THE NEW PATIENT
I took my stethoscope and went over the patient's chest. I wanted to
determine his general condition, since he was now committed to my care
as medical director of the State Hospital for the Insane. He had
struck me as being in a rather bad way when he was brought in from the
capital city farther north. It was part of my professional duty to
look out for his physical welfare as well as endeavor to set right his
distorted brain.
I had one of the nurses remove the hospital garment into which he had
been put, and then I set the disk of my instrument over the region
of his heart. It was bad, very bad indeed. The burr and whisper of
its labored action came through his emaciated flesh with surprising
loudness. I frowned and went on to the lungs, and found them suffering
from the effects of that faulty circulation.
A dissociation of personality had been alleged by the physicians who
had sent him into my hands. In other words, the man was supposed not
to know who he was--to have lost his true identity, or be confused
about it in his own mind. But the case was not violent, had given no
indications of any wish to work harm to any one about him. Indeed, the
entire course until now had been of a melancholic turn.
I finished my examination and straightened, and met the regard of his
eyes. They were a very dark brown, and they were fixed intently on my
face. What was more, they gave me one of the oddest sensations I had
ever had in my life.
I had never seen the man before. Of that I was positive. And yet as
I met the steady glance he held upon me, I felt that I knew those
eyes--the eyes, mind you--or what was behind them--looking out as
through a window in a darkened house. I'm not sure, but I think I
caught my breath.
"Send the nurse away, will you, Dr. Murray?"
For the first time during my examination the patient spoke, and the
sound of it was almost like a half-checked laugh. It was as though the
man felt a perfectly sane and understanding amusement in the situation
in which he found himself.
Then as I hesitated, more in surprise than from any other reason, he
went on: "Oh, I'll not be violent or try to escape, or anything like
that. I merely want to talk to you--yourself."
I nodded to the attendant, who left the room, and turned back once more
to encounter those strangely familiar eyes.
"Don't you know me, Dr. Murray?" their owner inquired.
"I never saw you before," I said, determined to meet this phase of the
man's condition, whatever it was, in as natural a way as I might. "And
yet--" Right there I paused.
"And yet--you aren't sure about the denial even while you make it."
He laughed without any sound. Insane in a mild way he might be, but
he certainly seemed to know what he was saying and to be enjoying the
somewhat puzzled expression which I fancy must have shown upon my face.
"Murray, you're both right and wrong. You've never seen this body, so
far as I know, but I hardly think you've forgotten Jason Croft."
"Croft! Good Heavens!"
The words dribbled off my lips. I gasped. Now I knew what it was about
those eyes that held me. Croft I had not forgotten, but--so far as
earth was concerned--he had died; I had pronounced him dead myself;
had seen his body consigned to the grave. And it had been the body of
a splendidly proportioned man--no such pitiful physical wreck as this
figure in the bed.
But it had been Jason Croft who had given to me what as nearly amounted
to a proof of spiritual life apart from the mortal body as any man
might have--who had told me, shortly before his death occurred, the
most remarkable tale my ears had ever heard, a tale incredible in
itself, and yet one which, despite all arguments against it, I had
always felt myself inclined to believe. In addition to that, when his
story was ended he had announced that he was forsaking his earthly
body for life on another planet; had told me that some day I would
receive a call and find his earthly body dead, but that on that other
star, Palos--a world in the system of Sirius the Dog Star--he would be
possessed of another body and Naia, Princess of Aphur, as wife.
* * * * *
Unbelievable? Of course it was unbelievable. And yet Croft's earth body
died, just as he said it would. And if any one could have heard his
story as I did when he told it, I think the auditor would have been
moved to credence just as I was myself.
Croft was a physician even as I am. He was a scientific man. In
addition, he was a student of what most of us call the occult--the
science of the mind, the spirit, the soul. So much I know, not only
from his words but material evidence. His former home had contained
the greatest private collection of works on the subject I have ever
seen. According to his own statements, he had advanced so far in his
investigations of the subject that he could project his own astral
body anywhere at will. And by anywhere, I mean to be understood in the
literal sense.
Many men have acquired the ability of which he was master, as applying
to the earthly sphere; Croft, however, had carried it to its ultimate
degree and had shaken off or entered the atmospheric envelope of our
planet at will. In our conversation, which ended with his announcement
that he was going back to Palos to wed Naia and live out his life in
that other world, he had explained the whole thing to me--largely as I
felt at the time and after, because I had dabbled in the occult to some
extent, and he knew I would understand, in part at least.
In making clear his motives he had even broached the subject of
twin souls--the doctrine that each spirit is originally dual, but
incarnates as two individuals--a male and a female in the flesh. He
alleged that since a child he had felt a vague prompting toward the Dog
Star, which he could not understand until he went there in the astral
form, once he had gained the power, and found on Palos a woman--his
true counterpart, his twin soul, as he declared his belief.
But, to accomplish his mating with her, Croft declared further that he
had done a most remarkable thing. Discovering a man dying from a mental
rather than a bodily condition on the other star, he had waited until
his death occurred and then appropriated the still physically viable
body to himself; and he explained the thing in a very comprehensible
manner at the time, describing the whole procedure in a scientific way,
until unbelief faltered and one felt that the thing had been done.
Over that body he had acquired as full control as he had of his own.
He might at will throw it into a cataleptic sleep. After that he led a
sort of double existence--sometimes on Palos, sometimes on earth--until
his plans were finally shaped. Then, and then only, did he finally
forsake the mundane life for that other and fuller existence which he
felt the Palosian girl would make complete.
At the time I had questioned him as fully as time and my own knowledge
would permit, and he had answered in a way which not only convinced me,
but amazed me.
I had asked him concerning the time of his passing from earth to that
other distant star billions of miles across space, in a universe
outside our own. And he had replied that outside the mental atmosphere
of man time did not exist; that between the planets was only eternity;
that one could not use what was non-existent; that he could reach Palos
in the condition toward which he journeyed to it as quickly as I could
project myself there in thought. In similar fashion he had been able
to meet each of my several interrogative points. In the end I had been
content to merely listen to the astounding narrative he told.
That story I had not forgotten any more than I had the man himself.
But that he should have reversed the experiment which had given him a
physical life on Palos in order to return to earth was more astounding
still. And yet--if I were to believe the evidences of my well-nigh
reeling senses--that was exactly what had occurred; because, no matter
how beyond all accepted tenets of life the thing was, I couldn't help
feeling that it was Croft's spirit looking out at me from the new
patient's eyes.
Then as I stood there, tongue-tied, considering those things, he spoke
again.
"Rather fusses you a bit, doesn't it, Murray? Well, never mind. I
didn't expect to come back here when I left, but needs must, you know,
as they say on earth. I don't wonder that it surprises you to find me
speaking to you with the lips of this poor hulk of flesh--not very
much like the one in which you knew me, is it?--but it will suffice,
even if it has a pair of lungs badly engorged because of a very shaky
heart. Your laboratory will show the kidneys affected, too. Oh, it's an
incipient wreck that I'm holding together simply for my use--because I
need it, and because I wanted to get down here with you."
"With--me?" I faltered. Almost as surprising as all else was his calm
announcement that he was here because he wanted to see me.
He smiled slightly. "Yes--you, of course. Murray, come down to facts
and quit speculation. There is nothing surprising in that. You were
the only man on earth who knew my story--who had the truth--who
could understand--and I knew you understood a good bit of the forces
involved--the spiritual forces, that is. So, when I needed certain
information which I couldn't gain save in the flesh, I knew you were
the man to help me gain it--the one man to whom I could appeal with a
chance of success. But in order to reach you I had to limit my choice
of earthly bodies. That's how I came to choose this thing at which
you're looking--"
"But--but--" I interrupted. "Good Heavens, Croft! I never dreamed of
your reversing the process. I--"
He shook his head. "It's a poor rule that won't work both ways, isn't
it, Murray?" he said.
I nodded. "Yes--of course. And you've really done it--come back--like
this?"
I asked the question as I would have asked a similar one of Croft,
because now I was convinced that I was speaking to the man himself--his
intelligence, that is.
And he answered me without the least hesitation: "Yes. And it's your
job to keep me alive until I can gain what I came for--to help me, if
you will. Earth possesses knowledge I need on Palos for my work--you
can help me gain it just as well here as anywhere else. 'Stone walls
do not a prison make,' Murray or 'iron bars a cage.' Man, it's your
cooperation for the advancement of a wonderful people I've come
a-seeking. I want you to prescribe a certain course of study as a part
of my treatment and discuss the things I'm after with me. Do you catch
my plan?"
Oh, yes, I caught it. I began to understand. Bizarre, wonderful, beyond
anything imaginable as it seemed, I felt that I appreciated the whole
concept of his scheme. And I was flattered--I confess that I thrilled
at his words--that he should have come to me for such aid as he felt I
would give. All at once I had the feeling that a wonderful privilege
was placed in my hands---that I was to have a part in this remarkable
adventure between two worlds which Croft had made his. I made an effort
to rally my staggering senses, and, as one will at such a time, I made
a casual rather than a pertinent remark:
"Just how is the Princess Naia?" I asked.
Croft nodded. He seemed to find acceptance of my part in my question.
"The Princess Naia is very much all right."
And then I remembered what he had told me before he went to Palos for
what I had thought a definite stay. And it struck me that it was rather
odd to be speaking of the Palosian girl as one would of a neighbor next
door, but I amended my reference to her none the less: "Or perhaps I
should have asked for Mrs. Croft--you said that you expected to be
married immediately upon your return to Palos."