XXXV

The little place was unexpectedly crowded when John entered, after

having handed his hat and coat to a _vestiaire_. A large supper-party

was going on at the further end, and the dancing space was smaller than

usual. The _maitre d'hotel_ was escorting John to a small table in a

distant corner, which had just been vacated, when the latter heard his

name suddenly called by a familiar voice. Sophy, who had been dancing,

abandoned her partner precipitately and came hurrying up to John with

outstretched hands.

"John!" she exclaimed. "You, of all people in the world! What do you

mean by coming here alone at this time of night? Fancy not telling me!

Is anything the matter?"

"Nothing," he replied. "I really don't exactly know why I am here. I

simply didn't want to go to bed."

She looked at him closely. It was clear that she was a little puzzled at

his appearance.

"If it were not you, John," she declared, "I should say that you had

been having more to drink than was good for you!"

"Then you would be very wrong," John assured her, "because I haven't had

anything at all. I have come here to get something. Can't you come and

sit with me?"

"Of course!" she assented eagerly. "The prince is giving a supper-party

at the other end of the room there. We all came on together from the

reception. Let us get away to your corner quickly, or they will see you

and make you go and join them. I would much rather have you to myself.

The people here seem so stupid to-night!"

John stood still, and made no movement toward the table which the

_maitre d'hotel_ was smilingly preparing for them.

"Where is the prince?" he asked.

Sophy, struck by something in his voice, swung around and looked at him.

Then she thrust both her arms through his, clasped her two hands

together, and led him firmly away. A glimmering of the truth was

beginning to dawn upon her.

"Tell me where you have been since you left the reception," she

insisted, when at last they were seated together.

"Wait till I have ordered some wine," he said.

A waiter served them with champagne. When John's glass was filled, he

drained its contents. Sophy watched him with surprise. She came a little

closer to him.

"John," she whispered, "you must tell me--do you hear? You must tell me

everything! Did you take Louise home?"

"Yes."

"What happened, then? You didn't quarrel with her?"

"Nothing at all happened," he assured her. "We parted the best of

friends. It wasn't that."

"Then what? Remember that I am your friend, John dear. Tell me

everything."

He poured himself more wine and drank it.

"I will tell you," he assented. "I went to a little club I belong to on

the Adelphi Terrace. I sat down in the smoking room. There was no one

there I knew. Some men were talking. They had been to the reception

to-night. They were comparing French actresses and English. They spoke

first of the French woman, Latrobe, and her lovers; then of Louise. They

spoke quite calmly, like men discussing history. They compared the two

actresses, they compared their lives. Latrobe, they said, had lovers by

the score--Louise only one."

Sophy's hand stole into his. She was watching the twisting of his

features. She understood so well the excitement underneath.

"I think I can guess," she whispered. "Don't hurt yourself telling me.

Something was said about the prince!"

His eyes blazed down upon her.

"You, too?" he muttered. "Does the whole world know of it and speak as

if it did not matter? Sophy, is it true? Speak out! Don't be afraid of

hurting me. You call yourself my friend. I've been down, looking at the

outside of her house. I dared not go in. There's a fire burning in my

soul! Tell me if it is true!"

"You must not ask me that question, John," she begged. "How should I

know? Besides, these things are so different in our world, the world you

haven't found out much about yet. Supposing it were true, John," she

went on, "remember that it was before you knew her. Supposing it should

be true, remember this--your idea of life is too absurd. Is one creed

made to fit human beings who may differ in a million different ways? A

woman may be as good as any ever born into the world, and yet take just

a little love into her life, if she be true and faithful in doing it. I

don't believe there is a dearer or sweeter woman breathing than Louise,

but one must have love. Don't I know it? A man may be strong enough to

live without it, but a woman--never!"

The skirts of the women brushed their table as they danced, the rhythm

of the music rose and fell above the murmur of laughter and

conversation. John looked around the room, and a sort of despair crept

in upon him. It was no good! He had come to London to understand; he

understood nothing. He was made of the wrong fiber. If only he could

change himself! If it were not too late! If he could make himself like

other men!

He turned and glanced at his companion. Sophy was looking very sweet and

very wistful. The warm touch of her fingers was grateful. Her sympathy

was like some welcome flower in a wilderness. His heart ached with a new

desire. If only he could make himself different! If only he could

stretch out his hand for the flowers which made the lives of other men

so sweet!

"I must not ask you any more questions, Sophy," he said. "You are her

friend, and you have spoken very sweetly. To-morrow I will go and see

her."

"And to-night, forget it all," she pleaded. "Wipe it out of your memory.

Louise and your future belong to to-morrow. To-night she is not here,

and I am. Even if you are furiously in love with her, there isn't any

harm in your being just a little nice to me. Give me some champagne; and

I want some caviar sandwiches!"

"I wonder why you are so good to me, Sophy!" he exclaimed, as he gave

the order to a waiter. "You ought either to marry your young man down at

Bath, or to have a sweetheart of your own, a companion, some one quite

different."

"How different?"

"Some one who cared for you as you deserve to be cared for, and whom you

cared for, too."

"I cannot take these things as lightly as I used to," she answered a

little sadly. "Something has come over me lately--I don't know what it

is--but I seem to have lost my taste for flirtations. John, don't look

up, don't turn round! I have been afraid of the prince all the evening.

When you came in, I fancied that you had been drinking. When the prince

asked me something about you, an hour or so ago, I knew that he had. I

saw him like it once before, about a year ago. Don't take any notice of

him! Don't talk to him, if you can help it!"

John was scarcely conscious of her words. A new glow of excitement

seemed to be taking entire possession of him, to be thrilling his blood,

to be shining out of his eyes. He rose slowly to his feet. It was as if

he were being drawn forward out of himself to meet some coming

challenge.

Toward their table the prince was slowly making his way, skilfully

avoiding the dancers, yet looking neither to the right nor to the left.

His eyes were fastened upon John. If he had been drinking, as Sophy

suggested, there were few signs of it. His walk was steady; his bearing,

as usual, deliberate and distinguished.

He came to a standstill beside them. Sophy's fingers clutched at the

tablecloth. The prince looked from one to the other.

"You have robbed me of a guest, Mr. Strangewey," he remarked; "but I

bear you no ill-will. It is very seldom that one sees you in these

haunts of dissipation."

"It is a gala night with me," John replied, his tone raised no more than

usual, but shaking with some new quality. "Drink a glass of wine with

me, prince," he invited, taking the bottle from the ice-pail and filling

a tumbler upon the table. "Wish me luck, won't you? I am engaged to be

married!"

"I wish you happiness with all my heart," the prince answered, holding

his glass up. "May I not know the name of the lady?"

"No doubt you are prepared for the news," John told him. "Miss Maurel

has promised to become my wife."

The prince's hand was as steady as a rock. He raised his glass to his

lips.

"I drink to you both with the greatest pleasure," he said, looking John

full in the face. "It is a most remarkable coincidence. To-night is the

anniversary of the night when Louise Maurel pledged herself to me in

somewhat different fashion!"

John's frame seemed for a moment to dilate, and fire flashed from his

eyes.

"Will you be good enough to explain those words?" he demanded.

The prince bowed. He glanced toward Sophy.

"Since you insist," he replied. "To-night, then, let me tell you, is the

anniversary of the night when Louise Maurel consented to become my

mistress!"

What followed came like a thunder-clap. The prince reeled back, his hand

to his mouth, blood dropping upon the tablecloth from his lips, where

John had struck him. He made a sudden spring at his assailant. Sophy,

shrieking, leaped to her feet. Every one else in the place seemed

paralyzed with wonder.

John seized the prince by the throat, and held him for a moment at

arm's length. Then he lifted him off his feet as one might lift a child

from the floor. Holding his helpless victim in a merciless grip, he

carried him across the room and deliberately flung him over the table

toward his empty chair.

There was a crash of glass and crockery which rang through the

momentarily hushed room. The dancers had stopped in their places, the

bow of the violinist lay idle upon the strings of his instrument. The

waiters were all standing about like graven images. Then, as the prince

fell, there was a shout, and all was pandemonium. They rushed to where

he was lying motionless, a ghastly sight, across the wreck of his

flower-strewn supper-table.

Sophy held John by the arm, clutching it hysterically, striving to drag

him away. But to John the room was empty. He stood there, a giant,

motionless figure, his muscles still taut, his face tense, his eyes

aflame, glaring down at the prostrate figure of the man on whom he had

wreaked the accumulated fury of those last days and weeks of madness.

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