CHAPTER XXIX

The northeaster was developing. It was now raining hard and the wind was

rising. The gusts swept across the top of the little hill and the window

sashes of the For'ard Lookout rattled and the hinges of the ancient

blinds squeaked. The yard, which had been so attractive, was shorn of

its decorations. The tables had been carried inside; the lanterns taken

down; the wonderful sign, pride of the talented Mr. Bemis, had been

tenderly conveyed to the attic. Cook, waitresses and salesgirl had

departed. The tea-room and gift shop had gone into winter quarters to

hibernate until the following spring.

The rooms inside had been thoroughly swept and cleaned and most of the

furniture and the best of the old prints covered with dust cloths. Some

of the smaller articles, however, were still upon the shelves of the

gift shop, Mary having ordered her assistants to leave them there, as

she wished to look them over herself before putting them away. Some

of her selections for stock had sold remarkably well and she had been

obliged to reorder many times; others of which she had been quite

confident when purchasing had not sold at all. Both good sellers and bad

she meant to list as a guide to future choosing.

She was listing them now. Alone in the room which had once been the

sacred best parlor of the little house, she was seated at the table,

pencil in hand and memorandum books and paper before her. There was no

particular reason why the listing should have been done that day; it

might have been done any day until the weather became too cold to work

in an unheated house. That morning she had had no idea of doing it

that afternoon. She was doing it now because she felt that she must do

something to occupy her mind, and because she wished to be alone.

Up there at the For'ard Lookout she could combine the two--work and

seclusion.

When Mr. Keith told, at the store that morning, the news of Edwin

Smith's--or Edgar Farmer's--death she had been dreadfully shaken by it.

It was so sudden, so unexpected--when she last heard the man was, so the

doctors said, almost well. She had thought of him often enough during

the past year; or, rather, she had thought of Crawford as being with

him and of the father's joy in his son's return to him and the knowledge

that his own disgraceful secret would not be revealed. And she had

pictured Crawford as finding solace for his disappointed love in his

father's society. That Edgar Farmer had been what Isaiah called him--a

blackguard--she realized perfectly, but she was equally sure that, as

Edwin Smith, he had been the kindest and most loving of fathers. And

Crawford, although he had been willing to leave him because of her,

loved him dearly.

And now he was dead, and Crawford was left alone. Somehow she felt

responsible for the death. That it had been hastened by the terrible

alarm and stress of the previous year was, of course, certain. She

thought of Crawford alone and with this new sorrow, and this thought,

and that of her responsibility, was almost more than she could bear.

She felt that she must write him, that he must know she had heard and

was thinking of him. So, after leaving the store, she had hastened down

to the house and up the back stairs to her room. There she had written a

few lines, not more than a note, but the composing of that note had been

a difficult task. There was so much she longed to say and so little

she could say. When it was written she remembered that Crawford was

in Boston and she did not know his address. She determined to send the

letter to the Nevada home and trust to its being forwarded.

She took from the back of the drawer the box of photographs and looked

them over. As she was doing so Isaiah called her to dinner. Then she

heard her uncles come in and, because she felt that she could talk

with no one just then, she avoided them by hastily going down the front

stairs. She made a pretense of eating and left the house. Isaiah did not

see her go. After stopping at the store long enough to tell Mr. Crocker

she would be at the tea-room that afternoon, she climbed the hill,

unlocked the door of the For'ard Lookout, entered and began her work.

The wind howled and whined and the rain beat against the windows. The

blinds creaked, the sashes rattled, the gusts moaned in the chimney

above the fireplace, and all the hundred and one groanings and wailings,

the complaints of an old house in a storm, developed. All these sounds

Mary heard absently, her mind upon her work. Then, little by little

as they drew nearer, she became conscious of other sounds, footfalls;

someone was coming up the walk.

She did not rise from her chair nor look up from her work when the

outside door opened. Even when the footsteps sounded in the little hall

behind her she did not turn.

“Yes, Uncle Shad,” she said. “I am here, and I'm safe and I'm perfectly

dry. Also I'm very, very busy. Now, why did you come out in the rain to

hunt me up? And I'm quite sure you haven't put on your rubbers.”

And then the voice behind her said: “Mary.”

She turned now--turned, looked, and rose to her feet. Her face went

white, then flushed red, and then paled again.

“Oh!” she gasped.

Crawford Smith was standing there. His light overcoat--it was not a

raincoat--dripped water; so did the hat in his hand. He stood there and

looked--and dripped.

“Mary,” he said again.

She caught her breath, almost with a sob.

“You!” she exclaimed. “YOU! Oh, how could you? WHY did you come?”

He took a step toward her. “Because I felt that I must,” he said. “I had

to come. I came to see you once more. You must forgive me.”

She did not speak. He continued:

“You must forgive me for coming,” he said again. “There was a question

I had to ask and only you could answer it. It isn't the question I

asked before, although perhaps that--But first I must tell you: Mary, my

father is dead.”

She nodded. She could scarcely trust herself to speak, but she tried.

“Yes, yes,” she faltered. “I--I know.”

“You know?” he repeated.

“Yes, Mr. Keith told us this morning. He said he met you in Boston.”

“Yes, I had forgotten; so he did.”

“That is how I knew. Oh, Crawford, I am so sorry for you. I have been

writing you. But WHY did you come here again? It--it makes it so much

harder for--for both of us.”

He did not answer the question. “You knew my father was dead,” he said

again. “I wonder”--he was speaking slowly and his gaze was fixed upon

her face--“I wonder how much more you know.”

She started back. “How much--” she repeated, “How much more--Oh, what do

you mean?”

“I mean how much did you know about my father when you and I were

together--when I came on here and asked you to marry me?”

She put a hand to her throat. “Oh!” she cried breathlessly. “YOU know!

He told you!”

“Yes, Mary, he told me. Before he died he told me everything. And you

knew it! I know now why you would not marry me--the son of a thief.”

She looked at him in pained astonishment. The tears sprang to her eyes.

“Oh, how can you!” she exclaimed. “How can you say that to me? How

can you think it? As if that would make any difference! I learned your

father's name and--and what he had done--by accident. It was only the

night before you came. It would have made no difference to me. For

myself I didn't care--but--Oh, Crawford, how can you think it was

because he was--that?”

His eyes were shining.

“I don't think it,” he cried triumphantly. “I never have thought it,

Mary. I believe--ever since I knew, I have dared to believe that you

sent me away because you were trying to save me from disgrace. You had

learned who and what my father had been and I did not know. And you

feared that if you married me the secret might come out and I would

be ashamed, my career would be spoiled, and all that. I have dared to

believe this and that is why I came back to you--to ask if it was true.

Can't you see? I HAD to come. IS it true, Mary?”

He came toward her. She would have run away if she could, but there was

nowhere to run.

“Look at me, Mary,” he commanded. “Look at me, and tell me this: It

wasn't because you didn't love me that you sent me away? It wasn't

really that, was it? Tell me the truth. Look at me now, and tell me.”

She tried to look and she tried to speak, but her glance faltered and

fell before his and the words would not come. She could feel the blood

rushing to her cheeks. She put up her hands in mute protest, but the

protest was unavailing. His arms were about her, his kisses were upon

her lips, and he was telling her the things which are told in times like

these. And she struggled no longer, but permitted herself to listen,

to believe, to accept, and to be swept away by the wonderful current of

love and destiny against which she had fought so long.

But the struggle was not entirely over. She made one more effort.

“Oh, Crawford!” she cried a little later. “Oh, Crawford, dear, this is

all wrong. It can't be. It mustn't be. Don't you see it mustn't? We have

forgotten Uncle Zoeth. He doesn't know whose son you are. If he should

learn, it would bring back the old story and the old trouble. He isn't

well. The shock might kill him.”

But Crawford merely smiled.

“He does know, Mary,” he said. “Father wrote him. I shall tell you

the whole story just as Dad told it to me. Heaven knows it was not a

pleasant one for a son to hear, but I am glad I heard it. The past was

bad, but it is past. You and I have the future for our own and I mean to

make it a clean one and a happy one for us both, God willing.”

Shadrach came up the path to the tea-house, leading Isaiah by the arm.

Mr. Chase moved reluctantly, as if led to execution or, at the very

least, to immediate trial for his life.

“Now then,” commanded Shadrach, “furl that umbrella and come along in

here with me. I want you to make Mary-'Gusta understand that you've told

me the whole business, about your tellin' her the Ed Farmer yarn

and all. After that you can clear out, because I want to talk to her

myself.”

He opened the door and, still holding his captive by the arm, strode

into the parlor. There he stood stock still, staring.

Crawford held out his hand and the Captain found himself shaking it

warmly.

“Captain Gould,” he said, “I know now what I did not know until two

weeks ago, how greatly my father wronged you and your partners. I know

the whole miserable story. But, in spite of it, I am here because I love

Mary and I want to marry her. She has told me that she loves me. I don't

know how you feel about it, but I hope--”

The Captain interrupted. “Wait a minute!” he ordered. “Heave to and

come up into the wind a minute; let me get my bearin's. Young feller,

if you're goin' to drop down out of the skies unexpected like this,

you--Tut! tut! tut! Whew!” He waited a moment, then he said:

“Mary-'Gusta, come here.”

He held out his arms. She came to him and he held her close.

“Is it so?” he asked. “Do you care for this young feller enough for

that? Do you, Mary-'Gusta?”

He put his finger beneath her chin and lifted her head to look down into

her face. The face was crimson.

“Do you, Mary-'Gusta?” he asked.

Mary looked up, wet-eyed but smiling.

“Yes, Uncle Shad,” she said, “I think I do.”

“And you want to cruise in his company all your life, eh?”

“Yes, Uncle Shad; but not unless you and Uncle Zoeth are willing.”

He bent and kissed her.

“Bless your heart, dearie,” he said, “it's all right. Zoeth and me were

talkin' about this very thing a little while ago. And do you know what

he said? He said: 'What wrecked all our lives thirty-five year ago

shan't wreck these two, if I can help it. If Mary-'Gusta cares for him

and he for her they shall have each other and be happy. And we'll be

happy watchin' their happiness.' That's what he said. I don't know's

I said 'Amen' exactly, but I thought it, anyhow. God bless you,

Mary-'Gusta. Now you and Crawford go and see your Uncle Zoeth. He's down

at the house. You just run along and tell him about it.”

Mary turned to Mr. Chase.

“Well, Isaiah,” she said, “haven't you anything to say to me?”

Isaiah looked at Crawford and then at her.

“I should say you'd better go somewheres, both of you, and get dry,”

he said. “His overcoat's soakin' wet and your waist ain't much better.

I--I--don't know what sort of--of congratulations or--or whatever

they be I ought to say, but--but I hope you'll be terrible happy,

Mary-'Gusta.”

“Thank you, Isaiah,” laughed Mary.

“Yes, you're welcome. Now, just let me talk to Cap'n Shad a minute.”

He swung about and faced the Captain and in his eye was triumph great

and complete.

“Cap'n Shad Gould,” crowed Isaiah, “a good many times in the last

four or five year you've called me a fool for heavin' out hints that

somethin' about like this was liable to happen. Well? WELL? What have

you got to say NOW? Who's the fool NOW? Hey? Who is?”

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