Chapter XLV

MACRINUS, a weaver, to whose house Vinicius was carried, washed him,

and gave him clothing and food. When the young tribune had recovered his

strength altogether, he declared that he would search further for

Linus that very night. Macrinus, who was a Christian, confirmed

Chilo’s report, that Linus, with Clement the chief priest, had gone to

Ostrianum, where Peter was to baptize a whole company of confessors of

the new faith. In that division of the city it was known to Christians

that Linus had confided the care of his house two days before to a

certain Gaius. For Vinicius this was a proof that neither Lygia nor

Ursus had remained in the house, and that they also must have gone to

Ostrianum.

This thought gave him great comfort. Linus was an old man, for whom it

would be difficult to walk daily to the distant Nomentan Gate, and back

to the Trans-Tiber; hence it was likely that he lodged those few days

with some co-religionist beyond the walls, and with him also Lygia and

Ursus. Thus they escaped the fire, which in general had not reached the

other slope of the Esquiline. Vinicius saw in all this a dispensation of

Christ, whose care he felt above him, and his heart was filled more

than ever with love; he swore in his soul to pay with his whole life for

those clear marks of favor.

But all the more did he hurry to Ostrianum. He would find Lygia, find

Linus and Peter; he would take them to a distance, to some of his lands,

even to Sicily. Let Rome burn; in a few days it would be a mere heap of

ashes. Why remain in the face of disaster and a mad rabble? In his lands

troops of obedient slaves would protect them, they would be surrounded

by the calm of the country, and live in peace under Christ’s wings

blessed by Peter. Oh, if he could find them!

That was no easy thing. Vinicius remembered the difficulty with which

he had passed from the Appian Way to the Trans-Tiber, and how he must

circle around to reach the Via Portuensis. He resolved, therefore, to

go around the city this time in the opposite direction. Going by the

Via Triumphatoris, it was possible to reach the Æmilian bridge by

going along the river, thence passing the Pincian Hill, all the Campus

Martius, outside the gardens of Pompey, Lucullus, and Sallust, to make

a push forward to the Via Nomentana. That was the shortest way; but

Macrinus and Chilo advised him not to take it. The fire had not touched

that part of the city, it is true; but all the market squares and

streets might be packed densely with people and their goods. Chilo

advised him to go through the Ager Vaticanus to the Porta Flaminia,

cross the river at that point, and push on outside the walls beyond

the gardens of Acilius to the Porta Salaria. Vinicius, after a moment’s

hesitation, took this advice.

Macrinus had to remain in care of his house; but he provided two mules,

which would serve Lygia also in a further journey. He wished to give a

slave, too; but Vinicius refused, judging that the first detachment of

pretorians he met on the road would pass under his orders.

Soon he and Chilo moved on through the Pagus Janiculensis to the

Triumphal Way. There were vehicles there, too, in open places; but they

pushed between them with less difficulty, as the inhabitants had fled

for the greater part by the Via Portuensis toward the sea. Beyond the

Septimian Gate they rode between the river and the splendid gardens of

Domitius; the mighty cypresses were red from the conflagration, as

if from evening sunshine. The road became freer; at times they had to

struggle merely with the current of incoming rustics. Vinicius urged his

mule forward as much as possible; but Chilo, riding closely in the rear,

talked to himself almost the whole way.

“Well, we have left the fire behind, and now it is heating our

shoulders. Never yet has there been so much light on this road in the

night-time. O Zeus! if thou wilt not send torrents of rain on that fire,

thou hast no love for Rome, surely. The power of man will not quench

those flames. Such a city,--a city which Greece and the whole world was

serving! And now the first Greek who comes along may roast beans in its

ashes. Who could have looked for this? And now there will be no longer a

Rome, nor Roman rulers. Whoso wants to walk on the ashes, when they

grow cold, and whistle over them, may whistle without danger. O gods!

to whistle over such a world-ruling city! What Greek, or even barbarian,

could have hoped for this? And still one may whistle; for a heap of

ashes, whether left after a shepherd’s fire or a burnt city, is mere

ashes, which the wind will blow away sooner or later.”

Thus talking, he turned from moment to moment toward the conflagration,

and looked at the waves of flame with a face filled at once with delight

and malice.

“It will perish! It will perish!” continued he, “and will never be on

earth again. Whither will the world send its wheat now, its olives,

and its money? Who will squeeze gold and tears from it? Marble does not

burn, but it crumbles in fire. The Capitol will turn into dust, and the

Palatine into dust. O Zeus! Rome was like a shepherd, and other nations

like sheep. When the shepherd was hungry, he slaughtered a sheep, ate

the flesh, and to thee, O father of the gods, he made an offering of

the skin. Who, O Cloud-compeller, will do the slaughtering now, and into

whose hand wilt thou put the shepherd’s whip? For Rome is burning, O

father, as truly as if thou hadst fired it with thy thunderbolt.”

“Hurry!” urged Vinicius; “what art thou doing there?”

“I am weeping over Rome, lord,--Jove’s city!”

For a time they rode on in silence, listening to the roar of the

burning, and the sound of birds’ wings. Doves, a multitude of which had

their nests about villas and in small towns of the Campania, and

also every kind of field-bird from near the sea and the surrounding

mountains, mistaking evidently the gleam of the conflagration for

sunlight, were flying, whole flocks of them, blindly into the fire.

Vinicius broke the silence first,--

“Where wert thou when the fire burst out?”

“I was going to my friend Euricius, lord, who kept a shop near the

Circus Maximus, and I was just meditating on the teaching of Christ,

when men began to shout: ‘Fire!’ People gathered around the Circus for

safety, and through curiosity; but when the flames seized the whole

Circus, and began to appear in other places also, each had to think of

his own safety.”

“Didst thou see people throwing torches into houses?”

“What have I not seen, O grandson of Æneas! I saw people making a way

for themselves through the crowd with swords; I have seen battles, the

entrails of people trampled on the pavement. Ah, if thou hadst seen

that, thou wouldst have thought that barbarians had captured the city,

and were putting it to the sword. People round about cried that the end

of the world had come. Some lost their heads altogether, and, forgetting

to flee, waited stupidly till the flames seized them. Some fell into

bewilderment, others howled in despair; I saw some also who howled from

delight. O lord, there are many bad people in the world who know not

how to value the benefactions of your mild rule, and those just laws

in virtue of which ye take from all what they have and give it to

yourselves. People will not be reconciled to the will of God!”

Vinicius was too much occupied with his own thoughts to note the irony

quivering in Chilo’s words. A shudder of terror seized him at the simple

thought that Lygia might be in the midst of that chaos on those terrible

streets where people’s entrails were trampled on. Hence, though he had

asked at least ten times of Chilo touching all which the old man could

know, he turned to him once again,--

“But hast thou seen them in Ostrianum with thy own eyes?”

“I saw them, O son of Venus; I saw the maiden, the good Lygian, holy

Linus, and the Apostle Peter.”

“Before the fire?”

“Before the fire, O Mithra!”

But a doubt rose in the soul of Vinicius whether Chilo was not lying;

hence, reining his mule in, he looked threateningly at the old Greek and

inquired,--

“What wert thou doing there?”

Chilo was confused. True, it seemed to him, as to many, that with the

destruction of Rome would come the end also of Roman dominion. But he

was face to face with Vinicius; he remembered that the young soldier had

prohibited him, under a terrible threat, from watching the Christians,

and especially Linus and Lygia.

“Lord,” said he, “why dost thou not believe that I love them? I do. I

was in Ostrianum, for I am half a Christian. Pyrrho has taught me to

esteem virtue more than philosophy; hence I cleave more and more to

virtuous people. And, besides, I am poor; and when thou, O Jove, wert at

Antium, I suffered hunger frequently over my books; therefore I sat at

the wall of Ostrianum, for the Christians, though poor, distribute more

alms than all other inhabitants of Rome taken together.”

This reason seemed sufficient to Vinicius, and he inquired less

severely,--

“And dost thou not know where Linus is dwelling at this moment?”

“Thou didst punish me sharply on a time for curiosity,” replied the

Greek.

Vinicius ceased talking and rode on.

“O lord,” said Chilo, after a while, “thou wouldst not have found the

maiden but for me, and if we find her now, thou wilt not forget the

needy sage?”

“Thou wilt receive a house with a vineyard at Ameriola.”

“Thanks to thee, O Hercules! With a vineyard? Thanks to thee! Oh, yes,

with a vineyard!”

They were passing the Vatican Hill now, which was ruddy from the fire;

but beyond the Naumachia they turned to the right, so that when they had

passed the Vatican Field they would reach the river, and, crossing it,

go to the Flaminian Gate. Suddenly Chilo reined in his mule, and said,--

“A good thought has come to my head, lord!”

“Speak!” answered Vinicius.

“Between the Janiculum and the Vatican Hill, beyond the gardens of

Agrippina, are excavations from which stones and sand were taken to

build the Circus of Nero. Hear me, lord. Recently the Jews, of whom,

as thou knowest, there is a multitude in Trans-Tiber, have begun to

persecute Christians cruelly. Thou hast in mind that in the time of the

divine Claudius there were such disturbances that Cæsar was forced to

expel them from Rome. Now, when they have returned, and when, thanks

to the protection of the Augusta, they feel safe, they annoy Christians

more insolently. I know this; I have seen it. No edict against

Christians has been issued; but the Jews complain to the prefect of

the city that Christians murder infants, worship an ass, and preach a

religion not recognized by the Senate; they beat them, and attack their

houses of prayer so fiercely that the Christians are forced to hide.”

“What dost thou wish to say?” inquired Vinicius.

“This, lord, that synagogues exist openly in the Trans-Tiber; but that

Christians, in their wish to avoid persecution, are forced to pray in

secret and assemble in ruined sheds outside the city or in sand-pits.

Those who dwell in the Trans-Tiber have chosen just that place which was

excavated for the building of the Circus and various houses along the

Tiber. Now, when the city is perishing, the adherents of Christ are

praying. Beyond doubt we shall find a countless number of them in the

excavation; so my advice is to go in there along the road.”

“But thou hast said that Linus has gone to Ostrianum,” cried Vinicius

impatiently.

“But thou has promised me a house with a vineyard at Ameriola,” answered

Chilo; “for that reason I wish to seek the maiden wherever I hope to

find her. They might have returned to the Trans-Tiber after the outbreak

of the fire. They might have gone around outside the city, as we are

doing at this moment. Linus has a house, perhaps he wished to be nearer

his house to see if the fire had seized that part of the city also. If

they have returned, I swear to thee, by Persephone, that we shall find

them at prayer in the excavation; in the worst event, we shall get

tidings of them.”

“Thou art right; lead on!” said the tribune.

Chilo, without hesitation, turned to the left toward the hill.

For a while the slope of the hill concealed the conflagration, so that,

though the neighboring heights were in the light, the two men were in

the shade. When they had passed the Circus, they turned still to

the left, and entered a kind of passage completely dark. But in that

darkness Vinicius saw swarms of gleaming lanterns.

“They are there,” said Chilo. “There will be more of them to-day than

ever, for other houses of prayer are burnt or are filled with smoke, as

is the whole Trans-Tiber.”

“True!” said Vinicius, “I hear singing.”

In fact, the voices of people singing reached the hill from the dark

opening, and the lanterns vanished in it one after the other. But from

side passages new forms appeared continually, so that after some time

Vinicius and Chilo found themselves amid a whole assemblage of people.

Chilo slipped from his mule, and, beckoning to a youth who sat near,

said to him,--“I am a priest of Christ and a bishop. Hold the mules for

us; thou wilt receive my blessing and forgiveness of sins.”

Then, without waiting for an answer, he thrust the reins into his hands,

and, in company with Vinicius, joined the advancing throng.

They entered the excavation after a while, and pushed on through the

dark passage by the dim light of lanterns till they reached a spacious

cave, from which stone had been taken evidently, for the walls were

formed of fresh fragments.

It was brighter there than in the corridor, for, in addition to tapers

and lanterns, torches were burning. By the light of these Vinicius saw

a whole throng of kneeling people with upraised hands. He could not

see Lygia, the Apostle Peter, or Linus, but he was surrounded by faces

solemn and full of emotion. On some of them expectation or alarm was

evident; on some, hope. Light was reflected in the whites of their

upraised eyes; perspiration was flowing along their foreheads, pale as

chalk; some were singing hymns, others were repeating feverishly the

name of Jesus, some were beating their breasts. It was apparent that

they expected something uncommon at any moment.

Meanwhile the hymn ceased, and above the assembly, in a niche formed by

the removal of an immense stone, appeared Crispus, the acquaintance

of Vinicius, with a face as it were half delirious, pale, stern, and

fanatical. All eyes were turned to him, as though waiting for words of

consolation and hope. After he had blessed the assembly, he began in

hurried, almost shouting tones,--

“Bewail your sins, for the hour has come! Behold the Lord has sent down

destroying flames on Babylon, on the city of profligacy and crime. The

hour of judgment has struck, the hour of wrath and dissolution. The Lord

has promised to come, and soon you will see Him. He will not come as the

Lamb, who offered His blood for your sins, but as an awful judge, who in

His justice will hurl sinners and unbelievers into the pit. Woe to the

world, woe to sinners! there will be no mercy for them. I see Thee, O

Christ! Stars are falling to the earth in showers, the sun is darkened,

the earth opens in yawning gulfs, the dead rise from their graves, but

Thou art moving amid the sound of trumpets and legions of angels, amid

thunders and lightnings. I see Thee, I hear Thee, O Christ!”

Then he was silent, and, raising his eyes, seemed to gaze into

something distant and dreadful. That moment a dull roar was heard in the

cave,--once, twice, a tenth time, in the burning city whole streets of

partly consumed houses began to fall with a crash. But most Christians

took those sounds as a visible sign that the dreadful hour was

approaching; belief in the early second coming of Christ and in the end

of the world was universal among them, now the destruction of the city

had strengthened it. Terror seized the assembly. Many voices repeated,

“The day of judgment! Behold, it is coming!” Some covered their faces

with their hands, believing that the earth would be shaken to its

foundation, that beasts of hell would rush out through its openings and

hurl themselves on sinners. Others cried, “Christ have mercy on us!”

“Redeemer, be pitiful!” Some confessed their sins aloud; others cast

themselves into the arms of friends, so as to have some near heart with

them in the hour of dismay.

But there were faces which seemed rapt into heaven, faces with smiles

not of earth; these showed no fear. In some places were heard voices;

those were of people who in religious excitement had begun to cry out

unknown words in strange languages. Some person in a dark corner cried,

“Wake thou that sleepest!” Above all rose the shout of Crispus, “Watch

ye! watch ye!”

At moments, however, silence came, as if all were holding the breath in

their breasts, and waiting for what would come. And then was heard the

distant thunder of parts of the city falling into ruins, after which

were heard again groans and cries,--“Renounce earthly riches, for soon

there will be no earth beneath your feet! Renounce earthly loves, for

the Lord will condemn those who love wife or child more than Him. Woe to

the one who loves the creature more than the Creator! Woe to the rich!

woe to the luxurious! woe to the dissolute! woe to husband, wife, and

child!”

Suddenly a roar louder than any which had preceded shook the quarry. All

fell to the earth, stretching their arms in cross form to ward away

evil spirits by that figure. Silence followed, in which was heard only

panting breath, whispers full of terror, “Jesus, Jesus, Jesus!” and

in places the weeping of children. At that moment a certain calm voice

spoke above that prostrate multitude,--

“Peace be with you!”

That was the voice of Peter the Apostle, who had entered the cave a

moment earlier. At the sound of his voice terror passed at once, as it

passes from a flock in which the shepherd has appeared. People rose from

the earth; those who were nearer gathered at his knees, as if seeking

protection under his wings. He stretched his hands over them and said,--

“Why are ye troubled in heart? Who of you can tell what will happen

before the hour cometh? The Lord has punished Babylon with fire; but His

mercy will be on those whom baptism has purified, and ye whose sins are

redeemed by the blood of the Lamb will die with His name on your lips.

Peace be with you!”

After the terrible and merciless words of Crispus, those of Peter fell

like a balm on all present. Instead of fear of God, the love of God took

possession of their spirits. Those people found the Christ whom they

had learned to love from the Apostle’s narratives; hence not a merciless

judge, but a mild and patient Lamb, whose mercy surpasses man’s

wickedness a hundredfold. A feeling of solace possessed the whole

assembly; and comfort, with thankfulness to the Apostle, filled their

hearts, Voices from various sides began to cry, “We are thy sheep, feed

us!” Those nearer said, “Desert us not in the day of disaster!” And they

knelt at his knees; seeing which Vinicius approached, seized the edge of

Peter’s mantle, and, inclining, said,--

“Save me, lord. I have sought her in the smoke of the burning and in

the throng of people; nowhere could I find her, but I believe that thou

canst restore her.”

Peter placed his hand on the tribune’s head.

“Have trust,” said he, “and come with me.”

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