Creçy was fought close to a county town; but the same trick of

landscape or of influence is also played there. The town hides itself

in a little hollow upon the farther flank of a hill, and though the

right of Edward’s line reposed upon it, and though it was within a

bowshot of the houses that the boy his son was pressed so hard, yet

Creçy hides away from the battlefield. And as you come in by the

eastern road, which takes you all along the crest of the English

position, there is nothing before you but a naked and a silent land,

falling in a dip to where the first of the French charge failed, and

rising in long empty lengths of fallow and of grass to where you can

see, a single mark for the eye in so much loneliness, the rude cross

standing on the place where the blind King of Bohemia fell.

Loneliest of all, with a loneliness which perpetually haunts me

whenever I write of it, is that battlefield which I know best and have

most closely studied. It is the battlefield on which, as I believe,

more was done to affect both military and general history than on any

other--the battlefield of Wattignies. Here the Revolution certainly

stood, to go under with the fall of Maubeuge, which was at the last

gasp for food, or, with the raising of that siege, to go forward. By

the success at Wattignies the siege was raised. In military history

also it is of great account, for at Wattignies for the first time the

great mind of Carnot, the darting, aquiline mind of that man whose

school of tactics produced Napoleon, first dealt with an army. At

Wattignies for the first time the concentration at the fullest expense

of fatigue, of overwhelming force upon one point of the objective,

came into play and was successful. Such tactics needed the Infantry

which as a fact were used in their development. Still, they were new.

Now, Wattignies, where so much was done to change the art of war and

to transform Europe, is as lonely as anything on earth. Lines of high

trees, a wood almost uncultivated (a rare thing in France), a swept,

wintry upland without a house or a barn, a little huddled group of poor

steadings round a tiny church, and against it all the while rain and

hard weather driving from the French plains below: that is Wattignies.

Up through those sunken ways by which Duquesnoy’s division charged

you will not meet a single human being, and that heath over which the

emigrant nobles countercharged for the last time under the white flag

is similarly bereft of men. Nowhere do you more feel the unnatural

loneliness of those haunted places of honour than in this which I

believe to be the chief one of all the European fields.

Novissima Hora

Time, which is to the mind a function of the mind, stretches and

contracts, as all men know, when the mind impelled by forces not its

own demands the expansion or the lessening of time. Thus in a moment,

as the foolish physicists can prove, long experiences of dreams are

held; and thus hours upon hours of other men’s lives are lost to us

for ever when we lie in profound sleep; and I knew a man who, sleeping

through a morning upon the grassy side of a hill many years ago, slept

through news that seemed to have ruined him and his, and slept on to a

later moment when the news proved false and the threat of disaster was

lifted; during those hours of agony there had been for him no time.

They say that with men approaching dissolution some trick of time is

played, or at least that when death is very near indeed the whole scale

and structure of thought changes, just as some have imagined (and it is

a reasonable suspicion) that the common laws governing matter do not

apply to it in some last stage of tenuity, so the ordered sequence of

the mind takes on something fantastic and moves during such moments in

a void.

So must it have been with that which I will now describe.

A man lay upon a bed of a common sort in a room which was bare of

ornament. But he had forgotten the room. He was a man of middle age,

corpulent, and one whose flesh and the skin of whose flesh had sagged

under disease. His eyes were closed, his mouth, which was very fine,

delicate, and firm, alone of his features preserved its rigour. Those

features had been square and massive, their squareness and their

strength the more emphasised by the high forehead with its one wisp of

hair. But though the strength of character remained behind the face,

the muscular strength had left it, for that body had suffered agony.

The man so lying was conscious of little; the external world was

already beyond his reach. He knew that somehow he was not suffering

pain, and the mortal fatigue that oppressed him had, in that unexpected

absence of pain, some opportunity for repose. Neither his room nor what

was left of companionship round him, nor the voices that he knew and

loved, nor those others that he knew too well and despised, reached his

senses. For many years the air in which he had lived and in which he

was now perishing had been to him in his captivity a mournful delight.

It was a tropical air, but enlivened by the freshness of the sea and

continually impelled in great sea winds above him. Now he felt that

air no longer, and might have been so many thousand miles away in

the place where he had been born, or many thousand miles more, in the

snows of a great campaign, or under the violent desert sun of certain

remembered battles; it was all one to him, for he only held to life by

one thread within, and outer things had already left him.

Within, however, his mind in that last weakness still busily turned;

no longer considering as it had considered during the activity of a

marvellous life what answers the great questions propounded to the soul

of man should receive, still less noting practical and immediate needs

or considering set problems. His mind for once, almost for the first

time, was this last time seeing things go by.

First he saw dull pageantries which had been the common stuff of his

life, and he was confused by half-remembered, half-restored, faint

cheers of distant crowds, colours, and gold, and the twin flashes

of gems and of steel. And through it now and then strains of solemn

music, and now and then the tearing cry of bronze: the bugles. All

these sensations, confused and blurred, re-arose, and as they re-arose,

welling up into him like a mist, there re-arose those permanent

concomitants of such things. He felt again the nervous dread of folly

and mishap, wondered upon the correctness of his conduct, whether he

had not given offence somewhere to someone ... whether he had not been

the subject of criticism by some tongue he feared. And as all that part

of his great life returned to him, his face even in that extremity

showed some faint traces of concern such as it had borne when in truth

and in the body he had moved in the midst of a Court.

Next, like shadows disappearing, all that ghostly hubbub passed, but

before he could be alone another picture succeeded, and he thought to

feel beneath him the rolling of the sea. He was a young man looking

for land, with others standing behind upon the deck, watching him

in envy because of the miracles he was to do with armed men when he

should touch the shore. And yet he was not a young man. He was a man

already weighted with disappointment and with loss of love, and with

some confused conception of breaking under an immense strain; and those

who were on the deck behind him watching him, watched him with awe and

with pity, and with a sort of dread that did not relieve his spirit.

So young and old in the same moment, he felt in the brain the swinging

of a ship’s deck. So he strained for land, a land where he should

conquer, and at the same time it was a land where he should be utterly

alone, and utterly forget, and be filled with nothing but defeat. The

contradiction held him altogether.

Then this movement also steadied and changed, and he had the sensation

of a man walking up some steep hill, some hill too steep. He was

leading a horse and the horse stumbled. It was bitterly cold, but he

did not feel the cold: the roaring and the driving round him in the

snow. Next he was in the saddle; there was a little eminence from

which he saw a plain. Slight as the beast was his seat galled him. He

sat his mount badly, and he dreaded lest it should start with him as it

had started the day before. But even as he so worried himself on his

bad horsemanship, all his mind changed at quite another sight.

For in the plain below that little height the great battalions went

forward, rank upon rank upon rank; it was a review and it was a

battle and it was a campaign. Mad imagery! the uniforms were the

uniforms of gala, the drum-majors went before the companies of the

Guard, gigantic, twirling their gigantic staves; the lifted trumpets

of the Cuirassiers sounded as though upon some great stage, for the

mere glory of the sound. And mass upon mass, regular, instinct with

purpose, innumerable, the army passed below. There was no end to it.

He knew, he was certain, as he strained his eyes, that it would never

end. It was afoot, and it would march for ever. Far off, beyond the

line, upon the flank of it, distant and terrible went the packed mass

of the guns, and you could hear faintly amid the other noises of the

advance the clatter-clank-clank of the limber. And from so far off he

saw the leading sabres of commanders saluting him from his old arm.

Here again was a mixture for him of things that do not mix in the true

world: Glory and Despair. This endless army was his, and yet would go

on beyond him. It was his and not his. There was room upon the colours

for a million names of victories, but every victory in some way carried

the stamp of defeat. And yet seeing all that pageant as the precursor

of failure, he saw it also as something constructive. He thought of

wood that burns and is consumed, but is the fuel of a flame of fire and

all that fire can do.

As he so thought, like a wind and a spirit blowing through the whole

came some vast conception of a God. And once again the mixed, the

dual feeling seized him, more greatly than before. It was a God that

drove them all, and him. And that God was in his childhood, and he

remembered his childhood very clearly. It was something of which he had

been convinced in childhood, a security of good.... Look how the army

moved!...

And now it had halted.

Here his mind failed, and he had died. It was Napoleon.

On Rest

There was a priest once who preached a sermon to the text of “Abba,

Father.” On that text one might preach anything, but the matter that he

chose was “Rest.” He was not yet in middle age, and those who heard him

were not yet even young. They could not understand at all the moment

of his ardent speech, and even the older men, seeing him to be but in

the central part of life, wondered that he should speak so. His eyes

were illuminated by the vision of something distant; his heart was not

ill at ease, but, as it were, fixedly expectant, and he preached from

his little pulpit in that little chapel of the Downs, with rising and

deeper powers of the voice, so that he shook the air; yet all this

energy was but the praise or the demand for the surcease of energy, and

all this sound was but the demand for silence.

It is a thing, I say, incomprehensible to the young, but gradually

comprehended as the years go droning by, that in all things (and in

proportion to the intensity of the life of each) there comes this

appetite for dissolution and for repose: I do not mean that repose

beyond which further effort is demanded, but something final and

supreme.

This priest, a year or so after he had appealed with his sermon before

that little country audience in the emptiness of the Downs, died. He

had that which he desired, Rest. But what is it? What is the nature of

this thing?

Note you how great soldiers, when their long campaigns are done, are

indifferent to further wars, and look largely upon the nature of

fighting men, their objects, their failures, their victories, their

rallying, their momentary cheers. Not that they grow indifferent to

that great trade which is the chief business of a State, the defence or

the extension of the common weal; but that after so much expense of all

the senses our God gave them, a sort of charity and justice fills their

minds. I have often remarked how men who had most lost and won, even in

arms, would turn the leisured part of their lives to the study of the

details of struggle, and seemed equally content to be describing the

noble fortunes of an army, whether it were upon the crest of advancing

victory, or in the agony of a surrender. This was because the writers

had found Rest. And throughout the history of Letters--of Civilisation,

and of contemporary friends, one may say that in proportion to the

largeness of their action is this largeness and security of vision at

the end.

Now, note another thing: that, when we speak of an end, by that very

word we mean two things. For first we mean the cessation of Form, and

perhaps of Idea; but also we mean a goal, or object, to which the

Form and the Idea perpetually tended, without which they would have

had neither meaning nor existence, and in which they were at last

fulfilled. Aristotle could give no summing up but this to all his

philosophy, that there was a nature, not only of all, but of each,

and that the end determined what that nature might be; which is also

what we Christians mean when we say that God made the world; and

great Rabelais, when his great books were ending, could but conclude

that all things tended to their end. Tennyson also, before he died,

having written for so many years a poetry which one must be excused in

believing considerable, felt, as how many have felt it, the thrumming

of the ebb tide when the sea calls back the feudal allegiance of the

rivers. I know it upon Arun bar. The Flood, when the sea heaves up

and pours itself into the inland channels, bears itself creatively,

and is like the manhood of a man--first tentative, then gathering

itself for action, then sweeping suddenly at the charge. It carries

with it the wind from the open horizon, it determines suddenly, it

spurs, and sweeps, and is victorious; the current races; the harbour is

immediately full.

But the ebb tide is of another kind. With a long, slow power, whose

motive is at once downward steadily towards its authority and its

obedience and desire, it pushes as with shoulders, home; and for many

hours the stream goes darkly, swiftly, and steadily. It is intent,

direct, and level. It is a thing for evenings, and it is under an

evening when there is little wind, that you may best observe the symbol

thus presented by material things. For everything in nature has in

it something sacramental, teaching the soul of man; and nothing more

possesses that high quality than the motion of a river when it meets

the sea. The water at last hangs dully, the work is done; and those

who have permitted the lesson to instruct their minds are aware of

consummation.

Men living in cities have often wondered how it was that the men in the

open who knew horses and the earth or ships and the salt water risk so

much--and for what reward? It is an error in the very question they

ask, rather than in the logical puzzle they approach, which falsifies

their wonder. There is no reward. To die in battle, to break one’s

neck at a hedge, to sink or to be swamped are not rewards. But action

demands an end; there is a fruit to things; and everything we do (here

at least, and within the bonds of time) may not exceed the little

limits of a nature which it neither made nor acquired for itself, but

was granted.

Some say that old men fear death. It is the theme of the debased and

the vulgar. It is not true. Those who have imperfectly served are ready

enough; those who have served more perfectly are glad--as though there

stood before them a natural transition and a condition of their being.

So it says in a book “all good endings are but shining transitions.”

And, again, there is a sonnet which says:

We will not whisper: we have found the place

Of silence and the ancient halls of sleep,

And that which breathes alone throughout the deep

The end and the beginning; and the face

Between the level brows of whose blind eyes

Lie plenary contentment, full surcease

Of violence, and the ultimate great peace

Wherein we lose our human lullabies.

Look up and tell the immeasurable height

Between the vault of the world and your dear head;

That’s Death, my little sister, and the Night

That was our Mother beckons us to bed:

Where large oblivion in her house is laid

For us tired children now our games are played.

Indeed, one might quote the poets (who are the teachers of mankind)

indefinitely in this regard. They are all agreed. What did Sleep and

Death to the body of Sarpedon? They took it home. And every one who

dies in all the Epics is better for the dying. Some complain of it

afterwards I will admit; but they are hard to please. Roland took it as

the end of battle; and there was a Scandinavian fellow caught on the

north-east coast, I think, who in dying thanked God for all the joy he

had had in his life--as you may have heard before. And St. Anthony of

Assisi (not of Padua) said, “Welcome, little sister Death!” as was his

way. And one who stands right up above most men who write or speak said

it was the only port after the tide-streams and bar-handling of this

journey.

So it is; let us be off to the hills. The silence and the immensity

that inhabit them are the simulacra of such things.

WILLIAM BRENDON AND SON, LTD.

PRINTERS, PLYMOUTH

FOOTNOTE:

[1] Mr. H. Abrahims, of Eastcheap and The Firs, Guildford, Surrey.

TRANSCRIBER’S NOTES:

Italicized text is surrounded by underscores: _italics_.

Obvious typographical errors have been corrected.

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