CHAPTER IX.

THROUGH THE MEADOWS.

Some two or three days after that, and toward the evening, Prudence

Shawe was in the church-yard, and she was alone, save that now and again

some one might pass along the gravelled pathway, and these did not stay

to interrupt her. She had with her a basket, partly filled with flowers,

also a small rake and a pair of gardener's shears, and she was engaged

in going from grave to grave, here putting a few fresh blossoms to

replace the withered ones, and there removing weeds, or cutting the

grass smooth, and generally tending those last resting-places with a

patient and loving care. It was a favorite employment with her when she

had a spare afternoon; nor did she limit her attention to the graves of

those whom she had known in life; her charge was a general one, and when

they who had friends or relatives buried there came to the church on a

Sunday morning, and perhaps from some distance, and when they saw that

some gentle hand had been employed there in the interval, they knew

right well that that hand was the hand of Prudence Shawe. It was a

strange fancy on the part of one who was so averse from all ornament or

decoration in ordinary life that nothing was too beautiful for a grave.

She herself would not wear a flower, but her best, and the best she

could beg or borrow anywhere, she freely gave to those that were gone

away; she seemed to have some vague imagination that our poor human

nature was not worthy of this beautifying care until it had become

sanctified by the sad mystery of death.

It was a calm, golden-white evening, peaceful and silent; the rooks were

cawing in the dark elms above her; the swallows dipping and darting

under the boughs; the smooth-flowing yellow river was like glass, save

that now and again the perfect surface was broken by the rising of a

fish. Over there in the wide meadows beyond the stream a number of boys

were playing at rounders or prisoner's-base, or some such noisy game;

but the sound of their shouting was softened by the distance; so quiet

was it here, as she continued at her pious task, that she might almost

have heard herself breathing. And once or twice she looked up, and

glanced toward the little gate as if expecting some one.

It was Judith, of course, that she was expecting; and at this moment

Judith was coming along to the church-yard to seek her out. What a

contrast there was between these two--this one pale and gentle and

sad-eyed, stooping over the mute graves in the shadow of the elms; that

other coming along through the warm evening light with all her usual

audacity of gait, the peach-bloom of health on her cheek, carelessness

and content in her clear-shining eyes, and the tune of "Green Sleeves"

ringing through a perfectly idle brain. Indeed, what part of her brain

may not have been perfectly idle was bent solely on mischief. Prudence

had been away for two or three days, staying with an ailing sister. All

that story of the adventure with the unfortunate young gentleman had

still to be related to her. And again and again Judith had pictured to

herself Prudence's alarm and the look of her timid eyes when she should

hear of such doings, and had resolved that the tale would lose nothing

in the telling. Here, indeed, was something for two country maidens to

talk about. The even current of their lives was broken but by few

surprises, but here was something more than surprise--something with

suggestions of mystery and even danger behind it. This was no mere going

out to meet a wizard. Any farm wench might have an experience of that

kind; any ploughboy, deluded by the hope of digging up silver in one of

his master's fields. But a gentleman in hiding--one that had been at

court--one that had seen the King sitting in his chair of state, while

Ben Jonson's masque was opened out before the great and noble

assemblage--this was one to speak about, truly, one whose fortunes and

circumstances were like to prove a matter of endless speculation and

curiosity.

But when Judith drew near to the little gate of the church-yard, and saw

how Prudence was occupied, her heart smote her.

Green sleeves was all my joy,

Green sleeves was my delight,

went clear out of her head. There was a kind of shame on her face; and

when she went along to her friend she could not help exclaiming, "How

good you are, Prue!"

"I!" said the other, with some touch of wonder in the upturned face. "I

fear that cannot be said of any of us, Judith."

"I would I were like you, sweetheart," was the answer, with a bit of a

sigh.

"Like me, Judith?" said Prudence, returning to her task (which was

nearly ended now, for she had but few more flowers left). "Nay, what

makes you think that? I wish I were far other than I am."

"Look, now," Judith said, "how you are occupied at this moment. Is there

another in Stratford that has such a general kindness? How many would

think of employing their time so? How many would come away from their

own affairs----"

"It may be I have more idle time than many," said Prudence, with a

slight flush. "But I commend not myself for this work; in truth, no;

'tis but a pastime; 'tis for my own pleasure."

"Indeed, then, good Prue, you are mistaken, and that I know well," said

the other, peremptorily. "Your own pleasure? Is it no pleasure, then,

think you, for them that come from time to time, and are right glad to

see that some one has been tending the graves of their friends or

kinsmen? And do you think, now, it is no pleasure to the poor people

themselves--I mean them that are gone--to look at you as you are engaged

so, and to think that they are not quite forgotten? Surely it must be a

pleasure to them. Surely they cannot have lost all their interest in

what happens here--in Stratford--where they lived; and surely they must

be grateful to you for thinking of them, and doing them this kindness? I

say it were ill done of them else. I say they ought to be thankful to

you. And no doubt they are, could we but learn."

"Judith! Judith! you have such a bold way of regarding what is all a

mystery to us," said her gentle-eyed friend. "Sometimes you frighten

me."

"I would I knew, now," said the other, looking absently across the river

to the boys that were playing there, "whether my little brother

Hamnet--had you known him you would have loved him as I did, Prudence--I

say I wish I knew whether he is quite happy and content where he is, or

whether he would not rather be over there now with the other boys. If he

looks down and sees them, may it not make him sad sometimes--to be so

far away from us? I always think of him as being alone there, and he was

never alone here. I suppose he thinks of us sometimes. Whenever I hear

the boys shouting like that at their play I think of him; but indeed he

was never noisy and unruly. My father used to call him the girl-boy, but

he was fonder of him than of all us others; he once came all the way

from London when he heard that Hamnet was lying sick of a fever."

She turned to see how Prudence was getting on with her work; but she was

in no hurry; and Prudence was patient and scrupulously careful; and the

dead, had they been able to speak, would not have bade her cease and go

away, for a gentler hand never touched a grave.

"I suppose it is Grandmother Hathaway who will go next," Judith

continued, in the same absent kind of way; "but indeed she says she is

right well content either to go or to stay; for now, as she says, she

has about as many kinsfolk there as here, and she will not be going

among strangers. And well I know she will make for Hamnet as soon as she

is there, for like my father's love for Bess Hall was her love for the

boy while he was with us. Tell me, Prudence, has he grown up to be of my

age? You know we were twins. Is he a man now, so that we should see him

as some one different? Or is he still our little Hamnet, just as we used

to know him?"

"How can I tell you, Judith?" the other said, almost in pain. "You ask

such bold questions; and all these things are hidden from us and behind

a veil."

"But these are what one would like to know," said Judith, with a sigh.

"Nay, if you could but tell me of such things, then you might persuade

me to have a greater regard for the preachers; but when you come and ask

about such real things, they say it is all a mystery; they cannot tell;

and would have you be anxious about schemes of doctrine, which are but

strings of words. My father, too: when I go to him--nay, but it is many

a day since I tried--he would look at me and say, 'What is in your brain

now? To your needle, wench, to your needle!'"

"But naturally, Judith! Such things are mercifully hidden from us now,

but they will be revealed when it is fitting for us to know them. How

could our ordinary life be possible if we knew what was going on in the

other world? We should have no interest in the things around us, the

greater interest would be so great."

"Well, well, well," said Judith, coming with more practical eyes to the

present moment, "are you finished, sweet mouse, and will you come away?

What, not satisfied yet? I wonder if they know the care you take. I

wonder if one will say to the other: 'Come and see. She is there again.

We are not quite forgotten.' And will you do that for me, too, sweet

Prue? Will you put some pansies on my grave, too?--and I know you will

say out of your charity, 'Well, she was not good and pious, as I would

have had her to be; she had plenty of faults; but at least she often

wished to be better than she was.' Nay, I forgot," she added, glancing

carelessly over to the church; "they say we shall lie among the great

people, since my father bought the tithes--that we have the right to be

buried in the chancel; but indeed I know I would a hundred times liefer

have my grave in the open here, among the grass and the trees."

"You are too young to have such thoughts as these, Judith," said her

companion, as she rose and shut down the lid of the now empty basket.

"Come; shall we go?"

"Let us cross the foot-bridge, sweet Prue," Judith said, "and go through

the meadows and round by Clopton's bridge, and so home; for I have that

to tell you will take some time; pray Heaven it startle you not out of

your senses withal!"

It was not, however, until they had got away from the church-yard, and

were out in the clear golden light of the open, that she began to tell

her story. She had linked her arm within that of her friend. Her manner

was grave; and if there was any mischief in her eyes, it was of a demure

kind, not easily detected. She confessed that it was out of mere wanton

folly that she had gone to the spot indicated by the wizard, and without

any very definite hope or belief. But as chance would have it, she did

encounter a stranger--one, indeed, that was coming to her father's

house. Then followed a complete and minute narrative of what the young

man had said--the glimpses he had given her of his present condition,

both on the occasion of that meeting and on the subsequent one, and how

she had obtained his permission to state these things to this gentle

gossip of hers. Prudence listened in silence, her eyes cast down; Judith

could not see the gathering concern on her face. Nay, the latter spoke

rather in a tone of raillery; for, having had time to look back over the

young gentleman's confessions, and his manner, and so forth, she had

arrived at a kind of assurance that he was in no such desperate case.

There were many reasons why a young man might wish to lie perdu for a

time; but this one had not talked as if any very imminent danger

threatened him; at least, if he had intimated as much, the impression

produced upon her was not permanent. And if Judith now told the story

with a sort of careless bravado--as if going forth in secret to meet

this stranger was a thing of risk and hazard--it was with no private

conviction that there was any particular peril in the matter, but rather

with the vague fancy that the adventure looked daring and romantic, and

would appear as something terrible in the eyes of her timid friend.

But what now happened startled her. They were going up the steps of the

foot-bridge, Prudence first, and Judith, following her, had just got to

the end of her story. Prudence suddenly turned round, and her face, now

opposed to the westering light, was, as Judith instantly saw, quite

aghast.

"But, Judith, you do not seem to understand!" she exclaimed. "Was not

that the very stranger the wizard said you would meet?--the very hour,

the very place? In good truth, it must have been so! Judith, what manner

of man have you been in company with?"

For an instant a flush of color overspread Judith's face, and she said,

with a sort of embarrassed laugh:

"Well, and if it were so, sweet mouse? If that were the appointed one,

what then?"

She was on the bridge now. Prudence caught her by both hands, and there

was an anxious and piteous appeal in the loving eyes.

"Dear Judith, I beseech you, be warned! Have nothing to do with the man!

Did I not say that mischief would come of planting the charm in the

church-yard, and shaming a sacred place with such heathenish magic? And

now look already--here is one that you dare not speak of to your own

people; he is in secret correspondence with you. Heaven alone knows what

dark deeds he may be bent upon, or what ruin he may bring upon you and

yours. Judith, you are light-hearted and daring, and you love to be

venturesome; but I know you better than you know yourself, sweetheart.

You would not willingly do wrong, or bring harm on those that love you;

and for the sake of all of us, Judith, have nothing to do with this

man."

Judith was embarrassed, and perhaps a trifle remorseful; she had not

expected her friend to take this adventure so very seriously.

"Dear Prue, you alarm yourself without reason," she said (but there was

still some tell-tale color in her face). "Indeed, there is no magic or

witchery about the young man. Had I seen a ghost, I should have been

frightened, no doubt, for all that Don Roderigo was with me; and had I

met one of the Stratford youths at the appointed place, I should have

said that perhaps the good wizard had guessed well; but this was merely

a stranger coming to see my father; and the chance that brought us

together--well, what magic was in that?--it would have happened to you

had you been walking in the lane: do you see that, dear mouse?--it would

have happened to yourself had you been walking in the lane, and he would

have asked of you the question that he asked of me. Nay, banish that

fancy, sweet Prue, else I should be ashamed to do anything further for

the young man that is unfortunate, and very grateful withal for a few

words of friendliness. And so fairly spoken a young man, too; and so

courtly in his bearing; and of such a handsome presence----"

"But, dear Judith, listen to me!--do not be led into such peril! Know

you not that evil spirits can assume goodly shapes--the Prince of

Darkness himself----"

She could not finish what she had to say, her imagination was so filled

with terror.

"Sweet Puritan," said Judith, with a smile, "I know well that he goeth

about like a raging lion, seeking whom he may devour; I know it well;

but believe me it would not be worth his travail to haunt such a lonely

and useless place as the lane that goes from Shottery to the Bidford

road. Nay, but I will convince you, good mouse, by the best of all

evidence, that there is nothing ghostly or evil about the young man; you

shall see him, Prue--indeed you must and shall. When that he comes back

to his hiding, I will contrive that you shall see him and have speech

with him, and sure you will pity him as much as I do. Poor young

gentleman, that he should be suspected of being Satan! Nay, how could he

be Satan, Prue, and be admitted to the King's court? Hath not our good

King a powerful insight into the doings of witches and wizards and the

like? and think you he would allow Satan in person to come into the very

Banqueting-hall to see a masque?"

"Judith! Judith!" said the other, piteously, "when you strive against me

with your wit, I cannot answer you; but my heart tells me that you are

in exceeding danger. I would warn you, dear cousin; I were no true

friend to you else."

"But you are the best and truest of friends, you dearest Prue," said

Judith, lightly, as she released her hands from her companion's earnest

grasp. "Come, let us on, or we shall go supperless for the evening."

She passed along and over the narrow bridge, and down the steps on the

other side. She did not seem much impressed by Prudence's entreaties;

indeed, she was singing aloud:

Hey, good fellow, I drink to thee,

Pardonnez moi, je vous en prie;

To all good fellows, where'er they be,

With never a penny of money!

Prudence overtook her.

"Judith," said she, "even if he be not of that fearful kind--even if he

be a real man, and such as he represents himself, bethink you what you

are doing! There may be another such gathering as that at Dunchurch; and

would you be in correspondence with a plotter and murderer? Nay, what

was't you asked of me the other day?" she added, suddenly; and she stood

still to confront her friend, with a new alarm in her eyes. "Did you not

ask whether your father was well affected toward the Papists? Is there

another plot?--another treason against the King?--and you would harbor

one connected with such a wicked, godless, and bloodthirsty plan?"

"Nay, nay, sweet mouse! Have I not told you? He declares he has naught

to do with any such enterprise; and if you would but see him, Prudence,

you would believe him. Sure I am that you would believe him instantly.

Why, now, there be many reasons why a young gentleman might wish to

remain concealed----"

"None, Judith, none!" the other said, with decision. "Why should an

honest man fear the daylight?"

"Oh, as for that," was the careless answer, "there be many an honest man

that has got into the clutches of the twelve-in-the-hundred rogues; and

when the writs are out against such a one, I hold it no shame that he

would rather be out of the way than be thrown among the wretches in

Bocardo. I know well what I speak of; many a time have I heard my father

and your brother talk of it; how the rogues of usurers will keep a man

in prison for twelve years for a matter of sixteen shillings--what is it

they call it?--making dice of his bones? And if the young gentleman

fear such treatment and the horrible company of the prisons, I marvel

not that he should prefer the fresh air of Bidford, howsoever dull the

life at the farm may be."

"And if that were all, why should he fear to bring the letter to your

father?" the other said, with a quick glance of suspicion: she did not

like the way in which Judith's ready brain could furnish forth such

plausible conjectures and excuses. "Answer me that, Judith. Is your

father one likely to call aloud and have the man taken, if that be all

that is against him? Why should he be afraid to bring the letter from

your father's friend? Nay, why should he be on the way to the house with

it, and thereafter stop short and change his mind? There is many a mile

betwixt London and Stratford; 'tis a marvellous thing he should travel

all that way, and change his mind within a few minutes of being in the

town. I love not such dark ways, Judith; no good thing can come of them,

but evil; and it were ill done of you--even if you be careless of danger

to yourself, as I trow you mostly are--I say it is ill done of you to

risk the peace of your family by holding such dangerous converse with a

stranger, and one that may bring harm to us all."

Judith was not well pleased; her mouth became rather proud.

"Marry, if this be your Christian charity, I would not give a penny

ballad for it!" said she, with some bitterness of tone. "I had thought

the story had another teaching--I mean the story of him who fell among

thieves and was beaten and robbed and left for dead--and that we were to

give a helping hand to such, like the Samaritan. But now I mind me 'twas

the Priest that passed by on the other side--yes, the Priest and the

Levite--the godly ones who would preserve a whole skin for themselves,

and let the other die of his wounds, for aught they cared! And here is a

young man in distress--alone and friendless--and when he would have a

few words of cheerfulness, or a message, or a scrap of news as to what

is going on in the world--no, no, say the Priest and the Levite--go not

near him--because he is in misfortune he is dangerous--because he is

alone he is a thief and a murderer--perchance a pirate, like Captain

Ward and Dansekar, or even Catesby himself come alive again. I say, God

keep us all from such Christian charity!"

"You use me ill, Judith," said the other, and then was silent.

They walked on through the meadows, and Judith was watching the play of

the boys. As she did so, a leather ball, struck a surprising distance,

came rolling almost to her feet, and forthwith one of the lads came

running after it. She picked it up and threw it to him--threw it

awkwardly and clumsily, as a girl throws, but nevertheless she saved him

some distance and time, and she was rewarded with many a loud "Thank

you! thank you!" from the side who were out. But when they got past the

players and their noise, Prudence could no longer keep silent; she had a

forgiving disposition, and nothing distressed her so much as being on

unfriendly terms with Judith.

"You know I meant not that, dear Judith," said she. "I only meant to

shield you from harm."

As for Judith, all such trivial and temporary clouds of misunderstanding

were instantly swallowed up in the warm and radiant sunniness of her

nature. She broke into a laugh.

"And so you shall, dear mouse," said she, gayly; "you shall shield me

from the reproach of not having a common and ordinary share of humanity;

that shall you, dear Prue, should the unfortunate young gentleman come

into the neighborhood again; for you will read to me the message that he

sends me, and together we will devise somewhat on his behalf. No? Are

you afraid to go forth and meet the pirate Dansekar? Do you expect to

find the ghost of Gamaliel Ratsey walking on the Evesham road? Such

silly fears, dear Prue, do not become you: you are no longer a child."

"You are laying too heavy a burden on me, Judith," the other said,

rather sadly. "I know not what to do; and you say I may not ask counsel

of any one. And if I do nothing, I am still taking a part."

"What part, then, but to read a few words and hold your peace?" said her

companion, lightly. "What is that? But I know you will not stay there,

sweet mouse. No, no; your heart is too tender. I know you would not

willingly do any one an injury, or harbor suspicion and slander. You

shall come and see the young gentleman, good Prue, as I say; and then

you will repent in sackcloth and ashes for all that you have urged

against him. And perchance it may be in New Place that you shall see

him----"

"Ah, Judith, that were well!" exclaimed the other, with a brighter light

on her face.

"What? Would you desire to see him, if he were to pay us a visit?"

Judith said, regarding her with a smile.

"Surely, surely, after what you have told me: why not, Judith?" was the

placid answer.

"There would be nothing ghostly about him then?"

"There would be no secret, Judith," said Prudence, gravely, "that you

have to keep back from your own people."

"Well, well, we will see what the future holds for us," said Judith, in

the same careless fashion. "And if the young gentleman come not back to

Stratford, why, then, good fortune attend him, wherever he may be! for

one that speaks so fair and is so modest sure deserves it. And if he

come not back, then shall your heart be all the lighter, dear Prue; and

as for mine, mine will not be troubled--only, that I wish him well, as I

say, and would fain hear of his better estate. So all is so far happily

settled, sweet mouse; and you may go in to supper with me with

untroubled eyes and a free conscience: marry, there is need for that, as

I bethink me; for Master Parson comes this evening, and you know you

must have a pure and joyful heart with you, good Prudence, when you

enter into the congregation of the saints."

"Judith, for my sake!"

"Nay, I meant not to offend, truly; it was my wicked, idle tongue, that

I must clap a bridle on now--for, listen!----"

They were come to New Place. There was singing going forward within; and

one or two of the casements were open; but perhaps it was the glad and

confident nature of the psalm that led to the words being so clearly

heard without:

The man is blest that hath not bent

To wicked rede his ear;

Nor led his life as sinners do,

Nor sat in scorner's chair.

But in the law of God the Lord

Doth set his whole delight,

And in that law doth exercise

Himself both day and night.

He shall be like the tree that groweth

Fast by the river's side;

Which bringeth forth most pleasant fruit

In her due time and tide;

Whose leaf shall never fade nor fall,

But flourish still and stand:

Even so all things shall prosper well

That this man takes in hand.

And so, having waited until the singing ceased, they entered into the

house, and found two or three neighbors assembled there, and Master

Walter was just about to begin his discourse on the godly life, and the

substantial comfort and sweet peace of mind pertaining thereto.

* * * * *

Some few days after this, and toward the hour of noon, the mail-bearer

came riding post-haste into the town; and in due course the contents of

his saddle-bags were distributed among the folk entitled to them. But

before the news-letters had been carefully spelled out to the end, a

strange rumor got abroad. The French king was slain, and by the hand of

an assassin. Some, as the tidings passed quickly from mouth to mouth,

said the murderer was named Ravelok, others Havelok; but as to the main

fact of the fearful crime having been committed, there was no manner of

doubt. Naturally the bruit of this affair presently reached Julius

Shawe's house; and when the timid Prudence heard of it--and when she

thought of the man who had been in hiding, and who had talked with

Judith, and had been so suddenly and secretly summoned away--her face

grew even paler than its wont, and there was a sickly dread at her

heart. She would go to see Judith at once; and yet she scarcely dared to

breathe even to herself the terrible forebodings that were crowding in

on her mind.

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