And goes to bed slapping his knees and saying: "Well, ah don't know!"
till Mrs. Dixon tells him, "Now, you 've been talking your nonsense
again," knowing well the tokens.
And for the rest, dispersed indiscriminately about the room, there are
Daudet's "Jack"; Tolstoi's "Sonate a Kreutzer"; half a dozen old
leather-bound volumes of Moliere, opening of themselves at "Le
Bourgeois," "Le Malade," or "L'Avare"; Turgenieff twice over in French
yellow; Swinburne's "Songs before Sunrise"; a litter of Brahms in his
granite Simrock livery; of Grieg in pale pink Peters; of red brick
Chopin; of Buelow's Beethoven; of Tschaikowsky; of Rachmaninov; of
Glazounow; of Balakirev--of Young Russia, in a word; of Hans Huber; of
Smetana; of Dvorak; of loose MSS. and blank music paper--all strewing
the chairs and sofa and table in ideal confusion, so that before the
Spawer may sit down on one seat he must mortgage another. A
letter-weight bust of Chopin on the round antimacassared table by the
window; by its side a signed Paderewski; on the mantelpiece the genial
Bohemian 'cellist, piercing the soul of the little room with his glowing
eyes from under the well-known silvery nimbus, and apostrophising his
"dear young friend," Maurice Ethelbert Wynne, in neatest English through
copper-plate German characters; Sarasate on the sideboard by the big
cupboard undermining the staircase, where the Spawer's table-bass goes
off in heat apoplexy, a bottle a day.
Elsewhere of literary features a few; of singers, of artists, of actors
even. Lastly, after an octave of days, comes the piano too, and takes
up the far angle by the window corner, its treble truss touching the
steel fender, its bass abutting the sill.
And the Spawer sets to work in earnest.
Not the Spawer of hitherto. No longer the smooth-browed son of leisure,
with laughter held lazily captive in the meshes of his moustache and an
unencumbered eye for the clear draughts of gladness, but a purposeful
demon with conspiring brows and deadly-looking hands clawing the keys
with a sinuous throttle in each finger, that draw forth a pencil
murderously from time to time, like a stiletto, to stab thought upon the
paper with the unpleasant despatch of assassination.
A pause for the day's dip and dinner, and on again; and a pause for a
stroll and tea, and on again; and supper and a chat with Dixon, and on
again. Till Dixon slaps his thigh when he comes back from anywhere and
hears it all in full progression, and asks:
"What! Is 'e still agate [on the go]?"
Pushing his hat from his brow to reply:
"Mah wod! It 's a caution, yon!"
For a second octave of days.
And then a strange happening, to check the buoyant current of the
Spawer's activity.
Very late one night the shadow of his head lingered upon the figured
print blind, drawn loosely down over the wide-opened window, and the
piano poured its unceasing treasury into night's immeasurable coffers.
Already, in the long musical decade since Dixon's departure, he had
risen to readjust the smouldering wicks, and gone back to a new lease of
light at the keyboard. The light was failing for the second time as his
fingers, slowing dreamily, sought the final shelter of Chopin. By many
winding ways they came at length to the hushed haven of the seventeenth
prelude, with the muffled A-flat bell booming its solemn death-message
over the waters, and the little tear-laden boat of melody cradling its
grief to silence on the ripples below.
The bell tolled no more; the little boat lay tremulous upon the echoes,
and in the lingering stillness that followed, before yet the player's
fingers had dared to break that sacred communion with the keys, fell all
abruptly a sudden human sob.
A sudden human sob out of the darkness beyond the blind. So near and
real and necessitous that the Spawer's elbows kicked backward from the
keys, and the pedals went off like triggers under his feet as he spun
round to the window. And yet, so far, so remote in probability, that
even while he turned, he found far easier to account for it as some
acute, psychical manifestation of his own emotions, rather than the
expression of any agency from without. Through faith in this feeling,
and no fear of it, he flung up the blind abruptly, and thrust forth his
head with a peremptory "Who's there?"
Outside, the world lay wrapped in a great breathing stillness. Night's
ultramarine bosom was ablaze with starry chain of mail. From the far
fields came faint immaterial sounds, commingled in the suspended
fragrance of hay, in warm revelations of ripening corn, in the aromatic
pungency of nettles, and all the humid suffocation of herbs that open
their moist pores at even. Distant sheep, cropping in ghost-like
procession across misty, dew-laden clover, contributed now and again
their strange, cutting, human cough. Came, as the Spawer listened, the
slow, muffled thud-thud of some horse's hoofs on the turf, as it plodded
in patient change of pasture, and the deep blowing of kine along the
hedge-bottoms. But these, with the soft sound of the sea, spreading its
countless fans of effervescing surf upon the sandy shore, were the only
answer to his challenge.
He threw it out again, with the mere indolent amusement of casting
pebbles into a pool, and swung one leg over the sill. Night allured him
with all her mystic altar lights. He was of a mind to sit there and
fling open his soul like a lattice to her seductive minstrelsy; drain
deep draughts of celestial gladness from the overflowing tankard of
stars. In the dead black porch of flowering tea, with one pale
planetary flame shining through its tabernacled branches, no stir. No
stir in the square black rug of long grass, softened in its centre to
grey silver-point. No stir in the massed shadow of trees, uprising rigid
like dim marine growths in a dense ocean of azure.
"Well?" he asked of the stillness, swinging his leg with a complacent
tattoo of heel against the brickwork, and smiling indulgence at his own
little extension in folly. "For the last time! One ... two ... three.
Or must I fire?"
The stars twinkled him in irresistible summons to the sea. Even the sea
itself raised its supplicative song a little louder, he thought, as he
listened, and called "Come!" The night was too full of blessings to be
suffocated untimely beneath the blankets; all his senses were making
outcry for its bounty, and the soul of him hearkened. Just one stroll to
the edge of the water and back before bed. It was no new thing for him
to do. He reached his hat from its insecure slant upon the pile of
music topping the piano, and clasped the sill with both hands for
descent.
As he did so, in the still pause presaging the act, he heard the
frenetic tugging of someone at the sticky orchard gate, that takes six
pulls to open and three and a kick to close, ever since Jabe Stevens
painted it drab, with black latch pickings. He heard the quick repeated
pant of the pulls; felt in a flash the desperate occasion that was
urging them; felt the very prayers surging about him on their way from a
soul in turbulent tussle against destiny, and next moment was down on
his feet before the window with a clear, arrestive "Hello!"
The click of the liberated latch; garments in swift full stir; a
prolonged rending, like the descent of some four-octave chromatic, and a
sudden breath-held, death-like stillness fell upon his landing. For a
moment he could elucidate nothing by the look. Sight was sealed up in
yellow lamplight. Two steps forward and the bondage was burst. He made
out the line of flat wood stakes bounding the orchard to its half width,
whence rough green rails complete the demarcation; and the gate, thrown
three quarters open; and by it, the dim, motionless figure of a girl.
*CHAPTER III*
All that had been silence before was swallowed up at a gulp in the
sudden deeps of discovery. The Spawer, with legs planted forcefully
apart, chin thrown forward, and sidelong listening ear, tugged at the
tawny end of his moustache. It is not altogether a child's task,
whatever may be thought to the contrary, to address discreetly a panting
feminine figure in the darkness at five paces, that has drawn the
undesirable fire of our attention nearing midnight, and may be either a
common garden thief or a despicable henroost robber; or a farm wench,
deflected by the piano on her way home; or a mere tramp, bungling the
matter of a free straw bed, and in trouble because appearances are
against her; or none of these things at all, but something quite other,
utterly beyond the scope of divination. And since it is neither
generous to approach distress through the narrow portals of suspicion,
nor desirable to doff one's hat in premature respect to what may turn
out, after all, mere unworthy fraud, the Spawer held his peace a while
in courteous attendance upon the girl. Before him her black silhouette
remained rigid, stilled unnaturally, like a bird, in that last tense
moment of surrender beneath the fowler's fingers. She stood, part way
through the gate, with averted head--one hand straining the gate-post to
her for strength and stay--the other clutched to quell the turbulence at
her breast. In such wise, for a short century of seconds, discoverer
and discovered waited motionless the one upon the other.
Pity for the girl's confusion, after a while, moved the Spawer when it
seemed she meant to make no use of the proffered moments. He broke up
silence with a reassuring swing of heel, though without advancing.
"I 'm sorry if I frightened you," he said, in an open voice, devoid of
any metallic spur of challenge or odious trappings of suspicion. "I did
n't mean to do that.... But..." He paused there for a moment, with the
conjunction trailing off in an agreeable tag of stars for the girl's
use, and then, when she caught her breath over a troubled underlip, took
it up himself. "... We 're not accustomed to callers quite so late ...
and I came out in a bit of a hurry. Is there anything I can do for
you?"
Beautiful question of solicitude for a guilty conscience, that he smiled
over grimly as he said it. He knew well enough that the very utmost he
could have done for her would have been to keep the other side of the
sill till she made good her escape. And he knew, too, that some part of
her must have suffered tear by a couple of yards or so, but that was a
matter might very well wait over awhile. For the present, all he wanted
was a little enlightenment; later, the floodgates of compassion could be
liberally loosened if required. He despatched his words, and dipped a
hand into his trouser's pocket, making a friendly jingle of keys and
coppers. The unperemptory tone of his voice, the kindness of the
undiminished distance he kept, and this last show of leisurely
dispassion did their work and raised the girl's head.
"Oh, I 'm sorry ... and ashamed!" she gulped, battling forth into the
open through a threatening tumult of tears. "It 's all my fault ...
every bit of it. I ought never to have come." She stopped momentarily,
midway through her words, gripping on to fortitude in silence as to a
hand-rail, till the big looming sob had gone by. "... So close. And I
ought n't to have come ... at all, I know. But it 's too late now.
Wishes won't do any good. Oh ... forgive me, please."
Her voice, even in the listening stillness of leaves, was almost
inaudible, but there was the rare mellow sweetness of blown pipes about
it such as the Spawer had not been prepared to hear at this time, and in
this place. The musical ear of him opened swiftly wide to its magic
like a casement to some forerunning spring breeze; and his heart stirred
on a sudden to wakefulness--keen bird with a most watchful eye.
Whatever else, it were absurd to couple vulgar delinquencies with so
soft a mouthpiece. He flung the lurking idea afar, and a delightful
flame of wonder grew up within him, illuminating possibility.
"Certainly," he said, in answer to her petition, striving to lull the
girl's alarms with his manner of easy consequence. "I 'll do my best.
But tell me first what for."
"For ... for what I 've done," said the girl unsteadily, each word
tremulous with a tear. "I did n't mean--to disturb you. I ought to
have spoken--when you called--first of all. But I could
n't--somehow--and I never expected you--by the window. I
thought--perhaps--the door. And I feel so mean--and miserable--and
wretched...." Her voice suddenly went from her to an interminable
distance, falling faintly afar like the unreal voice that wanders
aimlessly about the slopes of slumber. "And oh, please--will you give
me a glass of water?"
With that, and a residuary shaky sigh of her little store of breath left
over, her head fell limply forward. There was no mistaking this last
tell-tale token of physical extremity; and he was by her side in a
moment.
"Hello!" he called on the way, encouraging her by voice to resolution,
till he reached her, "what a great iron-shod beast I am, jumping out and
scaring you in this fashion. Hold up a little. You 're not going to
give up the ghost on my account, surely!"
She made a futile effort to move her lips for reply, and lifted her head
in the supreme spurt of conscious endeavor, but it tumbled straightway
across the other shoulder uncontrolled, and swung a helpless semi-circle
before her breast. She would have been down after that, all the length
of her, but that his arms were quick to intercept the fall. The shock of
sudden succor checked her in her collapse.
"Thank you," she panted, in a voice that stifled its words, and
striving, in a half-unconscious and wholly incompetent fashion, to free
him of the necessity of her further support. "... I 'm better now."
Words came no more easily to her under recovery than under the original
discovery, though he knew well enough that it was because her lips were
overburdened with them, and through no poverty of desire.
"Better?" he echoed, transplanting her own convictionless admission into
the pleasantest prospect possible. "Come, come! That 's gladdening.
There! ... Do you think you can stand all right?"
He loosened the clasp of his arms for a moment, and she swayed out
impotently in their widening circle.
"I think so," she said, giving desperate lie to proof positive under the
strenuousness of desire.
He laughed indulgently, and caught her in again.
"Capital!" he said, "if only you were trying to sit down. But you must
n't sit down here. See." He took a tighter hold of her. "... If I
help you--so.... Do you think you can manage to the door? It 's only a
step."
He urged her into motion with a gentle insistence of arm, and set her
the example of a leisurely foot forward. For the first time he felt the
exercise of her power in resistance.
"Oh, no, no!" she told him, turning off the two little panting negatives
in their sudden hot breath of shame, and stiffening at the suggestion of
advance.
"No?" he queried, in audible surprise. "You 're not equal to that? But
you must n't stay out here. You need to sit down and have something to
pull you up." He brought the other arm about her in a twinkling.
"Here, let me lift you," he said. "I 've helped drunken men up three
flights of stairs before to-day, fighting every bit of the way. I ought
to be able to tackle you as far as the door!"
Before she could absorb the intention through his words he had got her
begirt for the raising. The consciousness, coming upon her at such
short notice, in company with the action itself, found her without
preparation other than a gasp of blank amaze. Then her hand went out to
stay him.
"Oh, let me!" she said, with a horrified desire to avert this fresh
imposition upon his credulity or good-nature. "I can walk--very
well...."
She finished the petition in mid-air, and the sound of his amused,
wilful laughter just beneath her ears, as he waded with her through that
odious short sea of lamp-light to the black porch.
"There!" he said, to another note of laughter, lowering her carefully
till her feet found the square slab of scoured stone, with the scraper
set in it, and strove hastily to reassert themselves. "That 's better
than bartering in yes's and no's. Thank you for keeping so beautifully
still and not kicking me; you could if you 'd tried. So!"
He steered her down the narrow darkness of the porch, with his hands
protectively upon her elbows from behind, through a rustle of leaves and
the springing of flexible branches. She went before him, without any
words. Only when his arm slid past her to throw open wide the door did
she seem about to offer any furtherance of demur. But the dreadful
publicity of burning wicks lay forward, and the still more dreadful
publicity of his face lay behind against retreat, and she went dumbly
round the door, and so into the room. He could feel the sudden
shrinkage of her being as the full force of the episode surged back upon
her in a vivid hot wave out of the lamp-light, and was sorry. She would
have dropped down, in the penitential meekness of submission, upon the
triangle of chair that showed itself from beneath a litter of the
Spawer's music immediately by the door as they entered, but his arm
resisted the tell-tale bend of her body.
"No, no," he said, realising her desire for the penance of discomfort
rather than the comfort of repose, and jerking the chair out of
consideration, "... not there." He thrust the table far out into the
room with a quick scream of its castors at being so rudely awakened, and
pushed her gently to the sofa.
"That's better," he said, with a great evidence of content, as she sank
back upon it before solicitous pressure. "The cushions are hard, but the
passengers are earnestly requested to place their feet upon them." He
drew in the table again, so that she might have its rest for her arm or
her elbow, and deferring the moment for their eyes to make their first
official meeting, bustled off to the sideboard. "Please excuse the grim
formality of everything you find here," he continued, in light-hearted
purpose, and commingling his words with an urgent jingling of glass,
"but I 'm a musical sort of man, and like the rest of them, a lover of
law and order. A time and place for everything, that 's our motto, and
everything in its place. It 's a little weakness of ours....
Therefore"--his voice suddenly went cavernous in the recesses of the big
cupboard--"... where on earth 's the brandy? Ah!" he emerged again on
the interjection smiling, as on a triumphal car. "Here it is. Now I 'm
going to give you a little of this ... it 's better than any amount of
bad drinking water, and does n't taste half so nasty. Oh, no, no,
no"--in answer to the intuition of a quick protesting turn of head from
the sofa--"... not much. I won't let you have much, so it 's no use
asking. Only as much as is good for you. Just a lit--tle drop and no
more." He measured out the drop to the exact length of the accented
syllable, and the stopper clinked home under a soft, satisfied "So-o-o!"
The syphon took up the word, seething it vigorously into the glass, and
next moment his arm had spanned the table to an encouraging: "Here we
are! Take a good pull of this while it fizzes."
A soft, tremulous hand, nut-brown to the wrist, stole out in timid
obedience over the table, and the Spawer perceived his visitor for the
first time.
If the mere sound of her voice had aroused his wonder, the sight of the
girl's face added doubly to his surprise. A face as little to be looked
for in this place and at this time, and under these conditions, as to
make quest for orchids down some pitmouth with pick and Davy lamp. He
could not maintain the look long, for before satisfying his own inquiry
he sought to establish the girl's confidence, but he noted the wide
generous forehead, the big consuming eyes, burning deep in sorrowing
self-reproach and giving him a moment's gaze over the uplifted tumbler;
the dispassionate narrow nose, sprinkled about its bridge and between
the brows with a pepper-castor helping of freckled candor; the small
lips, parted submissively to the glass rim over two slips of milky
teeth; the long, sleek cheeks; the slender, pear-shaped chin; the soft,
supple neck of russet tan, spliced on to a gleaming shaft of ivory,
where it dipped through her dress-collar to her bosom; the quick
throbbing throat, and the burning lobes of red, like live cinders, in
her hair.
As to the girl herself, her whence and where and whither, the Spawer
could make no guess. She wore a shabby pale blue Tam-o'-Shanter, faded
under innumerable suns, and washed out to many a shower, but on her head
it appeared perfectly reputable and self-supporting, and identified
itself with the girl's face so instantly and so completely that its
weather-stain counted for preciousness, like the oaten tint of her skin.
A storm-tried mackintosh-cape, looped over her arms and falling loosely
down her back from the shoulders, and the print blouse, evidenced by her
bust above the table and her sleeves, and the serviceable skirt of blue
serge that the Spawer had caught sight of in the cleft between the table
and sofa, completed the girl as revealed through her dress. Everything
about her was for hard wear and tear, and had stood to the task. There
was not a single button's worth of pretension in the whole of her
attire; not a brooch at her throat, nor a bangle on either of her wrists
to plead for her station. She had dipped her nose meekly into the
tumbler and was letting the sparkles play about her lips momentarily,
with dropped eyelids; then the glass went down to the table, and her
eyes opened wide upon the Spawer as though casting up the full column of
her liabilities, resolved to shirk nothing.
"You don't drink," he said, with a voice of solicitude. "I have n't made
it too weak for you? ... Surely! I took great care--I might have been
making it for myself. Or is there anything else you 'd rather have?"
He found her soft voice entangled in his inquiry, and stopped.
"... Ever so much," he drew up in time to hear. "But it 's not that..."
The frank lips were wrestling to pronounce sentence upon her crime, but
they broke down in the task and transferred their self-imposed judgment
to him. "I don't know what you must think of me..." she said.
The Spawer laughed light-hearted indulgence upon the admission.
"To tell the truth," he said, "I hardly know what to think myself, so it
's no use saying I do. I thought perhaps ... poultry, first of all; but
your voice does n't sound a bit like poultry, and I 'm sure you don't
look it. And I don't think it was apples either, though you 'd got the
right gate for those. Besides, apples don't count ... that way. I 've
gathered them myself at this time of night before now, and been hauled
back over the wall by a leg. We don't think anything of that."
"It was the piano," she explained unsteadily, and for a moment the
steadfast flames in her eyes flickered under irresolute lids.
"The piano?" The Spawer raised his voice in amused interrogation.
"Heavens! you were n't going to try and take that away, were you? It
took ten of us and a bottle of whiskey to get it in, and threepence to
Barclay's boy for sitting on the gate and telling us by clockwork 'Ye
'll get stuck wi' 'er yet before ye 're done,' and half-a-crown to the
man that let the truss down upon my toes. Surely you were n't thinking
of tackling an enterprise like that single-handed, were you?"
For the first time he drew forth the faint fore-glimmering of what the
girl should be like in smiles; a sudden illuminated softening of the
features, as when warm sunlight melts marble, that spread and passed in
a moment.
"I was listening," she said.
"But that 's a dreadful confession." His eyebrows went up in tragic
surprise and his voice departed to the mock-horrified aloofness of a
whisper. "Listeners never hear any good of themselves, you know, and
never come to any." He slipped from the pseudo-serious with a sly
laugh. "Tell me the worst," he begged. "How much did you hear?"
"Oh! I don't know...." She searched his inquiry for a space with her
luminous eyes. "Only very little. Perhaps ... perhaps I 'd been half an
hour."
"Half an hour," he said, "with the classics. Lord! you 've been
punished for your offence."
"But I was n't by the window all the time," she made haste to assure
him. "I was standing in the lane ... by the kitchen gate." And then,
with the vial of confession in her fingers, she let it drain before him
in dropped sentences. "And I did n't mean to come any nearer than that.
All I wanted was the music. Only ... when you played ... what you
played last..." Her voice stumbled a little with her here, but she
picked up the falter with a quick, corrective tilt of the nose, and
walked more wardedly down the path of speech, her eyelids lowered, like
one who moves by spiritual impulse. "I felt ... oh! I don't know how I
felt--as though, somehow, somebody were beckoning me to the window,
where the music was. And so I came. And then, when I 'd got there, all
of a sudden things came back upon me that I knew I 'd known once ... and
forgotten. I saw my mother ... as she was ever so many years ago,
before she died, playing to me ... and crying over the keys; and the old
room--ever so plain--that I could hardly remember, even when I tried.
And all at once a great lump came up into my throat. I could n't help
it.... And I sobbed out loud--as I 'd sobbed before when I was a little
girl. And then..."
The tears, never wholly subjugated since their first turbulent
rebellion, rose up swiftly against her words at the recital here. She
made a valiant endeavor to ride through the tumult on her trembling
charger of speech, but memory plucked at the bridle, and unhorsed her
into the hands of her besetters; a fair, virginal captive--beautiful
under subjection.
"And then..." he said, catching up the girl's own words, and simulating
a careless stroll towards the window to give her time, "... _I_ came
in--came out, I mean." He flicked a chord off the treble end of the
keyboard in passing that drew the girl's eyes towards him at once,
watchful through tears. "But we won't talk about that part of the
business, if you 'll be so good as not to mind. One of us needs kicking
very badly for his share in it, and knows he does." He stooped down to
resolve the chord briefly with both hands, and spun round, outspread
against the piano, with his fingers behind him, touching extreme treble
and bass. Only an inactive tear or two on the girl's lashes marked the
recent revolt, and the way to her eyes lay clear. He sent his words
pleasantly out to them at once in friendly hazard. "You don't mean to
say you 're a neighbor of mine?" he suggested, smiling interested
inquiry from his spread-eagle pinnacle by the piano, "... and I have n't
known it all this time?" For who was this strange nocturnal visitant of
his, with a soul for the sound of things? "... Or are you..."--the
alternative came twinkling in time to join the previous inquiry under
one note of interrogation--"just a ... spawer, I think they call it,
like me?"
The girl shook her head at the latter suggestion.
"It 's my home here," she said.
"At Cliff Wrangham?" he asked, and brought his right leg over the left
towards her, in attitude of increased attention.
"No-o."
She must have felt a sense of isolation in abiding by that one word; as
though it were a gate snecking her off from the Spawer's friendly reach
in conversation, for she passed through it almost immediately and added
the specific correction: "At Ullbrig."
"Ah!" His internal eye was soaring over the Ullbrig of his remembrance
in an endeavor to pounce upon stray points of association for the girl's
identity. "I 'm afraid," he said, "that I don't know my Ullbrig very
well. It 's a part of my education here that 's been sadly neglected.
But you were n't going to walk back there alone? To-night, I mean?"
She looked at him with mild surprise.
"Oh, yes," she told him.
"Jove!" he said. "Are n't you afraid?"
"Afraid?" She gathered the word dubiously off his lips. "What of?"
"Oh," he laughed. "Of nothing at all. That 's what we 're most afraid
of, as a rule, is n't it? Of the dark, for instance."
She smiled, shaking her head.
"I 'm not afraid of that," she said.
"Ah," he decided enviously, "you 're no newspaper reader. That 's
plain." Then taking new stock of inquiry. "But we 're not in the habit
of passing by ... at this time, are we?" he asked. "I thought all good
people were between the blankets by nine in the country?"
A queer little flame of resolve began fighting for establishment about
her lips, like the flickers of a newly-lighted taper, that burnt up
suddenly in speech.
"I was n't ... passing by," she said, the flame reddening her to candor.
"No?"
"I came ... on purpose."
The Spawer's eyebrows ran up in a ruffle of surprise and friendly
amusement.
"Not ... to hear me?"
She clasped her teeth in repression upon her lower lip, and nodded her
head.
"And you 've actually trudged all the way out from Ullbrig?"
"It 's nothing," she said apologetically.
"But at night!" he expostulated, in friendly concern.
"There was no other time..." she explained. "Besides ... I
thought--They said ... it was only after supper."
"Only after supper?" echoed the Spawer. "What 's that? Indigestion?
Nightmare?"
"The music," she said.
"I see." He laughed, nodding his head sagaciously. "So they 've got my
time-table. And I thought I was n't known of a soul! What an ostrich I
've been!"
"Everybody knows of you," she said, in wonder he should think otherwise.
"I 'm sure they do," he assented. "What sort of a character do they
give me? ... Would just about hang me at the Assizes, I suppose?"
"They say you 're a great musician..." she said, with watchful eyes of
inquiry.
"Palestrina!" he exclaimed. "However did they come by the truth?"
"... And no one can play like you...."
"Yes?"
"... And you 've come here away from people to compose a great piece ...
and don't want anybody to ... to hear you."
The tide of her words ebbed suddenly there, leaving her eyes stranded
upon his. The same thought came up simultaneously to them both.
"And so ... that 's why you did n't come."
She dropped her eyes.
"I knew it was mean," she said humbly, "taking things when your back was
turned. I felt like stealing, at first. I could n't listen for shame."
"And what 'll be to pay for it all ... when you get back?" said he.
The fringe of her lashes was raised while her eyes reconnoitred, and
dropped again.
"Nothing," she told him.
"And no questions asked?"
"No."
"And nobody sitting up for you, ready to put the clock on half an hour,
and point a finger at it when you return?"
"No-o...." She twirled the tumbler jerkily between soft thumb and
forefinger. "They think I 'm in bed. And I did go," with a sudden
resurrection of self-righteousness. "Only"--the self-righteousness went
under here--"... when they were all asleep ... I slipped out and came to
Cliff Wrangham."
"So-o-o!" said the Spawer, spraying his comprehension hugely this time
with the word, as though it were a shower-bath to enlightenment. "That
's the secret of things at last, is it?" His eyes were spinning on the
girl like peg-tops in delicious amusement. "And I suppose I 've got to
guard it with my life's blood?"
A grateful face flashed thankfulness up at him for its relief from the
necessity of appeal.
"Here 's the bond," said he. "Subscribe, and say done." He threw out
an open palm of contract across the table, and the small hand crept into
it with the timorous, large-hearted trust for an unfamiliar shelter.
"And I 'm afraid," he said self-reproachfully, "that you 've torn your
dress?"
"Oh, no, ... a little." She made-believe to look at her skirt between
the table and sofa, and take stock of the damage done. "It 's nothing."
"At the time," said the Spawer, "it sounded terrible enough. I hope it
is n't as bad as the sound."
She drew up what appeared to be the ruined remnants of a phylactery, and
held it above the table-edge for his scrutiny, saying: "It does n't
matter," with a hopeful smile.
"But that 's awful," he said distressfully.
"It 's only an old skirt," she explained, making light of the raiment
with true feminine instinct, lest perhaps he might think she had no
better. "I can soon mend it."
"Shall I fetch you a needle and some cotton?" he asked, in a penitential
voice. "I have both upstairs."
The girl's eyes made a quick clutch at the needle and cotton, but her
lips hung back meekly to a suggestion of pins, with some murmur about
"trouble."
"Trouble!" said the Spawer.
He spun the word up in contemptuous disregard as though it were a
shuttlecock, and slipped blithely up the little staircase. A second or
so later, when she had heard him drop the matches and rake over the
carpet for them with his finger-ends, and weave sundry spiderous tracks
across the ceiling, he was down again triumphantly extending the objects
of his quest.
All too quickly the girl whipped the serrated edges of serge together,
while he watched her--with a busy back and forth of needle--snapped the
thread round a determined small finger, shook the skirt into position,
and rose (conscientiously sheathing the needle in the cotton bobbin),
showing parted lips for gratitude and farewell. The latter, taking the
Spawer somewhat by surprise, awakened all at once his dormant
solicitude.
"But you 're not going ... now!" he said. The girl said softly, "If he
pleased." "Why, you have n't half finished!" he exclaimed, pointing to
the desolate tumbler, its contents untasted. The girl looked
remorsefully at the object of her neglect, and said, still more softly,
"If he did n't mind...."
"Not in the least," the Spawer reassured her. "But are you quite sure,"
he said anxiously, "that you 're strong enough to start back--just yet?
Do you think it 's altogether wise?"
The girl thought it so wise that the Spawer had no alternative but to
accept the cotton bobbin from her, a thing which his fingers (in their
concern for her welfare) showed a certain disinclination to do.
"At least," said he, "you 'll let me see you back as far as Hesketh's
corner?" But the girl said, "Oh no, please ... and thank you.... I 'm
accustomed to walk alone," so once again he felt constrained to abide by
her decision, not knowing how many secret considerations might have gone
to the making of it.
"But ... look here," he said, in a conclusive spurt of candor, brought
about by the imminence of their parting; "... we 're not saying good-by
for good, are we?"
"I--I hope not," said the girl, and something stirred her lips and
lashes as though a breeze had blown across them.
"Well, I hope not too," said the Spawer. "For that would make me feel
sad. I must n't keep you any longer now, I know, for I don't want you
to get into trouble; but it 's awfully good of you to have come, and
believe me, I 'm really grateful. If there 's anything in music I can
do for you, I want you to know that you 've only to ask, and it shall be
done for you with pleasure. Honest Injun. You won't forget, will you?"
The girl said she could never forget ... his kindness.
"It 's a promise, then?" said the Spawer.
Again the little unseen breath blew across her features at the question,
and to his surprise he could have almost sworn to tears upon her lashes
when he looked up for affirmation in the girl's eyes. To cover any
confusion that his words might have wrought, he put out a friendly hand
for parting.
"All right," said he, in voice of cheerful agreement. "So _that's_
settled," though a dozen questions were fighting for first place on his
lips as he said it. The little brown hand stole for the second time
into the shelter of his own with a solemnity that, at other moments, he
could have laughed at, and a moment later the Spawer was left gazing at
the orchard gate, thrown three quarters open, as he had done in that
first memorable moment, with the girl's soft footsteps merged every
second more deceptively in the starry stillness of night.
*CHAPTER IV*
Whatever the Spawer might choose to say of himself for purposes of humor
(not, I am afraid, an invariable pole-star to truth), he was no
sluggard. By agreement, dated the first night of his arrival, Jeff Dixon
was to get a penny a day for bringing up the bath-water and having him
into it at seven in the morning. Something short of the hour Jeff would
stumble up the little steep staircase, with his tongue out, behind a big
bucket of cold water (the last of three drawn to get the full freshness
of the pump), and anticipating a few minutes in his statement of the
time, make preliminary clamor for the Spawer's acknowledgment before
departing to fetch the hot. From which moment forth the Spawer was a
marked man, whom no subterfuge or earthly ingenuity could save. Once a
drowsy voice begged Jeff to be so good as to call again.
"An' loss my penny!" cried Jeff, with fine commercial scorn at the
suggestion. "Nay, we 'll 'ave ye oot o' bed an' all, noo we 've gotten
started o' ye."
And tramped diabolically downstairs after the second bucket.
But though a little comedy of this sort, now and again, served to test
the validity of the agreement, and show the Spawer that nothing--short
of repealing the penny--could save him from the inexorable machinery
that his own hand had set in motion, there was little real need of the
bond, except to guarantee that the bath-water should be up to time.
More often than not Jeff came upon a man alertly drawn up in bed, with a
full score spread across his knees, who had been writing and erasing
hard since sunrise.
Early in the morning after the girl's visit the sun peeped over the
Spawer's sill according to custom, and the Spawer jumped out of bed to
let him in. Already Nature's symphony was in full swing--a mighty,
crescive, spinning movement of industry, borne up to him on a whirr of
indefatigable wings. The sun had cleared the cliff railings and was
traveling merrily upward on an unimpeded course, though still the
grassland lay grey in the shadow beneath its glistening quilt of dew,
and every spider's web hung silver-weighted like a net new-drawn with
treasure from the sea. He stayed by the window a space, and then let go
the curtain with an amused, reminiscent laugh.
"I wonder who on earth she is?" he said.
He scooped up the bulky armful of music-sheets that constituted his
present labors at the concerto, and went back to bed with them. But
though he made a determined desk of his knees and spread the papers out
with a business-like adjustment of pages, the work prospered but poorly
when it came to the pencil. After a short spell of it he sat back in
bed, with his hands locked under his neck staring at the window. For
the events of last night were a too inviting vintage to be left uncorked
and untasted, and out of this glowing wine of remembrance he attempted
to win back the girl's face, and did not altogether succeed. He
reclaimed certain shifting impressions of red lips exaggeratedly curled;
of great round eyes; of multiplied freckles about the brows and nose; of
a startling white throat beyond where the sun had dominion; of a shabby
blue Tam-o'-Shanter and a perfect midnight of hair--but all of them seen
grotesquely, as it might be at the bottom of the cup, with himself
blowing on the wine.
"The thing is," he decided, "I was a fool not to stare harder and ask
more questions. This comes of trying to act the gentleman."
Duly before seven came Jeff Dixon stumbling up the staircase, and dumped
the first bucket down at the Spawer's door with a ringing clash of
handle.
"Noo then," he called under the door, when he had summoned the Spawer
lustily by name, and hit the panel several resounding flat-handers (as
specified in the agreement). "It 's tonned [turned] seven o'clock, an'
another gran', fine day for ye an' all. Arny 's gotten ye some
mushrooms--some right big uns an' some little conny [tiny] uns, a gret
basket full oot o' big field. Will ye 'ev 'em for breakfast?"
"Will I?" The Spawer shot together the loose sheets gathered in
attendance upon an idle muse, and tossed them dexterously on to the
nearest chair, as though they were a pancake. "Ah, me bhoy! me bhoy!"
he called out, in the rich, mellow brogue of one whose heart was on a
sudden turned to sunlight.
"Ay, will ye?" inquired the mouth behind the door-crack.
"Ay, wull Oi?" echoed the voice of glowing fervor. "Wull Oi, bedad! me
bhoy? Mushrooms, ye say! Is 't me the bhoy for mushrooms! Arrah,
thin, me bonny bhoy, is 't me the bhoy for mushrooms!"
After a pause: "D' ye mean yes?" asked the mouth dubiously, and with
meekness.
"Ah, phwat a bhoy it is to read the very sowl o' man an' shpake it! Yis
's the word, bi the beard o' St. Pathrick, iv he had wan (which Oi 'm
doubtin'), an' a small, inconsiderable jug o' rale cowld boilin' wather
whin ye retoorn convanient wid yer next bucket, me bhoy, bi yer lave an'
savin' yer prisince!"
"Will yon little un wi' yaller stripes do?" says the mouth, brimming
with the enthusiasm of willing, and making from the door-crack for
immediate departure.
Whereupon, in receipt of the Spawer's agreement, the boots stumbled down
the stairs again, as though there were no feet in them, but had been
thrown casually from top to bottom. A minute or so later, when they had
staggered up with the second bucket, and been cast down again to fetch
the jug, and come back with it, the owner of them bestrode all these
accumulated necessities laid out upon the little landing, and let
himself into the Spawer's room--a blue-eyed, fair-haired Saxon of
thirteen, with white teeth and a quick smile, sharpened like a razor on
the cunning whetstone of the district.
"'Ere 's yer cold," said he, stooping to lift it in after him. "An'
'ere 's yer warm," bringing to view the steaming wooden pail, with as
much reminiscence of milk about the water as we have to pay for by the
gill in town. "An' 'ere 's yer rale cold boilin'. 'Ow div ye fin'
yersen this mornin'?"
"In bed," says the Spawer, "thanking you kindly, where I put myself last
night."
"Noo then, noo then!" with that indulgent tone of grown-up wisdom which
is the birthright of every baby in Ullbrig, and on which it practises
its first lisp; "are ye agate o' that road already? Ye mun 'a got the
steel i' bed wi' ye, ah think--ye seem strange an' sharp, ti-morn." He
pulled the bath from its hiding under the bed, set the mats about it,
and brought the pails over within reach. "Noo, it 's all ready an'
waitin', so ye 'ad n't need to start shuttin' yer eyes. Let 's see ye
movin', an' ah 'll be away."
The Spawer made a feeble shuffle of legs under the blankets, and smiled
with the seraphic content of one who has done his duty.
"Nay, ah s'll want to see ye on end, an' all," Jeff said sternly,
"before ah gan mi ways. Come noo, Mr. Wynne--one, two, three!"
Thus adjured, the Spawer found strength to raise his eyelids after a few
moments of bland inertness under Jeff's regard, and turned out affably
(with them down again) on to the pegged rug alongside.
"That 's better," said Jeff, with conciliatory admiration.
"Is it?" the Spawer inquired sweetly, sitting down on the bedside to
think over the matter, and rubbing form contemplatively into his hocks.
"Oh! ... Then get me the third razor from the right-hand side of the
case, and I 'll kill myself. Also the strop and the brush and jug and
soap-tube...."
"D' ye mean a shave?" asked Jeff, with some curiosity.
"Merely another name for it," the Spawer told him.
"What div ye want ti get shaved for?" Jeff persisted.
"Oh!" ... The Spawer sifted a few replies under rapid survey, as though
he were rolling a palmful of grain, and picked out one at random. "...
For fun."
"Ah thought ye was n't gannin' to shave no more while ye 'd gotten that
there piece o' yours written!"
"Whatever put that idea into your head?" asked the Spawer, in surprise.
"You," said Jeff, with forceful directness. "It was you telt me."
"I? How wicked of me to tell such a story," the Spawer said warmly.
"Ah do believe you 're gannin' after some young lady or other," Jeff
declared, by a quick inspiration.
"How dare you," said the Spawer, rising from the bed in protest, "try to
put such ideas into the head of an innocent young man, old enough to be
your father. Hither with the razor at once," he commanded, "and let 's
shave your head."
But inside, out of sight behind all this laughter, he sent a knowing,
sagacious glance to his soul.
"The young divil!" he said.
He shaved, like the Chinese executioners, with despatch; whistled
blithely through his bath as though he were a linnet hung out in the
sun, and was downstairs as soon as might be. The little room greeted
him cheerfully in its cool breakfast array, holding forth a great,
heavenly-scented garland of wall-flowers and sweet-williams and
mignonette--for all the world like some dear, diminutive, old-fashioned
damsel in white muslin--and his eye softened unconsciously to an
appreciative smile. There, too, was the sofa consecrate to Dixon. He
looked at it with a more conscious extension of smile--thinking, no
doubt, of Dixon. Then he shook the bell for breakfast, being
an-hungered, and smelling the mushrooms.
The door flew wide to Miss Bates' determined toe, as she entered with
the mushrooms in company with the bacon and toast and steaming hot milk
and coffee on the big, battered tray of black Japan, securely held at
either foremost corner with a salmon-colored fist.
Now Miss Bates was Dixon's orphan niece, whose case deserves all the
pity you can afford to give it, as we shall see. Left quite alone in
the world by the death of her father (who had no more thought for her
future than to fall off his horse, head downwards, in the dark), she was
most cruelly abducted by her wicked uncle to Cliff Wrangham (much
against her will--and his own), and imprisoned there under the
humiliating necessity of having to work like one of the family. You
must not call her the scullery-maid or the dairy-maid or the
kitchen-maid, but rather, with the blood-right to give back word for
word and go about her day's work grumbling, you must appoint her a place
among the ranks of unhappy heroines--reduced, distressed, and
down-trodden beneath the iron-shod heel of labor. She was, indeed, the
persecuted damosel of mediaeval romance, brought up to modern weight and
size and standard--not the least of her many afflictions being that she
was forcibly christened Mary Anne by heartless parents, while yet a
helpless infant, and that nobody called her anything else. Her lips
were full of prophetic utterances as to last straws; as to what certain
people (not so very many miles away) would find for themselves one
morning (not so very far ahead) when they got up and came downstairs,
and said, "Where 's somebody?" and never an answer, and no need to say
then they were sorry, as if they had n't been warned!
"Now who," the Spawer inquired craftily, dipping a liberal measurement
of spoon into the mushrooms, and smiling confidentially at Miss Bates,
who was balanced gently by the door, with its edge grasped in her red
right hand, and her cheek pressed touchingly against the knuckles--"who
is the prettiest girl in Ullbrig?"
Miss Bates threw up her nostrils at this direct challenge of romance,
and squirmed with such maidenly desire to insist her own claims through
silence, that the tray in her left hand banged about her knees like
distant thunder.
"Cliff Wrangham allus reckons ti count in wi' Oolbrig," she said, coyly.
"But leaving Cliff Wrangham out of the question," suggested the Spawer,
in a voice of bland affability.
Miss Bates' knees stiffened.
"Ah see no ways o' doin' it," she declared, tossing her head as though
she were champing a bit.
So the Spawer was left smiling over his cup, knowing no more about the
blue Tam-o'-Shanter than ever. He enjoyed his mushrooms very much, and
went twice to coffee. Then, breakfast over, he crossed over to the
piano, ran his hands over the keys, and set himself to his daily
occupation without loss of time.
Thick saffron of sunlight filled the little room. Down below the
window-sash, about the shelterless roots of the rose-tree, moored along
the wall line in barge-like flotilla and at anchor over the hard,
sunbaked path, lay gathered the Spawer's faithful band of feathered
friends, awaiting recurrence of the bounty so liberally bestowed upon
them at meals. Each time the blind stirred they uprose in spires of
expectant beak, whereat the Spawer, squinting sideways, would see the
window space set with jeweled, vigilant eyes, while afloat on the wavy
green border of grass beyond the pathway a snow-white convoy of
ducklings drew their bills from beneath fleecy breasts and got under
soft cackle of steam, ready to sail for the window at the first signal
of crumbs.
After his departure, for an hour or more nothing but sunlight stirred
the Spawer's blind. Then the voice of Miss Bates was heard in close
proximity outside, and the next moment the Spawer's first crop of Cliff
Wrangham letters was extended to him in Miss Bates' gentle fist.
"Three letters, a post-card, an' a fortygraft," said Miss Bates,
relaxing the proprietary clench of thumb (tightened recently for
dominion over the downcast Lewis), and suffering the Spawer to gather
them from her confiding hand with all the romantic symbolism of a
bouquet. "It 's good to be you an' 'ev letters sent ye wi'oot nobody
pesterin' where they come fro'. Will there be onnything for 'post' to
tek back?"
"Let 's see..." said the Spawer, skimming the postcard more rapidly than
Miss Bates had done before him. "Is he waiting?"
"It 's not a 'e," Miss Bates replied, with no manifest relish of the
fact. "An' she 's stood at kitchen door. 'Appen she 's waitin' to be
asked twice to come in an' sit 'ersen down--bud she 'll 'ave to wait.
Once is good enough for most folk, an' it mun do for 'er."
The Spawer finished the post-card, tossing it on the table, and forced
his fingers beneath the flap of the next envelope.
"What?" said he, with a smile of amused surprise. "Is the postman a
lady, then?"
"Nay," repudiated Miss Bates, stripping the amusement off his surprise,
and treating the question in grim earnest. "She 'd onnly like to be. It
'd suit 'er a deal better nor tramplin' about roads wi' a brown bag ower
'er back."
"It sounds charming enough," said the Spawer, throwing himself with a
diabolical heartiness into the idea. "What sort of a postman is she?"
"No different fro' nobody else," Miss Bates gives grudgingly, "though
she 's 'ods [holds] 'er chin where most folk's noses is. They gie 'er
six shillin' a week for carryin' letters to Cliff Wrangham an' Far
Wrangham an' round by Shippus--an' it mud be ten bi t' way she sets up."
"Six shillings a week," the Spawer mused wonderingly. "Just a shilling a
day and be a good girl for nothing on Sunday. She 'll need all the
pride she can muster to help her through on that."
"There 's twenty for t' job onny day she teks into 'er 'ead to leave
it," Miss Bates reflected, with callous indifference. "She's n' occasion
to keep it agen [unless] she likes."
The Spawer put down the first letter and opened the second. It was a
bill. "There 'll be no answer to this," he said grimly, and passed on
to the third. He gave one glance at the green Helvetian stamps under
the Luzern post-marks, and toyed with it irresolutely unopened. "I
don't think the post need wait," he said, this time casting the office
considerately into the neuter gender.
"Ah 'll tell 'er to gan, then," Miss Bates decided, with a foretaste of
the asperity that would characterise the dismissal.
"Please," said the Spawer. "With my thanks for her kindness in
waiting."
"There 's na kindness in it," Miss Bates disclaimed. "She 's got to gan
back, onny road. An' 'appen she would n't 'ave offered bud ah was ower
sharp to call of 'er before she 'd chance to get away. She mun gan 'er
ways ti Far Wrangham, then."
The Spawer had opened the third envelope, and Miss Bates was blowing
herself out in great gusts like a strenuous candle, fighting hard
against extinction, when she heard herself suddenly recalled.
"After all," he said, "I 'm going to be a woman and change my mind. Who
writes quickly writes double, and saves two pages of apology. Then I
can get back to work with a clear conscience."
"Ah 'll tell 'er she 's got to stop, then," said Miss Bates. "An' if ye
'll ring bell when ye 've finished, Lewis 'll let me know, an' ah 'll
come for letter. Ye need n't trouble to bring it."
She blew herself out to total extinction this time, and the Spawer,
throwing a leg over the table-end, turned his attention to the letter in
hand--a thin sheet of foreign note-paper, covered on three of its pages
with a firm feminine handwriting. He read it very carefully and
earnestly, his eyes running from end to end of the lines like setters in
a turnipfield, as though they followed a scent, till they brought up to
a standstill by the signature. Then he took up the photograph.
It was the face of a girl, and he studied it in such stillness and
concentration that his eyelids, lowered motionless over the downward
gaze, gave him the semblance of a sleeper. Without being beautiful, the
face had beauty, but though it took all its features under individual
scrutiny, it seemed, less as though he were concerned with their
intrinsic worth than that he was searching through them the answer to a
hidden train of inquiry. Whether he came near it or not would be
difficult to tell. The smile with which he looked up at last and
dispersed the brooding cloud of concentration might have been purely
recollective, and with nothing of the oracular about it; for it set him
straightway to pen and ink and writing-paper, staying with him the
while, and through the next few minutes the sound of his industry was
never still. Not until well over on the fourth page did the pen stay
behind in the ink-pot, as he sat back to review what was written. Then
the pen was rapidly withdrawn again, to subscribe his name, and he
addressed the letter:
"Miss WEMYSS,
Luzernerhof,
Luzern,
Switzerland."
With this in his hand, and the big bath towel and red bathing drawers
slung over his arm from their drying place on the hot sill, he made off
down the baked pathway, whistling pleasantly like a new pied piper--a
whole throng of feathered followers at his heels. By the wooden gate,
where the red-tiled pump-walk makes junction with the front path at the
kitchen end, Miss Bates waylaid him, holding out damp semi-wiped
fingers, and saying an expectant "Thank ye."
"What for?" asked the Spawer, trying to dodge on either side of her
ample bosom with an active eye for the kitchen door.
"For t' letter," said Miss Bates, unperturbed, "if ye 've written it.
Ah 'll gie it to 'er as she gans back."
"Back where from?" inquired the Spawer, with a sudden thirst for
information.
"Fro' Far Wrangham," Miss Bates told him, "... wi' letters for Barclay.
But she 'll call again on 'er way 'ome, an' ah 'll see she teks it an'
all, then."
"Thanks..." the Spawer decided on consideration, "but I think I 'll see
her myself. I want to ask about posts...."
"There 's nobbut one," Miss Bates interposed hurriedly, "an' it gans out
at 'alf-past four."
"That 's not the one I mean," the Spawer explained, and tacked on very
quickly: "Which way does she come back?"
"It 's none so easy ti say," Miss Bates parried. "She mud come back bi
Barclay's road ... or bi--bi"--the task of devising a second route being
somewhat beyond her powers at the moment, she fell back upon a
generality--"bi some other road," adding for justification: "She 'd come
thruff [through] 'edge an' all if it suited 'er."
"It 's on my way, anyhow," the Spawer determined lightheartedly. "I 'll
sit on Barclay's gate and take my chance."
He had been sitting on Barclay's gate some time, and would have sold all
share of interest in the chance for a wax vesta, when suddenly he heard
the stir of someone swiftly coming, and turning a leisurely head--with a
hand laid ready to drop to his feet when they should reach the
gate--became in a moment keenly alert to an object that showed now and
again through the green hedge: a moving object that was neither a bird,
nor a blossom, nor a butterfly, ... but a blue Tam-o'-Shanter.
*CHAPTER V*
And the face beneath it was the face he had been trying to remodel this
morning, out of the obstinate stiff clays of remembrance. There were
the dear, kissable, candid freckles, powdered in pure gold-dust about
the bridge of the nose and the brows--each one a minstrel to truth;
there were the great round eyes, shining smoothly, with the black-brown
velvety softness of bulrushes; there were the rapt red lips, no longer
baffling his gaze, but steadfast and discernible; there was the big
beneficence of hair; the oaten-tinted cheeks, showing their soft
surface-glint of golden down where the sunlight caught them; the little
pink lobes; the tanned russet neck, so sleek and slim and supple, and
the blue Tam-o'-Shanter topping all, as though it were a part of her,
and had never moved since last the Spawer had looked upon it.
In every other respect she was the same girl that had sat in Dixon's
place on the sofa last night. She wore still the simple skirt of blue
serge, cut short above her ankles for freedom in walking (showing too,
at close quarters, a cleverly-suppressed seam running down to the hem on
the left side, like a zig-zag of lightning), and the plain print blouse,
pale blue, with no pattern on it, ending at the throat in a neat white
collar borrowed from the masculine mode, and tied with a little flame of
red silk. Only the light rain-proof cape was wanting, but over her
shoulders, in place of it, was slung the broad canvas belt of a post-bag
that flapped bulkily against her right hip as she strode, with her right
hand dipped out of sight into its capacious pocket. She came swinging
along the hedge at a fine, healthy pace, as though the sun were but a
harmless bright new penny, making rhythmic advance in a pair of stubborn
little square-toed shoes, stoutly cobbled, with a pleasing redolence of
Puritanism about their austere extremities; and so into the Spawer's
presence, all unconscious and unprepared.
The sight of him, waiting over the gate, with his elbows ruling the top
bar, his chin upon linked fingers, and a leisurely foot hoisted on to
the second rail, broke the rhythm of her step for an instant on a sudden
tide of color, and brought the hand out of the bag to readjust the
shoulder-strap in a quick display of purpose. But she showed no
frailties of embarrassment. She came along with simple self-possession
to the greeting point, giving him her eyes there in a queer little
indescribable sidelong look that a mere man might ponder over for a
lifetime and never know the meaning of--a queer little indescribable,
smileless, sidelong look, sent out under her lashes, that had nothing of
fear or favor, or friendship or salutation, or embarrassment about it,
but was pure, unmingled, ingenuous, feminine, stock-taking curiosity, as
though she were studying him dispassionately from behind a loophole and
calculating on his conduct with the most sublime, delicious
indifference. The Spawer could have thrown up his head and laughed
aloud at the look. Not in any spirit of ridicule--angels and ministers
of grace defend us!--but with fine appreciative enjoyment, as one laughs
for sheer pleasure at a beautiful piece of musical phrasing or an
unexpected point of technique. If he had opened the gate with a grave
mouth and let her through, not a doubt but she would have passed on
without so much as the presumption of an eyelash upon their last night's
relations, and never even looked back over a shoulder. But he stood and
barred the way with his unyielding smile, and when she came up to him:
"Are n't you going to speak to me?" he asked meekly.
At that the quick light of recognition and acknowledgment poured through
the loophole. Not all the gathered sunbeams, had the girl been of
stained glass, could have flooded her to a more surpassing friendly
radiance than did her own inward smile. No word accompanied it, as if,
indeed, with such a perfect medium for expression, any were needed. She
drew up to the gate, and casting herself into a sympathetic reproduction
of his attitude at a discreet distance down the rail, shaded a glance of
gentle curiosity at him under her velvety thickness of lashes.
"To think," said the Spawer, looking at her with incredulous enjoyment,
"here I 've been waiting innocently for the post, and wondering what it
would be like when it came, and making up my mind it never was
coming--and it 's you all the time."
"Did n't you know?"
"Sorra a word."
"I wanted to tell you all the time ... last night, who I was."
"I wanted badly to ask."
"But I dared n't."
"And I dared n't either. What a couple of cowards we 've been. Let 's
be brave now, shall we, to make up for it? I'll ask and you shall tell
me. Who are you?"
She dipped an almost affectionate hand into the post-bag, and extended
it partly by way of presentation.
"I 'm the post-girl," she said.
He looked at the bag, and then along the extended arm to her.
"Really?" he asked, visibly uncertain that the post-bag was not merely
part of a pleasing masquerade, or that the girl might not have put
herself voluntarily under its brown yoke for some purpose as
inexplicable as the trudging to Cliff Wrangham by starlight.
"Really and truly," she said. "I know I ought to have told you ... at
first. But I thought, perhaps..." She plucked at a blade of grass, and
biting it with her small, milk-white teeth, studied the bruised green
rib with lowered eyes. "... Thought perhaps you 'd taken me for
somebody different. And I was frightened you might be offended when you
knew who it was."
In the clear frankness of her confession, and the soft, inquiring
fearlessness of eye with which she encountered his glance at its
conclusion, there was no tincture of abasement. As she stood there by
the gate, with the broad badge of servitude across her girl's breast,
she seemed glorified for the moment into a living text, attesting
eloquently that it is not toil that dishonors, and that the social
differences in labor come but from the laborer. In such wise the Spawer
interpreted her, and embraced the occasion for belief with an inward
glad response.
"But why should I be offended at the truth?" said he at length, his eyes
waltzing all round hers (that were vainly trying to bring them to a
standstill) in lenient laughter. "And how on earth could I take you for
somebody different," he asked, drawing the subject away from the awkward
brink of their disparity, "when you 're so unmistakably like yourself?
Sakes alive! Nobody could mistake you."
She lowered eyes and voice together, and made with her fingers on the
rail as though she were deciphering her words from some half-obliterated
inscription in the wood.
"I want to tell you," she began, and the dear little golden freckles on
her nose seemed to close in upon each other for strength and comfort,
"how very sorry I am ... for what happened last night."
"You can't be sorrier than I am," the Spawer said. "It 's been on my
conscience ever since. I was a beast to jump out as I did, and I admit
it."
"I don't mean you," the girl cut in, with quick correction.
"Who then?" asked the Spawer.
"Me..." said the girl. "You were as kind as could be. Nobody could
have been kinder ... under the circumstances ... or helped me to be less
ashamed of myself."
"Please not to make fun of the poor blind man," the Spawer begged her,
"... for he can't see it, and it 's wicked."
"Oh, but I mean it," said the girl. "I never got to sleep all last
night for thinking of the music, and how badly I 'd acted."
"To be sure," said the Spawer, "your acting was n't altogether good.
If, for instance, you had n't mistaken your cue when I came out through
the window, I should never have known you were there at all."
"Should n't you?" asked the girl, with the momentary blank face for an
opportunity gorgeously lost.
"Indeed, I should n't."
"All the same ... I 'm glad you did," she said, with sudden reversion of
humility.
"Ah. That 's better," the Spawer assented. "So am I. It shows a
proper appreciation of Providence."
"Because," the girl proceeded to explain, "when you 're found out you
feel somehow as though you 'd paid for your wrong-doing, don't you?
And, at least, it saves you from being a hypocrite, does n't it?"
"Oh, yes," said the Spawer, with infectious piety. "Capital thing for
that. Splendid thing for that."
"Father Mostyn..." she began. "You know Father Mostyn, don't you?"
The name brought an uncomfortable sense of visitorial obligations
unfulfilled to the Spawer's mind.
"Slightly," he said, the diminutive seeming to offer indemnity for his
neglect.
"Yes, I thought so. He said you did," the girl continued. "You 're
going to call and see him sometime, are n't you?"
"Sometime," the Spawer acquiesced. "Yes, certainly. I 'm hoping to do
so when I can get a moment to spare. But I 'm very busy." He shifted
the centre of conversation from his own shoulders. "Father Mostyn ...
you were saying?"
"Oh, yes! Father Mostyn 's always warning us against being Ullbrig
hypocrites. But it seems so hard to avoid." She sighed in spirit of
hopelessness. "I seem to grow into an Ullbrig hypocrite in spite of
everything."
"Never mind," said the Spawer consolatorily, casting a glance of
admiration along the smooth, sleek cheek and neck. "It looks an
excellent thing for the complexion."
"That?" The girl ran a careless hand where his eye had been without
making any attempt to parry the compliment. "Oh, that 's being out in
the rain. Rain 's a wonderful thing for the complexion. Father Mostyn
says so. But it can't wash these away," she said, touching the little
cluster of freckles with a wistful finger. "These are being out in the
sun."
"I was looking at those too," said the Spawer frankly. "I rather like
them."
"Do you?" asked the girl, plucking up at his appreciation. "Yes, some
people do--but not those that have them. Father Mostyn says they 're
not actually a disfigurement, but they 're given me to chasten my pride.
He says whenever I 'm tempted to look in the glass I shall always see
these and remind myself, 'Yes, but my nose is freckled,' and that will
save me from being vain. And it's funny, but it 's quite true."
"You know Father Mostyn well, of course?" said the Spawer, his question
not altogether void of a desire to learn how far this estimable
ecclesiast might be discussed with safety.
"Oh!" The girl made the quick round mouth for admiration, and held up
visible homage in her eyes. "Father Mostyn's the best friend I have in
the world. He 's taught me everything I know--it's my fault, not his,
that I know so little--and done things for me, and given me things that
all my gratitude can never, never repay. It was he allowed me to go
round with the letters."
"That was very good of him," said the Spawer, with a tight mouth.
"Was n't it?" the girl said, showing a little glow of recognisant
enthusiasm. "At first uncle was rather frightened--frightened that I
ought not to do it, but we all thought six shillings a lot of money to
lose (that 's what I get); and Father Mostyn said most certainly I was
to have it."
"And so he gave it," said the Spawer. "Jolly kind of him."
"Oh, no! he did n't give it," the girl corrected, after a momentary
reference to the Spawer's face. "Government gives it ... but he said I
was to have it--and I have."
"And what did uncle say?" asked the Spawer amicably.
"Uncle? Oh, he said it was the will of Providence, and he hoped it
would soon be ten; but it's not ten yet, and I don't think it will be
for a long time. There were others who wanted the six shillings too, as
badly as I did--and deserved it better, some of them, I mink. At one
time I felt so ashamed to be going about and taking the money that
seemed to belong to such a number of people who said they had a right to
it, that I asked to give the bag up; but uncle seemed so sad about it,
and said it was flying in the face of Providence to give anything up
that you 'd once got hold of, and Father Mostyn said it was a special
blessing of Heaven bestowed upon me (though I 'm sure I don't know) ...
and so I kept it. It was a struggle at times, though--even though
Father Mostyn used to walk with me all the way round by Shippus to keep
up my courage.... And that reminds me," she said, showing sudden
perception of responsibility, "I have to go that way this morning."
"What! have n't you got rid of all your letters yet, then?"
"All except two," she said, and thrusting open the flabby canvas maw
with one hand, peered down into its profounds as though her look should
satisfy him of their presence by proxy. "They 're for Shippus."
"And you have to walk round by Shippus ... now?"
She nodded her head, and said a smiling "Yes" to his surprise, letting
fall the canvas and patting the bag's cheek with the consolatory
dismissal for a dog just freed from dental inspection. Then, more
reluctantly, as though the saying were as hard to come at as a marked
apple at the bottom of the barrel, she said ... she must really ... be
going. They would be expecting her. She 'd been kept rather long at
Barclay's as it was, writing something out for him. And made to come
through the gate.
"And, by Jove ... that reminds me," said the Spawer. "So must I."
She drew a covetous conclusion from his bathing equipment, and the blue
sky, showing so deep and still beyond the cliff line, and was already
half turned on a leave-taking heel (a little saddened, perhaps, at his
readiness to assist the separation), when she found him by her side.
"But which way are you going?" she asked, for the sea lay now at their
backs, and the Spawer, as was evident (and as we all know), had been
going a-bathing.
"The same way as you are," he answered, "if you 'll have me."
And when Miss Bates (who had been watching them all the time from the
end attic window, with Jeff's six-penny telescope stuck to one eye and a
hand clapped over the other) saw this result of the girl's abominable
scheming, she became very wroth indeed; filled to the brim and
overflowing with righteous indignation that her sex could sink thus low.
She snapped the telescope together so viciously that she thought she had
cracked it, and when she found she had n't she was wrother than ever as
compensation for this false alarm, and almost wished she had.
"Ay, ye may set ye-sen up at 'im, ye gret, cat-eyed, frowsy-'eaded
'ussy!" she said, hurling the javelins of her anger at the blue
Tam-o'-Shanter (every one of which, so far as could be discernible at
that distance, seemed to miss), "bud if ye think 'e 'll be ta'en wi' yer
daft, fond ways ye think wrong an' all. Ay, _you_, ah mean. Ah 'd be
sorry to set mysen i' onny man's road like yon, mah wod. Think shame o'
ye-sen, ye graceless mynx. Ah know very well 'e 's wantin' to be shut
o' ye."
And after much further vehement exhortation to this effect, flung
herself gustily down the staircase, slamming all the steps in descent,
like March doors, and carried the full force of her indignation into the
kitchen, where she swept it from end to end, as though she were a tidal
wave.
"Out o' my road!" she cried at Lewis, innocently engaged in fishing the
big dresser with a toasting-fork for what it might yield; and before he
could stop spinning sufficiently to get a sight of his assailant (though
he had no doubts who it was), was on him again: "Away wi' ye an' all."
And had him (still revolving) round the table.
"Let 's be rid o' ye!"
And licked him up like a tongue of avenging flame by the big range.
"Div ye want to throw a body over?"
And was ready for him by the door.
"Noo, kick me if ye dare."
And whipped him out through the scullery like a top, with a parting:
"Tek that an' all."
Which he took, like physic, as directed; and ten minutes later, seeing
his mother emerge from the calf-house, and being in possession of ample
breath for the purpose, put Miss Bates' injustice on record in a
historic howl.
*CHAPTER VI*
The sun had slipped away through Dixon's stackgarth and twilight was
subsiding slowly in soft rose amber, like the sands of an hour-glass, as
the Spawer wheeled round Hesketh's corner. Against a tremulant pink sky
the lich-gate stood out in black profile, edged with luminous copper;
the church tower was dipped in dull red gold as far as the luffer of the
belfry; and the six Vicarage windows gleamed bloodshot from behind their
iron bars when he came upon them for the first time. A group of happy
children, playing at calling names and slapping each other down the
roadway, stopped their pastime on a sudden and ran up to take awed stock
of this presumptuous stranger, who dismounted before his reverence the
Vicar's as though he actually meant to open the gate.
At the first contact of bicycle with the railings, the gathered gloom
about the Vicarage door seemed suddenly to be sucked inwards, and the
eddying dusk reshaped itself over the priestly dimensions of Father
Mostyn.
"Ha!" The word rang out in greeting like a genial note of prelude blown
on Gabriel's trumpet. "There you are. Capital! capital! I made sure
we should find you not so far away." He waltzed down the narrow path to
open the gate, balancing both hands as though they held an invisible
baby for baptism, and its name was "Welcome." One of these--a plump,
soft, balmy, persuasive, clerical right hand,--he gave to the Spawer by
the gate; threw it, rather, as Noah might have thrown his dove across
the face of the waters, with such a beautiful gesture of benediction
that in settling down upon the Spawer's fingers it seemed to confer the
silent virtue of a blessing.
"The bicycle too," he said, wagging humorous temporal greeting towards
it with his left. "Capital! capital! I thought we should n't be
walking to-night. There 's no evening post, you see, in Ullbrig." He
flung the gate backward on its hinges as far as it would go. "Come in;
come in. Bring your bicycle along with you. Not that anybody would
dare to violate its sanctuary by the Vicarage palings, but the saddle
would absorb the dew and--let me help you."
All the time, from the gate to the doorway, his hands were hovering
busily about the bicycle without once touching it; yet with such a
consummate suggestion of assistance that the Spawer with very little
prompting could have sworn before Justices that his Reverence had
carried the machine into the hall unaided.
It was a big, bare hall--square, flagged in stone, and ringing to their
footsteps with the sonority of a crypt. From the ceiling depended a
swing-lamp of brass at the end of a triple chain. On the left-hand side
stood a hard ecclesiastical bench of black oak, primarily provided, no
doubt, for the accommodation of those visitors to whom the privilege of
a front room audience would be denied. On the right side filed a long
line of austere wooden pegs in monastic procession. A canonical beaver
obliterated the first of them; two more held up the dread square
mortar-board against the wall between them, diamond-wise, each
supporting a corner. For the rest, some sticks and umbrellas--with the
ebony divining rod of far-reaching reputation conspicuous among
them--completed the movables of the hall. The bicycle followed the
mesmeric indication of Father Mostyn's hands into place along the wall
under the hat rack, and the priest saw that it was good.
By a magnificent act of courtesy he relieved the Spawer of his cap, and
swept his own black mortar-board down the rack to make place of honor
for it--though there were half a dozen unoccupied places to either side.
Then, taking up a matchbox from the oak bench, which he shook cautiously
against his ear for assurance of its store, he invited the Spawer to
follow him, and threw open the inner door.
"The Vicar, you see," he explained, as his shoulders dipped into the
dusk over the threshold, "is his own servant in addition to being
everybody else's. He acts as a chastening object-lesson to our Ullbrig
pride. We don't go out to service in Ullbrig. We scrub floors, we
scour front-door steps, we wash clothes, we clean sinks, we empty slops,
we peel potatoes--but, thank God, we are not servants. Only his
reverence is a servant. When anything goes wrong with our nonconformist
inwards--run, Mary, and pull his reverence's bell. That 's what his
reverence is for. Don't trouble the doctor first of all. Let 's see
what his reverence says. The doctor will go back and enter the visit in
a book, and charge you for it. If anything goes worse--run, Mary, again.
Never mind your apron--he won't notice. Pull the bell harder this time,
and let 's have a prayer out of his reverence to make sure--with a
little Latin in it. The pain 's spreading. For we 're all of us
reverences in chapel, each more reverend than his neighbor; but in
sick-beds we 're very humble sinners indeed, who only want to get better
so that we may be ready and willing to go when the Lord sees fit to take
us. Or if it 's a little legal advice you 're in need of--why pay six
and eightpence to an articled solicitor? Go and knock up his reverence.
He 's the man for you--and send him a turnip for his next harvest
festival."
Genially discoursing on the Ullbrig habit as they proceeded, with an
occasionally guiding line thrown over his shoulder in bolder type for
the Spawer's assistance: "... A little crockery to your left here. Ha!
... mind the table-corner. You see the chair?" he led the way into the
right-hand room--a room larger than you would have dared to imagine from
the roadway--lighted dimly by one tall, smouldering amber window of many
panes; heavy with the smell of tobacco, and heaped up in shapeless
shadow-masses of disorder. Two great bales of carpet stood together in
one corner like the stern roots of trees that had been cut down. On the
grained side-cupboard to the left hand of the fireplace were
glasses--regiments of glasses--of all sorts and shapes and sizes and
qualities. A cumbersome early-century round table, rising like a giant
toad-stool from a massive octagonal stalk, apparently constituted the
larder, to the very verge of whose circumference were cocoa-tins,
marmalade jars, tea-cups, tea-pots, saucers; sugar-bags red and blue;
some cross-marked eggs in a pie-dish; a brown bread loaf, about three
parts through, and some cold ham.
And yet, despite the room's disorder, entering in the wake of those
benignant shoulders; treading in the constricted pathways delineated by
those sacerdotal shoes (virtually and spiritually sandals); wrapped
about with the atmosphere of genial indulgence thrown forth this side
and that from those priestly fingers, as though they swung an invisible
censer--one lacked all power to question. A swing to the left, the
fault of the chair was forgiven; a swing to the right, what fear of
treading on crockery; a swing to the front, were he swinging a lanthorn
now the way could hardly be better lighted.
Such was the power of Father Mostyn.
So, swinging and censing, and asperging and exhorting, and absolving and
exorcising till all the ninety-nine devils of disorder were cast out,
the priest passed through to the window.
"Ha!" said he, with the keen voice for a conviction realised, when he
came there. "I knew we should catch sight of Mrs. Gatheredge somewhere
about. By Fussitter's steps for choice. She suffers dreadfully, poor
woman, from a chronic enlargement"--he paused to slip his fingers into
the rings of the shutters--"of the curiosity. I believe the disease is
incurable. It will kill her in the end, I 'm afraid, as it did Lot's
wife. Nothing can be done for her, except to protect her as much as
possible from harmful excitement. If you don't mind the dark for a
moment"--the first shutter creaked upward--"we 'll fasten ourselves in
before making use of the matches. The strain of looking into his
reverence's room when he lights the lamp and has a guest inside might
prove too much for her--bring about a fatal congestion of the _glans
curiosus_. His reverence, you see, has got to think for others as well
as himself. Ha! that's better." The second shutter closed upon the
first like the great jaw of a megalosaurus, swallowing up the dwindling
remains of daylight at a gulp. "Now we can light up in all good
Christian faith and charity."
He struck a match, and so far as the Spawer could observe--since the
Vicar's back was turned--appeared to be setting fire to the stack of
papers on his writing-table. After a moment, however, when the flame had
steadied, he drew it forth transferred to the wick of a composite
candle, which he held genially horizontal while he beckoned the Spawer
forward by virtue of the signet finger.
"That 's it," he said, wagging appreciative grease-drops from the
candle. "Come along! come along! Let's see if we can't manage to find
some sort of a seat for you. We ought to do--I was sitting down in one
myself not so long ago." Still wagging the candle and performing an
amiable bear-dance on both feet in a revolving twelve-inch circle as he
considered the question on all sides of him, presently he made a pounce
into the central obscurity and dragged out a big leather-backed chair by
the arm, like a reluctant school-boy. "Here we are," says he, rejoicing
in the capture. "The very thing I had in my mind. Try that. You 'll
want to beg it of me when you 've known its beauties a time or two.
That 's the chair of chairs, _cathedra cathedrarum_. There 's comfort
for you!"
Negligently wiping the leather-work with a corner of his cassock, he
declared the chair open for the Spawer's accommodation.
From the fender, bristling with the handles of saucepans, all thrust
outward like the quills of a porcupine, he commanded a block tin
kettle--and a small spirit-lamp. Other journeyings to and fro provided
him with water in a glorious old John Bull mug, with a lemon, with a
basin of lump sugar, with two spoons, with whiskey, with a nutmeg and
grater, with cigars, contained in a massive case of embossed silver,
with cigarettes, of which the Spawer was constrained to acceptance,
having previously disappointed Father Mostyn by a refusal of his choice
Havanas; with tobacco in a fat, eighteenth-century jar, lavishly
pictured and proverbed; and with a colored, clay churchwarden as long as
a fiddlestick, that looked as if it would snap brittly in two of its own
weight at the first attempt to lift it. Lastly, all these things being
accumulated one by one, and laid out temptingly on the little round
table, with the blue flame established at the bottom of the kettle, and
tapering downwards to its junction with the wick like a sea-anemone,
Father Mostyn permitted himself to sink back hugely upon the chair,
lifting both feet from the ground as he did so, in supreme testimony to
the full ripe fruits of ease.
"Well," said he, setting his fingers to work in the depths of the
tobacco jar, "and what about the music?" His tongue appeared
reflectively in his cheek for a moment, and his keen eye fixed the far
wall on a nice point of remembrance. "Let 's see.... A symphonium?"