BACK IN LONDON.
Mary was fond of her house in Munster Court. It was her own; and her
father and Miss Tallowax between them had enabled her to make it very
pretty. The married woman who has not some pet lares of her own is but
a poor woman. Mary worshipped her little household gods with a perfect
religion, and was therefore happy in being among them again; but she
was already beginning to feel that in a certain event she would be
obliged to leave Munster Court. She knew that as Marchioness of
Brotherton she would not be allowed to live there. There was a large
brick house, with an unbroken row of six windows on the first-floor, in
St. James' Square, which she already knew as the town house of the
Marquis of Brotherton. It was, she thought, by far the most gloomy
house in the whole square. It had been uninhabited for years, the
present Marquis having neither resided there nor let it. Her husband
had never spoken to her about the house, had never, as far as she could
remember, been with her in St. James' Square. She had enquired about it
of her father, and he had once taken her through the square, and had
shown her the mansion. But that had been in the days of the former
Popenjoy, when she, at any rate, had never thought that the
dreary-looking mansion would make or mar her own comfort. Now there had
arisen a question of a delicate nature on which she had said a word or
two to her husband in her softest whisper. Might not certain changes be
made in the house at Munster Court in reference to--well, to a nursery.
A room to be baby's own she had called it. She had thus made herself
understood, though she had not said the word which seemed to imply a
plural number. "But you'll be down at Manor Cross," said Lord George.
"You don't mean to keep me there always."
"No, not always; but when you come back to London it may be to another
house."
"You don't mean St. James' Square?" But that was just what he did mean.
"I hope we shan't have to live in that prison."
"It's one of the best houses in London," said Lord George, with a
certain amount of family pride. "It used to be, at least, before the
rich tradesmen had built all those palaces at South Kensington."
"It's dreadfully dingy."
"Because it has not been painted lately. Brotherton has never done
anything like anybody else."
"Couldn't we keep this and let that place?"
"Not very well. My father and grandfather, and great-grandfather lived
there. I think we had better wait a bit and see." Then she felt sure
that the glory was coming. Lord George would never have spoken of her
living in St. James' Square had he not felt almost certain that it
would soon come about.
Early in February her father came to town, and he was quite certain.
"The poor wretch can't speak articulately," he said.
"Who says so, papa?"
"I have taken care to find out the truth. What a life! And what a
death! He is there all alone. Nobody ever sees him but an Italian
doctor. If it's a boy, my dear, he will be my lord as soon as he's
born; or for the matter of that, if it's a girl she will be my lady."
"I wish it wasn't so."
"You must take it all as God sends it, Mary."
"They've talked about it till I'm sick of it," said Mary angrily. Then
she checked herself and added--"I don't mean you, papa; but at Manor
Cross they all flatter me now, because that poor man is dying. If you
were me you wouldn't like that."
"You've got to bear it, my dear. It's the way of the world. People at
the top of the tree are always flattered. You can't expect that Mary
Lovelace and the Marchioness of Brotherton will be treated in the same
way."
"Of course it made a difference when I was married."
"But suppose you had married a curate in the neighbourhood."
"I wish I had," said Mary wildly, "and that someone had given him the
living of Pugsty." But it all tended in the same direction. She began
to feel now that it must be, and must be soon. She would, she told
herself, endeavour to do her duty; she would be loving to all who had
been kind to her, and kind even to those who had been unkind. To all of
them at Manor Cross she would be a real sister,--even to Lady Susanna
whom certainly she had not latterly loved. She would forgive
everybody,--except one. Adelaide Houghton she never could forgive, but
Adelaide Houghton should be her only enemy. It did not occur to her
that Jack De Baron had been very nearly as wicked as Adelaide
Houghton. She certainly did not intend that Jack De Baron should be one
of her enemies.
When she had been in London about a week or two Jack De Baron came to
see her. She knew that he had spent his Christmas at Curry Hall, and
she knew that Guss Mildmay had also been there. That Guss Mildmay
should have accepted such an invitation was natural enough, but she
thought that Jack had been very foolish. Why should he have gone to the
house when he had known that the girl whom he had promised to marry,
but whom he did not intend to marry, was there? And now what was to be
the result? She did not think that she could ask him; but she was
almost sure that he would tell her.
"I suppose you've been hunting?" she asked.
"Yes; they put up a couple of horses for me, or I couldn't have
afforded it."
"She is so good-natured."
"Mrs. Jones! I should think she was; but I'm not quite sure that she
intended to be very good-natured to me."
"Why not?" Mary, of course, understood it all; but she could not
pretend to understand it, at any rate as yet.
"Oh, I don't know. It was all fair, and I won't complain. She had got
Miss Green off her hands, and therefore she wanted something to do. I'm
going to exchange, Lady George, into an Indian regiment."
"You're not in earnest."
"Quite in earnest. My wing will be at Aden, at the bottom of the Red
Sea, for the next year or two. Aden, I'm told, is a charming place."
"I thought it was hot."
"I like hot places; and as I have got rather sick of society I shall do
very well there, because there's none. A fellow can't spend any money,
except in soda and brandy. I suppose I shall take to drink."
"Don't talk of yourself in that horrid way, Captain De Baron."
"It won't much matter to any one, for I don't suppose I shall ever come
back again. There's a place called Perim, out in the middle of the sea,
which will just suit me. They only send one officer there at a time,
and there isn't another soul in the place."
"How dreadful!"
"I shall apply to be left there for five years. I shall get through all
my troubles by that time."
"I am sure you won't go at all."
"Why not?"
"Because you have got so many friends here."
"Too many, Lady George. Of course you know what Mrs. Jones has been
doing?"
"What has she been doing?"
"She tells you everything, I fancy. She has got it all cut and dry. I'm
to be married next May, and am to spend the honeymoon at Curry Hall. Of
course I'm to leave the army and put the value of my commission into
the three per cents. Mr. Jones is to let me have a place called Clover
Cottage, down in Gloucestershire, and, I believe, I'm to take a farm
and be churchwarden of the parish. After paying my debts we shall have
about two hundred a-year, which of course will be ample for Clover
Cottage. I don't exactly see how I'm to spend my evenings, but I
suppose that will come. It's either that or Perim. Which would you
advise?"
"I don't know what I ought to say."
"Of course I might cut my throat."
"I wish you wouldn't talk in that way. If it's all a joke I'll take it
as a joke."
"It's no joke at all; it's very serious. Mrs. Jones wants me to marry
Guss Mildmay."
"And you are engaged to her?"
"Only on certain conditions,--which conditions are almost impossible."
"What did you say to--Miss Mildmay at Curry Hall?"
"I told her I should go to Perim."
"And what did she say?"
"Like a brick, she offered to go with me, just as the girl offered to
eat the potato parings when the man said that there would not be
potatoes enough for both. Girls always say that kind of thing, though,
when they are taken at their words, they want bonnets and gloves and
fur cloaks."
"And you are going to take her?"
"Not unless I decide upon Clover Cottage. No; if I do go to Perim I
think that I shall manage to go alone."
"If you don't love her, Captain De Baron, don't marry her."
"There's Giblet doing very well, you know; and I calculate I could
spend a good deal of my time at Curry Hall. Perhaps if we made
ourselves useful, they would ask us to Killancodlem. I should manage to
be a sort of factotum to old Jones. Don't you think it would suit me?"
"You can't be serious about it."
"Upon my soul, Lady George, I never was so serious in my life. Do you
think that I mean nothing because I laugh at myself? You know I don't
love her."
"Then say so, and have done with it."
"That is so easy to suggest, but so impossible to do. How is a man to
tell a girl that he doesn't love her after such an acquaintance as I
have had with Guss Mildmay? I have tried to do so, but I couldn't do
it. There are men, I believe, hard enough even for that; and things are
changed now, and the affectation of chivalry has gone bye. Women ask
men to marry them, and the men laugh and refuse."
"Don't say that, Captain De Baron."
"I'm told that's the way the thing is done now; but I've no strength
myself, and I'm not up to it. I'm not at all joking. I think I shall
exchange and go away. I've brought my pigs to a bad market, but as far
as I can see that is the best that is left for me." Mary could only say
that his friends would be very--very sorry to lose him, but that in her
opinion anything would be better than marrying a girl whom he did not
love.
Courtesies at this time were showered upon Lady George from all sides.
Old Lady Brabazon, to whom she had hardly spoken, wrote to her at great
length. Mrs. Patmore Green came to her on purpose to talk about her
daughter's marriage. "We are very much pleased of course," said Mrs.
Green. "It was altogether a love affair, and the young people are so
fond of each other! I do so hope you and she will be friends. Of course
her position is not so brilliant as yours, but still it is very good.
Poor dear Lord Gossling"--whom, by the bye, Mrs. Patmore Green had
never seen--"is failing very much; he is a martyr to the gout, and then
he is so imprudent."
Lady Mary smiled and was civil, but did not make any promise of
peculiarly intimate friendship. Lady Selina Protest came to her with a
long story of her wrongs, and a petition that she would take the
Fleabody side in the coming contest. It was in vain that she declared
that she had no opinion whatsoever as to the rights of women; a
marchioness she was told would be bound to have opinions, or, at any
rate, would be bound to subscribe.
But the courtesy which surprised and annoyed her most was a visit from
Adelaide Houghton. She came up to London for a week about the end of
February, and had the hardihood to present herself at the house in
Munster Court. This was an insult which Mary had by no means expected;
she had therefore failed to guard herself against it by any special
instructions to her servant. And thus Mrs. Houghton, the woman who had
written love-letters to her husband, was shown up into her drawing-room
before she had the means of escaping. When the name was announced she
felt that she was trembling. There came across her a feeling that she
was utterly incapable of behaving properly in such an emergency. She
knew that she blushed up to the roots of her hair. She got up from her
seat as she heard the name announced, and then seated herself again
before her visitor had entered the room. She did resolve that nothing
on earth should induce her to shake hands with the woman. "My dear Lady
George," said Mrs. Houghton, hurrying across the room, "I hope you will
let me explain." She had half put out her hand, but had done so in a
manner which allowed her to withdraw it without seeming to have had her
overture refused.
"I do not know that there is anything to explain," said Mary.
"You will let me sit down?" Mary longed to refuse; but, not quite
daring to do so, simply bowed,--upon which Mrs. Houghton did sit down.
"You are very angry with me, it seems?"
"Well;--yes, I am."
"And yet what harm have I done you?"
"None in the least--none at all. I never thought that you could do me
any harm."
"Is it wise, Lady George, to give importance to a little trifle?"
"I don't know what you call a trifle."
"I had known him before you did; and, though it had not suited me to
become his wife, I had always liked him. Then the intimacy sprang up
again; but what did it amount to? I believe you read some foolish
letter?"
"I did read a letter, and I was perfectly sure that my husband had done
nothing, I will not say to justify, but even to excuse the writing of
it. I am quite aware, Mrs. Houghton, that it was all on one side."
"Did he say so?"
"You must excuse me if I decline altogether to tell you what he said."
"I am sure he did not say that. But what is the use of talking of it
all. Is it necessary, Lady George, that you and I should quarrel about
such a thing as that?"
"Quite necessary, Mrs. Houghton."
"Then you must be very fond of quarrelling."
"I never quarrelled with anybody else in my life."
"When you remember how near we are to each other in the country----. I
will apologise if you wish it."
"I will remember nothing, and I want no apology. To tell you the truth,
I really think that you ought not to have come here."
"It is childish, Lady George, to make so much of it."
"It may be nothing to you. It is a great deal to me. You must excuse me
if I say that I really cannot talk to you any more." Then she got up
and walked out of the room, leaving Mrs. Houghton among her treasures.
In the dining-room she rang the bell and told the servant to open the
door when the lady upstairs came down. After a very short pause, the
lady upstairs did come down, and walked out to her carriage with an
unabashed demeanour.
After much consideration Lady George determined that she must tell her
husband what had occurred. She was aware that she had been very
uncourteous, and was not sure whether in her anger she had not been
carried further than became her. Nothing could, she thought, shake her
in her determination to have no further friendly intercourse of any
kind with the woman. Not even were her husband to ask her would that be
possible. Such a request from him would be almost an insult to her. And
no request from anyone else could have any strength, as no one else
knew the circumstances of the case. It was not likely that he would
have spoken of it,--and of her own silence she was quite sure. But how
had it come to pass that the woman had had the face to come to her?
Could it be that Lord George had instigated her to do so? She never
made enquiries of her husband as to where he went and whom he saw. For
aught that she knew, he might be in Berkeley Square every day. Then she
called to mind Mrs. Houghton's face, with the paint visible on it in
the broad day, and her blackened eyebrows, and her great crested helmet
of false hair nearly eighteen inches deep, and her affected voice and
false manner,--and then she told herself that it was impossible that
her husband should like such a creature.
"George," she said to him abruptly, as soon as he came home, "who do
you think has been here? Mrs. Houghton has been here." Then came that
old frown across his brow; but she did not know at first whether it was
occasioned by anger against herself or against Mrs. Houghton. "Don't
you think it was very unfortunate?"
"What did she say?"
"She wanted to be friends with me."
"And what did you say?"
"I was very rude to her. I told her that I would never have anything to
do with her; and then I left the room, so that she had to get out of
the house as she could. Was I not right? You don't want me to know her,
do you?"
"Certainly not."
"And I was right."
"Quite right. She must be a very hardened woman."
"Oh George, dear George! You have made me so happy!" Then she jumped up
and threw her arms round him. "I never doubted you for a moment--never,
never; but I was afraid you might have thought----. I don't know what I
was afraid of, but I was a fool. She is a nasty hardened creature, and
I do hate her. Don't you see how she covers herself with paint?"
"I haven't seen her for the last three months."
Then she kissed him again and again, foolishly betraying her past
fears. "I am almost sorry I bothered you by telling you, only I didn't
like to say nothing about it. It might have come out, and you would
have thought it odd. How a woman can be so nasty I cannot imagine. But
I will never trouble you by talking of her again. Only I have told
James that she is not to be let into the house."