CONVERSATIONS IN BOSTON.

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In the year 1839, Margaret removed from Groton, and, with her mother

and family, took a house at Jamaica Plain, five miles from Boston. In

November of the next year the family removed to Cambridge, and rented

a house there, near their old home. In 1841, Margaret took rooms for

the winter in town, retaining still the house in Cambridge. And from

the day of leaving Groton, until the autumn of 1844, when she removed

to New York, she resided in Boston, or its immediate vicinity. Boston

was her social centre. There were the libraries, galleries, and

concerts which she loved; there were her pupils and her friends; and

there were her tasks, and the openings of a new career.

I have vaguely designated some of the friends with whom she was on

terms of intimacy at the time when I was first acquainted with her.

But the range of her talents required an equal compass in her society;

and she gradually added a multitude of names to the list. She knew

already all the active minds at Cambridge; and has left a record of

one good interview she had with Allston. She now became intimate

with Doctor Channing, and interested him to that point in some of her

studies, that, at his request, she undertook to render some selections

of German philosophy into English for him. But I believe this attempt

was soon abandoned. She found a valuable friend in the late Miss Mary

Rotch, of New Bedford, a woman of great strength of mind, connected

with the Quakers not less by temperament than by birth, and possessing

the best lights of that once spiritual sect. At Newport, Margaret

had made the acquaintance of an elegant scholar, in Mr. Calvert, of

Maryland. In Providence, she had won, as by conquest, such a homage

of attachment, from young and old, that her arrival there, one day, on

her return from a visit to Bristol, was a kind of ovation. In Boston,

she knew people of every class,--merchants, politicians, scholars,

artists, women, the migratory genius, and the rooted capitalist,--and,

amongst all, many excellent people, who were every day passing, by new

opportunities, conversations, and kind offices, into the sacred circle

of friends. The late Miss Susan Burley had many points of attraction

for her, not only in her elegant studies, but also in the deep

interest which that lady took in securing the highest culture for

women. She was very well read, and, avoiding abstractions, knew how

to help herself with examples and facts. A friendship that proved

of great importance to the next years was that established with Mr.

George Ripley; an accurate scholar, a man of character, and of eminent

powers of conversation, and already then deeply engaged in plans of an

expansive practical bearing, of which the first fruit was the little

community which nourished for a few years at Brook Farm. Margaret

presently became connected with him in literary labors, and, as long

as she remained in this vicinity, kept up her habits of intimacy with

the colonists of Brook Farm. At West-Roxbury, too, she knew and prized

the heroic heart, the learning and wit of Theodore Parker, whose

literary aid was, subsequently, of the first importance to her.

She had an acquaintance, for many years,--subject, no doubt, to

alternations of sun and shade,--with Mr. Alcott. There was much

antagonism in their habitual views, but each learned to respect the

genius of the other. She had more sympathy with Mr. Alcott's English

friend, Charles Lane, an ingenious mystic, and bold experimenter in

practical reforms, whose dexterity and temper in debate she frankly

admired, whilst his asceticism engaged her reverence. Neither could

some marked difference of temperament remove her from the beneficent

influences of Miss Elizabeth Peabody, who, by her constitutional

hospitality to excellence, whether mental or moral, has made her

modest abode for so many years the inevitable resort of studious feet,

and a private theatre for the exposition of every question of letters,

of philosophy, of ethics, and of art.

The events in Margaret's life, up to the year 1840, were few, and not

of that dramatic interest which readers love. Of the few events of her

bright and blameless years, how many are private, and must remain so.

In reciting the story of an affectionate and passionate woman, the

voice lowers itself to a whisper, and becomes inaudible. A woman

in our society finds her safety and happiness in exclusions and

privacies. She congratulates herself when she is not called to

the market, to the courts, to the polls, to the stage, or to the

orchestra. Only the most extraordinary genius can make the career of

an artist secure and agreeable to her. Prescriptions almost invincible

the female lecturer or professor of any science must encounter; and,

except on points where the charities which are left to women as their

legitimate province interpose against the ferocity of laws, with us a

female politician is unknown. Perhaps this fact, which so dangerously

narrows the career of a woman, accuses the tardiness of our civility,

and many signs show that a revolution is already on foot.

Margaret had no love of notoriety, or taste for eccentricity, to goad

her, and no weak fear of either. Willingly she was confined to the

usual circles and methods of female talent. She had no false shame.

Any task that called out her powers was good and desirable. She wished

to live by her strength. She could converse, and teach, and write. She

took private classes of pupils at her own house. She organized, with

great success, a school for young ladies at Providence, and gave

four hours a day to it, during two years. She translated Eckermann's

Conversations with Goethe, and published in 1839. In 1841, she

translated the Letters of Gunderode and Bettine, and published them as

far as the sale warranted the work. In 1843, she made a tour to Lake

Superior and to Michigan, and published an agreeable narrative of it,

called "Summer on the Lakes."

Apparently a more pretending, but really also a private and friendly

service, she edited the "Dial," a quarterly journal, for two years

from its first publication in 1840. She was eagerly solicited to

undertake the charge of this work, which, when it began, concentrated

a good deal of hope and affection. It had its origin in a club of

speculative students, who found the air in America getting a little

close and stagnant; and the agitation had perhaps the fault of being

too secondary or bookish in its origin, or caught not from primary

instincts, but from English, and still more from German books. The

journal was commenced with much hope, and liberal promises of many

coöperators. But the workmen of sufficient culture for a poetical and

philosophical magazine were too few; and, as the pages were filled

by unpaid contributors, each of whom had, according to the usage and

necessity of this country, some paying employment, the journal did not

get his best work, but his second best. Its scattered writers had

not digested their theories into a distinct dogma, still less into a

practical measure which the public could grasp; and the magazine was

so eclectic and miscellaneous, that each of its readers and writers

valued only a small portion of it. For these reasons it never had a

large circulation, and it was discontinued after four years. But the

Dial betrayed, through all its juvenility, timidity, and conventional

rubbish, some sparks of the true love and hope, and of the piety to

spiritual law, which had moved its friends and founders, and it was

received by its early subscribers with almost a religious welcome.

Many years after it was brought to a close, Margaret was surprised in

England by very warm testimony to its merits; and, in 1848, the writer

of these pages found it holding the same affectionate place in many

a private bookshelf in England and Scotland, which it had secured at

home. Good or bad, it cost a good deal of precious labor from those

who served it, and from Margaret most of all. As editor, she received

a compensation for the first years, which was intended to be two

hundred dollars _per annum_, but which, I fear, never reached even

that amount.

But it made no difference to her exertion. She put so much heart into

it that she bravely undertook to open, in the Dial, the subjects which

most attracted her; and she treated, in turn, Goethe, and Beethoven,

the Rhine and the Romaic Ballads, the Poems of John Sterling, and

several pieces of sentiment, with a spirit which spared no labor; and,

when the hard conditions of journalism held her to an inevitable day,

she submitted to jeopardizing a long-cherished subject, by treating it

in the crude and forced article for the month. I remember, after she

had been compelled by ill health to relinquish the journal into my

hands, my grateful wonder at the facility with which she assumed the

preparation of laborious articles, that might have daunted the most

practised scribe.

But in book or journal she found a very imperfect expression of

herself, and it was the more vexatious, because she was accustomed

to the clearest and fullest. When, therefore, she had to choose an

employment that should pay money, she consulted her own genius, as

well as the wishes of a multitude of friends, in opening a class

for conversation. In the autumn of 1839, she addressed the following

letter, intended for circulation, to Mrs. George Ripley, in which her

general design was stated:--

'My dear friend:--The advantages of a weekly meeting, for

conversation, might be great enough to repay the trouble of

attendance, if they consisted only in supplying a point of

union to well-educated and thinking women, in a city which,

with great pretensions to mental refinement, boasts, at

present, nothing of the kind, and where I have heard many, of

mature age, wish for some such means of stimulus and cheer,

and those younger, for a place where they could state their

doubts and difficulties, with a hope of gaining aid from the

experience or aspirations of others. And, if my office were

only to suggest topics, which would lead to conversation of

a better order than is usual at social meetings, and to

turn back the current when digressing into personalities or

common-places, so that what is valuable in the experience of

each might be brought to bear upon all, I should think the

object not unworthy of the effort.

'But my ambition goes much further. It is to pass in review

the departments of thought and knowledge, and endeavor to

place them in due relation to one another in our minds. To

systematize thought, and give a precision and clearness in

which our sex are so deficient, chiefly, I think, because

they have so few inducements to test and classify what they

receive. To ascertain what pursuits are best suited to us, in

our time and state of society, and how we may make best use of

our means for building up the life of thought upon the life of

action.

'Could a circle be assembled in earnest, desirous to answer

the questions,--What were we born to do? and how shall we do

it?--which so few ever propose to themselves till their best

years are gone by, I should think the undertaking a noble one,

and, if my resources should prove sufficient to make me its

moving spring, I should be willing to give to it a large

portion of those coming years, which will, as I hope, be my

best. I look upon it with no blind enthusiasm, nor unlimited

faith, but with a confidence that I have attained a distinct

perception of means, which, if there are persons competent to

direct them, can supply a great want, and promote really high

objects. So far as I have tried them yet, they have met with

success so much beyond my hopes, that my faith will not easily

be shaken, nor my earnestness chilled. Should I, however, be

disappointed in Boston, I could hardly hope that such a plan

could be brought to bear on general society, in any other city

of the United States. But I do not fear, if a good beginning

can be made. I am confident that twenty persons cannot be

brought together from better motives than vanity or pedantry,

to talk upon such subjects as we propose, without finding

in themselves great deficiencies, which they will be very

desirous to supply.

'Should the enterprise fail, it will be either from

incompetence in me, or that sort of vanity in them which wears

the garb of modesty. On the first of these points, I need not

speak. I cannot be supposed to have felt so much the wants of

others, without feeling my own still more deeply. And, from

the depth of this feeling, and the earnestness it gave, such

power as I have yet exerted has come. Of course, those who are

inclined to meet me, feel a confidence in me, and should they

be disappointed, I shall regret it not solely or most on my

own account. I have not given my gauge without measuring my

capacity to sustain defeat. For the other, I know it is very

hard to lay aside the shelter of vague generalities, the art

of coterie criticism, and the "delicate disdains" of _good

society_, and fearlessly meet the light, even though it flow

from the sun of truth. Yet, as, without such generous courage,

nothing of value can be learned or done, I hope to see many

capable of it; willing that others should think their sayings

crude, shallow, or tasteless, if, by such unpleasant means,

they may attain real health and vigor, which need no aid from

rouge or candle-light, to brave the light of the world.

'Since I saw you, I have been told of persons who are desirous

to join the class, "if only they need not talk." I am so sure

that the success of the whole depends on conversation being

general, that I do not wish any one to come, who does not

intend, if possible, to take an active part. No one will be

forced, but those who do not talk will not derive the same

advantages with those who openly state their impressions, and

can consent to have it known that they learn by blundering, as

is the destiny of man here below. And general silence, or side

talks, would paralyze me. I should feel coarse and misplaced,

were I to harangue over-much. In former instances, I have been

able to make it easy and even pleasant, to twenty-five out of

thirty, to bear their part, to question, to define, to state,

and examine opinions. If I could not do as much now, I should

consider myself as unsuccessful, and should withdraw. But I

shall expect communication to be effected by degrees, and to

do a great deal myself at the first meetings. My method has

been to open a subject,--for instance, Poetry, as expressed

in--

External Nature;

The life of man;

Literature;

The fine arts;

or, The history of a nation to be studied in--

Its religious and civil institutions;

Its literature and arts;

The characters of its great men;

and, after as good a general statement as I know how to make,

select a branch of the subject, and lead others to give their

thoughts upon it. When they have not been successful in verbal

utterance of their thoughts, I have asked them to attempt it

in writing. At the next meeting, I would read these "skarts

of pen and ink" aloud, and canvass their adequacy, without

mentioning the names of the writers. I found this less

necessary, as I proceeded, and my companions attained greater

command both of thought and language; but for a time it was

useful, and may be now. Great advantage in point of discipline

may be derived from even this limited use of the pen.

'I do not wish, at present, to pledge myself to any course

of subjects. Generally, I may say, they will be such as

literature and the arts present in endless profusion. Should a

class be brought together, I should wish, first, to ascertain

our common ground, and, in the course of a few meetings,

should see whether it be practicable to follow out the design

in my mind, which, as yet, would look too grand on paper.

'Let us see whether there will be any organ, before noting

down the music to which it may give breath.'

Accordingly, a class of ladies assembled at Miss Peabody's rooms, in

West Street, on the 6th November, 1839. Twenty-five were present, and

the circle comprised some of the most agreeable and intelligent women

to be found in Boston and its neighborhood. The following brief report

of this first day's meeting remains:--

'Miss Fuller enlarged, in her introductory conversation, on

the topics which she touched in her letter to Mrs. Ripley.

'Women are now taught, at school, all that men are; they run

over, superficially, even _more_ studies, without being really

taught anything. When they come to the business of life, they

find themselves inferior, and all their studies have not given

them that practical good sense, and mother wisdom, and wit,

which grew up with our grandmothers at the spinning-wheel.

But, with this difference; men are called on, from a very

early period, to reproduce all that they learn. Their college

exercises, their political duties, their professional studies,

the first actions of life in any direction, call on them to

put to use what they have learned. But women learn without any

attempt to reproduce. Their only reproduction is for purposes

of display.

'It is to supply this defect,' Miss Fuller said, 'that these

conversations have been planned. She was not here to teach;

but she had had some experience in the management of such a

conversation as was now proposed; she meant to give her view

on each subject, and provoke the thoughts of others.

'It would be best to take subjects on which we know words, and

have vague impressions, and compel ourselves to define those

words. We should have, probably, mortifications to suffer;

but we should be encouraged by the rapid gain that comes from

making a simple and earnest effort for expression.'

Miss Fuller had proposed the Grecian Mythology as the subject of the

first conversations, and now gave her reasons for the choice.

'It is quite separated from all exciting local subjects. It is

serious, without being solemn, and without excluding any mode

of intellectual action; it is playful, as well as deep. It

is sufficiently wide, for it is a complete expression of the

cultivation of a nation. It is objective and tangible. It is,

also, generally known, and associated with all our ideas of

the arts.

'It originated in the eye of the Greek. He lived out of doors:

his climate was genial, his senses were adapted to it. He was

vivacious and intellectual, and personified all he beheld. He

_saw_ the oreads, naiads, nereids. Their forms, as poets and

painters give them, are the very lines of nature humanized, as

the child's eye sees faces in the embers or in the clouds.

'Other forms of the mythology, as Jupiter, Juno, Apollo,

are great instincts, or ideas, or facts of the internal

constitution, separated and personified.'

After exhibiting their enviable mental health, and rebutting the

cavils of some of the speakers,--who could not bear, in Christian

times, by Christian ladies, that heathen Greeks should be

envied,--Miss Fuller declared,

'that she had no desire to go back, and believed we have the

elements of a deeper civilization; yet, the Christian was in

its infancy; the Greek in its maturity; nor could she look

on the expression of a great nation's intellect, as

insignificant. These fables of the Gods were the result of

the universal sentiments of religion, aspiration, intellectual

action, of a people, whose political and æsthetic life had

become immortal; and we must leave off despising, if we would

begin to learn.'

The reporter closes her account by saying:--"Miss Fuller's thoughts

were much illustrated, and all was said with the most captivating

address and grace, and with beautiful modesty. The position in which

she placed herself with respect to the rest, was entirely ladylike,

and companionable. She told what she intended, the earnest purpose

with which she came, and, with great tact, indicated the indiscretions

that might spoil the meeting."

Here is Margaret's own account of the first days.

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