wasted. It’s a great deal to watch her. Incidentally,
you know, she is very beautiful. Photographs give you no idea.”
Dr. Archie clasped his large hands under his chin. “Oh, I’m counting on
that. I don’t suppose her voice will sound natural to me. Probably I
wouldn’t know it.”
Ottenburg smiled. “You’ll know it, if you ever knew it. It’s the same
voice, only more so. You’ll know it.”
“Did you, in Germany that time, when you wrote me? Seven years ago,
now. That must have been at the very beginning.”
“Yes, somewhere near the beginning. She sang one of the Rhine
daughters.” Fred paused and drew himself up again. “Sure, I knew it
from the first note. I’d heard a good many young voices come up out of
the Rhine, but, by gracious, I hadn’t heard one like that!” He fumbled
for another cigarette. “Mahler was conducting that night. I met him as
he was leaving the house and had a word with him. ‘Interesting voice
you tried out this evening,’ I said. He stopped and smiled. ‘Miss
Kronborg, you mean? Yes, very. She seems to sing for the idea. Unusual
in a young singer.’ I’d never heard him admit before that a singer
could have an idea. She not only had it, but she got it across. The
Rhine music, that I’d known since I was a boy, was fresh to me,
vocalized for the first time. You realized that she was beginning that
long story, adequately, with the end in view. Every phrase she sang was
basic. She simply _was_ the idea of the Rhine music.” Ottenburg rose
and stood with his back to the fire. “And at the end, where you don’t
see the maidens at all, the same thing again: two pretty voices _and_
the Rhine voice.” Fred snapped his fingers and dropped his hand.
The doctor looked up at him enviously. “You see, all that would be lost
on me,” he said modestly. “I don’t know the dream nor the
interpretation thereof. I’m out of it. It’s too bad that so few of her
old friends can appreciate her.”
“Take a try at it,” Fred encouraged him. “You’ll get in deeper than you
can explain to yourself. People with no personal interest do that.”
“I suppose,” said Archie diffidently, “that college German, gone to
seed, wouldn’t help me out much. I used to be able to make my German
patients understand me.”
“Sure it would!” cried Ottenburg heartily. “Don’t be above knowing your
libretto. That’s all very well for musicians, but common mortals like
you and me have got to know what she’s singing about. Get out your
dictionary and go at it as you would at any other proposition. Her
diction is beautiful, and if you know the text you’ll get a great deal.
So long as you’re going to hear her, get all that’s coming to you. You
bet in Germany people know their librettos by heart! You Americans are
so afraid of stooping to learn anything.”
“I _am_ a little ashamed,” Archie admitted. “I guess that’s the way we
mask our general ignorance. However, I’ll stoop this time; I’m more
ashamed not to be able to follow her. The papers always say she’s such
a fine actress.” He took up the tongs and began to rearrange the logs
that had burned through and fallen apart. “I suppose she has changed a
great deal?” he asked absently.
“We’ve all changed, my dear Archie,—she more than most of us. Yes, and
no. She’s all there, only there’s a great deal more of her. I’ve had
only a few words with her in several years. It’s better not, when I’m
tied up this way. The laws are barbarous, Archie.”
“Your wife is—still the same?” the doctor asked sympathetically.
“Absolutely. Hasn’t been out of a sanitarium for seven years now. No
prospect of her ever being out, and as long as she’s there I’m tied
hand and foot. What does society get out of such a state of things, I’d
like to know, except a tangle of irregularities? If you want to reform,
there’s an opening for you!”
“It’s bad, oh, very bad; I agree with you!” Dr. Archie shook his head.
“But there would be complications under another system, too. The whole
question of a young man’s marrying has looked pretty grave to me for a
long while. How have they the courage to keep on doing it? It depresses
me now to buy wedding presents.” For some time the doctor watched his
guest, who was sunk in bitter reflections. “Such things used to go
better than they do now, I believe. Seems to me all the married people
I knew when I was a boy were happy enough.” He paused again and bit the
end off a fresh cigar. “You never saw Thea’s mother, did you,
Ottenburg? That’s a pity. Mrs. Kronborg was a fine woman. I’ve always
been afraid Thea made a mistake, not coming home when Mrs. Kronborg was
ill, no matter what it cost her.”
Ottenburg moved about restlessly. “She couldn’t, Archie, she positively
couldn’t. I felt you never understood that, but I was in Dresden at the
time, and though I wasn’t seeing much of her, I could size up the
situation for myself. It was by just a lucky chance that she got to
sing _Elizabeth_ that time at the Dresden Opera, a complication of
circumstances. If she’d run away, for any reason, she might have waited
years for such a chance to come again. She gave a wonderful performance
and made a great impression. They offered her certain terms; she had to
take them and follow it up then and there. In that game you can’t lose
a single trick. She was ill herself, but she sang. Her mother was ill,
and she sang. No, you mustn’t hold that against her, Archie. She did
the right thing there.” Ottenburg drew out his watch. “Hello! I must be
traveling. You hear from her regularly?”
“More or less regularly. She was never much of a letter-writer. She
tells me about her engagements and contracts, but I know so little
about that business that it doesn’t mean much to me beyond the figures,
which seem very impressive. We’ve had a good deal of business
correspondence, about putting up a stone to her father and mother, and,
lately, about her youngest brother, Thor. He is with me now; he drives
my car. To-day he’s up at the mine.”
Ottenburg, who had picked up his overcoat, dropped it. “Drives your
car?” he asked incredulously.
“Yes. Thea and I have had a good deal of bother about Thor. We tried a
business college, and an engineering school, but it was no good. Thor
was born a chauffeur before there were cars to drive. He was never good
for anything else; lay around home and collected postage stamps and
took bicycles to pieces, waiting for the automobile to be invented.
He’s just as much a part of a car as the steering-gear. I can’t find
out whether he likes his job with me or not, or whether he feels any
curiosity about his sister. You can’t find anything out from a Kronborg
nowadays. The mother was different.”
Fred plunged into his coat. “Well, it’s a queer world, Archie. But
you’ll think better of it, if you go to New York. Wish I were going
with you. I’ll drop in on you in the morning at about eleven. I want a
word with you about this Interstate Commerce Bill. Good-night.”
Dr. Archie saw his guest to the motor which was waiting below, and then
went back to his library, where he replenished the fire and sat down
for a long smoke. A man of Archie’s modest and rather credulous nature
develops late, and makes his largest gain between forty and fifty. At
thirty, indeed, as we have seen, Archie was a soft-hearted boy under a
manly exterior, still whistling to keep up his courage. Prosperity and
large responsibilities—above all, getting free of poor Mrs. Archie—had
brought out a good deal more than he knew was in him. He was thinking
tonight as he sat before the fire, in the comfort he liked so well,
that but for lucky chances, and lucky holes in the ground, he would
still be a country practitioner, reading his old books by his office
lamp. And yet, he was not so fresh and energetic as he ought to be. He
was tired of business and of politics. Worse than that, he was tired of
the men with whom he had to do and of the women who, as he said, had
been kind to him. He felt as if he were still hunting for something,
like old Jasper Flight. He knew that this was an unbecoming and
ungrateful state of mind, and he reproached himself for it. But he
could not help wondering why it was that life, even when it gave so
much, after all gave so little. What was it that he had expected and
missed? Why was he, more than he was anything else, disappointed?
He fell to looking back over his life and asking himself which years of
it he would like to live over again,—just as they had been,—and they
were not many. His college years he would live again, gladly. After
them there was nothing he would care to repeat until he came to Thea
Kronborg. There had been something stirring about those years in
Moonstone, when he was a restless young man on the verge of breaking
into larger enterprises, and when she was a restless child on the verge
of growing up into something unknown. He realized now that she had
counted for a great deal more to him than he knew at the time. It was a
continuous sort of relationship. He was always on the lookout for her
as he went about the town, always vaguely expecting her as he sat in
his office at night. He had never asked himself then if it was strange
that he should find a child of twelve the most interesting and
companionable person in Moonstone. It had seemed a pleasant, natural
kind of solicitude. He explained it then by the fact that he had no
children of his own. But now, as he looked back at those years, the
other interests were faded and inanimate. The thought of them was
heavy. But wherever his life had touched Thea Kronborg’s, there was
still a little warmth left, a little sparkle. Their friendship seemed
to run over those discontented years like a leafy pattern, still bright
and fresh when the other patterns had faded into the dull background.
Their walks and drives and confidences, the night they watched the
rabbit in the moonlight,—why were these things stirring to remember?
Whenever he thought of them, they were distinctly different from the
other memories of his life; always seemed humorous, gay, with a little
thrill of anticipation and mystery about them. They came nearer to
being tender secrets than any others he possessed. Nearer than anything
else they corresponded to what he had hoped to find in the world, and
had not found. It came over him now that the unexpected favors of
fortune, no matter how dazzling, do not mean very much to us. They may
excite or divert us for a time, but when we look back, the only things
we cherish are those which in some way met our original want; the
desire which formed in us in early youth, undirected, and of its own
accord.
III
For the first four years after Thea went to Germany things went on as
usual with the Kronborg family. Mrs. Kronborg’s land in Nebraska
increased in value and brought her in a good rental. The family drifted
into an easier way of living, half without realizing it, as families
will. Then Mr. Kronborg, who had never been ill, died suddenly of
cancer of the liver, and after his death Mrs. Kronborg went, as her
neighbors said, into a decline. Hearing discouraging reports of her
from the physician who had taken over his practice, Dr. Archie went up
from Denver to see her. He found her in bed, in the room where he had
more than once attended her, a handsome woman of sixty with a body
still firm and white, her hair, faded now to a very pale primrose, in
two thick braids down her back, her eyes clear and calm. When the
doctor arrived, she was sitting up in her bed, knitting. He felt at
once how glad she was to see him, but he soon gathered that she had
made no determination to get well. She told him, indeed, that she could
not very well get along without Mr. Kronborg. The doctor looked at her
with astonishment. Was it possible that she could miss the foolish old
man so much? He reminded her of her children.
“Yes,” she replied; “the children are all very well, but they are not
father. We were married young.”
The doctor watched her wonderingly as she went on knitting, thinking
how much she looked like Thea. The difference was one of degree rather
than of kind. The daughter had a compelling enthusiasm, the mother had
none. But their framework, their foundation, was very much the same.
In a moment Mrs. Kronborg spoke again. “Have you heard anything from
Thea lately?”
During his talk with her, the doctor gathered that what Mrs. Kronborg
really wanted was to see her daughter Thea. Lying there day after day,
she wanted it calmly and continuously. He told her that, since she felt
so, he thought they might ask Thea to come home.
“I’ve thought a good deal about it,” said Mrs. Kronborg slowly. “I hate
to interrupt her, now that she’s begun to get advancement. I expect
she’s seen some pretty hard times, though she was never one to
complain. Perhaps she’d feel that she would like to come. It would be
hard, losing both of us while she’s off there.”
When Dr. Archie got back to Denver he wrote a long letter to Thea,
explaining her mother’s condition and how much she wished to see her,
and asking Thea to come, if only for a few weeks. Thea had repaid the
money she had borrowed from him, and he assured her that if she
happened to be short of funds for the journey, she had only to cable
him.
A month later he got a frantic sort of reply from Thea. Complications
in the opera at Dresden had given her an unhoped-for opportunity to go
on in a big part. Before this letter reached the doctor, she would have
made her debut as _Elizabeth_, in “Tannhäuser.” She wanted to go to her
mother more than she wanted anything else in the world, but, unless she
failed,—which she would not,—she absolutely could not leave Dresden for
six months. It was not that she chose to stay; she had to stay—or lose
everything. The next few months would put her five years ahead, or
would put her back so far that it would be of no use to struggle
further. As soon as she was free, she would go to Moonstone and take
her mother back to Germany with her. Her mother, she was sure, could
live for years yet, and she would like German people and German ways,
and could be hearing music all the time. Thea said she was writing her
mother and begging her to help her one last time; to get strength and
to wait for her six months, and then she (Thea) would do everything.
Her mother would never have to make an effort again.
Dr. Archie went up to Moonstone at once. He had great confidence in
Mrs. Kronborg’s power of will, and if Thea’s appeal took hold of her
enough, he believed she might get better. But when he was shown into
the familiar room off the parlor, his heart sank. Mrs. Kronborg was
lying serene and fateful on her pillows. On the dresser at the foot of
her bed there was a large photograph of Thea in the character in which
she was to make her debut. Mrs. Kronborg pointed to it.
“Isn’t she lovely, doctor? It’s nice that she hasn’t changed much. I’ve
seen her look like that many a time.”
They talked for a while about Thea’s good fortune. Mrs. Kronborg had
had a cablegram saying, “First performance well received. Great
relief.” In her letter Thea said; “If you’ll only get better, dear
mother, there’s nothing I can’t do. I will make a really great success,
if you’ll try with me. You shall have everything you want, and we will
always be together. I have a little house all picked out where we are
to live.”
“Bringing up a family is not all it’s cracked up to be,” said Mrs.
Kronborg with a flicker of irony, as she tucked the letter back under
her pillow. “The children you don’t especially need, you have always
with you, like the poor. But the bright ones get away from you. They
have their own way to make in the world. Seems like the brighter they
are, the farther they go. I used to feel sorry that you had no family,
doctor, but maybe you’re as well off.”
“Thea’s plan seems sound to me, Mrs. Kronborg. There’s no reason I can
see why you shouldn’t pull up and live for years yet, under proper
care. You’d have the best doctors in the world over there, and it would
be wonderful to live with anybody who looks like that.” He nodded at
the photograph of the young woman who must have been singing “_Dich,
theure Halle, grüss’ ich wieder_,” her eyes looking up, her beautiful
hands outspread with pleasure.
Mrs. Kronborg laughed quite cheerfully. “Yes, wouldn’t it? If father
were here, I might rouse myself. But sometimes it’s hard to come back.
Or if she were in trouble, maybe I could rouse myself.”
“But, dear Mrs. Kronborg, she is in trouble,” her old friend
expostulated. “As she says, she’s never needed you as she needs you
now. I make my guess that she’s never begged anybody to help her
before.”
Mrs. Kronborg smiled. “Yes, it’s pretty of her. But that will pass.
When these things happen far away they don’t make such a mark;
especially if your hands are full and you’ve duties of your own to
think about. My own father died in Nebraska when Gunner was born,—we
were living in Iowa then,—and I was sorry, but the baby made it up to
me. I was father’s favorite, too. That’s the way it goes, you see.”
The doctor took out Thea’s letter to him, and read it over to Mrs.
Kronborg. She seemed to listen, and not to listen.
When he finished, she said thoughtfully: “I’d counted on hearing her
sing again. But I always took my pleasures as they come. I always
enjoyed her singing when she was here about the house. While she was
practicing I often used to leave my work and sit down in a rocker and
give myself up to it, the same as if I’d been at an entertainment. I
was never one of these housekeepers that let their work drive them to
death. And when she had the Mexicans over here, I always took it in.
First and last,”—she glanced judicially at the photograph,—“I guess I
got about as much out of Thea’s voice as anybody will ever get.”
“I guess you did!” the doctor assented heartily; “and I got a good deal
myself. You remember how she used to sing those Scotch songs for me,
and lead us with her head, her hair bobbing?”
“‘Flow Gently, Sweet Afton,’—I can hear it now,” said Mrs. Kronborg;
“and poor father never knew when he sang sharp! He used to say,
‘Mother, how do you always know when they make mistakes practicing?’”
Mrs. Kronborg chuckled.
Dr. Archie took her hand, still firm like the hand of a young woman.
“It was lucky for her that you did know. I always thought she got more
from you than from any of her teachers.”
“Except Wunsch; he was a real musician,” said Mrs. Kronborg
respectfully. “I gave her what chance I could, in a crowded house. I
kept the other children out of the parlor for her. That was about all I
could do. If she wasn’t disturbed, she needed no watching. She went
after it like a terrier after rats from the first, poor child. She was
downright afraid of it. That’s why I always encouraged her taking Thor
off to outlandish places. When she was out of the house, then she was
rid of it.”
After they had recalled many pleasant memories together, Mrs. Kronborg
said suddenly: “I always understood about her going off without coming
to see us that time. Oh, I know! You had to keep your own counsel. You
were a good friend to her. I’ve never forgot that.” She patted the
doctor’s sleeve and went on absently. “There was something she didn’t
want to tell me, and that’s why she didn’t come. Something happened
when she was with those people in Mexico. I worried for a good while,
but I guess she’s come out of it all right. She’d had a pretty hard
time, scratching along alone like that when she was so young, and my
farms in Nebraska were down so low that I couldn’t help her none.
That’s no way to send a girl out. But I guess, whatever there was, she
wouldn’t be afraid to tell me now.” Mrs. Kronborg looked up at the
photograph with a smile. “She doesn’t look like she was beholding to
anybody, does she?”
“She isn’t, Mrs. Kronborg. She never has been. That was why she
borrowed the money from me.”
“Oh, I knew she’d never have sent for you if she’d done anything to
shame us. She was always proud.” Mrs. Kronborg paused and turned a
little on her side. “It’s been quite a satisfaction to you and me,
doctor, having her voice turn out so fine. The things you hope for
don’t always turn out like that, by a long sight. As long as old Mrs.
Kohler lived, she used always to translate what it said about Thea in
the German papers she sent. I could make some of it out myself,—it’s
not very different from Swedish,—but it pleased the old lady. She left
Thea her piece-picture of the burning of Moscow. I’ve got it put away
in moth-balls for her, along with the oboe her grandfather brought from
Sweden. I want her to take father’s oboe back there some day.” Mrs.
Kronborg paused a moment and compressed her lips. “But I guess she’ll
take a finer instrument than that with her, back to Sweden!” she added.
Her tone fairly startled the doctor, it was so vibrating with a fierce,
defiant kind of pride he had heard often in Thea’s voice. He looked
down wonderingly at his old friend and patient. After all, one never
knew people to the core. Did she, within her, hide some of that still
passion of which her daughter was all-compact?
“That last summer at home wasn’t very nice for her,” Mrs. Kronborg
began as placidly as if the fire had never leaped up in her. “The other
children were acting-up because they thought I might make a fuss over
her and give her the big-head. We gave her the dare, somehow, the lot
of us, because we couldn’t understand her changing teachers and all
that. That’s the trouble about giving the dare to them quiet,
unboastful children; you never know how far it’ll take ’em. Well, we
ought not to complain, doctor; she’s given us a good deal to think
about.”
The next time Dr. Archie came to Moonstone, he came to be a pall-bearer
at Mrs. Kronborg’s funeral. When he last looked at her, she was so
serene and queenly that he went back to Denver feeling almost as if he
had helped to bury Thea Kronborg herself. The handsome head in the
coffin seemed to him much more really Thea than did the radiant young
woman in the picture, looking about at the Gothic vaultings and
greeting the Hall of Song.
IV
One bright morning late in February Dr. Archie was breakfasting
comfortably at the Waldorf. He had got into Jersey City on an early
train, and a red, windy sunrise over the North River had given him a
good appetite. He consulted the morning paper while he drank his coffee
and saw that “Lohengrin” was to be sung at the opera that evening. In
the list of the artists who would appear was the name “Kronborg.” Such
abruptness rather startled him. “Kronborg”: it was impressive and yet,
somehow, disrespectful; somewhat rude and brazen, on the back page of
the morning paper. After breakfast he went to the hotel ticket office
and asked the girl if she could give him something for “Lohengrin,”
“near the front.” His manner was a trifle awkward and he wondered
whether the girl noticed it. Even if she did, of course, she could
scarcely suspect. Before the ticket stand he saw a bunch of blue
posters announcing the opera casts for the week. There was “Lohengrin,”
and under it he saw:—
_Elsa von Brabant_ . . . . Thea Kronborg.
That looked better. The girl gave him a ticket for a seat which she
said was excellent. He paid for it and went out to the cabstand. He
mentioned to the driver a number on Riverside Drive and got into a
taxi. It would not, of course, be the right thing to call upon Thea
when she was going to sing in the evening. He knew that much, thank
goodness! Fred Ottenburg had hinted to him that, more than almost
anything else, that would put one in wrong.
When he reached the number to which he directed his letters, he
dismissed the cab and got out for a walk. The house in which Thea lived
was as impersonal as the Waldorf, and quite as large. It was above
116th Street, where the Drive narrows, and in front of it the shelving
bank dropped to the North River. As Archie strolled about the paths
which traversed this slope, below the street level, the fourteen
stories of the apartment hotel rose above him like a perpendicular
cliff. He had no idea on which floor Thea lived, but he reflected, as
his eye ran over the many windows, that the outlook would be fine from
any floor. The forbidding hugeness of the house made him feel as if he
had expected to meet Thea in a crowd and had missed her. He did not
really believe that she was hidden away behind any of those glittering
windows, or that he was to hear her this evening. His walk was
curiously uninspiring and unsuggestive. Presently remembering that
Ottenburg had encouraged him to study his lesson, he went down to the
opera house and bought a libretto. He had even brought his old “Adler’s
German and English” in his trunk, and after luncheon he settled down in
his gilded suite at the Waldorf with a big cigar and the text of
“Lohengrin.”
The opera was announced for seven-forty-five, but at half-past seven
Archie took his seat in the right front of the orchestra circle. He had
never been inside the Metropolitan Opera House before, and the height
of the audience room, the rich color, and the sweep of the balconies
were not without their effect upon him. He watched the house fill with
a growing feeling of expectation. When the steel curtain rose and the
men of the orchestra took their places, he felt distinctly nervous. The
burst of applause which greeted the conductor keyed him still higher.
He found that he had taken off his gloves and twisted them to a string.
When the lights went down and the violins began the overture, the place
looked larger than ever; a great pit, shadowy and solemn. The whole
atmosphere, he reflected, was somehow more serious than he had
anticipated.
After the curtains were drawn back upon the scene beside the Scheldt,
he got readily into the swing of the story. He was so much interested
in the bass who sang _King Henry_ that he had almost forgotten for
what he was waiting so nervously, when the _Herald_ began in stentorian
tones to summon _Elsa Von Brabant_. Then he began to realize that he
was rather frightened. There was a flutter of white at the back of the
stage, and women began to come in: two, four, six, eight, but not the
right one. It flashed across him that this was something like
buck-fever, the paralyzing moment that comes upon a man when his first
elk looks at him through the bushes, under its great antlers; the
moment when a man’s mind is so full of shooting that he forgets the gun
in his hand until the buck nods adieu to him from a distant hill.
All at once, before the buck had left him, she was there. Yes,
unquestionably it was she. Her eyes were downcast, but the head, the
cheeks, the chin—there could be no mistake; she advanced slowly, as if
she were walking in her sleep. Some one spoke to her; she only inclined
her head. He spoke again, and she bowed her head still lower. Archie
had forgotten his libretto, and he had not counted upon these long
pauses. He had expected her to appear and sing and reassure him. They
seemed to be waiting for her. Did she ever forget? Why in thunder
didn’t she—She made a sound, a faint one. The people on the stage
whispered together and seemed confounded. His nervousness was absurd.
She must have done this often before; she knew her bearings. She made
another sound, but he could make nothing of it. Then the King sang to
her, and Archie began to remember where they were in the story. She
came to the front of the stage, lifted her eyes for the first time,
clasped her hands and began, “_Einsam in trüben Tagen._”
Yes, it was exactly like buck-fever. Her face was there, toward the
house now, before his eyes, and he positively could not see it. She was
singing, at last, and he positively could not hear her. He was
conscious of nothing but an uncomfortable dread and a sense of crushing
disappointment. He had, after all, missed her. Whatever was there, she
was not there—for him.
The King interrupted her. She began again, “_In lichter Waffen
Scheine._” Archie did not know when his buckfever passed, but presently
he found that he was sitting quietly in a darkened house, not listening
to but dreaming upon a river of silver sound. He felt apart from the
others, drifting alone on the melody, as if he had been alone with it
for a long while and had known it all before. His power of attention
was not great just then, but in so far as it went he seemed to be
looking through an exalted calmness at a beautiful woman from far away,
from another sort of life and feeling and understanding than his own,
who had in her face something he had known long ago, much brightened
and beautified. As a lad he used to believe that the faces of people
who died were like that in the next world; the same faces, but shining
with the light of a new understanding. No, Ottenburg had not prepared
him!
What he felt was admiration and estrangement. The homely reunion, that
he had somehow expected, now seemed foolish. Instead of feeling proud
that he knew her better than all these people about him, he felt
chagrined at his own ingenuousness. For he did not know her better.
This woman he had never known; she had somehow devoured his little
friend, as the wolf ate up Red Ridinghood. Beautiful, radiant, tender
as she was, she chilled his old affection; that sort of feeling was not
appropriate. She seemed much, much farther away from him than she had
seemed all those years when she was in Germany. The ocean he could
cross, but there was something here he could not cross. There was a
moment, when she turned to the King and smiled that rare, sunrise smile
of her childhood, when he thought she was coming back to him. After the
_Herald’s_ second call for her champion, when she knelt in her
impassioned prayer, there was again something familiar, a kind of wild
wonder that she had had the power to call up long ago. But she merely
reminded him of Thea; this was not the girl herself.
After the tenor came on, the doctor ceased trying to make the woman
before him fit into any of his cherished recollections. He took her, in
so far as he could, for what she was then and there. When the knight
raised the kneeling girl and put his mailed hand on her hair, when she
lifted to him a face full of worship and passionate humility, Archie
gave up his last reservation. He knew no more about her than did the
hundreds around him, who sat in the shadow and looked on, as he looked,
some with more understanding, some with less. He knew as much about
_Ortrude_ or _Lohengrin_ as he knew about _Elsa_—more, because she went
further than they, she sustained the legendary beauty of her conception
more consistently. Even he could see that. Attitudes, movements, her
face, her white arms and fingers, everything was suffused with a rosy
tenderness, a warm humility, a gracious and yet—to him—wholly
estranging beauty.
During the balcony singing in the second act the doctor’s thoughts were
as far away from Moonstone as the singer’s doubtless were. He had
begun, indeed, to feel the exhilaration of getting free from
personalities, of being released from his own past as well as from Thea
Kronborg’s. It was very much, he told himself, like a military funeral,
exalting and impersonal. Something old died in one, and out of it
something new was born. During the duet with _Ortrude_, and the
splendors of the wedding processional, this new feeling grew and grew.
At the end of the act there were many curtain calls and _Elsa_
acknowledged them, brilliant, gracious, spirited, with her far-breaking
smile; but on the whole she was harder and more self-contained before
the curtain than she was in the scene behind it. Archie did his part in
the applause that greeted her, but it was the new and wonderful he
applauded, not the old and dear. His personal, proprietary pride in her
was frozen out.
He walked about the house during the _entr’acte_, and here and there
among the people in the foyer he caught the name “Kronborg.” On the
staircase, in front of the coffeeroom, a long-haired youth with a fat
face was discoursing to a group of old women about “die Kronborg.” Dr.
Archie gathered that he had crossed on the boat with her.
After the performance was over, Archie took a taxi and started for
Riverside Drive. He meant to see it through to-night. When he entered
the reception hall of the hotel before which he had strolled that
morning, the hall porter challenged him. He said he was waiting for
Miss Kronborg. The porter looked at him suspiciously and asked whether
he had an appointment. He answered brazenly that he had. He was not
used to being questioned by hall boys. Archie sat first in one tapestry
chair and then in another, keeping a sharp eye on the people who came
in and went up in the elevators. He walked about and looked at his
watch. An hour dragged by. No one had come in from the street now for
about twenty minutes, when two women entered, carrying a great many
flowers and followed by a tall young man in chauffeur’s uniform. Archie
advanced toward the taller of the two women, who was veiled and carried
her head very firmly. He confronted her just as she reached the
elevator. Although he did not stand directly in her way, something in
his attitude compelled her to stop. She gave him a piercing, defiant
glance through the white scarf that covered her face. Then she lifted
her hand and brushed the scarf back from her head. There was still
black on her brows and lashes. She was very pale and her face was drawn
and deeply lined. She looked, the doctor told himself with a sinking
heart, forty years old. Her suspicious, mystified stare cleared slowly.
“Pardon me,” the doctor murmured, not knowing just how to address her
here before the porters, “I came up from the opera. I merely wanted to
say good-night to you.”
Without speaking, still looking incredulous, she pushed him into the
elevator. She kept her hand on his arm while the cage shot up, and she
looked away from him, frowning, as if she were trying to remember or
realize something. When the cage stopped, she pushed him out of the
elevator through another door, which a maid opened, into a square hall.
There she sank down on a chair and looked up at him.
“Why didn’t you let me know?” she asked in a hoarse voice.
Archie heard himself laughing the old, embarrassed laugh that seldom
happened to him now. “Oh, I wanted to take my chance with you, like
anybody else. It’s been so long, now!”
She took his hand through her thick glove and her head dropped forward.
“Yes, it has been long,” she said in the same husky voice, “and so much
has happened.”
“And you are so tired, and I am a clumsy old fellow to break in on you
to-night,” the doctor added sympathetically. “Forgive me, this time.”
He bent over and put his hand soothingly on her shoulder. He felt a
strong shudder run through her from head to foot.
Still bundled in her fur coat as she was, she threw both arms about him
and hugged him. “Oh, Dr. Archie, _Dr. Archie_,”—she shook him,—“don’t
let me go. Hold on, now you’re here,” she laughed, breaking away from
him at the same moment and sliding out of her fur coat. She left it for
the maid to pick up and pushed the doctor into the sitting-room, where
she turned on the lights. “Let me _look_ at you. Yes; hands, feet,
head, shoulders—just the same. You’ve grown no older. You can’t say as
much for me, can you?”
She was standing in the middle of the room, in a white silk shirtwaist
and a short black velvet skirt, which somehow suggested that they had
‘cut off her petticoats all round about.’ She looked distinctly clipped
and plucked. Her hair was parted in the middle and done very close to
her head, as she had worn it under the wig. She looked like a fugitive,
who had escaped from something in clothes caught up at hazard. It
flashed across Dr. Archie that she was running away from the other
woman down at the opera house, who had used her hardly.
He took a step toward her. “I can’t tell a thing in the world about
you, Thea—if I may still call you that.”
She took hold of the collar of his overcoat. “Yes, call me that. Do: I
like to hear it. You frighten me a little, but I expect I frighten you
more. I’m always a scarecrow after I sing a long part like that—so
high, too.” She absently pulled out the handkerchief that protruded
from his breast pocket and began to wipe the black paint off her
eyebrows and lashes. “I can’t take you in much to-night, but I must see
you for a little while.” She pushed him to a chair. “I shall be more
recognizable to-morrow. You mustn’t think of me as you see me to-night.
Come at four to-morrow afternoon and have tea with me. Can you? That’s
good.”
She sat down in a low chair beside him and leaned forward, drawing her
shoulders together. She seemed to him inappropriately young and
inappropriately old, shorn of her long tresses at one end and of her
long robes at the other.
“How do you happen to be here?” she asked abruptly. “How can you leave
a silver mine? I couldn’t! Sure nobody’ll cheat you? But you can
explain everything tomorrow.” She paused. “You remember how you sewed
me up in a poultice, once? I wish you could to-night. I need a
poultice, from top to toe. Something very disagreeable happened down
there. You said you were out front? Oh, don’t say anything about it. I
always know exactly how it goes, unfortunately. I was rotten in the
balcony. I never get that. You didn’t notice it? Probably not, but I
did.”
Here the maid appeared at the door and her mistress rose. “My supper?
Very well, I’ll come. I’d ask you to stay, doctor, but there wouldn’t
be enough for two. They seldom send up enough for one,”—she spoke
bitterly. “I haven’t got a sense of you yet,”—turning directly to
Archie again. “You haven’t been here. You’ve only announced yourself,
and told me you are coming to-morrow. You haven’t seen me, either. This
is not I. But I’ll be here waiting for you to-morrow, my whole works!
Goodnight, till then.” She patted him absently on the sleeve and gave
him a little shove toward the door.
V
When Archie got back to his hotel at two o’clock in the morning, he
found Fred Ottenburg’s card under his door, with a message scribbled
across the top: “When you come in, please call up room 811, this
hotel.” A moment later Fred’s voice reached him over the telephone.
“That you, Archie? Won’t you come up? I’m having some supper and I’d
like company. Late? What does that matter? I won’t keep you long.”
Archie dropped his overcoat and set out for room 811. He found
Ottenburg in the act of touching a match to a chafing-dish, at a table
laid for two in his sitting-room. “I’m catering here,” he announced
cheerfully. “I let the waiter off at midnight, after he’d set me up.
You’ll have to account for yourself, Archie.”
The doctor laughed, pointing to three wine-coolers under the table.
“Are you expecting guests?”
“Yes, two.” Ottenburg held up two fingers,—“you, and my higher self.
He’s a thirsty boy, and I don’t invite him often. He has been known to
give me a headache. Now, where have you been, Archie, until this
shocking hour?”
“Bah, you’ve been banting!” the doctor exclaimed, pulling out his white
gloves as he searched for his handkerchief and throwing them into a
chair. Ottenburg was in evening clothes and very pointed dress shoes.
His white waistcoat, upon which the doctor had fixed a challenging eye,
went down straight from the top button, and he wore a camelia. He was
conspicuously brushed and trimmed and polished. His smoothly controlled
excitement was wholly different from his usual easy cordiality, though
he had his face, as well as his figure, well in hand. On the
serving-table there was an empty champagne pint and a glass. He had
been having a little starter, the doctor told himself, and would
probably be running on high gear before he got through. There was even
now an air of speed about him.
“Been, Freddy?”—the doctor at last took up his question. “I expect I’ve
been exactly where you have. Why didn’t you tell me you were coming
on?”
“I wasn’t, Archie.” Fred lifted the cover of the chafingdish and
stirred the contents. He stood behind the table, holding the lid with
his handkerchief. “I had never thought of such a thing. But Landry, a
young chap who plays her accompaniments and who keeps an eye out for
me, telegraphed me that Madame Rheinecker had gone to Atlantic City
with a bad throat, and Thea might have a chance to sing _Elsa_. She has
sung it only twice here before, and I missed it in Dresden. So I came
on. I got in at four this afternoon and saw you registered, but I
thought I wouldn’t butt in. How lucky you got here just when she was
coming on for this. You couldn’t have hit a better time.” Ottenburg
stirred the contents of the dish faster and put in more sherry. “And
where have you been since twelve o’clock, may I ask?”
Archie looked rather self-conscious, as he sat down on a fragile gilt
chair that rocked under him, and stretched out his long legs. “Well, if
you’ll believe me, I had the brutality to go to see her. I wanted to
identify her. Couldn’t wait.”
Ottenburg placed the cover quickly on the chafing-dish and took a step
backward. “You did, old sport? My word! None but the brave deserve the
fair. Well,”—he stooped to turn the wine,—“and how was she?”
“She seemed rather dazed, and pretty well used up. She seemed
disappointed in herself, and said she hadn’t done herself justice in
the balcony scene.”
“Well, if she didn’t, she’s not the first. Beastly stuff to sing right
in there; lies just on the ‘break’ in the voice.” Fred pulled a bottle
out of the ice and drew the cork. Lifting his glass he looked meaningly
at Archie. “You know who, doctor. Here goes!” He drank off his glass
with a sigh of satisfaction. After he had turned the lamp low under the
chafing-dish, he remained standing, looking pensively down at the food
on the table. “Well, she rather pulled it off! As a backer, you’re a
winner, Archie. I congratulate you.” Fred poured himself another glass.
“Now you must eat something, and so must I. Here, get off that bird
cage and find a steady chair. This stuff ought to be rather good; head
waiter’s suggestion. Smells all right.” He bent over the chafing-dish
and began to serve the contents. “Perfectly innocuous: mushrooms and
truffles and a little crab-meat. And now, on the level, Archie, how did
it hit you?”
Archie turned a frank smile to his friend and shook his head. “It was
all miles beyond me, of course, but it gave me a pulse. The general
excitement got hold of me, I suppose. I like your wine, Freddy.” He put
down his glass. “It goes to the spot to-night. She _was_ all right,
then? You weren’t disappointed?”
“Disappointed? My dear Archie, that’s the high voice we dream of; so
pure and yet so virile and human. That combination hardly ever happens
with sopranos.” Ottenburg sat down and turned to the doctor, speaking
calmly and trying to dispel his friend’s manifest bewilderment. “You
see, Archie, there’s the voice itself, so beautiful and individual, and
then there’s something else; the thing in it which responds to every
shade of thought and feeling, spontaneously, almost unconsciously. That
color has to be born in a singer, it can’t be acquired; lots of
beautiful voices haven’t a vestige of it. It’s almost like another
gift—the rarest of all. The voice simply is the mind and is the heart.
It can’t go wrong in interpretation, because it has in it the thing
that makes all interpretation. That’s why you feel so sure of her.
After you’ve listened to her for an hour or so, you aren’t afraid of
anything. All the little dreads you have with other artists vanish. You
lean back and you say to yourself, ‘No, _that_ voice will never
betray.’ _Treulich geführt, treulich bewacht_.”
Archie looked envyingly at Fred’s excited, triumphant face. How
satisfactory it must be, he thought, to really know what she was doing
and not to have to take it on hearsay. He took up his glass with a
sigh. “I seem to need a good deal of cooling off to-night. I’d just as
lief forget the Reform Party for once.
“Yes, Fred,” he went on seriously; “I thought it sounded very
beautiful, and I thought she was very beautiful, too. I never imagined
she could be as beautiful as that.”
“Wasn’t she? Every attitude a picture, and always the right kind of
picture, full of that legendary, supernatural thing she gets into it. I
never heard the prayer sung like that before. That look that came in
her eyes; it went right out through the back of the roof. Of course,
you get an _Elsa_ who can look through walls like that, and visions and
Grail-knights happen naturally. She becomes an abbess, that girl, after
_Lohengrin_ leaves her. She’s made to live with ideas and enthusiasms,
not with a husband.” Fred folded his arms, leaned back in his chair,
and began to sing softly:—
“In lichter Waffen Scheine,
Ein Ritter nahte da.”
“Doesn’t she die, then, at the end?” the doctor asked guardedly.
Fred smiled, reaching under the table. “Some _Elsas_ do; she didn’t.
She left me with the distinct impression that she was just beginning.
Now, doctor, here’s a cold one.” He twirled a napkin smoothly about the
green glass, the cork gave and slipped out with a soft explosion. “And
now we must have another toast. It’s up to you, this time.”
The doctor watched the agitation in his glass. “The same,” he said
without lifting his eyes. “That’s good enough. I can’t raise you.”
Fred leaned forward, and looked sharply into his face. “That’s the
point; how _could_ you raise me? Once again!”
“Once again, and always the same!” The doctor put down his glass. “This
doesn’t seem to produce any symptoms in me to-night.” He lit a cigar.
“Seriously, Freddy, I wish I knew more about what she’s driving at. It
makes me jealous, when you are so in it and I’m not.”
“In it?” Fred started up. “My God, haven’t you seen her this blessed
night?—when she’d have kicked any other man down the elevator shaft, if
I know her. Leave me something; at least what I can pay my five bucks
for.”
“Seems to me you get a good deal for your five bucks,” said Archie
ruefully. “And that, after all, is what she cares about,—what people
get.”
Fred lit a cigarette, took a puff or two, and then threw it away. He
was lounging back in his chair, and his face was pale and drawn hard by
that mood of intense concentration which lurks under the sunny shallows
of the vineyard. In his voice there was a longer perspective than
usual, a slight remoteness. “You see, Archie, it’s all very simple, a
natural development. It’s exactly what Mahler said back there in the
beginning, when she sang _Woglinde_. It’s the idea, the basic idea,
pulsing behind every bar she sings. She simplifies a character down to
the musical idea it’s built on, and makes everything conform to that.
The people who chatter about her being a great actress don’t seem to
get the notion of where _she_ gets the notion. It all goes back to her
original endowment, her tremendous musical talent. Instead of inventing
a lot of business and expedients to suggest character, she knows the
thing at the root, and lets the musical pattern take care of her. The
score pours her into all those lovely postures, makes the light and
shadow go over her face, lifts her and drops her. She lies on it, the
way she used to lie on the Rhine music. Talk about rhythm!”
The doctor frowned dubiously as a third bottle made its appearance
above the cloth. “Aren’t you going in rather strong?”
Fred laughed. “No, I’m becoming too sober. You see this is breakfast
now; kind of wedding breakfast. I feel rather weddingish. I don’t mind.
You know,” he went on as the wine gurgled out, “I was thinking to-night
when they sprung the wedding music, how any fool can have that stuff
played over him when he walks up the aisle with some dough-faced little
hussy who’s hooked him. But it isn’t every fellow who can see—well,
what we saw tonight. There are compensations in life, Dr. Howard
Archie, though they come in disguise. Did you notice her when she came
down the stairs? Wonder where she gets that bright-and-morning star
look? Carries to the last row of the family circle. I moved about all
over the house. I’ll tell you a secret, Archie: that carrying power was
one of the first things that put me wise. Noticed it down there in
Arizona, in the open. That, I said, belongs only to the big ones.” Fred
got up and began to move rhythmically about the room, his hands in his
pockets. The doctor was astonished at his ease and steadiness, for
there were slight lapses in his speech. “You see, Archie, _Elsa_ isn’t
a part that’s particularly suited to Thea’s voice at all, as I see her
voice. It’s over-lyrical for her. She makes it, but there’s nothing in
it that fits her like a glove, except, maybe, that long duet in the
third act. There, of course,”—he held out his hands as if he were
measuring something,—“we know exactly where we are. But wait until they
give her a chance at something that lies properly in her voice, and
you’ll see me rosier than I am to-night.”
Archie smoothed the tablecloth with his hand. “I am sure I don’t want
to see you any rosier, Fred.”
Ottenburg threw back his head and laughed. “It’s enthusiasm, doctor.
It’s not the wine. I’ve got as much inflated as this for a dozen trashy
things: brewers’ dinners and political orgies. You, too, have your
extravagances, Archie. And what I like best in you is this particular
enthusiasm, which is not at all practical or sensible, which is
downright Quixotic. You are not altogether what you seem, and you have
your reservations. Living among the wolves, you have not become one.
_Lupibus vivendi non lupus sum_.”
The doctor seemed embarrassed. “I was just thinking how tired she
looked, plucked of all her fine feathers, while we get all the fun.
Instead of sitting here carousing, we ought to go solemnly to bed.”
“I get your idea.” Ottenburg crossed to the window and threw it open.
“Fine night outside; a hag of a moon just setting. It begins to smell
like morning. After all, Archie, think of the lonely and rather solemn
hours we’ve spent waiting for all this, while she’s been—reveling.”
Archie lifted his brows. “I somehow didn’t get the idea to-night that
she revels much.”
“I don’t mean this sort of thing.” Fred turned toward the light and
stood with his back to the window. “That,” with a nod toward the
wine-cooler, “is only a cheap imitation, that any poor stiff-fingered
fool can buy and feel his shell grow thinner. But take it from me, no
matter what she pays, or how much she may see fit to lie about it, the
real, the master revel is hers.” He leaned back against the window sill
and crossed his arms. “Anybody with all that voice and all that talent
and all that beauty, has her hour. Her hour,” he went on deliberately,
“when she can say, ‘there it is, at last, _wie im Traum ich_—
“‘As in my dream I dreamed it,
As in my will it was.’”
He stood silent a moment, twisting the flower from his coat by the stem
and staring at the blank wall with haggard abstraction. “Even I can say
to-night, Archie,” he brought out slowly,
“‘As in my dream I dreamed it,
As in my will it was.’
Now, doctor, you may leave me. I’m beautifully drunk, but not with
anything that ever grew in France.”
The doctor rose. Fred tossed his flower out of the window behind him
and came toward the door. “I say,” he called, “have you a date with
anybody?”
The doctor paused, his hand on the knob. “With Thea, you mean? Yes. I’m
to go to her at four this afternoon—if you haven’t paralyzed me.”
“Well, you won’t eat me, will you, if I break in and send up my card?
She’ll probably turn me down cold, but that won’t hurt my feelings. If
she ducks me, you tell her for me, that to spite me now she’d have to
cut off more than she can spare. Good-night, Archie.”
VI
It was late on the morning after the night she sang _Elsa_, when Thea
Kronborg stirred uneasily in her bed. The room was darkened by two sets
of window shades, and the day outside was thick and cloudy. She turned
and tried to recapture unconsciousness, knowing that she would not be
able to do so. She dreaded waking stale and disappointed after a great
effort. The first thing that came was always the sense of the futility
of such endeavor, and of the absurdity of trying too hard. Up to a
certain point, say eighty degrees, artistic endeavor could be fat and
comfortable, methodical and prudent. But if you went further than that,
if you drew yourself up toward ninety degrees, you parted with your
defenses and left yourself exposed to mischance. The legend was that in
those upper reaches you might be divine; but you were much likelier to
be ridiculous. Your public wanted just about eighty degrees; if you
gave it more it blew its nose and put a crimp in you. In the morning,
especially, it seemed to her very probable that whatever struggled
above the good average was not quite sound. Certainly very little of
that superfluous ardor, which cost so dear, ever got across the
footlights. These misgivings waited to pounce upon her when she
wakened. They hovered about her bed like vultures.
She reached under her pillow for her handkerchief, without opening her
eyes. She had a shadowy memory that there was to be something unusual,
that this day held more disquieting possibilities than days commonly
held. There was something she dreaded; what was it? Oh, yes, Dr. Archie
was to come at four.
A reality like Dr. Archie, poking up out of the past, reminded one of
disappointments and losses, of a freedom that was no more: reminded her
of blue, golden mornings long ago, when she used to waken with a burst
of joy at recovering her precious self and her precious world; when she
never lay on her pillows at eleven o’clock like something the waves had
washed up. After all, why had he come? It had been so long, and so much
had happened. The things she had lost, he would miss readily enough.
What she had gained, he would scarcely perceive. He, and all that he
recalled, lived for her as memories. In sleep, and in hours of illness
or exhaustion, she went back to them and held them to her heart. But
they were better as memories. They had nothing to do with the struggle
that made up her actual life. She felt drearily that she was not
flexible enough to be the person her old friend expected her to be, the
person she herself wished to be with him.
Thea reached for the bell and rang twice,—a signal to her maid to order
her breakfast. She rose and ran up the window shades and turned on the
water in her bathroom, glancing into the mirror apprehensively as she
passed it. Her bath usually cheered her, even on low mornings like
this. Her white bathroom, almost as large as her sleeping-room, she
regarded as a refuge. When she turned the key behind her, she left care
and vexation on the other side of the door. Neither her maid nor the
management nor her letters nor her accompanist could get at her now.
When she pinned her braids about her head, dropped her nightgown and
stepped out to begin her Swedish movements, she was a natural creature
again, and it was so that she liked herself best. She slid into the tub
with anticipation and splashed and tumbled about a good deal. Whatever
else she hurried, she never hurried her bath. She used her brushes and
sponges and soaps like toys, fairly playing in the water. Her own body
was always a cheering sight to her. When she was careworn, when her
mind felt old and tired, the freshness of her physical self, her long,
firm lines, the smoothness of her skin, reassured her. This morning,
because of awakened memories, she looked at herself more carefully than
usual, and was not discouraged. While she was in the tub she began to
whistle softly the tenor aria, “_Ah! Fuyez, douce image_,” somehow
appropriate to the bath. After a noisy moment under the cold shower,
she stepped out on the rug flushed and glowing, threw her arms above
her head, and rose on her toes, keeping the elevation as long as she
could. When she dropped back on her heels and began to rub herself with
the towels, she took up the aria again, and felt quite in the humor for
seeing Dr. Archie. After she had returned to her bed, the maid brought
her letters and the morning papers with her breakfast.
“Telephone Mr. Landry and ask him if he can come at half-past three,
Theresa, and order tea to be brought up at five.”
When Howard Archie was admitted to Thea’s apartment that afternoon, he
was shown into the music-room back of the little reception room. Thea
was sitting in a davenport behind the piano, talking to a young man
whom she later introduced as her friend Mr. Landry. As she rose, and
came to meet him, Archie felt a deep relief, a sudden thankfulness. She
no longer looked clipped and plucked, or dazed and fleeing.
Dr. Archie neglected to take account of the young man to whom he was
presented. He kept Thea’s hands and held her where he met her, taking
in the light, lively sweep of her hair, her clear green eyes and her
throat that came up strong and dazzlingly white from her green velvet
gown. The chin was as lovely as ever, the cheeks as smooth. All the
lines of last night had disappeared. Only at the outer corners of her
eyes, between the eye and the temple, were the faintest indications of
a future attack—mere kitten scratches that playfully hinted where one
day the cat would claw her. He studied her without any embarrassment.
Last night everything had been awkward; but now, as he held her hands,
a kind of harmony came between them, a reëstablishment of confidence.
“After all, Thea,—in spite of all, I still know you,” he murmured.
She took his arm and led him up to the young man who was standing
beside the piano. “Mr. Landry knows all about you, Dr. Archie. He has
known about you for many years.” While the two men shook hands she
stood between them, drawing them together by her presence and her
glances. “When I first went to Germany, Landry was studying there. He
used to be good enough to work with me when I could not afford to have
an accompanist for more than two hours a day. We got into the way of
working together. He is a singer, too, and has his own career to look
after, but he still manages to give me some time. I want you to be
friends.” She smiled from one to the other.
The rooms, Archie noticed, full of last night’s flowers, were furnished
in light colors, the hotel bleakness of them a little softened by a
magnificent Steinway piano, white bookshelves full of books and scores,
some drawings of ballet dancers, and the very deep sofa behind the
piano.
“Of course,” Archie asked apologetically, “you have seen the papers?”
“Very cordial, aren’t they? They evidently did not expect as much as I
did. _Elsa_ is not really in my voice. I can sing the music, but I have
to go after it.”
“That is exactly,” the doctor came out boldly, “what Fred Ottenburg
said this morning.”
They had remained standing, the three of them, by the piano, where the
gray afternoon light was strongest. Thea turned to the doctor with
interest. “Is Fred in town? They were from him, then—some flowers that
came last night without a card.” She indicated the white lilacs on the
window sill. “Yes, he would know, certainly,” she said thoughtfully.
“Why don’t we sit down? There will be some tea for you in a minute,
Landry. He’s very dependent upon it,” disapprovingly to Archie. “Now
tell me, Doctor, did you really have a good time last night, or were
you uncomfortable? Did you feel as if I were trying to hold my hat on
by my eyebrows?”
He smiled. “I had all kinds of a time. But I had no feeling of that
sort. I couldn’t be quite sure that it was you at all. That was why I
came up here last night. I felt as if I’d lost you.”
She leaned toward him and brushed his sleeve reassuringly. “Then I
didn’t give you an impression of painful struggle? Landry was singing
at Weber and Fields’ last night. He didn’t get in until the performance
was half over. But I see the _Tribune_ man felt that I was working
pretty hard. Did you see that notice, Oliver?”
Dr. Archie looked closely at the red-headed young man for the first
time, and met his lively brown eyes, full of a droll, confiding sort of
humor. Mr. Landry was not prepossessing. He was undersized and clumsily
made, with a red, shiny face and a sharp little nose that looked as if
it had been whittled out of wood and was always in the air, on the
scent of something. Yet it was this queer little beak, with his eyes,
that made his countenance anything of a face at all. From a distance he
looked like the groceryman’s delivery boy in a small town. His dress
seemed an acknowledgment of his grotesqueness: a short coat, like a
little boys’ roundabout, and a vest fantastically sprigged and dotted,
over a lavender shirt.
At the sound of a muffled buzz, Mr. Landry sprang up.
“May I answer the telephone for you?” He went to the writing-table and
took up the receiver. “Mr. Ottenburg is downstairs,” he said, turning
to Thea and holding the mouthpiece against his coat.
“Tell him to come up,” she replied without hesitation. “How long are
you going to be in town, Dr. Archie?”
“Oh, several weeks, if you’ll let me stay. I won’t hang around and be a
burden to you, but I want to try to get educated up to you, though I
expect it’s late to begin.”
Thea rose and touched him lightly on the shoulder. “Well, you’ll never
be any younger, will you?”
“I’m not so sure about that,” the doctor replied gallantly.
The maid appeared at the door and announced Mr. Frederick Ottenburg.
Fred came in, very much got up, the doctor reflected, as he watched him
bending over Thea’s hand. He was still pale and looked somewhat
chastened, and the lock of hair that hung down over his forehead was
distinctly moist. But his black afternoon coat, his gray tie and
gaiters were of a correctness that Dr. Archie could never attain for
all the efforts of his faithful slave, Van Deusen, the Denver
haberdasher. To be properly up to those tricks, the doctor supposed,
you had to learn them young. If he were to buy a silk hat that was the
twin of Ottenburg’s, it would be shaggy in a week, and he could never
carry it as Fred held his.
Ottenburg had greeted Thea in German, and as she replied in the same
language, Archie joined Mr. Landry at the window. “You know Mr.
Ottenburg, he tells me?”
Mr. Landry’s eyes twinkled. “Yes, I regularly follow him about, when
he’s in town. I would, even if he didn’t send me such wonderful
Christmas presents: Russian vodka by the half-dozen!”
Thea called to them, “Come, Mr. Ottenburg is calling on all of us.
Here’s the tea.”
The maid opened the door and two waiters from downstairs appeared with
covered trays. The tea-table was in the parlor. Thea drew Ottenburg
with her and went to inspect it. “Where’s the rum? Oh, yes, in that
thing! Everything seems to be here, but send up some currant preserves
and cream cheese for Mr. Ottenburg. And in about fifteen minutes, bring
some fresh toast. That’s all, thank you.”
For the next few minutes there was a clatter of teacups and responses
about sugar. “Landry always takes rum. I’m glad the rest of you don’t.
I’m sure it’s bad.” Thea poured the tea standing and got through with
it as quickly as possible, as if it were a refreshment snatched between
trains. The tea-table and the little room in which it stood seemed to
be out of scale with her long step, her long reach, and the energy of
her movements. Dr. Archie, standing near her, was pleasantly aware of
the animation of her figure. Under the clinging velvet, her body seemed
independent and unsubdued.
They drifted, with their plates and cups, back to the music-room. When
Thea followed them, Ottenburg put down his tea suddenly. “Aren’t you
taking anything? Please let me.” He started back to the table.
“No, thank you, nothing. I’m going to run over that aria for you
presently, to convince you that I can do it. How did the duet go, with
Schlag?”
She was standing in the doorway and Fred came up to her: “That you’ll
never do any better. You’ve worked your voice into it perfectly. Every
_nunance_—wonderful!”
“Think so?” She gave him a sidelong glance and spoke with a certain
gruff shyness which did not deceive anybody, and was not meant to
deceive. The tone was equivalent to “Keep it up. I like it, but I’m
awkward with it.”
Fred held her by the door and did keep it up, furiously, for full five
minutes. She took it with some confusion, seeming all the while to be
hesitating, to be arrested in her course and trying to pass him. But
she did not really try to pass, and her color deepened. Fred spoke in
German, and Archie caught from her an occasional _Ja? So?_ muttered
rather than spoken.
When they rejoined Landry and Dr. Archie, Fred took up his tea again.
“I see you’re singing _Venus_ Saturday night. Will they never let you
have a chance at _Elizabeth?_”
She shrugged her shoulders. “Not here. There are so many singers here,
and they try us out in such a stingy way. Think of it, last year I came
over in October, and it was the first of December before I went on at
all! I’m often sorry I left Dresden.”
“Still,” Fred argued, “Dresden is limited.”
“Just so, and I’ve begun to sigh for those very limitations. In New
York everything is impersonal. Your audience never knows its own mind,
and its mind is never twice the same. I’d rather sing where the people
are pig-headed and throw carrots at you if you don’t do it the way they
like it. The house here is splendid, and the night audiences are
exciting. I hate the matinees; like singing at a _Kaffeklatsch_.” She
rose and turned on the lights.
“Ah!” Fred exclaimed, “why do you do that? That is a signal that tea is
over.” He got up and drew out his gloves.
“Not at all. Shall you be here Saturday night?” She sat down on the
piano bench and leaned her elbow back on the keyboard. “Necker sings
_Elizabeth_. Make Dr. Archie go. Everything she sings is worth
hearing.”
“But she’s failing so. The last time I heard her she had no voice at
all. She _is_ a poor vocalist!”
Thea cut him off. “She’s a great artist, whether she’s in voice or not,
and she’s the only one here. If you want a big voice, you can take my
_Ortrude_ of last night; that’s big enough, and vulgar enough.”
Fred laughed and turned away, this time with decision. “I don’t want
her!” he protested energetically. “I only wanted to get a rise out of
you. I like Necker’s _Elizabeth_ well enough. I like your _Venus_ well
enough, too.”
“It’s a beautiful part, and it’s often dreadfully sung. It’s very hard
to sing, of course.”
Ottenburg bent over the hand she held out to him. “For an uninvited
guest, I’ve fared very well. You were nice to let me come up. I’d have
been terribly cut up if you’d sent me away. May I?” He kissed her hand
lightly and backed toward the door, still smiling, and promising to
keep an eye on Archie. “He can’t be trusted at all, Thea. One of the
waiters at Martin’s worked a Tourainian hare off on him at luncheon
yesterday, for seven twenty-five.”
Thea broke into a laugh, the deep one he recognized. “Did he have a
ribbon on, this hare? Did they bring him in a gilt cage?”
“No,”—Archie spoke up for himself,—“they brought him in a brown sauce,
which was very good. He didn’t taste very different from any rabbit.”
“Probably came from a push-cart on the East Side.” Thea looked at her
old friend commiseratingly. “Yes, _do_ keep an eye on him, Fred. I had
no idea,” shaking her head. “Yes, I’ll be obliged to you.”
“Count on me!” Their eyes met in a gay smile, and Fred bowed himself
out.
VII
On Saturday night Dr. Archie went with Fred Ottenburg to hear
“Tannhäuser.” Thea had a rehearsal on Sunday afternoon, but as she was
not on the bill again until Wednesday, she promised to dine with Archie
and Ottenburg on Monday, if they could make the dinner early.
At a little after eight on Monday evening, the three friends returned
to Thea’s apartment and seated themselves for an hour of quiet talk.
“I’m sorry we couldn’t have had Landry with us tonight,” Thea said,
“but he’s on at Weber and Fields’ every night now. You ought to hear
him, Dr. Archie. He often sings the old Scotch airs you used to love.”
“Why not go down this evening?” Fred suggested hopefully, glancing at
his watch. “That is, if you’d like to go. I can telephone and find what
time he comes on.”
Thea hesitated. “No, I think not. I took a long walk this afternoon and
I’m rather tired. I think I can get to sleep early and be so much
ahead. I don’t mean at once, however,” seeing Dr. Archie’s disappointed
look. “I always like to hear Landry,” she added. “He never had much
voice, and it’s worn, but there’s a sweetness about it, and he sings
with such taste.”
“Yes, doesn’t he? May I?” Fred took out his cigarette case. “It really
doesn’t bother your throat?”
“A little doesn’t. But cigar smoke does. Poor Dr. Archie! Can you do
with one of those?”
“I’m learning to like them,” the doctor declared, taking one from the
case Fred proffered him.
“Landry’s the only fellow I know in this country who can do that sort
of thing,” Fred went on. “Like the best English ballad singers. He can
sing even popular stuff by higher lights, as it were.”
Thea nodded. “Yes; sometimes I make him sing his most foolish things
for me. It’s restful, as he does it. That’s when I’m homesick, Dr.
Archie.”
“You knew him in Germany, Thea?” Dr. Archie had quietly abandoned his
cigarette as a comfortless article. “When you first went over?”
“Yes. He was a good friend to a green girl. He helped me with my German
and my music and my general discouragement. Seemed to care more about
my getting on than about himself. He had no money, either. An old aunt
had loaned him a little to study on.—Will you answer that, Fred?”
Fred caught up the telephone and stopped the buzz while Thea went on
talking to Dr. Archie about Landry. Telling some one to hold the wire,
he presently put down the instrument and approached Thea with a
startled expression on his face.
“It’s the management,” he said quietly. “Gloeckler has broken down:
fainting fits. Madame Rheinecker is in Atlantic City and Schramm is
singing in Philadelphia tonight. They want to know whether you can come
down and finish _Sieglinde_.”
“What time is it?”
“Eight fifty-five. The first act is just over. They can hold the
curtain twenty-five minutes.”
Thea did not move. “Twenty-five and thirty-five makes sixty,” she
muttered. “Tell them I’ll come if they hold the curtain till I am in
the dressing-room. Say I’ll have to wear her costumes, and the dresser
must have everything ready. Then call a taxi, please.”
Thea had not changed her position since he first interrupted her, but
she had grown pale and was opening and shutting her hands rapidly. She
looked, Fred thought, terrified. He half turned toward the telephone,
but hung on one foot.
“Have you ever sung the part?” he asked.