We sprang apart, for all the world like a guilty pair surprised. Luckily
the room was in its normal dim state of illumination, so that to one
suddenly entering, the expression on our faces was not clearly visible;
on the other hand, the subdued light gave a romantic setting to the
abominable situation.
Lola saved it, however. She rushed to Dale.
“Do you know what Mr. de Gex was just telling me? His illness--it is
worse than any one thought. It's incurable. He can't live long; he must
die soon. It's dreadful--dreadful! Did you know it?”
Dale looked from her to me, and after a slight pause, came forward.
“Is this true, Simon?”
A plague on the woman for catching me in the trap! Before Dale came in
I was on the point of putting an airy construction on my indiscreet
speech. I had no desire to discuss my longevity with any one. I want
to keep my miserable secret to myself. It was exasperating to have
to entrust it even to Dale. And yet, if I repudiated her implied
explanation of our apparent embrace it would have put her hopelessly in
the wrong. I had to support her.
“It's what the doctors say,” I replied, “but whether it's true or not is
another matter.”
Again he looked queerly from me to Lola and from Lola back to me. His
first impression of our attitude had been a shock from which he found it
difficult to recover. I smiled, and, although perfectly innocent, felt a
villain.
“Madame Brandt is good enough to be soft-hearted and to take a tragic
view of a most commonplace contingency.”
“But it isn't commonplace. By God, it's horrible!” cried the boy, the
arrested love for me suddenly gushing into his heart. “I had no idea of
it. In Heaven's name, Simon, why didn't you tell me? My dear old Simon.”
Tears rushed into his eyes and he gripped my hand until I winced. I put
my other hand on his shoulder and laughed with a contorted visage.
“My good Dale, the moribund are fragile.”
“Oh, Lord, man, how can you make a jest of it?”
“Would you have me drive about in a hearse, instead of a cab, by way of
preparation?”
“But what have the doctors told you?” asked Lola.
“My two dear people!” I cried, “for goodness' sake don't fall over me
in this way. I'm not going to die to-morrow unless my cook poisons me or
I'm struck by lightning. I'm going to live for a deuce of a time yet.
A couple of weeks at least. And you'll very much oblige me by not
whispering a word abroad about what you've heard this afternoon. It
would cause me infinite annoyance. And meanwhile I suggest to you,
Dale, as the lawyers say, that you have been impolite enough not to say
how-do-you-do to your hostess.”
He turned to her rather sheepishly, and apologised. My news had bowled
him over, he declared. He shook hands with her, laughed and walked
Adolphus about on his hind legs.
“But where have you dropped from?” she asked.
“Berlin. I came straight through. Didn't you get my wire?”
“No.”
“I sent one.”
“I never got it.”
He swung his arms about in a fine rage.
“If ever I get hold of that son of Satan I'll murder him. He was covered
up to his beastly eyebrows in silver lace and swords and whistles and
medals and things. He walked up and down the railway station as if he
owned the German navy and ran trains as a genteel hobby. I gave him ten
marks to send the telegram. The miserable beast has sneaked the lot.
I'll get at the railway company through the Embassy and have the brute
sacked and put in prison. Did you ever hear of such a skunk?”
“He must have thought you a very simple and charming young Englishman,”
said I.
“You've done the same thing yourself!” he retorted indignantly.
“Pardon me,” said I. “If I do send a telegram in that loose way, I
choose a humble and honest-looking porter and give him the exact fee for
the telegram and a winning smile.”
“Rot!” said Dale, and turning to Lola--“He has demoralised the whole
railway system of Europe with his tips. I've seen him give a franc to
the black greasy devil that bangs at the carriage wheels with a bit of
iron. He would give anybody anything.”
He had recovered his boyish pride in my ridiculous idiosyncracies, and
was in process of illustrating again to Lola what a “splendid chap”
I was. Poor lad! If he only knew what a treacherous, traitorous,
Machiavelli of a hero he had got. For the moment I suffered from a nasty
crick in the conscience.
“Wouldn't he, Adolphus, you celestial old blackguard?” he laughed. Then
suddenly: “My hat! You two are fond of darkness! It gives me the creeps.
Do you mind, Lola, if I turn on the light?”
He marched in his young way across to the switches and set the room
in the blaze he loved. My crick of the conscience was followed by an
impulse of resentment. He took it for granted that his will was law in
the house. He swaggered around the room with a proprietary air. He threw
in the casual “Lola” as if he owned her. Dale is the most delightful
specimen of the modern youth of my acquaintance. But even Dale, with
all his frank charm of manner, has the modern youth's offhand way with
women. I often wonder how women abide it. But they do, more shame to
them, and suffer more than they realise by their indulgence. When next I
meet Maisie Ellerton I will read her a wholesome lecture, for her soul's
good, on the proper treatment a self-respecting female should apply to
the modern young man.
Dale filled the room with his clear young laugh, and turned on every
light in the place. Lola and I exchanged glances--she had adopted her
usual lazy pantherine attitude in the armchair--and her glance was not
that of a happy woman to whom a longed-for lover had unexpectedly come.
Its real significance I could not divine, but it was more wistful than
merely that of a fellow-conspirator.
“By George!” cried Dale, pulling up a chair by Lola's side, and
stretching out his long, well-trousered legs in front of the fire.
“It's good to come back to civilisation and a Christian language and a
fireside--and other things,” he added, squeezing Lola's hand. “If only
it had not been for this horrible news about you, dear old man----”
“Oh, do forget it and give me a little peace!” I cried. “Why have you
come back all of a sudden?”
“The Wymington people wired for me. It seems the committee are divided
between me and Sir Gerald Macnaughton.”
“He has strong claims,” said I. “He has been Mayor of the place and got
knighted by mistake. He also gives large dinners and wears a beautiful
diamond pin.”
“I believe he goes to bed in it. Oh, he's an awful ass! It was he who
said at a public function 'The Mayor of Wymington must be like Caesar's
wife--all things to all men!' Oh, he's a colossal ass! And his conceit!
My word!”
“You needn't expatiate on it,” said I. “I who speak have suffered much
at the hands of Sir Gerald Macnaughton.”
“If he did get into Parliament he'd expect an armchair to be put for him
next to the Speaker. Really, Lola, you never saw such a chap. If there
was any one else up against me I wouldn't mind. Anyway, I'm running down
to Wymington to-morrow to interview the committee. And if they choose
me, then it'll be a case of 'Lord don't help me and don't help the b'ar,
and you'll see the derndest best b'ar fight that ever was.' I'll make
things hum in Wymington!”
He went on eagerly to explain how he would make things hum. For the
moment he had forgotten his enchantress who, understanding nothing of
platforms and planks and electioneering machinery, smiled with pensive
politeness at the fire. Here was the Dale that I knew and loved, boyish,
impetuous, slangy, enthusiastic. His dark eyes flashed, and he threw
back his head and laughed, as he enunciated his brilliant ideas for
capturing the constituency.
“When I was working for you, I made love to half the women in the place.
You never knew that, you dear old stick. Now I'm going in on my own
account I'll make love to the whole crowd. You won't mind, Lola, will
you? There's safety in numbers. And when I have made love to them one
by one I'll get 'em all together and make love to the conglomerate mass!
And then I'll rake up all the prettiest women in London and get 'em down
there to humbug the men--”
“Lady Kynnersley will doubtless be there,” said I; “and I don't quite
see her--”
He broke in with a laugh: “Oh! the mater! I'll fix up her job all right.
She'll just love it, won't she? And then I know a lot of silly asses
with motor-cars who'll come down. They can't talk for cob-nuts, and
think the Local Option has something to do with vivisection, and have a
vague idea that champagne will be cheaper if we get Tariff Reform--but
they'll make a devil of a noise at meetings and tote people round the
country in their cars holding banners with 'Vote for Kynnersley' on
them. That's a sound idea, isn't it?”
I gravely commended the statesmanlike sagacity of his plan of campaign,
and promised to write as soon as I got home to one or two members of the
committee whom I suspected of pro-Macnaughton leanings.
“I do hope they'll adopt you!” I cried fervently.
“So do I,” murmured Lola in her low notes.
“If they don't,” said Dale, “I'll ask Raggles to give me an unpaid
billet somewhere. But,” he added, with a sigh, “that will be an awful
rotten game in comparison.”
“I'm afraid you won't make Raggles hum,” said I.
He laughed, rose and straddled across the hearthrug, his back to the
fire.
“He'd throw me out if I tried, wouldn't he? But if they do adopt me--I
swear I'll make you proud of me, Simon. I'll stick my soul into it. It's
the least I can do in this horrid cuckoo sort of proceeding, and I feel
I shall be fighting for you as well as for myself. My dear old chap, you
know what I mean, don't you?”
I knew, and was touched. I wished him God-speed with all my heart.
He was a clean, honest, generous gentleman, and I admired, loved and
respected him as he stood there full of his youth and hope. I suddenly
felt quite old and withered at the root of my being, like some decrepit
king who hands his crown to the young prince. I rose to take my
leave (for what advantage was there in staying?) and felt that I was
abandoning to Dale other things beside my crown.
Lola's strong, boneless hand closed round mine in a more enveloping grip
than ever. She looked at me appealingly.
“Shall I see you again before you go?”
“Before you go?” cried Dale. “Where are you off to?”
“Somewhere south, out of the fogs.”
“When?”
“At once,” said I.
He turned to our hostess. “We can't let him go like that. I wonder if
you could fix up a little dinner here, Lola, for the three of us. It
would be ripping, so cosy, you know.”
He glowed with the preposterous inspiration. Lola began politely:
“Of course, if Mr. de Gex----”
“It would be delightful,” said I, “but I'm starting at once--to-morrow
or the day after. We will have the dinner when I come back and you are a
full-blown Member of Parliament.”
I made my escape and fled to my own cheerful library. It is oak-panelled
and furnished with old oak, and the mezzo-tints on the walls are mellow.
Of the latter, I have a good collection, among them a Prince Rupert of
which I am proud. I threw myself, a tired man, into an armchair by the
fire, and rang the bell for a brandy and soda. Oh, the comfort of the
rooms, the comfort of Rogers, the comfort of the familiar backs of the
books in the shelves! I felt loth to leave it all and go vagabonding
about the cold world on my lunatic adventure. For the first time in my
life I cursed Marcus Aurelius. I shook my fist at him as he stood on the
shelf within easy reach of my hand. It was he who had put into my head
this confounded notion of achieving eumoiriety. Am I dealing to myself,
I asked, a happy lot and portion? Certainly not, I replied, and when
Rogers brought me my brandy and soda I drank it off desperately. After
that I grew better, and drew up a merry little Commination Service.
A plague on the little pain inside.
A plague on Lady Kynnersley for weeping me into my rash undertaking.
A plague on Professor Anastasius Papadopoulos for aiding and abetting
Lady Kynnersley.
A plague on Captain Vauvenarde for running away from his wife; for
giving up the army; for not letting me know whether he is alive or dead;
for being, I'll warrant him, in the most uncomfortable and ungetatable
spot on the globe.
A plague on Dale for becoming infatuated with Lola Brandt. A plague on
him for beguiling me to her acquaintance; for bursting into the room at
that unfortunate moment; for his generous, unsuspecting love for me;
for his youth and hope and charm; for asking me to dine with Lola and
himself in ripping cosiness.
A plague on myself--just to show that I am broad-minded.
And lastly, a plague, a special plague, a veritable murrain on Lola
Brandt for complicating the splendid singleness of my purpose. I don't
know what to think of myself. I have become a common conundrum--which
provides the lowest form of intellectual amusement. It is all her fault.
Listen. I set out to free a young man of brilliant promise, at his
mother's earnest entreaty, from an entanglement with an impossible lady,
and to bring him to the feet of the most charming girl in the world who
is dying of love for him. Could intentions be simpler or more honourable
or more praiseworthy?
I find myself, after two or three weeks, the lady's warm personal
friend, to a certain extent her champion bound by a quixotic oath to
restore her husband to her arms, and regarding my poor Dale with a
feeling which is neither more nor less than green-eyed jealousy. I am
praying heaven to grant his adoption by the Wymington committee, not
because it will be the first step of the ladder of his career, but
because the work and excitement of a Parliamentary election will
prohibit overmuch lounging in _my_ chair in Lola Brandt's drawing-room.
Is there any drug I wonder which can restore a eumoirous tone to the
system?
Of course, Dale came round to my chambers in the evening and talked
about Lola and himself and me until I sent him home to bed. He kept on
repeating at intervals that I was glorious. I grew tired at last of the
eulogy, and, adopting his vernacular, declared that I should be jolly
glad to get out of this rubbishy world. He protested. There was never
such a world. It was gorgeous. What was wrong with it, anyway? As I
could not show him the Commination Service, I picked imaginary flaws in
the universe. I complained of its amateurishness of design. But Dale,
who loves fact, was not drawn into a theological disputation.
“Do you know, I had a deuce of a shock when I came into Lola's this
afternoon?” he cried irrelevantly, with a loud laugh. “I thought--it was
a damnable and idiotic thing to come into my head--but I couldn't help
thinking you had cut me out! I wanted to tell you. You must forgive me
for being such an ass. And I want to thank you for being so good to her
while I was away. She has been telling me. You like her, don't you? I
knew you would. No one can help it. Besides being other things, she's is
such a good sort, isn't she?”
I admitted her many excellencies, while he walked about the room.
“By Jove!” he cried, coming to a halt. “I've got a grand idea. My little
plan has succeeded so well with you that I've a good mind to try it on
my mother.”
“What on earth do you mean?” I asked.
“Why shouldn't I take the bull by the horns and bring my mother and Lola
together?”
I gasped. “My dear boy,” said I. “Do you want to kill me outright? I
can't stand such shocks to the imagination.”
“But it would be grand!” he exclaimed, delighted. “Why shouldn't
mother take a fancy to Lola? You can imagine her roping her in for the
committee!”
I refused to imagine it for one instant, and I had the greatest
difficulty in the world to persuade him to renounce his maniacal
project. I am going to permit no further complications.
I have been busy for the past day or two setting my house in order.
I start to-morrow for Paris. All my little affairs are comfortably
settled, and I can set out on my little trip to Avernus via Paris
and the habitat of Captain Vauvenarde with a quiet conscience. I have
allayed the anxiety of my sisters, whispered mysterious encouragement
to Maisie Ellerton, held out hopes of her son's emancipation to Lady
Kynnersley, played fairy godmother to various poor and deserving
persons, and brought myself into an enviable condition of glowing
philanthropy.
To my great relief the Wymington committee have adopted Dale as their
candidate at the by-election. He can scarcely contain himself for joy.
He is like a child who has been told that he shall be taken to the
seaside. I believe he lies awake all night thinking how he will make
things hum.
The other side have chosen Wilberforce, who unsuccessfully contested the
Ferney division of Wiltshire at the last general election. He is old and
ugly. Dale is young and beautiful. I think Dale will get in.
I have said good-bye to Lola. The astonishing woman burst into tears
and kissed my hands and said something about my being the arbiter of
her destiny--a Gallic phrase which she must have picked up from Captain
Vauvenarde. Then she buried her face in the bristling neck of Adolphus,
the Chow dog, and declared him to be her last remaining consolation.
Even Anastasius Papadopoulos had ceased to visit her. I uttered words of
comfort.
“I have left you Dale at any rate.”
She smiled enigmatically through her tears.
“I'm not ungrateful. I don't despise the crumbs.”
Which remark, now that I come to think of it, was not flattering to my
young friend.
But what is the use of thinking of it? My fire is burning low. It is
time I ended this portion of my “Rule and Example of Eumoiriety,” which,
I fear, has not followed the philosophic line I originally intended.
The die is cast. My things are packed. Rogers, who likes his British
beef and comforts, is resigned to the prospect of Continental travel,
and has gone to bed hours ago. There is no more soda water in the
siphon. I must go to bed.
Paris to-morrow.