Mrs. Sherman and children arrived out in November, and we spent the

winter very comfortably in the house of Thomas Ewing, Jr., on the

corner of Third and Pottawottamie Streets. On the 1st of January,

1859, Daniel McCook, Esq., was admitted to membership in our firm,

which became Sherman, Ewing & McCook. Our business continued to

grow, but, as the income hardly sufficed for three such expensive

personages, I continued to look about for something more certain

and profitable, and during that spring undertook for the Hon.

Thomas Ewing, of Ohio, to open a farm on a large tract of land he

owned on Indian Creek, forty miles west of Leavenworth, for the

benefit of his grand-nephew, Henry Clark, and his grand-niece, Mrs.

Walker. These arrived out in the spring, by which time I had

caused to be erected a small frame dwelling-house, a barn, and

fencing for a hundred acres. This helped to pass away time, but

afforded little profit; and on the 11th of June, 1859, I wrote to

Major D. C. Buel, assistant adjutant-general, on duty in the War

Department with Secretary of War Floyd, inquiring if there was a

vacancy among the army paymasters, or any thing in his line that I

could obtain. He replied promptly, and sent me the printed

programme for a military college about to be organized in

Louisiana, and advised me to apply for the superintendent's place,

saying that General G. Mason Graham, the half-brother of my old

commanding-general, R. B. Mason, was very influential in this

matter, and would doubtless befriend me on account of the relations

that had existed between General Mason and myself in California.

Accordingly, I addressed a letter of application to the Hon. R. C.

Wickliffe, Baton Rouge, Louisiana, asking the answer to be sent to

me at Lancaster, Ohio, where I proposed to leave my family. But,

before leaving this branch of the subject, I must explain a little

matter of which I have seen an account in print, complimentary or

otherwise of the firm of Sherman, Ewing & McCook, more especially

of the senior partner.

One day, as I sat in our office, an Irishman came in and said he

had a case and wanted a lawyer. I asked him to sit down and give

me the points of his case, all the other members of the firm being

out. Our client stated that he had rented a lot of an Irish

landlord for five dollars a month; that he had erected thereon a

small frame shanty, which was occupied by his family; that he had,

paid his rent regularly up to a recent period, but to his house he

had appended a shed which extended over a part of an adjoining

vacant lot belonging to the same landlord, for which he was charged

two and a half dollars a month, which he refused to pay. The

consequence was, that his landlord had for a few months declined

even his five dollars monthly rent until the arrears amounted to

about seventeen dollars, for which he was sued. I told him we

would undertake his case, of which I took notes, and a fee of five

dollars in advance, and in due order I placed the notes in the

hands of McCook, and thought no more of it.

A month or so after, our client rushed into the office and said his

case had been called at Judge Gardner's (I think), and he wanted

his lawyer right away. I sent him up to the Circuit Court, Judge

Pettit's, for McCook, but he soon returned, saying he could not

find McCook, and accordingly I hurried with him up to Judge

Gardner's office, intending to ask a continuance, but I found our

antagonist there, with his lawyer and witnesses, and Judge Gardner

would not grant a continuance, so of necessity I had to act, hoping

that at every minute McCook would come. But the trial proceeded

regularly to its end; we were beaten, and judgment was entered

against our client for the amount claimed, and costs. As soon as

the matter was explained to McCook, he said "execution" could not

be taken for ten days, and, as our client was poor, and had nothing

on which the landlord could levy but his house, McCook advised him

to get his neighbors together, to pick up the house, and carry it

on to another vacant lot, belonging to a non-resident, so that even

the house could not be taken in execution. Thus the grasping

landlord, though successful in his judgment, failed in the

execution, and our client was abundantly satisfied.

In due time I closed up my business at Leavenworth, and went to

Lancaster, Ohio, where, in July, 1859, I received notice from

Governor Wickliffe that I had been elected superintendent of the

proposed college, and inviting me to come down to Louisiana as

early as possible, because they were anxious to put the college

into operation by the 1st of January following. For this honorable

position I was indebted to Major D. C. Buell and General G. Mason

Graham, to whom I have made full and due acknowledgment. During

the civil war, it was reported and charged that I owed my position

to the personal friendship of Generals Bragg and Beauregard, and

that, in taking up arms against the South, I had been guilty of a

breach of hospitality and friendship. I was not indebted to

General Bragg, because he himself told me that he was not even

aware that I was an applicant, and had favored the selection of

Major Jenkins, another West Point graduate. General Beauregard had

nothing whatever to do with the matter.

CHAPTER VII.

LOUISIANA

1859-1861.

In the autumn of 1859, having made arrangements for my family to

remain in Lancaster, I proceeded, via Columbus, Cincinnati, and

Louisville, to Baton Rouge, Louisiana, where I reported for duty to

Governor Wickliffe, who, by virtue of his office, was the president

of the Board of Supervisors of the new institution over which I was

called to preside. He explained to me the act of the Legislature

under which the institution was founded; told me that the building

was situated near Alexandria, in the parish of Rapides, and was

substantially finished; that the future management would rest with

a Board of Supervisors, mostly citizens of Rapides Parish, where

also resided the Governor-elect, T. O. Moore, who would soon

succeed him in his office as Governor and president ex officio; and

advised me to go at once to Alexandria, and put myself in

communication with Moore and the supervisors. Accordingly I took a

boat at Baton Rouge, for the mouth of Red River.

The river being low, and its navigation precarious, I there took

the regular mail-coach, as the more certain conveyance, and

continued on toward Alexandria. I found, as a fellow-passenger in

the coach, Judge Henry Boyce, of the United States District Court,

with whom I had made acquaintance years before, at St. Louis, and,

as we neared Alexandria, he proposed that we should stop at

Governor Moore's and spend the night. Moore's house and plantation

were on Bayou Robert, about eight miles from Alexandria. We found

him at home, with his wife and a married daughter, and spent the

night there. He sent us forward to Alexandria the next morning, in

his own carriage. On arriving at Alexandria, I put up at an inn,

or boarding-house, and almost immediately thereafter went about ten

miles farther up Bayou Rapides, to the plantation and house of

General G. Mason Graham, to whom I looked as the principal man with

whom I had to deal. He was a high-toned gentleman, and his whole

heart was in the enterprise. He at once put me at ease. We acted

together most cordially from that time forth, and it was at his

house that all the details of the seminary were arranged. We first

visited the college-building together. It was located on an old

country place of four hundred acres of pineland, with numerous

springs, and the building was very large and handsome. A

carpenter, named James, resided there, and had the general charge

of the property; but, as there was not a table, chair, black-board,

or any thing on hand, necessary for a beginning, I concluded to

quarter myself in one of the rooms of the seminary, and board with

an old black woman who cooked for James, so that I might personally

push forward the necessary preparations. There was an old

rail-fence about the place, and a large pile of boards in front. I

immediately engaged four carpenters, and set them at work to make

out of these boards mess-tables, benches, black-boards, etc. I

also opened a correspondence with the professors-elect, and with

all parties of influence in the State, who were interested in our

work: At the meeting of the Board of Supervisors, held at

Alexandria, August 2, 1859, five professors had been elected:

1. W. T. Sherman, Superintendent, and Professor of Engineering, etc.;

2. Anthony Vallas, Professor of Mathematics, Philosophy, etc.;

3. Francis W. Smith, Professor of Chemistry, etc.;

4. David F. Boyd, Professor of Languages, English and Ancient;

5. E. Berti St. Ange, Professor of French and Modern Languages.

These constituted the Academic Board, while the general supervision

remained in the Board of Supervisors, composed of the Governor of

the State, the Superintendent of Public Education, and twelve

members, nominated by the Governor, and confirmed by the Senate.

The institution was bound to educate sixteen beneficiary students,

free of any charge for tuition. These had only to pay for their

clothing and books, while all others had to pay their entire

expenses, including tuition.

Early in November, Profs. Smith, Yallas, St. Ange, and I, met a

committee of the Board of Supervisors, composed of T. C. Manning,

G. Mason Graham, and W. W. Whittington, at General Graham's house,

and resolved to open the institution to pupils on the 1st day of

January, 1860. We adopted a series of bylaws for the government of

the institution, which was styled the "Louisiana Seminary of

Learning and Military Academy." This title grew out of the

original grant, by the Congress of the United States, of a certain

township of public land, to be sold by the State, and dedicated to

the use of a "seminary of learning." I do not suppose that

Congress designed thereby to fix the name or title; but the subject

had so long been debated in Louisiana that the name, though

awkward, had become familiar. We appended to it "Military

Academy," as explanatory of its general design.

On the 17th of November, 1859, the Governor of the State,

Wickliffe, issued officially a general circular, prepared by us,

giving public notice that the "Seminary of Learning" would open on

the 1st day of January, 1860; containing a description of the

locality, and the general regulations for the proposed institution;

and authorizing parties to apply for further information to the

"Superintendent," at Alexandria, Louisiana.

The Legislature had appropriated for the sixteen beneficiaries at

the rate of two hundred and eighty-three dollars per annum, to

which we added sixty dollars as tuition for pay cadets; and, though

the price was low, we undertook to manage for the first year on

that basis.

Promptly to the day, we opened, with about sixty cadets present.

Major Smith was the commandant of cadets, and I the superintendent.

I had been to New Orleans, where I had bought a supply of

mattresses, books, and every thing requisite, and we started very

much on the basis of West Point and of the Virginia Military

Institute, but without uniforms or muskets; yet with roll-calls,

sections, and recitations, we kept as near the standard of West

Point as possible. I kept all the money accounts, and gave general

directions to the steward, professors, and cadets. The other

professors had their regular classes and recitations. We all lived

in rooms in the college building, except Vallas, who had a family,

and rented a house near by. A Creole gentleman, B. Jarrean, Esq.,

had been elected steward, and he also had his family in a house not

far off. The other professors had a mess in a room adjoining the

mess-hall. A few more cadets joined in the course of the winter,

so that we had in all, during the first term, seventy-three cadets,

of whom fifty-nine passed the examination on the 30th of July,

1860. During our first term many defects in the original act of

the Legislature were demonstrated, and, by the advice of the Board

of Supervisors, I went down to Baton Rouge during the session of

the Legislature, to advocate and urge the passage of a new bill,

putting the institution on a better footing. Thomas O. Moors was

then Governor, Bragg was a member of the Board of Public Works, and

Richard Taylor was a Senator. I got well acquainted with all of

these, and with some of the leading men of the State, and was

always treated with the greatest courtesy and kindness. In

conjunction with the proper committee of the Legislature, we

prepared a new bill, which was passed and approved on the 7th of

March, 1860, by which we were to have a beneficiary cadet for each

parish, in all fifty-six, and fifteen thousand dollars annually for

their maintenance; also twenty thousand dollars for the general use

of the college. During that session we got an appropriation of

fifteen thousand dollars for building two professors' houses, for

the purchase of philosophical and chemical apparatus, and for the

beginning of a college library. The seminary was made a State

Arsenal, under the title of State Central Arsenal, and I was

allowed five hundred dollars a year as its superintendent. These

matters took me several times to Baton Rouge that winter, and I

recall an event of some interest, which most have happened in

February. At that time my brother, John Sherman, was a candidate,

in the national House of Representatives, for Speaker, against

Bocock, of Virginia. In the South he was regarded as an

"abolitionist," the most horrible of all monsters; and many people

of Louisiana looked at me with suspicion, as the brother of the

abolitionist, John Sherman, and doubted the propriety of having me

at the head of an important State institution. By this time I was

pretty well acquainted with many of their prominent men, was

generally esteemed by all in authority, and by the people of

Rapides Parish especially, who saw that I was devoted to my

particular business, and that I gave no heed to the political

excitement of the day. But the members of the State Senate and

House did not know me so well, and it was natural that they should

be suspicions of a Northern man, and the brother of him who was the

"abolition" candidate for Speaker of the House.

One evening, at a large dinner-party at Governor Moore's, at which

were present several members of the Louisiana Legislature, Taylor,

Bragg, and the Attorney-General Hyams, after the ladies had left

the table, I noticed at Governor Moore's end quite a lively

discussion going on, in which my name was frequently used; at

length the Governor called to me, saying: "Colonel Sherman, you can

readily understand that, with your brother the abolitionist

candidate for Speaker, some of our people wonder that you should be

here at the head of an important State institution. Now, you are

at my table, and I assure you of my confidence. Won't you speak

your mind freely on this question of slavery, that so agitates the

land? You are under my roof, and, whatever you say, you have my

protection."

I answered: "Governor Moors, you mistake in calling my brother,

John Sherman, an abolitionist. We have been separated since

childhood--I in the army, and he pursuing his profession of

law in Northern Ohio; and it is possible we may differ in

general sentiment, but I deny that he is considered at home an

abolitionist; and, although he prefers the free institutions under

which he lives to those of slavery which prevail here, he would not

of himself take from you by law or force any property whatever,

even slaves."

Then said Moore: "Give us your own views of slavery as you see it

here and throughout the South."

I answered in effect that "the people of Louisiana were hardly

responsible for slavery, as they had inherited it; that I found two

distinct conditions of slavery, domestic and field hands. The

domestic slaves, employed by the families, were probably better

treated than any slaves on earth; but the condition of the

field-hands was different, depending more on the temper and

disposition of their masters and overseers than were those employed

about the house;" and I went on to say that, "were I a citizen of

Louisiana, and a member of the Legislature, I would deem it wise to

bring the legal condition of the slaves more near the status of

human beings under all Christian and civilized governments. In the

first place, I argued that, in sales of slaves made by the State, I

would forbid the separation of families, letting the father,

mother, and children, be sold together to one person, instead of

each to the highest bidder. And, again, I would advise the repeal

of the statute which enacted a severe penalty for even the owner to

teach his slave to read and write, because that actually qualified

property and took away a part of its value; illustrating the

assertion by the case of Henry Sampson, who had been the slave of

Colonel Chambers, of Rapides Parish, who had gone to California as

the servant of an officer of the army, and who was afterward

employed by me in the bank at San Francisco. At first he could not

write or read, and I could only afford to pay him one hundred

dollars a month; but he was taught to read and write by Reilley,

our bank-teller, when his services became worth two hundred and

fifty dollars a month, which enabled him to buy his own freedom and

that of his brother and his family."

What I said was listened to by all with the most profound

attention; and, when I was through, some one (I think it was Mr.

Hyams) struck the table with his fist, making the glasses jingle,

and said, "By God, he is right!" and at once he took up the debate,

which went on, for an hour or more, on both sides with ability and

fairness. Of course, I was glad to be thus relieved, because at

the time all men in Louisiana were dreadfully excited on questions

affecting their slaves, who constituted the bulk of their wealth,

and without whom they honestly believed that sugar, cotton, and

rice, could not possibly be cultivated.

On the 30th and 31st of July, 1860, we had an examination at the

seminary, winding up with a ball, and as much publicity as possible

to attract general notice; and immediately thereafter we all

scattered--the cadets to their homes, and the professors wherever

they pleased--all to meet again on the 1st day of the next

November. Major Smith and I agreed to meet in New York on a

certain day in August, to purchase books, models, etc. I went

directly to my family in Lancaster, and after a few days proceeded

to Washington, to endeavor to procure from the General Government

the necessary muskets and equipments for our cadets by the

beginning of the next term. I was in Washington on the 17th

day of August, and hunted up my friend Major Buell, of the

Adjutant-General's Department, who was on duty with the Secretary of

War, Floyd. I had with me a letter of Governor Moore's, authorizing

me to act in his name. Major Buell took me into Floyd's room at the

War Department, to whom I explained my business, and I was agreeably

surprised to meet with such easy success. Although the State of

Louisiana had already drawn her full quota of arms, Floyd promptly

promised to order my requisition to be filled, and I procured the

necessary blanks at the Ordnance-Office, filled them with two

hundred cadet muskets, and all equipments complete, and was assured

that all these articles would be shipped to Louisiana in season for

our use that fall. These assurances were faithfully carried out.

I then went on to New York, there met Major Smith according to

appointment, and together we selected and purchased a good supply

of uniforms, clothing, and text books, as well as a fair number of

books of history and fiction, to commence a library.

When this business was completed, I returned to Lancaster, and

remained with my family till the time approached for me to return

to Louisiana. I again left my family at Lancaster, until assured

of the completion of the two buildings designed for the married

professors for which I had contracted that spring with Mr. Mills,

of Alexandria, and which were well under progress when I left in

August. One of these was designed for me and the other for Vallas.

Mr. Ewing presented me with a horse, which I took down the river

with me, and en route I ordered from Grimsley & Co. a full

equipment of saddle, bridle, etc., the same that I used in the war,

and which I lost with my horse, shot under me at Shiloh.

Reaching Alexandria early in October, I pushed forward the

construction of the two buildings, some fences, gates, and all

other work, with the object of a more perfect start at the opening

of the regular term November 1, 1860.

About this time Dr. Powhatan Clark was elected Assistant Professor

of Chemistry, etc., and acted as secretary of the Board of

Supervisors, but no other changes were made in our small circle of

professors.

November came, and with it nearly if not quite all our first set of

cadets, and others, to the number of about one hundred and thirty.

We divided them into two companies, issued arms and clothing, and

began a regular system of drills and instruction, as well as the

regular recitations. I had moved into my new house, but prudently

had not sent for my family, nominally on the ground of waiting

until the season was further advanced, but really because of the

storm that was lowering heavy on the political horizon. The

presidential election was to occur in November, and the nominations

had already been made in stormy debates by the usual conventions.

Lincoln and Hamlin (to the South utterly unknown) were the nominees

of the Republican party, and for the first time both these

candidates were from Northern States. The Democratic party

divided--one set nominating a ticket at Charleston, and the other

at Baltimore. Breckenridge and Lane were the nominees of the

Southern or Democratic party; and Bell and Everett, a kind of

compromise, mostly in favor in Louisiana. Political excitement was

at its very height, and it was constantly asserted that Mr.

Lincoln's election would imperil the Union. I purposely kept aloof

from politics, would take no part, and remember that on the day of

the election in November I was notified that it would be advisable

for me to vote for Bell and Everett, but I openly said I would not,

and I did not. The election of Mr. Lincoln fell upon us all like a

clap of thunder. People saw and felt that the South had threatened

so long that, if she quietly submitted, the question of slavery in

the Territories was at an end forever. I mingled freely with the

members of the Board of Supervisors, and with the people of Rapides

Parish generally, keeping aloof from all cliques and parties, and I

certainly hoped that the threatened storm would blow over, as had

so often occurred before, after similar threats. At our seminary

the order of exercises went along with the regularity of the

seasons. Once a week, I had the older cadets to practise reading,

reciting, and elocution, and noticed that their selections were

from Calhoun, Yancey, and other Southern speakers, all treating of

the defense of their slaves and their home institutions as the very

highest duty of the patriot. Among boys this was to be expected;

and among the members of our board, though most of them declaimed

against politicians generally, and especially abolitionists, as

pests, yet there was a growing feeling that danger was in the wind.

I recall the visit of a young gentleman who had been sent from

Jackson, by the Governor of Mississippi, to confer with Governor

Moore, then on his plantation at Bayou Robert, and who had come

over to see our college. He spoke to me openly of secession as a

fixed fact, and that its details were only left open for

discussion. I also recall the visit of some man who was said to be

a high officer in the order of "Knights of the Golden Circle," of

the existence of which order I was even ignorant, until explained

to me by Major Smith and Dr. Clark. But in November, 1860, no man

ever approached me offensively, to ascertain my views, or my

proposed course of action in case of secession, and no man in or

out of authority ever tried to induce me to take part in steps

designed to lead toward disunion. I think my general opinions were

well known and understood, viz., that "secession was treason, was

war;" and that in no event would the North and West permit the

Mississippi River to pass out of their control. But some men at

the South actually supposed at the time that the Northwestern

States, in case of a disruption of the General Government, would be

drawn in self-interest to an alliance with the South. What I now

write I do not offer as any thing like a history of the important

events of that time, but rather as my memory of them, the effect

they had on me personally, and to what extent they influenced my

personal conduct.

South Carolina seceded December 20, 1860, and Mississippi soon

after. Emissaries came to Louisiana to influence the Governor,

Legislature, and people, and it was the common assertion that, if

all the Cotton States would follow the lead of South Carolina, it

would diminish the chances of civil war, because a bold and

determined front would deter the General Government from any

measures of coercion. About this time also, viz., early in

December, we received Mr. Buchanan's annual message to Congress, in

which he publicly announced that the General Government had no

constitutional power to "coerce a State." I confess this staggered

me, and I feared that the prophecies and assertions of Alison and

other European commentators on our form of government were right,

and that our Constitution was a mere rope of sand, that would break

with the first pressure.

The Legislature of Louisiana met on the 10th of December, and

passed an act calling a convention of delegates from the people, to

meet at Baton Rouge, on the 8th of January, to take into

consideration the state of the Union; and, although it was

universally admitted that a large majority of the voters of the

State were opposed to secession, disunion, and all the steps of the

South Carolinians, yet we saw that they were powerless, and that

the politicians would sweep them along rapidly to the end,

prearranged by their leaders in Washington. Before the ordinance

of secession was passed, or the convention had assembled, on the

faith of a telegraphic dispatch sent by the two Senators, Benjamin

and Slidell, from their seats in the United States Senate at

Washington, Governor Moore ordered the seizure of all the United

States forts at the mouth of the Mississippi and Lake

Pontchartrain, and of the United States arsenal at Baton Rouge.

The forts had no garrisons, but the arsenal was held by a small

company of artillery, commanded by Major Haskins, a most worthy and

excellent officer, who had lost an arm in Mexico. I remember well

that I was strongly and bitterly impressed by the seizure of the

arsenal, which occurred on January 10, 1861.

When I went first to Baton Rouge, in 1859, en route to Alexandria,

I found Captain Rickett's company of artillery stationed in the

arsenal, but soon after there was somewhat of a clamor on the Texas

frontier about Brownsville, which induced the War Department to

order Rickett's company to that frontier. I remember that Governor

Moore remonstrated with the Secretary of War because so much

dangerous property, composed of muskets, powder, etc., had been

left by the United States unguarded, in a parish where the slave

population was as five or six to one of whites; and it was on his

official demand that the United States Government ordered Haskinss

company to replace Rickett's. This company did not number forty

men. In the night of January 9th, about five hundred New Orleans

militia, under command of a Colonel Wheat, went up from New Orleans

by boat, landed, surrounded the arsenal, and demanded its

surrender. Haskins was of course unprepared for such a step, yet

he at first resolved to defend the post as he best could with his

small force. But Bragg, who was an old army acquaintance of his,

had a parley with him, exhibited to him the vastly superior force

of his assailants, embracing two field-batteries, and offered to

procure for him honorable terms, to march out with drums and

colors, and to take unmolested passage in a boat up to St. Louis;

alleging, further, that the old Union was at an end, and that a

just settlement would be made between the two new fragments for all

the property stored in the arsenal. Of course it was Haskins's

duty to have defended his post to the death; but up to that time

the national authorities in Washington had shown such

pusillanimity, that the officers of the army knew not what to do.

The result, anyhow, was that Haskins surrendered his post, and at

once embarked for St. Louis. The arms and munitions stored in the

arsenal were scattered--some to Mississippi, some to New Orleans,

some to Shreveport; and to me, at the Central Arsenal, were

consigned two thousand muskets, three hundred Jager rifles, and a

large amount of cartridges and ammunition. The invoices were

signed by the former ordnance-sergeant, Olodowski, as a captain of

ordnance, and I think he continued such on General Bragg's staff

through the whole of the subsequent civil war. These arms, etc.,

came up to me at Alexandria, with orders from Governor Moore to

receipt for and account for them. Thus I was made the receiver of

stolen goods, and these goods the property of the United States.

This grated hard on my feelings as an ex-army-officer, and on

counting the arms I noticed that they were packed in the old

familiar boxes, with the "U. S." simply scratched off. General G.

Mason Graham had resigned as the chairman of the Executive

Committee, and Dr. S. A. Smith, of Alexandria, then a member of the

State Senate, had succeeded him as chairman, and acted as head of

the Board of Supervisors. At the time I was in most intimate

correspondence with all of these parties, and our letters must have

been full of politics, but I have only retained copies of a few of

the letters, which I will embody in this connection, as they will

show, better than by any thing I can now recall, the feelings of

parties at that critical period. The seizure of the arsenal at

Baton Rouge occurred January 10, 1861, and the secession ordinance

was not passed until about the 25th or 26th of the same month. At

all events, after the seizure of the arsenal, and before the

passage of the ordinance of secession, viz., on the 18th of

January, I wrote as follows:

Louisiana State Seminary of Learning and Military Academy

January 18, 1861

Governor THOMAS O. MOORE, Baton, Rouge, Louisiana.

Sir: As I occupy a quasi-military position under the laws of the

State, I deem it proper to acquaint you that I accepted such

position when Louisiana was a State in the Union, and when the

motto of this seminary was inserted in marble over the main door:

"By the liberality of the General Government of the United States.

The Union--esto perpetua."

Recent events foreshadow a great change, and it becomes all men to

choose. If Louisiana withdraw from the Federal Union, I prefer to

maintain my allegiance to the Constitution as long as a fragment of

it survives; and my longer stay here would be wrong in every sense

of the word.

In that event, I beg you will send or appoint some authorized agent

to take charge of the arms and munitions of war belonging to the

State, or advise me what disposition to make of them.

And furthermore, as president of the Board of Supervisors, I beg

you to take immediate steps to relieve me as superintendent, the

moment the State determines to secede, for on no earthly account

will I do any act or think any thought hostile to or in defiance of

the old Government of the United States.

With great respect, your obedient servant,

W. T. SHERMAN, Superintendent.

[PRIVATE.]

January 18, 1861.

To Governor Moore:

My Dear Sir: I take it for granted that you have been expecting for

some days the accompanying paper from me (the above official

letter). I have repeatedly and again made known to General Graham

and Dr. Smith that, in the event of a severance of the relations

hitherto existing between the Confederated States of this Union, I

would be forced to choose the old Union. It is barely possible all

the States may secede, South and North, that new combinations may

result, but this process will be one of time and uncertainty, and I

cannot with my opinions await the subsequent development.

I have never been a politician, and therefore undervalue the

excited feelings and opinions of present rulers, but I do think, if

this people cannot execute a form of government like the present,

that a worse one will result.

I will keep the cadets as quiet as possible. They are nervous, but

I think the interest of the State requires them here, guarding this

property, and acquiring a knowledge which will be useful to your

State in after-times.

When I leave, which I now regard as certain, the present professors

can manage well enough, to afford you leisure time to find a

suitable successor to me. You might order Major Smith to receipt

for the arms, and to exercise military command, while the academic

exercises could go on under the board. In time, some gentleman

will turn up, better qualified than I am, to carry on the seminary

to its ultimate point of success. I entertain the kindest feelings

toward all, and would leave the State with much regret; only in

great events we must choose, one way or the other.

Truly, your friend,

W. T. SHERMAN

January 19, 1881--Saturday.

Dr. S. A. Smith, President Board of Supervisors, Baton Rouge,

Louisiana.

Dear Sir: I have just finished my quarterly reports to the parents

of all the cadets here, or who have been here. All my books of

account are written up to date. All bills for the houses, fences,

etc., are settled, and nothing now remains but the daily tontine of

recitations and drills. I have written officially and unofficially

to Governor Moore, that with my opinions of the claimed right of

accession, of the seizure of public forts, arsenals, etc., and the

ignominious capture of a United States garrison, stationed in your

midst, as a guard to the arsenal and for the protection of your own

people, it would be highly improper for me longer to remain. No

great inconvenience can result to the seminary. I will be the

chief loser. I came down two months before my pay commenced. I

made sacrifices in Kansas to enable me thus to obey the call of

Governor Wickliffe, and you know that last winter I declined a most

advantageous offer of employment abroad; and thus far I have

received nothing as superintendent of the arsenal, though I went to

Washington and New York (at my own expense) on the faith of the

five hundred dollars salary promised.

These are all small matters in comparison with those involved in

the present state of the country, which will cause sacrifices by

millions, instead of by hundreds. The more I think of it, the more

I think I should be away, the sooner the better; and therefore I

hope you will join with Governor Moors in authorizing me to turn

over to Major Smith the military command here, and to the academic

board the control of the daily exercises and recitations.

There will be no necessity of your coming up. You can let Major

Smith receive the few hundreds of cash I have on hand, and I can

meet you on a day certain in New Orleans, when we can settle the

bank account. Before I leave, I can pay the steward Jarrean his

account for the month, and there would be no necessity for other

payments till about the close of March, by which time the board can

meet, and elect a treasurer and superintendent also.

At present I have no class, and there will be none ready till about

the month of May, when there will be a class in "surveying." Even

if you do not elect a superintendent in the mean time, Major Smith

could easily teach this class, as he is very familiar with the

subject-matter: Indeed, I think you will do well to leave the

subject of a new superintendent until one perfectly satisfactory

turns up.

There is only one favor I would ask. The seminary has plenty of

money in bank. The Legislature will surely appropriate for my

salary as superintendent of this arsenal. Would you not let me

make my drafts on the State Treasury, send them to you, let the

Treasurer note them for payment when the appropriation is made, and

then pay them out of the seminary fund? The drafts will be paid in

March, and the seminary will lose nothing. This would be just to

me; for I actually spent two hundred dollars and more in going to

Washington and New York, thereby securing from the United States,

in advance, three thousand dollars' worth of the very best arms;

and clothing and books, at a clear profit to the seminary of over

eight hundred dollars. I may be some time in finding new

employment, and will stand in need of this money (five hundred

dollars); otherwise I would abandon it.

I will not ask you to put the Board of Supervisors to the trouble

of meeting, unless you can get a quorum at Baton Rouge.

With great respect, your friend,

W. T. SHERMAN.

By course of mail, I received the following answer from Governor

Moore, the original of which I still possess. It is all in General

Braggs handwriting, with which I am familiar--

Executive Office,

BATON ROUGE, LOUISIANA, January 23, 1861

MY DEAR SIR: It is with the deepest regret I acknowledge receipt of

your communication of the 18th inst. In the pressure of official

business, I can now only request you to transfer to Prof. Smith the

arms, munitions, and funds in your hands, whenever you conclude to

withdraw from the position you have filled with so much

distinction. You cannot regret more than I do the necessity which

deprives us of your services, and you will bear with you the

respect, confidence, and admiration, of all who have been

associated with you. Very truly, your friend,

Thomas O. Moore.

Colonel W. T. SHERMAN, Superintendent Military Academy, Alexandria.

I must have received several letters from Bragg, about this time,

which have not been preserved; for I find that, on the 1st of

February, 1861, I wrote him thus:

Seminary of Learning

Alexandria, LOUISIANA, February 1, 1881.

Colonel Braxton BRAGG, Baton, Rouge, Louisiana.

Dear Sir: Yours of January 23d and 27th are received. I thank you

most kindly, and Governor Moors through you, for the kind manner in

which you have met my wishes.

Now that I cannot be compromised by political events, I will so

shape my course as best to serve the institution, which has a

strong hold on my affections and respect.

The Board of Supervisors will be called for the 9th instant, and I

will cooperate with them in their measures to place matters here on

a safe and secure basis. I expect to be here two weeks, and will

make you full returns of money and property belonging to the State

Central Arsenal. All the arms and ammunition are safely stored

here. Then I will write you more at length. With sincere respect,

your friend,

W. T. SHERMAN.

Major Smith's receipt to me, for the arms and property belonging

both to the seminary and to the arsenal, is dated February 19,

1861. I subjoin also, in this connection, copies of one or two

papers that may prove of interest

BATON ROUGE, January 28, 1881.

To Major SHERMAN, Superintendent, Alexandria.

My DEAR SIR: Your letter was duly receive, and would have been

answered ere this time could I have arranged sooner the matter of

the five hundred dollars. I shall go from here to New Orleans

to-day or tomorrow, and will remain there till Saturday after next,

perhaps. I shall expect to meet you there, as indicated in your

note to me.

I need not tell you that it is with no ordinary regret that I view

your determination to leave us, for really I believe that the

success of our institution, now almost assured, is jeopardized

thereby. I am sore that we will never have a superintendent with

whom I shall have more pleasant relations than those which have

existed between yourself and me.

I fully appreciate the motives which have induced you to give up a

position presenting so many advantages to yourself, and sincerely

hope that you may, in any future enterprise, enjoy the success

which your character and ability merit and deserve.

Should you come down on the Rapides (steamer), please look after my

wife, who will, I hope, accompany you on said boat, or some other

good one.

Colonel Bragg informs me that the necessary orders have been given

for the transfer and receipt by Major Smith of the public property.

I herewith transmit a request to the secretary to convene the Board

of Supervisors, that they may act as seems best to them in the

premises.

In the mean time, Major Smith will command by seniority the cadets,

and the Academic Board will be able to conduct the scientific

exercises of the institution until the Board of Supervisors can

have time to act. Hoping to meet you soon at the St. Charles, I

am,

Most truly, your friend and servant, S. A. Smith

P. S. Governor Moors desires me to express his profound regret that

the State is about to lose one who we all fondly hoped had cast his

destinies for weal or for woe among us; and that he is sensible

that we lose thereby an officer whom it will be difficult, if not

impossible, to replace.

S. A. S.

BATON ROUGE, February 11, 1881.

To Major Sherman, Alexandria.

Dear Sir: I have been in New Orleans for ten days, and on returning

here find two letters from you, also your prompt answer to the

resolution of the House of Representatives, for which I am much

obliged.

The resolution passed the last day before adjournment. I was

purposing to respond, when your welcome reports came to hand. I

have arranged to pay you your five hundred dollars.

I will say nothing of general politics, except to give my opinion

that there is not to be any war.

In that event, would it not be possible for you to become a citizen

of our State? Everyone deplores your determination to leave us. At

the same time, your friends feel that you are abandoning a position

that might become an object of desire to any one.

I will try to meet you in New Orleans at any time you may indicate;

but it would be best for you to stop here, when, if possible, I

will accompany you. Should you do so, you will find me just above

the State-House, and facing it.

Bring with you a few copies of the "Rules of the Seminary."

Yours truly,

S. A. Smith

Colonel W. T. SHERMAN.

Sir: I am instructed by the Board of Supervisors of this

institution to present a copy of the resolutions adopted by them at

their last meeting.

"Resolved, That the thanks of the Board of Supervisors are due, and

are hereby tendered, to Colonel William T. Sherman for the able and

efficient manner in which he has conducted the affairs of the

seminary during the time the institution has been under his

control--a period attended with unusual difficulties, requiring on

the part of the superintendent to successfully overcome them a high

order of administrative talent. And the board further bear willing

testimony to the valuable services that Colonel Sherman has

rendered them in their efforts to establish an institution of

learning in accordance with the beneficent design of the State and

Federal Governments; evincing at all times a readiness to adapt

himself to the ever-varying requirements of an institution of

learning in its infancy, struggling to attain a position of honor

and usefulness.

"Resolved, further, That, in accepting the resignation of Colonel

Sherman as Superintendent of the State Seminary of Learning and

Military Academy, we tender to him assurances of our high personal

regard, and our sincere regret at the occurrence of causes that

render it necessary to part with so esteemed and valued a friend,

as well as co-laborer in the cause of education."

Powhatan Clarke, Secretary of the Board.

A copy of the resolution of the Academic Board, passed at their

session of April 1,1861:

"Resolved, That in the resignation of the late superintendent,

Colonel W. T. Sherman, the Academic Board deem it not improper to

express their deep conviction of the loss the institution has

sustained in being thus deprived of an able head. They cannot fail

to appreciate the manliness of character which has always marked

the actions of Colonel Sherman. While he is personally endeared to

many of them as a friend, they consider it their high pleasure to

tender to him in this resolution their regret on his separation,

and their sincere wish for his future welfare."

I have given the above at some length, because, during the civil

war, it was in Southern circles asserted that I was guilty of a

breach of hospitality in taking up arms against the South. They

were manifestly the aggressors, and we could only defend our own by

assailing them. Yet, without any knowledge of what the future had

in store for me, I took unusual precautions that the institution

should not be damaged by my withdrawal. About the 20th of

February, having turned over all property, records, and money, on

hand, to Major Smith, and taking with me the necessary documents to

make the final settlement with Dr. S. A. Smith, at the bank in New

Orleans, where the funds of the institution were deposited to my

credit, I took passage from Alexandria for that city, and arrived

there, I think, on the 23d. Dr. Smith met me, and we went to the

bank, where I turned over to him the balance, got him to audit all

my accounts, certify that they were correct and just, and that

there remained not one cent of balance in my hands. I charged in

my account current for my salary up to the end of February, at the

rate of four thousand dollars a year, and for the five hundred

dollars due me as superintendent of the Central Arsenal, all of

which was due and had been fairly earned, and then I stood free and

discharged of any and every obligation, honorary or business, that

was due by me to the State of Louisiana, or to any corporation or

individual in that State.

This business occupied two or three days, during which I staid at

the St. Louis Hotel. I usually sat at table with Colonel and Mrs.

Bragg, and an officer who wore the uniform of the State of

Louisiana, and was addressed as captain. Bragg wore a colonel's

uniform, and explained to me that he was a colonel in the State

service, a colonel of artillery, and that some companies of his

regiment garrisoned Forts Jackson and St. Philip, and the arsenal

at Baton Rouge.

Beauregard at the time had two sons at the Seminary of Learning. I

had given them some of my personal care at the father's request,

and, wanting to tell him of their condition and progress, I went to

his usual office in the Custom-House Building, and found him in the

act of starting for Montgomery, Alabama. Bragg said afterward that

Beauregard had been sent for by Jefferson Davis, and that it was

rumored that he had been made a brigadier-general, of which fact he

seemed jealous, because in the old army Bragg was the senior.

Davis and Stephens had been inaugurated President and

Vice-President of the Confederate States of America, February 18,

1860, at Montgomery, and those States only embraced the seven

cotton States. I recall a conversation at the tea-table, one

evening, at the St. Louis Hotel. When Bragg was speaking of

Beauregard's promotion, Mrs. Bragg, turning to me, said, "You know

that my husband is not a favorite with the new President." My mind

was resting on Mr. Lincoln as the new President, and I said I did

not know that Bragg had ever met Mr. Lincoln, when Mrs. Bragg said,

quite pointedly, "I didn't mean your President, but our President."

I knew that Bragg hated Davis bitterly, and that he had resigned

from the army in 1855, or 1856, because Davis, as Secretary of War,

had ordered him, with his battery, from Jefferson Barracks,

Missouri, to Fort Smith or Fort Washita, in the Indian country, as

Bragg expressed it, "to chase Indians with six-pounders."

I visited the quartermaster, Colonel A. C. Myers, who had resigned

from the army, January 28, 1861, and had accepted service under the

new regime. His office was in the same old room in the Lafayette

Square building, which he had in 1853, when I was there a

commissary, with the same pictures on the wall, and the letters "U.

S." on every thing, including his desk, papers, etc. I asked him

if he did not feel funny. "No, not at all. The thing was

inevitable, secession was a complete success; there would be no

war, but the two Governments would settle all matters of business

in a friendly spirit, and each would go on in its allotted sphere,

without further confusion." About this date, February 16th,

General Twiggs, Myers's father-in-law, had surrendered his entire

command, in the Department of Texas, to some State troops, with all

the Government property, thus consummating the first serious step

in the drama of the conspiracy, which was to form a confederacy of

the cotton States, before working upon the other slave or border

States, and before the 4th of March, the day for the inauguration

of President Lincoln.

I walked the streets of New Orleans, and found business going along

as usual. Ships were strung for miles along the lower levee, and

steamboats above, all discharging or receiving cargo. The Pelican

flag of Louisiana was flying over the Custom House, Mint, City

Hall, and everywhere. At the levee ships carried every flag on

earth except that of the United States, and I was told that during

a procession on the 22d of February, celebrating their emancipation

from the despotism of the United States Government, only one

national flag was shown from a house, and that the houses of

Cuthbert Bullitt, on Lafayette Square. He was commanded to take it

down, but he refused, and defended it with his pistol.

The only officer of the army that I can recall, as being there at

the time, who was faithful, was Colonel C. L. Kilburn, of the

Commissary Department, and he was preparing to escape North.

Everybody regarded the change of Government as final; that

Louisiana, by a mere declaration, was a free and independent State,

and could enter into any new alliance or combination she chose.

Men were being enlisted and armed, to defend the State, and there

was not the least evidence that the national Administration

designed to make any effort, by force, to vindicate the national

authority. I therefore bade adieu to all my friends, and about the

25th of February took my departure by railroad, for Lancaster, via

Cairo and Cincinnati.

Before leaving this subject, I will simply record the fate of some

of my associates. The seminary was dispersed by the war, and all

the professors and cadets took service in the Confederacy, except

Yallas, St. Ange, and Cadet Taliaferro. The latter joined a Union

regiment, as a lieutenant, after New Orleans was retaken by the

United States fleet under Farragut. I think that both Yallas and

St. Ange have died in poverty since the war. Major Smith joined

the rebel army in Virginia, and was killed in April, 1865, as he

was withdrawing his garrison, by night, from the batteries at

Drury's Bluff, at the time General Lee began his final retreat from

Richmond. Boyd became a captain of engineers on the staff of

General Richard Taylor, was captured, and was in jail at Natchez,

Mississippi, when I was on my Meridian expedition. He succeeded in

getting a letter to me on my arrival at Vicksburg, and, on my way

down to New Orleans, I stopped at Natchez, took him along, and

enabled him to effect an exchange through General Banks. As soon

as the war was over, he returned to Alexandria, and reorganized the

old institution, where I visited him in 1867; but, the next winter,

the building took fire end burned to the ground. The students,

library, apparatus, etc., were transferred to Baton Rouge, where

the same institution now is, under the title of the Louisiana

University. I have been able to do them many acts of kindness, and

am still in correspondence, with Colonel Boyd, its president.

General G. Mason Graham is still living on his plantation, on Bayou

Rapides, old and much respected.

Dr. S. A. Smith became a surgeon in the rebel army, and at the

close of the war was medical director of the trans-Mississippi

Department, with General Kirby Smith. I have seen him since the

war, at New Orleans, where he died about a year ago.

Dr. Clark was in Washington recently, applying for a place as

United States consul abroad. I assisted him, but with no success,

and he is now at Baltimore, Maryland.

After the battle of Shiloh, I found among the prisoners Cadet

Barrow, fitted him out with some clean clothing, of which he was in

need, and from him learned that Cadet Workman was killed in that

battle.

Governor Moore's plantation was devastated by General Banks's

troops. After the war he appealed to me, and through the

Attorney-General, Henry Stanbery, I aided in having his

land restored to him, and I think he is now living there.

Bragg, Beauregard, and Taylor, enacted high parts in the succeeding

war, and now reside in Louisiana or Texas.

CHAPTER VIII.

MISSOURI

APRIL AND MAY, 1861.

During the time of these events in Louisiana, I was in constant

correspondence with my brother, John Sherman, at Washington; Mr.

Ewing, at Lancaster, Ohio; and Major H. S. Turner, at St. Louis. I

had managed to maintain my family comfortably at Lancaster, but was

extremely anxious about the future. It looked like the end of my

career, for I did not suppose that "civil war" could give me an

employment that would provide for the family. I thought, and may

have said, that the national crisis had been brought about by the

politicians, and, as it was upon us, they "might fight it out"

Therefore, when I turned North from New Orleans, I felt more

disposed to look to St. Louis for a home, and to Major. Turner to

find me employment, than to the public service.

I left New Orleans about the 1st of March, 1861, by rail to Jackson

and Clinton, Mississippi, Jackson, Tennessee, and Columbus,

Kentucky, where we took a boat to Cairo, and thence, by rail, to

Cincinnati and Lancaster. All the way, I heard, in the cars and

boats, warm discussions about polities; to the effect that, if Mr.

Lincoln should attempt coercion of the seceded States, the other

slave or border States would make common cause, when, it was

believed, it would be madness to attempt to reduce them to

subjection. In the South, the people were earnest, fierce and

angry, and were evidently organizing for action; whereas, in

Illinois, Indiana, and Ohio, I saw not the least sign of

preparation. It certainly looked to me as though the people of the

North would tamely submit to a disruption of the Union, and the

orators of the South used, openly and constantly, the expressions

that there would be no war, and that a lady's thimble would hold

all the blood to be shed. On reaching Lancaster, I found letters

from my brother John, inviting me to come to Washington, as he

wanted to see me; and from Major Tamer, at St. Louis, that he was

trying to secure for me the office of president of the Fifth Street

Railroad, with a salary of twenty-five hundred dollars; that Mr.

Lucas and D. A. January held a controlling interest of stock, would

vote for me, and the election would occur in March. This suited me

exactly, and I answered Turner that I would accept, with thanks.

But I also thought it right and proper that I should first go to

Washington, to talk with my brother, Senator Sherman.

Mr. Lincoln had just been installed, and the newspapers were filled

with rumors of every kind indicative of war; the chief act of

interest was that Major Robert Anderson had taken by night into

Fort Sumter all the troops garrisoning Charleston Harbor, and that

he was determined to defend it against the demands of the State of

South Carolina and of the Confederate States. I must have reached

Washington about the 10th of March. I found my brother there, just

appointed Senator, in place of Mr. Chase, who was in the cabinet,

and I have no doubt my opinions, thoughts, and feelings, wrought up

by the events in Louisiana; seemed to him gloomy and extravagant.

About Washington I saw but few signs of preparation, though the

Southern Senators and Representatives were daily sounding their

threats on the floors of Congress, and were publicly withdrawing to

join the Confederate Congress at Montgomery. Even in the War

Department and about the public offices there was open, unconcealed

talk, amounting to high-treason.

One day, John Sherman took me with him to see Mr. Lincoln. He

walked into the room where the secretary to the President now sits,

we found the room full of people, and Mr. Lincoln sat at the end of

the table, talking with three or four gentlemen, who soon left.

John walked up, shook hands, and took a chair near him, holding in

his hand some papers referring to, minor appointments in the State

of Ohio, which formed the subject of conversation. Mr. Lincoln

took the papers, said he would refer them to the proper heads of

departments, and would be glad to make the appointments asked for,

if not already promised. John then turned to me, and said, "Mr.

President, this is my brother, Colonel Sherman, who is just up from

Louisiana, he may give you some information you want." "Ah!" said

Mr. Lincoln, "how are they getting along down there?" I said, "They

think they are getting along swimmingly--they are preparing for

war." "Oh, well!" said he, "I guess we'll manage to keep house."

I was silenced, said no more to him, and we soon left. I was sadly

disappointed, and remember that I broke out on John, d--ning the

politicians generally, saying, "You have got things in a hell of a

fig, and you may get them out as you best can," adding that the

country was sleeping on a volcano that might burst forth at any

minute, but that I was going to St. Louis to take care of my

family, and would have no more to do with it. John begged me to be

more patient, but I said I would not; that I had no time to wait,

that I was off for St. Louis; and off I went. At Lancaster I found

letters from Major Turner, inviting me to St. Louis, as the place

in the Fifth Street Railroad was a sure thing, and that Mr. Lucas

would rent me a good house on Locust Street, suitable for my

family, for six hundred dollars a year.

Mrs. Sherman and I gathered our family and effects together,

started for St. Louis March 27th, where we rented of Mr. Lucas the

house on Locust Street, between Tenth and Eleventh, and occupied it

on the 1st of April. Charles Ewing and John Hunter had formed a

law-partnership in St. Louis, and agreed to board with us, taking

rooms on the third floor In the latter part of March, I was duly

elected president of the Fifth Street Railroad, and entered on the

discharge of my duties April 1, 1861. We had a central office on

the corner of Fifth and Locust, and also another up at the stables

in Bremen. The road was well stocked and in full operation, and

all I had to do was to watch the economical administration of

existing affairs, which I endeavored to do with fidelity and zeal.

But the whole air was full of wars and rumors of wars. The

struggle was going on politically for the border States. Even in

Missouri, which was a slave State, it was manifest that the

Governor of the State, Claiborne Jackson, and all the leading

politicians, were for the South in case of a war. The house on the

northwest corner of Fifth and Pine was the rebel headquarters,

where the rebel flag was hung publicly, and the crowds about the

Planters' House were all more or less rebel. There was also a camp

in Lindell's Grove, at the end of Olive, Street, under command of

General D. M. Frost, a Northern man, a graduate of West Point, in

open sympathy with the Southern leaders. This camp was nominally a

State camp of instruction, but, beyond doubt, was in the interest

of the Southern cause, designed to be used against the national

authority in the event of the General Government's attempting to

coerce the Southern Confederacy. General William S. Harvey was in

command of the Department of Missouri, and resided in his own

house, on Fourth Street, below Market; and there were five or six

companies of United States troops in the arsenal, commanded by

Captain N. Lyon; throughout the city, there had been organized,

almost exclusively out of the German part of the population, four

or five regiments of "Home Guards," with which movement Frank

Blair, B. Gratz Brown, John M. Schofield, Clinton B. Fisk, and

others, were most active on the part of the national authorities.

Frank Blair's brother Montgomery was in the cabinet of Mr. Lincoln

at Washington, and to him seemed committed the general management

of affairs in Missouri.

The newspapers fanned the public excitement to the highest pitch,

and threats of attacking the arsenal on the one hand, and the mob

of d--d rebels in Camp Jackson on the other, were bandied about. I

tried my best to keep out of the current, and only talked freely

with a few men; among them Colonel John O'Fallon, a wealthy

gentleman who resided above St. Louis. He daily came down to my

office in Bremen, and we walked up and down the pavement by the

hour, deploring the sad condition of our country, and the seeming

drift toward dissolution and anarchy. I used also to go down to

the arsenal occasionally to see Lyon, Totten, and other of my army

acquaintance, and was glad to see them making preparations to

defend their post, if not to assume the offensive.

The bombardment of Fort Sumter, which was announced by telegraph,

began April 12th, and ended on the 14th. We then knew that the war

was actually begun, and though the South was openly, manifestly the

aggressor, yet her friends and apologists insisted that she was

simply acting on a justifiable defensive, and that in the forcible

seizure of, the public forts within her limits the people were

acting with reasonable prudence and foresight. Yet neither party

seemed willing to invade, or cross the border. Davis, who ordered

the bombardment of Sumter, knew the temper of his people well, and

foresaw that it would precipitate the action of the border States;

for almost immediately Virginia, North Carolina, Arkansas, and

Tennessee, followed the lead of the cotton States, and conventions

were deliberating in Kentucky and Missouri.

On the night of Saturday, April 6th, I received the following,

dispatch:

Washington, April 6,1861.

Major W. T. Sherman:

Will you accept the chief clerkship of the War Department? We will

make you assistant Secretary of War when Congress meets.

M. Blair, Postmaster-General.

To which I replied by telegraph, Monday morning; "I cannot accept;"

and by mail as follows:

Monday, April 8, 1861.

Office of the St. Louis Railroad Company.

Hon. M. Blair, Washington, D. C.

I received, about nine o'clock Saturday night, your telegraph

dispatch, which I have this moment answered, "I cannot accept."

I have quite a large family, and when I resigned my place in

Louisiana, on account of secession, I had no time to lose; and,

therefore, after my hasty visit to Washington, where I saw no

chance of employment, I came to St. Louis, have accepted a place in

this company, have rented a house, and incurred other obligations,

so that I am not at liberty to change.

I thank you for the compliment contained in your offer, and assure

you that I wish the Administration all success in its almost

impossible task of governing this distracted and anarchical people.

Yours truly,

W.T. SHERMAN

I was afterward told that this letter gave offense, and that some

of Mr. Lincoln's cabinet concluded that I too would prove false to

the country.

Later in that month, after the capture of Fort Sumter by the

Confederate authorities, a Dr. Cornyn came to our house on Locust

Street, one night after I had gone to bed, and told me he had been

sent by Frank Blair, who was not well, and wanted to see me that

night at his house. I dressed and walked over to his house on

Washington Avenue, near Fourteenth, and found there, in the

front-room, several gentlemen, among whom I recall Henry T. Blow.

Blair was in the back-room, closeted with some gentleman, who soon

left, and I was called in. He there told me that the Government

was mistrustful of General Harvey, that a change in the command of

the department was to be made; that he held it in his power to

appoint a brigadier-general, and put him in command of the

department, and he offered me the place. I told him I had once

offered my services, and they were declined; that I had made

business engagements in St. Louis, which I could not throw off at

pleasure; that I had long deliberated on my course of action, and

must decline his offer, however tempting and complimentary. He

reasoned with me, but I persisted. He told me, in that event, he

should appoint Lyon, and he did so.

Finding that even my best friends were uneasy as to my political

status, on the 8th of May I addressed the following official letter

to the Secretary of War:

Office of the St. Louis Railroad Company,

May 8,1881.

Hon. S. Cameron, Secretary of War, Washington, D. C.

Dear Sir: I hold myself now, as always, prepared to serve my

country in the capacity for which I was trained. I did not and

will not volunteer for three months, because I cannot throw my

family on the cold charity of the world. But for the three-years

call, made by the President, an officer can prepare his command and

do good service.

I will not volunteer as a soldier, because rightfully or wrongfully

I feel unwilling to take a mere private's place, and, having for

many years lived in California and Louisiana, the men are not well

enough acquainted with me to elect me to my appropriate place.

Should my services be needed, the records of the War Department

will enable you to designate the station in which I can render most

service.

Yours truly, W. T. SHERMAN.

To this I do not think I received a direct answer; but, on the 10th

of the same month, I was appointed colonel of the Thirteenth

Regular Infantry.

I remember going to the arsenal on the 9th of May, taking my

children with me in the street-cars. Within the arsenal wall were

drawn up in parallel lines four regiments of the "Home Guards," and

I saw men distributing cartridges to the boxes. I also saw General

Lyon running about with his hair in the wind, his pockets full of

papers, wild and irregular, but I knew him to be a man of vehement

purpose and of determined action. I saw of course that it meant

business, but whether for defense or offense I did not know. The

next morning I went up to the railroad-office in Bremen, as usual,

and heard at every corner of the streets that the "Dutch" were

moving on Camp Jackson. People were barricading their houses, and

men were running in that direction. I hurried through my business

as quickly as I could, and got back to my house on Locust Street by

twelve o'clock. Charles Ewing and Hunter were there, and insisted

on going out to the camp to see "the fun." I tried to dissuade

them, saying that in case of conflict the bystanders were more

likely to be killed than the men engaged, but they would go. I

felt as much interest as anybody else, but staid at home, took my

little son Willie, who was about seven years old, and walked up and

down the pavement in front of our house, listening for the sound of

musketry or cannon in the direction of Camp Jackson. While so

engaged Miss Eliza Dean, who lived opposite us, called me across

the street, told me that her brother-in-law, Dr. Scott, was a

surgeon in Frost's camp, and she was dreadfully afraid he would be

killed. I reasoned with her that General Lyon was a regular

officer; that if he had gone out, as reported, to Camp Jackson, he

would take with him such a force as would make resistance

impossible; but she would not be comforted, saying that the camp

was made up of the young men from the first and best families of

St. Louis, and that they were proud, and would fight. I explained

that young men of the best families did not like to be killed

better than ordinary people. Edging gradually up the street, I was

in Olive Street just about Twelfth, when I saw a man running from

the direction of Camp Jackson at full speed, calling, as he went,

"They've surrendered, they've surrendered!" So I turned back and

rang the bell at Mrs. Dean's. Eliza came to the door, and I

explained what I had heard; but she angrily slammed the door in my

face! Evidently she was disappointed to find she was mistaken in

her estimate of the rash courage of the best families.

I again turned in the direction of Camp Jackson, my boy Willie with

me still. At the head of Olive Street, abreast of Lindell's Grove,

I found Frank Blair's regiment in the street, with ranks opened,

and the Camp Jackson prisoners inside. A crowd of people was

gathered around, calling to the prisoners by name, some hurrahing

for Jeff Davis, and others encouraging the troops. Men, women, and

children, were in the crowd. I passed along till I found myself

inside the grove, where I met Charles Ewing and John Hunter, and we

stood looking at the troops on the road, heading toward the city.

A band of music was playing at the head, and the column made one or

two ineffectual starts, but for some reason was halted. The

battalion of regulars was abreast of me, of which Major Rufus

Saxton was in command, and I gave him an evening paper, which I had

bought of the newsboy on my way out. He was reading from it some

piece of news, sitting on his horse, when the column again began to

move forward, and he resumed his place at the head of his command.

At that part of the road, or street, was an embankment about eight

feet high, and a drunken fellow tried to pass over it to the people

opposite.

One of the regular sergeant file-closers ordered him back, but he

attempted to pass through the ranks, when the sergeant barred his

progress with his musket "a-port." The drunken man seized his

musket, when the sergeant threw him off with violence, and he

rolled over and over down the bank. By the time this man had

picked himself up and got his hat, which had fallen off, and had

again mounted the embankment, the regulars had passed, and the head

of Osterhaus's regiment of Home Guards had come up. The man had in

his hand a small pistol, which he fired off, and I heard that the

ball had struck the leg of one of Osterhaus's staff; the regiment

stopped; there was a moment of confusion, when the soldiers of that

regiment began to fire over our heads in the grove. I heard the

balls cutting the leaves above our heads, and saw several men and

women running in all directions, some of whom were wounded. Of

course there was a general stampede. Charles Ewing threw Willie on

the ground and covered him with his body. Hunter ran behind the

hill, and I also threw myself on the ground. The fire ran back

from the head of the regiment toward its rear, and as I saw the men

reloading their pieces, I jerked Willie up, ran back with him into

a gully which covered us, lay there until I saw that the fire had

ceased, and that the column was again moving on, when I took up

Willie and started back for home round by way of Market Street. A

woman and child were killed outright; two or three men were also

killed, and several others were wounded. The great mass of the

people on that occasion were simply curious spectators, though men

were sprinkled through the crowd calling out, "Hurrah for Jeff

Davis!" and others were particularly abusive of the "damned Dutch"

Lyon posted a guard in charge of the vacant camp, and marched his

prisoners down to the arsenal; some were paroled, and others held,

till afterward they were regularly exchanged.

A very few days after this event, May 14th, I received a dispatch

from my brother Charles in Washington, telling me to come on at

once; that I had been appointed a colonel of the Thirteenth Regular

Infantry, and that I was wanted at Washington immediately.

Of course I could no longer defer action. I saw Mr. Lucas, Major

Turner, and other friends and parties connected with the road, who

agreed that I should go on. I left my family, because I was under

the impression that I would be allowed to enlist my own regiment,

which would take some time, and I expected to raise the regiment

and organize it at Jefferson Barracks. I repaired to Washington,

and there found that the Government was trying to rise to a level

with the occasion. Mr. Lincoln had, without the sanction of law,

authorized the raising of ten new regiments of regulars, each

infantry regiment to be composed of three battalions of eight

companies each; and had called for seventy-five thousand State

volunteers. Even this call seemed to me utterly inadequate; still

it was none of my business. I took the oath of office, and was

furnished with a list of officers, appointed to my regiment, which

was still, incomplete. I reported in person to General Scott, at

his office on Seventeenth Street, opposite the War Department, and

applied for authority to return West, and raise my regiment at

Jefferson Barracks, but the general said my lieutenant-colonel,

Burbank, was fully qualified to superintend the enlistment, and

that he wanted me there; and he at once dictated an order for me to

report to him in person for inspection duty.

Satisfied that I would not be permitted to return to St. Louis, I

instructed Mrs. Sherman to pack up, return to Lancaster, and trust

to the fate of war.

I also resigned my place as president of the Fifth Street Railroad,

to take effect at the end of May, so that in fact I received pay

from that road for only two months' service, and then began my new

army career.

CHAPTER IX.

FROM THE BATTLE OF BULL RUN TO PADUCAH KENTUCKY AND MISSOURI

1861-1862.

And now that, in these notes, I have fairly reached the period of

the civil war, which ravaged our country from 1861 to 1865--an

event involving a conflict of passion, of prejudice, and of arms,

that has developed results which, for better or worse, have left

their mark on the world's history--I feel that I tread on delicate

ground.

I have again and again been invited to write a history of the war,

or to record for publication my personal recollections of it, with

large offers of money therefor; all of which I have heretofore

declined, because the truth is not always palatable, and should not

always be told. Many of the actors in the grand drama still live,

and they and their friends are quick to controversy, which should

be avoided. The great end of peace has been attained, with little

or no change in our form of government, and the duty of all good

men is to allow the passions of that period to subside, that we may

direct our physical and mental labor to repair the waste of war,

and to engage in the greater task of continuing our hitherto

wonderful national development.

What I now propose to do is merely to group some of my personal

recollections about the historic persons and events of the day,

prepared not with any view to their publication, but rather for

preservation till I am gone; and then to be allowed to follow into

oblivion the cords of similar papers, or to be used by some

historian who may need them by way of illustration.

I have heretofore recorded how I again came into the military

service of the United States as a colonel of the Thirteenth Regular

Infantry, a regiment that had no existence at the time, and that,

instead of being allowed to enlist the men and instruct them, as

expected, I was assigned in Washington City, by an order of

Lieutenant-General Winfield Scott, to inspection duty near him on

the 20th of June, 1861.

At that time Lieutenant-General Scott commanded the army in chief,

with Colonel E. D. Townsend as his adjutant-general,

Major G. W. Cullum, United States Engineers, and Major Schuyler

Hamilton, as aides.-de-camp. The general had an office up stairs

on Seventeenth Street, opposite the War Department, and resided in

a house close by, on Pennsylvania Avenue. All fears for the

immediate safety of the capital had ceased, and quite a large force

of regulars and volunteers had been collected in and about

Washington. Brigadier-General J. K. Mansfield commanded in the

city, and Brigadier-General Irvin McDowell on the other side of the

Potomac, with his headquarters at Arlington House. His troops

extended in a semicircle from Alexandria to above Georgetown.

Several forts and redoubts were either built or in progress, and

the people were already clamorous for a general forward movement.

Another considerable army had also been collected in Pennsylvania

under General Patterson, and, at the time I speak of, had moved

forward to Hagerstown and Williamsport, on the Potomac River. My

brother, John Sherman, was a volunteer aide-de-camp to General

Patterson, and, toward the end of June, I went up to Hagerstown to

see him. I found that army in the very act of moving, and we rode

down to Williamsport in a buggy, and were present when the leading

division crossed the Potomac River by fording it waist-deep. My

friend and classmate, George H. Thomas, was there, in command of a

brigade in the leading division. I talked with him a good deal,

also with General Cadwalader, and with the staff-officers of

General Patterson, viz., Fitz-John Porter, Belger, Beckwith, and

others, all of whom seemed encouraged to think that the war was to

be short and decisive, and that, as soon as it was demonstrated

that the General Government meant in earnest to defend its rights

and property, some general compromise would result.

Patterson's army crossed the Potomac River on the 1st or 2d of

July, and, as John Sherman was to take his seat as a Senator in the

called session of Congress, to meet July 4th, he resigned his place

as aide-de-camp, presented me his two horses and equipment, and we

returned to Washington together.

The Congress assembled punctually on the 4th of July, and the

message of Mr. Lincoln was strong and good: it recognized the fact

that civil war was upon us, that compromise of any kind was at an

end; and he asked for four hundred thousand men, and four hundred

million dollars, wherewith to vindicate the national authority, and

to regain possession of the captured forts and other property of

the United States.

It was also immediately demonstrated that the tone and temper of

Congress had changed since the Southern Senators and members had

withdrawn, and that we, the military, could now go to work with

some definite plans and ideas.

The appearance of the troops about Washington was good, but it was

manifest they were far from being soldiers. Their uniforms were as

various as the States and cities from which they came; their arms

were also of every pattern and calibre; and they were so loaded

down with overcoats, haversacks, knapsacks, tents, and baggage,

that it took from twenty-five to fifty wagons to move the camp of a

regiment from one place to another, and some of the camps had

bakeries and cooking establishments that would have done credit to

Delmonico.

While I was on duty with General Scott, viz., from June 20th to

about June 30th, the general frequently communicated to those about

him his opinions and proposed plans. He seemed vexed with the

clamors of the press for immediate action, and the continued

interference in details by the President, Secretary of War, and

Congress. He spoke of organizing a grand army of invasion, of

which the regulars were to constitute the "iron column," and seemed

to intimate that he himself would take the field in person, though

he was at the time very old, very heavy, and very unwieldy. His

age must have been about seventy-five years.

At that date, July 4, 1861, the rebels had two armies in front of

Washington; the one at Manassas Junction, commanded by General

Beauregard, with his advance guard at Fairfax Court House, and

indeed almost in sight of Washington. The other, commanded by

General Joe Johnston, was at Winchester, with its advance at

Martinsburg and Harper's Ferry; but the advance had fallen back

before Patterson, who then occupied Martinsburg and the line of the

Baltimore & Ohio Railroad.

The temper of Congress and the people would not permit the slow and

methodical preparation desired by General Scott; and the cry of "On

to Richmond!" which was shared by the volunteers, most of whom had

only engaged for ninety days, forced General Scott to hasten his

preparations, and to order a general advance about the middle of

July. McDowell was to move from the defenses of Washington, and

Patterson from Martinsburg. In the organization of McDowell's army

into divisions and brigades, Colonel David Hunter was assigned to

command the Second Division, and I was ordered to take command of

his former brigade, which was composed of five regiments in

position in and about Fort Corcoran, and on the ground opposite

Georgetown. I assumed command on the 30th of June, and proceeded

at once to prepare it for the general advance. My command

constituted the Third Brigade of the First Division, which division

was commanded by Brigadier-General Daniel Tyler, a graduate of West

Point, but who had seen little or no actual service. I applied to

General McDowell for home staff-officers, and he gave me, as

adjutant-general, Lieutenant Piper, of the Third Artillery, and, as

aide-de-camp, Lieutenant McQuesten, a fine young cavalry-officer,

fresh from West Point.

I selected for the field the Thirteenth New York, Colonel Quinby;

the Sixty-ninth New York, Colonel Corcoran; the Seventy-ninth New

York, Colonel Cameron; and the Second Wisconsin, Lieutenant-

Colonel Peck. These were all good, strong, volunteer regiments,

pretty well commanded; and I had reason to believe that I had one

of the best brigades in the whole army. Captain Ayres's battery of

the Third Regular Artillery was also attached to my brigade. The

other regiment, the Twenty-ninth New York, Colonel Bennett, was

destined to be left behind in charge of the forts and camps during

our absence, which was expected to be short. Soon after I had

assumed the command, a difficulty arose in the Sixty-ninth, an

Irish regiment. This regiment had volunteered in New York, early

in April, for ninety days; but, by reason of the difficulty of

passing through Baltimore, they had come via Annapolis, had been

held for duty on the railroad as a guard for nearly a month before

they actually reached Washington, and were then mustered in about a

month after enrollment. Some of the men claimed that they were

entitled to their discharge in ninety days from the time of

enrollment, whereas the muster-roll read ninety days from the date

of muster-in. One day, Colonel Corcoran explained this matter to

me. I advised him to reduce the facts to writing, and that I would

submit it to the War Department for an authoritative decision. He

did so, and the War Department decided that the muster-roll was the

only contract of service, that it would be construed literally; and

that the regiment would be held till the expiration of three months

from the date of muster-in, viz., to about August 1, 1861. General

Scott at the same time wrote one of his characteristic letters to

Corcoran, telling him that we were about to engage in battle, and

he knew his Irish friends would not leave him in such a crisis.

Corcoran and the officers generally wanted to go to the expected

battle, but a good many of the men were not so anxious. In the

Second Wisconsin, also, was developed a personal difficulty. The

actual colonel was S. P. Coon, a good-hearted gentleman, who knew

no more of the military art than a child; whereas his lieutenant-

colonel, Peck, had been to West Point, and knew the drill.

Preferring that the latter should remain in command of the

regiment, I put Colonel Coon on my personal staff, which reconciled

the difficulty.

In due season, about July 15th, our division moved forward

leaving our camps standing; Keyes's brigade in the lead, then

Schenck's, then mine, and Richardson's last. We marched via

Vienna, Germantown, and Centreville, where all the army, composed

of five divisions, seemed to converge. The march demonstrated

little save the general laxity of discipline; for with all my

personal efforts I could not prevent the men from straggling for

water, blackberries, or any thing on the way they fancied.

At Centreville, on the 18th, Richardson's brigade was sent by

General Tyler to reconnoitre Blackburn's Ford across Bull Run, and

he found it strongly guarded. From our camp, at Centreville, we

heard the cannonading, and then a sharp musketry-fire. I received

orders from General Tyler to send forward Ayres's battery, and very

soon after another order came for me to advance with my whole

brigade. We marched the three miles at the double-quick, arrived

in time to relieve Richardson's brigade, which was just drawing

back from the ford, worsted, and stood for half an hour or so under

a fire of artillery, which killed four or five of my men. General

Tyler was there in person, giving directions, and soon after

he ordered us all back to our camp in Centreville. This

reconnoissance had developed a strong force, and had been made

without the orders of General McDowell; however, it satisfied us

that the enemy was in force on the other side of Bull Run, and had

no intention to leave without a serious battle. We lay in camp at

Centreville all of the 19th and 20th, and during that night began

the movement which resulted in the battle of Bull Run, on July

21st. Of this so much has been written that more would be

superfluous; and the reports of the opposing commanders, McDowell

and Johnston, are fair and correct. It is now generally admitted

that it was one of the best-planned battles of the war, but one of

the worst-fought. Our men had been told so often at home that all

they had to do was to make a bold appearance, and the rebels would

run; and nearly all of us for the first time then heard the sound

of cannon and muskets in anger, and saw the bloody scenes common to

all battles, with which we were soon to be familiar. We had good

organization, good men, but no cohesion, no real discipline, no

respect for authority, no real knowledge of war. Both armies were

fairly defeated, and, whichever had stood fast, the other would

have run. Though the North was overwhelmed with mortification and

shame, the South really had not much to boast of, for in the three

or four hours of fighting their organization was so broken up that

they did not and could not follow our army, when it was known to be

in a state of disgraceful and causeless flight. It is easy to

criticise a battle after it is over, but all now admit that none

others, equally raw in war, could have done better than we did at

Bull Run; and the lesson of that battle should not be lost on a

people like ours.

I insert my official report, as a condensed statement of my share

in the battle:

HEADQUARTERS THIRD BRIGADE, FIRST DIVISION

FORT CORCORAN, July 25, 1861

To Captain A. BAIRD, Assistant Adjutant-General, First Division

(General Tyler's).

Sir: I have the honor to submit this my report of the operations of

my brigade during the action of the 21st instant. The brigade is

composed of the Thirteenth New York Volunteers, Colonel Quinby's

Sixty-ninth New York, Colonel Corcoran; Seventy-ninth New York,

Colonel Cameron; Second Wisconsin, Lieutenant-Colonel Peck; and

Company E, Third Artillery, under command of Captain R. B. Ayres,

Fifth Artillery.

We left our camp near Centreville, pursuant to orders, at half-past

2 A. M., taking place in your column, next to the brigade of

General Schenck, and proceeded as far as the halt, before the

enemy's position, near the stone bridge across Bull Run. Here the

brigade was deployed in line along the skirt of timber to the right

of the Warrenton road, and remained quietly in position till after

10 a.m. The enemy remained very quiet, but about that time we saw

a rebel regiment leave its cover in our front, and proceed in

double-quick time on the road toward Sudley Springs, by which we

knew the columns of Colonels Hunter and Heintzelman were

approaching. About the same time we observed in motion a large

mass of the enemy, below and on the other side of the stone bridge.

I directed Captain Ayres to take position with his battery near our

right, and to open fire on this mass; but you had previously

detached the two rifle-guns belonging to this battery, and, finding

that the smooth-bore guns did not reach the enemy's position, we

ceased firing, and I sent a request that you would send to me the

thirty-pounder rifle-gun attached to Captain Carlisle's battery.

At the same time I shifted the New York Sixty-ninth to the extreme

right of the brigade. Thus we remained till we heard the

musketry-fire across Bull Run, showing that the head of Colonel

Hunter's column was engaged. This firing was brisk, and showed that

Hunter was driving before him the enemy, till about noon, when it

became certain the enemy had come to a stand, and that our forces on

the other side of Bull Run were all engaged, artillery and infantry.

Here you sent me the order to cross over with the whole brigade, to

the assistance of Colonel Hunter. Early in the day, when

reconnoitring the ground, I had seen a horseman descend from a

bluff in our front, cross the stream, and show himself in the open

field on this aide; and, inferring that we could cross over at the

same point, I sent forward a company as skirmishers, and followed

with the whole brigade, the New York Sixty-ninth leading.

We found no difficulty in crossing over, and met with no opposition

in ascending the steep bluff opposite with our infantry, but it was

impassable to the artillery, and I sent word back to Captain Ayres

to follow if possible, otherwise to use his discretion. Captain

Ayres did not cross Bull Run, but remained on that side, with the

rest of your division. His report herewith describes his

operations during the remainder of the day. Advancing slowly and

cautiously with the head of the column, to give time for the

regiments in succession to close up their ranks, we first

encountered a party of the enemy retreating along a cluster of

pines; Lieutenant-Colonel Haggerty, of the Sixty-ninth, without

orders, rode out alone, and endeavored to intercept their retreat.

One of the enemy, in full view, at short range, shot Haggerty, and

he fell dead from his horse. The Sixty-ninth opened fire on this

party, which was returned; but, determined to effect our junction

with Hunter's division, I ordered this fire to cease, and we

proceeded with caution toward the field where we then plainly saw

our forces engaged. Displaying our colors conspicuously at the

head of our column, we succeeded in attracting the attention of our

friends, and soon formed the brigade in rear of Colonel Porter's.

Here I learned that Colonel Hunter was disabled by a severe wound,

and that General McDowell was on the field. I sought him out, and

received his orders to join in pursuit of the enemy, who was

falling back to the left of the road by which the army had

approached from Sudley Springs. Placing Colonel Quinby's regiment

of rifles in front, in column, by division, I directed the other

regiments to follow in line of battle, in the order of the

Wisconsin Second, New York Seventy-ninth, and New York Sixty-ninth.

Quinby's regiment advanced steadily down the hill and up the ridge,

from which he opened fire upon the enemy, who had made another

stand on ground very favorable to him, and the regiment continued

advancing as the enemy gave way, till the head of the column

reached the point near which Rickett's battery was so severely cut

up. The other regiments descended the hill in line of battle,

under a severe cannonade; and, the ground affording comparative

shelter from the enemy's artillery, they changed direction, by the

right flank, and followed the road before mentioned. At the point

where this road crosses the ridge to our left front, the ground was

swept by a most severe fire of artillery, rifles, and musketry, and

we saw, in succession, several regiments driven from it; among them

the Zouaves and battalion of marines. Before reaching the crest of

this hill, the roadway was worn deep enough to afford shelter, and

I kept the several regiments in it as long as possible; but when

the Wisconsin Second was abreast of the enemy, by order of Major

Wadsworth, of General McDowell's staff, I ordered it to leave the

roadway, by the left flank, and to attack the enemy.

This regiment ascended to the brow of the hill steadily, received

the severe fire of the enemy, returned it with spirit, and

advanced, delivering its fire. This regiment is uniformed in gray

cloth, almost identical with that of the great bulk of the

secession army; and, when the regiment fell into confusion and

retreated toward the road, there was a universal cry that they were

being fired on by our own men. The regiment rallied again, passed

the brow of the hill a second time, but was again repulsed in

disorder. By this time the New York Seventy-ninth had closed up,

and in like manner it was ordered to cross the brow of, the hill,

and drive the enemy from cover. It was impossible to get a good

view of this ground. In it there was one battery of artillery,

which poured an incessant fire upon our advancing column, and the

ground was very irregular with small clusters of pines, affording

shelter, of which the enemy took good advantage. The fire of

rifles and musketry was very severe. The Seventy-ninth, headed by

its colonel, Cameron, charged across the hill, and for a short time

the contest was severe; they rallied several times under fire, but

finally broke, and gained the cover of the hill.

This left the field open to the New York Sixty-ninth, Colonel

Corcoran, who, in his turn, led his regiment over the crest; and

had in full, open view the ground so severely contested; the fire

was very severe, and the roar of cannon, musketry, and rifles,

incessant; it was manifest the enemy was here in great force, far

superior to us at that point. The Sixty-ninth held the ground for

some time, but finally fell back in disorder.

All this time Quinby's regiment occupied another ridge, to our

left, overlooking the same field of action, and similarly engaged.

Here, about half-past 3 p.m., began the scene of confusion and

disorder that characterized the remainder of the day. Up to that

time, all had kept their places, and seemed perfectly cool, and

used to the shell and shot that fell, comparatively harmless, all

around us; but the short exposure to an intense fire of small-arms,

at close range, had killed many, wounded more, and had produced

disorder in all of the battalions that had attempted to encounter

it. Men fell away from their ranks, talking, and in great

confusion. Colonel Cameron had been mortally wounded, was carried

to an ambulance, and reported dying. Many other officers were

reported dead or missing, and many of the wounded were making their

way, with more or less assistance, to the buildings used as

hospitals, on the ridge to the west. We succeeded in partially

reforming the regiments, but it was manifest that they would not

stand, and I directed Colonel Corcoran to move along the ridge to

the rear, near the position where we had first formed the brigade.

General McDowell was there in person, and need all possible efforts

to reassure the men. By the active exertions of Colonel Corcoran,

we formed an irregular square against the cavalry which were then

seen to issue from the position from which we had been driven, and

we began our retreat toward the same ford of Bull Run by which we

had approached the field of battle. There was no positive order to

retreat, although for an hour it had been going on by the operation

of the men themselves. The ranks were thin and irregular, and we

found a stream of people strung from the hospital across Bull Run,

and far toward Centreville. After putting in motion the irregular

square in person, I pushed forward to find Captain Ayres's battery

at the crossing of Bull Run. I sought it at its last position,

before the brigade had crossed over, but it was not there; then

passing through the woods, where, in the morning, we had first

formed line, we approached the blacksmith's shop, but there found a

detachment of the secession cavalry and thence made a circuit,

avoiding Cub Run Bridge, into Centreville, where I found General

McDowell, and from him understood that it was his purpose to rally

the forces, and make a stand at Centreville.

But, about nine o'clock at night, I received from General Tyler, in

person, the order to continue the retreat to the Potomac. This

retreat was by night, and disorderly in the extreme. The men of

different regiments mingled together, and some reached the river at

Arlington, some at Long Bridge, and the greater part returned to

their former camp, at or near Fort Corcoran. I reached this point

at noon the next day, and found a miscellaneous crowd crossing over

the aqueduct and ferries.. Conceiving this to be demoralizing, I

at once commanded the guard to be increased, and all persons

attempting to pass over to be stopped. This soon produced its

effect; men sought their proper companies and regiments.

Comparative order was restored, and all were posted to the best

advantage.

I herewith inclose the official report of Captain Belly, commanding

officer of the New York Sixty-ninth; also, fall lists of the

killed, wounded, and missing.

Our loss was heavy, and occurred chiefly at the point near where

Rickett's battery was destroyed. Lieutenant-Colonel Haggerty was

killed about noon, before we had effected a junction with Colonel

Hunter's division. Colonel Cameron was mortally wounded leading

his regiment in the charge, and Colonel Corcoran has been missing

since the cavalry-charge near the building used as a hospital.

For names, rank, etc., of the above, I refer to the lists herewith.

Lieutenants Piper and McQuesten, of my personal staff, were under

fire all day, and carried orders to and fro with as much coolness

as on parade. Lieutenant Bagley, of the New York Sixty-ninth, a

volunteer aide, asked leave to serve with his company, during the

action, and is among those reported missing. I have intelligence

that he is a prisoner, and slightly wounded.

Colonel Coon, of Wisconsin, a volunteer aide, also rendered good

service during the day.

W. T. SHERMAN, Colonel commanding Brigade.

This report, which I had not read probably since its date till now,

recalls to me vividly the whole scene of the affair at Blackburn's

Ford, when for the first time in my life I saw cannonballs strike

men and crash through the trees and saplings above and around us,

and realized the always sickening confusion as one approaches a

fight from the rear; then the night-march from Centreville, on the

Warrenton road, standing for hours wondering what was meant; the

deployment along the edge of the field that sloped down to

Bull-Run, and waiting for Hunter's approach on the other aide from

the direction of Sudley Springs, away off to our right; the

terrible scare of a poor negro who was caught between our lines;

the crossing of Bull Run, and the fear lest we should be fired on

by our own men; the killing of Lieutenant-Colonel Haggerty, which

occurred in plain sight; and the first scenes of a field strewed

with dead men and horses. Yet, at that period of the battle, we

were the victors and felt jubilant. At that moment, also, my

brigade passed Hunter's division; but Heintzelman's was still ahead

of us, and we followed its lead along the road toward Manassas

Junction, crossing a small stream and ascending a long hill, at the

summit of which the battle was going on. Here my regiments came

into action well, but successively, and were driven back, each in

its turn. For two hours we continued to dash at the woods on our

left front, which were full of rebels; but I was convinced their

organization was broken, and that they had simply halted there and

taken advantage of these woods as a cover, to reach which we had to

pass over the intervening fields about the Henry House, which were

clear, open, and gave them a decided advantage. After I had put in

each of my regiments, and had them driven back to the cover of the

road, I had no idea that we were beaten, but reformed the regiments

in line in their proper order, and only wanted a little rest, when

I found that my brigade was almost alone, except Syke's regulars,

who had formed square against cavalry and were coming back. I then

realized that the whole army was "in retreat," and that my own men

were individually making back for the stone bridge. Corcoran and I

formed the brigade into an irregular square, but it fell to pieces;

and, along with a crowd, disorganized but not much scared, the

brigade got back to Centreville to our former camps. Corcoran was

captured, and held a prisoner for some time; but I got safe to

Centreville. I saw General McDowell in Centreville, and understood

that several of his divisions had not been engaged at all, that he

would reorganize them at Centreville, and there await the enemy. I

got my four regiments in parallel lines in a field, the same in

which we had camped before the battle, and had lain down to sleep

under a tree, when I heard some one asking for me. I called out

where I was, when General Tyler in person gave me orders to march

back to our camps at Fort Corcoran. I aroused my aides, gave them

orders to call up the sleeping men, have each regiment to leave the

field by a flank and to take the same road back by which we had

come. It was near midnight, and the road was full of troops,

wagons, and batteries. We tried to keep our regiments separate,

but all became inextricably mixed. Toward morning we reached

Vienna, where I slept some hours, and the next day, about noon, we

reached Fort Corcoran.

A slow, mizzling rain had set in, and probably a more gloomy day

never presented itself. All organization seemed to be at an end;

but I and my staff labored hard to collect our men into their

proper companies and into their former camps, and, on the 23d of

July, I moved the Second Wisconsin and Seventy-ninth New York

closer in to Fort Corcoran, and got things in better order than I

had expected. Of course, we took it for granted that the rebels

would be on our heels, and we accordingly prepared to defend our

posts. By the 25th I had collected all the materials, made my

report, and had my brigade about as well governed as any in that

army; although most of the ninety-day men, especially the

Sixty-ninth, had become extremely tired of the war, and wanted to

go home. Some of them were so mutinous, at one time, that I had

the battery to unlimber, threatening, if they dared to leave camp

without orders, I would open fire on them. Drills and the daily

exercises were resumed, and I ordered that at the three principal

roll-calls the men should form ranks with belts and muskets, and

that they should keep their ranks until I in person had received

the reports and had dismissed them. The Sixty-ninth still occupied

Fort Corcoran, and one morning, after reveille, when I had just

received the report, had dismissed the regiment, and was leaving, I

found myself in a crowd of men crossing the drawbridge on their way

to a barn close by, where they had their sinks; among them was an

officer, who said: "Colonel, I am going to New York today. What

can I do for you?" I answered: "How can you go to New York? I do

not remember to have signed a leave for you." He said, "No; he did

not want a leave. He had engaged to serve three months, and had

already served more than that time. If the Government did not

intend to pay him, he could afford to lose the money; that he was a

lawyer, and had neglected his business long enough, and was then

going home." I noticed that a good many of the soldiers had paused

about us to listen, and knew that, if this officer could defy me,

they also would. So I turned on him sharp, and said: "Captain,

this question of your term of service has been submitted to the

rightful authority, and the decision has been published in orders.

You are a soldier, and must submit to orders till you are properly

discharged. If you attempt to leave without orders, it will be

mutiny, and I will shoot you like a dog! Go back into the fort

now, instantly, and don't dare to leave without my consent." I had

on an overcoat, and may have had my hand about the breast, for he

looked at me hard, paused a moment, and then turned back into the

fort. The men scattered, and I returned to the house where I was

quartered, close by.

That same day, which must have been about July 26th, I was near the

river-bank, looking at a block-house which had been built for the

defense of the aqueduct, when I saw a carriage coming by the road

that crossed the Potomac River at Georgetown by a ferry. I thought

I recognized in the carriage the person of President Lincoln. I

hurried across a bend, so as to stand by the road-side as the

carriage passed. I was in uniform, with a sword on, and was

recognized by Mr. Lincoln and Mr. Seward, who rode side by side in

an open hack. I inquired if they were going to my camps, and Mr.

Lincoln said: "Yes; we heard that you had got over the big scare,

and we thought we would come over and see the 'boys.'" The roads

had been much changed and were rough. I asked if I might give

directions to his coachman, he promptly invited me to jump in and

to tell the coachman which way to drive. Intending to begin on the

right and follow round to the left, I turned the driver into a

side-road which led up a very steep hill, and, seeing a soldier,

called to him and sent him up hurriedly to announce to the colonel

(Bennett, I think) that the President was coming: As we slowly

ascended the hill, I discovered that Mr. Lincoln was full of

feeling, and wanted to encourage our men. I asked if he intended

to speak to them, and he said he would like to. I asked him then

to please discourage all cheering, noise, or any sort of confusion;

that we had had enough of it before Bull Run to ruin any set of

men, and that what we needed were cool, thoughtful, hard-fighting

soldiers--no more hurrahing, no more humbug. He took my remarks in

the most perfect good-nature. Before we had reached the first

camp, I heard the drum beating the "assembly," saw the men running

for their tents, and in a few minutes the regiment was in line,

arms presented, and then brought to an order and "parade rest!"

Mr. Lincoln stood up in the carriage, and made one of the neatest,

best, and most feeling addresses I ever listened to, referring to

our late disaster at Bull Run, the high duties that still devolved

on us, and the brighter days yet to come. At one or two points the

soldiers began to cheer, but he promptly checked them, saying:

"Don't cheer, boys. I confess I rather like it myself, but Colonel

Sherman here says it is not military; and I guess we had better

defer to his opinion." In winding up, he explained that, as

President, he was commander-in-chief; that he was resolved that the

soldiers should have every thing that the law allowed; and he

called on one and all to appeal to him personally in case they were

wronged. The effect of this speech was excellent.

We passed along in the same manner to all the camps of my brigade;

and Mr. Lincoln complimented me highly for the order, cleanliness,

and discipline, that he observed. Indeed, he and Mr. Seward both

assured me that it was the first bright moment they had experienced

since the battle.

At last we reached Fort Corcoran. The carriage could not enter, so

I ordered the regiment, without arms, to come outside, and gather

about Mr. Lincoln, who would speak to them. He made to them the

same feeling address, with more personal allusions, because of

their special gallantry in the battle under Corcoran, who was still

a prisoner in the hands of the enemy; and he concluded with the

same general offer of redress in case of grievances. In the crowd I

saw the officer with whom I had had the passage at reveille that

morning. His face was pale, and lips compressed. I foresaw a

scene, but sat on the front seat of the carriage as quiet as a

lamb. This officer forced his way through the crowd to the

carriage, and said: "Mr. President, I have a cause of grievance.

This morning I went to speak to Colonel Sherman, and he threatened

to shoot me." Mr. Lincoln, who was still standing, said,

"Threatened to shoot you?" "Yes, sir, he threatened to shoot me."

Mr. Lincoln looked at him, then at me, and stooping his tall, spare

form toward the officer, said to him in a loud stage-whisper,

easily heard for some yards around: "Well, if I were you, and he

threatened to shoot, I would not trust him, for I believe he would

do it." The officer turned about and disappeared, and the men

laughed at him. Soon the carriage drove on, and, as we descended

the hill, I explained the facts to the President, who answered, "Of

course I didn't know any thing about it, but I thought you knew

your own business best." I thanked him for his confidence, and

assured him that what he had done would go far to enable me to

maintain good discipline, and it did.

By this time the day was well spent. I asked to take my leave, and

the President and Mr. Seward drove back to Washington. This spirit

of mutiny was common to the whole army, and was not subdued till

several regiments or parts of regiments had been ordered to Fort

Jefferson, Florida, as punishment.

General McDowell had resumed his headquarters at the Arlington

House, and was busily engaged in restoring order to his army,

sending off the ninety-days men, and replacing them by regiments

which had come under the three-years call. We were all trembling

lest we should be held personally accountable for the disastrous

result of the battle. General McClellan had been summoned from the

West to Washington, and changes in the subordinate commands were

announced almost daily. I remember, as a group of officers were

talking in the large room of the Arlington House, used as the

adjutant-general's office, one evening, some young officer came in

with a list of the new brigadiers just announced at the War

Department, which-embraced the names of Heintzehvan, Keyes,

Franklin, Andrew Porter, W. T. Sherman, and others, who had been

colonels in the battle, and all of whom had shared the common

stampede. Of course, we discredited the truth of the list; and

Heintzehvan broke out in his nasal voice, "Boys, it's all a lie!

every mother's son of you will be cashiered." We all felt he was

right, but, nevertheless, it was true; and we were all announced in

general orders as brigadier-generals of volunteers.

General McClellan arrived, and, on assuming command, confirmed

McDowell's organization. Instead of coming over the river, as we

expected, he took a house in Washington, and only came over from

time to time to have a review or inspection.

I had received several new regiments, and had begun two new forts

on the hill or plateau, above and farther out than Fort Corcoran;

and I organized a system of drills, embracing the evolutions of the

line, all of which was new to me, and I had to learn the tactics

from books; but I was convinced that we had a long, hard war before

us, and made up my mind to begin at the very beginning to prepare

for it.

August was passing, and troops were pouring in from all quarters;

General McClellan told me he intended to organize an army of a

hundred thousand men, with one hundred field-batteries, and I still

hoped he would come on our side of the Potomac, pitch his tent, and

prepare for real hard work, but his headquarters still remained in

a house in Washington City. I then thought, and still think, that

was a fatal mistake. His choice as general-in-chief at the time

was fully justified by his high reputation in the army and country,

and, if he then had any political views or ambition, I surely did

not suspect it.

About the middle of August I got a note from Brigadier-General

Robert Anderson, asking me to come and see him at his room at

Willard's Hotel. I rode over and found him in conversation with

several gentlemen, and he explained to me that events in Kentucky

were approaching a crisis; that the Legislature was in session, and

ready, as soon as properly backed by the General Government, to

take open sides for the Union cause; that he was offered the

command of the Department of the Cumberland, to embrace Kentucky,

Tennessee, etc., and that he wanted help, and that the President

had offered to allow him to select out of the new brigadiers four

of his own choice. I had been a lieutenant in Captain Anderson's

company, at Fort Moultrie, from 1843 to 1846, and he explained that

he wanted me as his right hand. He also indicated George H.

Thomas, D. C. Buell, and Burnside, as the other three. Of course,

I always wanted to go West, and was perfectly willing to go with

Anderson, especially in a subordinate capacity: We agreed to call

on the President on a subsequent day, to talk with him about it,

and we did. It hardly seems probable that Mr. Lincoln should have

come to Willard's Hotel to meet us, but my impression is that he

did, and that General Anderson had some difficulty in prevailing on

him to appoint George H. Thomas, a native of Virginia, to be

brigadier-general, because so many Southern officers, had already

played false; but I was still more emphatic in my indorsement of

him by reason of my talk with him at the time he crossed the

Potomac with Patterson's army, when Mr. Lincoln promised to appoint

him and to assign him to duty with General Anderson. In this

interview with Mr. Lincoln, I also explained to him my extreme

desire to serve in a subordinate capacity, and in no event to be

left in a superior command. He promised me this with promptness,

making the jocular remark that his chief trouble was to find places

for the too many generals who wanted to be at the head of affairs,

to command armies, etc.

The official order is dated:

[Special Order No. 114.]

HEADQUARTERS OF THE ARMY

Washington, August 24, 1881.

The following assignment is made of the general officers of the

volunteer service, whose appointment was announced in General

Orders No. 82, from the War Department

To the Department of the Cumberland, Brigadier-General Robert

Anderson commanding:

Brigadier-General W. T. Sherman,

Brigadier-General George H. Thomas.

By command of Lieutenant-General Scott:

E. D. TOWNSEND, Assistant adjutant-General.

After some days, I was relieved in command of my brigade and post

by Brigadier General Fitz-John Porter, and at once took my

departure for Cincinnati, Ohio, via Cresson, Pennsylvania, where

General Anderson was with his family; and he, Thomas, and I, met by

appointment at the house of his brother, Larz Anderson, Esq., in

Cincinnati. We were there on the 1st and 2d of September, when

several prominent gentlemen of Kentucky met us, to discuss the

situation, among whom were Jackson, Harlan, Speed, and others. At

that time, William Nelson, an officer of the navy, had been

commissioned a brigadier-general of volunteers, and had his camp at

Dick Robinson, a few miles beyond the Kentucky River, south of

Nicholasville; and Brigadier-General L. H. Rousseau had another

camp at Jeffersonville, opposite Louisville. The State Legislature

was in session at Frankfort, and was ready to take definite action

as soon as General Anderson was prepared, for the State was

threatened with invasion from Tennessee, by two forces: one from

the direction of Nashville, commanded by Generals Albert Sidney

Johnston and Buckner; and the other from the direction of

Cumberland Gap, commanded by Generals Crittenden and Zollicoffer.

General Anderson saw that he had not force enough to resist these

two columns, and concluded to send me in person for help to

Indianapolis and Springfield, to confer with the Governors of

Indiana, and Illinois, and to General Fremont, who commanded in St.

Louis.

McClellan and Fremont were the two men toward whom the country

looked as the great Union leaders, and toward them were streaming

the newly-raised regiments of infantry and cavalry, and batteries

of artillery; nobody seeming to think of the intervening link

covered by Kentucky. While I was to make this tour, Generals

Anderson and Thomas were to go to Louisville and initiate the

department. None of us had a staff, or any of the machinery for

organizing an army, and, indeed, we had no army to organize.

Anderson was empowered to raise regiments in Kentucky, and to

commission a few brigadier-generals.

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