GUSS MILDMAY'S SUCCESS.
The treatment which the Marquis received at Rudham did not certainly
imply any feeling that he had disgraced himself by what he had done
either at Manor Cross or up in London. Perhaps the ladies there did not
know as much of his habits as did Mrs. Walker at Scumberg's. Perhaps
the feeling was strong that Popenjoy was Popenjoy, and that therefore
the Marquis had been injured. If a child be born in British
purple,--true purple, though it may have been stained by
circumstances,--that purple is very sacred. Perhaps it was thought that
under no circumstances should a Marquis be knocked into the fireplace
by a clergyman. There was still a good deal of mystery, both as to
Popenjoy and as to the fireplace, and the Marquis was the hero of these
mysteries. Everyone at Rudham was anxious to sit by his side and to be
allowed to talk to him. When he abused the Dean, which he did freely,
those who heard him assented to all he said. The Baroness Banmann held
up her hands in horror when she heard the tale, and declared the Church
to be one grand betise. Mrs. Houghton, who was very attentive to the
Marquis and whom the Marquis liked, was pertinacious in her enquiries
after Popenjoy, and cruelly sarcastic upon the Dean. "Think what was
his bringing up," said Mrs. Houghton.
"In a stable," said the Marquis.
"I always felt it to be a great pity that Lord George should have made
that match;--not but what she is a good creature in her way."
"She is no better than she should be," said the Marquis. Then Mrs.
Houghton found herself able to insinuate that perhaps, after all, Mary
was not a good creature, even in her own way. But the Marquis's chief
friend was Jack De Baron. He talked to Jack about races and billiards,
and women; but though he did not refrain from abusing the Dean, he said
no word to Jack against Mary. If it might be that the Dean should
receive his punishment in that direction he would do nothing to prevent
it. "They tell me she's a beautiful woman. I have never seen her
myself," said the Marquis.
"She is very beautiful," said Jack.
"Why the devil she should have married George, I can't think. She
doesn't care for him the least."
"Don't you think she does?"
"I'm sure she don't. I suppose her pestilent father thought it was the
nearest way to a coronet. I don't know why men should marry at all.
They always get into trouble by it."
"Somebody must have children," suggested Jack.
"I don't see the necessity. It's nothing to me what comes of the
property after I'm gone. What is it, Madam?" They were sitting out on
the lawn after lunch and Jack and the Marquis were both smoking. As
they were talking the Baroness had come up to them and made her little
proposition. "What! a lecture! If Mr. De Baron pleases, of course. I
never listen to lectures myself,--except from my wife."
"Ah! dat is vat I vant to prevent."
"I have prevented it already by sending her to Italy. Oh, rights of
women! Very interesting; but I don't think I'm well enough myself. Here
is Captain De Baron, a young man as strong as a horse, and very fond of
women. He'll sit it out."
"I beg your pardon; what is it?" Then the Baroness, with rapid words,
told her own sad story. She had been deluded, defrauded, and ruined by
those wicked females, Lady Selina Protest and Dr. Fleabody. The Marquis
was a nobleman whom all England, nay, all Europe, delighted to honour.
Could not the Marquis do something for her? She was rapid and eloquent,
but not always intelligible. "What is it she wants?" asked the Marquis,
turning to Jack.
"Pecuniary assistance, I think, my Lord."
"Yah, yah. I have been bamboozled of everything, my Lord Marquis."
"Oh, my G--, De Baron shouldn't have let me in for this. Would you mind
telling my fellow to give her a ten-pound note?" Jack said that he
would not mind; and the Baroness stuck to him pertinaciously, not
leaving his side a moment till she had got the money. Of course there
was no lecture. The Baroness was made to understand that visitors at a
country house in England could not be made to endure such an
infliction; but she succeeded in levying a contribution from Mrs.
Montacute Jones, and there were rumours afloat that she got a sovereign
out of Mr. Houghton.
Lord Giblet had come with the intention of staying a week, but, the day
after the attack made upon him by Mrs. Montacute Jones, news arrived
which made it absolutely necessary that he should go to Castle Gossling
at once. "We shall be so sorry to miss you," said Mrs. Montacute Jones,
whom he tried to avoid in making his general adieux, but who was a
great deal too clever not to catch him.
"My father wants to see me about the property, you know."
"Of course. There must be a great deal to do between you." Everybody
who knew the affairs of the family was aware that the old Earl never
thought of consulting his son; and Mrs. Montacute Jones knew
everything.
"Ever so much; therefore I must be off at once. My fellow is packing my
things now; and there is a train in an hour's time."
"Did you hear from Olivia this morning?"
"Not to-day."
"I hope you are as proud as you ought to be of having such a sweet girl
belonging to you." Nasty old woman! What right had she to say these
things? "I told Mrs. Green that you were here, and that you were coming
to meet Olivia on the 27th."
"What did she say?"
"She thinks you ought to see Mr. Green as you go through London. He is
the easiest, most good-natured man in the world. Don't you think you
might as well speak to him?" Who was Mrs. Montacute Jones that she
should talk to him in this way? "I would send a telegram if I were you,
to say I would be there to-night."
"Perhaps it would be best," said Lord Giblet.
"Oh, certainly. Now mind, we expect you to dinner on the 27th. Is there
anybody else you'd specially like me to ask?"
"Nobody in particular, thank ye."
"Isn't Jack De Baron a friend of yours?"
"Yes,--I like Jack pretty well. He thinks a great deal of himself, you
know."
"All the young men do that now. At any rate I'll ask Jack to meet you."
Unfortunately for Lord Giblet Jack appeared in sight at this very
moment. "Captain De Baron, Lord Giblet has been good enough to say that
he'll come to my little place at Killancodlem on the 27th. Can you meet
him there?"
"Delighted, Mrs. Jones. Who ever refuses to go to Killancodlem?"
"It isn't Killancodlem and its little comforts that are bringing his
lordship. We shall be delighted to see him; but he is coming to
see----. Well I suppose it's no secret now, Lord Giblet?" Jack bowed
his congratulations, and Lord Giblet again blushed as red as a rose.
Detestable old woman! Whither should he take himself? In what furthest
part of the Rocky Mountains should he spend the coming autumn? If
neither Mr. nor Mrs. Green called upon him for an explanation, what
possible right could this abominable old harpy have to prey upon him?
Just at the end of a cotillon he had said one word! He knew men who had
done ten times as much and had not been as severely handled. And he was
sure that Jack De Baron had had something to do with it. Jack had been
hand in hand with Mrs. Jones at the making up of the Kappa-kappa. But
as he went to the station he reflected that Olivia Green was a very
nice girl. If those ten thousand pounds were true they would be a great
comfort to him. His mother was always bothering him to get married. If
he could bring himself to accept this as his fate he would be saved a
deal of trouble. Spooning at Killancodlem, after all, would not be bad
fun. He almost told himself that he would marry Miss Green, were it not
that he was determined not to be dictated to by that old harridan.
Many people came and went at Rudham Park, but among those who did not
go was Guss Mildmay. Aunt Julia, who had become thoroughly ashamed of
the Baroness, had wished to take her departure on the third day; but
Guss had managed to stop her. "What's the good of coming to a house for
three days? You said you meant to stay a week. They know what she is
now, and the harm's done. It was your own fault for bringing her. I
don't see why I'm to be thrown over because you've made a mistake about
a vulgar old woman. We've nowhere to go to till November, and now we
are out of town for heaven's sake let us stay as long as we can." In
this way Guss carried her point, watching her opportunity for a little
conversation with her former lover.
At last the opportunity came. It was not that Jack had avoided her, but
that it was necessary that she should be sure of having half-an-hour
alone with him. At last she made the opportunity, calling upon him to
walk with her one Sunday morning when all other folk were in
church--or, perhaps, in bed. "No; I won't go to church," she had said
to Aunt Ju. "What is the use of your asking 'why not?' I won't go. They
are quite accustomed at Rudham to people not going to church. I always
go in a stiff house, but I won't go here. When you are at Rome you
should do as the Romans do. I don't suppose there'll be half-a-dozen
there out of the whole party." Aunt Ju went to church as a matter of
course, and the opportunity of walking in the grounds with Jack was
accomplished. "Are you going to Killancodlem?" she said.
"I suppose I shall, for a few days."
"Have you got anything to say before you go?"
"Nothing particular."
"Of course I don't mean to me."
"I've nothing particular to say to anybody just at present. Since I've
been here that wretched old Marquis has been my chief fate. It's quite
a pleasure to hear him abuse the Dean."
"And the Dean's daughter?"
"He has not much good to say about her either."
"I'm not surprised at that, Jack. And what do you say to him about the
Dean's daughter?"
"Very little, Guss."
"And what are you going to say to me about her?"
"Nothing at all, Guss."
"She's all the world to you, I suppose?"
"What's the use of your saying that? In one sense she's nothing to me.
My belief is that the only man she'll ever care a pin about is her
husband. At any rate she does not care a straw for me."
"Nor you for her?"
"Well;--Yes I do. She's one of my pet friends. There's nobody I like
being with better."
"And if she were not married?"
"God knows what might have happened. I might have asked her to have me,
because she has got money of her own. What's the use of coming back to
the old thing, Guss?"
"Money, money, money!"
"Nothing more unfair was ever said to anyone. Have I given any signs of
selling myself for money? Have I been a fortune hunter? No one has ever
found me guilty of so much prudence. All I say is that having found out
the way to go to the devil myself, I won't take any young woman I like
with me there by marrying her. Heavens and earth! I can fancy myself
returned from a wedding tour with some charmer, like you, without a
shilling at my banker's, and beginning life at lodgings, somewhere down
at Chelsea. Have you no imagination? Can't you see what it would be?
Can't you fancy the stuffy sitting room with the horsehair chairs, and
the hashed mutton, and the cradle in the corner before long?"
"No I can't," said Guss.
"I can;--two cradles, and very little of the hashed mutton; and my lady
wife with no one to pin her dress for her but the maid of all work with
black fingers."
"It wouldn't be like that."
"It very soon would, if I were to marry a girl without a fortune. And I
know myself. I'm a very good fellow while the sun shines, but I
couldn't stand hardship. I shouldn't come home to the hashed mutton. I
should dine at the club, even though I had to borrow the money. I
should come to hate the cradle and its occupant, and the mother of its
occupant. I should take to drink, and should blow my brains out just as
the second cradle came. I can see it all as plain as a pikestaff. I
often lay awake the whole night and look at it. You and I, Guss, have
made a mistake from the beginning. Being poor people we have lived as
though we were rich."
"I have never done so."
"Oh yes, you have. Instead of dining out in Fitzroy Square and drinking
tea in Tavistock Place, you have gone to balls in Grosvenor Square and
been presented at Court."
"It wasn't my fault."
"It has been so, and therefore you should have made up your mind to
marry a rich man."
"Who was it asked me to love him?"
"Say that I did if you please. Upon my word I forget how it began, but
say that it was my fault. Of course it was my fault. Are you going to
blow me up for that? I see a girl, and first I like her, and then I
love her, and then I tell her so;--or else she finds it out without my
telling. Was that a sin you can't forgive?"
"I never said it was a sin."
"I don't mind being a worm, but I won't be trodden upon overmuch. Was
there ever a moment in which you thought that I thought of marrying
you?"
"A great many, Jack."
"Did I ever say so?"
"Never. I'll do you justice there. You have been very cautious."
"Of course you can be severe, and of course I am bound to bear it. I
have been cautious,--for your sake!"
"Oh, Jack!"
"For your sake. When I first saw how it was going to be,--how it might
be between you and me,--I took care to say outright that I couldn't
marry unless a girl had money."
"There will be something--when papa dies."
"The most healthy middle-aged gentleman in London! There might be half
a dozen cradles, Guss, before that day. If it will do you good, you
shall say I'm the greatest rascal walking."
"That will do me no good."
"But I don't know that I can give you any other privilege."
Then there was a long pause during which they were sauntering together
under an old oak tree in the park. "Do you love me, Jack?" she then
asked, standing close up to him.
"God bless my soul! That's going back to the beginning."
"You are heartless,--absolutely heartless. It has come to that with you
that any real idea of love is out of the question."
"I can't afford it, my dear."
"But is there no such thing as love that you can't help? Can you drop a
girl out of your heart altogether simply because she has got no money?
I suppose you did love me once?" Here Jack scratched his head. "You did
love me once?" she said, persevering with her question.
"Of course I did," said Jack, who had no objection to making assurances
of the past.
"And you don't now?"
"Whoever said so? What's the good of talking about it?"
"Do you think you owe me nothing?"
"What's the good of owing, if a man can't pay his debts?"
"You will own nothing then?"
"Yes, I will. If anyone left me twenty thousand pounds to-morrow, then
I should owe you something."
"What would you owe me?"
"Half of it."
"And how would you pay me?" He thought a while before he made his
answer. He knew that in that case he would not wish to pay the debt in
the only way in which it would be payable. "You mean then that you
would--marry me?"
"I shouldn't be afraid of the hashed mutton and cradles."
"In that case you--would marry me?"
"A man has no right to take so much on himself as to say that."
"Psha!"
"I suppose I should. I should make a devilish bad husband even then."
"Why should you be worse than others?"
"I don't know. Perhaps I was made worse. I can't fancy myself doing any
duty well. If I had a wife of my own I should be sure to fall in love
with somebody else's."
"Lady George for instance."
"No;--not Lady George. It would not be with somebody whom I had learned
to think the very best woman in all the world. I am very bad, but I'm
just not bad enough to make love to her. Or rather I am very foolish,
but just not foolish enough to think that I could win her."
"I suppose she's just the same as others, Jack."
"She's not just the same to me. But I'd rather not talk about her,
Guss. I'm going to Killancodlem in a day or two, and I shall leave this
to-morrow!"
"To-morrow!"
"Well; yes; to-morrow. I must be a day or two in town, and there is not
much doing here. I'm tired of the old Marquis who is the most
illnatured brute I ever came across in my life, and there's no more fun
to be made of the Baroness. I'm not sure but that she has the best of
the fun. I didn't think there was an old woman in the world could get a
five pound note out of me; but she had."
"How could you be so foolish?"
"How indeed! You'll go back to London?"
"I suppose so;--unless I drown myself."
"Don't do that, Guss?"
"I often think it will be best. You don't know what my life is,--how
wretched. And you made it so."
"Is that fair, Guss?"
"Quite fair! Quite true! You have made it miserable. You know you have.
Of course you know it."
"Can I help it now?"
"Yes you can. I can be patient if you will say that it shall be some
day. I could put up with anything if you would let me hope. When you
have got that twenty thousand pounds----?"
"But I shall never have it."
"If you do,--will you marry me then? Will you promise me that you will
never marry anybody else?"
"I never shall."
"But will you promise me? If you will not say so much as that to me you
must be false indeed. When you have the twenty thousand pounds will you
marry me?"
"Oh, certainly."
"And you can laugh about such a matter when I am pouring out my very
soul to you? You can make a joke of it when it is all my life to me!
Jack, if you will say that it shall happen some day,--some day,--I will
be happy. If you won't,--I can only die. It may be play to you, but
it's death to me." He looked at her, and saw that she was quite in
earnest. She was not weeping, but there was a drawn, heavy look about
her face which, in truth, touched his heart. Whatever might be his
faults he was not a cruel man. He had defended himself without any
scruples of conscience when she had seemed to attack him, but now he
did not know how to refuse her request. It amounted to so little! "I
don't suppose it will ever take place, but I think I ought to allow
myself to consider myself as engaged to you," she said.
"As it is you are free to marry anyone else," he replied.
"I don't care for such freedom. I don't want it. I couldn't marry a man
whom I didn't love."
"Nobody knows what that they can do till they're tried."
"Do you suppose, sir, I've never been tried? But I can't bring myself
to laugh now, Jack. Don't joke now. Heaven knows when we may see each
other again. You will promise me that, Jack?"
"Yes;--if you wish it." And so at last she had got a promise from him!
She said nothing more to fix it, fearing that in doing so she might
lose it; but she threw herself into his arms and buried her face upon
his bosom.
Afterwards, when she was leaving him, she was very solemn in her manner
to him. "I will say good-bye now, Jack, for I shall hardly see you
again to speak to. You do love me?"
"You know I do."
"I am so true to you! I have always been true to you. God bless you,
Jack. Write me a line sometimes." Then he escaped, having brought her
back to the garden among the flowers, and he wandered away by himself
across the park. At last he had engaged himself. He knew that it was
so, and he knew that she would tell all her friends. Adelaide Houghton
would know, and would, of course, congratulate him. There never could
be a marriage. That would, of course, be out of the question. But,
instead of being the Jack De Baron of old, at any rate free as air, he
would be the young man engaged to marry Augusta Mildmay. And then he
could hardly now refuse to answer the letters which she would be sure
to write to him, at least twice a week. There had been a previous
period of letter-writing, but that had died a natural death through
utter neglect on his part. But now----. It might be as well that he
should take advantage of the new law and exchange into an Indian
regiment.
But, even in his present condition, his mind was not wholly occupied
with Augusta Mildmay. The evil words which had been spoken to him of
Mary had not been altogether fruitless. His cousin Adelaide had told
him over and over again that Lady George was as other women,--by which
his cousin had intended to say that Lady George was the same as
herself. Augusta Mildmay had spoken of his Phoenix in the same strain.
The Marquis had declared her to be utterly worthless. It was not that
he wished to think of her as they thought, or that he could be brought
so to think; but these suggestions, coming as they did from those who
knew how much he liked the woman, amounted to ridicule aimed against
the purity of his worship. They told him,--almost told him,--that he
was afraid to speak of love to Lady George. Indeed he was afraid, and
within his own breast he was in some sort proud of his fear. But,
nevertheless, he was touched by their ridicule. He and Mary had
certainly been dear friends. Certainly that friendship had given great
umbrage to her husband. Was he bound to keep away from her because of
her husband's anger? He knew that they two were not living together. He
knew that the Dean would at any rate welcome him. And he knew, too,
that there was no human being he wished to see again so much as Lady
George. He had no purpose as to anything that he would say to her, but
he was resolved that he would see her. If then some word warmer than
any he had yet spoken should fall from him, he would gather from her
answer what her feelings were towards him. In going back to London on
the morrow he must pass by Brotherton, and he would make his
arrangements so as to remain there for an hour or two.