CHAPTER XXXII

GRANDMA'S RETURN--GOOD-BYE TO THE DUMB CREATURES--GEORGIA AND I ARE OFF

FOR SACRAMENTO.

Meanwhile, grandma and her friends had reached Bodego and spent the

night there. She had not learned anything more terrible that I had said

about her, and at breakfast told Mrs. Stein that she had had a dream

foreboding trouble, and would not continue the journey to the Stein

home. The widow coaxed and insisted that she go the few remaining miles

to see her children. Then she waxed indignant and let slip the fact

that she considered it an outrage that American, instead of European

born children should inherit the Brunner property, and that she had

hoped that grandma would select two of her daughters to fill the places

from which Georgia and I should be expelled.

Grandma took a different view of the matter, and started homeward

immediately after breakfast.

That very afternoon, on the Santa Rosa road, whom should she pass but

our brother Ben. They recognized each other, but were too astonished to

speak. Grandma ordered her driver to whip up, saying that she had just

seen the red-whiskered imp of darkness who had troubled her sleep, and

she must get to town as fast as possible.

She stopped first at the butcher shop. Before grandpa could express

surprise at her unexpected return, she showered him with questions in

regard to happenings at home, and being informed, took him to task for

having permitted us to visit our people at the hotel. He innocently

remarked that he knew of no reason why we should not see our relatives;

that Georgia was spending the day with them; and that we both had his

permission to go again in the evening. In conclusion he said that I had

been a faithful, hard working little housekeeper, and she would find

everything in order at home.

Grandma arrived at home before sunset, too excited to be interested in

dairy matters. She told me all about her trip, even to the name she had

called my brother-in-law, adding that she knew he was "not

red-whiskered, but he was next door to it." Later, when he came, she

did not receive him pleasantly, nor would she let us go to Elitha.

Brusquely, she demanded to know if I had written to him to come for us,

and would not believe him when he assured her that neither he nor our

sisters had received letter or message from us in months.

After his departure, I could see that she was no longer angry, and I

dreaded the ensuing day, which was destined to be my last on that farm.

It came with a rosy dawn, and I was up to meet it, and to say good-bye

to the many dumb creatures that I had cared for. The tension I was

under lent me strength to work faster than usual. When the breakfast

call sounded, I had finished in the corrals, and was busy in the hen

houses, having taken care to keep out of grandpa's sight; for I knew

how he would miss me, and I did not want to say the parting words.

After he and the men were gone, grandma came, and watched me finish my

task, then said kindly,

"Come, Eliza, and eat thy breakfast."

I looked up and replied,

"Grandma, I ate my last meal in thy house last night. Dost thou not

remember, I told thee that I would take care of everything until thy

return, and then would not be a burden to thee longer? I have kept my

word, and am going away this morning."

"Thou are mine, and canst not go; but if thou wilt not eat, come and

help me with the dishes," she replied nervously.

I had planned to slip off and change my dress before meeting her, but

now, after a breath of hesitation, I went to dry the dishes, hoping

that our talk would soon be over. I knew it would be hard for both of

us, for dear, childish grandma was ready to forgive and forget what she

termed our little troubles. I, however, smarting under the wrong and

injustice that had been done me, felt she had nothing to forgive, and

that matters between us had reached the breaking-point.

She was still insisting on her right to keep me, when a slight sound

caused us both to turn, and meeting Georgia's anxious, listening gaze,

grandma appealed to her, saying,

"Thou hast heard thy sister's talk, but thou hast not been in this

fuss, and surely wilt not leave me?"

"Yes, I am going with Eliza," was the prompt answer, which had no

sooner left her lips, than grandma resorted to her last expedient: she

ordered us both to our room, and forbade us to leave it until she

should hear from grandpa.

What message she sent him by the milker we never learned. Georgia,

being already dressed for the journey, and her trunk containing most of

her possessions being at Mrs. Bergwald's, had nothing to do but await

results.

I quickly changed my working suit for a better one, which had been

given me by a German friend from San Francisco. Then I laid out my

treasured keepsakes. In my nervous energy, nothing was forgotten. I

took pains that my clothes against the wall should hang in straight

rows, that the folded ones should lie in neat piles in my pretty

Chinese trunk, and that the bunch of artificial flowers which I had

always kept for a top centre mark, should be exactly in the middle;

finally, that the gray gauze veil used as a fancy covering of the whole

should be smoothly tucked in around the clothing. This done, I gave a

parting glance at the dainty effect, dropped the cover, snapped the

queer little brass padlock in place, put the key on the table, and

covered the trunk so that its embossed figures of birds and flowers

should be protected from harm.

We had not remembered to tell Elitha about the hundred dollars which

Jakie had willed us, so decided to let grandma keep it to cover some

of the expense we had been to her, also not to ask for our little

trinkets stored in her closet.

With the bundle containing my keepsakes, I now sat down by Georgia and

listened with bated breath to the sound of grandma's approaching

footsteps. She entered and hastily began,

"Grandpa says, if you want to go, and your people are here to take you,

we have no right to keep you; but that I am not to part with you bad

friends. So I came to shake hands and say good-bye. But I don't forgive

you for going away, and I never want to see you or hear from you

again!"

She did not ask to see what we were taking away, nor did her good-bye

seem like parting.

The fear that something might yet arise to prevent our reaching brother

and sister impelled us to run the greater part of the distance to the

hotel, and in less than an hour thereafter, we were in the carriage

with them on the way to Mrs. Bergwald's, prior to taking the road to

Sacramento.

Off at last, without a soul in the town knowing it!

Georgia, who had neither said nor done anything to anger grandma, was

easier in mind and more comfortable in body, than I, who, fasting, had

borne the trials of the morning. I could conceal the cause, but not the

faint and ill feeling which oppressed me during the morning drive and

continued until I had had something to eat at the wayside inn, and a

rest, while the horses were enjoying their nooning.

I had also been too miserable to feel any interest in what occurred at

Mrs. Bergwald's after we stopped to let Georgia get her keepsakes. But

when the day's travel was over, and we were comfortably housed for the

night, Georgia and I left our brother and sister to their happy hour

with their child, and sat close together on the outer doorsteps to

review the events of the day. Our world during that solemn hour was

circumscribed, reaching back only to the busy scenes of the morning,

and forward to the little home that should open to us on the morrow.

When we resumed travel, we did not follow the pioneers' trail, once

marked by hoof of deer, elk, and antelope, nor the winding way of the

Spanish _cabellero,_ but took the short route which the eager tradesman

and miner had hewn and tramped into shape.

On reaching the ferry across the Sacramento River, I gazed at the

surrounding country in silent amazement. Seven and a half years with

their marvellous influx of brawn and brain, and their output of gold,

had indeed changed every familiar scene, except the snow-capped

Sierras, wrapped in their misty cloak of autumnal blue. The broad, deep

river had given up both its crystal floods and the wild, free song

which had accompanied it to the sea, and become a turbid waterway,

encumbered with busy craft bringing daily supplies to countless homes,

and carrying afar the long hidden wealth of ages.

The tule flat between the water front and Sutter's Fort had become a

bustling city. The streets running north and south were numbered from

first to twenty-eighth, and those east and west lettered from A to Z,

and thriving, light-hearted throngs were pursuing their various

occupations upon ground which had once seemed like a Noah's ark to me.

Yes, this was the very spot where with wondering eyes I had watched

nature's untamed herds winding through the reedy paths to the river

bank, to quench their morning and evening thirst.

As we crossed from J Street to K, brother remarked, "Our journey will

end on this street; which of you girls will pick out the house before

we come to it?"

Elitha would not help us, but smiled, when, after several guesses, I

said that I wished it to be a white house with brownish steps and a

dark door with a white knob. Hence, great was my satisfaction when near

the southeast corner of Eighteenth and K streets, we halted in front of

a cottage of that description; and it was regarded as a lucky omen for

me, that my first wish amid new scenes should be realized.

The meeting with Sister Frances and the novelty of the new situation

kept up a pleasurable excitement until bed-time. Then in the stillness

of the night, in the darkness of the new chamber, came the recollection

that at about that hour one week ago, I, sorrowing and alone, had stood

by a weird old tree-trunk in Sonoma, and vowed by the rising moon that

before it should come up again in its full, Georgia and I would be in

Sacramento. I did not sleep until I had thanked the good Father for

sending help to me in my time of need.

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