"Should this be found I want these facts recorded. Oates' last thoughts

were of his mother, but immediately before he took pride in thinking that

his regiment would be pleased with the bold way in which he met his

death. We can testify to his bravery. He has borne intense suffering for

weeks without complaint, and to the very last was able and willing to

discuss outside subjects. He did not--would not--give up hope till the

very end. He was a brave soul. This was the end. He slept through the

night before last, hoping not to wake; but he woke in the

morning--yesterday. It was blowing a blizzard. He said, 'I am just going

outside and may be some time.' He went out into the blizzard and we have

not seen him since.

"I take this opportunity of saying that we have stuck to our sick

companions to the last. In case of Edgar Evans, when absolutely out of

food and he lay insensible, the safety of the remainder seemed to demand

his abandonment, but Providence mercifully removed him at this critical

moment. He died a natural death, and we did not leave him till two hours

after his death. We knew that poor Oates was walking to his death, but

though we tried to dissuade him, we knew it was the act of a brave man

and an English gentleman. We all hope to meet the end with a similar

spirit, and assuredly the end is not far.

"I can only write at lunch and then only occasionally. The cold is

intense, -40° at mid-day. My companions are unendingly cheerful, but we

are all on the verge of serious frost-bites, and though we constantly

talk of fetching through I don't think any one of us believes it in his

heart.

"We are cold on the march now, and at all times except meals. Yesterday

we had to lay up for a blizzard and to-day we move dreadfully slowly. We

are at No. 14 Pony Camp, only two pony marches from One Ton Depôt. We

leave here our theodolite, a camera, and Oates' sleeping-bags. Diaries,

etc., and geological specimens carried at Wilson's special request, will

be found with us or on our sledge."

"_Sunday, March 18._ To-day, lunch, we are 21 miles from the depôt. Ill

fortune presses, but better may come. We have had more wind and drift

from ahead yesterday; had to stop marching; wind N.W., force 4, temp.

-35°. No human being could face it, and we are worn out _nearly_.

"My right foot has gone, nearly all the toes--two days ago I was proud

possessor of best feet.... Bowers takes first place in condition, but

there is not much to choose after all. The others are still confident of

getting through--or pretend to be--I don't know! We have the last _half_

fill of oil in our primus and a very small quantity of spirit--this alone

between us and thirst. The wind is fair for the moment, and that is

perhaps a fact to help. The mileage would have seemed ridiculously small

on our outward journey."

"_Monday, March 19. Lunch._ We camped with difficulty last night and were

dreadfully cold till after our supper of cold pemmican and biscuit and a

half pannikin of cocoa cooked over the spirit. Then, contrary to

expectation, we got warm and all slept well. To-day we started in the

usual dragging manner. Sledge dreadfully heavy. We are 15½ miles from the

depôt and ought to get there in three days. What progress! We have two

days' food but barely a day's fuel. All our feet are getting

bad--Wilson's best, my right foot worse, left all right. There is no

chance to nurse one's feet till we can get hot food into us. Amputation

is the least I can hope for now, but will the trouble spread? That is the

serious question. The weather doesn't give us a chance--the wind from N.

to N.W. and -40° temp, to-day."

"_Wednesday, March 21._ Got within 11 miles of depôt Monday night; had to

lay up all yesterday in severe blizzard. To-day forlorn hope, Wilson and

Bowers going to depôt for fuel."

"_22 and 23._ Blizzard bad as ever--Wilson and Bowers unable to

start--to-morrow last chance--no fuel and only one or two of food

left--must be near the end. Have decided it shall be natural--we shall

march for the depôt with or without our effects and die in our tracks."

"_Thursday, March 29._ Since the 21st we have had a continuous gale from

W.S.W. and S.W. We had fuel to make two cups of tea apiece and bare food

for two days on the 20th. Every day we have been ready to start for our

depôt _11 miles_ away, but outside the door of the tent it remains a

scene of whirling drift. I do not think we can hope for any better things

now. We shall stick it out to the end, but we are getting weaker, of

course, and the end cannot be far.

"It seems a pity, but I do not think I can write more.

R. SCOTT."

_Last entry._ "For God's sake, look after our people."

The following extracts are from letters written by Scott:

_To Mrs. E. A. Wilson_

MY DEAR MRS. WILSON. If this letter reaches you, Bill and I will have

gone out together. We are very near it now and I should like you to know

how splendid he was at the end--everlastingly cheerful and ready to

sacrifice himself for others, never a word of blame to me for leading him

into this mess. He is not suffering, luckily, at least only minor

discomforts.

His eyes have a comfortable blue look of hope and his mind is peaceful

with the satisfaction of his faith in regarding himself as part of the

great scheme of the Almighty. I can do no more to comfort you than to

tell you that he died as he lived, a brave, true man--the best of

comrades and staunchest of friends.

My whole heart goes out to you in pity. Yours,

R. SCOTT.

_To Mrs. Bowers_

MY DEAR MRS. BOWERS. I am afraid this will reach you after one of the

heaviest blows of your life.

I write when we are very near the end of our journey, and I am finishing

it in company with two gallant, noble gentlemen. One of these is your

son. He had come to be one of my closest and soundest friends, and I

appreciate his wonderful upright nature, his ability and energy. As the

troubles have thickened his dauntless spirit ever shone brighter and he

has remained cheerful, hopeful and indomitable to the end....

_To Sir J. M. Barrie_

MY DEAR BARRIE. We are pegging out in a very comfortless spot. Hoping

this letter may be found and sent to you, I write a word of farewell ...

Good-bye. I am not at all afraid of the end, but sad to miss many a

humble pleasure which I had planned for the future on our long marches. I

may not have proved a great explorer, but we have done the greatest march

ever made and come very near to great success. Good-bye, my dear friend.

Yours ever,

R. SCOTT.

We are in a desperate state, feet frozen, etc. No fuel and a long way

from food, but it would do your heart good to be in our tent, to hear our

songs and the cheery conversation as to what we will do when we get to

Hut Point.

_Later._ We are very near the end, but have not and will not lose our

good cheer. We have four days of storm in our tent and nowhere's food or

fuel. We did intend to finish ourselves when things proved like this, but

we have decided to die naturally in the track.[347]

The following extracts are from letters written to other friends:

" ... I want to tell you that I was _not_ too old for this job. It was

the younger men that went under first.... After all we are setting a good

example to our countrymen, if not by getting into a tight place, by

facing it like men when we were there. We could have come through had we

neglected the sick."

"Wilson, the best fellow that ever stepped, has sacrificed himself again

and again to the sick men of the party...."

" ... Our journey has been the biggest on record, and nothing but the

most exceptional hard luck at the end would have caused us to fail to

return."

"What lots and lots I could tell you of this journey. How much better has

it been than lounging in too great comfort at home."

* * * * *

MESSAGE TO THE PUBLIC

The causes of the disaster are not due to faulty organization, but to

misfortune in all risks which had to be undertaken.

1. The loss of pony transport in March 1911 obliged me to start later

than I had intended, and obliged the limits of stuff transported to be

narrowed.

2. The weather throughout the outward journey, and especially the long

gale in 83° S., stopped us.

3. The soft snow in lower reaches of glacier again reduced pace.

We fought these untoward events with a will and conquered, but it cut

into our provision reserve.

Every detail of our food supplies, clothing and depôts made on the

interior ice-sheet and over that long stretch of 700 miles to the Pole

and back, worked out to perfection. The advance party would have returned

to the glacier in fine form and with surplus of food, but for the

astonishing failure of the man whom we had least expected to fail. Edgar

Evans was thought the strongest man of the party.

The Beardmore Glacier is not difficult in fine weather, but on our return

we did not get a single completely fine day; this with a sick companion

enormously increased our anxieties.

As I have said elsewhere, we got into frightfully rough ice and Edgar

Evans received a concussion of the brain--he died a natural death, but

left us a shaken party with the season unduly advanced.

But all the facts above enumerated were as nothing to the surprise which

awaited us on the Barrier. I maintain that our arrangements for returning

were quite adequate, and that no one in the world would have expected the

temperatures and surfaces which we encountered at this time of the year.

On the summit in lat. 85°-86° we had -20°, -30°. On the Barrier in lat.

82°, 10,000 feet lower, we had -30° in the day, -47° at night pretty

regularly, with continuous head-wind during our day marches. It is clear

that these circumstances come on very suddenly, and our wreck is

certainly due to this sudden advent of severe weather, which does not

seem to have any satisfactory cause. I do not think human beings ever

came through such a month as we have come through, and we should have got

through in spite of the weather but for the sickening of a second

companion, Captain Oates, and a shortage of fuel in our depôts for which

I cannot account, and finally, but for the storm which has fallen on us

within 11 miles of the depôt at which we hoped to secure our final

supplies. Surely misfortune could scarcely have exceeded this last blow.

We arrived within 11 miles of our old One Ton Camp with fuel for one last

meal and food for two days. For four days we have been unable to leave

the tent--the gale howling about us. We are weak, writing is difficult,

but for my own sake I do not regret this journey, which has shown that

Englishmen can endure hardships, help one another, and meet death with as

great a fortitude as ever in the past. We took risks, we knew we took

them; things have come out against us, and therefore we have no cause for

complaint, but bow to the will of Providence, determined still to do our

best to the last. But if we have been willing to give our lives to this

enterprise, which is for the honour of our country, I appeal to our

countrymen to see that those who depend on us are properly cared for.

Had we lived, I should have had a tale to tell of the hardihood,

endurance, and courage of my companions which would have stirred the

heart of every Englishman. These rough notes and our dead bodies must

tell the tale, but surely, surely a great rich country like ours will see

that those who are dependent on us are properly provided for.--R.

SCOTT.[348]

[Illustration: THE POLAR JOURNEY--Apsley Cherry-Garrard, del. Emery

Walker Ltd., Collotypers.]

FOOTNOTES:

[341] Wilson.

[342] _Scott's Last Expedition_, vol. i. pp. 575-576.

[343] Ibid. p. 577.

[344] Wilson.

[345] See note at end of Chapter XIV.

[346] _Scott's Last Expedition_, vol. i. pp. 582, 583.

[347] _Scott's Last Expedition_, vol. i. pp. 584-599.

[348] _Scott's Last Expedition_, vol. i. pp. 605-607.

CHAPTER XIX

NEVER AGAIN

And now in age I bud again,

After so many deaths I live and write;

I once more smell the dew and rain,

And relish versing. O my onely light,

It cannot be

That I am he

On whom thy tempests fell all night.

HERBERT.

I shall inevitably be asked for a word of mature judgment of the

expedition of a kind that was impossible when we were all close up to it,

and when I was a subaltern of 24, not incapable of judging my elders, but

too young to have found out whether my judgment was worth anything. I now

see very plainly that though we achieved a first-rate tragedy, which will

never be forgotten just because it was a tragedy, tragedy was not our

business. In the broad perspective opened up by ten years' distance, I

see not one journey to the Pole, but two, in startling contrast one to

another. On the one hand, Amundsen going straight there, getting there

first, and returning without the loss of a single man, and without having

put any greater strain on himself and his men than was all in the day's

work of polar exploration. Nothing more business-like could be imagined.

On the other hand, our expedition, running appalling risks, performing

prodigies of superhuman endurance, achieving immortal renown,

commemorated in august cathedral sermons and by public statues, yet

reaching the Pole only to find our terrible journey superfluous, and

leaving our best men dead on the ice. To ignore such a contrast would be

ridiculous: to write a book without accounting for it a waste of time.

First let me do full justice to Amundsen. I have not attempted to

disguise how we felt towards him when, after leading us to believe that

he had equipped the Fram for an Arctic journey, and sailed for the north,

he suddenly made his dash for the south. Nothing makes a more unpleasant

impression than a feint. But when Scott reached the Pole only to find

that Amundsen had been there a month before him, his distress was not

that of a schoolboy who has lost a race. I have described what it had

cost Scott and his four companions to get to the Pole, and what they had

still to suffer in returning until death stopped them. Much of that risk

and racking toil had been undertaken that men might learn what the world

is like at the spot where the sun does not decline in the heavens, where

a man loses his orbit and turns like a joint on a spit, and where his

face, however he turns, is always to the North. The moment Scott saw the

Norwegian tent he knew that he had nothing to tell that was not already

known. His achievement was a mere precaution against Amundsen perishing

on his way back; and that risk was no greater than his own. The Polar

Journey was literally laid waste: that was the shock that staggered them.

Well might Bowers be glad to see the last of Norskies' tracks as their

homeward paths diverged.

All this heartsickness has passed away now; and the future explorer will

not concern himself with it. He will ask, what was the secret of

Amundsen's slick success? What is the moral of our troubles and losses? I

will take Amundsen's success first. Undoubtedly the very remarkable

qualities of the man himself had a good deal to do with it. There is a

sort of sagacity that constitutes the specific genius of the explorer;

and Amundsen proved his possession of this by his guess that there was

terra firma in the Bay of Whales as solid as on Ross Island. Then there

is the quality of big leadership which is shown by daring to take a big

chance. Amundsen took a very big one indeed when he turned from the route

to the Pole explored and ascertained by Scott and Shackleton and

determined to find a second pass over the mountains from the Barrier to

the plateau. As it happened, he succeeded, and established his route as

the best way to the Pole until a better is discovered. But he might

easily have failed and perished in the attempt; and the combination of

reasoning and daring that nerved him to make it can hardly be overrated.

All these things helped him. Yet any rather conservative whaling captain

might have refused to make Scott's experiment with motor transport,

ponies and man-hauling, and stuck to the dogs; and to the use of ski in

running those dogs; and it was this quite commonplace choice that sent

Amundsen so gaily to the Pole and back: with no abnormal strain on men or

dogs, and no great hardship either. He never pulled a mile from start to

finish.

The very ease of the exploit makes it impossible to infer from it that

Amundsen's expedition was more highly endowed in personal qualities than

ours. We did not suffer from too little brains or daring: we may have

suffered from too much. We were primarily a great scientific expedition,

with the Pole as our bait for public support, though it was not more

important than any other acre of the plateau. We followed in the steps of

a polar expedition which brought back more results than any of its

forerunners: Scott's Discovery voyage. We had the largest and most

efficient scientific staff that ever left England. We were discursive. We

were full of intellectual interests and curiosities of all kinds. We took

on the work of two or three expeditions.

It is obvious that there are disadvantages in such a division of energy.

Scott wanted to reach the Pole: a dangerous and laborious exploit, but a

practicable one. Wilson wanted to obtain the egg of the Emperor penguin:

a horribly dangerous and inhumanly exhausting feat which is none the less

impracticable because the three men who achieved it survived by a

miracle. These two feats had to be piled one on top of the other. What

with the Depôt Journey and others, in addition to these two, we were

sledged out by the end of our second sledging season, and our worst year

was still to come. We, the survivors, went in search of the dead when

there was a possibly living party waiting in the ice somewhere for us to

succour them. That turned out all right, because when we got back, we

found Campbell's party self-extricated and waiting for us, alive and

well. But suppose they also had perished, what would have been said of

us?

The practical man of the world has plenty of criticism of the way things

were done. He says dogs should have been taken; but he does not show how

they could have been got up and down the Beardmore. He is scandalized

because 30 lbs. of geological specimens were deliberately added to the

weight of the sledge that was dragging the life out of the men who had to

haul it; but he does not realize that it is the friction surfaces of the

snow on the runners which mattered and not the dead weight, which in this

case was almost negligible. Nor does he know that these same specimens

dated a continent and may elucidate the whole history of plant life. He

will admit that we were all very wonderful, very heroic, very beautiful

and devoted: that our exploits gave a glamour to our expedition that

Amundsen's cannot claim; but he has no patience with us, and declares

that Amundsen was perfectly right in refusing to allow science to use up

the forces of his men, or to interfere for a moment with his single

business of getting to the Pole and back again. No doubt he was; but we

were not out for a single business: we were out for everything we could

add to the world's store of knowledge about the Antarctic.

Of course the whole business simply bristles with "ifs": If Scott had

taken dogs and succeeded in getting them up the Beardmore: if we had not

lost those ponies on the Depôt Journey: if the dogs had not been taken so

far and the One Ton Depôt had been laid: if a pony and some extra oil had

been depôted on the Barrier: if a four-man party had been taken to the

Pole: if I had disobeyed my instructions and gone on from One Ton,

killing dogs as necessary: or even if I had just gone on a few miles and

left some food and fuel under a flag upon a cairn: if they had been first

at the Pole: if it had been any other season but that.... But always the

bare fact remains that Scott could not have travelled from McMurdo Sound

to the Pole faster than he did except with dogs; all the king's horses

and all the king's men could not have done it. Why, then, says the

practical man, did we go to McMurdo Sound instead of to the Bay of

Whales? Because we gained that continuity of scientific observation which

is so important in this work: and because the Sound was the

starting-point for continuing the exploration of the only ascertained

route to the Pole, via the Beardmore Glacier.

I am afraid it was all inevitable: we were as wise as any one can be

before the event. I admit that we, scrupulously economical of our

pemmican, were terribly prodigal of our man-power. But we had to be: the

draft, whatever it may have been on the whole, was not excessive at any

given point; and anyhow we just had to use every man to take every

opportunity. There is so much to do, and the opportunities for doing it

are so rare. Generally speaking, I don't see how we could have done

differently, but I don't want to see it done again; I don't want it to be

necessary to do it again. I want to see this country tackle the job, and

send enough men to do one thing at a time. They do it in Canada: why not

in England too?

But we wasted our man-power in one way which could have been avoided. I

have described how every emergency was met by calling for volunteers, and

how the volunteers were always forthcoming. Unfortunately volunteering

was relied on not only for emergencies, but for a good deal of everyday

work that should have been organised as routine; and the inevitable

result was that the willing horses were overworked. It was a point of

honour not to ca' canny. Men were allowed to do too much, and were told

afterwards that they had done too much; and that is not discipline. They

should not have been allowed to do too much. Until our last year we never

insisted on a regular routine.

Money was scarce: probably Scott could not have obtained the funds for

the expedition if its objective had not been the Pole. There was no lack

of the things which could be bought across the counter from big business

houses--all landing, sledging, and scientific equipment was

first-class--but one of the first and most important items, the ship,

would have sent Columbus on strike, and nearly sent us to the bottom of

the sea.

People talk of the niggardly equipment of Columbus when he sailed west

from the Canaries to try a short-cut to an inhabited continent of

magnificent empires, as he thought; but his three ships were, relatively

to the resources of that time, much better than the one old tramp in

which we sailed for a desert of ice in which the evening and morning are

the year and not the day, and in which not even polar bears and reindeers

can live. Amundsen had the Fram, built for polar exploration _ad hoc_.

Scott had the Discovery. But when one thinks of these Nimrods and Terra

Novas, picked up second-hand in the wooden-ship market, and faked up for

the transport of ponies, dogs, motors, and all the impedimenta of a polar

expedition, to say nothing of the men who have to try and do scientific

work inside them, one feels disposed to clamour for a Polar Factory Act

making it a crime to ship men for the ice in vessels more fit to ply

between London Bridge and Ramsgate.

And then the begging that is necessary to obtain even this equipment.

Shackleton hanging round the doors of rich men! Scott writing begging

letters for months together! Is the country not ashamed?

Modern civilized States should make up their minds to the endowment of

research, which includes exploration; and as all States benefit alike by

the scientific side of it there is plenty of scope for international

arrangement, especially in a region where the mere grabbing of territory

is meaningless, and no Foreign Office can trace the frontier between King

Edward's Plateau and King Haakon's. The Antarctic continent is still

mostly unexplored; but enough is known of it to put any settlement by

ordinary pioneer emigration, pilgrim fathers and the like, out of the

question. Ross Island is not a place for a settlement: it is a place for

an elaborately equipped scientific station, with a staff in residence

for a year at a time. Our stay of three years was far too much: another

year would have driven the best of us mad. Of the five main journeys

which fell to my lot, one, the Winter Journey, should not have been

undertaken at all with our equipment; and two others, the Dog Journey and

the Search Journey, had better have been done by fresh men. It is no use

repeating that Englishmen will respond to every call and stick it to the

death: they will (some of them); but they have to pay the price all the

same; and the price in my case was an overdraft on my vital capital which

I shall never quite pay off, and in the case of five bigger, stronger,

more seasoned men, death. The establishment of such stations and of such

a service cannot be done by individual heroes and enthusiasts cadging for

cheques from rich men and grants from private scientific societies: it is

a business, like the Nares Arctic expedition, for public organization.

I do not suppose that in these days of aviation the next visit to the

Pole will be made by men on foot dragging sledges, or by men on sledges

dragged by dogs, mules or ponies; nor will depôts be laid in that way.

The pack will not, I hope, be broken through by any old coal-burning ship

that can be picked up in the second-hand market. Specially built ships,

and enough of them; specially engined tractors and aeroplanes; specially

trained men and plenty of them, will all be needed if the work is to be

done in any sort of humane and civilized fashion; and Cabinet ministers

and voters alike must learn to value knowledge that is not baited by

suffering and death. My own bolt is shot; I do not suppose I shall ever

go south again before I go west; but if I do it will be under proper and

reasonable conditions. I may not come back a hero; but I shall come back

none the worse; for I repeat, the Antarctic, in moderation as to length

of stay, and with such accommodation as is now easily within the means of

modern civilized Powers, is not half as bad a place for public service as

the worst military stations on the equator. I hope that by the time Scott

comes home--for he is coming home: the Barrier is moving, and not a trace

of our funeral cairn was found by Shackleton's men in 1916--the

hardships that wasted his life will be only a horror of the past, and his

_via dolorosa_ a highway as practicable as Piccadilly.

And now let me come down to tin tacks. No matter how well the thing is

done in future, its organizers will want to know at first all we can tell

them about oil, about cold, and about food. First, as to oil.

Scott complains of a shortage of oil at several of his last depôts. There

is no doubt that this shortage was due to the perishing of the leather

washers of the tins which contained the paraffin oil. All these tins had

been subjected to the warmth of the sun in summer and the autumn

temperatures, which were unexpectedly cold. In his Voyage of the

Discovery Scott wrote as follows of the tins in which they drew their oil

when sledging: "Each tin had a small cork bung, which was a decided

weakness; paraffin _creeps_ in the most annoying manner, and a good deal

of oil was wasted in this way, especially when the sledges were

travelling over rough ground and were shaken or, as frequently happened,

capsized. It was impossible to make these bungs quite tight, however

closely they were jammed down, so that in spite of a trifling extra

weight a much better fitting would have been a metallic screwed bung. To

find on opening a fresh tin of oil that it was only three-parts full was

very distressing, and of course meant that the cooker had to be used with

still greater care."[349] Amundsen wrote of his paraffin: "We kept it in

the usual cans but they proved too weak; not that we lost any paraffin,

but Bjaaland had to be constantly soldering to keep them tight."[350]

Our own tins were furnished with the metallic screwed stoppers which

Scott recommended. There was no trouble reported[351] until we came up to

One Ton Camp when on the Search Journey. Here was the depôt of food and

oil which I had laid in the previous autumn for the Polar Party, stowed

in a canvas 'tank' which was buried beneath seven feet of snow; the oil

was placed on the top of the snow, in order that the red tins might prove

an additional mark for the depôt. When we dug out the tank the food

inside was almost uneatable owing to the quantity of paraffin which had

found its way down through seven feet of snow during the winter and

spring.

We then found the Polar Party and learned of the shortage of oil. After

our return to Cape Evans some one was digging about the camp and came

across a wooden case containing eight one-gallon tins of paraffin. These

had been placed there in September 1911, to be landed at Cape Crozier by

the Terra Nova when she came down. The ship could not take them: they

were snowed up during the winter, lost and forgotten, until dug up

fifteen months afterwards. Three tins were full, three empty, one a third

full and one two-thirds full.

There can be no doubt that the oil, which was specially volatile, tended

to vaporize and escape through the stoppers, and that this process was

accelerated by the perishing, and I suggest also the hardening and

shrinking, of the leather washers. Another expedition will have to be

very careful on this point: they might reduce the risk by burying the

oil.

The second point about which something must be said is the unexpected

cold met by Scott on the Barrier, which was the immediate cause of the

disaster. "No one in the world would have expected the temperatures and

surfaces which we encountered at this time of the year.... It is clear

that these circumstances come on very suddenly, and our wreck is

certainly due to this sudden advent of severe weather, which does not

seem to have any satisfactory cause."[352]

They came down the glacier in plus temperatures: nor was there anything

abnormal for more than a week after they got on to the Barrier. Then

there came a big drop to a -37° minimum on the night of February 26. It

is significant that the sun began to dip below the southern horizon at

midnight about this time. "There is no doubt the middle of the Barrier is

a pretty awful locality," wrote Scott.

Simpson, in his meteorological report, has little doubt that the

temperatures met by the Polar Party were abnormal. The records "clearly

bring to light the possibility of great cold at an extremely early period

in the year within a comparatively few miles of an open sea where the

temperatures were over 40 degrees higher." "It is quite impossible to

believe that normally there is a difference of nearly 40 degrees in March

between McMurdo Sound and the South of the Barrier." The temperatures

recorded by other sledge parties in March 1912 and those recorded at Cape

Evans form additional evidence, in Simpson's opinion, that the

temperatures experienced by Scott were not such as might be expected

during normal autumn weather.

Simpson's explanation is based upon the observations made in McMurdo

Sound by sending up balloons with self-recording instruments attached.

These showed that very rapid radiation takes place from the snow surface

in winter, which cools the air in the immediate neighbourhood: a cold

layer of air is thus formed near the ground, which may be many degrees

colder than the air above it. It becomes, as it were, colder than it

ought to be. This, however, can only happen during an absence of wind:

when a wind blows the cold layer is swept away, the air is mixed and the

temperature rises.

The absence of wind from the south noted by Scott was, in Simpson's

opinion, the cause of the low temperatures met by Scott: the temperature

was reduced ten degrees below normal at Cape Evans, and perhaps twenty

degrees where Scott was.[353]

The third question is that of food. It is this point which is most

important to future explorers. It is a fact that the Polar Party failed

to make their distance because they became weak, and that they became

weak although they were eating their full ration or more than their full

ration of food, save for a few days when they went short on the way down

the Beardmore Glacier. The first man to weaken was the biggest and

heaviest man in the expedition: "the man whom we had least expected to

fail."

The rations were of two kinds. The Barrier (B) ration was that which was

used on the Barrier during the outward journey towards the Pole. The

Summit (S) ration was the result of our experiments on the Winter

Journey. I expect it is the best ration which has been used to date, and

consisted of biscuits 16, pemmican 12, butter 2, cocoa 0.57, sugar 3 and

tea 0.86 ounces; total 34.43 ounces daily per man.

The twelve men who went forward started this S ration at the foot of the

Beardmore, and it was this ration which was left in all depôts to see

them home. It was much more satisfying than the Barrier ration, and men

could not have eaten so much when leading ponies or driving dogs in the

early stages of summer Barrier sledging: but man-hauling is a different

business altogether from leading ponies or driving dogs.

It is calculated that the body requires certain proportions of fat,

carbohydrates and proteins to do certain work under certain conditions:

but just what the absolute quantities are is not ascertained. The work of

the Polar Party was laborious: the temperatures (the most important of

the conditions) varied from comparative warmth up and down the glacier to

an average of about -20° in the rarefied air of the plateau. The

temperatures met by them on their return over the Barrier were not really

low for more than a week, and then there came quite commonly minus

thirties during the day with a further drop to minus forties at night,

when for a time the sun was below the horizon. These temperatures, which

are not very terrible to men who are fresh and whose clothing is new,

were ghastly to these men who had striven night and day almost

ceaselessly for four months on, as I maintain, insufficient food. Did

these temperatures kill them?

Undoubtedly the low temperatures caused their death, inasmuch as they

would have lived had the temperatures remained high. But Evans would not

have lived: he died before the low temperatures occurred. What killed

Evans? And why did the other men weaken as they did, though they were

eating full rations and more? Weaken so much that in the end they starved

to death?

I have always had a doubt whether the weather conditions were sufficient

to cause the tragedy. These men on full rations were supposed to be

eating food of sufficient value to enable them to do the work they were

doing, under the conditions which they actually met until the end of

February, without loss of strength. They had more than their full

rations, but the conditions in March were much worse than they imagined

to be possible: when three survivors out of the five pitched their Last

Camp they were in a terrible state. After the war I found that Atkinson

had come to wonder much as I, but he had gone farther, for he had the

values of our rations worked out by a chemical expert according to the

latest knowledge and standards. I may add that, being in command after

Scott's death, he increased the ration for the next year's sledging, so I

suppose he had already come to the conclusion that the previous ration

was not sufficient. The following are some of the data for which I am

indebted to him: the whole subject will be investigated by him and the

results published in a more detailed form.

According to the most modern standards the food requirements for

laborious work at a temperature of zero Fahr. (which is a fair Barrier

average temperature to take) are 7714 calories to produce 10,069

foot-tons of work. The actual Barrier ration which we used would generate

4003 calories, equivalent to 5331 foot-tons of work. Similar requirements

for laborious work at -10° Fahr. (which is a high average plateau

temperature) are 8500 calories to produce 11,094 foot-tons of work. The

actual Summit ration would generate 4889 calories, equivalent to 6608

foot-tons of work. These requirements are calculated for total absorption

of all food-stuffs: but in practice, by visual proof, this does not take

place: this is especially noticeable in the case of fats, a quantity of

which were digested neither by men, ponies, nor dogs.

Several things go to prove that our ration was not enough. In the first

case we were probably not as fit as we seemed after long sledge journeys.

There is no doubt that when sledging men developed an automaticity of

certain muscles at the expense of other muscles: for instance, a sledge

could be hauled all day at the expense of the arms, and we had little

power to lift weights at the end of several months of sledging. In

relation to this I would add that, when the relief ship arrived in

February 1912, four of us were at Cape Evans, but just arrived from three

months of the Polar Journey. The land party, we four among them, were

turned on to sledge stores ashore. This in practice meant twenty miles

every day dragging a sledge; a good deal of 'humping' heavy cases, from

five o'clock in the morning to very late at night; with uncertain meals

and no rests. I can remember now how hard that work was to myself and, I

expect, to those others who had been away sledging. The ship's party

sledged only every other day "because they were not used to it." This was

extremely bad organization, and in view of the possibility that some of

the men might be required for further sledging in the autumn, just silly.

Again, there is the experience of the man-hauling parties of the Polar

Journey. There was, you may remember, a man-hauling party on the way to

the Beardmore Glacier. They travelled with a light sledge but they lost

weight on the Barrier ration. It is significant that they picked up

condition when they started the Summit ration, especially Lashly.

The Polar Party and the two returning parties, who were on the Summit

ration from the foot of the Beardmore until the end of their journeys,

weakened, in Atkinson's opinion, more than they should have done had

their ration been sufficient. The First Return Party covered

approximately 1100 statute miles. At the end of their journey their

pulling muscles were all right, but Atkinson, who led the party,

considers that they were at least 70 per cent weaker in other muscles.

They all lost a great deal of weight, though they had the best conditions

of the three returning parties, and the temperatures met by them averaged

well over zero.

The Second Return Party faced much worse conditions. They were only three

men, and one of the three was so sick that for 120 miles he could not

pull and for 90 miles he had to be dragged on the sledge. The average

temperature approximated zero. They were extremely exhausted.

Scott makes constant reference to the increasing hunger of the Polar

Party: it is clear that the food did not compensate for the conditions

which were met in increasing severity. Yet they were eating rather more

than their full ration a considerable part of the time. It has to be

considered that the temperatures met by them averaged far below -10°:

that they did not absorb all their food: that increased heat was wanted

not only for energy to do extra work caused by bad surfaces and contrary

winds, but also to heat their bodies, and to thaw out their clothing and

sleeping-bags.

I believe it to be clear that the rations used by us must not only be

increased by future expeditions, but co-ordinated in different

proportions of fats, proteins and carbohydrates. Taking into

consideration the fact that our bodies were not digesting the amount of

fats we had provided, Atkinson suggests that it is useless to increase

the fats at the expense of the protein and carbohydrates. He recommends

that fats should total about 5 ounces daily. The digestion of

carbohydrates is easy and complete, and though that of protein is more

complicated there are plenty of the necessary digestive ferments. The

ration should be increased by equal amounts of protein and carbohydrates;

both should be provided in as dry and pure a form as possible.

There is no censure attached to this criticism. Our ration was probably

the best which has been used: but more is known now than was known then.

We are all out to try and get these things right for the future.[354]

Campbell reached Hut Point only five days after we left it with the

dog-teams. A characteristic note left to greet us on our return regretted

they were too late to take part in the Search Journey. If I had lived

through ten months such as those men had just endured, wild horses would

not have dragged me out sledging again. But they were keen to get some

useful work done in the time which remained until the ship arrived.

We had the Polar records: Campbell and his men, unaided, had not only

survived their terrible winter, but had sledged down the coast after it.

We ourselves, faced by a difficult alternative, had fallen on our feet.

We never hoped for more than this: we seldom hoped for so much.

I wanted a series of Adélie penguin embryos from the rookery at Cape

Royds, but had not expected an opportunity of getting them because I was

away sledging during the summer months. Now the chance had come. Atkinson

wanted to work on parasites at the same place, and others to survey. But

the real job was an ascent of Erebus, the active volcano which rose from

our doors to some 13,400 feet in height. A party of Shackleton's men

under Professor David went up it in March, and managed to haul a sledge

up to 5800 feet, from which point they had to portage their gear. A year

before this Debenham, with the help of a telescope, selected a route by

which they could haul a sledge up to 9000 feet. There proved to be no

great difficulty about it; it was just a matter of legs and breath.

They were a cheery company, part-singing in the evenings and working hard

all day. It was an uneventful trip, Debenham said, and very harmonious:

the best trip he had down there. Both Debenham and Dickason suffered from

mountain sickness, however, and they were the two smokers! The clearness

of the air was marked. At 5000 feet they could plainly see Mount

Melbourne and Cape Jones, between two and three hundred miles away, and

several uncharted mountains over to the west, but they were unable to

plot them accurately because they could get direction rays from one point

only. The Sound itself was covered by cloud most of the time, but

Beaufort Island and Franklin Island were clear. Unlike David's party,

they could see no signs whatever of volcanic action on Mount Bird, which

is almost entirely covered with ice on which it was to be expected that

some mark might be left. At 9000 feet Terror looked very imposing, but

Mount Bird and Terra Nova were insignificant and uninteresting. The

valley between the old crater and the slopes of the second crater greatly

impressed them, and they found a fine little crevassed glacier in it.

Both Priestley and Debenham are of opinion that it is possible to get to

Terror by this valley, and that there are no crevassed areas or

impossible slopes on the way. All the same it would probably be more

sensible to go from Cape Crozier.

At a point about 9000 feet up, Priestley, Gran, Abbott and Hooper started

to make the ascent to the active crater on December 10. They packed the

tent, poles, bags, inner cooker and cooking gear, with four days'

provisions, and reached the second crater at about 11,500 feet, to be

hung up by cloud all the next day. At these altitudes the temperature

varied between -10° and -30°, though at sea-level simultaneously they

were round about freezing-point. By 1 A.M. on the 12th the conditions

were good--clear, with a southerly wind blowing the steam away from the

summit. The party got away as soon as possible and reached the lip of the

active crater in a few hours. Looking down they were unable to see the

bottom, for it was full of steam: the sides sloped at a steep angle for

some 500 feet, when they became sheer precipices: the opening appeared to

be about 14,000 paces round. The top is mostly pumice, but there is also

a lot of kenyte, much the same as at sea-level: the old crater was mostly

kenyte, proving that this is the oldest rock of the island: felspar

crystals must be continually thrown out, for they were lying about on the

top of the snow; I have one nearly 3½ inches long.

Two men went back to the camp, for one had a frost-bitten foot. This left

Priestley and Gran, who tried to boil the hypsometer but failed owing to

the wind, which was variable and enveloped them from time to time in

steam and sulphur vapour. They left a record on a cairn and started to

return. But when they had got 500 feet down Priestley found that he had

left a tin of exposed films on the top instead of the record. Gran said

he would go back and change it. He had reached the top when there was a

loud explosion: large blocks of pumice were hurled out with a big smoke

cloud; probably a big bubble had burst. Gran was in the middle of it,

heard it gurgle before it burst, saw "blocks of pumiceous lava, in shape

like the halves of volcanic bombs, and with bunches of long, drawn-out,

hair-like shreds of glass in their interior."[355] This was Pélé's hair.

Gran was a bit sick from sulphur dioxide fumes afterwards. They reached

Cape Royds on the 16th, the very successful trip taking fifteen days.

Meanwhile Shackleton's old hut was very pleasant at this time of year: in

winter it was a bit too draughty. With bright sunlight, a lop on the sea

which splashed and gurgled under the ice-foot, the beautiful mountains

all round us, and the penguins nesting at our door, this was better than

the Beardmore Glacier, where we had expected to be at this date. What

then must it have been to the six men who were just returned from the

very Gate of Hell? And the food: "Truly Shackleton's men must have fed

like turkey-cocks from all the delicacies here: boiled chicken, kidneys,

mushrooms, ginger, Garibaldi biscuits, soups of all kinds: it is a

splendid change. Best of all are the fresh-buttered skua's eggs which we

make for breakfast. In fact, life is bearable with all that has been

unknown so long at last cleared up, and our anxieties for Campbell's

party laid at rest."[356]

For three weeks I worked among the Adélie penguins at Cape Royds, and

obtained a complete series of their embryos. It was always Wilson's idea

that embryology was the next job of a vertebral zoologist down south. I

have already explained that the penguin is an interesting link in the

evolutionary chain, and the object of getting this embryo is to find out

where the penguins come in.[357] Whether or no they are more primitive

than other nonflying birds, such as the apteryx, the ostrich, the rhea

and the moa, which last is only just extinct, is an open question. But

wingless birds are still hanging on to the promontories of the southern

continents, where there is less rivalry than in the highly populated

land areas of the north. It may be that penguins are descended from

ancestors who lived in the northern hemisphere in a winged condition

(even now you may sometimes see them try to fly), and that they have been

driven towards the south.

If penguins are primitive, it is rational to infer that the most

primitive penguin is farthest south. These are the two Antarcticists, the

Emperor and the Adélie. The latter appears to be the more numerous and

successful of the two, and for this reason we are inclined to search

among the Emperors as being among the most primitive penguins, if not the

most primitive of birds now living: hence the Winter Journey. I was glad

to get, in addition, this series of Adélie penguins' embryos, feeling

somewhat like a giant who had wandered on to the wrong planet, and who

was distinctly in the way of its true inhabitants.

We returned too late to see the eggs laid, and therefore it was

impossible to tell how old the embryos were. My hopes rose, however, when

I saw some eggless nests with penguins sitting upon them, but later I

found that these were used as bachelor quarters by birds whose wives were

sitting near. I tried taking eggs from nests and was delighted to find

that new eggs appeared: these I carefully marked, and it was not until I

opened one two days later to find inside an embryo at least two weeks

old, that I realized that penguins added baby-snatching to their other

immoralities. Some of those from whom I took eggs sat upon stones of a

similar size and shape with every appearance of content: one sat upon the

half of the red tin of a Dutch cheese. They are not very intelligent.

All the world loves a penguin: I think it is because in many respects

they are like ourselves, and in some respects what we should like to be.

Had we but half their physical courage none could stand against us. Had

we a hundredth part of their maternal instinct we should have to kill our

children by the thousand. Their little bodies are so full of curiosity

that they have no room for fear. They like mountaineering, and joy-riding

on ice-floes: they even like to drill.

One day there had been a blizzard, and lying open to the view of all was

a deserted nest, a pile of coveted stones. All the surrounding rookery

made their way to and fro, each husband acquiring merit, for, after each

journey, he gave his wife a stone. This was the plebeian way of doing

things; but my friend who stood, ever so unconcerned, upon a rock knew a

trick worth two of that: he and his wife who sat so cosily upon the other

side.

The victim was a third penguin. He was without a mate, but this was an

opportunity to get one. With all the speed his little legs could compass

he ran to and fro, taking stones from the deserted nest, laying them

beneath a rock, and hurrying back for more. On that same rock was my

friend. When the victim came up with his stone he had his back turned.

But as soon as the stone was laid and the other gone for more, he jumped

down, seized it with his beak, ran round, gave it to his wife and was

back on the rock (with his back turned) before you could say Killer

Whale. Every now and then he looked over his shoulder, to see where the

next stone might be.

I watched this for twenty minutes. All that time, and I do not know for

how long before, that wretched bird was bringing stone after stone. And

there were no stones there. Once he looked puzzled, looked up and swore

at the back of my friend on his rock, but immediately he came back, and

he never seemed to think he had better stop. It was getting cold and I

went away: he was coming for another.

The life of an Adélie penguin is one of the most unchristian and

successful in the world. The penguin which went in for being a true

believer would never stand the ghost of a chance. Watch them go to bathe.

Some fifty or sixty agitated birds are gathered upon the ice-foot,

peering over the edge, telling one another how nice it will be, and what

a good dinner they are going to have. But this is all swank: they are

really worried by a horrid suspicion that a sea-leopard is waiting to eat

the first to dive. The really noble bird, according to our theories,

would say, "I will go first and if I am killed I shall at any rate have

died unselfishly, sacrificing my life for my companions"; and in time

all the most noble birds would be dead. What they really do is to try and

persuade a companion of weaker mind to plunge: failing this, they hastily

pass a conscription act and push him over. And then--bang,

helter-skelter, in go all the rest.

They take turns in sitting on their eggs, and after many days the fathers

may be seen waddling down towards the sea with their shirt-fronts

muddied, their long trick done. It may be a fortnight before they return,

well-fed, clean, pleased with life, and with a grim determination to

relieve their wives, to do their job. Sometimes they are met by others

going to bathe. They stop and pass the time of day. Well! Perhaps it

would be more pleasant, and what does a day or two matter anyhow. They

turn; clean and dirty alike are off to the seaside again. This is when

they say, "The women are splendid."

Life is too strenuous for them to have any use for the virtues of

brotherly love, good works, charity and benevolence. When they mate the

best thief wins: when they nest the best pair of thieves hatch out their

eggs. In a long unbroken stream, which stretches down below the sea-ice

horizon, they march in from the open sea. Some are walking on their human

feet: others tobogganing upon their shiny white breasts. After their long

walk they must have a sleep, and then the gentlemen make their way into

the already crowded rookery to find them wives. But first a suitor must

find, or steal, a pebble, for such are the penguin jewels: they are of

lava, black, russet or grey, with almond-shaped crystals bedded in them.

They are rare and of all sizes, but that which is most valued is the size

of a pigeon's egg. Armed with one of these he courts his maid, laying it

at her feet. If accepted he steals still more stones: she guards them

jealously, taking in the meantime any safe opportunity to pick others

from under her nearest neighbours. Any penguin which is unable to fight

and steal successfully fails to make a good high nest, or loses it when

made. Then comes a blizzard, and after that a thaw: for it thaws

sometimes right down by the sea-shore where the Adélies have their

nurseries. The eggs of the strong and wicked hatch out, but those of the

weak are addled. You must have a jolly good pile of stones to hatch eggs

after a blizzard like that in December 1911, when the rookeries were

completely snow-covered: nests, eggs, parents and all.

Once hatched the chicks grow quickly from pretty grey atoms of down to

black lumps of stomach topped by a small and quite inadequate head. They

are two or more weeks old, and they leave their parents, or their parents

leave them, I do not know which. If socialism be the nationalization of

the means of production and distribution, then they are socialists. They

divide into parents and children. The adult community comes up from the

open sea, bringing food inside them: they are full of half-digested

shrimps. But not for their own children: these, if not already dead, are

lost in a crowd of hungry tottering infants which besiege each

food-provider as he arrives. But not all of them can get food, though all

of them are hungry. Some have already been behindhand too long: they have

not managed to secure food for days, and they are weak and cold and very

weary.

"As we stood there and watched this race for food we were gradually

possessed with the idea that the chicks looked upon each adult coming up

full-bellied from the shore as not a parent only, but a food-supply. The

parents were labouring under a totally different idea, and intended

either to find their own infants and feed them, or else to assimilate

their already partially digested catch themselves. The more robust of the

young thus worried an adult until, because of his importunity, he was

fed. But with the less robust a much more pathetic ending was the rule. A

chick that had fallen behind in this literal race for life, starving and

weak, and getting daily weaker because it could not run fast enough to

insist on being fed, again and again ran off pursuing with the rest.

Again and again it stumbled and fell, persistently whining out its hunger

in a shrill and melancholy pipe, till at last the race was given up.

Forced thus by sheer exhaustion to stop and rest, it had no chance of

getting food. Each hurrying parent with its little following of hungry

chicks, intent on one thing only, rushed quickly by, and the starveling

dropped behind to gather strength for one more effort. Again it fails, a

robuster bird has forced the pace, and again success is wanting to the

runt. Sleepily it stands there, with half-shut eyes, in a torpor

resulting from exhaustion, cold, and hunger, wondering perhaps what all

the bustle round it means, a little dirty, dishevelled dot, in the race

for life a failure, deserted by its parents, who have hunted vainly for

their own offspring round the nest in which they hatched it, but from

which it may by now have wandered half a mile. And so it stands, lost to

everything around, till a skua in its beat drops down beside it, and with

a few strong, vicious pecks puts an end to the failing life."[358]

There is a great deal to be said for this kind of treatment. The Adélie

penguin has a hard life: the Emperor penguin a horrible one. Why not kill

off the unfit right away, before they have had time to breed, almost

before they have had time to eat? Life is a stern business in any case:

why pretend that it is anything else? Or that any but the best can

survive at all? And in consequence, I challenge you to find a more jolly,

happy, healthy lot of old gentlemen in the world. We _must_ admire them:

if only because they are so much nicer than ourselves! But it is grim:

Nature is an uncompromising nurse.

Nature was going to give us a bad time too if we were not relieved, and

on January 17, as there were still no signs of the ship, it was decided

to prepare for another winter. We were to go on rations; to cook with

oil, for nearly all the coal was gone; to kill and store up seal. On

January 18 we started our preparations, digging a cave to store more

meat, and so forth. I went off seal hunting after breakfast, and having

killed and cut up two, came back across the Cape at mid-day. All the men

were out working in the camp. There was nothing to be seen in the Sound,

and then, quite suddenly, the bows of the ship came out from behind the

end of the Barne Glacier, two or three miles away. We watched her

cautious approach with immense relief.

"Are you all well," through a megaphone from the bridge.

"The Polar Party died on their return from the Pole: we have their

records." A pause and then a boat.

Evans, who had been to England and made a good recovery from scurvy, was

in command: with him were Pennell, Rennick, Bruce, Lillie and Drake. They

reported having had a very big gale indeed on their way home last year.

We got some apples off the ship, "beauties, I want nothing better....

Pennell is first-class, as always...." "One notices among the ship's men

a rather unnatural way of talking: not so much in special instances, but

as a whole, contact with civilization gives it an affected sound: I

notice it in both officers and men."[359]

"_January 19. On board the Terra Nova._ After 28 hours' loading we left

the old hut for good and all at 4 P.M. this afternoon. It has been a bit

of a rush and little sleep last night. It is quite wonderful now to be

travelling a day's journey in an hour: we went to Cape Royds in about

that time and took off geological and zoological specimens. I should like

to sit up and sketch all these views, which would have meant long

travelling without the ship, but I feel very tired. The mail is almost

too good for words. Now, with the latest waltz on the gramophone, beer

for dinner and apples and fresh vegetables to eat, life is more bearable

than it has been for many a long weary week and month. I leave Cape Evans

with no regret: I never want to see the place again. The pleasant

memories are all swallowed up in the bad ones."[360]

Before the ship arrived it was decided among us to urge the erection of a

cross on Observation Hill to the memory of the Polar Party. On the

arrival of the ship the carpenter immediately set to work to make a great

cross of jarrah wood. There was some discussion as to the inscription, it

being urged that there should be some quotation from the Bible because

"the women think a lot of these things." But I was glad to see the

concluding line of Tennyson's "Ulysses" adopted: "To strive, to seek, to

find, and not to yield."

The open water stretched about a mile and a half south of Tent Island,

and here we left the ship to sledge the cross to Hut Point at 8 A.M. on

January 20. The party consisted of Atkinson, Wright, Lashly, Crean,

Debenham, Keohane and Davies, the ship's carpenter and myself.

"_Evening. Hut Point._ We had a most unpleasant experience coming in. We

struck wind and drift just about a mile from Hut Point: then we saw there

was a small thaw pool off the Point, and came out to give it a wide

berth. Atkinson put his feet down into water: we turned sharp out, and

then Crean went right in up to his arms, and we realized that the ice was

not more than three or four inches of slush. I managed to give him a hand

out without the ice giving, and we went on floundering about. Then Crean

went right in again, and the sledge nearly went too: we pulled the

sledge, and the sledge pulled him out. Except for some more soft patches

that was all, but it was quite enough. I think we got out of it most

fortunately."

"Crean got some dry clothes here, and the cross has had a coat of white

paint and is drying. We went up Observation Hill and have found a good

spot right on the top, and have already dug a hole which will, with the

rock alongside, give us three feet. From there we can see that this

year's old ice is in a terrible state, open water and open water slush

all over near the land--I have never seen anything like it here. Off Cape

Armitage and at the Pram Point pressure it is extra bad. I only hope we

can find a safe way back."

"You would not think Crean had had such a pair of duckings to hear him

talking so merrily to-night...."

"I really do think the cross is going to look fine."[361]

Observation Hill was clearly the place for it, it knew them all so well.

Three of them were Discovery men who lived three years under its shadow:

they had seen it time after time as they came back from hard journeys on

the Barrier: Observation Hill and Castle Rock were the two which always

welcomed them in. It commanded McMurdo Sound on one side, where they had

lived: and the Barrier on the other, where they had died. No more fitting

pedestal, a pedestal which in itself is nearly 1000 feet high, could have

been found.

"_Tuesday, January 22._ Rousing out at 6 A.M. we got the large piece of

the cross up Observation Hill by 11 A.M. It was a heavy job, and the ice

was looking very bad all round, and I for one was glad when we had got it

up by 5 o'clock or so. It is really magnificent, and will be a permanent

memorial which could be seen from the ship nine miles off with a naked

eye. It stands nine feet out of the rocks, and many feet into the ground,

and I do not believe it will ever move. When it was up, facing out over

the Barrier, we gave three cheers and one more."

We got back to the ship all right and coasted up the Western Mountains to

Granite Harbour; a wonderfully interesting trip to those of us who had

only seen these mountains from a distance. Gran went off to pick up a

depôt of geological specimens. Lillie did a trawl.

This was an absorbing business, though it was only one of a long and

important series made during the voyages of the Terra Nova. Here were all

kinds of sponges, siliceous, glass rope, tubular, and they were generally

covered with mucus. Some fed on diatoms so minute that they can only be

collected by centrifuge: some have gastric juices to dissolve the

siliceous skeletons of the diatoms on which they feed: they anchor

themselves in the mud and pass water in and out of their bodies:

sometimes the current is stimulated by cilia. There were colonies of

Gorgonacea, which share their food unselfishly; and corals and marine

degenerate worms, which started to live in little cells like coral, but

have gone down in the world. And there were starfishes, sea-urchins,

brittle-stars, feather-stars and sea-cucumbers. The sea-urchins are

formed of hexagonal plates, the centre of each of which is a ball, upon

which a spine works on a ball and socket joint. These spines are used for

protection, and when large they can be used for locomotion. But the real

means of locomotion are five double rows of water-tube feet, working by

suction, by which they withdraw the water inside a receptacle in the

shell, thereby forming a vacuum; starfishes do the same. We found a

species of sea-urchin which had such large spines that they practically

formed bars; the spines were twice as long as the sea-urchin and shaped

just like oars, being even fluted. A lobster grows by discarding his

suit, hiding and getting another, growing meanwhile. A snail or an oyster

retains his original shell, and adds to it in layers all the way down,

increasing one edge. But our sea-urchin grows by an increment of

calcareous matter all round the outside of each plate. As the animal

grows the plates get bigger.

There was a sea-cucumber which nurses its young, having a brood cavity

which is really formed out of the mouth: this is a peculiarity of a new

Antarctic genus found first on the Discovery. It has the most complex

water-tubes, which it uses as legs, and a few limy rods in its soft skin

instead of the bony calcareous plates of sea-urchins and starfish. After

them came the feather-stars, a relic of the old crinoids which used to

flourish in the carboniferous period, examples of which can be found in

the Derbyshire limestone; and there were thousands of brittle-stars, like

beautiful wheels of which the hubs and spokes remained, but not the

circumference. These spokes or legs are muscular, sensory and locomotive;

they differ from the starfishes in that they have no digestive glands in

their legs, and from the feather-stars in that they do not use their legs

to waft food into their mouths. Once upon a time they had a stalk and

were anchored to a rock, and there are still very rare old stalked

echinoderms living in the sea. This apparently geological thing was found

by Wyville Thomson in 1868 still living in the seas to the north of

Scotland, and this find started the Challenger Expedition for deep-sea

soundings in 1872. But the Challenger brought back little in this line.

Most of the species we found were peculiar to the Antarctic.

There were Polychaete worms by the hundred, showing the protrusable

mouth, which is shoved into the mud and then brought back into the body,

and the bristles on the highly developed projections which act as legs,

by which they get about the mud. These beasts have apparently given rise

to the Arthropods. In a modified and later form they had taken to living

in a tube, both for protection and because they found that they could not

go through the mud, which had become too viscous for them. So they stand

up in a tube and collect the sediment which is falling by means of

tentacles. They spread from one locality to another by going through a

plankton embryonic stage in their youth. They may be compared to the

mason worms, which also build tubes.

But as Lillie squatted on the poop surrounded by an inner ring of jars

and tangled masses of the catch, and an outer ring of curious scientists,

pseudo-scientists and seamen, no find pleased him so much as the frequent

discovery of pieces of Cephalodiscus rarus, of which even now there are

but some four jars full in the world. It is as interesting as it is

uncommon, for its ancestor was a link between the vertebrates and

invertebrates, though no one knows what it was like. It has been a

vertebrate and gone back, and now has the signs of a notochord in early

life, and it also has gills. First found on the Graham's Land side of the

Antarctic continent, it has only recently been discovered in the Ross

Sea, and occurs nowhere else in the world so far as is known.

We left Granite Harbour in the early morning of January 23, and started

to make our way out. Our next job was to pick up the geological specimens

at Evans Coves, where Campbell and his men had wintered in the igloo, and

also to leave a depôt there for future explorers. We met very heavy pack,

having to return at least twelve miles and try another way. "The sea has

been freezing out here, which seems an extraordinary thing at this time

of year. There was a thin layer of ice over the water between the floes

this morning, and I feel sure that most of these big level floes, of

which we have seen several, are the remains of ice which has frozen

comparatively recently."[362] The propeller had a bad time, constantly

catching up on ice. At length we were some thirty miles north of Cape

Bird making roughly towards Franklin Island. That night we made good

progress in fairly open water, and we passed Franklin Island during the

day. But the outlook was so bad in the evening (January 24) that we

stopped and banked fires. "We lay just where we stopped until at 5 A.M.

on January 25, when the ice eased up sufficiently for us to get along,

and we started to make the same slow progress--slow ahead, stop (to the

engine-room)--bump and grind for a bit--then slow astern, stop--slow

ahead again, and so on, until at 7 P.M., after one real big bump which

brought the dinner some inches off the table, Cheetham brought us out

into open water."[363]

Mount Nansen rose sheer and massive ahead of us with a table top, and at

3 A.M. on January 26 we were passing the dark brown granite headland of

the northern foothills. We were soon made fast to a stretch of some 500

yards of thick sea-ice, upon which the wind had not left a particle of

snow, and before us the foothills formed that opening which Campbell had

well named Hell's Gate.

I wish I had seen that igloo: with its black and blubber and beastliness.

Those who saw it came back with faces of amazement and admiration. We

left a depôt at the head of the bay, marked with a bamboo and a flag, and

then we turned homewards, counting the weeks, and days, and then the

hours. In the early hours of January 27 we left the pack. On January 29

we were off Cape Adare, "head sea, and wind, and fog, very ticklish work

groping along hardly seeing the ship's length. Then it lifts and there is

a fair horizon. Everybody pretty sea-sick, including most of the seamen

from Cape Evans. All of us feeling rotten."[364] Very thick that night,

and difficult going. At mid-day (lat. 69° 50´ S.) a partial clearance

showed a berg right ahead. By night it was blowing a full gale, and it

was not too easy to keep in our bunks. Our object was now to make east in

order to allow for the westerlies later on. We passed a very large number

of bergs, varied every now and then by growlers. On February 1, latitude

64° 15´ S. and longitude 159° 15´ E., we coasted along one side of a

berg which was twenty-one geographical miles long: the only other side of

which we got a good view stretched away until lost below the horizon. In

latitude 62° 10´ S. and longitude 158° 15´ E. we had "a real bad day:

head wind from early morning, and simply crowds of bergs all round. At 8

A.M. we had to wedge in between a berg and a long line of pack before we

could find a way through. Then thick fog came down. At 9.45 A.M. I went

out of the ward-room door, and almost knocked my head against a great

berg which was just not touching the ship on the starboard side. There

was a heavy cross-swell, and the sea sounded cold as it dashed against

the ice. After crossing the deck it was just possible to see in the fog

that there was a great Barrier berg just away on the port side." We

groped round the starboard berg to find others beyond. Our friend on the

opposite side was continuous and apparently without end. It was soon

clear that we were in a narrow alley-way--between one very large berg and

a number of others. It took an hour and a quarter of groping to leave the

big berg behind. At 4 P.M., six hours later, we were still just feeling

our way along. And we had hopes of being out of the ice in this latitude!

The Terra Nova is a wood barque, built in 1884 by A. Stephen & Sons,

Dundee; tonnage 764 gross and 400 net; measuring 187´ x 31´ x 19´;

compound engines with two cylinders of 140 nominal horse-power;

registered at St. Johns, Newfoundland. She is therefore not by any means

small as polar ships go, but Pennell and his men worked her short-handed,

with bergs and growlers all round them, generally with a big sea running

and often in darkness or fog. On this occasion we were spared many of the

most ordinary dangers. It was summer. Our voyage was an easy one. There

was twilight most of the night: there were plenty of men on board, and

heaps of coal. Imagine then what kind of time Pennell and his ship's

company had in late autumn, after remaining in the south until only a

bare ration of coal was left for steaming, until the sea was freezing

round them and the propeller brought up dead as they tried to force

their way through it. Pennell was a very sober person in his statements,

yet he described the gale through which the Terra Nova passed on her way

to New Zealand in March 1912 as seeming to blow the ship from the top of

one wave to the top of the next; and the nights were dark, and the bergs

were all round them. They never tried to lay a meal in those days, they

just ate what they could hold in their hands. He confessed to me that one

hour he did begin to wonder what was going to happen next: others told me

that he seemed to enjoy every minute of it all.

Owing to press contracts and the necessity of preventing leakage of news

the Terra Nova had to remain at sea for twenty-four hours after a cable

had been sent to England. Also it was of the first importance that the

relatives should be informed of the facts before the newspapers published

them.

And so at 2.30 A.M. on February 10 we crept like a phantom ship into the

little harbour of Oamaru on the east coast of New Zealand. With what

mixed feelings we smelt the old familiar woods and grassy slopes, and saw

the shadowy outlines of human homes. With untiring persistence the little

lighthouse blinked out the message, "What ship's that?" "What ship's

that?" They were obviously puzzled and disturbed at getting no answer. A

boat was lowered and Pennell and Atkinson were rowed ashore and landed.

The seamen had strict orders to answer no questions. After a little the

boat returned, and Crean announced: "We was chased, sorr, but they got

nothing out of us."

We put out to sea.

When morning broke we could see the land in the distance--greenness,

trees, every now and then a cottage. We began to feel impatient. We

unpacked the shore-going clothes with their creases three years old which

had been sent out from home, tried them on--and they felt unpleasantly

tight. We put on our boots, and they were positively agony. We shaved off

our beards! There was a hiatus. There was nothing to do but sail up and

down the coast and, if possible, avoid coastwise craft.

In the evening the little ship which runs daily from Akaroa to Lyttelton

put out to sea on her way and ranged close alongside. "Are all well?"

"Where's Captain Scott?" "Did you reach the Pole?" Rather unsatisfactory

answers and away they went. Our first glimpse, however, of civilized

life.

At dawn the next morning, with white ensign at half-mast, we crept

through Lyttelton Heads. Always we looked for trees, people and houses.

How different it was from the day we left and yet how much the same: as

though we had dreamed some horrible nightmare and could scarcely believe

we were not dreaming still.

The Harbour-master came out in the tug and with him Atkinson and Pennell.

"Come down here a minute," said Atkinson to me, and "It's made a

tremendous impression, I had no idea it would make so much," he said. And

indeed we had been too long away, and the whole thing was so personal to

us, and our perceptions had been blunted: we never realized. We landed to

find the Empire--almost the civilized world--in mourning. It was as

though they had lost great friends.

To a sensitive pre-war world the knowledge of these men's deaths came as

a great shock: and now, although the world has almost lost the sense of

tragedy, it appeals to their pity and their pride. The disaster may well

be the first thing which Scott's name recalls to your mind (as though an

event occurred in the life of Columbus which caused you to forget that he

discovered America); but Scott's reputation is not founded upon the

conquest of the South Pole. He came to a new continent, found out how to

travel there, and gave knowledge of it to the world: he discovered the

Antarctic, and founded a school. He is the last of the great geographical

explorers: it is useless to try and light a fire when everything has been

burned; and he is probably the last old-fashioned polar explorer, for, as

I believe, the future of such exploration is in the air, but not yet. And

he was strong: we never realized until we found him lying there dead how

strong, mentally and physically, that man was.

In both his polar expeditions he was helped, to an extent which will

never be appreciated, by Wilson: in the last expedition by Bowers. I

believe that there has never been a finer sledge party than these three

men, who combined in themselves initiative, endurance and high ideals to

an extraordinary degree. And they could organize: they did organize the

Polar Journey and their organization seemed to have failed. Did it fail?

Scott said No. "The causes of this disaster are not due to faulty

organization, but to misfortune in all risks which had to be undertaken."

Nine times out of ten, says the meteorologist, he would have come

through: but he struck the tenth. "We took risks, we knew we took them;

things have come out against us, and therefore we have no cause for

complaint." No better epitaph has been written.

He decided to use the only route towards the Pole of which the world had

any knowledge, that is to go up the Beardmore Glacier, then the only

discovered way up through the mountains which divide the polar plateau

from the Great Ice Barrier: probably it is the only possible passage for

those who travel from McMurdo Sound. The alternative was to winter on the

Barrier, as Amundsen did, so many hundred miles away from the coast-line

that, in travelling south, the chaos caused in the ice plain by the

Beardmore in its outward flow would be avoided. To do so meant the

abandonment of a great part of the scientific programme, and Scott was

not a man to go south just to reach the Pole. Amundsen knew that Scott

was going to McMurdo Sound when he decided to winter in the Bay of

Whales: otherwise he might have gone to McMurdo Sound. Probably no man

would have refused the knowledge which had already been gained.

I have said that there are those who say that Scott should have relied on

ski and dogs. If you read Shackleton's account of his discovery and

passage of the Beardmore Glacier you will not be prejudiced in favour of

dogs: and as a matter of fact, though we found a much better way up than

Shackleton, I do not believe it possible to take dogs up and down, and

over the ice disturbances at the junction with the plateau, unless there

is ample time to survey a route, if then. "Dogs could certainly have

come up as far as this," I heard Scott say somewhere under the

Cloudmaker, approximately half-way up the glacier, but the best thing you

could do with dogs in pressure such as we all experienced on our way down

would be to drop them into the nearest chasm. If you can avoid such

messes well and good: if not, you must not rely on dogs, and the people

who talk of these things have no knowledge.

If Scott was going up the Beardmore he was probably right not to take

dogs: actually he relied on ponies to the foot of the glacier and

man-haulage on from that point. Because he relied on ponies he was not

able to start before November: the experience of the Depôt Journey showed

that ponies could not stand the weather conditions before that date. But

he could have started earlier if he had taken dogs, in place of ponies,

to the foot of the glacier. This would have gained him a few days in his

race against the autumn conditions when returning.

Such tragedies inevitably raise the question, "Is it worth it?" What is

worth what? Is life worth risking for a feat, or losing for your country?

To face a thing because it was a feat, and only a feat, was not very

attractive to Scott: it had to contain an additional object--knowledge. A

feat had even less attraction for Wilson, and it is a most noteworthy

thing in the diaries which are contained in this book, that he made no

comment when he found that the Norwegians were first at the Pole: it is

as though he felt that it did not really matter, as indeed it probably

did not.

It is most desirable that some one should tackle these and kindred

questions about polar life. There is a wealth of matter in polar

psychology: there are unique factors here, especially the complete

isolation, and four months' darkness every year. Even in Mesopotamia a

long-suffering nation insisted at last that adequate arrangements must be

made to nurse and evacuate the sick and wounded. But at the Poles a man

must make up his mind that he may be rotting of scurvy (as Evans was) or

living for ten months on half-rations of seal and full rations of

ptomaine poisoning (as Campbell and his men were) but no help can reach

him from the outside world for a year, if then. There is no chance of a

'cushy' wound: if you break your leg on the Beardmore you must consider

the most expedient way of committing suicide, both for your own sake and

that of your companions.

Both sexually and socially the polar explorer must make up his mind to be

starved. To what extent can hard work, or what may be called dramatic

imagination, provide a substitute? Compare our thoughts on the march; our

food dreams at night; the primitive way in which the loss of a crumb of

biscuit may give a lasting sense of grievance. Night after night I bought

big buns and chocolate at a stall on the island platform at Hatfield

station, but always woke before I got a mouthful to my lips; some

companions who were not so highly strung were more fortunate, and ate

their phantom meals.

And the darkness, accompanied it may be almost continually by howling

blizzards which prevent you seeing your hand before your face. Life in

such surroundings is both mentally and physically cramped; open-air

exercise is restricted and in blizzards quite impossible, and you realize

how much you lose by your inability to see the world about you when you

are out-of-doors. I am told that when confronted by a lunatic or one who

under the influence of some great grief or shock contemplates suicide,

you should take that man out-of-doors and walk him about: Nature will do

the rest. To normal people like ourselves living under abnormal

circumstances Nature could do much to lift our thoughts out of the rut of

everyday affairs, but she loses much of her healing power when she cannot

be seen, but only felt, and when that feeling is intensely uncomfortable.

Somehow in judging polar life you must discount compulsory endurance; and

find out what a man can shirk, remembering always that it is a sledging

life which is the hardest test. It is because it is so much easier to

shirk in civilization that it is difficult to get a standard of what your

average man can do. It does not really matter much whether your man

whose work lies in or round the hut shirks a bit or not, just as it does

not matter much in civilization: it is just rather a waste of

opportunity. But there's precious little shirking in Barrier sledging: a

week finds most of us out.

There are many questions which ought to be studied. The effect upon men

of going from heat to cold, such as Bowers coming to us from the Persian

Gulf: or vice versa of Simpson returning from the Antarctic to India;

differences of dry and damp cold; what is a comfortable temperature in

the Antarctic and what is it compared to a comfortable temperature in

England, the question of women in these temperatures...? The man with the

nerves goes farthest. What is the ratio between nervous and physical

energy? What is vitality? Why do some things terrify you at one time and

not at others? What is this early morning courage? What is the influence

of imagination? How far can a man draw on his capital? Whence came

Bowers' great heat supply? And my own white beard? and X's blue eyes: for

he started from England with brown ones and his mother refused to own him

when he came back? Growth and colour change in hair and skin?

There are many reasons which send men to the Poles, and the Intellectual

Force uses them all. But the desire for knowledge for its own sake is the

one which really counts and there is no field for the collection of

knowledge which at the present time can be compared to the Antarctic.

Exploration is the physical expression of the Intellectual Passion.

And I tell you, if you have the desire for knowledge and the power to

give it physical expression, go out and explore. If you are a brave man

you will do nothing: if you are fearful you may do much, for none but

cowards have need to prove their bravery. Some will tell you that you are

mad, and nearly all will say, "What is the use?" For we are a nation of

shopkeepers, and no shopkeeper will look at research which does not

promise him a financial return within a year. And so you will sledge

nearly alone, but those with whom you sledge will not be shopkeepers:

that is worth a good deal. If you march your Winter Journeys you will

have your reward, so long as all you want is a penguin's egg.

FOOTNOTES:

[349] Scott, _Voyage of the Discovery_, vol. i. p. 449.

[350] Amundsen, _The South Pole_, vol. ii. p. 19.

[351] Lashly's diary records that the Second Return Party found a

shortage of oil at the Middle Barrier Depôt (see p. 395).

[352] Scott, "Message to the Public."

[353] A full discussion of these and other Antarctic temperatures

is to be found in the scientific reports of the British

Antarctic Expedition, 1910-13, "Meteorology," vol. i. chap.

ii., by G. C. Simpson.

[354] Modern research suggests that the presence or absence of

certain vitamines makes a difference, and it may be a very

great difference, in the ability of any individual to profit

by the food supplied to him. If this be so this factor must

have had great influence upon the fate of the Polar Party,

whose diet was seriously deficient in, if not absolutely

free from, vitamines. The importance of this deficiency to

the future explorer can hardly be exaggerated, and I suggest

that no future Antarctic sledge party can ever set out to

travel inland again without food which contains these

vitamines. It is to be noticed that, although the Medical

Research Council's authoritative publication on the true

value of these accessory substances was not available when

we went South in 1910, yet Atkinson insisted that fresh

onions, which had been brought down by the ship, be added to

our ration for the Search Journey. Compare recent work of

Professor Leonard Hill on the value of ultra-violet rays in

compensating for lack of vitamines.--A. C.-G.

[355] _Scott's Last Expedition_, vol. ii. p. 356.

[356] My own diary.

[357] See p. 234.

[358] Wilson, _Nat. Ant. Exp., 1901-1904_, "Zoology," Part ii. pp.

44-45.

[359] My own diary.

[360] Ibid.

[361] My own diary.

[362] My own diary.

[363] My own diary.

[364] Ibid.

GLOSSARY

BLIZZARD. An Antarctic blizzard is a high southerly wind generally

accompanied by clouds of drifting snow, partly falling from above, partly

picked up from the surface. In the daylight of summer a tent cannot be

seen a few yards off: in the darkness of winter it is easy to be lost

within a few feet of a hut. There is no doubt that a blizzard has a

bewildering and numbing effect upon the brain of any one exposed to it.

BRASH. Small ice fragments from a floe which is breaking up.

CLOUD. The commonest form of cloud, and also that typical of blizzard

conditions, was a uniform pall stretching all over the sky without

distinction. This was logged by us as _stratus_. _Cumulus_ clouds are the

woolly billows, flat below and rounded on top, which are formed by local

ascending currents of air. They were rare in the south and only formed

over open water or mountains. _Cirrus_ are the "mare's tails" and similar

wispy clouds which float high in the atmosphere. These and their allied

forms were common. Generally speaking, the clouds were due to

stratification of the air into layers rather than to ascending currents.

CRUSTS. Layers of snow in a snow-field with air space between them.

FINNESKO. Boots made entirely of fur, soles and all.

FROST SMOKE. Condensed water vapour which forms a mist over open sea in

cold weather.

ICE-FOOT. Fringes of ice which skirt many parts of the Antarctic shores:

many of them have been formed by sea-spray.

NUNATAK. An island of land in a snow-field. Buckley Island is the top of

a mountain sticking out of the top of the Beardmore Glacier.

PIEDMONT. Stretches of ancient ice which remain along the Antarctic

coasts.

PRAM. A Norwegian skiff, with a spoon bow.

SAENNEGRASS. A kind of Norwegian hay used as packing in finnesko.

SASTRUGI are the furrows or irregularities formed on a snow plain by the

wind. They may be a foot or more deep and as hard and as slippery as

ice: they may be quite soft: they may appear as great inverted pudding

bowls: they may be hard knots covered with soft powdery snow.

SLEDGING DISTANCES. All miles are geographical miles unless otherwise

stated, 1 statute or English mile = 0.87 geographical mile: 1

geographical mile = 1.15 statute miles.

TANK. A canvas "hold-all" strapped to the sledge to contain food bags.

TIDE CRACK. A working crack between the land ice and the sea ice which

rises and falls with the tide.

WIND. Wind forces are logged according to the Beaufort scale, which is as

follows:

Mean velocity

No. Description. in miles per hour.

0. Calm 0

1. Light air 1

2. Light breeze 4

3. Gentle breeze 9

4. Moderate breeze 14

5. Fresh breeze 20

6. Strong breeze 26

7. Moderate gale 33

8. Fresh gale 42

9. Strong gale 51

10. Whole gale 62

11. Storm 75

12. Hurricane 92

INDEX

Abbott, George P., lv, lvii, 558

Adam Mountains, 361

Adare, Cape, xxiii, xxix, xxxiv, 409, 570

Adélie Land, xxii

Adélie penguins. _See_ Penguins, Adélie

Adventure, the, xviii

Albatross, capture of, 39

Alexander Land, xxi

Alexandra, Queen, 507

Amundsen, Roald,

telegram to Scott, 41

arrives in Bay of Whales, 128

character, 134

letter to King of Norway, 482

forestalls Scott at Pole, 506

reason of success, 544

'Antarctic Adventures' (Priestley), lxi

Antarctic Continent, theories of, xxi

'Antarctic Penguins' (Levick), lxi

Antarctic regions,

early explorations, xviii

Ross's expedition, xxv

importance of Scott's work, lxii

marine life, 568

Anton (pony boy), 224, 429

Aptenodytes forsteri. _See_ Penguin, Emperor

Archer, W. W., 429, 438, 472

Arctic regions, exploration in, xxix-xxxiii

Arethusa. _See_ Portuguese man-of-war

Armitage, Cape, 108, 566

Arrival Bay, xlvi

Arrival Heights, 98, 185

Atkinson, Edward L.,

his responsibilities, 1

on the Terra Nova, 3

character, 4

on South Trinidad, 19

accident to foot, 111

lecture on scurvy, 215

lost in blizzard, 303

Barrier Journey, 324

in command of First Return Party, 381

meets Lashly and Evans, 404

difficulties during Scott's absence, 411

attempts to find Scott, 426

in command of Main Party, 427

journey to Hutton Cliffs, 428

sledge journey, 429

fish-trap, 444

spring journey, 467

reads Burial Service over Scott, 481

lands in New Zealand, 572

Atmosphere, observations on, 35

Aurora borealis, 244

Balloon Bight, xxxiv, 130

Barne Glacier, 184, 307, 459

Barrie, Sir J. M., Scott's letter to, 540

Barrier, the,

Ross's journey, xxiii

Scott's survey, 1902, xxxiv

first arrival at, 81

Scott's paper on, 214

snow surface, 239

Wright's lecture, 455

movement, 468

Beardmore Glacier, journey across, 350-367

Beaufort Island, 557

Bellingshausen, xxi

Bernacchi, Cape, 425

Biology, marine,

importance of Ross's expedition, xxvii

Terra Nova observations, 7, 567

Bird, Cape, xxiv

Bird, Mt., 558

Bird Peninsula, 409

Biscuit Depôt, 473

Black Island, xxv

Blacksand Beach, 100

Blizzards, 112, 447

Blubber, uses of, lvi

Bluff Depôt, 114, 119, 418

Borchgrevink, xxviii

Bowers, Lieut. H. R.,

on Terra Nova, 3

character and personality, 4, 208

at South Trinidad, 16

on Depôt Journey, 105

on Winter Journey, 234

trip to Western Mountains, 306

commencement of Polar Journey, 325

passage of the Beardmore Glacier, 351

_seq._ Plateau Journey, 368 _seq._

body discovered, 480

journey to Pole, 496

_seq._ return from Pole, 511 _seq._

Bowers, Mrs., Scott's letter to, 539

Browning, Frank V., lv, lvi, lvii, lviii

Brown Island, xxv

Bruce, Wilfred M., 565

Buckley Island, 362

Butter Point, 425

Campbell, Victor,

at Inexpressible Island, lii _seq._

on Terra Nova, 2

character, 4

Terra Nova attempts to relieve, 409

possibility of rescuing, 441

rescued, 493

Cardiff, Wales, 1

Castle Rock, xxxv, 152, 185, 434

Cephalodiscus rarus, 569

Challenger Expedition, xxviii, 568

Cherry-Garrard, Apsley,

functions, 2

on Winter Journey, 233 _seq._

Beardmore Glacier Journey, 351 _seq._

journey with dogs, 416 _seq._

illness, 427

work on penguins, 559

Christmas Day celebration, 1911, 373

Clissold, Thomas, 309, 383, 429

Cloudmaker, 356, 359, 382

Colbeck, Cape, 129

Cook, Captain James, Antarctic explorations, xviii, xix, xx, xxi

Corner Camp, 112, 122, 135, 166, 306, 468, 473

Crater Heights, 98, 162

Crean, Thomas,

Depôt Journey, 104 _seq._

Beardmore Glacier Journey, 351 _seq._

Plateau Journey, 368 _seq._

snow-blindness, 385

journey for help, 406

duties, 438

on search journey, 472

Crozier, Capt., xxix

Crozier, Cape, discovery, xxiii, xl, 252, 558

Darwin, Mt., 366, 388

David, Professor, xlvii

Davies, Francis, 92

Day, Bernard C., 310, 383, 429

Debenham, Frank, 217, 309, 437, 438, 465, 472, 557

Dellbridge Islands, 169

De Long, G. W., xxix

Derrick Point, 98

Dickason, Harry, liv, lviii, 557

Diet,

Cook's precautions, xviii

experiments on Winter Journey, 256

importance of good cooking, 330

effects of unsuitability, 552

Dimitri (dog boy), 104, 310, 323, 404, 419, 420, 428, 467

Disaster Camp, 160

Discovery, Mt., 151, 186

Discovery Expedition, 1901-1904, xxxiii _seq._, 456

Discovery hut, 97, 185

Dogs,

on Scott's first expedition, xxxvi

on board ship, 49

effect of blizzards, 113

ponies as food for, 339

successful use, 353

rate of return, 383

new batch, 410

hospital, 437

behaviour in camp, 440

accommodation, 450

diet, 452

disease among, 453

behaviour while driving, 469

Dolphins, observations on, 37

Dominion Range, 362, 370

Drake, Frank, 3, 97, 565

Drygalski Ice Tongue, lviii

Dunedin, N.Z., 48

Dunlop Island, 307

D'Urville, Dumont, xxii

Emperor Penguin. _See_ Penguin, Emperor

Enderby, Messrs., xxi

Equator, crossing of, 10

Erebus, Mt.,

discovery, xxiii

first glimpse of, 81

activity, 184

ascent of, 557

Erebus, the, xxii, xxix

Eskers, the, 432

Evans, Lieut. Edward,

functions, 2

character, 4

on Depôt Journey, 104 _seq._

lectures, 217

Beardmore Glacier Journey, 351 _seq._

Plateau Journey, 368 _seq._

snow-blindness, 391

symptoms of scurvy, 393

illness, 399

sent home, 423

returns on Terra Nova, 565

Evans, Seaman Edgar,

on Discovery Expedition, xxxix

as Neptune, 10

trip to Western Mountains, 306 _seq._

Beardmore Glacier Journey, 351 _seq._

Plateau Journey, 368 _seq._

accident to hand, 378

journey to Pole, 496 _seq._

return from Pole, 511 _seq._

death, 528

Evans, Cape, xlviii, 86, 96, 181, 317, 434, 444, 447, 493, 502

Evans Coves, l, liii, 409, 569

Fahrt, 458

Ferrar Glacier, xxxviii

Fire, outbreaks of, 462

Fodder Depôt, 109

Forde, Robert, 104, 306, 429

Forster, Mr., xx

Fram, the, xxix _seq._, xlviii, 46, 133

Franklin, Sir John, xxix

Franklin Island, 557, 570

Franz Josef Land, xxxii

Funchal, Madeira, 3.

Gap, the, 98

Gateway, the, 339, 351

Geelmuyden, Professor, xxxi

Glacier Tongue, 152, 185, 430, 449

Gran, Tryggve, 4, 104 _seq._, 429, 434, 438, 447, 472, 558, 567

Granite Harbour, lviii, 409, 567

Granite Pillars, 393

Great Razorback Island, 169, 186

Greely, A. W., xxix, xxx

Haig, Sir Douglas, Scott's letter to, 410

Halley, Edmund, 11

Hare, xxxv

Hell's Gate, 570

Helminthology, 17

High Peak, 183

Hobart, Tasmania, xxii

Hooker, Sir Joseph D., xxv

Hooker, Mt., 186

Hooper, F. J., 15, 28, 310, 383, 438, 472, 477, 558

Hooper, Mt. _See_ Upper Barrier Depôt

Hope, Mt., 343, 393

Hope Island, xlvii

Horses. _See_ Ponies, Manchurian

Horseshoe Bay, 98

Hut Point, lix, 97, 157, 461, 566

Hut Point Peninsula, xxiv, xxxiv, 185

Hutton Cliffs, 169, 185, 428

Hyperoodon rostrata. _See_ Whale, bottle-nosed

Ice,

Cook's observations, xx

the Fram, xxx

formation of pack, 59

movement, 440

Ice cap, Antarctic, xxxviii

Icebergs, 61, 570

"Igloo back," lvii

Inaccessible Island, 186, 434

Inexpressible Island, conditions on, liii

Island Lake, 182

Jackson-Harmsworth Expedition, xxxii, 216

Jeannette, the, xxix

Johansen, Lieut., xxx, 132

Jones, Cape, 557

Kayaks, Nansen's use of, xxxi

Keltie Glacier, 358

Keohane, Patrick, 104 _seq._, 353, 382, 426, 428, 434, 438, 473

Killer whale. _See_ Whale, killer

King Edward VII.'s Land, xxxiv, xlviii

Kinsey, Mr. J. J., 48

Knight, E. F., 12, 18

Knoll, the, xl, 252, 260

Kyffin, Mt., 352

Land crabs, at South Trinidad, 14, 18

Lashly, W.,

on Discovery Expedition, xxxviii

diary, 311 _seq._

Beardmore Glacier Journey, 351 _seq._

nurses Lieut. Evans, 393 _seq._

duties, 438

on Search Journey, 472

Levick, G. Murray, liii, 3

Lillie, Denis G., 4, 565, 569

Lister, Mt., 186

Little Razorback Island, 171, 186, 449

Lower Glacier Depôt, 352

Lyttelton, N.Z., 2, 44, 573

M'Clintock, Sir F. L., xxix

McMurdo Sound, xxiv, xxxiv, 409

Magnetic Pole, South, xxii, xxv

Markham, Sir Clements, xxix

Markham, Mt., 337

Marshall Mountains, 362

Meares, Cecil H., 97, 104, 213, 310, 323, 347, 353, 382, 429

Melbourne, Mt., l, 557

Middle Barrier Depôt, 338

Mill Glacier, 362

Milne, A. A., on Scott's character, lx

Minna Bluff, xxiv, 186

Mirage, 118, 386, 423

Morning, Mt., 186

Morning, the, xxxvii

Mules, use of, 410, 450, 462, 473, 475, 478, 490

Nansen, Fridtjof,

Arctic explorations, xxix _seq._

on scurvy, 216

on equipment, 456

Nansen, Mt., 570

Nares, Sir G. S., xxix

Neale, W. H., 28

Nelson, Edward W., 4, 215, 383, 438, 445, 472, 477

North Bay, 172, 438, 444, 445

Oamaru, N.Z., 572

Oates, Capt. L. E. G.,

on Terra Nova, 2, 4

Depôt Journey, 104 _seq._

care of ponies, 179, 318

lecture on horses, 217

Beardmore Glacier Journey, 351

Plateau Journey, 369

suggests use of mules, 410

death, 485

commemorative inscription, 487

journey to Pole, 497

Observation Hill, 98, 565

Oestrelata arminjoniana. _See_ Petrel, black-breasted

Oestrelata trinitatis. _See_ Petrel, white-breasted

Oil, shortage of, 550

Oil fuel, its advantages, 46

One and a Half Degree Depôt, 502

One Ton Depôt, 116, 314, 326, 383, 398, 413, 418

Orca gladiator. _See_ Whale, killer

Pagoda Cairn, 117

Parry, Sir W. E., xxix

Peary, R. E., xlviii

Penguin, Adélie,

appearance, xxxix

Levick's book, lxi

habits, 63, 561

rookery discovered, 83

curiosity, 86

embryos obtained, 559

breeding, 562

feeding of young, 563

Penguin, Emperor,

eggs, xxii, 299

habits and breeding, xxxix _seq._, 82

embryology, 234

discovery of rookery, 252, 268

care of young, 269

eagerness to sit, 270

Pennell, Harry L. L., liii, 3, 4, 8, 565, 572

Petrel, Antarctic, 63

Petrel, black-breasted, 13

Petrel, giant, 50

Petrel, snowy, xix, 50

Petrel, white-breasted, 13

Plankton, 6, 69

Pole, South,

Scott's final arrangements, 379

altitude, 502

Amundsen's arrival, 506

Scott's arrival, 506

characteristics of area, 508

Polheim (camp), 507

Polychaete worms, 568

Ponies, Manchurian,

on board ship, 49

their uses, 88

effect of blizzards on, 113

Scott's care of, 114

behaviour on ice, 141

fodder, 179

exercising, 190

treatment and diseases, 218

Scott's decision, 327

weights lightened, 331

difficulties on march, 342

destroyed, 349

Ponting, Herbert G., 90, 173, 213, 320, 429

Portuguese man-of-war, 7

Pram, 17, 19

Pram Point, 98, 162, 466, 566

Priestley, Raymond E., liii, 130, 558

Ptomaine poisoning, lvii

Pulleyn, Lieut. George, 410

Ramp, the, 168

Rennick, H. E. de P., 3, 565

Resolution, the, xviii

Roberts, Cape, lviii, 425

Ross, Sir James C., xxii, 11, 12

Ross Island, xxiii

Ross Sea, xxiii, xxviii, xlii

Royal Society Range, 493

Royds, Cape, xlv, xlvii, 98, 183, 461, 559

Sabine, Mt., xxiii, 80

Safety Camp, 110, 122, 136, 306

St. Paul, island, 33

Scott, Capt. R. F.,

on early explorations, xx

on Ross, xxvii

first expedition, 1901-1904, xxxiii

excellence of equipment, lxii

commencement of second expedition, 1

visits South Trinidad, 1901, 12

joins Terra Nova, 31

Depôt Journey, 104

character and achievements, 200, 573

paper on Barrier, 214

trip to Western Mountains, 306

Barrier stage of Polar Journey, 319 _seq._

Beardmore Glacier Journey, 350 _seq._

Plateau Journey, 368

strength of team, 377

alteration in units, 379

tries new sledge runners, 457

body discovered, 480

burial, 483

his account of journey to Pole, 496 _seq._

return from Pole, 511 _seq._

message to the public, 541

drawbacks of his plan, 545

'Scott's Last Expedition,' lix

Scurvy, lvii, 215, 393

Sea, freezing of, 448

Sea-cucumber, 568

Sea-leopard, 65, 66

Sea-urchins, 567

Seal, 66, 67, 162

Seal, crab-eating, 67, 68

Seal, Ross, 66

Seal, Weddell, 66, 67, 161, 464, 466

Shackleton, Sir Ernest, xxxvii, xlvii

Shambles Camp, 349, 502

Simon's Bay, 31

Simpson, G. C., 4, 215, 306 _seq._, 429, 502, 504

Ski, use of, 355, 458, 498

Ski Slope, 152

Skua gulls, 464, 499

Skua Lake, 95, 182

Sledge meters, 385, 417, 461

Sledge runners, Nansen on, 456, 457

Sledges,

Nansen's innovation, xxx

motor, 88, 92, 321

Smoking, limitations on, 195

Snow-blindness, 353

South Bay, 447

'South Polar Times,' 437, 445

South Trinidad,

landing, 13

bird life, 13, 14

land crabs, 14

difficulty of leaving, 15, 18

Southern Barrier Depôt, 338

Sverdrup, O. N., xxx

Taylor, Griffith, lxi, 215, 307, 308, 317, 429

Temperature,

of polar plateau, 505

effect on Polar party, 553

Tent Island, 186, 439, 566

Terra Australis, belief in existence of, xviii

Terra Nova Bay, 493

Terra Nova, the,

on Scott's first expedition, xlv

commencement of voyage, 1910, 1

crew, 2

arrangement of cabins, 3

defects in pumps, 5, 28

plankton nets, 6

fire on board, 6

biological observations, 7

lack of fresh water, 8

refits at Lyttelton, 44

overloading, 50

suitability for ice work, 73

anchorage, 101

arrival with mails, 409

defects, 548

expedition finally relieved, 564

trawling, 567

Terror, Mt., xxiii, xxiv, xli, 252, 558

Terror, the, xxii, xxix

Terror Point, 253

Tersio peronii, 37

Three Degree Depôt, 502

Tremasome, parasitic growth on, 444

Turk's Head, 185

Turtleback Island, 434

Upper Barrier Depôt, 333

Upper Glacier Depôt, 369, 502

Victoria Land, xxxiv

Vince's Cross, xxxv

Waves, height of, 58

Weddell, James, xxv

Western Mountains, 151, 306, 567

Whale, 37

Whale, blue, 70, 71

Whale, bottle-nosed, 156

Whale, killer, 69, 90, 142, 154

Whale, piked, 70

Whales, Bay of, xlviii, 128, 130

White Island, xxiv, 111, 493

Wild, Frank, xxxv

Wild Mountains, 362

Wilkes, Charles, xxii

Williamson, Thomas S., 429, 438, 472

Wilson, Dr. E. A.,

on Emperor penguins, xli

functions, 2

character and personality, 4, 203

Depôt Journey, 104

Winter Journey, 233 _seq._

Beardmore Glacier Journey, 351

Plateau Journey, 368

body discovered, 480

journey to Pole, 496 _seq._

return from Pole, 512 _seq._

Wilson, Mrs., Scott's letter to, 539

Wind Vane Hill, 95, 182

Wright, Charles S., 4, 215, 319, 351, 381, 382, 429, 434, 438, 447,

455, 472, 481, 489

X Cairn, 120

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