CHAPTER XVII.

WE RAISE THE SCHOONER.

I descended into the cabin, walked straight to the door of Wilfrid’s

berth and knocked.

‘Who’s there?’

‘I, Charles. I have news for you.’

‘Come in, come in!’

I entered and found Wilfrid in his bunk propped up on his elbow, his

eyes looking twice their natural size with the intensity of his stare,

and one long uncouth leg already flung over the edge so that his

posture was as if he had been suddenly paralysed whilst in the act of

springing on to the deck.

‘What news in the name of heaven? Quick, now, like a dear boy!’

‘There’s a schooner-yacht uncommonly like your “Shark” away down on the

lee bow visible from aloft.’

He whipped his other leg out of bed and sat bold upright. I had

expected some extravagance of behaviour in him on his hearing this, but

greatly to my surprise he sat silent in his bunk eyeing me, his brow

dark and his lips moving for several seconds, which might have been

minutes for the time they seemed to run into.

‘What is to-day, Charles?’

‘Thursday.’

‘Ha! It should be Monday. That light last night was an omen, as I told

you. I knew some great event could not be far off.’ His eyes kindled

under their quivering lids and an odd smile twisted his mouth into

the expression of a sarcastic grin. It was as ugly a look in him as I

had ever seen, and it gained heavily in the effect it produced by his

comparatively quiet manner.

‘We are heading directly for her, of course?’

‘Finn has her about two points on the lee bow,’ said I.

‘Will that do?’ he exclaimed.

‘Why, yes; hold a weather-gage of the chase, it is said; though I think

we shall be having a northerly blast upon us before the sun touches his

meridian.’

‘Is she the “Shark,” Charles?’

‘You know I never saw the vessel, Wilf. But Finn and the chap on the

yard seem to have no doubt of her, and the skipper ought to know

anyway.’

On this he leapt to the deck with a _cry_ of laughter, and coming up to

me let fall his hand heavily upon my shoulder with such a grip of it

that, spite of my having my coat on, it ached after he had let go like

an attack of rheumatism. ‘Now what say you?’ said he, stooping, for he

was a taller man than I, and peering and grinning close into my face.

‘You looked upon this chase as a crazy undertaking, didn’t you? The sea

was such a mighty circle, Charles! the biggest ship in the world but an

insignificant speck upon it, hey?’

He let go of me and brought his hands together, extending and slowly

beating the air with them, with his body rocking. I awaited some

passionate outfly, but whether his thoughts were too deep for words

or that he was satisfied to think what at another time he might have

stormed out with, he held his peace. Presently and very suddenly he

abandoned his singular attitude and fell to collecting articles of his

clothing which he pulled on as though he would tear them to pieces.

‘I’ll be with you on deck immediately,’ said I, going to the door. But

he did not seem to know that I was present; all the time he strained

and dragged at his clothes he talked to himself rapidly, fiercely;

pausing once to smite his thigh with his open hand; following this on

with a low, deep laugh, like that of a sleeper dreaming.

Well, thought I, as I stepped out and went to my berth, whether it

prove the ‘Shark’ or not we shall have to ‘stand by,’ as Finn hinted,

for some queer displays to-day. I met Miss Jennings’ maid in the cabin

and asked if she was going to her mistress. She replied yes. ‘Then,’

said I, ‘give her my compliments and tell her that we have raised a

large schooner-yacht during the night, and that Finn seems to think she

is the “Shark.”’

As I entered my berth I caught myself smiling over my fancy of the look

that would come into the sweet girl’s face when her maid gave her the

message; the brilliant gleam of mingled alarm, temper, astonishment in

her eyes, the sudden flush of her cheek and its paleness afterwards,

the consternation in the set of her lips and the agitation of her

little hands like the fluttering of falling snow-flakes as she dressed.

But in good sooth I too was feeling mightily excited once more; I had

cooled down somewhat since going on deck and viewing the distant sail

from the masthead; now that I was alone and could muse, my pulse rose

with my imaginations till it almost came to my thinking of myself as

on the eve of some desperate and bloody business, boarding a pirate,

say, with the chance of a live slow match in his magazine, or cutting

out something heavily armed and full of men under a castle bristling

with artillery. Supposing the craft to be the ‘Shark,’ what was to be

the issue? The ‘Bride’ would be recognised; and Hope-Kennedy was not

likely, as I might take it, to let us float alongside of him if he

could help it. Suppose we maimed her and compelled her to bring to;

what then? I had asked Finn this question long before, and he had said

it would not come to a hand-to-hand struggle. But how could he tell? If

we offered to board they might threaten to fire into us, and a single

shot, let alone a wounded or a killed man, might raise blood enough to

end in as grim an affray as ever British colours floated over. Small

wonder that my excitement rose with all these fancies and speculations.

And then again, supposing the stranger to be the ‘Shark,’ there was (to

me) the astonishing coincidence of falling in with her--picking her up,

indeed, as though we had been steered dead into her wake by some spirit

hand instead of blundering on her through a stroke of luck, which

had no more reference to Finn’s calculations, and suppositions and

hopings, than to the indications of the nose of our chaste and gilded

figure-head.

When I went on deck I spied Wilfrid coming down the forerigging. He

held on very tightly and felt about with his sprawling feet with

uncommon cautiousness for the ratlines ere relaxing his grip of the

shrouds. Finn was immediately under him, standing by, perhaps, to

shoulder him up if he should turn dizzy. They reached the deck and came

aft.

‘She’s not yet in sight from the cross-trees,’ exclaimed Wilfrid,

puffing and irritable from nervousness and exertion and disappointment,

‘and I can’t climb higher.’

‘If she’s the “Shark,”’ said I, ‘you’re not going to raise her upon

the horizon as if she were a beacon. But there’s a spread of wings

here that _she_ can’t show anyhow, and it will be strange if her white

plumes are not nodding above that blue edge by noon.’

‘Ay, sir,’ rumbled Finn, ‘specially with that coming along,’ pointing

to the north, where the weather looked heavy and smoky and thunderous

with a purple rounding of shadow upon the sea-line and a hot-looking

copperish light flowing off the jagged summits into the dusty blue as

though it were sundown that was reflected there, whilst the troubled

roll of the swell out of the shadow on the ocean put a finishing touch

to the countenance of storm you found spreading astern from north-east

to north-west. ‘There’ll be wind enough there, sir,’ said Finn,

keeping his square-ended stumpy fore-finger levelled, ‘to give us white

water to above our bow ports anon, or I’m a codfish.’

Wilfrid turned about and fell to pacing the deck; he struck out as

though walking for a wager, tossing his legs and swinging his arms

and measuring the planks from the wheel to very nearly abreast of the

galley. Such of the sailors as were to windward slided to the other

side, where you saw them exchanging looks though there was no want of

respect in their manner, but on the contrary an air of active sympathy

as if they were getting to master the full meaning of the existence of

that sail below the horizon by observing how the report of it worked in

the baronet.

‘We must try and raise her,’ muttered Finn in my ear, ‘if only to

pacify his honour by the sight of her. He can’t climb, and he’ll go out

of himself if he don’t see her soon.’

‘But do you gain on her!’

‘Why, yes, she is visible from the cross-trees already. But Sir Wilfrid

can’t get so high.’ Well, thought I, this should surely signify slower

heels than the ‘Shark’ is allowed to have.

I went to the taffrail and overhung it, watching the sky astern with an

occasional mechanical glance at the wool-white spin of the wake gushing

over the surface of the jumble of the swell like steam from the funnel

of a locomotive. It was blowing a fresh wind, though I guessed it would

slacken away soon to pipe up in a fresh slant presently. The yacht was

a great fabric of cloths, every stitch abroad that would hold air, and

she drove through it humming, troubled as she was by the irregular

heave of the sea. In fact her movements were so awkward as to render

walking inconvenient, and nothing, I believe, but the not knowing what

he was about could have furnished Wilfrid with his steady shanks that

morning. It was like a bit of sleep-walking, indeed, where a man who

awake could not look down forty feet without desiring to cast himself

out of a window, safely and exquisitely treads a narrow ledge of roof

as high as the top of London Monument.

I was startled from my reverie by an exclamation, and turning, saw him

hastily approaching Miss Jennings, who had just arrived on deck. He

came to her with his arms extended as though he would embrace her.

‘Laura, have you heard?’

‘_Is_ it the “Shark,” Wilfrid?’

‘Finn says yes. She exactly answers to the “Shark’s” description.

Hereabouts she should be, this is her track,--yes, yes, it is the

“Shark.” Would God it were Monday!’ Then, seeing me looking, he bawled,

‘Eh, Charles, what other ship should she prove? Fore and aft--fore

and aft, of the “Shark’s” burthen, as you and Finn say, a schooner,

a pleasure craft by the colour of her canvas--’ his face suddenly

darkened, and he said something to Miss Jennings, but what I could

not gather. She half turned away as if overcome by a sudden sense of

sickness or faintness; the effect of some expression of fierce joy,

I dare say, on his part, some savage whisper of assurance that his

opportunity was not far distant now which acted upon her nervous system

that trembled yet to the surprise of the news I had sent her through

her maid. There was something so sad and appealing in her beauty just

then that but for the feelings it possessed me with I might scarcely

have suspected what a lover’s heart I already carried in my breast for

her. The troubled sweetness of her glances, her pale cheeks and lips,

the swift rise and fall of her bosom, betokened consternation and the

conflict of many emotions and, as I could not but think, a subduing

sense of loneliness. Well, I must say I loved her the better for this

weakness of spirit, for this recoil from the confrontment that she

had been endeavouring to persuade herself she was looking forward to

with a longing for it only a little less venomous than Wilfrid’s.

Nothing, I had thought again and again, but the soul of a fond, tender,

chaste woman, gentle in mind and of a nature loveable, with the best

weaknesses of her sex, could go clad in such graces as she walked in

withal from her topmost curl of gold to the full, firm, elegant little

foot on which she seemed to float to the buoyant measures of the

yacht’s deck.

Wilfrid addressed her again hurriedly and eagerly with the

gesticulations of a Jew in a passion. She answered softly, continuously

sending scared looks over the yacht’s bow. I heard him name his wife,

but it was not for me to join them nor to listen, so I overhung the

taffrail afresh, observing that even now there was a noticeable

weakening in the weight of the wind, whilst the swing of the swell from

a little to the westward of north was growing more regular, a longer

and fuller heave with an opalescent glance in the vapour immediately

over the sea-line as though the weather was clearing past the rim of

the ocean.

‘Mr. Monson.’

I turned. Miss Laura stood by my side. Wilfrid had left the deck. ‘Is

that vessel, that is said to be ahead of us, the ‘Shark,’ do you think?’

‘I wish I knew positively for your sake, that I might relieve your

anxiety.’

‘If she should prove to be the vessel that my sister is in’--she drew

a long, tremulous breath--‘it will be a marvellous meeting, for I feel

_now_ as you have felt all through--now that that yacht is in sight

from the mast up there--that this ocean is a vast wilderness.’ She

slowly ran her eyes, which were still charged with their scared look,

along the sea-line.

‘Well, Miss Jennings, hanging and marriage go by destiny, they say, and

so does chasing a wife at sea apparently. I give you my word I am so

excited I can scarcely talk.’

‘But it may not be the ‘Shark.’’

‘Why, no.’

‘I hope it is not,’ she cried, starting to the rise in her voice with a

glance at the helmsman, who stood near us.

‘I can see that in your face,’ said I.

‘Oh, I hope it is not, and yet I want it to be the “Shark” too. Wilfrid

must recover Henrietta. But it makes my heart stand still to think of

our meeting. Oh, her shame! her shame! and then to find _me_ here. And

what is to happen?’

‘Best let that craft turn out to be the “Shark” though,’ said I. ‘Here

we are with a programme of rambles that threatens the world’s end if

we don’t fall in with the Colonel. Keep your heart up,’ said I gently.

‘What have you to fear? It is for the galled jade to wince. Why t’other

night you would have shot Hope-Kennedy had he stood up before you.’

She tried to smile, but the movement of her lips swiftly faded out into

their expression of grief and consternation.

‘I will play my part,’ she exclaimed, twisting her ring upon her

finger. ‘If my sister refuses to leave Colonel Hope-Kennedy I have made

up my mind not to leave _her_. Where she goes I’ll go.’

‘I hope not,’ I interrupted, ‘for it might come, Miss Jennings, to my

saying that where you go _I’ll_ go, and the Colonel may have rather

curious views on the subject of guests.’

‘You said you were too excited to talk,’ she exclaimed with a little

colour mounting. ‘It may be that I am stupidly influenced by old

memories. I was always afraid of Henrietta. She had an imperious

manner, and an old lord whom I met at your cousin’s--I forget his

name--told Wilfrid that her eyes made him think of Mrs. Siddons in her

finest scenes. I fear her influence upon me when I begin to entreat

her. I know how she will look.’

‘All this is mere nervousness,’ said I. ‘You thought of these things

before, yet you are here. Besides, the sense of wrong-doing will

mightily weaken the genius of wizardry in her--her power at least of

exercising it and subduing by it--subduing even you, the tenderest and

gentlest of girls; or depend on’t she’s no true member of your sex, but

one of those demon-women whom Coleridge describes as wailing for their,

or rather in her case for _new_, lovers.’

She made no reply. Shortly afterwards the breakfast bell summoned us

below.

At table Wilfrid spoke little, but his manner was collected; whether

it was that excitement was languishing in him or that he had managed

to master himself, what he said was rational, his words and manner

unclouded by that hectic which was wont to give the countenance of

a high fever to all he said and did when anything happened to stir

him up. He was stern and thoughtful, and it was easy to see that he

accepted the vessel ahead as the ‘Shark,’ and that he was settling his

plans. I was heartily grateful for this posture in him. I never knew

anyone so fatiguing with his restlessness as my cousin. Half an hour

of his company when he was much excited left one as tired, dry, and

hollow as a four hours’ argument with an illogical man. He was too much

preoccupied to notice how pale and subdued and scared Miss Laura was,

struggle as she might in his presence to seem otherwise. I talked very

cautiously for fear of provoking a discussion that might heat him. Once

he asked me in an angry, twitting way, as though to the heave-up within

him of a sudden mood of wrath with a parcel of words atop which were

bound to find the road out, whether I felt disposed _now_ to challenge

his judgment, whether I was still of opinion that the ocean was too

wide a field for such a chase as this, and so on, proceeding steadily

but with rising warmth through the catalogue of my early objections to

the voyage, but instead of answering him I praised the bit of virgin

corned beef off which I was breakfasting, wondered why it was that

poultry was always insipid at sea, and so forced him back into his dark

and collected silence or obliged him to quit his subject.

However, his inability to keep his attention long fixed helped me here,

for he never attempted to pick up the end of the thread I had cut,

though, little as he spoke, two-thirds of what he delivered himself of

might have been worked into hot arguments but for my cautious answers.

I was not surprised on going on deck to find the wind no more than a

light draught with the main boom swinging to the long roll of the yacht

and the canvas flapping with vicious snaps at sheet and yard-arm. The

water seemed to wash thick as oil from the yacht’s sides, a dirty blue

that went into an oozy sort of green northwards. There was a deadness

in the lift of the swell that made you think of an idiot shouldering

his way through a crowd, and the eye sought in vain for a streak of

foam for the relief of the crisp vitality of it.

‘Is that wind or thunder, think you, Mr. Crimp?’ said I to the mate,

whom I found in charge, whilst I pointed to the heaped-up folds of

cloud astern, the brows of which were not far off the central sky

that, spite of the sunshine, was blurred to the very luminary himself

with the shadow in the north and with tatters and curls and streaks of

rusty brassish vapour risen off the line of the main body and sulkily

floating southwards.

‘Wind or thunder?’ answered Crimp with a dull, indifferent look; ‘well,

’tain’t tufted enough for thunder, but there’ll be a breeze, I allow,

behind this here swell.’

‘Are we rising the chap ahead?’

‘Not noticeably. She’ll have to shift her hellum for us for that to

happen at this pace,’ sending an askew glance over the side. I was

leaving him. ‘Heard any more woices?’ he asked.

‘No, have you?’

‘No, and don’t want to. It’s been a puzzling me, though,’ he exclaimed,

mumbling over a quid the juice of which had stained the corners of his

mouth into so sour a sneer that no artist could have painted it better.

‘Tell’ee what it is. I’m a-going to believe in ghosts.’

‘You can’t do better,’ said I; ‘get hold of a ghost and it will explain

everything for you.’

‘Well, ’taint a childish notion anyhow. There’s first class folks as

believes in sperrits. What’s a ghost like? Ne’er a man as I’ve asked

forrads knows saving the mute, who describes it as a houtline.’

‘What’s inside his outline?’ I asked.

‘Why, that there Muffin can’t get further than that. I says to him,

how can a houtline speak? Look here, says he, answer me this: suppose

ye takes a bottle and sucks out all the air from inside of it, what’s

left? A wacuum, says I. And what’s a wacuum? says he. Why, I says, says

I, space, ain’t it? I says. And what’s space? says he. Why nothen, I

suppose, I says, says I. Then, says he, how can nothen exist? And yet,

says he, it do exist, because ye can point to the bottle and say there

it is. So with a ghost, says he; it’s a houtline with nothen inside

it if you like, but it’s as real in its emptiness as the inside of a

bottle with nothen in it.’

At any other time I should have hugely enjoyed an argument with this

acrid old sailor on such a subject as ghosts. There is no company to

my taste to equal that of a sour, prejudiced, ignorant salt of matured

years, whose knowledge of life has been gained by looking at the world

through a ship’s hawse pipe, and who is full to the throat with the

sayings and the superstitions of the forecastle. Jacob Crimp was such a

man. Indeed he was the best example of the kind that I can recollect,

thanks, perhaps, to the help he got from his queer sea-eyes, glutinous

in appearance as a jelly-fish, one peering athwart the other with a

look of quarrelling about them that most happily corresponded with

the sulky expression of his face and the growl of his voice that was

like a sea-blessing. But it was impossible to think of the schooner

ahead and talk with this man about ghosts. I left him and got into the

fore-shrouds and ascended to the cross-trees, where, receiving the

glass from the fellow on the yard above, I took a view of the sea over

the bow, and caught plainly the canvas of the vessel we were heading

for,--her mainsail visible to the boom of it with a glimpse of her

bowsprit end wriggling off into the dusky blue air at every rise of her

bow to the lift of the swell. I noticed, however, that she had taken

in her main gaff topsail, possibly with an eye to the weather astern;

but it was a thing to set me problemising. Supposing her to be the

‘Shark,’ either she had not yet sighted us or she had no suspicion of

us. Fidler, her captain, would, when we showed fair, be pretty sure to

twig us by our rig; but was it likely that the Colonel and Lady Monson

would gravely suppose that Wilfrid had started in chase of them? That,

indeed, might depend upon whether her ladyship had missed the Colonel’s

letter to her, which my cousin had asked me to read. Well, we should

have to wait a little. My heart beat briskly as I descended to the

deck. Put yourself in my place, and think of the sort of excitement

that was threatened before that morning sun shining up there had set!

Half an hour later the weak draught had died out; the rolling of

the ‘Bride’ was putting a voice of thunder into her canvas, and the

strain on hemp and spar presently obliged old Crimp to take in his

studdingsails, which he followed on by ordering the topgallant-sail to

be rolled up and the gaff topsail hauled down. Wilfrid, who had arrived

on deck, stood haggardly eyeing these manœuvres, but he said nothing,

contenting himself with an occasional look, as dark as the shadow

astern of us, at the weather there, and a fretful stride to the rail

and a stormy stare at the sallow oil-smooth water that came swelling to

the counter and washing the length of the little ship in a manner that

made her stagger at times most abominably.

‘Let that vessel prove what she may,’ said I, sitting down on a grating

abaft the wheel close to which he was standing, ‘we appear to have the

heels of her in light airs, however it may be with her in a breeze of

wind.’

‘How do you know?’ he inquired in a churchyard note.

‘Why,’ said I, ‘I was just now in the crosstrees and found her showing

fair from them, whereas before breakfast she was only visible from the

topgallantyard.’

He looked at me with a heavy, leaden eye, and said, ‘A plague on the

wind! It has all gone; just when we want it too.’

‘We shall have a capful anon,’ I exclaimed; ‘no need to whistle for

it. Mark how it brightens down upon the sea-line yonder as that shadow

floats upwards. That means wind enough to whiten this tumbling oiliness

for us.’

He directed his gaze in a mechanical way towards the quarter in which I

was looking, but said nothing. Miss Jennings came out of the companion.

I took her hand and brought her to the grating.

‘A strange, oppressive calm,’ she cried; ‘how sickly the sunshine is!

Nature looks to be in as dull a mood as we are.’

‘Wilf,’ said I, ‘if that schooner is the “Shark,” what will you do?’

‘What would _you_ do?’ he answered sternly, as though he imagined I

quizzed him, when God knows I was in a more sober and anxious humour

than I can express.

‘Well,’ said I very quietly and gravely, ‘when I got my yacht within

reach of her glasses, if I could manage it, I should signal that I

wanted to speak her.’

‘Quite right; that’s what I shall do,’ said he.

‘But after!’ I exclaimed.

‘After what?’ he cried.

‘Why, confound it, Wilf, suppose she makes no response, holds on all,

as we say at sea, and bowls along without taking the slightest notice

of us.’

He approached me close, laid his great hand upon my shoulder and thrust

his long arm forth straight as a handspike pointing to the forecastle

gun. ‘_There’s_ my answer to that,’ he cried in my ear in a voice as

disagreeable as the sound of a saw with irritability; ‘you wished me

to strike it down into the hold, d’ye remember? you were for ridiculing

it from the moment of your catching sight of it; yet without that

messenger to deliver my mind what answer would there be to the question

you have just now put? Oh my God,’ he suddenly cried, smiting his

forehead, ‘I feel as if I shall go mad.’

He crossed to the other side of the deck and paced it alone. Miss

Jennings was too much dejected by all this, by the excitement of the

time, by nervousness, grief, anxiety, to converse; nor, indeed, was my

mood a very sociable one. I procured a chair for her, and, presently

found myself alone, as Wilfrid was, wishing from the very bottom of my

heart that Colonel Hope-Kennedy was hanged, her ladyship in a lunatic

asylum, and myself in my old West End haunts again, though somehow

a misgiving as to the accuracy of this last desire visited me on a

sudden with the glance I just then happened to cast at Miss Laura, who

sat with her hands folded upon her lap, her head bowed in a posture

of meditation that took an indescribable character of pathos from the

expression on her sweet face.

It was now a little after ten o’clock. Crimp, who was pacing near me

that Wilfrid might have the whole range of the weather quarterdeck to

himself, suddenly rumbled out, ‘Here comes the wind at last!’ The stern

of the yacht was still upon the north, where, at the very verge of the

waters which sluggishly heaved like molten lead under the dark canopy

of vapour that overhung them, the sea was roughening and whitening to

the whipping of wind which looked at that distance to be coming along

in a straight line, though as it approached us I witnessed a strange

effect of long fibrine feelers sweeping out of the hoarse and rushing

ridges of foam which were seething towards us--like darting livid

tongues of creatures hidden in the yeast behind tipped with froth that

made one think of the slender stem of a vessel ripping through the

surface. In a few minutes the boiling popple was all about us, hissing

to our counter with a shriek of wind which flashed with such spite into

the great space of mainsail and the whole spread of square topsail

that the yacht for a moment was bowed down to her ways, fair as it

took her on her quarter. An instant she lay so, then came surging back

to an almost level deck with her rigging alive as with the ringing of

bells, took a sudden plunge forward, throwing from either bow a mass of

creaming sea the summit of which went spinning like a snowstorm ahead

of her, then gathering impulse in a long, floating, launching plunge as

it were, she went sliding through it faster and faster yet till she had

a wake like a millrace in chase of her.

It was a scene full of the life and spirit and reality of the ocean

after the spell of sulky calm with its dingy northern heaving of water

and its haze of weak, moist sunlight in the south and east. Finn to

the first of the blast came on deck and fell a-bawling, the sailors

sprang from rope to rope with lively heartiness, the slack running gear

blew out in semicircles, which with the curve of the canvas and the

lean of the masts as the yacht swept forward with the brine boiling

high along her, gave a wild, expectant, headlong look to the whole

rushing fabric, something indeed to make one fancy that the spirit of

her owner, the expression of whose face had her own strained, eager,

rushing air, so to speak, had passed into and vitalised her--mere

structure of timber as she was--into passionate human yearnings.

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