CHAPTER XVIII

MORE OPINIONS

The House in Cadogan Place had been given up, and Grafton had taken a

flat. Beatrix dined with him there on Monday. Dick was stationed at

Chatham, but was unable to get away that evening.

Beatrix was radiantly happy, and more beautiful than ever. She was

growing up to herself all round. Every time that he saw her, Grafton

congratulated himself anew upon having saved her from that other

marriage. Perhaps at first she would have shown herself just as happy in

it; but he would always have been looking for developments, and changes,

none of which he would have expected to be for the better. Now he knew

that all her charm of character could find safe play, and add to her own

happiness and the happiness of those about her, and that its deeper

qualities would be brought into being too, fostered and strengthened.

There was a quality of all-round fitness in her marriage upon which he,

who loved her, could rest himself with pleasure. And she was always

demonstratively affectionate towards him when they met, though not quite

in the same way as she had been before her marriage. All her thoughts

were centred in Dick, and if he had not been prepared to accept Dick as

deserving of all that she gave him, he would have felt the difference.

But there was nothing about Dick that he did not like and respect. He

had taken him in, as he had told Caroline he must be able to take in his

daughters' husbands, if he were not to feel too acutely their loss, and

as he was now struggling to take Maurice in, for Caroline's sake, and

also for his own.

"Daddy, darling, how _awful_ this is about Caroline!" was Beatrix's

first word upon that subject.

He had not expected quite such a determined expression of opinion, and

hardly knew what to reply for the moment. It gave him a slight sinking

of heart, he had no time to ask himself why.

"You haven't told her you think it's awful, have you?" he asked.

"Oh, no, of course not. I've written her a very nice letter. So has

Dick. And we've both written to Maurice. It seems funny to have to call

him Maurice. If she's _got_ to marry him, Dick says we must treat him as

if we were pleased about it. And she told us that you had been simply

adorable about it. So we knew that was the line you'd like us to take.

But you can't really be pleased, are you, Dad?"

"Why do you think it's so awful?" he asked.

"Oh, Daddy, darling, _look_ at him! Look at him beside a man like Dick."

This rather annoyed him, but he did not show it. "Oh, well, look at

_anybody_ beside Dick!" he said, pinching her chin.

Dinner was announced at that moment, and the subject was avoided until

the servant left them alone together. Then Grafton spoke immediately.

"Look here, B darling," he said, "I hope you won't go about crabbing

this marriage of Cara's. If you do, she's bound to find it out sooner or

later, and it will make her unhappy. It won't alter anything. She won't

take your view of him, you know, and it can only divide her from you. It

will make a cleavage in our family, and that's just what I don't want.

You'll each have your own homes, but your old home will be a centre for

all of you too. This chap will be part of the family now, and we've got

to accept him, for Caroline's sake."

She laughed at him. "This chap!" she repeated. "You darling transparent

old thing! You think it's just as odd as I do--her marrying like that.

You didn't talk of Dick as 'this chap!'"

He was annoyed with himself for the slip. He had not meant to excuse or

explain himself to Beatrix, but now he would have to. "That's just what

I was warning you about," he said. "I don't deny that there are certain

things one has to get over, and until you do get over them you're likely

to let drop something that shows you haven't quite. That's what you must

be careful about."

"Well, darling, I'm glad you haven't been so careful as all that, with

me. You can quite safely tell me everything. It wouldn't be nice of you

to pretend before me. I might think it very splendid of you, but I

shouldn't love you more for it. I'm quite ready to back you up in

keeping what you really think from Caroline."

He felt the ground slipping from beneath his feet. "What does Dick say

about it?" he asked. "Can't he see anything in Maurice that all the

world can't see?"

"He thinks he is very nice; but of course he doesn't look upon him as a

suitable husband for Caroline. He doesn't think you can either, and he

can't make out why you don't try to stop it. You did with

me--before--and we've never ceased blessing you for it."

"I didn't try to stop it with you because that fellow--I suppose you've

no objection to my calling him that--"

"You can call him what you like, darling."

"Well, I didn't object to him because he hadn't got enough money. That's

about what it would come to here."

"Oh, no, it isn't, darling. And you don't think it is either."

"Oh, if you can't talk about it sensibly, B, we'd better chuck it." He

rose from the table.

She rose too and slipped her arm into his as they went into the other

room, and laughed at him. "I think it's awfully sweet of you to want to

make the best of it," she said. "I won't worry you any more, darling, if

you're certain that nothing _can_ stop it."

"Well, you ought to be able to see it as I do. You know what Caroline

is. She wouldn't give her love, and take it away again when the sort of

objections that you feel towards Maurice are pointed out to her. She's

faced all that, and it doesn't matter to her. She sees a lot more in him

than you can, or than I've been able to; though I tell you that there

_is_ a lot in him, and _I'm_ quite ready to accept him. So you--and

Dick--ought to make the effort too."

They were standing together before the fire, her arm still in his. Her

face was graver, as she said: "Caroline is different to me. That's quite

true."

"I haven't meant anything I've said to reflect on you."

"I know, darling. But you wouldn't treat it like that if it were me, all

the same. Well, of course we shall be as nice about it as ever we can,

and if he does turn into something that makes him more equal to Caroline

it will be all the easier. It's quite beyond me to think of him as her

equal now, Dad, so you mustn't expect me to do it."

"Oh, well, don't show it; that's all I ask," he said.

The view taken of the affair by Lady Grafton, whom he saw in the course

of the week, was that it was his own fault for burying Caroline in the

country. If he hadn't wanted her there whenever he went down to Abington

she would have gone about more and met the right sort of men.

"Oh, my dear Mary!" he said. "She has been meeting what you call the

right sort of men all her life. She doesn't want the life she'd lead

with them. And as for saying that I've kept her down there, you know

that's ridiculous. As a matter of fact it has rather worried me that

she never wanted to go anywhere else, and I'd told her so."

"I suppose she had fallen in love with this youth, and didn't want to go

away."

"Now you're talking more ridiculously than ever. I believe she was as

much surprised as I was when she found out what had happened to her."

"That doesn't sound very likely, George. You told me once that you would

know all about it when Caroline's time came; and I told you, I remember,

that you wouldn't know anything about it at all. And that's what has

happened."

"I suppose you want to annoy me, Mary. You can be the most exasperating

of women, and I wonder James has put up with you as long as he has."

"James knows when he's well off. I've never given him a moment's

uneasiness in all my blameless life. Why on earth can't you get this put

off, as you did with B? You acted so wisely there; and see what a reward

you have had! She has made just the right sort of marriage, and is as

happy as happy can be. It's delightful to see her."

This speech had the effect of restoring his good humour. He laughed at

her. "That's pretty cool, after the way you went for me last year, about

B," he said.

"You're very difficult to please. I said you had been wise, as things

have turned out. I didn't say I thought you so wise a year ago. If you

knew anything about women you'd see how great a concession I've made in

acknowledging that you were right, and I was wrong. Now there's a

marriage in question much more unsatisfactory than that would have been

you sit by and do nothing. You can't possibly like it, and I know quite

well why you're giving in. I don't think you ought."

"Why do you suppose I am giving in?"

"Because you're so weak with your girls that you daren't go against

them. You're afraid they wouldn't be pleased with you."

He laughed again. "Illogical creature!" he said. "B wasn't at all

pleased with me, and I stuck out, for her sake."

"And made an awful lot of fuss about it too. You're afraid of the same

thing happening with Caroline, and you daren't face it. That's the plain

truth behind all this talk of her knowing exactly what she wants, and

your accepting her judgment rather than your own. She knows exactly what

she wants now because she's in love. A woman can't judge a man when

she's in love with him."

"Perhaps not; but she can judge him before, and Caroline has known this

particular man for over a year. So have I, and I say that there's a lot

more in him than a person like you can take into account."

"Ah, now you're being abominably rude, which shows that I've made an

impression on you. No man can stand being put in the wrong. If you had

half the pluck that you think you have you'd risk Caroline behaving to

you like B did, and save her from making a mistake."

"You see, I don't think she is making a mistake. You don't know Caroline

as well as I do."

"I know Caroline very well. And I know women in general much better than

you do."

"On the outside, perhaps. But you're rather a shallow character

yourself, and one wouldn't expect you to understand everything about a

girl like Caroline. You're also the least little bit of a snob. Most

people are, and it's nothing particular against you."

"It's no use trying to make me angry, because you won't succeed. If I

can stand being called a snob I can stand anything, and it doesn't make

the least impression on me. Besides, it's a ridiculous charge in this

connection."

"You don't object to young Bradby for anything that he is in himself;

you only object because you don't think he's a good match for Caroline."

"Quite so. But that's not snobbery; it's common sense. However, I see

you're determined to have your own way, and I shan't say any more. You

have the air of being one of the most reasonable men in the world, and

you're really one of the most obstinate, as well as quite one of the

rudest. However, no woman who didn't know you as well as I do would be

likely to find that out, and in a general way your manners are charming.

Now you have lost B, and are going to sacrifice Caroline, I think you

might do what I once advised you to, and marry again, yourself. It would

put an end to all this acute annoyance you show so plainly when somebody

else comes along to interfere with the arrangements you have made for a

comfortable family life that shall centre round yourself."

There was a pause, and then Grafton threw his head back and roared with

laughter. "That's in return for the accusation of snobbery, I suppose,"

he said.

Lady Grafton laughed too. "I can be just as rude as you can," she said,

"and I can do it much more subtly. I wish you wouldn't make me laugh,

and spoil everything. I'm extremely annoyed with you, and there are a

lot more offensive things I should like to say. However, I dare say

you'll give me another chance. But seriously, George, this isn't the

sort of marriage Caroline ought to make. I've seen the young man, and

I've nothing against him in his proper place. But he is hopelessly

_gauche_ and middle-class. That's bound to tell by and bye. Women are

supposed to have no real discrimination about men, and there's this much

truth in it that they can and do fall in love with men who are beneath

them, just as men fall in love with women who are beneath them. But when

they've been brought up like Caroline they simply can't ally themselves

with people not of their own class. Before many years are up she'll be

criticising him for his deficiencies. If she does marry him of course

her relations aren't going to throw her over for it, but she'll drop out

completely. Some men can learn, and raise themselves from the class they

were born in, especially if they have clever wives; but I'm sure this

young man isn't one of them. He'll keep her down to what he is himself,

and really, George, it's a good deal below what Caroline is, or what she

ought to be given over to."

"Well, Mary, you've put it sensibly at last. But you're wrong in several

particulars, all the same. If it were as simple and obvious as all that

I should agree with you; so would Caroline, for that matter, and she

wouldn't want to marry him. What you've missed altogether is that the

boy has character. I've come to see it already, and he'll grow into

something that she can be proud of. Another thing you've missed is that

she really doesn't want to live in the usual round. She has kept herself

almost entirely out of it for the last eighteen months, because she

likes her quiet country life better. She'll have that with him, and

she'll get more companionship in the sort of things she likes doing than

with a fellow like Francis Parry, for instance."

"Ah, poor Francis! I don't know what _he'll_ say when he hears about it.

Fancy preferring young Bradby to a man like that! Well, if Caroline

really does, and you're going to back her up in it, she's not quite what

I thought she was, and I suppose I'd better let it alone."

"I really think you had, Mary. If Caroline isn't quite what you thought

she was, I assure you she hasn't deteriorated. As far as I'm concerned

there's something in all your jibes, but not as much as you think there

is. I do hate losing my girls. They've been more to me than most

daughters are to their fathers, because I've only had them. But because

I feel like that, I should be all the more careful not to let it affect

my actions towards them. My thoughts perhaps I can't help it affecting.

And it's true that I shrink from going through with Caroline what I did

with B. But that wouldn't deter me from standing out if I saw good

reason to do so. I don't; so I'm not going to spoil things by giving in

grudgingly."

"You're even going to hurry on the marriage, I hear. And you're

providing them with a house--of course at Abington. I don't object to

that though. Caroline won't lose everything that she's been used to

having, and if you get rather more of her society than you're entitled

to, perhaps you deserve it, as you're acting so nobly."

Which left the last word with Lady Grafton.

Lady Handsworth was not so critical. She said that she did not

understand it, but she seemed more ready than Lady Grafton to agree that

any man whom Caroline loved must be worth loving. She thought it a pity

that Grafton should not allow time to work, as he might well have done

under all the circumstances, instead of making it possible for Caroline

to marry at once without giving her time to think better of it. But Lady

Handsworth had never seen Maurice, and did not regard him, as Lady

Grafton did, as below the point of gentility with which Caroline ought

to ally herself. So her objections were not likely to be so strong, and

Grafton managed to satisfy her that holding out would not alter matters,

and that an early marriage would make for Caroline's happiness.

Young George had a 'short leave' during this week and spent it with his

father. He had no objections to urge against the marriage. "I like

Maurice, and always have," he said. "I think he'll make a jolly good

husband for Caroline, Dad, if you help 'em along a bit. I don't suppose

he'll ever make much boodle; but as long as they have enough to get on

with I don't think Caroline will mind that."

Grafton was pleased to find his son holding these views. There is nobody

more critical of outward appearance than an Eton boy of Young George's

age, and if Maurice had succeeded in impressing himself upon him to this

extent, it showed that his departure from recognised type was no serious

hindrance to him.

"What does the illustrious Jimmy say about it?" he asked.

"Jimmy doesn't know Maurice as well as I do. He can only see that he

doesn't brush his hair well, and all that sort of thing. His people are

all right, aren't they, Dad?"

"Oh, yes. One of his brothers called on me at the Bank yesterday. _His_

hair was brushed all right, and he would have passed all Jimmy's tests.

I like your view much better, Bunting. I dare say I should have taken

Jimmy's when I was your age, but as you grow older you learn to judge by

other standards. I'm glad you've begun to do that already."

"Well, I suppose if it was anybody I didn't know so well as I do Maurice

I might not care about it much for Caroline. That's why I don't blame

Jimmy much, though he's rather a swanky ass over that sort of thing."

"What is it you like particularly about Maurice? He's so much younger

than I am--and always seemed rather alarmed in my presence--that I

hadn't sized him up as well as you seem to have done."

Young George was flattered at having his opinion asked in this way, and

thought a little before answering. "One of the things I like about him

is just that he doesn't try to swank," he said. "I suppose it wouldn't

be very difficult to make your hair stick down and buy the right sort of

ties and collars if you wanted to. But he doesn't think it's important.

He's as keen as mustard on making the best of himself in other ways. He

thinks everybody has his own line in life if he can only find it. He's

found his all right, but he did his work as well as he knew how, as long

as he was in that beastly bank. We've talked a lot about that sort of

thing. I like him as a pal as well as anybody I know, except you, Dad."

"Have you talked about your own career in life, Bunting?"

"We've talked a good deal about school. He thinks most fellows don't

take their work seriously enough. He did his, but he says he hasn't got

that sort of brain, and didn't make much of a hand at it. But he says it

makes all the difference if you look upon school work as something

you've got responsibility for, yourself, and don't leave it all to the

beaks, to see that they get something out of you."

"Have you acted on his advice?"

"Well, yes, I have. I'm supposed to be rather a sap at school. But I

find it rather jolly to take an intelligent interest in what I'm doing.

Saves a lot of trouble with the beaks too."

"You never told me that, old boy. I'm glad to hear it."

"Well, I thought you were keener on my getting my eleven some day, Dad."

Grafton laughed. "Oh, we fathers!" he said. "And then they complain of a

public-school education. But I like the idea of your working too,

Bunting. I'm afraid I had nobody to string me up to it when I was at

school; but I've done some work since, and liked doing it as well as

anything. You'll find most men who are worth anything do. And certainly

school work is interesting if you make it so for yourself. Maurice is a

worker, isn't he? That's something good about him."

"Oh, yes; and he's dead straight too. He's a chap you can't help having

a respect for. Of course I like Dick, awfully. He's straight too, and

keen on his job. But I think there's even more in Maurice than there is

in Dick. He wouldn't have done for B, but he'll do all right for

Caroline. He thinks all the world of her, too. I know that."

"Did you see this coming, then, Bunting?"

"Well, no, I didn't. I didn't think she liked him in that sort of way,

though she was always jolly decent to him. She seemed a lot older than

him, and of course he is a bit different from the men she's made

friends with before. But I'm glad she's had the sense to see what a good

chap he is. Jimmy says she might have married anybody, and it's a

come-down for her. But I don't think so."

"Nor do I, old son," said Grafton. "Nothing that Caroline could possibly

do would be a come-down for her. She's one of the people you can always

trust to do what's right."

"She gets it from you, Dad."

"No, old boy. She gets it from somebody much better than me."

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