112. ABIGAIL ADAMS.

Plymouth, 17 June, 1776, a remarkable day.

I this day received by the hands of our worthy friend a large packet,

which has refreshed and comforted me. Your own sensations have ever been

similar to mine. I need not then tell you how gratified I am at the

frequent tokens of remembrance with which you favor me, nor how they

rouse every tender sensation of my soul, which sometimes will find vent

at my eyes. Nor dare I describe how earnestly I long to fold to my

fluttering heart the object of my warmest affections; the idea soothes

me. I feast upon it with a pleasure known only to those whose hearts and

hopes are one.

The approbation you give to my conduct in the management of our private

affairs is very grateful to me, and sufficiently compensates for all my

anxieties and endeavors to discharge the many duties devolved upon me in

consequence of the absence of my dearest friend. Were they discharged

according to my wishes, I should merit the praises you bestow.

You see I date from Plymouth. I came upon a visit to our amiable

friends, accompanied by my sister Betsey, a day or two ago. It is the

first night I have been absent since you left me. Having determined upon

this visit for some time, I put my family in order and prepared for it,

thinking I might leave it with safety. Yet, the day I set out I was

under many apprehensions, by the coming in of ten transports, which were

seen to have many soldiers on board, and the determination of the people

to go and fortify upon Long Island, Pettick's Island, Nantasket, and

Great Hill. It was apprehended they would attempt to land somewhere, but

the next morning I had the pleasure to hear they were all driven out,

_Commodore_ and all; not a transport, a ship, or a tender to be seen.

This shows what might have been long ago done. Had this been done in

season, the ten transports, with many others, in all probability would

have fallen into our hands; but the progress of wisdom is slow.

Since I arrived here I have really had a scene quite novel to me. The

brig _Defence_, from Connecticut, put in here for ballast. The officers,

who are all from thence, and who are intimately acquainted at Dr.

Lathrop's, invited his lady to come on board, and bring with her as many

of her friends as she could collect. She sent an invitation to our

friend, Mrs. Warren, and to us. The brig lay about a mile and a half

from town. The officers sent their barge, and we went. Every mark of

respect and attention which was in their power, they showed us. She is a

fine brig, mounts sixteen guns, twelve swivels, and carries one hundred

and twenty men. A hundred and seventeen were on board, and no private

family ever appeared under better regulation than the crew. It was as

still as though there had been only half a dozen; not a profane word

among any of them. The captain himself is an exemplary man (Harden his

name); has been in nine sea engagements; says if he gets a man who

swears, and finds he cannot reform him, he turns him on shore, yet is

free to confess that it was the sin of his youth. He has one lieutenant,

a very fine fellow, Smelden by name. We spent a very agreeable

afternoon, and drank tea on board. They showed us their arms, which were

sent by Queen Anne, and everything on board was a curiosity to me. They

gave us a mock engagement with an enemy, and the manner of taking a

ship. The young folks went upon the quarter-deck and danced. Some of

their Jacks played very well upon the violin and German flute. The brig

bears the Continental colors, and was fitted out by the Colony of

Connecticut. As we set off from the brig, they fired their guns in

honor of us, a ceremony I would very readily have dispensed with.

I pity you, and feel for you under all the difficulties you have to

encounter. My daily petitions to Heaven for you are that you may have

health, wisdom, and fortitude sufficient to carry you through the great

and arduous business in which you are engaged, and that your endeavors

may be crowned with success. Canada seems a dangerous and ill-fated

place. It is reported here that General Thomas is no more, that he took

the small-pox, and died with it. Every day some circumstance arises

which shows me the importance of having the distemper in youth. Dr.

Bulfinch has petitioned the General Court for leave to open a hospital

somewhere, and it will be granted him. I shall, with all the children,

be one of the first class, you may depend upon it.

I have just this moment heard that the brig which I was on board of on

Saturday, and which sailed yesterday morning from this place, fell in

with two transports, having each of them a hundred and fifty men on

board, and took them, and has brought them into Nantasket Roads, under

cover of the guns which are mounted there. I will add further

particulars as soon as I am informed.

I am now better informed, and will give you the truth. The brig

_Defence_, accompanied by a small privateer, sailed in concert Sunday

morning. About twelve o'clock they discovered two transports, and made

for them. Two privateers, which were small, had been in chase of them,

but finding the enemy was of much larger force, had run under Cohasset

rocks. The _Defence_ gave a signal gun to bring them out. Captain Burk,

who accompanied the _Defence_, being a prime sailor, he came up first,

and poured a broadside on board a sixteen gun brig. The _Defence_ soon

attacked her upon her bows. An obstinate engagement ensued. There was a

continual blaze upon all sides for many hours, and it was near midnight

before they struck. In the engagement, the _Defence_ lost one man, and

five wounded. With Burk, not one man received any damage; on board the

enemy, fourteen killed, among whom was a major, and sixty wounded. They

are part of the Highland soldiers. The other transport mounted six guns.

When the fleet sailed out of this harbor last week, they blew up the

lighthouse. They met six transports coming in, which they carried off

with them. I hope we shall soon be in such a posture of defense as to

bid them defiance.

I feel no great anxiety at the large armament designed against us. The

remarkable interpositions of Heaven in our favor cannot be too

gratefully acknowledged. He who fed the Israelites in the wilderness,

"who clothes the lilies of the field, and feeds the young ravens when

they cry," will not forsake a people engaged in so righteous a cause, if

we remember his loving-kindness. We wanted powder,--we have a supply. We

wanted arms,--we have been favored in that respect. We wanted hard

money,--twenty-two thousand dollars, and an equal value in plate, are

delivered into our hands.

You mention your peas, your cherries, and your strawberries, etc. Ours

are but just in blossom. We have had the coldest spring I ever knew.

Things are three weeks behind what they generally used to be. The corn

looks poor. The season now is rather dry. I believe I did not understand

you, when in a former letter you said, "I want to resign my office, for

a thousand reasons." If you mean that of judge, I know not what to say.

I know it will be a difficult and arduous station; but, divesting myself

of private interest, which would lead me to be against your holding that

office, I know of no person who is so well calculated to discharge the

trust, or who I think would act a more conscientious part.

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