Chapter LXXIII

PETRONIUS was not mistaken. Two days later young Nerva, who had always

been friendly and devoted, sent his freedman to Cumæ with news of what

was happening at the court of Cæsar.

The death of Petronius had been determined. On the morning of the

following day they intended to send him a centurion, with the order

to stop at Cumæ, and wait there for further instructions; the next

messenger, to follow a few days later, was to bring the death sentence.

Petronius heard the news with unruffled calmness.

“Thou wilt take to thy lord,” said he, “one of my vases; say from me

that I thank him with my whole soul, for now I am able to anticipate the

sentence.”

And all at once he began to laugh, like a man who has came upon a

perfect thought, and rejoices in advance at its fulfilment.

That same afternoon his slaves rushed about, inviting the Augustians,

who were staying in Cumæ, and all the ladies, to a magnificent banquet

at the villa of the arbiter.

He wrote that afternoon in the library; next he took a bath, after which

he commanded the vestiplicæ to arrange his dress. Brilliant and stately

as one of the gods, he went to the triclinium, to cast the eye of a

critic on the preparations, and then to the gardens, where youths and

Grecian maidens from the islands were weaving wreaths of roses for the

evening.

Not the least care was visible on his face. The servants only knew that

the feast would be something uncommon, for he had issued a command

to give unusual rewards to those with whom he was satisfied, and

some slight blows to all whose work should not please him, or who had

deserved blame or punishment earlier. To the cithara players and the

singers he had ordered beforehand liberal pay. At last, sitting in the

garden under a beech, through whose leaves the sun-rays marked the earth

with bright spots, he called Eunice.

She came, dressed in white, with a sprig of myrtle in her hair,

beautiful as one of the Graces. He seated her at his side, and, touching

her temple gently with his fingers, he gazed at her with that admiration

with which a critic gazes at a statue from the chisel of a master.

“Eunice,” asked he, “dost thou know that thou art not a slave this long

time?”

She raised to him her calm eyes, as blue as the sky, and denied with a

motion of her head.

“I am thine always,” said she.

“But perhaps thou knowest not,” continued Petronius, “that the villa,

and those slaves twining wreaths here, and all which is in the villa,

with the fields and the herds, are thine henceforward.”

Eunice, when she heard this, drew away from him quickly, and asked in a

voice filled with sudden fear,--

“Why dost thou tell me this?”

Then she approached again, and looked at him, blinking with amazement.

After a while her face became as pale as linen. He smiled, and said only

one word,--

“So!”

A moment of silence followed; merely a slight breeze moved the leaves of

the beech.

Petronius might have thought that before him was a statue cut from white

marble.

“Eunice,” said he, “I wish to die calmly.”

And the maiden, looking at him with a heart-rending smile, whispered,--

“I hear thee.”

In the evening the guests, who had been at feasts given by Petronius

previously, and knew that in comparison with them even Cæsar’s banquets

seemed tiresome and barbarous, began to arrive in numbers. To no one did

it occur, even, that that was to be the last “symposium.” Many knew,

it is true, that the clouds of Cæsar’s anger were hanging over the

exquisite arbiter; but that had happened so often, and Petronius had

been able so often to scatter them by some dexterous act or by a single

bold word, that no one thought really that serious danger threatened

him. His glad face and usual smile, free of care, confirmed all, to the

last man, in that opinion. The beautiful Eunice, to whom he had declared

his wish to die calmly, and for whom every word of his was like an

utterance of fate, had in her features a perfect calmness, and in her

eyes a kind of wonderful radiance, which might have been considered

delight. At the door of the triclinium, youths with hair in golden nets

put wreaths of roses on the heads of the guests, warning them, as the

custom was, to pass the threshold right foot foremost. In the hall there

was a slight odor of violets; the lamps burned in Alexandrian glass of

various colors. At the couches stood Grecian maidens, whose office it

was to moisten the feet of guests with perfumes. At the walls cithara

players and Athenian choristers were waiting for the signal of their

leader.

The table service gleamed with splendor, but that splendor did not

offend or oppress; it seemed a natural development. Joyousness and

freedom spread through the hall with the odor of violets. The guests as

they entered felt that neither threat nor constraint was hanging over

them, as in Cæsar’s house, where a man might forfeit his life for

praises not sufficiently great or sufficiently apposite. At sight of the

lamps, the goblets entwined with ivy, the wine cooling on banks of

snow, and the exquisite dishes, the hearts of the guests became joyous.

Conversation of various kinds began to buzz, as bees buzz on an apple

tree in blossom. At moments it was interrupted by an outburst of glad

laughter, at moments by murmurs of applause, at moments by a kiss placed

too loudly on some white shoulder.

The guests, while drinking wine, spilled from their goblets a few drops

to the immortal gods, to gain their protection, and their favor for

the host. It mattered not that many of them had no belief in the gods.

Custom and superstition prescribed it. Petronius, inclining near Eunice,

talked of Rome, of the latest divorces, of love affairs, of the races,

of Spiculus, who had become famous recently in the arena, and of the

latest books in the shops of Atractus and the Sozii. When he spilled

wine, he said that he spilled it only in honor of the Lady of Cyprus,

the most ancient divinity and the greatest, the only immortal, enduring,

and ruling one.

His conversation was like sunlight which lights up some new object every

instant, or like the summer breeze which stirs flowers in a garden. At

last he gave a signal to the leader of the music, and at that signal the

citharæ began to sound lightly, and youthful voices accompanied. Then

maidens from Kos, the birthplace of Eunice, danced, and showed their

rosy forms through robes of gauze. Finally, an Egyptian soothsayer told

the guests their future from the movement of rainbow colors in a vessel

of crystal.

When they had enough of these amusements, Petronius rose somewhat on his

Syrian cushion, and said with hesitation,--

“Pardon me, friends, for asking a favor at a feast. Will each man accept

as a gift that goblet from which he first shook wine in honor of the

gods and to my prosperity?”

The goblets of Petronius were gleaming in gold, precious stones, and

the carving of artists; hence, though gift giving was common in Rome,

delight filled every heart. Some thanked him loudly: others said that

Jove had never honored gods with such gifts in Olympus; finally, there

were some who refused to accept, since the gifts surpassed common

estimate.

But he raised aloft the Myrrhene vase, which resembled a rainbow in

brilliancy, and was simply beyond price.

“This,” said he, “is the one out of which I poured in honor of the Lady

of Cyprus. The lips of no man may touch it henceforth, and no hand may

ever pour from it in honor of another divinity.”

He cast the precious vessel to the pavement, which was covered with

lily-colored saffron flowers; and when it was broken into small pieces,

he said, seeing around him astonished faces,--

“My dear friends, be glad and not astonished. Old age and weakness are

sad attendants in the last years of life. But I will give you a good

example and good advice: Ye have the power, as ye see, not to wait for

old age; ye can depart before it comes, as I do.”

“What dost thou wish?” asked a number of voices, with alarm.

“I wish to rejoice, to drink wine, to hear music, to look on those

divine forms which ye see around me, and fall asleep with a garlanded

head. I have taken farewell of Cæsar, and do ye wish to hear what I

wrote him at parting?”

He took from beneath the purple cushion a paper, and read as follows:--

“I know, O Cæsar, that thou art awaiting my arrival with impatience,

that thy true heart of a friend is yearning day and night for me. I

know that thou art ready to cover me with gifts, make me prefect of the

pretorian guards, and command Tigellinus to be that which the gods

made him, a mule-driver in those lands which thou didst inherit after

poisoning Domitius. Pardon me, however, for I swear to thee by Hades,

and by the shades of thy mother, thy wife, thy brother, and Seneca, that

I cannot go to thee. Life is a great treasure. I have taken the most

precious jewels from that treasure, but in life there are many things

which I cannot endure any longer. Do not suppose, I pray, that I am

offended because thou didst kill thy mother, thy wife, and thy brother;

that thou didst burn Rome and send to Erebus all the honest men in thy

dominions. No, grandson of Chronos. Death is the inheritance of man;

from thee other deeds could not have been expected. But to destroy one’s

ear for whole years with thy poetry, to see thy belly of a Domitius

on slim legs whirled about in Pyrrhic dance; to hear thy music, thy

declamation, thy doggerel verses, wretched poet of the suburbs,--is a

thing surpassing my power, and it has roused in me the wish to die. Rome

stuffs its ears when it hears thee; the world reviles thee. I can blush

for thee no longer, and I have no wish to do so. The howls of Cerberus,

though resembling thy music, will be less offensive to me, for I have

never been the friend of Cerberus, and I need not be ashamed of his

howling. Farewell, but make no music; commit murder, but write no

verses; poison people, but dance not; be an incendiary, but play not on

a cithara. This is the wish and the last friendly counsel sent thee by

the--Arbiter Elegantiæ.”

The guests were terrified, for they knew that the loss of dominion would

have been less cruel to Nero than this blow. They understood, too, that

the man who had written that paper must die; and at the same time pale

fear flew over them because they had heard such a paper.

But Petronius laughed with sincere and gladsome joy, as if it were

a question of the most innocent joke; then he cast his eyes on all

present, and said,--

“Be joyous, and drive away fear. No one need boast that he heard this

letter. I will boast of it only to Charon when I am crossing in the boat

with him.”

He beckoned then to the Greek physician, and stretched out his arm. The

skilled Greek in the twinkle of an eye opened the vein at the bend

of the arm. Blood spurted on the cushion, and covered Eunice, who,

supporting the head of Petronius, bent over him and said,--

“Didst thou think that I would leave thee? If the gods gave me

immortality, and Cæsar gave me power over the earth, I would follow thee

still.”

Petronius smiled, raised himself a little, touched her lips with his,

and said,--

“Come with me.”

She stretched her rosy arm to the physician, and after a while her blood

began to mingle and be lost in his blood.

Then he gave a signal to the leader of the music, and again the voices

and cithariæ were heard. They sang “Harmodius”; next the song of

Anacreon resounded,--that song in which he complained that on a time

he had found Aphrodite’s boy chilled and weeping under trees; that he

brought him in, warmed him, dried his wings, and the ungrateful child

pierced his heart with an arrow,--from that moment peace had deserted

the poet.

Petronius and Eunice, resting against each other, beautiful as two

divinities, listened, smiling and growing pale. At the end of the song

Petronius gave directions to serve more wine and food; then he conversed

with the guests sitting near him of trifling but pleasant things, such

as are mentioned usually at feasts. Finally, he called to the Greek to

bind his arm for a moment; for he said that sleep was tormenting him,

and he wanted to yield himself to Hypnos before Thanatos put him to

sleep forever.

In fact, he fell asleep. When he woke, the head of Eunice was lying on

his breast like a white flower. He placed it on the pillow to look at it

once more. After that his veins were opened again.

At his signal the singers raised the song of Anacreon anew, and the

citharæ accompanied them so softly as not to drown a word. Petronius

grew paler and paler; but when the last sound had ceased, he turned to

his guests again and said,

“Friends, confess that with us perishes--”

But he had not power to finish; his arm with its last movement embraced

Eunice, his head fell on the pillow, and he died.

The guests looking at those two white forms, which resembled two

wonderful statues, understood well that with them perished all that was

left to their world at that time,--poetry and beauty.

EPILOGUE

AT first the revolt of the Gallic legions under Vindex did not seem very

serious. Cæsar was only in his thirty-first year, and no one was bold

enough to hope that the world could be freed so soon from the nightmare

which was stifling it. Men remembered that revolts had occurred

more than once among the legions,--they had occurred in previous

reigns,--revolts, however, which passed without involving a change of

government; as during the reign of Tiberius, Drusus put down the

revolt of the Pannonian legions. “Who,” said the people, “can take the

government after Nero, since all the descendants of the divine Augustus

have perished?” Others, looking at the Colossus, imagined him a

Hercules, and thought that no force could break such power. There were

those even who since he went to Achæa were sorry for him, because

Helius and Polythetes, to whom he left the government of Rome and Italy,

governed more murderously than he had.

No one was sure of life or property. Law ceased to protect. Human

dignity and virtue had perished, family bonds existed no longer, and

degraded hearts did not even dare to admit hope. From Greece came

accounts of the incomparable triumphs of Cæsar, of the thousands of

crowns which he had won, the thousands of competitors whom he had

vanquished. The world seemed to be one orgy of buffoonery and blood; but

at the same time the opinion was fixed that virtue and deeds of dignity

had ceased, that the time of dancing and music, of profligacy, of blood,

had come, and that life must flow on for the future in that way. Cæsar

himself, to whom rebellion opened the road to new robberies, was not

concerned much about the revolt of the legions and Vindex; he even

expressed his delight on that subject frequently. He did not wish to

leave Achæa even; and only when Helius informed him that further delay

might cause the loss of dominion did he move to Naples.

There he played and sang, neglecting news of events of growing danger.

In vain did Tigellinus explain to him that former rebellions of legions

had no leaders, while at the head of affairs this time was a man

descended from the ancient kings of Gaul and Aquitania, a famous and

tried soldier. “Here,” answered Nero, “the Greeks listen to me,--the

Greeks, who alone know how to listen, and who alone are worthy of my

song.” He said that his first duty was art and glory. But when at last

the news came that Vindex had proclaimed him a wretched artist, he

sprang up and moved toward Rome. The wounds inflicted by Petronius, and

healed by his stay in Greece, opened in his heart anew, and he wished to

seek retribution from the Senate for such unheard-of injustice.

On the road he saw a group cast in bronze, representing a Gallic warrior

as overcome by a Roman knight; he considered that a good omen, and

thenceforward, if he mentioned the rebellious legions and Vindex, it was

only to ridicule them. His entrance to the city surpassed all that had

been witnessed earlier. He entered in the chariot used by Augustus in

his triumph. One arch of the Circus was destroyed to give a road to the

procession. The Senate, knights, and innumerable throngs of people went

forth to meet him. The walls trembled from shouts of “Hail, Augustus!

Hail, Hercules! Hail, divinity, the incomparable, the Olympian, the

Pythian, the immortal!” Behind him were borne the crowns, the names

of cities in which he had triumphed; and on tablets were inscribed

the names of the masters whom he had vanquished. Nero himself was

intoxicated with delight, and with emotion he asked the Augustians who

stood around him, “What was the triumph of Julius compared with this?”

The idea that any mortal should dare to raise a hand on such a demigod

did not enter his head. He felt himself really Olympian, and therefore

safe. The excitement and the madness of the crowd roused his own

madness. In fact, it might seem in the day of that triumph that not

merely Cæsar and the city, but the world, had lost its senses.

Through the flowers and the piles of wreaths no one could see the

precipice. Still that same evening columns and walls of temples were

covered with inscriptions, describing Nero’s crimes, threatening him

with coming vengeance, and ridiculing him as an artist. From mouth to

mouth went the phrase, “He sang till he roused the Gauls.” Alarming news

made the rounds of the city, and reached enormous measures. Alarm seized

the Augustians. People, uncertain of the future, dazed not express hopes

or wishes; they hardly dared to feel or think.

But he went on living only in the theatre and music. Instruments newly

invented occupied him, and a new water-organ, of which trials were made

on the Palatine. With childish mind, incapable of plan or action, he

imagined that he could ward off danger by promises of spectacles and

theatrical exhibitions reaching far into the future, Persons nearest

him, seeing that instead of providing means and an army, he was merely

searching for expressions to depict the danger graphically, began to

lose their heads. Others thought that he was simply deafening himself

and others with quotations, while in his soul he was alarmed and

terrified. In fact, his acts became feverish. Every day a thousand new

plans flew through his head. At times he sprang up to rush out against

danger; gave command to pack up his lutes and citharæ, to arm the young

slave women as Amazons, and lead the legions to the East. Again he

thought to finish the rebellion of the Gallic legions, not with war, but

with song; and his soul laughed at the spectacle which was to follow

his conquest of the soldiers by song. The legionaries would surround

him with tears in their eyes; he would sing to them an epinicium, after

which the golden epoch would begin for him and for Rome. At one time he

called for blood; at another he declared that he would be satisfied

with governing in Egypt. He recalled the prediction which promised

him lordship in Jerusalem, and he was moved by the thought that as

a wandering minstrel he would earn his daily bread,--that cities and

countries would honor in him, not Cæsar, the lord of the earth, but a

poet whose like the world had not produced before. And so he struggled,

raged, played, sang, changed his plan, changed his quotations, changed

his life and the world into a dream absurd, fantastic, dreadful, into an

uproarious hunt composed of unnatural expressions, bad verses, groans,

tears, and blood; but meanwhile the cloud in the west was increasing and

thickening every day. The measure was exceeded; the insane comedy was

nearing its end.

When news that Galba and Spain had joined the uprising came to his ears,

he fell into rage and madness. He broke goblets, overturned the table at

a feast, and issued orders which neither Helius nor Tigeliinus himself

dared to execute. To kill Gauls resident in Rome, fire the city a second

time, let out the wild beasts, and transfer the capital to Alexandria

seemed to him great, astonishing, and easy. But the days of his dominion

had passed, and even those who shared in his former crimes began to look

on him as a madman.

The death of Vindex, and disagreement in the revolting legions seemed,

however, to turn the scale to his side. Again new feasts, new triumphs,

and new sentences were issued in Rome, till a certain night when a

messenger rushed up on a foaming horse, with the news that in the city

itself the soldiers had raised the standard of revolt, and proclaimed

Galba Cæsar.

Nero was asleep when the messenger came; but when he woke he called in

vain for the night-guard, which watched at the entrance to his chambers.

The palace was empty. Slaves were plundering in the most distant corners

that which could be taken most quickly. But the sight of Nero frightened

them; he wandered alone through the palace, filling it with cries of

despair and fear.

At last his freedmen, Phaon, Sporus, and Epaphroditus, came to his

rescue. They wished him to flee, and said that there was no time to be

lost; but he deceived himself still. If he should dress in mourning and

speak to the Senate, would it resist his prayers and eloquence? If he

should use all his eloquence, his rhetoric and skill of an actor, would

any one on earth have power to resist him? Would they not give him even

the prefecture of Egypt?

The freedmen, accustomed to flatter, had not the boldness yet to refuse

him directly; they only warned him that before he could reach the Forum

the people would tear him to pieces, and declared that if he did not

mount his horse immediately, they too would desert him.

Phaon offered refuge in his villa outside the Nomentan Gate. After a

while they mounted horses, and, covering Nero’s head with a mantle, they

galloped off toward the edge of the city. The night was growing pale.

But on the streets there was a movement which showed the exceptional

nature of the time. Soldiers, now singly and now in small groups, were

scattered through the city. Not far from the camp Cæsar’s horse sprang

aside suddenly at sight of a corpse. The mantle slipped from his head;

a soldier recognized Nero, and, confused by the unexpected meeting,

gave the military salute. While passing the pretorian camp, they heard

thundering shouts in honor of Galba. Nero understood at last that the

hour of death was near. Terror and reproaches of conscience seized him.

He declared that he saw darkness in front of him in the form of a black

cloud. From that cloud came forth faces in which he saw his mother, his

wife, and his brother. His teeth were chattering from fright; still his

soul of a comedian found a kind of charm in the horror of the moment.

To be absolute lord of the earth and lose all things, seemed to him the

height of tragedy; and faithful to himself, he played the first role to

the end. A fever for quotations took possession of him, and a passionate

wish that those present should preserve them for posterity. At moments

he said that he wished to die, and called for Spiculus, the most skilled

of all gladiators in killing. At moments he declaimed, “Mother, wife,

father, call me to death!” Flashes of hope rose in him, however, from

time to time,--hope vain and childish. He knew that he was going to

death, and still he did not believe it.

They found the Nomentan Gate open. Going farther, they passed near

Ostrianum, where Peter had taught and baptized. At daybreak they reached

Phaon’s villa.

There the freedmen hid from him no longer the fact that it was time to

die. He gave command then to dig a grave, and lay on the ground so that

they might take accurate measurement. At sight of the earth thrown

up, however, terror seized him. His fat face became pale, and on his

forehead sweat stood like drops of dew in the morning. He delayed. In a

voice at once abject and theatrical, he declared that the hour had not

come yet; then he began again to quote. At last he begged them to

burn his body. “What an artist is perishing!” repeated he, as if in

amazement.

Meanwhile Phaon’s messenger arrived with the announcement that the

Senate had issued the sentence that the “parricide” was to be punished

according to ancient custom.

“What is the ancient custom?” asked Nero, with whitened lips.

“They will fix thy neck in a fork, flog thee to death, and hurl thy body

into the Tiber,” answered Epaphroditus, abruptly.

Nero drew aside the robe from his breast.

“It is time, then!” said he, looking into the sky. And he repeated once

more, “What an artist is perishing!”

At that moment the tramp of a horse was heard. That was the centurion

coming with soldiers for the head of Ahenobarbus.

“Hurry!” cried the freedmen.

Nero placed the knife to his neck, but pushed it only timidly. It was

clear that he would never have courage to thrust it in. Epaphroditus

pushed his hand suddenly,--the knife sank to the handle. Nero’s eyes

turned in his head, terrible, immense, frightened.

“I bring thee life!” cried the centurion, entering.

“Too late!” said Nero, with a hoarse voice; then he added,--

“Here is faithfulness!”

In a twinkle death seized his head. Blood from his heavy neck gushed in

a dark stream on the flowers of the garden. His legs kicked the ground,

and he died.

On the morrow the faithful Acte wrapped his body in costly stuffs, and

burned him on a pile filled with perfumes.

And so Nero passed, as a whirlwind, as a storm, as a fire, as war or

death passes; but the basilica of Peter rules till now, from the Vatican

heights, the city, and the world.

Near the ancient Porta Capena stands to this day a little chapel with

the inscription, somewhat worn: Quo Vadis, Domine?

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