The Outside and Inside of Life

"_Jesus said unto him, go and wash in the pool of Siloam. He went his

way therefore and washed and came seeing_." ST. JOHN IX, 7.

When we read the history of the ages behind us we cannot help but see that

through every phase of human evolution there has run that subtle something

which men call "the power of the unseen."

Matty of our forefathers lived in self scrutiny and subjective

investigation, and many lived in lawless expression of their objective

selves with no idea of life in its subjective action and form. As humanity

advanced in its reverence it came to where lack of attention to

regeneration and self-comprehension was followed by an inner sense of

guilt, and those who know the power of the two states of consciousness,

the outer and the inner, have grown to where they look upon it as abnormal

to higher progress, to only enter these finer courts of being just to rest

and renew the physical body.

Men instinctively know that life is too serious and mighty to pass along

on the objective side of living without now and then going into the center

of being and holding an earnest deep contact with the silent

consciousness.

In the old thought world it was not strange for master men in every walk

of life to pray. The powerful warrior turned his eyes from the field of

battle to the strength of Heaven; the trusting mourner turned his eyes

from the loss of earth to the gain of dying; even Milton gave himself to

the discords of politics in action, and the symphonies of the seraphims.

In the silence great lives everywhere have mingled the meditations of the

Absolute with the thoughts of the discordant, differentiated and apparent

_now_.

There is not a family anywhere that does not possess at least one person

who in himself holds the proof of how real and earnest a thing are the

exercises and consciousness of the solitary vigil.

There is something of reverence yet in many lives as they recall the

blessing given at meals and the evening hour of prayer. To the wayward and

those living in the control of the outside things of life, it was an hour

of bondage, but to those who were at all awakened to the call of the

inside life, it was an even-tide of peace and power and rest.

It cannot be denied that the years have brought great changes in the

methods of human worship. The contempt with which some of the later

educators treat worship and religion betray an ignorance on their part

both of the true office of revelation and reverence, and this blinds them

to the real, innate, fundamental longing of human life.

There are many who come away from the old thought and who believe in the

promulgation of a new truth, but they attempt to build up the new through

the destruction of the old, and pass along as Iconoclasts seeking what

they can destroy. These lives are the lawful product of the undeveloped

human comprehension, and the only safety for the race is in the fact that

only a few ever take them seriously, and these soon see that they are not

inclusive enough to help more than the few, and that after a while, in

order to meet the demands of their own increasing individuality, they must

themselves pass into wider union, into worship and get away from their own

limitations.

Humanity must forever pass between the outside and the inside of life, and

only as each soul becomes awake in both conditions can it understand and

unite with the laws of perfect being.

New Thought is conscious of the open door between the inside and the

outside of life, the earth and Heaven, and it knows that each soul may

live from choice in either state of consciousness and pass in and out at

will.

Man instinctively knows the difference between the inside and the outside

of living; he can easily detect the laws of action, and the laws of

silence. The tendency of our New Thought development is to teach lives to

pass more and more into the inside power or, in other words, to come into

the unseen laws of being and work consciously with the energy that creates

and which is unmanifested, while at the same time they manipulate the

manifested, external things, and through the understanding of the finite

are able to bring into expression the absolute power.

It is slowly dawning upon the present day intelligence that through this

inner side of mind we can become more and more capable of controlling and

directing the outer states of human consciousness and men are recognizing

more and more that all physical objective form is inner spiritual

arrangement.

Today humanity is looking at the cant and form and creed of the crowd, and

giving them their own rightful place, power and function, but it is also

looking at the unseen and daring to affirm that an audience with God is

attainable, certain and possible and productive of its own natural

expressions in its own realm of higher recognition.

Today more than ever before new strength is being born into what the world

calls the devotional element of humanity and it is being born on a sane,

healthy plane of understanding which bids fair to revolutionize the world.

It does not take long to see, when we look with a clear vision, that those

who display most power today, and who are productive of the greatest good

to the developing world are not those who are living in fixed relationship

with the outside of life; it is true that those on the outer rim may boast

of perfect physical strength and a perfect brain and a physical beauty,

but the victory today is not from the without, but it is rather for those

who are psychologically practical, mystically enlightened and subtle with

a deep scientific relationship with all nature's finer forces and who know

life not alone as a science or as a philosophy, or as a religion, but as

an art.

The truth must some day beat its way into the developing minds of men that

we are now alive in a great age, and are coming to where the inside power

must become externalized and that those who today stand masters of life,

and those who will continue to become masters of life and leaders in power

and helpfulness, must do it by a development that is not so much

characterized by their objective knowledge as by their subjective holiness

or wholeness.

We must learn what we never seem to have learned before, that the moments

we spend in the external world are not wholly our strongest or sanest

moments and that all external outside action is the crudest form of

energy, and that when we want the _real_, we must turn the clear deep

eye of our nature toward the inner, the silent, and then all our power

seems to well up and meet us, because it is called in from the apparent to

the Absolute of being.

The next great truth is that all the old ways of life are never thrown

away until we have something to live by in the new; old truths never die,

they are always existent, but their methods of expression must be changed

to suit the developing intellectuality and spirituality of man.

In the old thought life prayer was the pathway to the interior world of

power, but today we know that recognition must be the guide to the

interior world of power. Prayer was the pathway of the old forefathers and

prayer in its first inception was a straight road to the center of divine

union, but after the minds of men, befogged between the glamour of the

external and the power of the internal, evolved a form of prayer that led

the race away from its center out into the rim of living, the power

ceased; prayer became full of cant and form, words became meaningless and

non-mystical; the truth that "God is a Spirit and they that worship Him

must worship Him in spirit and in truth" was lost in the increasing

bewilderment of the mind.

After a while humanity, seeing the futility of objective kind of prayer,

ceased its praying, not because it had worn out prayer, not because it had

wandered from its desire of worship and soul communion, but because it had

worn out the old useless method, and found the dross of the letter; no one

stood developed to where he could push faith into a new interpretation.

Self examination and supplication is natural to every life as soon as it

develops to a finer knowledge of what passes within itself. Until the last

man of the earth is dead this natural cry for the communion with the inner

states of consciousness and the union with the great absolute God-life

will rise up and flourish and wax strong in the souls of men.

We have learned now too much of the inside of living to ever be happy with

the outside form alone, and we have seen too much of the unseen forces

within us to ever yield ourselves servants completely to the external

powers. Our spiritual analysis is too fine to permit crude interpretation.

Men are leaving the old just as the seed must forever leave the mould and

dust of earth, and push its stalk up into heaven's bright sunshine.

Today we stop and in close self questioning and with a desire to know the

truth, and nothing but the truth, We ask what is it that has rendered the

old thought piety of our fathers unnatural and impossible to us? It does

not take long to answer this if we look with eyes that have clearer sight.

Men have turned away simply because they were too developed to be fed on

the husks of a worn out expression that was no longer large enough to

satisfy their developing thirst for Truth.

Our New Thought methods have come because men built them with their

desires; they called for methods that would fit the increasing spiritual

comprehension of developing humanity.

Today mankind is instinctively recoiling from every sense of separation

from God which our fathers felt; human life has become more human; the

outside of life is known at its real value, the inside of life is given

its place and power; Love has become vitalized; human affection has become

sweet and natural; human duties are blessed privileges and life is

elevated to a pinnacle of power before unknown; social interests are now

beginning in all and ending in all; the whole scheme of man's natural

moral and religious existence has a true worth and dignity of its own, and

humanity is listening, accepting and delighting to honor and obey. Only

the life in the outside ranks of living will ever condemn this new rise of

power, and only the cowardly can despise; it is whole, sane, sweet and

divinely human and humanly divine in its application and privileges.

We lost, perhaps, a great part of the old time manner of communion with

God because we first lost the old time spirit of supplication and the

groveling spirit of the outside world, but we have not lost communion or

devotion.

Today we are at home in the center of being, and feel and know ONENESS. We

have union now just as those who _know_ truth have always had, but

the method differs, and Silence has taken the place of the spoken prayer,

meditation and silence is the new pathway to the Cosmic heart, and through

this the developing children of men walk into perfect union, receiving the

messages of the Divine Host. They come into a grand comradeship with God,

not in the old time spirit of supplication and service, not asking, not

seeking really, not even penitentially suppliant, but in the new found

glory of a faith that looks up in perfect confidence of its ONENESS, and

which speaks from the very depth of its own glorified selfhood, and knows

that "I and my Father are _one_ and all my Father hath is mine."

The new race will keep all that is vital in the old one of prayer and

communion, and it will add to it all the great power of its own awakened

consciousness. We are awake now--wide awake to the despotism of the

outside world and its laws--and we are equally awake to the law of the

inner side of life and the dominion of the world of pure Being.

Today the silence of our new understanding has become for developed humans

the pathway of God, and it is indeed the pool of Siloam in which all may

bathe and be healed.

The Silence becomes for those who seek it a well of living water that

springs up into everlasting life.

It is promised that "the pure in heart shall see God," and anyone who

comes away from the outside of life and comes stripped to the soul into

the inner side of his own being will find God there, for like the vision

of the monk, He is always there, waiting to be manifest.

The outside of life is beautiful and sweet and has in it many forms of

self-realization; it is part of the plan of human development, but it is

only a part and the lesser side of living, and after we have mastered its

secrets and understood our own relationship to it, it is natural to turn

inward, and read the other side of our life's picture, and when we do this

it will be strange indeed if we do not feel the Eternal presence so close

upon our soul that we will long to say with bated breath, "Thou God seest

me."

The silence of the inner side of life and the power it produces cannot be

put into words; it is the pathway to the Absolute and the _language_

of _that_ land is not spoken in the outer world of sense and sight.

_Know_ the inner side of life, then _live_ it--this is the

pathway of peace and power and along this way there is found that strange

vital, vibrant glow of spiritual illumination sanctifying our senses, and

filling our soul and leading our mind into the fulness of Him who fills

all.

Life then becomes for us a something divinely sent, no longer distraught;

no longer to suffer; nothing but reality and a reality that has been known

by millions throughout the ages and will be known by millions yet unborn.

Do not think that this turning into the inner side of living is weakness

and cowardice and fear of the external world and its happenings; it is

not, it is simply all energies united; it is not fear nor halting power,

but it is rather the strength of the superhuman; it is not illusion, not

self-hypnotism; it is a divine reality; it is God's witness to those who

seek after his illuminated heights.

This living in the inner side of life each day is essential for the

preservation of equalization of our daily life. The outside of life cannot

help but become wearisome, and when we come away into the silence of our

inner self, we find the thrill of life and we find the human made radiant

with the glory of the Divine.

The inner side of life answers all the questionings of our mind, and as we

learn this truth we depend less and less upon the things created, but live

constantly in the energy that creates, and through this operate our whole

life.

Silence was first in the scheme of creation. Remember this: "The darkness

and the silence knew. So is a man's fate born."

There is no creation that will last that is born on the plane of external

action for the law of that plane is change. In the hush of the valley of

silence we accumulate the inward power which pushes our external

expression into bloom. In the inner side of living the soul enlarges its

dimensions and when it comes back into the earthly things it gilds them

with a glory not their own.

The inner side of life and its power is not a mysterious thing, it is only

the finding of God, and when we meet Him face to face, we speak in a new

tongue; we live in a temple not made by hands, eternal in the heavens, and

we live in the truth of the olden mystics and say with the power of our

new consciousness: "Our Father, hallowed be Thy name, Thy kingdom has

come, Thy will is done on earth, as it is in Heaven."

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