CHAPTER CCVI.

THE PATRICIAN LADY AND THE UNFORTUNATE

WOMAN.

Lady Ravensworth retired to her boudoir; and, throwing herself upon a

voluptuous ottoman, she burst into a flood of tears.

The wife of one of England's wealthiest nobles,—mistress of a splendid

mansion and numerous household,—young, beautiful, and admired,—with a

coronet upon her brow, and all the luxuries and pleasures of the world

at her command,—this haughty and high-born lady now trembled at the

idea—now shrunk from the thought—of meeting an obscure young woman who

was forced to accept a menial place in order to earn her daily bread!

It was a strange coincidence that thus brought Lydia Hutchinson beneath

the roof of Lady Ravensworth, whom the young woman was very far from

suspecting to be that same Adeline Enfield who had been her

companion—nay, her tutoress—in the initiative of wantonness and

dishonour.

Mrs. Chichester had manifested a sisterly kindness towards the

unfortunate Lydia; and, instead of shrinking in disgust, as so many

others would have done, from the young woman who had been urged by stern

necessity to ply a loathsome trade, she had endeavoured, by the most

delicate attentions, to reclaim the mind of society's outcast from the

dark ocean of despair in which it was so profoundly plunged.

The reader has doubtless seen that Lydia Hutchinson had never courted

vice for vice's sake. She was not naturally of a depraved nor lascivious

disposition. Circumstances—amongst which must be reckoned the treachery

exercised by Lord Dunstable to accomplish her seduction, and the

accident which threw the poor creature upon the tender mercies of Mrs.

Harpy,—had conspired,—fearfully conspired, to brand her with infamy, and

to drag her through the filth and mire of the various phases which

characterise the downward path of a career of prostitution. Necessity

had made her what she was!

Mrs. Chichester comprehended all this; and she was not one of those who

believe that there is no sincere penitence—no reformation for the lost

one. She longed to afford Lydia an opportunity of entering on a course

of virtue and propriety. She would have willingly afforded the poor

creature a permanent asylum, as a matter of charity, and even to insure

a companion to cheer her own species of semi-widowed loneliness; but she

was well aware that eleemosynary aid of such a kind, by retaining its

object in a condition of idleness and of dependence, was of a most

demoralising nature. She wished to give Lydia an opportunity of

retrieving her character in her own estimation, and of regaining a

proper confidence in herself; and she resolved that no excess of

indulgence, nor extreme of charity, on her part, should permit the young

woman to live in an indolence that might unfit her for any occupation in

case of ultimate necessity, and that would thus fling her back upon the

last and only resource—a recurrence to the walks of ignominy and crime.

To reclaim and reinstate, as it were the unfortunate Lydia Hutchinson,

was Viola Chichester's aim; and the object of this humane solicitude was

deeply anxious to second, by her own conduct, the intentions of her

generous benefactress.

As time wore on, Lydia improved greatly in mental condition and personal

appearance: her thoughts became settled and composed, and her form

resumed much of the freshness which had characterised her youth. She

speedily began to express a desire to exert herself in some honest

employment to gain her livelihood;—she also felt that indolence and

dependence, even in the presence of the best moral examples, produce a

vitiated frame of mind;—and she revolted from the mere idea of a relapse

into the horrible path from which a friendly hand had redeemed her, as

the most appalling catastrophe that her imagination could conceive.

Mrs. Chichester felt so persuaded of Lydia's firmness of purpose in

pursuing a career of rectitude, that she resolved to take a step which

only the extreme urgency of the case and a settled conviction of the

young woman's inclination to do well, could justify. This was to obtain

her a situation in some family. Lydia was overjoyed at the proposal. An

advertisement was accordingly inserted in a newspaper; and a few days

brought many written answers. Miss Villiers—now Lady Bounce—called

personally, and was so pleased with Lydia's manner that she put no

special questions to Mrs. Chichester.

Viola, however, addressed Miss Villiers thus:—"The young woman who now

stands before you has been unfortunate—very unfortunate; and hers has

been the fate of the unfortunate. She is most anxious to eat the bread

of industry and honesty. I am persuaded that a kind hand stretched out

to aid her in this desire, will raise her to happiness, and ensure her

lasting gratitude."

Miss Villiers was a young lady of an excellent heart: she did not

completely understand all that Mrs. Chichester meant; but she

comprehended enough to render her willing to assist a fellow-creature

who sought to earn her livelihood honourably, and who seemed to possess

the necessary qualifications for the employment desired. Thus the

bargain was hastily concluded; and when Miss Villiers desired Lydia to

join her on a certain day at Ravensworth Hall, the young woman

entertained not the least idea that her school friend Adeline Enfield

was Lady Ravensworth, the mistress of that lordly habitation.

We will now return to Adeline, whom we left weeping in her boudoir.

The presence of Lydia in that house was indeed enough to alarm and

embarrass her. Not that she precisely feared exposure at Lydia's hands

in respect to the past—especially as it would be so easy to deny any

derogatory statement of the kind. But Adeline felt that she should now

possess a dependant before whom her dignity and self-confidence would

ever be overwhelmed by the weight of that dread secret of which Lydia's

bosom was the depository. Such a prospect was most galling—most

humiliating—most degrading to the mind of the haughty peeress.

"But of what avail are tears?" said Adeline, suddenly. "The danger is

here—the evil is before me. We must meet:—it were better that I should

see her at once! Doubtless she is unaware in whose abode she is now a

menial!"

Adeline wiped her eyes, rang the bell, and reseating herself, assumed as

composed a manner as possible under the circumstances.

In a few moments she heard footsteps approaching.

"This is my lady's apartment," said the housekeeper in the passage.

"Thank you," replied another voice.

Oh! how Adeline's heart beat,—the well-remembered tones of Lydia

Hutchinson had just met her ears.

Then she heard the retreating sounds of the housekeeper's footsteps; and

there was a gentle knock at the door of their boudoir.

"Come in," said Adeline, in a half-stifling voice.

The door opened, and Lydia Hutchinson entered the room.

Lady Ravensworth's countenance was averted towards the fire; and it was

not until she heard the door close that she turned towards Lydia, who

was in a state of trembling anxiety, mingled with curiosity, as to what

might be the disposition of her mistress.

But no pen can describe the astonishment of the young woman, when by

that pale but beautiful countenance, which was now suddenly turned

towards her, she recognised her whom she had so much reason never to

forget.

Staggering towards the mantel for support, and with her eyes fixed

almost wildly upon her mistress, she exclaimed, "Miss Enfield! Is it

indeed you?"

"I am Lady Ravensworth," was the somewhat haughty answer.

"Oh! now I understand it all!" cried Lydia, an expression of sincere

gratitude animating her countenance, while she clasped her hands

fervently together: "you have taken compassion on me at length,—you

discovered where I was residing,—you sent some friend to engage me as if

for herself,—and you were determined to surprise me by this proof of

your goodness—this token of your kind remembrance of me!"

"No," returned Adeline: "accident alone has brought you into my service:

and you must well understand that I am not over well pleased with the

coincidence. In a word, name the sum that will satisfy you for the loss

of a good place—and take your departure. You can leave to me the

invention of some proper excuse——"

"Is it possible?" ejaculated Lydia; "this cold—heartless—ungrateful

reception——"

"Do you recollect to whom you are speaking?" demanded Adeline, the

colour mounting to her cheeks.

"Oh! yes,—I know that full well—too well," said Lydia, again clasping

her hands, and casting her eyes upwards, as if in appeal to heaven

against the ingratitude of the world. "I stand in the presence of one to

save whose good fame I sacrificed my own—to shield whom from the finger

of scorn and reproach, I allowed myself to be made a victim! Yes, proud

lady of Ravensworth—so many years have not elapsed since, in my cold and

cheerless garret, in the depth of a winter night, you gave birth——"

"Silence, Lydia!" ejaculated Adeline, her lips quivering, and the colour

coming and going on her cheeks with rapid alternations. "Let us not

refer to the past. The present——"

"No," interrupted Lydia, in a solemn tone: "you _can_ not—you _shall_

not deter me from talking of the past. For you, lady, are so highly

exalted above myself, that it is almost impossible for you to shape the

least—the faintest—the most remote idea of the depth of misery into

which I have been plunged. And yet I pant—I long—I feel a burning desire

to make you comprehend all I have suffered;—because to my acquaintance

with you—to my fatal connexion with you at the seminary—may be traced

all the sorrows—the profound, ineffable woes—the degradations—the

terrible afflictions that have since marked my career!"

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"I will not hear more;—I cannot permit you thus to insult—to upbraid

me," faltered Lady Ravensworth, her bosom agitated with the most cruel

emotions.

"Oh! I have longed for this opportunity to meet you face to face, and

tell you all I have suffered, and all I now feel!" exclaimed Lydia; "and

it is not likely that I will abandon so favourable an occasion. No—you

have triumphed over me long enough: you have used me as a tool when it

suited your convenience—and you spurned me when I had ceased to be

useful. Though maintaining your own outward respectability, honour, and

good name upon the wreck of mine, you dare to treat me with the blackest

ingratitude! Lady Ravensworth, I said that all I have endured was

traceable to you! When I first met you at the Kensington seminary, I was

pure, artless, innocent:—you were already initiated in the secrets of

intrigue—you were even then, at that tender age, a wanton in your

heart."

"Lydia—Miss Hutchinson! Oh! my God!" exclaimed Adeline, covering her

face with her hands.

"Yes—you were already trembling on the verge of dishonour—you were

courting seduction and all its consequences!" continued the unfortunate

woman, upbraiding that proud peeress with a remorselessness, a

bitterness, and a feeling of delighted vengeance that made her language

the more terrible and its effect more overwhelming. "I even remember

still—oh! how well I remember—that you were the first who opened my eyes

to the existence of female frailty. Yes—I, who went to that school as a

teacher, was taught by a pupil! And merciful heavens! what did you teach

me? You led me on step by step in the path of duplicity and dishonour:

you made me the companion of your own amours; and we became victims to

our seducers on the same day!"

"Oh! spare me—spare me!" moaned Adeline. "My God! if we were overheard!

I should be lost—ruined—undone!"

"Rest tranquil on that head:—it does not suit my present purposes to

betray you—and I will explain my reason shortly. In the meantime,"

continued Lydia Hutchinson, "I must recall to your recollection all

those circumstances which led me to sacrifice myself to save you."

"No—no: I remember everything. Say no more, Lydia," cried Lady

Ravensworth. "Tell me what you require—what I can do for you! Will you

have money? or——"

"Peace!—silence!" said Lydia, eyeing the patrician lady with a glance of

ineffable scorn. "Oh!" she added, almost wildly, "I _have_ sold myself

for gold;—but never—never may that occur again; either bodily or

morally! Your ladyship declares you remember all that has ever passed

between us? Then does your ingratitude become infinitely the more vile

and contemptible. For when you lay writhing in the agonies of maternity,

I was there,—there in that cold and cheerless garret,—to minister unto

you! And when the lifeless form of your babe was discovered concealed

amongst my clothes—in my room—and in my box,—I did not turn to the

school-mistress and say, '_It is not mine: it is Miss Adeline

Enfield's!_'—When, too, I saw that you were so weak, so feeble, and so

suffering that the cold night air would kill you, I took your child,

and, like a thief, I stole away from the house to sink the corpse in a

distant pool. For you had said to me, '_Keep my secret, dearest Lydia:

the honour of a noble family depends upon your prudence!_'—My prudence!

Oh! no:—the honour of your family depended on the sacrifice of _mine_!

And I _did_ sacrifice my family to save you;—for to all that I did for

you may be traced the broken heart of my poor father and the

assassination of my brother by the hand of the duellist!"

"Oh! spare me—spare me!" again exclaimed Lady Ravensworth. "I have been

very ungrateful—very unkind; but now, Lydia, I will endeavour to

compensate you for all that has passed."

"One being alone can so compensate me, lady," said Miss Hutchinson in a

solemn tone; "and that being is God! No human power can give me back my

poor father or my much-loved brother: no human agency can obliterate

from my mind those infamies and degradations to which I have been

subject. What amount of gold can reward me for days of starvation and

nights of painful wanderings amidst the creatures of crime, without a

place to repose my aching, shivering limbs? And sometimes, amidst the

overwhelming crowd of sorrows that so often drove me to the river's

bank, or made me pause on the threshold of the chemist's-shop where

poison was to be procured,—I saw, from time to time, your name mentioned

in the newspapers. Oh! what memories did those occasions recall! On the

very day that you were presented at Court, I had not a crust to eat! And

twice on that day did I seek the river's brink, whence I turned away

again—afraid of changing even the horrible certainties of this life's

sufferings for the more appalling uncertainties of another world."

"Lydia—Lydia, you are killing me!" exclaimed Lady Ravensworth. "Pity

me—if not for myself, for the sake of the innocent child which I bear in

my bosom. Tell me what I can do for you—what you require——"

"My views are soon explained," interrupted Lydia. "I demand permission

to remain in the service of your ladyship."

"Oh! no—no: impossible!" said Adeline, in an imploring tone.

"It must be as I say," observed Lydia, coolly.

"Insolent menial!" ejaculated Lady Ravensworth, losing all command over

herself. "Leave me—quit this house—go——"

"Do you dare me?" said Miss Hutchinson. "I assured your ladyship ere now

that it did not suit my present plans to expose you; because I seek to

remain in your service. But, if you essay again to triumph over me—to

spurn me from your presence—I will, remorselessly and fearlessly,

proclaim the past."

"And who will believe you?" cried Adeline, trembling with mingled alarm

and rage: "who will believe you? The whole world will denounce you as an

impostress. Nay—more: I will punish you—yes, I will punish you for your

insolence! I will declare that you have attempted to extort money from

me by means of the most diabolical threats——"

"Think not that I am to be intimidated by your ladyship's miserable

subterfuges," interrupted Lydia, who grew if possible more cold and

contemptuous in her manner in proportion as the proud patrician became

excited and indignant. "Are there no witnesses to speak to collateral

faces? Could Cholmondeley and Dunstable prove nothing against you?"

"They would not raise their voices against a noble lady's fame," said

Adeline, impatiently.

"They would speak the truth when placed on their oaths in a court of

justice," exclaimed Lydia, confidently; "for it is to a court of justice

that your ladyship threatens to drag me. And now, proud peeress, I dare

you to the public investigation! Throw open the door—summon your

domestics—send me to a gaol!—but the day of fair and searching scrutiny

must come—and I should await in confidence the reply that a British

judge and a British jury would give to the vile calumny of even a lady

so highly exalted as yourself!"

"Enough!" cried Adeline, now almost purple with rage, and every vein on

her forehead swollen almost to bursting. "I accept your challenge—for I

well know that I can rely upon the honour of Lord Dunstable and Colonel

Cholmondeley. Yes—yes: they would sooner perjure themselves than attaint

the honour of a peeress!"

"There is one other consideration, then," said Lydia, still completely

unruffled: "and perhaps the ingenuity of your ladyship will devise a

means of frustrating that test also."

"To what do you allude?" demanded Adeline.

"I mean that when you summon your domestics to drag me to a gaol on a

charge of extortion," replied Lydia, contemptuously, "that moment do I

proclaim the history of the past! Then will medical experience speedily

prove whether Lady Ravensworth now bears _her first child_ in her

bosom!"

Adeline uttered a faint shriek, and fell back upon the sofa, overwhelmed

by this dread menace.

That shriek was accompanied by a low moan that seemed to come from the

passage outside.

Lydia hastened towards the door; but ere she had half crossed the room,

it was thrown violently open, and Lord Ravensworth entered the boudoir.

"My husband!" screamed Adeline, in a frantic tone: then, flinging

herself on her knees before him, she cried, "Mercy! mercy!"

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