CHAPTER XII.

It was Arthur Rattray who generally did the art criticism

for the _Decade_, and when a temporary indisposition

interfered between Mr. Rattray and this duty early in

May, he had acquired so much respect for Elfrida's opinion

in artistic matters, and so much good-will toward her

personally, that he wrote and asked her to undertake it

for him with considerable pleasure. This respect and

regard had dawned upon him gradually, from various sources,

in spite of the fact that the Latin Quarter article had

not been a particular success. That, to do Miss Bell

justice, as Mr. Rattray said in mentioning the matter to

the editor-in-chief, was not so much the fault of the

article as the fault of their public. Miss Bell wrote

the graphic naked truth about the Latin Quarter. Even

after Rattray had sent her copy back to be amended for

the third time, she did not seem able to realize that

their public wouldn't stand _unions libres_ when not

served up with a moral purpose--that no artistic apology

for them would do. In the end, therefore, Rattray was

obliged to mutilate the article himself, and to neutralize

it here and there. He was justified in taking the trouble,

for it was matter they wanted, on account of some expensive

drawings of the locality that had been in hand a long

time. Even then the editor-in-chief had grumbled at its

"tone," though the wrath of the editor-in-chief was

nothing to Miss Bell's. Mr. Rattray could not remember

ever having had before a conversation with a contributor

which approached in liveliness or interest the one he

sustained with Miss Bell the day after her copy appeared.

If he imparted some ideas of expediency, he received some

of obligation to artistic truth, which he henceforth

associated with Elfrida's expressive eyes and what he

called her foreign accent. On the whole, therefore, the

conversation was agreeable, and it left him with the

impression that Miss Bell, under proper guidance, could

very possibly do some fresh unconventional work for the

_Age_. Freshness and unconventionality for the _Age_ was

what Mr. Rattray sought as they seek the jewel in the

serpent's head in the far East. He talked to the

editor-in-chief about it, mentioning the increasing lot

of things concerning women that had to be touched, which

only a woman could treat "from the inside," and the

editor-in-chief agreed sulkily, because experience told

him it was best to agree with Mr. Rattray, that Miss Bell

should be taken on the staff on trial, at two pounds a

week. "But the paper doesn't want a female Zola," he

growled; "you can tell her that." Rattray did not tell

her precisely that, but he explained the situation so

that she quite understood it, the next afternoon when he

called to talk the matter over with her. He could not

ask her to come to the office to discuss it, he said,

they were so full up, they had really no place to receive

a lady. And he apologized for his hat, which was not a

silk one, in the uncertain way of a man who has heard of

the proprieties in these things. She made him tea with

her samovar, and she talked to him about Parisian journalism

and the Parisian stage in a way that made her a further

discovery to him; and his mind, hitherto wholly devoted

to the service of the _Illustrated Age_, received an

impetus in a new direction. When he had gone Elfrida

laughed a little, silently, thinking first of this, for

it was quite plain to her. Then, contrasting what the

_Age_ wanted her to write with her ideal of journalistic

literature, she stated to Buddha that it was "worse than

_panade_." "But it means two pounds a week, Buddha," she

said; "fifty francs! Do you understand that? It means

that we shall be able to stay here, in the world--that

I shall not be obliged to take you to Sparta. You don't

know, Buddha, how you would _loathe_ Sparta! But understand,

it is at _that_ price that we are going to despise

ourselves for a while--not for the two pounds!"

And next day she was sent to report a distribution of

diplomas to graduating nurses by the Princess of Wales.

Buddha was not an adequate confidant. Elfrida found him

capable of absorbing her emotions indefinitely, but his

still smile was not always responsive enough, so she made

a little feast, and asked Golightly Ticke to tea, the

Sunday after the Saturday that made her a salaried member

of the London press. Golightly's felicitations were

sincere and spasmodically sympathetic, but he found it

impossible to conceal the fact that of late the world

had not smiled equally upon him. In spite of the dramatic

fervor with which the part of James Jones, a solicitor's

clerk, had been rendered every evening, the piece at the

Princess's had to come to an unprofitable close, the

theatre had been leased to an American company, Phyllis

had gone to the provinces, and Mr. Ticke's abilities were

at the service of chance. By the time he had reached

his second cigarette he was so sunk in cynicism that

Elfrida applied herself delicately to discover these

facts. Golightly made an elaborate effort to put her off.

He threw his head back in his chair and watched the faint

rings of his cigarette curling into indistinguishability

against the ceiling, and said he was only the dust that

blew about the narrow streets of the world, and why should

she care to know which way the wind took him! Lighting

his third, he said, as bitterly as that engrossment would

permit him, that the sooner--puff--it was over--puff--the

sooner--puff--to sleep; and when the lighting was quite

satisfactorily accomplished he laughed harshly. "I shall

think," said Elfrida earnestly, "if you do not tell me

how things are with you, since they are bad, that you

are not a true Bohemian--that you have scruples."

"You know better--at least I hope you do--than to charge

me with that," Golightly returned, with an inflection

full of reproachful meaning. "I--I drank myself to sleep

last night, Miss Bell. When the candle flickered out I

thought that it was all over--curious sensation. This

morning," he added, looking through his half-closed

eyelashes with sardonic stage effect, "I wished it had

been."

"Tell me," Elfrida insisted gently; and looking attentively

at his long, thin fingers Mr. Ticke then told her. He

told her tersely, it did not take long; and in the end

he doubled up his hand and pulled a crumpled cuff down

over it. "To me," he said, "a thing like that represents

the worst of it. When I look at that I feel capable of

crime. I don't know whether you'll understand, but the

consideration of what my finer self suffers through

sordidness of this sort sometimes makes me think that to

rob a bank would be an act of virtue."

"I understand," said Elfrida.

"Washerwomen as a class are callous. I suppose the alkalies

they use finally penetrate to their souls. I said to

mine last Thursday, 'But I must be clean, Mrs. Binkley!'

and the creature replied, 'I don't see at all, Mr. Ticks'

--she has an odious habit of calling me Mr. Ticks--'why

you shouldn't go dirty occasional.' She seemed to think

she had made a joke!"

"They live to be paid," Elfrida said, with hard philosophy,

and then she questioned him delicately about his play.

Could she induce him to show it to her, some day? Her

opinion was worth nothing really--oh no, absolutely

nothing--but it would be a pleasure if Golightly were

_sure_ he didn't mind.

Golightly found a difficulty in selecting phrases repressive

enough to be artistic, in which to tell her that he would

be delighted.

When Mr. Ticke came in that evening he found upon his

dressing-table a thick square envelope addressed to him

in Elfrida's suggestive hand. With his fingers and thumb

he immediately detected a round hardness in one corner,

and he took some pains to open the letter so that nothing

should fall out. He postponed the pleasure of reading it

until he had carefully extracted the two ten-shilling

pieces, divested them of their bits of tissue-paper, and

put them in his waistcoat pocket. Then he held the letter

nearer to the candle and read: "I have thought about this

for a whole hour. You must believe, please, that it is

no vulgar impulse. I acknowledge it to be a very serious

liberty, and in taking it I rely upon not having

misinterpreted the scope of the freedom which exists

between us. In Bohemia--our country--one may share one's

luck with a friend, _n'est ce pas?_ I will not ask to be

forgiven."

"Nice girl," said Mr. Golightly Ticke, taking off his

boots. He went to bed rather resentfully conscious of

the difference there was in the benefactions of Miss

Phyllis Fane.

Shortly after this Mr. Ticke's own luck mended, and on

two different occasions Elfrida found a bunch of daffodils

outside her door in the morning, that made a mute and

graceful acknowledgment of the financial bond Mr. Ticke

did not dream of offering to materialize in any other

way. He felt his gratitude finely; it suggested to him

a number of little directions in which he could make

himself useful to Miss Bell, putting aside entirely the

question of repayment. One of these resolved itself into

an invitation from the Arcadia Club, of which Mr. Ticke

was a member in impressive arrears, to their monthly

_soiree_ in the Landscapists' rooms in Bond Street. The

Arcadia Club had the most liberal scope of any in London,

he told Elfrida, and included the most interesting people.

Painters belonged to it, and sculptors, actors, novelists,

musicians, journalists, perhaps above all, journalists.

A great many ladies were members, Elfrida would see, and

they were always glad to welcome a new personality. The

club recognized how the world had run to types, and how

scarce and valuable personalities were in consequence.

It was not a particularly conventional club, but he would

arrange that, if Elfrida would accept his escort. Mrs.

Tommy Morrow should meet her in the dressing-room, as a

concession to the prejudices of society.

"Mrs. Tommy is a brilliant woman in her way," Mr. Ticke

added; "she edits the _Boudoir_--I might say she created

the _Boudoir_. They call her the Queen of Arcadia. She

has a great deal of manner."

"What does Mr. Tommy Morrow do?" Elfrida asked. But

Golightly could not inform her as to Mr. Tommy Morrow's

occupation.

The rooms were half full when they arrived, and as the

man in livery announced them, "Mrs. Morrow, Miss Bell,

and Mr. Golightly Ticke," it seemed to Elfrida that

everybody turned simultaneously to look. There was nobody

to receive them; the man in livery published them, as it

were, to the company, which she felt to be a more effective

mode of entering society, when it was the society of the

arts. She could not possibly help being aware that a

great many people were looking in her direction over Mrs.

Tommy Morrow's shoulder. Presently it became obvious that

Mrs. Tommy Morrow was also aware of it. The shoulder was

a very feminine shoulder, with long lines curving forward

into the sulphur-colored gown that met them not too

prematurely. Mrs. Tommy Morrow insisted upon her shoulder,

and upon her neck, which was short behind but long in

front in effect, and curved up to a chin which was somewhat

too persistently thrust forward. Mrs. Tommy had a pretty

face with an imperious expression. "Just the face," as

Golightly murmured to Elfrida, "to run the _Boudoir_."

She seemed to know everybody, bowed right and left with

varying degrees of cordiality, and said sharply, "No shop

to-night!" to a thin young woman in a high black silk,

who came up to her exclaiming, "Oh, Mrs. Morrow, that

function at Sandringham has been postponed." Presently

Mrs. Morrow's royal progress was interrupted by a gentleman

who wished to present Signer Georgiadi, "the star of the

evening," Golightly said hurriedly to Elfrida. Mrs. Morrow

was very gracious, but the little fat Italian with the

long hair and the drooping eyelids was atrociously

embarrassed to respond to her compliments in English. He

struggled so violently that Mrs. Morrow began to smile

with a compassionate patronage which turned him a

distressing terra-cotta. Elfrida looked on for a few

minutes, and then, as one of the group, she said quietly

in French, "And Italian opera in England, how do you find

it, Signor?"

The Italian thanked her with every feature of his expressive

countenance, and burst with polite enthusiasm into his

opinion of the Albert Hall concerts. When he discovered

Elfrida to be an American, and therefore not specially

susceptible to praise of English classical interpretations,

he allowed himself to become critical, and their talk

increased in liveliness and amiability.

Mrs. Morrow listened with an appreciative air for a few

minutes, playing with her fan; then she turned to Mr.

Ticke.

"Golightly," she said acidly, "I am dying of thirst You

shall take me to the refreshment table."

So the star of the evening was abandoned to Elfrida, and

finding in her a refuge from the dreadful English tongue,

he clung to her. She was so occupied with him in this

character that almost all the other distinguished people

who attended the _soiree_ of the Arcadia Club escaped

her. Golightly asked her reproachfully afterward how he

could possibly have pointed them out to her, absorbed as

she was--and some of them would have been so pleased to

be introduced to her! She met a few notwithstanding;

they were chiefly rather elderly unmarried ladies, who

immediately mentioned to her the paper they were connected

with, and one or two of them, learning that she was a

newcomer, kindly gave her their cards, and asked her to

come and see them any second Tuesday. They had indefinite

and primitive ideas of doing their hair, and they were

certainly _mal tournee_; but Elfrida saw that she made

an impression on them--that they would remember her and

talk of her; and seeing that, other things became less

noteworthy. She felt that these ladies were more or less

emancipated, on easy terms with the facts of life, free

from the prejudices that tied the souls of people she

saw shopping at the Stores, for instance. That, and a

familiarity with the exigencies of copy at short notice,

was discernible in the way they talked and looked about

them, and the readiness with which they produced a pencil

to write the second Tuesday on their cards. Almost every

lady suggested that she might have decorated the staff

of her journal an appreciable number of years, if that

supposition had not been forbidden by the fact that the

feminine element in journalism is of comparatively recent

introduction. Elfrida wondered what they occupied themselves

with before. It did not detract from her sense of the

success of the evening--Golightly Ticke went about telling

everybody that she was the new American writer on the

_Age_--to feel herself altogether the youngest person

present, and manifestly the most effectively dressed, in

her cloudy black net and daffodils. Her spirits rose with

a keen instinct that assured her she would win, if it

were only a matter of a race with _them_. She had never

had the feeling, in any security, before; it lifted her

and carried her on in a wave of exhilaration. Golightly

Ticke, taking her in turn to the buffet for lemonade and

a sandwich, told her that he knew she would enjoy it--she

must be enjoying it, she looked in such capital form. It

was the first time she had been near the buffet; so she

had not had the opportunity of observing how important

a feature the lemonade and sandwiches formed in the

entertainment of the evening--how persistently the

representatives of the arts, with varying numbers of

buttons off their gloves, returned to this light

refreshment.

Elfrida thanked Mrs. Tommy Morrow very sweetly for her

chaperonage in the cloak-room when the hour of departure

came. "Well," said Mrs. Morrow, "you can say you have

seen a characteristic London literary gathering."

"Yes, thanks!" said Elfrida; and then, looking about her

for a commonplace, "How much taller the women seem to be

than the men," she remarked.

"Yes," returned Mrs. Tommy Morrow, "Du Maurier drew

attention to that in _Punch_, some time ago."

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