XIX

A brilliant spring was reigning in Monte Carlo. Not the pale, cold,

Russian spring, when in May the first shy snowdrops barely manage to

force their white heads through the ground; nor yet the Roman spring,

that Gzhatski called “modest,” but the real, passionate, southern

precursor of summer. April was not yet over, but the weather was hot

as at midsummer. The blue sea sparkled dazzlingly under the unbearably

strong rays of the sun, flowers hung like thick carpets over walls and

terraces, gorgeous roses climbed over the trellises and fences of the

gardens. And no one was there to admire all this splendour—for the season

was over, the hotels and shops were closed, the shutters of the villas

were up, and Monte Carlo resembled the kingdom of the “Sleeping Beauty.”

All the life that was still there was concentrated in the neighbourhood

of the gaming rooms, and it was here that Irene and Gzhatski spent their

days, walking in the lovely Casino gardens, or sitting on the fairy-like

terrace overlooking the sea.

They had intended to be married immediately on their arrival in Monte

Carlo, but, as is always the case with Russians, it had turned out

that the ceremony could only take place on the production of countless

official papers that had to be sent for to Russia. In the meantime, they

had settled in a large hotel close to the Casino—the only hotel open all

the year round—and happy in each other’s society, they revelled in the

glories of the golden springtime that fashionable Riviera visitors had so

foolishly abandoned.

Monte Carlo produced a very curious impression on Irene. In Rome she

had seen, side by side with palaces, splendid carriages, and dazzling

luxury, the most heart-rending poverty and beggary—a contrast to be met

with in all large cities. Here, on the contrary, there was nothing of the

kind. It seemed as if every inhabitant of this sunlit fairyland lived

and existed merely for his own pleasure. The very waiters at the Café de

Paris hummed and danced to the sound of the Hungarian orchestra as they

served visitors with refreshments. The Arab pedlars, selling Eastern

shawls, wandered through the gardens in their white _burnous_ and their

smart red boots, apparently more intent upon boasting of the beauty of

their wares than upon selling them. The only busy people in the whole

place seemed to be the croupiers, and when, at given hours, groups of

them came out of the Casino to be replaced by new relays, they reminded

one of workmen leaving a factory after an exhausting day’s work.

The remaining inhabitants did nothing from morning till night but

walk about in elegant summer clothes, feed pigeons, drink tea to the

accompaniment of music, play with their absurd little dogs, or gamble in

the Casino.

Irene was much interested in this, to her, novel type of public, and

was particularly astonished at the sight of so many middle-aged, even

old, women, with dyed hair, made-up faces, girlish dresses and hats,

tripping gracefully along, and smiling coquettishly at their funny little

old-men admirers. The latter, even if somewhat shaky on their legs, also

wore light, fashionable clothes, and flowers in their buttonholes. At

first they made Irene laugh, but soon, with the inconsistency of nearly

all weak characters, she began to wonder whether it was not much wiser

to cling to one’s youth than to be old at thirty, as was her own case.

The conviction that this was indeed so came upon her suddenly, and she

immediately rushed off to Nice, and ordered a whole mountain of elegant

dresses, hats, false curls, etc. Having previously considered it a sin to

spend an extra penny on clothes, Irene now went from shop to shop, never

even attempting to bargain, and throwing money about with almost feverish

prodigality in her desire to possess herself without delay of all that

was most elegant and luxurious in the way of frocks and frills.

Gzhatski observed her in amazed silence, and smilingly watched the

transformation of yesterday’s nun, with her flat hair and her eternal

black dress, into a coloured fashion-plate. Being, in his heart, far more

pleased than otherwise that his future wife should be well dressed and

elegant, he did not protest. What disquieted him much more, indeed, was

a passion that Irene suddenly developed for gambling. Gzhatski, having

himself once advised her to cultivate some passion, if only artificially,

just that it might attach her more firmly to earth, very ruefully

contemplated the development of this passion now that it had shown itself

without any effort on Irene’s part! Sergei Grigorievitch, indeed, was one

of those men who, in the woman they have chosen, admit only one possible

passion: that of love for themselves!

It was anything but easy to dissuade Irene from gambling. She revelled in

the sensations of those feverish minutes passed at the tables, falling

into the depths of despair at the loss of fifty francs, and soaring

into an absolute frenzy of delight at the gain of forty! On leaving the

gambling rooms, Irene took deep breaths of the fresh sea air, her eyes

shone, and it seemed to her that the sea and the hills and the flowers

had never been so beautiful before. It was this that displeased Gzhatski.

He might have reconciled himself to the idea of her gambling had she

regretted her losses, but he could not forgive her that feverish delight,

that moral ecstacy and satisfaction that she gleaned from this new craze.

Sometimes he succeeded in luring her away from the temptations of the

tables by arranging excursions in the neighbourhood. Like most Slavs,

indeed like most sons of a young race, Gzhatski could not grow old, and

at forty, he often laughed and played pranks like a schoolboy. He had the

capacity, indeed, of infecting everyone around him with his gaiety, even

cab-drivers, boatmen, and waiters! To each and all of them he knew how to

say the right word, or make the right joke, at the right moment. He was

descended indeed from a noble old race of landowners, who had always been

ready to till their own soil, side by side with their peasants, seeing

in the latter, not machines, but interesting and deserving human beings.

To Irene, such simple relations with the lower classes seemed strangely

new and original. In the usual Petrograd fashion, she had hardly ever

exchanged a word with her servants, and barely knew them by sight. At

hotels at which she had stayed for two months she had nearly always, on

leaving, been obliged, before giving a tip, to ask the manager which

waiter had served her all the time, she herself being quite unable to

distinguish him from the others.

In every way, indeed, Gzhatski proved a most interesting travelling

companion. Men always bring gaiety and animation into the lives of

lonely women, even when they are neither lovers nor husbands, but

simply distant relations. This is so, because women who have no social

activities to distract their thoughts are inclined to look upon life as

something tragic and fatal, against which it is useless to struggle. Men,

on the other hand, who, if only indirectly, make our laws and govern

our countries, do not attach much importance to life, often indeed

regarding it from the humorous standpoint. It is popularly supposed that

men are more conservative than women, and that they care more about

traditions and old customs. Actually, however, the laws and customs they

passionately defend are invariably useful at the moment, and when the

need for them passes, men are the first to abandon them. Women, on the

contrary, cling desperately to traditions, especially inconvenient and

troublesome ones, and if ever they decide to defy even some unimportant

social law, they do it tragically, as though flinging themselves into an

abyss.

“There! I have cut off my hair, and I smoke,” thinks a newly-converted

Nihilist. “The thing is done—there is no turning back. Whatever I may

do now, nothing can win me back my old position, and the respect of my

fellows. And so—vogue le galère!”

How many perfectly modest women having once let their hairdressers

persuade them to dye their hair auburn, immediately assume the manners

and conversational style of “cocottes!”

The southern spring, the music, the excitement of gambling, the constant

society of a charming man, all this did not fail to make its due

impression on Irene, with the result that she fell, day by day, more and

more deeply in love with Gzhatski. In her past dreams of love she had

always seen herself hotly disputing with her lover, proclaiming her views

and theories like a prophetess, and bringing him round unreservedly to

her opinions on all matters. To her own astonishment, however, she now

no longer cared in the least about any of her old theories and ideas,

and was ready to give them all up without a sigh, to please Gzhatski.

She had long ago left off being particular about _what_ he said to her,

her attention being entirely riveted on the way he said it, on his every

movement, smile, or change of expression. Alone in her room in the

evening she sat up late, and could not sleep at night, for thinking of

his elegant figure, the gleam of his even white teeth, the picturesque

manner in which he smoked his cigarette, etc. The blood rushed to her

head, her heart beat loudly, she breathed quickly. Père Etienne had been

right in suspecting that an ardent temperament lay concealed under her

cold exterior. It is probable, indeed, that Irene was one of the many

“chaste sensualists” who abound in society. It is strange that these

unconsciously voluptuous natures, suffering as they do very extremely

through the virtuous life imposed on them by circumstances, always

attribute their sufferings to some lofty ethical reason, such as loss

of faith in God, disappointment in their friends, misunderstood ideals,

etc., and would in every case be deeply offended should anyone dare to

suggest to them a very simple and prosaic cure for their “noble sorrow.”

They usually guard their virtue very jealously, vaguely feeling that if

once passion gains the upper hand over them, they will be her slaves for

life.

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