The Romance of Aunt Beatrice

Margaret always maintains that it was a direct inspiration of

Providence that took her across the street to see Aunt Beatrice that

night. And Aunt Beatrice believes that it was too. But the truth of

the matter is that Margaret was feeling very unhappy, and went over to

talk to Aunt Beatrice as the only alternative to a fit of crying.

Margaret's unhappiness has nothing further to do with this story, so

it may be dismissed with the remark that it did not amount to much, in

spite of Margaret's tragical attitude, and was dissipated at once and

forever by the arrival of a certain missent letter the next day.

Aunt Beatrice was alone. Her brother and his wife had gone to the "at

home" which Mrs. Cunningham was giving that night in honour of the

Honourable John Reynolds, M.P. The children were upstairs in bed, and

Aunt Beatrice was darning their stockings, a big basketful of which

loomed up aggressively on the table beside her. Or, to speak more

correctly, she had been darning them. Just when Margaret was sliding

across the icy street Aunt Beatrice was bent forward in her chair, her

hands over her face, while soft, shrinking little sobs shook her from

head to foot.

When Margaret's imperative knock came at the front door, Aunt Beatrice

started guiltily and wished earnestly that she had waited until she

went to bed before crying, if cry she must. She knew Margaret's knock,

and she did not want her gay young niece, of all people in the world,

to suspect the fact or the cause of her tears.

"I hope she won't notice my eyes," she thought, as she hastily plumped

a big ugly dark-green shade, with an almond-eyed oriental leering from

it, over the lamp, before going out to let Margaret in.

Margaret did not notice at first. She was too deeply absorbed in her

own troubles to think that anyone else in the world could be miserable

too. She curled up in the deep easy-chair by the fire, and clasped her

hands behind her curly head with a sigh of physical comfort and mental

unhappiness, while Aunt Beatrice, warily sitting with her back to the

light, took up her work again.

"You didn't go to Mrs. Cunningham's 'at home,' Auntie," said Margaret

lazily, feeling that she must make some conversation to justify her

appearance. "You were invited, weren't you?"

Aunt Beatrice nodded. The hole she was darning in the knee of Willie

Hayden's stocking must be done very carefully. Mrs. George Hayden was

particular about such matters. Perhaps this was why Aunt Beatrice did

not speak.

"Why didn't you go?" asked Margaret absently, wondering why there had

been no letter for her that morning--and this was the third day too!

Could Gilbert be ill? Or was he flirting with some other girl and

forgetting her? Margaret swallowed a big lump in her throat, and

resolved that she would go home next week--no, she wouldn't,

either--if he was as hateful and fickle as that--what was Aunt

Beatrice saying?

"Well, I'm--I'm not used to going to parties now, my dear. And the

truth is I have no dress fit to wear. At least Bella said so, because

the party was to be a very fashionable affair. She said my old grey

silk wouldn't do at all. Of course she knows. She had to have a new

dress for it, and, we couldn't both have that. George couldn't afford

it these hard times. And, as Bella said, it would be very foolish of

me to get an expensive dress that would be no use to me afterward. But

it doesn't matter. And, of course, somebody had to stay with the

children."

"Of course," assented Margaret dreamily. Mrs. Cunningham's "at home"

was of no particular interest. The guests were all middle-aged people

whom the M.P. had known in his boyhood and Margaret, in her

presumptuous youth, thought it would be a very prosy affair, although

it had made quite a sensation in quiet little Murraybridge, where

people still called an "at home" a party plain and simple.

"I saw Mr. Reynolds in church Sunday afternoon," she went on. "He is

very fine-looking, I think. Did you ever meet him?"

"I used to know him very well long ago," answered Aunt Beatrice,

bowing still lower over her work. "He used to live down in Wentworth,

you know, and he visited his married sister here very often. He was

only a boy at that time. Then--he went out to British Columbia

and--and--we never heard much more about him."

"He's very rich and owns dozens of mines and railroads and things like

that," said Margaret, "and he's a member of the Dominion Parliament,

too. They say he's one of the foremost men in the House and came very

near getting a portfolio in the new cabinet. I like men like that.

They are so interesting. Wouldn't it be awfully nice and complimentary

to have one of them in love with you? Is he married?"

"I--I don't know," said Aunt Beatrice faintly. "I have never heard

that he was."

"There, you've run the needle into your finger," said Margaret

sympathetically.

"It's of no consequence," said Aunt Beatrice hastily.

She wiped away the drop of blood and went on with her work. Margaret

watched her dreamily. What lovely hair Aunt Beatrice had! It was so

thick and glossy, with warm bronze tones where the lamp-light fell on

it under that hideous weird old shade. But Aunt Beatrice wore it in

such an unbecoming way. Margaret idly wondered if she would comb her

hair straight back and prim when she was thirty-five. She thought it

very probable if that letter did not come tomorrow.

From Aunt Beatrice's hair Margaret's eyes fell to Aunt Beatrice's

face. She gave a little jump. Had Aunt Beatrice been crying? Margaret

sat bolt upright.

"Aunt Beatrice, did you want to go to that party?" she demanded

explosively. "Now tell me the truth."

"I did," said Aunt Beatrice weakly. Margaret's sudden attack fairly

startled the truth out of her. "It is very silly of me, I know, but I

did want to go. I didn't care about a new dress. I'd have been quite

willing to wear my grey silk, and I could have fixed the sleeves. What

difference would it have made? Nobody would ever have noticed me, but

Bella thought it wouldn't do."

She paused long enough to give a little sob which she could not

repress. Margaret made use of the opportunity to exclaim violently,

"It's a shame!"

"I suppose you don't understand why I wanted to go to this particular

party so much," went on Aunt Beatrice shyly. "I'll tell you why--if

you won't laugh at me. I wanted to see John Reynolds--not to talk to

him--oh, I dare say he wouldn't remember me--but just to see him.

Long ago--fifteen years ago--we were engaged. And--and--I loved him so

much then, Margaret."

"You poor dear!" said Margaret sympathetically. She reached over and

patted her aunt's hand. She thought that this little bit of romance,

long hidden and unsuspected, blossoming out under her eyes, was

charming. In her interest she quite forgot her own pet grievance.

"Yes--and then we quarrelled. It was a dreadful quarrel and it was

about such a trifle. We parted in anger and he went away. He never

came back. It was all my fault. Well, it is all over long ago and

everybody has forgotten. I--I don't mind it now. But I just wanted to

see him once more and then come quietly away."

"Aunt Beatrice, you are going to that party yet," said Margaret

decisively.

"Oh, it is impossible, my dear."

"No, it isn't. Nothing is impossible when I make up my mind. You must

go. I'll drag you there by main force if it comes to that. Oh, I have

such a jolly plan, Auntie. You know my black and yellow dinner

dress--no, you don't either, for I've never worn it here. The folks at

home all said it was too severe for me--and so it is. Nothing suits me

but the fluffy, chuffy things with a tilt to them. Gil--er--I

mean--well, yes, Gilbert always declared that dress made me look like

a cross between an unwilling nun and a ballet girl, so I took a

dislike to it. But it's as lovely as a dream. Oh, when you see it your

eyes will stick out. You must wear it tonight. It's just your style,

and I'm sure it will fit you, for our figures are so much alike."

"But it is too late."

"'Tisn't. It's not more than half an hour since Uncle George and Aunt

Bella went. I'll have you ready in a twinkling."

"But the fire--and the children!"

"I'll stay here and look after both. I won't burn the house down, and

if the twins wake up I'll give them--what is it you give

them--soothing syrup? So go at once and get you ready, while I fly

over for the dress. I'll fix your hair up when I get back."

Margaret was gone before Aunt Beatrice could speak again. Her niece's

excitement seized hold of her too. She flung the stockings into the

basket and the basket into the closet.

"I will go--and I won't do another bit of darning tonight. I hate

it--I hate it--I hate it! Oh, how much good it does me to say it!"

When Margaret came flying up the stairs Aunt Beatrice was ready save

for hair and dress. Margaret cast the gown on the bed, revealing all

its beauty of jetted lace and soft yellow silk with a dextrous sweep

of her arm. Aunt Beatrice gave a little cry of admiration.

"Isn't it lovely?" demanded Margaret. "And I've brought you my opera

cape and my fascinator and my black satin slippers with the cunningest

gold buckles, and some sweet pale yellow roses that Uncle Ned gave me

yesterday. Oh, Aunt Beatrice! What magnificent arms and shoulders you

have! They're like marble. Mine are so scrawny I'm just ashamed to

have people know they belong to me."

Margaret's nimble fingers were keeping time with her tongue. Aunt

Beatrice's hair went up as if by magic into soft puffs and waves and

twists, and a golden rose was dropped among the bronze masses. Then

the lovely dress was put on and pinned and looped and pulled until it

fell into its simple, classical lines around the tall, curving figure.

Margaret stepped back and clapped her hands admiringly.

"Oh, Auntie, you're beautiful! Now I'll pop down for the cloak and

fascinator. I left them hanging by the fire."

When Margaret had gone Aunt Beatrice caught up the lamp and tiptoed

shamefacedly across the hall to the icy-cold spare room. In the long

mirror she saw herself reflected from top to toe--or was it herself!

Could it be--that gracious woman with the sweet eyes and flushed

cheeks, with rounded arms gleaming through their black laces and the

cluster of roses nestling against the warm white flesh of the

shoulder?

"I do look nice," she said aloud, with a little curtsey to the radiant

reflection. "It is all the dress, I know. I feel like a queen in

it--no, like a girl again--and that's better."

Margaret went to Mrs. Cunningham's door with her.

"How I wish I could go in and see the sensation you'll make, Aunt

Beatrice," she whispered.

"You dear, silly child! It's just the purple and fine linen," laughed

Aunt Beatrice. But she did not altogether think so, and she rang the

doorbell unquailingly. In the hall Mrs. Cunningham herself came

beamingly to greet her.

"My dear Beatrice! I'm so glad. Bella said you could not come because

you had a headache."

"My headache got quite better after they left, and so I thought I

would get ready and come, even if it were rather late," said Beatrice

glibly, wondering if Sapphira had ever worn a black-and-yellow dress,

and if so, might not her historic falsehood be traced to its

influence?

When they came downstairs together, Beatrice, statuesque and erect in

her trailing draperies, and Mrs. Cunningham secretly wondering where

on earth Beatrice Hayden had got such a magnificent dress and what she

had done to herself to make her look as she did--a man came through

the hall. At the foot of the stairs they met. He put out his hand.

"Beatrice! It must be Beatrice! How little you have changed!"

Mrs. Cunningham was not particularly noted in Murraybridge for her

tact, but she had a sudden visitation of the saving grace at that

moment, and left the two alone.

Beatrice put her hand into the M.P.'s.

"I am glad to see you," she said simply, looking up at him.

She could not say that he had not changed, for there was little in

this tall, broad-shouldered man of the world, with grey glints in his

hair, to suggest the slim, boyish young lover whose image she had

carried in her heart all the long years.

But the voice, though deeper and mellower, was the same, and the thin,

clever mouth that went up at one corner and down at the other in a

humorous twist; and one little curl of reddish hair fell over his

forehead away from its orderly fellows, just as it used to when she

had loved to poke her fingers through it; and, more than all, the

deep-set grey eyes looking down into her blue ones were unchanged.

Beatrice felt her heart beating to her fingertips.

"I thought you were not coming," he said. "I expected to meet you here

and I was horribly disappointed. I thought the bitterness of that

foolish old quarrel must be strong enough to sway you yet."

"Didn't Bella tell you I had a headache?" faltered Beatrice.

"Bella? Oh, your brother's wife! I wasn't talking to her. I've been

sulking in corners ever since I concluded you were not coming. How

beautiful you are, Beatrice! You'll let an old friend say that much,

won't you?"

Beatrice laughed softly. She had forgotten for years that she was

beautiful, but the sweet old knowledge had come back to her again. She

could not help knowing that he spoke the simple truth, but she said

mirthfully,

"You've learned to flatter since the old days, haven't you? Don't you

remember you used to tell me I was too thin to be pretty? But I

suppose a bit of blarney is a necessary ingredient in the composition

of an M.P."

He was still holding her hand. With a glance of dissatisfaction at the

open parlour door, he drew her away to the little room at the end of

the hall, which Mrs. Cunningham, for reasons known only to herself,

called her library.

"Come in here with me," he said masterfully. "I want to have a long

talk with you before the other people get hold of you."

When Beatrice got home from the party ten minutes before her brother

and his wife, Margaret was sitting Turk fashion in the big armchair,

with her eyes very wide open and owlish.

"You dear girlie, were you asleep?" asked Aunt Beatrice indulgently.

Margaret nodded. "Yes, and I've let the fire go out. I hope you're not

cold. I must run before Aunt Bella gets here, or she'll scold. Had a

nice time?"

"Delightful. You were a dear to lend me this dress. It was so funny to

see Bella staring at it."

When Margaret had put on her hat and jacket she went as far as the

street door, and then tiptoed back to the sitting-room. Aunt Beatrice

was leaning back in the armchair, with a drooping rose held softly

against her lips, gazing dreamily into the dull red embers.

"Auntie," said Margaret contritely, "I can't go home without

confessing, although I know it is a heinous offence to interrupt the

kind of musing that goes with dying embers and faded roses in the

small hours. But it would weigh on my conscience all night if I

didn't. I was asleep, but I wakened up just before you came in and

went to the window. I didn't mean to spy upon anyone--but that street

was bright as day! And if you will let an M.P. kiss you on the

doorstep in glaring moonlight, you must expect to be seen."

"I wouldn't have cared if there had been a dozen onlookers," said Aunt

Beatrice frankly, "and I don't believe he would either."

Margaret threw up her hands. "Well, my conscience is clear, at least.

And remember, Aunt Beatrice, I'm to be bridesmaid--I insist upon that.

And, oh, won't you ask me to visit you when you go down to Ottawa next

winter? I'm told it's such a jolly place when the House is in session.

And you'll need somebody to help you entertain, you know. The wife of

a cabinet minister has to do lots of that. But I forgot--he isn't a

cabinet minister yet. But he will be, of course. Promise that you'll

have me, Aunt Beatrice, promise quick. I hear Uncle George and Aunt

Bella coming."

Aunt Beatrice promised. Margaret flew to the door.

"You'd better keep that dress," she called back softly, as she opened

it.

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