III

Louise awoke the next morning filled with a curious sense of buoyant

expectancy. The sunshine was pouring into the room, brightening up its

most somber corners. It lay across the quilt of her bed, and seemed to

bring out the perfume of lavender from the pillow on which her head

reposed.

Aline, hearing her mistress stir, hastened at once to the bedside.

"Good morning, _madame_!"

Louise sat up and looked around her, with her hands clasped about her

knees.

"Tell me everything, Aline," she said. "Have you my breakfast there? And

what time is it?"

"It is half-past nine, _madame_," Aline replied, "and your breakfast is

here. The old imbecile from the kitchen has just brought it up."

Louise looked approvingly at the breakfast tray, with the home-made

bread and deep-yellow butter, the brown eggs and clear honey. The smell

of the coffee was aromatic. She breathed a little sigh of content.

"How delicious everything looks!" she exclaimed.

"The home-made things are well enough in their way, _madame_," Aline

agreed, "but I have never known a household so strange and disagreeable.

That M. Jennings, who calls himself the butler--he is a person

unspeakable, a savage!"

Louise's eyes twinkled.

"I don't think they are fond of women in this household, Aline," she

remarked. "Tell me, have you seen Charles?"

"Charles has gone to the nearest blacksmith's forge to get something

made for the car, _madame_," Aline replied. "He asked me to say that he

was afraid he would not be ready to start before midday."

"That does not matter," Louise declared, as she settled down to her

breakfast. "I do not care how long it is before he is ready. I should

love to spend a month here!"

Aline held up her hands. She was speechless. Her mistress laughed at her

consternation.

"Well," she continued, "there is no fear of their asking us for a month,

or for an hour longer than they can help. The elder Mr. Strangewey, it

seems, has the strongest objection to our sex. There is not a woman

servant in the house, is there?"

"Not one, _madame_," Aline replied. "I have never been in a household

conducted in such a manner. It is like the kitchen of a monastery. The

terrible Jennings is speechless. If one addresses him, he only mumbles.

The sound of my skirts, or my footstep on the stone floor, makes him

shiver. He is worse, one would imagine, than his master."

Louise ate and drank reflectively.

"It is the queerest household one could possibly stumble upon," she

remarked. "The young Mr. Strangewey--he seems different, but he falls in

with his brother's ways."

Aline glanced at herself in the mirror. She was just out of her

mistress's range of vision, and she made a little grimace at her

reflection.

"I met him twice this morning in the hall," she remarked. "He wished me

good morning the first time. The second time he did not speak. He did

not seem to see me."

Louise finished her breakfast and strolled presently to the window. She

gave a little sigh of pleasure as she looked out.

"But, Aline," she exclaimed, "how exquisite!"

The maid glanced over her shoulder and went on preparing her mistress's

clothes.

"It is as _madame_ finds it," she replied. "For myself, I like the

country for fete days and holidays only, and even then I like to find

plenty of people there."

Louise heard nothing. She was gazing eagerly out of the casement-window.

Immediately below was a grass-grown orchard which stretched upward, at a

precipitous angle, toward a belt of freshly plowed field; beyond, a

little chain of rocky hills, sheer overhead. The trees were pink and

white with blossom; the petals lay about upon the ground like drifted

snowflakes. Here and there yellow jonquils were growing among the long

grass. A waft of perfume stole into the room through the window which

she had opened.

"Fill my bath quickly, Aline," Louise ordered. "I must go out. I want to

see whether it is really as beautiful as it looks."

Aline dressed her mistress in silence. It was not until she had finished

lacing her shoes that she spoke another word. Then, suddenly, she

stopped short in the act of crossing the room. Her eyes had happened to

fall upon the emblazoned genealogical record. A little exclamation

escaped her. She swung round toward her mistress, and for once there was

animation in her face.

"But, _madame_," she exclaimed, "I have remembered! The name

Strangewey--you see it there--it was in our minds all the time that we

had seen or heard of it quite lately. Don't you remember--"

"Yes, yes!" Louise interrupted. "I know it reminds me of something, but

of what?"

"Yesterday morning," Aline continued, "it was you _madame_, who read it

out while you took your coffee. You spoke of the good fortune of some

farmer in the north of England to whom a relative in Australia had left

a great fortune--hundreds and thousands of pounds. The name was

Strangewey, the same as that. I remember it now."

She pointed once more to the family tree. Louise sat for a moment with

parted lips.

"You are quite right, Aline. I remember it all perfectly now. I wonder

whether it could possibly be either of these two men!"

Aline shook her head doubtfully.

"It would be unbelievable, _madame_," she decided. "Could any sane human

creatures live here, with no company but the sheep and the cows, if they

had money--money to live in the cities, to buy pleasures, to be happy?

Unbelievable, _madame_!"

Louise remained standing before the window. She was watching the

blossom-laden boughs of one of the apple trees bending and swaying in

the fresh morning breeze--watching the restless shadows which came and

went upon the grass beneath.

"That is just your point of view, Aline," she murmured; "but

happiness--well, you would not understand. They are strange men, these

two. The young one is different now, but as he grows older he will be

like his brother. He will live a very simple and honorable life. He will

be--what is it they call it?--a county magistrate, chairman of many

things, a judge at agricultural shows. When he dies, he will be buried

up in that windy little churchyard, and people will come from a long way

off to say how good he was. My hat, quickly, Aline! If I am not in that

orchard in five minutes I shall be miserable!"

Louise found her way without difficulty across a cobbled yard, through a

postern gate set in a red-brick wall, into the orchard. Very slowly, and

with her head turned upward toward the trees, she made her way toward

the boundary wall. Once, with a little exclamation of pleasure, she drew

down a bough of the soft, cool blossom and pressed it against her cheek.

She stopped for a moment or two to examine the contents of a row of

chicken-coops, and at every few steps she turned around to face the

breeze which came sweeping across the moorland from the other side of

the house.

Arrived at the farther end of the orchard, she came to a gate, against

which she rested for a moment, leaning her arms upon the topmost bar.

Before her was the little belt of plowed earth, the fresh, pungent odor

of which was a new thing to her; a little way to the right, the rolling

moorland, starred with clumps of gorse; in front, across the field on

the other side of the gray stone wall, the rock-strewn hills. The

sky--unusually blue it seemed to her, and dotted all over with little

masses of fleecy, white clouds--seemed somehow lower and nearer; or was

she, perhaps higher up?

She lingered there, absolutely bewildered by the rapid growth in her

brain and senses of what surely must be some newly kindled faculty of

appreciation. There was a beauty in the world which she had not felt

before.

She turned her head almost lazily at the sound of a man's voice. A team

of horses, straining at a plow, were coming round the bend of the

field, and by their side, talking to the laborer who guided them, was

John Strangewey. She watched him as he came into sight up the steep

rise. Against the empty background, he seemed to lose nothing of the

size and strength that had impressed her on the previous night. He was

bareheaded, and she noticed for the first time that his closely cropped

fair hair was inclined to curl a little near the ears.

He walked in step with the plowman by his side, but without any of the

laborer's mechanical plod--with a spring in his footsteps, indeed, as if

his life and thoughts were full of joyous things. He was wearing

black-and-white tweed clothes, a little shabby but well-fitting;

breeches and gaiters; thick boots, plentifully caked now with mud. He

was pointing with his stick along the furrow, so absorbed in the

instructions he was giving that he was almost opposite the gate before

he was aware of her presence. He promptly abandoned his task and

approached her.

"Good morning!" he called out.

She waved her hand.

"Good morning!"

"You have slept well?" he asked.

"Better, I think, than ever before in my life," she answered.

"Differently, at any rate. And such an awakening!"

He looked at her, a little puzzled. The glow upon her face and the

sunlight upon her brown hair kept him silent. He was content to look at

her and wonder.

"Tell me," she demanded impetuously, "is this a little corner of

fairy-land that you have found? Does the sun always shine like this?

Does the earth always smell as sweetly, and are your trees always in

blossom? Does your wind always taste as if God had breathed the elixir

of life into it?"

He turned around to follow the sweep of her eyes. Something of the same

glow seemed to rest for a moment upon his face.

"It is good," he said, "to find what you love so much appreciated by

some one else."

They stood together in a silence almost curiously protracted. Then the

plowman passed again with his team of horses, and John called out some

instructions to him. She followed him down to earth.

"Tell me, Mr. Strangewey," she inquired, "where are your

farm-buildings?"

"Come and I will show you," he answered, opening the gate to let her

through. "Keep close to the hedge until we come to the end of the plow;

and then--but no, I won't anticipate. This way!"

She walked by his side, conscious every now and then of his frankly

admiring eyes as he looked down at her. She herself felt all the joy of

a woman of the world imbibing a new experience. She did not even glance

toward the dismantled motor in the barn which they passed.

"I am glad," he remarked presently, "that you look upon us more

charitably than your maid."

"Aline is a good girl," Louise said, smiling, "but hot-water taps and

electric lights are more to her than sunshine and hills. Do you know,"

she went on, "I feel like a child being led through an undiscovered

country, a land of real adventures. Which way are we going, and what are

we going to see? Tell me, please!"

"Wait," he begged. "It is just a queer little corner among the hills,

that is all."

They reached the end of the plowed field, and, passing through a gate,

turned abruptly to the left and began to climb a narrow path which

bordered the boundary wall, and which became steeper every moment. As

they ascended, the orchard and the long, low house on the other side

seemed to lie almost at their feet. The road and the open moorland

beyond, stretching to the encircling hills, came more clearly into sight

with every backward glance. Louise paused at last, breathless.

"I must sit down," she insisted. "It is too beautiful to hurry over."

"It is only a few steps farther," he told her, holding out his hand;

"just to where the path winds its way round the hill there. But perhaps

you are tired?"

"On the contrary," she assured him, "I never felt so vigorous in my

life. All the exercise I take, as a rule, is in Kensington Gardens; and

look!" She pointed downward to her absurd little shoes, and held out her

hand, "You will have to help me," she pleaded.

The last few steps were, indeed, almost precipitous. Fragments of rock,

protruding through the grass and bushes, served as steps. John moved on

a little ahead and pulled her easily up. Even the slight tightening of

his fingers seemed to raise her from her feet. She looked at him

wonderingly.

"How strong you are!"

"A matter of weight," he answered, smiling. "You are like a feather. You

walk as lightly as the fairies who come out on midsummer night's eve and

dance in circles around the gorse-bushes there."

"Is it the home of the fairies you are taking me to?" she asked. "If you

have discovered that, no wonder you find us ordinary women outside your

lives!"

He laughed.

"There are no fairies where we are going," he assured her.

They were on a rough-made road now, which turned abruptly to the right a

few yards ahead, skirting the side of a deep gorge. They took a few

steps further, and Louise stopped short with a cry of wonder.

Around the abrupt corner an entirely new perspective was revealed--a

little hamlet, built on a shoulder of the mountains; and on the right,

below a steep descent, a wide and sunny valley. It was like a tiny world

of its own, hidden in the bosom of the hills. There was a long line of

farm-buildings, built of gray stone and roofed with red tiles; there

were fifteen or twenty stacks; a quaint, white-washed house of

considerable size, almost covered on the southward side with creepers; a

row of cottages, and a gray-walled enclosure--stretching with its white

tombstones to the very brink of the descent--in the midst of which was

an ancient church, in ruins at the further end, partly rebuilt with the

stones of the hillside.

Louise looked around her, silent with wonder. A couple of sheep-dogs had

rushed out from the farmhouse and were fawning around her companion. In

the background a gray-bearded shepherd, with Scottish plaid thrown over

his shoulder, raised his hat.

"It isn't real, is it?" she asked, clinging for a moment to John

Strangewey's arm.

He patted one of the dogs and smiled down at her.

"Why not? William Elwick there is a very real shepherd, I can assure

you. He has sat on these hills for the last sixty-eight years."

She looked at the old man almost with awe.

"It is like the Bible!" she murmured. "Fancy the sunrises he must have

seen, and the sunsets! The coming and the fading of the stars, the

spring days, the music of the winds in these hollow places, booming to

him in the night-time! I want to talk to him. May I?"

He shook his head. The old man was already shambling off.

"Better not," he advised. "You would be disappointed, for William has

the family weakness--he cannot bear the sight of a woman. You see, he is

pretending now that there is something wrong with the hill flock. You

asked where the land was that we tilled. Now look down. Hold my arm if

you feel giddy."

She followed the wave of his ash stick. The valley sheer below them, and

the lower hills, on both sides, were parceled out into fields, enclosed

within stone walls, reminding her, from the height at which they stood,

of nothing so much as the quilt upon her bed.

"That's where all our pasture is," he told her, "and our arable land. We

grow a great deal of corn in the dip there. All the rest of the

hillside, and the moorlands, of course, are fit for nothing but grazing;

but there are eleven hundred acres down there from which we can raise

almost anything we choose."

Her eyes swept this strange tract of country backward and forward. She

saw the men like specks in the fields, the cows grazing in the pasture

like toy animals. Then she turned and looked at the neat row of stacks

and the square of farm-buildings.

"I am trying hard to realize that you are a farmer and that this is your

life," she said.

He swung open the wooden gate of the churchyard, by which they were

standing. There was a row of graves on either side of the prim path.

"Suppose," he suggested, "you tell me about yourself now--about your own

life."

The hills parted suddenly as she stood there looking southward. Through

the chasm she seemed to see very clearly the things beyond. Her own

life, her own world, spread itself out--a world of easy triumphs, of

throbbing emotions always swiftly ministered to, always leaving the same

dull sensation of discontent; a world in which the pathways were broad

and smooth, but in which the end seemed always the same; a world of

receding beauties and mocking desires. The faces of her friends were

there--men and women, brilliant, her intellectual compeers, a little

tired, offering always the same gifts, the same homage.

"My life, and the world in which I live, seem far away just now," she

said quietly. "I think that it is doing me good to have a rest from

them. Go on talking to me about yourself, please."

He smiled. He was just a little disappointed.

"We shall very soon reach the end of all that I have to tell you," he

remarked. "Still, if there is anything you would like to know--"

"Who were these men and women who have lived and died here?" she

interrupted, with a little wave of her hand toward the graves.

"All our own people," he told her; "laborers, shepherds, tenant-farmers,

domestic servants. Our clergyman comes from the village on the other

side of that hill. He rides here every Sunday on a pony which we have to

provide for him."

She studied the names upon the tombstones, spelling them out slowly.

"The married people," he went on, "are buried on the south side; the

single ones and children are nearer the wall. Tell me," he asked, after

a moment's hesitation, "are you married or single?"

She gave a little start. The abruptness of the question, the keen,

steadfast gaze of his compelling eyes, seemed for a moment to paralyze

both her nerves and her voice. Again the hills rolled open, but this

time it was her own life only that she saw, her own life, and one man's

face which she seemed to see looking at her from some immeasurable

distance, waiting, yet drawing her closer toward him, closer and closer

till their hands met.

She was terrified at this unexpected tumult of emotion. It was as if

some one had suddenly drawn away one of the stones from the foundation

of her life. She found herself repeating the words on the tombstone

facing her:

"And of Elizabeth, for sixty-one years the faithful wife and

helpmate of Ezra Cummings, mother of his children, and his

partner in the life everlasting."

Her knees began to shake. There was a momentary darkness before her

eyes. She felt for the tombstone and sat down.

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