JEALOUS AS A TIGER.

It is a little after two a.m., and the ball is breaking up. Not a very

late hour, as many of the people live at a distance, and have a long

drive homeward, over hilly roads.

By the fashion prevailing a _galop_ brings the dancing to a close. The

musicians, slipping their instruments into cases and baize bags, retire

from the room; soon after deserted by all, save a spare servant or two,

who make the rounds to look to extinguishing the lamps, with a sharp eye

for waifs in the shape of dropped ribbons or _bijouterie_.

Gentlemen guests stay longer in the dining-room over claret and

champagne "cup," or the more time-honoured B and S; while in the hallway

there is a crush, and on the stairs a stream of ladies, descending

cloaked and hooded.

Soon the crowd waxes thinner, relieved by carriages called up, quickly

filling, and whirled off.

That of Squire Powell is among them; and Captain Ryecroft, not without

comment from certain officious observers, accompanies the young lady, he

has been so often dancing with, to the door.

Having seen her off with the usual ceremonies of leave-taking, he

returns into the porch, and there for a while remains. It is a large

portico, with Corinthian columns, by one of which he takes stand, in

shadow. But there is a deeper shadow on his own brow, and a darkness in

his heart, such as he has never in his life experienced. He feels how

he has committed himself, but not with any remorse or repentance.

Instead, the jealous anger is still within his breast, ripe and ruthless

as ever. Nor is it so unnatural. Here is a woman--not Miss Powell, but

Gwen Wynn--to whom he has given his heart--acknowledged the surrender,

and in return had acknowledgment of hers--not only this, but offered his

hand in marriage--placed the pledge upon her finger, she assenting and

accepting--and now, in the face of all, openly, and before his face,

engaged in flirtation!

It is not the first occasion for him to have observed familiarities

between her and the son of Sir George Shenstone; trifling, it is true,

but which gave him uneasiness. But to-night things have been more

serious, and the pain caused him all-imbuing and bitter.

He does not reflect how he has been himself behaving. For to none more

than the jealous lover is the big beam unobservable, while the little

mote is sharply descried. He only thinks of her ill-behaviour, ignoring

his own. If she has been but dissembling, coquetting with him, even

that were reprehensible. Heartless, he deems it--sinister--something

more, an indiscretion. Flirting while engaged--what might she do when

married?

He does not wrong her by such direct self-interrogation. The suspicion

were unworthy of himself, as of her; and as yet he has not given way to

it. Still her conduct seems inexcusable, as inexplicable; and to get

explanation of it he now tarries, while others are hastening away.

Not resolutely. Besides the half sad, half indignant expression upon

his countenance, there is also one of indecision. He is debating within

himself what course to pursue, and whether he will go off without

bidding her good-bye. He is almost mad enough to be ill-mannered; and

possibly, were it only a question of politeness, he would not stand

upon, or be stayed by it. But there is more. The very same spiteful

rage hinders him from going. He thinks himself aggrieved, and,

therefore, justifiable in demanding to know the reason--to use a slang,

but familiar phrase, "having it out."

Just as has reached this determination, an opportunity is offered him.

Having taken leave of Miss Linton, he has returned to the door, where he

stands hat in hand, his overcoat already on. Miss Wynn is now also

there, bidding good night to some guests--intimate friends--who have

remained till the last. As they move off, he approaches her; she, as if

unconsciously, and by the merest chance, lingering near the entrance.

It is all pretence on her part, that she has not seen him dallying

about; for she has several times, while giving _conge_ to others of the

company. Equally feigned her surprise, as she returns his salute,

saying--

"Why, Captain Ryecroft! I supposed you were gone long ago!"

"I am sorry, Miss Wynn, you should think me capable of such rudeness."

"Captain Ryecroft" and "Miss Wynn," instead of "Vivian" and "Gwen!" It

is a bad beginning, ominous of a worse ending.

The rejoinder, almost a rebuke, places her at a disadvantage, and she

says rather confusedly--

"O! certainly not, sir. But where there are so many people, of course,

one does not look for the formalities of leave-taking."

"True; and, availing myself of that, I might have been gone long since,

as you supposed, but for--"

"For what?"

"A word I wish to speak with you--alone. Can I?"

"Oh, certainly."

"Not here?" he asks suggestingly.

She glances around. There are servants hurrying about through the hall,

crossing and recrossing, with the musicians coming forth from the

dining-room, where they have been making a clearance of the cold fowl,

ham, and heel-taps.

With quick intelligence comprehending, but without further speech she

walks out into the portico, he preceding. Not to remain there, where

eyes would still be on them, and ears within hearing. She has an Indian

shawl upon her arm--throughout the night carried while promenading--and

again throwing it over her shoulders, she steps down upon the gravelled

sweep, and on into the grounds.

Side by side they proceed in the direction of the summer-house, as many

times before, though never in the same mood as now. And never, as now,

so constrained and silent; for not a word passes between them till they

reach the pavilion.

There is light in it. But a few hundred yards from the house, it came

in for part of the illumination, and its lamps are not yet

extinguished--only burning feebly.

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