CHAPTER XV

Croce Is Expelled From Venice--Sgombro--His Infamy and Death--Misfortune

Which Befalls My Dear C. C.--I Receive An Anonymous Letter From a Nun,

and Answer It--An Amorous Intrigue

My former partner was, as I have said before, a skilful and experienced

hand at securing the favours of Fortune; he was driving a good trade in

Venice, and as he was amiable, and what is called in society a gentleman,

he might have held that excellent footing for a long time, if he had been

satisfied with gambling; for the State Inquisitors would have too much to

attend to if they wished to compel fools to spare their fortunes, dupes

to be prudent, and cheats not to dupe the fools; but, whether through the

folly of youth or through a vicious disposition, the cause of his exile

was of an extraordinary and disgusting nature.

A Venetian nobleman, noble by birth, but very ignoble in his

propensities, called Sgombro, and belonging to the Gritti family, fell

deeply in love with him, and Croce, either for fun or from taste, shewed

himself very compliant. Unfortunately the reserve commanded by common

decency was not a guest at their amorous feats, and the scandal became so

notorious that the Government was compelled to notify to Croce the order

to quit the city, and to seek his fortune in some other place.

Some time afterwards the infamous Sgombro seduced his own two sons, who

were both very young, and, unfortunately for him, he put the youngest in

such a state as to render necessary an application to a surgeon. The

infamous deed became publicly known, and the poor child confessed that he

had not had the courage to refuse obedience to his father. Such obedience

was, as a matter of course, not considered as forming a part of the

duties which a son owes to his father, and the State Inquisitors sent the

disgusting wretch to the citadel of Cataro, where he died after one year

of confinement.

It is well known that the air of Cataro is deadly, and that the Tribunal

sentences to inhale it only such criminals as are not judged publicly for

fear of exciting too deeply the general horror by the publication of the

trial.

It was to Cataro that the Council of Ten sent, fifteen years ago, the

celebrated advocate Cantarini, a Venetian nobleman, who by his eloquence

had made himself master of the great Council, and was on the point of

changing the constitution of the State. He died there at the end of the

year. As for his accomplices, the Tribunal thought that it was enough to

punish the four or five leaders, and to pretend not to know the others,

who through fear of punishment returned silently to their allegiance.

That Sgombro, of whom I spoke before, had a charming wife who is still

alive, I believe. Her name was Cornelia Gitti; she was as celebrated by

her wit as by her beauty, which she kept in spite of her years. Having

recovered her liberty through the death of her husband, she knew better

than to make herself a second time the prisoner of the Hymenean god; she

loved her independence too much; but as she loved pleasure too, she

accepted the homage of the lovers who pleased her taste.

One Monday, towards the end of July, my servant woke me at day-break to

tell me that Laura wished to speak to me. I foresaw some misfortune, and

ordered the servant to shew her in immediately. These are the contents of

the letter which she handed to me:

"My dearest, a misfortune has befallen me last evening, and it makes me

very miserable because I must keep it a secret from everyone in the

convent. I am suffering from a very severe loss of blood, and I do not

know what to do, having but very little linen. Laura tells me I shall

require a great deal of it if the flow of blood continues. I can take no

one into my confidence but you, and I entreat you to send me as much

linen as you can. You see that I have been compelled to make a confidante

of Laura, who is the only person allowed to enter my room at all times.

If I should die, my dear husband, everybody in the convent would, of

course, know the cause of my death; but I think of you, and I shudder.

What will you do in your grief? Ah, darling love! what a pity!"

I dressed myself hurriedly, plying Laura with questions all the time. She

told me plainly that it was a miscarriage, and that it was necessary to

act with great discretion in order to save the reputation of my young

friend; that after all she required nothing but plenty of linen, and that

it would be nothing. Commonplace words of consolation, which did not

allay the fearful anxiety under which I was labouring. I went out with

Laura, called on a Jew from whom I bought a quantity of sheets and two

hundred napkins, and, putting it all in a large bag, I repaired with her

to Muran. On our way there I wrote in pencil to my sweetheart, telling

her to have entire confidence in Laura, and assuring her that I would not

leave Muran until all danger had passed. Before we landed, Laura told me

that, in order not to be remarked, I had better conceal myself in her

house. At any other time it would have been shutting up the wolf in the

sheep-fold. She left me in a miserable-looking small room on the ground

floor, and concealing about herself as much linen as she could she

hurried to her patient, whom she had not seen since the previous evening.

I was in hopes that she would find her out of danger, and I longed to see

her come back with that good news.

She was absent about one hour, and when she returned her looks were sad.

She told me that my poor friend, having lost a great deal of blood during

the night, was in bed in a very weak state, and that all we could do was

to pray to God for her, because, if the flooding of the blood did not

stop soon, she could not possibly live twenty-four hours.

When I saw the linen which she had concealed under her clothes to bring

it out, I could not disguise my horror, and I thought the sight would

kill me. I fancied myself in a slaughter-house! Laura, thinking of

consoling me, told me that I could rely upon the secret being well kept.

"Ah! what do I care!" I exclaimed. "Provided she lives, let the whole

world know that she is my wife!"

At any other time, the foolishness of poor Laura would have made me

laugh; but in such a sad moment I had neither the inclination nor the

courage to be merry.

"Our dear patient," added Laura, "smiled as she was reading your letter,

and she said that, with you so near her, she was certain not to die."

Those words did me good, but a man needs so little to console him or to

soothe his grief.

"When the nuns are at their dinner," said Laura, "I will go back to the

convent with as much linen as I can conceal about me, and in the mean

time I am going to wash all this."

"Has she had any visitors?"

"Oh, yes! all the convent; but no one has any suspicion of the truth."

"But in such hot weather as this she can have only a very light blanket

over her, and her visitors must remark the great bulk of the napkins."

"There is no fear of that, because she is sitting up in her bed."

"What does she eat?"

"Nothing, for she must not eat."

Soon afterwards Laura went out, and I followed her. I called upon a

physician, where I wasted my time and my money, in order to get from him

a long prescription which was useless, for it would have put all the

convent in possession of the secret, or, to speak more truly, her secret

would have been known to the whole world, for a secret known to a nun

soon escapes out of the convent's walls. Besides, the physician of the

convent himself would most likely have betrayed it through a spirit of

revenge.

I returned sadly to my miserable hole in Laura's house. Half an hour

afterwards she came to me, crying bitterly, and she placed in my hands

this letter, which was scarcely legible:

"I have not strength enough to write to you, my darling; I am getting

weaker and weaker; I am losing all my blood, and I am afraid there is no

remedy. I abandon myself to the will of God, and I thank Him for having

saved me from dishonour. Do not make yourself unhappy. My only

consolation is to know that you are near me. Alas! if I could see you but

for one moment I would die happy."

The sight of a dozen napkins brought by Laura made me shudder, and the

good woman imagined that she afforded me some consolation by telling me

that as much linen could be soaked with a bottle of blood. My mind was

not disposed to taste such consolation; I was in despair, and I addressed

to myself the fiercest reproaches, upbraiding myself as the cause of the

death of that adorable creature. I threw myself on the bed, and remained

there, almost stunned, for more than six hours, until Laura's return from

the convent with twenty napkins entirely soaked. Night had come on, and

she could not go back to her patient until morning. I passed a fearful

night without food, without sleep, looking upon myself with horror, and

refusing all the kind attentions that Laura's daughters tried to shew me.

It was barely daylight when Laura same to announce to me, in the saddest

tone, that my poor friend did not bleed any more. I thought she was dead,

and I screamed loudly,

"Oh! she is no more!"

"She is still breathing, sir; but I fear she will not outlive this day,

for she is worn out. She can hardly open her eyes, and her pulse is

scarcely to be felt."

A weight was taken off me; I was instinctively certain that my darling

was saved.

"Laura," I said, "this is not bad news; provided the flooding has ceased

entirely, all that is necessary is to give her some light food."

"A physician has been sent for. He will prescribe whatever is right, but

to tell you the truth I have not much hope."

"Only give me the assurance that she is still alive."

"Yes, she is, I assure you; but you understand very well that she will

not tell the truth to the doctor, and God knows what he will order. I

whispered to her not to take anything, and she understood me."

"You are the best of women. Yes, if she does not die from weakness before

to-morrow, she is saved; nature and love will have been her doctors."

"May God hear you! I shall be back by twelve."

"Why not before?"

"Because her room will be full of people."

Feeling the need of hope, and almost dead for want of food, I ordered

some dinner, and prepared a long letter for my beloved mistress, to be

delivered to her when she was well enough to read it. The instants given

to repentance are very sad, and I was truly a fit subject for pity. I

longed to see Laura again, so as to hear what the doctor had said. I had

very good cause for laughing at all sorts of oracles, yet through some

unaccountable weakness I longed for that of the doctor; I wanted, before

all, to find it a propitious one.

Laura's young daughters waited upon me at dinner; I could not manage to

swallow a mouthful, but it amused me to see the three sisters devour my

dinner at the first invitation I gave them. The eldest sister, a very

fine girl, never raised her large eyes once towards me. The two younger

ones seemed to me disposed to be amiable, but if I looked at them it was

only to feed my despair and the cruel pangs of repentance.

At last Laura, whom I expected anxiously, came back; she told me that the

dear patient remained in the same state of debility; the doctor had been

greatly puzzled by her extreme weakness because he did not know to what

cause to attribute it. Laura added,

"He has ordered some restoratives and a small quantity of light broth; if

she can sleep, he answers for her life. He has likewise desired her to

have someone to watch her at night, and she immediately pointed her

finger at me, as if she wished me to undertake that office. Now, I

promise you never to leave her either night or day, except to bring you

news."

I thanked her, assuring her that I would reward her generously. I heard

with great pleasure that her mother had paid her a visit, and that she

had no suspicion of the real state of things, for she had lavished on her

the most tender caresses.

Feeling more at ease I gave six sequins to Laura, one to each of her

daughters, and ate something for my supper: I then laid myself down on

one of the wretched beds in the room. As soon as the two younger sisters

saw me in bed, they undressed themselves without ceremony, and took

possession of the second bed which was close by mine. Their innocent

confidence pleased me. The eldest sister, who most likely had more

practical experience, retired to the adjoining room; she had a lover to

whom she was soon to be married. This time, however, I was not possessed

with the evil spirit of concupiscence, and I allowed innocence to sleep

peacefully without attempting anything against it.

Early the next morning Laura was the bearer of good news. She came in

with a cheerful air to announce that the beloved patient had slept well,

and that she was going back soon to give her some soup. I felt an almost

maddening joy in listening to her, and I thought the oracle of

AEsculapius a thousand times more reliable than that of Apollo. But it

was not yet time to exult in our victory, for my poor little friend had

to recover her strength and to make up for all the blood she had lost;

that could be done only by time and careful nursing. I remained another

week at Laura's house, which I left only after my dear C---- C---- had

requested me to do so in a letter of four pages. Laura, when I left, wept

for joy in seeing herself rewarded by the gift of all the fine linen I

had bought for my C---- C----, and her daughters were weeping likewise,

most probably because, during the ten days I had spent near them, they

had not obtained a single kiss from me.

After my return to Venice, I resumed my usual habits; but with a nature

like mine how could I possibly remain satisfied without positive love? My

only pleasure was to receive a letter from my dear recluse every

Wednesday, who advised me to wait patiently rather than to attempt

carrying her off. Laura assured me that she had become more lovely than

ever, and I longed to see her. An opportunity of gratifying my wishes

soon offered itself, and I did not allow it to escape. There was to be a

taking of the veil--a ceremony which always attracts a large number of

persons. On those occasions the nuns always received a great many

visitors, and I thought that the boarders were likely to be in the

parlour on such an occasion. I ran no risk of being remarked any more

than any other person, for I would mingle with the crowd. I therefore

went without saying anything about it to Laura, and without acquainting

my dear little wife of my intentions. I thought I would fall, so great

was my emotion, when I saw her within four yards from me, and looking at

me as if she had been in an ecstatic state. I thought her taller and more

womanly, and she certainly seemed to me more beautiful than before. I saw

no one but her; she never took her eyes off me, and I was the last to

leave that place which on that day struck me as being the temple of

happiness.

Three days afterwards I received a letter from her. She painted with such

vivid colours the happiness she had felt in seeing me, that I made up my

mind to give her that pleasure as often as I could. I answered at once

that I would attend mass every Sunday at the church of her convent. It

cost me nothing: I could not see her, but I knew that she saw me herself,

and her happiness made me perfectly happy. I had nothing to fear, for it

was almost impossible that anyone could recognize me in the church which

was attended only by the people of Muran.

After hearing two or three masses, I used to take a gondola, the

gondolier of which could not feel any curiosity about me. Yet I kept on

my guard, for I knew that the father of C---- C---- wanted her to forget

me, and I had no doubt he would have taken her away, God knew where if he

had had the slightest suspicion of my being acquainted with the place

where he had confined her.

Thus I was reasoning in my fear to lose all opportunity of corresponding

with my dear C---- C----, but I did not yet know the disposition and the

shrewdness of the sainted daughters of the Lord. I did not suppose that

there was anything remarkable in my person, at least for the inmates of a

convent; but I was yet a novice respecting the curiosity of women, and

particularly of unoccupied hearts; I had soon occasion to be convinced.

I had executed my Sunday manoeuvering only for a month or five weeks,

when my dear C---- C---- wrote me jestingly that I had become a living

enigma for all the convent, boarders and nuns, not even excepting the old

ones. They all expected me anxiously; they warned each other of my

arrival, and watched me taking the holy water. They remarked that I never

cast a glance toward the grating, behind which were all the inmates of

the convent; that I never looked at any of the women coming in or going

out of the church. The old nuns said that I was certainly labouring under

some deep sorrow, of which I had no hope to be cured except through the

protection of the Holy Virgin, and the young ones asserted that I was

either melancholy or misanthropic.

My dear wife, who knew better than the others, and had no occasion to

lose herself in suppositions, was much amused, and she entertained me by

sending me a faithful report of it all. I wrote to her that, if she had

any fear of my being recognized I would cease my Sunday visits to the

church. She answered that I could not impose upon her a more cruel

privation, and she entreated me to continue my visits. I thought it would

be prudent, however, to abstain from calling at Laura's house, for fear

of the chattering nuns contriving to know it, and discovering in that

manner a great deal more than I wished them to find out. But that

existence was literally consuming me by slow degrees, and could not last

long. Besides, I was made to have a mistress, and to live happily with

her. Not knowing what to do with myself, I would gamble, and I almost

invariably won; but, in spite of that, weariness had got hold of me and I

was getting thinner every day.

With the five thousand sequins which my partner Croce had won for me in

Padua I had followed M. Bragadin's advice. I had hired a casino where I

held a faro bank in partnership with a matador, who secured me against

the frauds of certain noblemen--tyrants, with whom a private citizen is

always sure to be in the wrong in my dear country.

On All Saints' Day, in the year 1753, just as, after hearing mass, I was

going to step into a gondola to return to Venice, I saw a woman, somewhat

in Laura's style who, passing near me, looked at me and dropped a letter.

I picked it up, and the woman, seeing me in possession of the epistle,

quietly went on. The letter had no address, and the seal represented a

running knot. I stepped hurriedly into the gondola, and as soon as we

were in the offing I broke the seal. I read the following words.

"A nun, who for the last two months and a half has seen you every Sunday

in the church of her convent, wishes to become acquainted with you. A

pamphlet which you have lost, and which chance has thrown into her hands,

makes her believe that you speak French; but, if you like it better, you

can answer in Italian, because what she wants above all is a clear and

precise answer. She does not invite you to call for her at the parlour of

the convent, because, before you place yourself under the necessity of

speaking to her, she wishes you to see her, and for that purpose she will

name a lady whom you can accompany to the parlour. That lady shall not

know you and need not therefore introduce you, in case you should not

wish to be known.

"Should you not approve of that way to become acquainted, the nun will

appoint a certain casino in Muran, in which you will find her alone, in

the evening, any night you may choose. You will then be at liberty either

to sup with her, or to retire after an interview of a quarter of an hour,

if you have any other engagements.

"Would you rather offer her a supper in Venice? Name the night, the hour,

the place of appointment, and you will see her come out of a gondola.

Only be careful to be there alone, masked and with a lantern.

"I feel certain that you will answer me, and that you will guess how

impatiently I am waiting for your letter. I entreat you, therefore, to

give it to-morrow to the same woman through whom you will receive mine!

you will find her one hour before noon in the church of St. Cancian, near

the first altar on the right.

"Recollect that, if I did not suppose you endowed with a noble soul and a

high mind, I could never have resolved on taking a step which might give

you an unfavorable opinion of my character."

The tone of that letter, which I have copied word by word, surprised me

even more than the offer it contained. I had business to attend to, but I

gave up all engagements to lock myself in my room in order to answer it.

Such an application betokened an extravagant mind, but there was in it a

certain dignity, a singularity, which attracted me. I had an idea that

the writer might be the same nun who taught French to C---- C----. She had

represented her friend in her letters as handsome, rich, gallant, and

generous. My dear wife had, perhaps, been guilty of some indiscretion. A

thousand fancies whirled through my brain, but I would entertain only

those which were favourable to a scheme highly pleasing to me. Besides,

my young friend had informed me that the nun who had given her French

lessons was not the only one in the convent who spoke that language. I

had no reason to suppose that, if C---- C---- had made a confidante of her

friend, she would have made a mystery of it to me. But, for all that, the

nun who had written to me might be the beautiful friend of my dear little

wife, and she might also turn out to be a different person; I felt

somewhat puzzled. Here is, however, the letter which I thought I could

write without implicating myself:

"I answer in French, madam, in the hope that my letter will have the

clearness and the precision of which you give me the example in yours.

"The subject is highly interesting and of the highest importance,

considering all the circumstances. As I must answer without knowing the

person to whom I am writing, you must feel, madam, that, unless I should

possess a large dose of vanity, I must fear some mystification, and my

honour requires that I should keep on my guard.

"If it is true that the person who has penned that letter is a

respectable woman, who renders me justice in supposing me endowed with

feeling as noble as her own, she will find, I trust, that I could not

answer in any other way than I am doing now.

"If you have judged me worthy, madam, of the honour which you do me by

offering me your acquaintance, although your good opinion can have been

formed only from my personal appearance, I feel it my duty to obey you,

even if the result be to undeceive you by proving that I had unwittingly

led you into a mistaken appreciation of my person.

"Of the three proposals which you so kindly made in your letter, I dare

not accept any but the first, with the restriction suggested by your

penetrating mind. I will accompany to the parlour of your convent a lady

who shall not know who I am, and, consequently, shall have no occasion to

introduce me.

"Do not judge too severely, madam, the specious reasons which compel me

not to give you my name, and receive my word of honour that I shall learn

yours only to render you homage. If you choose to speak to me, I will

answer with the most profound respect. Permit me to hope that you will

come to the parlour alone. I may mention that I am a Venetian, and

perfectly free.

"The only reason which prevents me from choosing one of the two other

arrangements proposed by you, either of which would have suited me better

because they greatly honour me, is, allow me to repeat it, a fear of

being the victim of a mystification; but these modes of meeting will not

be lost when you know me and when I have seen you. I entreat you to have

faith in my honour, and to measure my patience by your own. Tomorrow, at

the same place and at the same hour, I shall be anxiously expecting your

answer."

I went to the place appointed, and having met the female Mercury I gave

her my letter with a sequin, and I told her that I would come the next

day for the answer. We were both punctual. As soon as she saw me, she

handed me back the sequin which I had given her the day before, and a

letter, requesting me to read it and to let her know whether she was to

wait for an answer. Here is the exact copy of the letter:

"I believe, sir, that I have not been mistaken in anything. Like you, I

detest untruth when it can lead to important consequences, but I think it

a mere trifle when it can do no injury to anyone. Of my three proposals

you have chosen the one which does the greatest honour to your

intelligence, and, respecting the reasons which induce you to keep your

incognito, I have written the enclosed to the Countess of S----, which I

request you to read. Be kind enough to seal it before delivery of it to

her. You may call upon her whenever convenient to yourself. She will name

her own hour, and you will accompany her here in her gondola. The

countess will not ask you any questions, and you need not give her any

explanation. There will be no presentation; but as you will be made

acquainted with my name, you can afterwards call on me here, masked,

whenever you please, and by using the name of the countess. In that way

we shall become acquainted without the necessity of disturbing you, or of

your losing at night some hours which may be precious to you. I have

instructed my servant to wait for your answer in case you should be known

to the countess and object to her. If you approve of the choice I have

made of her, tell the messenger that there is no answer."

As I was an entire stranger to the countess, I told the woman that I had

no answer to give, and she left me.

Here are the contents of the note addressed by the nun to the countess,

and which I had to deliver to her:

"I beg of you, my dear friend, to pay me a visit when you are at leisure,

and to let the masked gentleman-bearer of this note know the hour, so

that he can accompany you. He will be punctual. Farewell. You will much

oblige your friend."

That letter seemed to me informed by a sublime spirit of intrigue; there

was in it an appearance of dignity which captivated me, although I felt

conscious that I was playing the character of a man on whom a favour

seemed to be bestowed.

In her last letter, my nun, pretending not to be anxious to know who I

was, approved of my choice, and feigned indifference for nocturnal

meetings; but she seemed certain that after seeing her I would visit her.

I knew very well what to think of it all, for the intrigue was sure to

have an amorous issue. Nevertheless, her assurance, or rather confidence,

increased my curiosity, and I felt that she had every reason to hope, if

she were young and handsome. I might very well have delayed the affair

for a few days, and have learned from C---- C---- who that nun could be;

but, besides the baseness of such a proceeding, I was afraid of spoiling

the game and repenting it afterwards. I was told to call on the countess

at my convenience, but it was because the dignity of my nun would not

allow her to shew herself too impatient; and she certainly thought that I

would myself hasten the adventure. She seemed to me too deeply learned in

gallantry to admit the possibility of her being an inexperienced novice,

and I was afraid of wasting my time; but I made up my mind to laugh at my

own expense if I happened to meet a superannuated female. It is very

certain that if I had not been actuated by curiosity I should not have

gone one step further, but I wanted to see the countenance of a nun who

had offered to come to Venice to sup with me. Besides, I was much

surprised at the liberty enjoyed by those sainted virgins, and at the

facility with which they could escape out of their walls.

At three o'clock I presented myself before the countess and delivered the

note, and she expressed a wish to see me the next day at the same hour.

We dropped a beautiful reverence to one another, and parted. She was a

superior woman, already going down the hill, but still very handsome.

The next morning, being Sunday, I need not say that I took care to attend

mass at the convent, elegantly dressed, and already unfaithful--at least

in idea--to my dear C---- C----, for I was thinking of being seen by the

nun, young or old, rather than of shewing myself to my charming wife.

In the afternoon I masked myself again, and at the appointed time I

repaired to the house of the countess who was waiting for me. We went in

a two-oared gondola, and reached the convent without having spoken of

anything but the weather. When we arrived at the gate, the countess asked

for M---- M----. I was surprised by that name, for the woman to whom it

belonged was celebrated. We were shewn into a small parlour, and a few

minutes afterwards a nun came in, went straight to the grating, touched a

spring, and made four squares of the grating revolve, which left an

opening sufficiently large to enable the two friends to embrace the

ingenious window was afterwards carefully closed. The opening was at

least eighteen inches wide, and a man of my size could easily have got

through it. The countess sat opposite the nun, and I took my seat a

little on one side so as to be able to observe quietly and at my ease one

of the most beautiful women that it was possible to see. I had no doubt

whatever of her being the person mentioned by my dear C---- C---- as

teaching her French. Admiration kept me in a sort of ecstacy, and I never

heard one word of their conversation; the beautiful nun, far from

speaking to me, did not even condescend to honour me with one look. She

was about twenty-two or twenty-three years of age, and the shape of her

face was most beautiful. Her figure was much above the ordinary height,

her complexion rather pale, her appearance noble, full of energy, but at

the same time reserved and modest; her eyes, large and full, were of a

lovely blue; her countenance was soft and cheerful; her fine lips seemed

to breathe the most heavenly voluptuousness, and her teeth were two rows

of the most brilliant enamel. Her head-dress did not allow me to see her

hair, but if she had any I knew by the colour of her eyebrows that it was

of a beautiful light brown. Her hand and her arm, which I could see as

far as the elbow, were magnificent; the chisel of Praxiteles never carved

anything more grace fully rounded and plump, I was not sorry to have

refused the two rendezvous which had been offered to me by the beauty,

for I was sure of possessing her in a few days, and it was a pleasure for

me to lay my desires at her feet. I longed to find myself alone with her

near that grating, and I would have considered it an insult to her if,

the very next day, I had not come to tell her how fully I rendered to her

charms the justice they deserved. She was faithful to her determination

not to look at me once, but after all I was pleased with her reserve. All

at once the two friends lowered their voices, and out of delicacy I

withdrew further. Their private conversation lasted about a quarter of an

hour, during which I pretended to be intently looking at a painting; then

they kissed one another again by the same process as at the beginning of

the interview; the nun closed the opening, turned her back on us, and

disappeared without casting one glance in my direction.

As we were on our way back to Venice, the countess, tired perhaps of our

silence, said to me, with a smile,

"M---- M---- is beautiful and very witty."

"I have seen her beauty, and I believe in her wit."

"She did not address one word to you."

"I had refused to be introduced to her, and she punished me by pretending

not to know that I was present."

The countess made no answer, and we reached her house without exchanging

another word. At her door a very ceremonious curtesy, with these words,

"Adieu, sir!" warned me that I was not to go any further. I had no wish

to do so, and went away dreaming and wondering at the singularity of the

adventure, the end of which I longed to see.

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