CHAPTER I.

THE MARRIAGE SETTLED.--LESTER'S HOPES AND SCHEMES.--GAIETY OF

TEMPER A GOOD SPECULATION.--THE TRUTH AND FERVOUR OF

ARAM'S LOVE.

Love is better than a pair of spectacles, to make

every thing seem greater which is seen through it.

--Sir Philip Sydney's Arcadia.

Aram's affection to Madeline having now been formally announced to

Lester, and Madeline's consent having been somewhat less formally

obtained, it only remained to fix the time for their wedding. Though

Lester forbore to question Aram as to his circumstances, the Student

frankly confessed, that if not affording what the generality of persons

would consider even a competence, they enabled one of his moderate wants

and retired life to dispense, especially in the remote and cheap district

in which they lived, with all fortune in a wife, who, like Madeline, was

equally with himself enamoured of obscurity. The good Lester, however,

proposed to bestow upon his daughter such a portion as might allow for

the wants of an increased family, or the probable contingencies of Fate.

For though Fortune may often slacken her wheel, there is no spot in which

she suffers it to be wholly still.

It was now the middle of September, and by the end of the ensuing month

it was agreed that the spousals of the lovers should be held. It is

certain that Lester felt one pang for his nephew, as he subscribed to

this proposal; but he consoled himself with recurring to a hope he had

long cherished, viz. that Walter would return home not only cured of his

vain attachment to Madeline, but of the disposition to admit the

attractions of her sister. A marriage between these two cousins had for

years been his favourite project. The lively and ready temper of Ellinor,

her household turn, her merry laugh, a winning playfulness that

characterised even her defects, were all more after Lester's secret heart

than the graver and higher nature of his elder daughter. This might

mainly be, that they were traits of disposition that more reminded him of

his lost wife, and were therefore more accordant with his ideal standard

of perfection; but I incline also to believe that the more persons

advance in years, the more, even if of staid and sober temper themselves,

they love gaiety and elasticity in youth. I have often pleased myself by

observing in some happy family circle embracing all ages, that it is the

liveliest and wildest child that charms the grandsire the most. And after

all, it is perhaps with characters as with books, the grave and

thoughtful may be more admired than the light and cheerful, but they are

less liked; it is not only that the former, being of a more abstruse and

recondite nature, find fewer persons capable of judging of their merits,

but also that the great object of the majority of human beings is to be

amused, and that they naturally incline to love those the best who amuse

them most. And to so great a practical extent is this preference pushed,

that I think were a nice observer to make a census of all those who have

received legacies, or dropped unexpectedly into fortunes; he would find

that where one grave disposition had so benefited, there would be at

least twenty gay. Perhaps, however, it may be said that I am taking the

cause for the effect!

But to return from our speculative disquisitions; Lester then, who,

though he so slowly discovered his nephew's passion for Madeline, had

long since guessed the secret of Ellinor's affection for him, looked

forward with a hope rather sanguine than anxious to the ultimate

realization of his cherished domestic scheme. And he pleased himself with

thinking that when all soreness would, by this double wedding, be

banished from Walter's mind, it would be impossible to conceive a family

group more united or more happy.

And Ellinor herself, ever since the parting words of her cousin, had

seemed, so far from being inconsolable for his absence, more bright of

cheek and elastic of step than she had been for months before. What a

world of all feelings, which forbid despondence, lies hoarded in the

hearts of the young! As one fountain is filled by the channels that

exhaust another; we cherish wisdom at the expense of hope. It thus

happened from one cause or another, that Walter's absence created a less

cheerless blank in the family circle than might have been expected, and

the approaching bridals of Madeline and her lover, naturally diverted in

a great measure the thoughts of each, and engrossed their conversation.

Whatever might be Madeline's infatuation as to the merits of Aram, one

merit--the greatest of all in the eyes of a woman who loves, he at least

possessed. Never was mistress more burningly and deeply loved than she,

who, for the first time, awoke the long slumbering passions in the heart

of Eugene Aram. Every day the ardour of his affections seemed to

increase. With what anxiety he watched her footsteps!--with what idolatry

he hung upon her words!--with what unspeakable and yearning emotion he

gazed upon the changeful eloquence of her cheek. Now that Walter was

gone, he almost took up his abode at the manor-house. He came thither in

the early morning, and rarely returned home before the family retired for

the night; and even then, when all was hushed, and they believed him in

his solitary home, he lingered for hours around the house, to look up to

Madeline's window, charmed to the spot which held the intoxication of her

presence. Madeline discovered this habit, and chid it; but so tenderly,

that it was not cured. And still at times, by the autumnal moon, she

marked from her window his dark figure gliding among the shadows of the

trees, or pausing by the lowly tombs in the still churchyard--the

resting-place of hearts that once, perhaps, beat as wildly as his own.

It was impossible that a love of this order, and from one so richly

gifted as Aram; a love, which in substance was truth, and yet in language

poetry, could fail wholly to subdue and inthral a girl so young, so

romantic, so enthusiastic, as Madeline Lester. How intense and delicious

must have been her sense of happiness! In the pure heart of a girl loving

for the first time--love is far more ecstatic than in man, inasmuch as it

is unfevered by desire--love then and there makes the only state of human

existence which is at once capable of calmness and transport!

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