Chapter LXV

Evening exhibitions, rare up to that period and given only

exceptionally, became common in Nero’s time, both in the Circus and

amphitheatre. The Augustians liked them, frequently because they were

followed by feasts and drinking-bouts which lasted till daylight. Though

the people were sated already with blood-spilling, still, when the news

went forth that the end of the games was approaching, and that the

last of the Christians were to die at an evening spectacle, a countless

audience assembled in the amphitheatre. The Augustians came to a man,

for they understood that it would not be a common spectacle; they knew

that Cæsar had determined to make for himself a tragedy out of the

suffering of Vinicius. Tigellinus had kept secret the kind of punishment

intended for the betrothed of the young tribune; but that merely roused

general curiosity. Those who had seen Lygia at the house of Plautius

told wonders of her beauty. Others were occupied above all with the

question, would they see her really on the arena that day; for many

of those who had heard the answer given Petronius and Nerva by Cæsar

explained it in two ways: some supposed simply that Nero would give or

perhaps had given the maiden to Vinicius; they remembered that she was

a hostage, hence free to worship whatever divinities she liked, and that

the law of nations did not permit her punishment.

Uncertainty, waiting, and curiosity had mastered all spectators.

Cæsar arrived earlier than usual; and immediately at his coming people

whispered that something uncommon would happen, for besides Tigellinus

and Vatinius, Cæsar had with him Cassius, a centurion of enormous size

and gigantic strength, whom he summoned only when he wished to have a

defender at his side,--for example, when he desired night expeditions

to the Subura, where he arranged the amusement called “sagatio,” which

consisted in tossing on a soldier’s mantle maidens met on the way.

It was noted also that certain precautions had been taken in the

amphitheatre itself. The pretorian guards were increased; command over

them was held, not by a centurion, but by the tribune Subrius Flavius,

known hitherto for blind attachment to Nero. It was understood, then,

that Cæsar wished in every case to guard himself against an outburst of

despair from Vinicius, and curiosity rose all the more.

Every eye was turned with strained gaze to the place where the

unfortunate lover was sitting. He was exceedingly pale, and his forehead

was covered with drops of sweat; he was in as much doubt as were other

spectators, but alarmed to the lowest depth of his soul. Petronius knew

not what would happen; he was silent, except that, while turning from

Nerva, he asked Vinicius whether he was ready for everything, and next,

whether he would remain at the spectacle. To both questions Vinicius

answered “Yes,” but a shudder passed through his whole body; he divined

that Petronius did not ask without reason. For some time he had lived

with only half his life,--he had sunk in death, and reconciled himself

to Lygia’s death, since for both it was to be liberation and marriage;

but he learned now that it was one thing to think of the last moment

when it was distant as of a quiet dropping asleep, and another to look

at the torment of a person dearer to one than life. All sufferings

endured formerly rose in him anew. Despair, which had been set at rest,

began again to cry in his soul; the former desire to save Lygia at any

price seized him anew. Beginning with the morning, he had tried to go to

the cunicula to be sure that she was there; but the pretorians watched

every entrance, and orders were so strict that the soldiers, even those

whom he knew, would not be softened by prayers or gold. It seemed to

the tribune that uncertainty would kill him before he should see the

spectacle. Somewhere at the bottom of his heart the hope was still

throbbing, that perhaps Lygia was not in the amphitheatre, that his

fears were groundless. At times he seized on this hope with all his

strength. He said in his soul that Christ might take her to Himself out

of the prison, but could not permit her torture in the Circus. Formerly

he was resigned to the divine will in everything; now, when repulsed

from the doors of the cunicula, he returned to his place in the

amphitheatre, and when he learned, from the curious glances turned on

him, that the most dreadful suppositions might be true, he began to

implore in his soul with passionateness almost approaching a threat.

“Thou canst!” repeated he, clenching his fists convulsively, “Thou

canst!” Hitherto he had not supposed that that moment when present would

be so terrible. Now, without clear consciousness of what was happening

in his mind, he had the feeling that if he should see Lygia tortured,

his love for God would be turned to hatred, and his faith to despair.

But he was amazed at the feeling, for he feared to offend Christ, whom

he was imploring for mercy and miracles. He implored no longer for her

life; he wished merely that she should die before they brought her to

the arena, and from the abyss of his pain he repeated in spirt: “Do not

refuse even this, and I will love Thee still more than hitherto.” And

then his thoughts raged as a sea torn by a whirlwind. A desire for blood

and vengeance was roused in him. He was seized by a mad wish to rush at

Nero and stifle him there in presence of all the spectators; but he

felt that desire to be a new offence against Christ, and a breach of

His command. To his head flew at times flashes of hope that everything

before which his soul was trembling would be turned aside by an almighty

and merciful hand; but they were quenched at once, as if in measureless

sorrow that He who could destroy that Circus with one word and save

Lygia had abandoned her, though she trusted in Him and loved Him with

all the strength of her pure heart. And he thought, moreover, that

she was lying there in that dark place, weak, defenceless, deserted,

abandoned to the whim or disfavor of brutal guards, drawing her last

breath, perhaps, while he had to wait, helpless, in that dreadful

amphitheatre, without knowing what torture was prepared for her, or what

he would witness in a moment. Finally, as a man falling over a precipice

grasps at everything which grows on the edge of it, so did he grasp with

both hands at the thought that faith of itself could save her. That one

method remained! Peter had said that faith could move the earth to its

foundations.

Hence he rallied; he crushed doubt in himself, he compressed his whole

being into the sentence, “I believe,” and he looked for a miracle.

But as an overdrawn cord may break, so exertion broke him. The pallor of

death covered his face, and his body relaxed. He thought then that his

prayer had been heard, for he was dying. It seemed to him that Lygia

must surely die too, and that Christ would take them to Himself in that

way. The arena, the white togas, the countless spectators, the light of

thousands of lamps and torches, all vanished from his vision.

But his weakness did not last long. After a while he roused himself, or

rather the stamping of the impatient multitude roused him.

“Thou art ill,” said Petronius; “give command to bear thee home.”

And without regard to what Cæsar would say, he rose to support Vinicius

and go out with him. His heart was filled with pity, and, moreover, he

was irritated beyond endurance because Cæsar was looking through the

emerald at Vinicius, studying his pain with satisfaction, to describe

it afterwards, perhaps, in pathetic strophes, and win the applause of

hearers.

Vinicius shook his head. He might die in that amphitheatre, but he could

not go out of it. Moreover the spectacle might begin any moment.

In fact, at that very instant almost, the prefect of the city waved a

red handkerchief, the hinges opposite Cæsar’s podium creaked, and out of

the dark gully came Ursus into the brightly lighted arena.

The giant blinked, dazed evidently by the glitter of the arena; then he

pushed into the centre, gazing around as if to see what he had to meet.

It was known to all the Augustians and to most of the spectators that

he was the man who had stifled Croton; hence at sight of him a murmur

passed along every bench. In Rome there was no lack of gladiators larger

by far than the common measure of man, but Roman eyes had never seen the

like of Ursus. Cassius, standing in Cæsar’s podium, seemed puny compared

with that Lygian. Senators, vestals, Cæsar, the Augustians, and the

people gazed with the delight of experts at his mighty limbs as large as

tree-trunks, at his breast as large as two shields joined together,

and his arms of a Hercules. The murmur rose every instant. For those

multitudes there could be no higher pleasure than to look at those

muscles in play in the exertion of a struggle. The murmur rose to

shouts, and eager questions were put: “Where do the people live who

can produce such a giant?” He stood there, in the middle of the

amphitheatre, naked, more like a stone colossus than a man, with a

collected expression, and at the same time the sad look of a barbarian;

and while surveying the empty arena, he gazed wonderingly with his blue

childlike eyes, now at the spectators, now at Cæsar, now at the grating

of the cunicula, whence, as he thought, his executioners would come.

At the moment when he stepped into the arena his simple heart was

beating for the last time with the hope that perhaps a cross was waiting

for him; but when he saw neither the cross nor the hole in which it

might be put, he thought that he was unworthy of such favor,--that he

would find death in another way, and surely from wild beasts. He was

unarmed, and had determined to die as became a confessor of the “Lamb,”

peacefully and patiently. Meanwhile he wished to pray once more to the

Saviour; so he knelt on the arena, joined his hands, and raised his

eyes toward the stars which were glittering in the lofty opening of the

amphitheatre.

That act displeased the crowds. They had had enough of those Christians

who died like sheep. They understood that if the giant would not defend

himself the spectacle would be a failure. Here and there hisses were

heard. Some began to cry for scourgers, whose office it was to lash

combatants unwilling to fight. But soon all had grown silent, for no one

knew what was waiting for the giant, nor whether he would not be ready

to struggle when he met death eye to eye.

In fact, they had not long to wait. Suddenly the shrill sound of brazen

trumpets was heard, and at that signal a grating opposite Cæsar’s podium

was opened, and into the arena rushed, amid shouts of beast-keepers, an

enormous German aurochs, bearing on his head the naked body of a woman.

“Lygia! Lygia!” cried Vinicius.

Then he seized his hair near the temples, squirmed like a man who feels

a sharp dart in his body, and began to repeat in hoarse accents,--

“I believe! I believe! O Christ, a miracle!”

And he did not even feel that Petronius covered his head that moment

with the toga. It seemed to him that death or pain had closed his eyes.

He did not look, he did not see. The feeling of some awful emptiness

possessed him. In his head there remained not a thought; his lips merely

repeated, as if in madness,--

“I believe! I believe! I believe!”

This time the amphitheatre was silent. The Augustians rose in their

places, as one man, for in the arena something uncommon had happened.

That Lygian, obedient and ready to die, when he saw his queen on the

horns of the wild beast, sprang up, as if touched by living fire, and

bending forward he ran at the raging animal.

From all breasts a sudden cry of amazement was heard, after which came

deep silence.

The Lygian fell on the raging bull in a twinkle, and seized him by the

horns.

“Look!” cried Petronius, snatching the toga from the head of Vinicius.

The latter rose and bent back his head; his face was as pale as linen,

and he looked into the arena with a glassy, vacant stare.

All breasts ceased to breathe. In the amphitheatre a fly might be heard

on the wing. People could not believe their own eyes. Since Rome was

Rome, no one had seen such a spectacle.

The Lygian held the wild beast by the horns. The man’s feet sank in the

sand to his ankles, his back was bent like a drawn bow, his head was

hidden between his shoulders, on his arms the muscles came out so that

the skin almost burst from their pressure; but he had stopped the bull

in his tracks. And the man and the beast remained so still that the

spectators thought themselves looking at a picture showing a deed of

Hercules or Theseus, or a group hewn from stone. But in that apparent

repose there was a tremendous exertion of two struggling forces. The

bull sank his feet as well as did the man in the sand, and his dark,

shaggy body was curved so that it seemed a gigantic ball. Which of the

two would fail first, which would fall first,--that was the question for

those spectators enamoured of such struggles; a question which at that

moment meant more for them than their own fate, than all Rome and its

lordship over the world. That Lygian was in their eyes then a demigod

worthy of honor and statues. Cæsar himself stood up as well as others.

He and Tigellinus, hearing of the man’s strength, had arranged this

spectacle purposely, and said to each other with a jeer, “Let that

slayer of Croton kill the bull which we choose for him”; so they looked

now with amazement at that picture, as if not believing that it could be

real.

In the amphitheatre were men who had raised their arms and remained in

that posture. Sweat covered the faces of others, as if they themselves

were struggling with the beast. In the Circus nothing was heard save

the sound of flame in the lamps, and the crackle of bits of coal as

they dropped from the torches. Their voices died on the lips of the

spectators, but their hearts were beating in their breasts as if to

split them. It seemed to all that the struggle was lasting for ages.

But the man and the beast continued on in their monstrous exertion; one

might have said that they were planted in the earth.

Meanwhile a dull roar resembling a groan was heard from the arena, after

which a brief shout was wrested from every breast, and again there was

silence. People thought themselves dreaming till the enormous head of

the bull began to turn in the iron hands of the barbarian. The face,

neck, and arms of the Lygian grew purple; his back bent still more. It

was clear that he was rallying the remnant of his superhuman strength,

but that he could not last long.

Duller and duller, hoarser and hoarser, more and more painful grew

the groan of the bull as it mingled with the whistling breath from the

breast of the giant. The head of the beast turned more and more, and

from his jaws crept forth a long, foaming tongue.

A moment more, and to the ears of spectators sitting nearer came as it

were the crack of breaking bones; then the beast rolled on the earth

with his neck twisted in death.

The giant removed in a twinkle the ropes from the horns of the bull and,

raising the maiden, began to breathe hurriedly. His face became pale,

his hair stuck together from sweat, his shoulders and arms seemed

flooded with water. For a moment he stood as if only half conscious;

then he raised his eyes and looked at the spectators.

The amphitheatre had gone wild.

The walls of the building were trembling from the roar of tens of

thousands of people. Since the beginning of spectacles there was no

memory of such excitement. Those who were sitting on the highest rows

came down, crowding in the passages between benches to look more nearly

at the strong man. Everywhere were heard cries for mercy, passionate and

persistent, which soon turned into one unbroken thunder. That giant had

become dear to those people enamoured of physical strength; he was the

first personage in Rome.

He understood that the multitude were striving to grant him his life

and restore him his freedom, but clearly his thought was not on himself

alone. He looked around a while; then approached Cæsar’s podium, and,

holding the body of the maiden on his outstretched arms, raised his eyes

with entreaty, as if to say,--

“Have mercy on her! Save the maiden. I did that for her sake!”

The spectators understood perfectly what he wanted. At sight of the

unconscious maiden, who near the enormous Lygian seemed a child, emotion

seized the multitude of knights and senators. Her slender form, as white

as if chiselled from alabaster, her fainting, the dreadful danger from

which the giant had freed her, and finally her beauty and attachment had

moved every heart. Some thought the man a father begging mercy for his

child. Pity burst forth suddenly, like a flame. They had had blood,

death, and torture in sufficiency. Voices choked with tears began to

entreat mercy for both.

Meanwhile Ursus, holding the girl in his arms, moved around the arena,

and with his eyes and with motions begged her life for her. Now Vinicius

started up from his seat, sprang over the barrier which separated the

front places from the arena, and, running to Lygia, covered her naked

body with his toga.

Then he tore apart the tunic on his breast, laid bare the scars left by

wounds received in the Armenian war, and stretched out his hands to the

audience.

At this the enthusiasm of the multitude passed everything seen in a

circus before. The crowd stamped and howled. Voices calling for mercy

grew simply terrible. People not only took the part of the athlete, but

rose in defense of the soldier, the maiden, their love. Thousands of

spectators turned to Cæsar with flashes of anger in their eyes and with

clinched fists.

But Cæsar halted and hesitated. Against Vinicius he had no hatred

indeed, and the death of Lygia did not concern him; but he preferred to

see the body of the maiden rent by the horns of the bull or torn by the

claws of beasts. His cruelty, his deformed imagination, and deformed

desires found a kind of delight in such spectacles. And now the people

wanted to rob him. Hence anger appeared on his bloated face. Self-love

also would not let him yield to the wish of the multitude, and still he

did not dare to oppose it, through his inborn cowardice.

So he gazed around to see if among the Augustians at least, he could

not find fingers turned down in sign of death. But Petronius held up

his hand, and looked into Nero’s face almost challengingly. Vestinius,

superstitious but inclined to enthusiasm, a man who feared ghosts

but not the living, gave a sign for mercy also. So did Scevinus, the

Senator; so did Nerva, so did Tullius Senecio, so did the famous leader

Ostorius Scapula, and Antistius, and Piso, and Vetus, and Crispinus, and

Minucius Thermus, and Pontius Telesinus, and the most important of all,

one honored by the people, Thrasea.

In view of this, Cæsar took the emerald from his eye with an expression

of contempt and offence; when Tigellinus, whose desire was to spite

Petronius, turned to him and said,--

“Yield not, divinity; we have the pretorians.”

Then Nero turned to the place where command over the pretorians was held

by the stern Subrius Flavius, hitherto devoted with whole soul to him,

and saw something unusual. The face of the old tribune was stern, but

covered with tears, and he was holding his hand up in sign of mercy.

Now rage began to possess the multitude. Dust rose from beneath the

stamping feet, and filled the amphitheatre. In the midst of shouts were

heard cries: “Ahenobarbus! matricide! incendiary!”

Nero was alarmed. Romans were absolute lords in the Circus. Former

Cæsars, and especially Caligula, had permitted themselves sometimes

to act against the will of the people; this, however, called forth

disturbance always, going sometimes to bloodshed. But Nero was in a

different position. First, as a comedian and a singer he needed the

people’s favor; second, he wanted it on his side against the Senate and

the patricians, and especially after the burning of Rome he strove by

all means to win it, and turn their anger against the Christians. He

understood, besides, that to oppose longer was simply dangerous. A

disturbance begun in the Circus might seize the whole city, and have

results incalculable.

He looked once more at Subrius Flavius, at Scevinus the centurion, a

relative of the senator, at the soldiers; and seeing everywhere frowning

brows, excited faces, and eyes fixed on him, he gave the sign for mercy.

Then a thunder of applause was heard from the highest seats to the

lowest. The people were sure of the lives of the condemned, for from

that moment they went under their protection, and even Cæsar would not

have dared to pursue them any longer with his vengeance.

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