55. ABIGAIL ADAMS.

Braintree, 25 July, 1775.

Dearest Friend,--I received yours of July 7th, for which I heartily

thank you. It was the longest and best letter I have had; the most

leisurely, and therefore the most sentimental. Previous to your last, I

had written you, and made some complaints of you, but I will take them

all back again. Only continue your obliging favors, whenever your time

will allow you to devote one moment to your absent Portia.

This is the 25th of July. Gage has not made any attempts to march out

since the battle at Charlestown. Our army is restless, and wish to be

doing something to rid themselves and the land of the vermin and locusts

which infest it. Since I wrote you last, the companies stationed upon

the coast, both in this town, Weymouth, and Hingham, were ordered to

Nantasket, to reap and bring off the grain, which they accomplished, all

except a field or two which was not ripe; and having whaleboats, they

undertook to go to the Lighthouse and set fire to it, which they

effected in open day, and in fair sight of several men-of-war. Upon

their return came down upon them eight barges, one cutter, and one

schooner, all in battle-array, and poured whole broadsides upon them;

but our men all reached the shore, and not one life lost, two only

slightly wounded in their legs. They marched up a hill, and drew into

order in hopes the marines would land; but they chose rather to return

without a land engagement, though 't is thought they will burn the town

down as soon as our forces leave it. I had this account from Captain

Vinton, who with his company were there. These little skirmishes seem

trifling, but they serve to inure our men, and harden them to danger. I

hear the rebels are very wroth at the destruction of the Lighthouse.

There has been an offer from Gage to send the poor of Boston to Salem,

by water, but not complied with on our part; they returned for answer,

they would receive them upon the lines. Dr. Tufts saw a letter from

Deacon Newall, in which he mentions the death of John Cotton; he says it

is very sickly in town. Every fishing vessel is now obliged to enter and

clear out, as though she was going a foreign voyage. No inhabitant is

suffered to partake, but obliged to wait till the army is supplied, and

then, if one [fish] remains, they are allowed to purchase it. An order

has been given out in town that no person shall be seen to wipe his face

with a white handkerchief. The reason I hear is, that it is a signal of

mutiny. General Burgoyne lives in Mr. Sam Quincy's house. A lady, who

lived opposite, says she saw raw meat cut and hacked upon her mahogany

tables, and her superb damask curtain and cushions exposed to the rain,

as if they were of no value. How much better do the Tories fare than the

Whigs? I suppose this worthy, good man was put in with all confidence

that nothing should be hurt.

I was very much pleased with General Lee's letter,[90] and really

entertained a more favorable opinion of Burgoyne than I before had

imbibed from his speech; but a late letter from London, written to Mr.

Josiah Quincy, and, in case of his absence, to be opened either by you

or Mr. Samuel Adams, or either of the Warrens, has left me no room to

think that he is possessed either of generosity, virtue, or humanity.

His character runs thus:--

"As to Burgoyne, I am not master of language sufficient to give you a

true idea of the horrible wickedness of the man. His designs are dark;

his dissimulation of the deepest dye; for, not content with deceiving

mankind, he practices deceit on God himself, by assuming the appearance

(like Hutchinson) of great attention to religious worship, when every

action of his life is totally abhorrent to all ideas of true religion,

virtue, or common honesty. An abandoned, infamous gambler, of broken

fortune, and the worst and most detestable of the Bedford gang, who are

wholly bent on blood, tyranny, and spoil, and therefore the darling

favorite of our unrivaled ruler, Lord Bute."[91]

The character of Howe is not drawn much more favorably, but Clinton's

general character very good, and 't is said he does not relish the

service he is sent upon. I am ready to believe this of Clinton, as I

have never heard of any speeches of his since his arrival, nor scarcely

any mention of him. That such characters as Burgoyne and Howe should

engage in such a cause is not to be wondered at; but it is really to be

lamented, when a man possessed of one spark of virtue should be drawn

aside, and disgrace himself and posterity by adding one more to the

already infamous list. I suppose you have heard of Derby's arrival,[92]

and the intelligence he brings. I could not refrain wishing them

everlasting fetters; "the news received with some symptoms of pleasure,"

and "our friends increased," and a few more such sugar plums. Were they

suffering as we are, could Americans sit thus coldly whilst Britons were

bleeding? How is it possible that the love of gain and the lust of

domination should render the human mind so callous to every principle of

honor, generosity, and benevolence?

May that day be far distant from America, when "trade's unfeeling train"

shall "usurp this land, and dispossess the swain."

"Ill fares the land, to hastening ills a prey,

Where wealth accumulates, and men decay;

Princes and lords may flourish, or may fade;

A breath can make them, as a breath has made;

But a bold peasantry, their country's pride,

When once destroyed, can never be supplied."

Your address meets with general approbation here; your petitioning the

King again pleases (forgive me if I say the timid and the weak) those

persons who were esteemed the lukewarm, and who think no works of

supererogation can be performed to Great Britain; whilst others say you

heap coals of fire upon the heads of your enemies. You know you are

considered here as a most perfect body; if one member is by any means

rendered incapable of acting, 't is supposed the deficiency will be made

up. The query is, why your President left the Congress so long as to

make it necessary to choose another member,[93]--whether he declined

returning to you again.

I suppose you have a list of our Council. It was generally thought that

Gage would make an attempt to come out either Election day or upon the

Fast; but I could not believe we should be disturbed upon that day. Even

"the devils believe and tremble," and I really believe they are more

afraid of the Americans' prayers than of their swords. I could not bear

to hear our inanimate old bachelor.[94] Mrs. Cranch and I took our

chaise and went to hear Mr. Haven, of Dedham, and we had no occasion to

repent eleven miles' ride; especially as I had the pleasure of spending

the day with my namesake and sister delegate.[95] Why should we not

assume your titles when we give you up our names? I found her

comfortably situated in a little country cottage, with patience,

perseverance, and fortitude for her companions, and in better health

than she has enjoyed for many months past.

I fear General Thomas being overlooked, and Heath placed over him, will

create much uneasiness. I know not who was to blame, but it is likely to

make a great and fatal gap in the army. If Thomas resigns, all his

officers resign; and Mr. Thomas cannot with honor hold under Heath. The

camp will evince to every eye how good an officer he has been; but this

is out of my sphere. I only say what others say, and what the general

disposition of the people is.

I believe you will not complain that I do not write often enough, and at

length enough. When you are tired, tell me. Pray make my compliments to

Mr. Barrell for his great civility to Portia. I really feel very anxious

at being exposed to any eyes but yours, whose partiality I have so often

experienced to cover a multitude of faults, that I rely upon it with the

utmost security. You will not fail letting me hear from you by every

opportunity.

I need not say how much I want to see you, but no one will credit my

story of your returning in a month. I hope to have the best of proofs to

convince them.

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