CHAPTER IV

LAND

Beyond this flood a frozen continent

Lies dark and wilde, beat with perpetual storms

Of whirlwind and dire hail, which on firm land

Thaws not, but gathers heap, and ruin seems

Of ancient pile; all else deep snow and ice....

MILTON, _Paradise Lost_, II.

"They say it's going to blow like hell. Go and look at the glass." Thus

Titus Oates quietly to me a few hours before we left the pack.

I went and looked at the barograph and it made me feel sea-sick. Within a

few hours I was sick, _very_ sick; but we newcomers to the Antarctic had

yet to learn that we knew nothing about its barometer. Nothing very

terrible happened after all. When I got up to the bridge for the morning

watch we were in open water and it was blowing fresh. It freshened all

day, and by the evening it was blowing a southerly with a short choppy

North Sea swell, and very warm. By 4 A.M. the next morning there was a

big sea running and the dogs and ponies were having a bad time. Rennick

had the morning watch these days, and I was his humble midshipman.

At 5.45 we sighted what we thought was a berg on the port bow. About

three minutes later Rennick said, "There's a bit of pack," and I went

below and reported to Evans. It was very thick with driving snow and also

foggy, and before Evans got up to the bridge we were quite near the pack,

and amongst bits which had floated from it, one of which must have been

our berg. We took in the headsails as quickly as possible, these being

the only sails set, and nosed along dead slow to leeward under steam

alone. Gradually we could see either pack or the blink of it all along

our port and starboard beam, while gradually we felt our way down a big

patch of open water.

There was quite a meeting on the bridge, and it was decided to get well

in, and lie in open water under lee of the pack till the gale blew itself

out. "Under ordinary circumstances the safe course would have been to go

about and stand to the east. But in our case we must risk trouble to get

smoother water for the ponies. We passed a stream of ice over which the

sea was breaking heavily, and one realized the danger of being amongst

loose floes in such a sea. But soon we came to a compacter body of floes,

and running behind this we were agreeably surprised to find comparatively

smooth water. We ran on for a bit, then stopped and lay to."[84]

All that day we lay behind that pack, steaming slowly to leeward every

now and then, as the ice drifted down upon us. Towards night it began to

clear. It was New Year's Eve.

I turned in, thinking to wake in 1911. But I had not been long asleep

when I found Atkinson at my side. "Have you seen the land?" he said.

"Wrap your blankets round you, and go and see." And when I got up on deck

I could see nothing for a while. Then he said: "All the high lights are

snow lit up by the sun." And there they were: the most glorious peaks

appearing, as it were like satin, above the clouds, the only white in a

dark horizon. The first glimpse of Antarctic land, Sabine and the great

mountains of the Admiralty Range. They were 110 miles away. But

Icy mountains high on mountains pil'd

Seem to the shivering sailor from afar

Shapeless and white, an atmosphere of cloud;[85]

and, truth to tell, I went back to my warm bunk. At midnight a rowdy mob,

ringing the New Year in with the dinner-bell, burst into our Nursery. I

expected to be hauled out, but got off with a dig in the ribs from

Birdie Bowers.

In brilliant sunshine we coasted down Victoria Land. "To-night it is

absolutely calm, with glorious bright sunshine. Several people were

sunning themselves at 11 o'clock! Sitting on deck and reading."[86]

At 8.30 on Monday night, January 2, we sighted Erebus, 115 miles away.

The next morning most of us were on the yards furling sail. We were

heading for Cape Crozier, the northern face of Ross Island was open to

our fascinated gaze, and away to the east stretched the Barrier face

until it disappeared below the horizon. Adélie penguins and Killer whales

were abundant in the water through which we steamed.

I have seen Fuji, the most dainty and graceful of all mountains; and also

Kinchinjunga: only Michael Angelo among men could have conceived such

grandeur. But give me Erebus for my friend. Whoever made Erebus knew all

the charm of horizontal lines, and the lines of Erebus are for the most

part nearer the horizontal than the vertical. And so he is the most

restful mountain in the world, and I was glad when I knew that our hut

would lie at his feet. And always there floated from his crater the lazy

banner of his cloud of steam.

Now we had reached the Barrier face some five miles east of the point at

which it joins the basalt cliffs of Cape Crozier. We could see the great

pressure waves which had proved such an obstacle to travellers from the

Discovery to the Emperor penguin rookery. The Knoll was clear, but the

summit of Mount Terror was in the clouds. As for the Barrier we seemed to

have known it all our lives, it was so exactly like what we had imagined

it to be, and seen in the pictures and photographs.

Scott had a whaler launched, and we pulled in under the cliffs. There was

a considerable swell.

"We were to examine the possibilities of landing, but the swell was so

heavy in its break among the floating blocks of ice along the actual

beach and ice foot that a landing was out of the question. We should

have broken up the boat and have all been in the water together. But I

assure you it was tantalizing to me, for there about six feet above us on

a small dirty piece of the old bay ice about ten feet square one living

Emperor penguin chick was standing disconsolately stranded, and close by

stood one faithful old Emperor parent asleep. This young Emperor was

still in the down, a most interesting fact in the bird's life history at

which we had rightly guessed, but which no one had actually observed

before. It was in a stage never yet seen or collected, for the wings were

already quite clean of down and feathered as in the adult, also a line

down the breast was shed of down and part of the head. This bird would

have been a treasure to me, but we could not risk life for it, so it had

to remain where it was. It was a curious fact that with as much clean ice

to live on as they could have wished for, these destitute derelicts of a

flourishing colony, now gone north to sea on floating bay ice, should

have preferred to remain standing on the only piece of bay ice left, a

piece about ten feet square and now pressed up six feet above water

level, evidently wondering why it was so long in starting north with the

general exodus which must have taken place just a month ago. The whole

incident was most interesting and full of suggestion as to the slow

working of the brain of these queer people. Another point was most weird

to see, that on the _under_ side of this very dirty piece of sea-ice,

which was about two feet thick and which hung over the water as a sort of

cave, we could see the legs and lower halves of dead Emperor chicks

hanging through, and even in one place a dead adult. I hope to make a

picture of the whole quaint incident, for it was a corner crammed full of

Imperial history in the light of what we already knew, and it would

otherwise have been about as unintelligible as any group of animate or

inanimate nature could possibly have been. As it is, it throws more light

on the life history of this strangely primitive bird....

"We were joking in the boat as we rowed under these cliffs and saying it

would be a short-lived amusement to see the overhanging cliff part

company and fall on us. So we were glad to find that we were rowing back

to the ship and already 200 or 300 yards away from the place and in open

water when there was a noise like crackling thunder and a huge plunge

into the sea and a smother of rock dust like the smoke of an explosion,

and we realized that the very thing had happened which we had just been

talking about. Altogether it was a very exciting row, for before we got

on board we had the pleasure of seeing the ship shoved in so close to

these cliffs by a belt of heavy pack ice that to us it appeared a toss-up

whether she got out again or got forced in against the rocks. She had no

time or room to turn, and got clear by backing out through the belt of

pack stern first, getting heavy bumps under the counter and on the rudder

as she did so, for the ice was heavy and the swell considerable."[87]

Westward of Cape Crozier the sides of Mount Terror slope down to the sea,

forming a possible landing-place in calm weather. Here there is a large

Adélie penguin rookery in summer, and it was here that the Discovery left

a record of her movements tied to a post to guide the relieving ship the

following year. It was the return of a sledge party which tried to reach

this record from the Barrier that led to Vince's terrible death.[88] As

we coasted along we could see this post quite plainly, looking as new as

the day it was erected, and we know now that there is communication with

the Barrier behind, while this rookery itself is free from the blizzards

which sweep out to sea by Cape Crozier. It was therefore an excellent

place to winter and it was a considerable disappointment to find that it

was impossible to land.

This was the first sight we had of a rookery of the little Adélie

penguin. Hundreds of thousands of birds dotted the shore, and there were

many thousands in the sea round the ship. As we came to know these

rookeries better we came to look upon these quaint creatures more as

familiar friends than as casual acquaintances. Whatever a penguin does

has individuality, and he lays bare his whole life for all to see. He

cannot fly away. And because he is quaint in all that he does, but still

more because he is fighting against bigger odds than any other bird, and

fighting always with the most gallant pluck, he comes to be considered as

something apart from the ordinary bird--sometimes solemn, sometimes

humorous, enterprising, chivalrous, cheeky--and always (unless you are

driving a dog-team) a welcome and, in some ways, an almost human friend.

The alternative landing-place to Cape Crozier was somewhere in McMurdo

Sound, the essential thing being that we should have access to and from

the Barrier, such communication having to be by sea-ice, since the land

is for the most part impassable. As we steamed from Cape Crozier to Cape

Bird, the N.W. extremity of Ross Island, we carried out a detailed

running survey.

When we neared Cape Bird and Beaufort Island we could see that there was

much pack in the mouth of the Strait. By keeping close in to the land we

avoided the worst of the trouble, and "as we rounded Cape Bird we came in

sight of the old well-remembered landmarks--Mount Discovery and the

Western Mountains--seen dimly through a hazy atmosphere. It was good to

see them again, and perhaps after all we are better this side of the

Island. It gives one a homely feeling to see such a familiar scene."[89]

Right round from Cape Crozier to Cape Royds the coast is cold and

forbidding, and for the most part heavily crevassed. West of Cape Bird

are some small penguin rookeries, and high up on the ice slopes could be

seen some grey granite boulders. These are erratics, brought by ice from

the Western Mountains, and are evidence of a warmer past when the Barrier

rose some two thousand feet higher than it does now, and stretched many

hundreds of miles farther out to sea. But now the Antarctic is becoming

colder, the deposition of snow is therefore farther north, and the

formation of ice correspondingly less.

[Illustration: SOUNDING--E. A. Wilson, del.]

[Illustration: KRISRAVITZA]

Many watched all night, as this new world unfolded itself, cape by cape

and mountain by mountain. We pushed through some heavy floes and "at 6

A.M. (on January 4) we came through the last of the Strait pack some

three miles north of Cape Royds. We steered for the Cape, fully expecting

to find the edge of the pack-ice ranging westward from it. To our

astonishment we ran on past the Cape with clear water or thin sludge ice

on all sides of us. Past Cape Royds, past Cape Barne, past the glacier on

its south side, and finally round and past Inaccessible Island, a good

two miles south of Cape Royds. The Cape itself was cut off from the

south. We could have gone farther, but the last sludge ice seemed to be

increasing in thickness, and there was no wintering spot to aim for but

Cape Armitage.[90] I have never seen the ice of the Sound in such a

condition or the land so free from snow. Taking these facts in

conjunction with the exceptional warmth of the air, I came to the

conclusion that it had been an exceptionally warm summer. At this point

it was evident that we had a considerable choice of wintering spots. We

could have gone to either of the small islands, to the mainland, the

Glacier Tongue, or pretty well anywhere except Hut Point. My main wish

was to choose a place that would not be easily cut off from the Barrier,

and my eye fell on a cape which we used to call the Skuary, a little

behind us. It was separated from the old Discovery quarters by two deep

bays on either side of the Glacier Tongue, and I thought that these bays

would remain frozen until late in the season, and that when they froze

over again the ice would soon become firm. I called a council and put

these propositions. To push on to the Glacier Tongue and winter there; to

push west to the 'tombstone' ice and to make our way to an inviting spot

to the northward of the cape we used to call 'the Skuary.' I favoured the

latter course, and on discussion we found it obviously the best, so we

turned back close around Inaccessible Island and steered for the fast ice

off the Cape at full speed. After piercing a small fringe of thin ice at

the edge of the fast floe the ship's stem struck heavily on hard bay ice

about a mile and a half from the shore. Here was a road to the Cape and a

solid wharf on which to land our stores. We made fast with

ice-anchors."[91]

Scott, Wilson and Evans walked away over the sea-ice, but were soon back.

They reported an excellent site for a hut on a shelving beach on the

northern side of the Cape before us, which was henceforward called Cape

Evans, after our second in command. Landing was to begin forthwith.

First came the two big motor sledges which took up so much of our deck

space. In spite of the hundreds of tons of sea-water which had washed

over and about them they came out of their big crates looking "as fresh

and clean as if they had been packed on the previous day."[92] They were

running that same afternoon.

We had a horse-box for the ponies, which came next, but it wanted all

Oates' skill and persuasion to get them into it. All seventeen of them

were soon on the floe, rolling and kicking with joy, and thence they were

led across to the beach where they were carefully picketed to a rope run

over a snow slope where they could not eat sand. Shackleton lost four out

of eight ponies within a month of his arrival. His ponies were picketed

on rubbly ground at Cape Royds, and ate the sand for the salt flavour it

possessed. The fourth pony died from eating shavings in which chemicals

had been packed. This does not mean that they were hungry, merely that

these Manchurian ponies eat the first thing that comes in their way,

whether it be a bit of sugar or a bit of Erebus.

Meanwhile the dog-teams were running light loads between the ship and the

shore. "The great trouble with them has been due to the fatuous conduct

of the penguins. Groups of these have been constantly leaping on to our

floe. From the moment of landing on their feet their whole attitude

expressed devouring curiosity and a pig-headed disregard for their own

safety. They waddle forward, poking their heads to and fro in their

usually absurd way, in spite of a string of howling dogs straining to get

at them. 'Hulloa!' they seem to say, 'here's a game--what do all you

ridiculous things want?' And they come a few steps nearer. The dogs make

a rush as far as their harness or leashes allow. The penguins are not

daunted in the least, but their ruffs go up and they squawk with

semblance of anger, for all the world as though they were rebutting a

rude stranger--their attitude might be imagined to convey, 'Oh, that's

the sort of animal you are; well, you've come to the wrong place--we

aren't going to be bluffed and bounced by you,' and then the final fatal

steps forward are taken and they come within reach. There is a spring, a

squawk, a horrid red patch on the snow, and the incident is closed."[93]

Everything had to be sledged nearly a mile and a half across the sea-ice,

but at midnight, after seventeen hours' continuous work, the position was

most satisfactory. The large amount of timber which went to make the hut

was mostly landed. The ponies and dogs were sleeping in the sun on shore.

A large green tent housed the hut builders, and the site for the hut was

levelled.

"Such weather in such a place comes nearer to satisfying my ideal of

perfection than any condition I have ever experienced. The warm glow of

the sun with the keen invigorating cold of the air forms a combination

which is inexpressibly health-giving and satisfying to me, whilst the

golden light on this wonderful scene of mountain and ice satisfies every

claim of scenic magnificence. No words of mine can convey the

impressiveness of the wonderful panorama displayed to our eyes.... It's

splendid to see at last the effect of all the months of preparation and

organisation. There is much snoring about me as I write (2 A.M.) from men

tired after a hard day's work and preparing for such another to-morrow. I

also must sleep, for I have had none for 48 hours--but it should be to

dream happily."[94]

Getting to bed about midnight and turning out at 5 A.M. we kept it up day

after day. Petrol, paraffin, pony food, dog food, sledges and sledging

gear, hut furniture, provisions of all kinds both for life at the hut and

for sledging, coal, scientific instruments and gear, carbide, medical

stores, clothing--I do not know how many times we sledged over that

sea-ice, but I do know that we were landed as regards all essentials in

six days. "Nothing like it has been done before; nothing so expeditious

and complete."[95] ... and "Words cannot express the splendid way in

which every one works."[96]

The two motors, the two dog-teams, man-hauling parties, and, as they were

passed for work by Oates, the ponies; all took part in this transport. As

usual Bowers knew just where everything was, and where it was to go, and

he was most ably seconded on the ship by Rennick and Bruce. Both

man-hauling parties and pony-leaders commonly did ten journeys a day, a

distance of over thirty miles. The ponies themselves did one to three or

four journeys as they were considered fit.

Generally speaking the transport seemed satisfactory, but it soon became

clear that sea-ice was very hard on the motor sledge runners. "The motor

sledges are working well, but not very well; the small difficulties will

be got over, but I rather fear they will never draw the loads we expect

of them. Still they promise to be a help, and they are a lively and

attractive feature of our present scene as they drone along over the

floe. At a little distance, without silencers, they sound exactly like

threshing machines."[97]

The ponies were the real problem. It was to be expected that they would

be helpless and exhausted after their long and trying voyage. Not a bit

of it! They were soon rolling about, biting one another, kicking one

another, and any one else, with the best will in the world. After two

days' rest on shore, twelve of them were thought fit to do one journey,

on which they pulled loads varying from 700 to 1000 lbs. with ease on the

hard sea-ice surface. But it was soon clear that these ponies were an

uneven lot. There were the steady workers like Punch and Nobby; there

were one or two definitely weak ponies like Blossom, Blücher and Jehu;

and there were one or two strong but rather impossible beasts. One of

these was soon known as Weary Willie. His outward appearance belied him,

for he looked like a pony. A brief acquaintance soon convinced me that

he was without doubt a cross between a pig and a mule. He was obviously a

strong beast and, since he always went as slowly as possible and stopped

as often as possible it was most difficult to form any opinion as to what

load he was really able to draw. Consequently I am afraid there is little

doubt that he was generally overloaded until that grim day on the Barrier

when he was set upon by a dog-team. It was his final collapse at the end

of the Depôt journey which caused Scott to stay behind when we went out

on the sea-ice. But of that I shall speak again.

Twice only have I ever seen Weary Willie trot. We were leading the ponies

now as always with halters and without bits. Consequently our control was

limited, especially on ice, but doubtless the ponies' comfort was

increased, especially in cold weather when a metal bit would have been

difficult if not impossible. On this occasion he and I had just arrived

at the ship after a trudge in which I seemed to be pulling both Weary and

the sledge. Just then a motor back-fired, and we started back across that

floe at a pace which surprised Weary even more than myself, for he fell

over the sledge, himself and me, and for days I felt like a big black

bruise. The second occasion on which he got a move on was during the

Depôt journey when Gran on ski tried to lead him.

Christopher and Hackenschmidt were impossible ponies. Christopher, as we

shall see, died on the Barrier a year after this, fighting almost to the

last. Hackenschmidt, so called "from his vicious habit of using both fore

and hind legs in attacking those who came near him,"[98] led an even more

lurid life but had a more peaceful end. Whether Oates could have tamed

him I do not know: he would have done it if it were possible, for his

management of horses was wonderful. But in any case Hackenschmidt

sickened at the hut while we were absent on the Depôt journey, for no

cause which could be ascertained, gradually became too weak to stand, and

was finally put out of his misery.

There was a breathless minute when Hackenschmidt, with a sledge attached

to him, went galloping over the hills and boulders. Below him, all

unconscious of his impending fate, was Ponting, adjusting a large camera

with his usual accuracy. Both survived. There were runaways innumerable,

and all kinds of falls. But these ponies could tumble about unharmed in a

way which would cause an English horse to lie up for a week. "There is no

doubt that the bumping of the sledges close at the heels of the animals

is the root of the evil."[99]

There were two adventures during this first week of landing stores which

might well have had a more disastrous conclusion. The first of these was

the adventure of Ponting and the Killer whales.

"I was a little late on the scene this morning, and thereby witnessed a

most extraordinary scene. Some six or seven killer whales, old and young,

were skirting the fast floe edge ahead of the ship; they seemed excited

and dived rapidly, almost touching the floe. As we watched, they suddenly

appeared astern, raising their snouts out of water. I had heard weird

stories of these beasts, but had never associated serious danger with

them. Close to the water's edge lay the wire stern rope of the ship, and

our two Esquimaux dogs were tethered to this. I did not think of

connecting the movement of the whales with this fact, and seeing them so

close I shouted to Ponting, who was standing abreast of the ship. He

seized his camera and ran towards the floe edge to get a close picture of

the beasts, which had momentarily disappeared. The next moment the whole

floe under him and the dogs heaved up and split into fragments. One could

hear the booming noise as the whales rose under the ice and struck it

with their backs. Whale after whale rose under the ice, setting it

rocking fiercely; luckily Ponting kept his feet and was able to fly to

security. By an extraordinary chance also, the splits had been made

around and between the dogs, so that neither of them fell into the water.

Then it was clear that the whales shared our astonishment, for one after

another their huge hideous heads shot vertically into the air through

the cracks which they had made. As they reared them to a height of six

or eight feet it was possible to see their tawny head markings, their

small glistening eyes, and their terrible array of teeth--by far the

largest and most terrifying in the world. There cannot be a doubt that

they looked up to see what had happened to Ponting and the dogs.

"The latter were horribly frightened and strained to their chains,

whining; the head of one killer must certainly have been within five feet

of one of the dogs.

"After this, whether they thought the game insignificant, or whether they

missed Ponting is uncertain, but the terrifying creatures passed on to

other hunting grounds, and we were able to rescue the dogs, and what was

even more important, our petrol--five or six tons of which was waiting on

a piece of ice which was not split away from the main mass.

"Of course, we have known well that killer whales continually skirt the

edge of the floes and that they would undoubtedly snap up any one who was

unfortunate enough to fall into the water; but the facts that they could

display such deliberate cunning, that they were able to break ice of such

thickness (at least 2½ feet), and that they could act in unison, were a

revelation to us. It is clear that they are endowed with singular

intelligence, and in future we shall treat that intelligence with every

respect."[100]

We were to be hunted by these Killer whales again.

The second adventure was the loss of the third motor sledge. It was

Sunday morning, January 8, and Scott had given orders that this motor was

to be hoisted out of the ship. "This was done first thing and the motor

placed on firm ice. Later Campbell told me one of the men had dropped a

leg through crossing a sludgy patch some 200 yards from the ship. I

didn't consider it very serious, as I imagined the man had only gone

through the surface crust. About 7 A.M. I started for the shore with a

single man load, leaving Campbell looking about for the best crossing for

the motor."[101]

I find a note in my own diary as to what happened after that: "Last night

the ice was getting very soft in places, and I was a little doubtful

about leading ponies over a spot on the route to the hut which is about a

quarter of a mile from the ship. It has been thawing very fast the last

few days, and has been very hot as Antarctic weather goes. This morning

was the same, and Bailey went in up to his neck.

"Some half-hour after the motor was put on to the floe, we were told to

tow it on to firm ice as that near the ship was breaking up. All hands

started on a long tow line. We got on to the rotten piece, and somebody

behind shouted 'You must run.' From that moment everything happened very

quickly. Williamson fell right in through the ice; immediately afterwards

we were all brought up with a jerk. Then the line began to pull us

backwards; the stern of the motor had sunk through the ice, and the whole

car began to sink. It slowly went right through and disappeared and then

the tow line followed it. Everything possible was done to hang on to the

rope, but in the end we had to let it go, each man keeping his hold until

he was dragged to the lip of the hole. Then we made for the fast ice,

leaving the rotten bit between us and the ship.

"Pennell and Priestley sounded their way back to the ship, and Day asked

Priestley to bring his goggles when he returned. They came back with a

life-line, Pennell leading. Suddenly the ice gave way under Priestley,

who disappeared entirely and came up, so we learned afterwards, under the

ice, there being a big current. In a moment Pennell was lying flat upon

the floe on his chest, got his hand under Priestley's arm, and so pulled

him out. All Priestley said was, 'Day, here are your goggles.' We all got

back to the ship, but communication between the ship and the shore was

interrupted for the rest of the day, when a solid road was found right up

to the ship in another place."[102]

Meanwhile the hut was rising very quickly, and Davies, who was Chippy

Chap, the carpenter, deserves much credit. He was a leading shipwright

in the navy, always willing and bright, and with a very thorough

knowledge of his job. I have seen him called up hour after hour, day and

night, on the ship, when the pumps were choked by the coal balls which

formed in the bilges, and he always arrived with a smile on his face.

Altogether he was one of our most useful men. In this job of hut-building

he was helped by two of our seamen, Keohane and Abbott, and others.

Latterly I believe there were more people working than there were

hammers!

A plan of this hut is given here. It was 50 feet long, by 25 feet wide,

and 9 feet to the eaves. The insulation, which was very satisfactory, was

seaweed, sewn up in the form of a quilt.

"The sides have double [match-] boarding inside and outside the frames,

with a layer of our excellent quilted seaweed insulation between each

pair of boardings. The roof has a single match-boarding inside, but on

the outside is a match-boarding, then a layer of 2-ply ruberoid, then a

layer of quilted seaweed, then a second match-boarding, and finally a

cover of 3-ply ruberoid."[103]

The floor consisted of a wooden boarding next the frame, then a quilt of

seaweed, then a layer of felt upon which was a second boarding and

finally linoleum.

We thought we should be warm, and we were. In fact, during the winter,

with twenty-five men living there, and the cooking range going, and

perhaps also the stove at the other end, the hut not infrequently became

fuggy, big though it was.

The entrance was through a door in a porch before you got to the main

door. In the porch were the generators of the acetylene gas, which was

fitted throughout by Day, who was also responsible for the fittings of

the ventilator, cooking range, and stove, the chimney pipes from these

running along through the middle of the hut before entering a common

vent. Little heat was lost. The pipes were fitted with dampers, and air

inlets which could be opened or shut at will to control the ventilation.

Besides a big ventilator in the top of the hut there was an adjustable

air inlet also at the base of the chamber which formed the junction of

the two chimneys. The purpose of this was also ventilation, but it was

not successful.

The bulkhead which separated the men's quarters, or mess deck, from the

rest of the hut, was formed of such cases as contained goods in glass,

including wine, which would have frozen and broken outside. The bulkhead

did not go as high as the top of the hut. When the contents of a case

were wanted, a side of the box was taken out, and the empty case then

formed a shelf.

We started to live in the hut on January 18, beautifully warm, the

gramophone going, and everybody happy. But for a long time before this

most of the landing party had been living in tents on shore. It was very

comfortable, far more so than might be supposed, judging only by the

popular idea of a polar life. We were now almost landed, there were just

a few things more to come over from the ship. "It was blowing a mild

blizzard from the south, and I took a sledge over to the ship, which was

quite blotted out in blinding snow at times. It was as hard to get an

empty sledge over, as generally it is to drag a full one. Tea on the

ship, which was very full of welcome, but also very full of the

superiority of their own comforts over those of the land. Their own

comforts were not so very obvious, since they had tried to get the stove

in the wardroom going for the first time. They were all coughing in the

smoke, and everything inside was covered with smuts."[104]

The hut itself was some twelve feet above the sea, and situated upon what

was now an almost sandy beach of black lava. It was thought that this was

high enough to be protected from any swell likely to arrive in such a

sheltered place, but, as we shall see, Scott was very anxious as to the

fate of the hut, when, on the Depôt journey, a swell removed not only

miles of sea-ice and a good deal of Barrier, but also the end of Glacier

Tongue. We never saw this beach again, for the autumn gales covered it

with thick drifts of snow, and the thaw was never enough to remove this

for the two other summers we spent here. There is no doubt this was an

exceptional year for thaw. We never again saw a little waterfall such as

was now tumbling down the rocks from Skua Lake into the sea.

The little hill of 66 feet high behind us was soon named Wind Vane Hill,

and there were other meteorological instruments there besides. A

snow-drift or ice-drift always forms to leeward of any such projection,

and that beneath this hill was large enough for us to drive into it two

ice caves. The first of these was to contain our larder, notably the

frozen mutton carcasses brought down by us from New Zealand in the

ice-house on deck. These, however, showed signs of mildew, and we never

ate very freely of them. Seal and penguin were our stock meat foods, and

mutton was considered to be a luxury.

The second cave, 13 feet long by 5 feet wide, hollowed out by Simpson and

Wright, was for the magnetic instruments. The temperature of these caves

was found to be fairly constant. Unfortunately, this was the only drift

into which we could tunnel, and we had no such mass of snow and ice as is

afforded by the Barrier, which can be burrowed, and was burrowed

extensively by Amundsen and his men.

The cases containing the bulk of our stores were placed in stacks

arranged by Bowers up on the sloping ground to the west of the hut,

beginning close to the entrance door. The sledges lay on the hill side

above them. This arrangement was very satisfactory during the first

winter, but the excessive blizzards of the second winter and the immense

amount of snow which was gathering about the camp caused us to move

everything up to the top of the ridge behind the hut where the wind kept

them more clear. Amundsen found it advisable to put his cases in two long

lines.[105]

The dogs were tethered to a long chain or rope. The ponies' stable was

built against the northern side of the hut, and was thus sheltered from

the blizzards which always blow here from the south. Against the south

side of the hut Bowers built himself a store-room. "Every day he

conceives or carries out some plan to benefit the camp."[106]

"Scott seems very cheery about things," I find in my diary about this

time. And well he might be. A man could hardly be better served. We

slaved until we were nearly dead-beat, and then we found something else

to do until we were quite dead-beat. Ship's company and landing parties

alike, not only now but all through this job, did their very utmost, and

their utmost was very good. The way men worked was fierce.

"If you can picture our house nestling below this small hill on a long

stretch of black sand, with many tons of provision cases ranged in neat

blocks in front of it and the sea lapping the ice-foot below, you will

have some idea of our immediate vicinity. As for our wider surroundings

it would be difficult to describe their beauty in sufficiently glowing

terms. Cape Evans is one of the many spurs of Erebus and the one that

stands closest under the mountain, so that always towering above us we

have the grand snowy peak with its smoking summit. North and south of us

are deep bays, beyond which great glaciers come rippling over the lower

slopes to thrust high blue-walled snouts into the sea. The sea is blue

before us, dotted with shining bergs or ice floes, whilst far over the

Sound, yet so bold and magnificent as to appear near, stand the beautiful

Western Mountains with their numerous lofty peaks, their deep glacial

valley and clear cut scarps, a vision of mountain scenery that can have

few rivals."[107]

[Illustration: MT. EREBUS, THE RAMP AND THE HUT]

"Before I left England people were always telling me the Antarctic must

be dull without much life. Now we are in ourselves a perfect farmyard.

There are nineteen ponies fifty yards off and thirty dogs just behind,

and they howl like the wolves they are at intervals, led by Dyk. The

skuas are nesting all round and fighting over the remains of the seals

which we have killed, and the penguins which the dogs have killed,

whenever they have got the chance. The collie bitch which we have

brought down for breeding purposes wanders about the camp. A penguin is

standing outside my tent, presumably because he thinks he is going to

moult here. A seal has just walked up into the horse lines--there are

plenty of Weddell and penguins and whales. On board we have Nigger and a

blue Persian kitten, with rabbits and squirrels. The whole place teems

with life.

"Franky Drake is employed all day wandering round for ice for watering

the ship. Yesterday he had made a pile out on the floe, and the men

wanted to have a flag put on it, and have it photographed, and called

'Mr. Drake's Furthest South.'"[108]

January 25 was fixed as the day upon which twelve of us, with eight

ponies and the two dog-teams, were to start south to lay a depôt upon the

Barrier for the Polar Journey. Scott was of opinion that the bays between

us and the Hut Point Peninsula would freeze over in March, probably early

in March, and that we should most of us get back to Cape Evans then. At

the same time the ponies could not come down over the cliffs of this

tongue of land, and preparations had to be made for a lengthy stay at Hut

Point for them and their keepers. For this purpose Scott meant to use the

old Discovery hut at Hut Point.[109]

On January 15 he took Meares and one dog-team, and started for Hut Point,

which was fifteen statute miles to the south of us. They crossed Glacier

Tongue, finding upon it a depôt of compressed fodder and maize which had

been left by Shackleton. The open water to the west nearly reached the

Tongue.

On arrival at the hut Scott was shocked to find it full of snow and ice.

This was serious, and, as we found afterwards the drifted snow had thawed

down into ice: the whole of the inside of this hut was a big ice block.

In the middle of this ice was a pile of cases left by the Discovery as a

depôt. They were, we knew, full of biscuit.

"There was something too depressing in finding the old hut in such a

desolate condition. I had had so much interest in seeing all the old

landmarks and the huts apparently intact. To camp outside and feel that

all the old comforts and cheer had departed was dreadfully

heartrending."[110]

That night "we slept badly till the morning and, therefore, late. After

breakfast we went up the hills; there was a keen S.E. breeze, but the sun

shone and my spirits revived. There was very much less snow everywhere

than I had ever seen. The ski run was completely cut through in two

places, the Gap and Observation Hill almost bare, a great bare slope on

the side of Arrival Heights, and on top of Crater Heights an immense bare

table-land. How delighted we should have been to see it like this in the

old days! The pond was thawed and the confervae green in fresh water. The

hole which we had dug in the mound in the pond was still there, as Meares

discovered by falling into it up to his waist, and getting very wet.

"On the south side we could see the pressure ridges beyond Pram Point as

of old--Horseshoe Bay calm and unpressed--the sea-ice pressed on Pram

Point and along the Gap ice front, and a new ridge running around C.

Armitage about 2 miles off. We saw Ferrar's old thermometer tubes

standing out of the snow slope as though they'd been placed yesterday.

Vince's cross might have been placed yesterday--the paint was so fresh

and the inscription so legible."[111]

We had two officers who had been with Shackleton in his 1908

Expedition--Priestley, who was in our Northern Party, and Day, who was in

charge of our motors. Priestley with two others sledged over to Cape

Royds and has left an account of the old hut there:

"After pitching tent Levick and I went over to the hut to forage. On the

way I visited Derrick Point and took a large seven-pound tin of butter

while Levick opened up the hut. It was very dark inside but I pulled the

boarding down from the windows so that we could see all right. It was

very funny to see everything lying about just as we had left it, in that

last rush to get off in the lull of the blizzard. On Marston's bunk was a

sixpenny copy of the Story of Bessie Costrell, which some one had

evidently read and left open. Perhaps what brought the old times back

again more than anything else was the fact that as I came out of the

larder the sleeve of my wind clothes caught the tap of the copper and

turned it on. When I heard the drip of the water I turned instinctively

and turned the tap off, almost expecting to hear Bobs' raucous voice

cursing me for my clumsiness. Perhaps what strikes one more forcibly than

anything else is the fact that nothing has been disturbed. On the table

was the remains of a batch of bread that Bobs had cooked for us and that

was only partially consumed before the Nimrod called for us. Some of the

rolls showed the impression of bites given to them in 1909. All round the

bread were the sauces, pickles, pepper and salt of our usual standing

lunch, and a half-opened tin of gingerbreads was a witness to the dryness

of the climate for they were still crisp as the day they were opened.

"In the cubicle near the larder were the loose tins that poor Armytage

and myself had collected from all round the hut before we left.

"On the shelves of my cubicle are still stacked the magazines and paper

brought down by the relief ship. Nothing is changed at all except the

company. It is almost dismal. I expect to see people come in through the

door after a walk over the surrounding hills.

"We had not much time to look round us; for Campbell was cooking in the

tent, so we slung a few tins of jam, a plum-pudding, some tea, and

gingerbreads into a sack, and returned to camp. By this time it was

snowing heavily and continued to do so after dinner so that we turned in

immediately (1.30 P.M.) and went off to sleep. One thing worth mentioning

is that on several of the drifts are well-defined hoof marks, some of

them looking so new that we could have sworn that they had been made this

year.

"The Old Sport [Levick] gave us a start by suddenly announcing that he

could see a ship quite close, and for some time we were on tenterhooks,

but his ship proved to be the Terra Nova ice-anchored off the Skuary.

"The whole place is very eerie, there is such a feeling of life about it.

Not only do I feel it but the others do also. Last night after I turned

in I could have sworn that I heard people shouting to each other.

"I thought that I had only got an attack of nerves but Campbell asked me

if I had heard any shouting, for he had certainly done so. It must have

been the seals calling to each other, but it certainly did sound most

human. We are getting so worked up that we should not be a bit surprised

to see a settlement of Japanese or some other such people some day when

we stroll round towards Blacksand Beach. The Old Sport created some

amusement this evening by opening a tin of Nestlé's milk at both ends

instead of making the two holes at one end. He informed us that he had

got so used to using two whole tins of milk for cocoa for fourteen people

at night that he always opened them that way.

"As a consequence we have to spend most of our spare time making bungs to

keep the milk in the tin."[112]

Meanwhile, as was to be expected, the action of the, I suspect, abnormal

summer sea temperature was showing its effect upon the sea-ice. Sea-ice

thaws from below when the temperature of the water rises. The northern

ice goes out first here, being next to the open water, but big thaw pools

form at the same time wherever a current of water flows over shallows, as

at the end of Cape Evans, Hut Point and Cape Armitage.

On January 17 the ice was breaking away between the point of Cape Evans

and the ship, although a road still remained fast between the ship and

the shore. The ship began to get up steam, but the fast ice broke away

quickly that night. I believe they got steam in three hours, twelve hours

being the time generally allowed: only just in time, however, for she

broke adrift as it was reported. The next morning she made fast to the

ice only 200 yards from the ice-foot of the Cape.

"For the present the position is extraordinarily comfortable. With a

southerly blow she would simply bind on to the ice, receiving great

shelter from the end of the Cape. With a northerly blow she might turn

rather close to the shore, where the soundings run to three fathoms, but

behind such a stretch of ice she could scarcely get a sea or swell

without warning. It looks a wonderfully comfortable little nook, but of

course one can be certain of nothing in this place; one knows from

experience how deceptive the appearance of security may be."[113]

The ship's difficulties were largely due to the shortage of coal. Again

on the night of January 20-21 we had an anxious time.

"Fearing a little trouble I went out of the hut in the middle of the

night and saw at once that she was having a bad time--the ice was

breaking with a northerly swell and the wind increasing, with the ship on

dead lee shore; luckily the ice anchors had been put well in on the floe

and some still held. Pennell was getting up steam and his men struggling

to replace the anchors.

"We got out the men and gave some help. At 6 steam was up, and I was

right glad to see the ship back out to windward, leaving us to recover

anchors and hawsers."[114]

A big berg drove in just after the ship had got away, and grounded where

she had been lying. The ship returned in the afternoon, and it seems that

she was searching round for an anchorage, and trying to look behind this

berg. There was a strongish northerly wind blowing. The currents and

soundings round Cape Evans were then unknown. The current was setting

strongly from the north through the strip of sea which divides

Inaccessible Island from Cape Evans, a distance of some two-thirds of a

mile. The engines were going astern, but the current and wind were too

much for her, and the ship ran aground, being fast for some considerable

distance aft--some said as far as the mainmast.

"Visions of the ship failing to return to New Zealand and of sixty people

waiting here arose in my mind with sickening pertinacity, and the only

consolation I could draw from such imaginations was the determination

that the southern work should go on as before--meanwhile the least ill

possible seemed to be an extensive lightening of the ship with boats as

the tide was evidently high when she struck--a terribly depressing

prospect.

"Some three or four of us watched it gloomily from the shore whilst all

was bustle on board, the men shifting cargo aft. Pennell tells me they

shifted 10 tons in a very short time.

"The first ray of hope came when by careful watching one could see that

the ship was turning very slowly, then one saw the men running from side

to side and knew that an attempt was being made to roll her off. The

rolling produced a more rapid turning movement at first, and then she

seemed to hang again. But only for a short time; the engines had been

going astern all the time and presently a slight movement became

apparent. But we only knew she was getting clear when we heard cheers on

board, and more cheers from the whaler.

"Then she gathered stern way and was clear. The relief was

enormous."[115]

All this took some time, and Scott himself came back into the hut with us

and went on bagging provisions for the Depôt journey. At such times of

real disaster he was a very philosophical man. We were not yet ready to

go sledging, but on January 23 the ice in North Bay all went out, and

that in South Bay began to follow it. Because this was our road to the

Barrier, it was suddenly decided that we must start on the Depôt journey

the following day or perhaps not at all. Already it was impossible to get

sledges south off the Cape: but there was a way to walk the ponies along

the land until they could be scrambled down a steep rubbly slope on to

sea-ice which still remained. Would it float away before we got there? It

was touch and go. "One breathes a prayer that the Road holds for the few

remaining hours. It goes in one place between a berg in open water and a

large pool of the Glacier face--it may be weak in that part, and at any

moment the narrow isthmus may break away. We are doing it on a very

narrow margin."[116]

FOOTNOTES:

[84] _Scott's Last Expedition_, vol. i. p. 77.

[85] Thomson.

[86] _Scott's Last Expedition_, vol. i. p. 80.

[87] Wilson's Journal, _Scott's Last Expedition_, vol. i. pp. 613,

614.

[88] See Introduction, p. xxxv.

[89] _Scott's Last Expedition_, vol. i. p. 87.

[90] The extreme south point of the island, a dozen miles farther,

on one of whose minor headlands, Hut Point, stood the

Discovery hut.

[91] _Scott's Last Expedition_, vol. i. pp. 88-90.

[92] Ibid. p. 91.

[93] _Scott's Last Expedition_, vol. i. pp. 52-93.

[94] Ibid. pp. 92-94.

[95] _Scott's Last Expedition_, vol. i. p. 111.

[96] Ibid. p. 94.

[97] Ibid. p. 100.

[98] _Scott's Last Expedition_, vol. i. p. 230.

[99] _Scott's Last Expedition_, vol. i. pp. 113-114.

[100] _Scott's Last Expedition_, vol. i. pp. 94-96.

[101] Ibid. p. 106.

[102] My own diary.

[103] _Scott's Last Expedition_, vol. i. p. 111.

[104] My own diary.

[105] _The South Pole_, vol. i. p. 278.

[106] _Scott's Last Expedition_, vol. i. p. 128.

[107] Ibid. p. 129.

[108] My own diary.

[109] See Introduction, p. xxxiv.

[110] _Scott's Last Expedition_, vol. i. p. 122.

[111] Ibid. pp. 122-123.

[112] Priestley's diary.

[113] _Scott's Last Expedition_, vol. i. p. 127.

[114] Ibid. p. 134.

[115] _Scott's Last Expedition_, vol. i. p. 136.

[116] _Scott's Last Expedition_, vol. i. p. 138.

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