Chapter XXIV.

My deportment, at an interview so much desired and so wholly unforeseen,

was that of a maniac. The petrifying influence of surprise yielded to

the impetuosities of passion. I held him in my arms; I wept upon his

bosom; I sobbed with emotion which, had it not found passage at my eyes,

would have burst my heart-strings. Thus I, who had escaped the deaths

that had previously assailed me in so many forms, should have been

reserved to solemnize a scene like this by--_dying for joy_!

The sterner passions and habitual austerities of my companion exempted

him from pouring out this testimony of his feelings. His feelings were,

indeed, more allied to astonishment and incredulity than mine had been.

My person was not instantly recognised. He shrunk from my embrace as if

I were an apparition or impostor. He quickly disengaged himself from my

arms, and, withdrawing a few paces, gazed upon me as on one whom he had

never before seen.

These repulses were ascribed to the loss of his affection. I was not

mindful of the hideous guise in which I stood before him, and by which

he might justly be misled to imagine me a ruffian or a lunatic. My tears

flowed now on a new account, and I articulated, in a broken and faint

voice, "My master! my friend! Have you forgotten, have you ceased to

love me?"

The sound of my voice made him start and exclaim, "Am I alive? am I

awake? Speak again, I beseech you, and convince me that I am not

dreaming or delirious."

"Can you need any proof," I answered, "that it is Edgar Huntly, your

pupil, your child, that speaks to you?"

He now withdrew his eyes from me and fixed them on the floor. After a

pause he resumed, in emphatic accents:--"Well, I have lived to this age

in unbelief. To credit or trust in miraculous agency was foreign to my

nature, but now I am no longer skeptical. Call me to any bar, and exact

from me an oath that you have twice been dead and twice recalled to

life; that you move about invisibly, and change your place by the force,

not of muscles, but of thought, and I will give it.

"How came you hither? Did you penetrate the wall? Did you rise through

the floor?

"Yet surely 'tis an error. You could not be he whom twenty witnesses

affirmed to have beheld a lifeless and mangled corpse upon the ground,

whom my own eyes saw in that condition.

"In seeking the spot once more to provide you a grave, you had vanished.

Again I met you. You plunged into a rapid stream, from a height from

which it was impossible to fall and to live; yet, as if to set the

limits of nature at defiance, to sport with human penetration, you rose

upon the surface; you floated; you swam; thirty bullets were aimed at

your head, by marksmen celebrated for the exactness of their sight. I

myself was of the number, and I never missed what I desired to hit.

"My predictions were confirmed by the event. You ceased to struggle; you

sunk to rise no more; and yet, after these accumulated deaths, you light

upon this floor, so far distant from the scene of your catastrophe, over

spaces only to be passed, in so short a time as has since elapsed, by

those who have wings.

"My eyes, my ears, bear testimony to your existence now, as they

formerly convinced me of your death. What am I to think? what proofs am

I to credit?" There he stopped.

Every accent of this speech added to the confusion of my thoughts. The

allusions that my friend had made were not unintelligible. I gained a

glimpse of the complicated errors by which we had been mutually

deceived. I had fainted on the area before Deb's hut. I was found by

Sarsefield in this condition, and imagined to be dead.

The man whom I had seen upon the promontory was not an Indian. He

belonged to a numerous band of pursuers, whom my hostile and precipitate

deportment caused to suspect me for an enemy. They that fired from the

steep were friends. The interposition that screened me from so many

bullets was indeed miraculous. No wonder that my voluntary sinking, in

order to elude their shots, was mistaken for death, and that, having

accomplished the destruction of this foe, they resumed their pursuit of

others. But how was Sarsefield apprized that it was I who plunged into

the river? No subsequent event was possible to impart to him the

incredible truth.

A pause of mutual silence ensued. At length Sarsefield renewed his

expressions of amazement at this interview, and besought me to explain

why I had disappeared by night from my uncle's house, and by what series

of unheard-of events this interview was brought about. Was it indeed

Huntly whom he examined and mourned over at the threshold of Deb's hut.

Whom he had sought in every thicket and cave in the ample circuit of

Norwalk and Chetasco? Whom he had seen perish in the current of the

Delaware?

Instead of noticing his questions, my soul was harrowed with anxiety

respecting the fate of my uncle and sisters. Sarsefield could

communicate the tidings which would decide on my future lot and set my

portion in happiness or misery. Yet I had not breath to speak my

inquiries. Hope tottered, and I felt as if a single word would be

sufficient for its utter subversion. At length I articulated the name of

my uncle.

The single word sufficiently imparted my fears, and these fears needed

no verbal confirmation. At that dear name my companion's features were

overspread by sorrow.

"Your uncle," said he, "is dead."

"Dead? Merciful Heaven! And my sisters too! Both?"

"Your sisters are alive and well."

"Nay," resumed I, in faltering accents, "jest not with my feelings. Be

not cruel in your pity. Tell me the truth."

"I have said the truth. They are well, at Mr. Inglefield's."

My wishes were eager to assent to the truth of these tidings. The better

part of me was, then, safe: but how did they escape the fate that

overtook my uncle? How did they evade the destroying hatchet and the

midnight conflagration? These doubts were imparted in a tumultuous and

obscure manner to my friend. He no sooner fully comprehended them, than

he looked at me with some inquietude and surprise.

"Huntly," said he, "are you mad? What has filled you with these hideous

prepossessions? Much havoc has indeed been committed in Chetasco and the

wilderness, and a log hut has been burnt, by design or by accident, in

Solesbury; but that is all. Your house has not been assailed by either

firebrand or tomahawk. Every thing is safe and in its ancient order. The

master indeed is gone, but the old man fell a victim to his own temerity

and hardihood. It is thirty years since he retired with three wounds

from the field of Braddock; but time in no degree abated his adventurous

and military spirit. On the first alarm, he summoned his neighbours, and

led them in pursuit of the invaders. Alas! he was the first to attack

them, and the only one who fell in the contest."

These words were uttered in a manner that left me no room to doubt of

their truth. My uncle had already been lamented, and the discovery of

the nature of his death, so contrary to my forebodings, and of the

safety of my girls, made the state of my mind partake more of exultation

and joy than of grief or regret.

But how was I deceived? Had not my fusil been found in the hands of an

enemy? Whence could he have plundered it but from my own chamber? It

hung against the wall of a closet, from which no stranger could have

taken it except by violence. My perplexities and doubts were not at an

end, but those which constituted my chief torment were removed. I

listened to my friend's entreaties to tell him the cause of my

elopement, and the incidents that terminated in the present interview.

I began with relating my return to consciousness in the bottom of the

pit; my efforts to free myself from this abhorred prison; the acts of

horror to which I was impelled by famine, and their excruciating

consequences; my gaining the outlet of the cavern, the desperate

expedient by which I removed the impediment to my escape, and the

deliverance of the captive girl; the contest I maintained before Deb's

hut; my subsequent wanderings; the banquet which hospitality afforded

me; my journey to the river-bank; my meditations on the means of

reaching the road; my motives for hazarding my life by plunging into the

stream; and my subsequent perils and fears till I reached the threshold

of this habitation.

"Thus," continued I, "I have complied with your request. I have told all

that I myself know. What were the incidents between my sinking to rest

at my uncle's and my awaking in the chambers of the hill; by what means

and by whose contrivance, preternatural or human, this transition was

effected, I am unable to explain; I cannot even guess.

"What has eluded my sagacity may not be beyond the reach of another.

Your own reflections on my tale, or some facts that have fallen under

your notice, may enable you to furnish a solution. But, meanwhile, how

am I to account for your appearance on this spot? This meeting was

unexpected and abrupt to you, but it has not been less so to me. Of all

mankind, Sarsefield was the furthest from my thoughts when I saw these

tokens of a traveller and a stranger.

"You were imperfectly acquainted with my wanderings. You saw me on the

ground before Deb's hut. You saw me plunge into the river. You

endeavoured to destroy me while swimming; and you knew, before my

narrative was heard, that Huntly was the object of your enmity. What was

the motive of your search in the desert, and how were you apprized of my

condition? These things are not less wonderful that any of those which I

have already related."

During my tale the features of Sarsefield betokened the deepest

attention. His eye strayed not a moment from my face. All my perils and

forebodings were fresh in my remembrance: they had scarcely gone by;

their skirts, so to speak, were still visible. No wonder that my

eloquence was vivid and pathetic; that I portrayed the past as if it

were the present scene; and that not my tongue only, but every muscle

and limb, spoke.

When I had finished my relation, Sarsefield sank into thoughtfulness.

From this, after a time, he recovered, and said, "Your tale, Huntly, is

true; yet, did I not see you before me, were I not acquainted with the

artlessness and rectitude of your character, and, above all, had not my

own experience, during the last three days, confirmed every incident, I

should question its truth. You have amply gratified my curiosity, and

deserve that your own should be gratified as fully. Listen to me.

"Much has happened since we parted, which shall not be now mentioned. I

promised to inform you of my welfare by letter, and did not fail to

write; but whether my letters were received, or any were written by you

in return, or if written were ever transmitted, I cannot tell: none were

ever received.

"Some days since, I arrived, in company with a lady who is my wife, in

America. You have never been forgotten by me. I knew your situation to

be little in agreement with your wishes, and one of the benefits which

fortune has lately conferred upon me is the power of snatching you from

a life of labour and obscurity, whose goods, scanty as they are, were

transient and precarious, and affording you the suitable leisure and

means of intellectual gratification and improvement.

"Your silence made me entertain some doubts concerning your welfare, and

even your existence. To solve these doubts, I hastened to Solesbury.

Some delays upon the road hindered me from accomplishing my journey by

daylight. It was night before I entered the Norwalk path; but my ancient

rambles with you made me familiar with it, and I was not afraid of being

obstructed or bewildered.

"Just as I gained the southern outlet, I spied a passenger on foot,

coming towards me with a quick pace. The incident was of no moment; and

yet the time of night, the seeming expedition of the walker,

recollection of the mazes and obstacles which he was going to encounter,

and a vague conjecture that perhaps he was unacquainted with the

difficulties that awaited him, made me eye him with attention as he

passed.

"He came near, and I thought I recognised a friend in this traveller.

The form, the gesture, the stature, bore a powerful resemblance to those

of Edgar Huntly. This resemblance was so strong, that I stopped, and,

after he had gone by, called him by your name. That no notice was taken

of my call proved that the person was mistaken; but, even though it were

another, that he should not even hesitate or turn at a summons which he

could not but perceive to be addressed, though erroneously, to him, was

the source of some surprise. I did not repeat my call, but proceeded on

my way.

"All had retired to repose in your uncle's dwelling. I did not scruple

to rouse them, and was received with affectionate and joyous greetings.

That you allowed your uncle to rise before you was a new topic of

reflection. To my inquiries concerning you, answers were made that

accorded with my wishes. I was told that you were in good health and

were then in bed. That you had not heard and risen at my knocking was

mentioned with surprise; but your uncle accounted for your indolence by

saying that during the last week you had fatigued yourself by rambling,

night and day, in search of some maniac or visionary who was supposed to

have retreated into Norwalk.

"I insisted upon awakening you myself. I anticipated the effect of this

sudden and unlooked-for meeting with some emotions of pride as well as

of pleasure. To find, in opening your eyes, your old preceptor standing

by your bedside and gazing in your face, would place you, I conceived,

in an affecting situation.

"Your chamber-door was open, but your bed was empty. Your uncle and

sisters were made acquainted with this circumstance. Their surprise gave

way to conjectures that your restless and romantic spirit had tempted

you from your repose, that you had rambled abroad on some fantastic

errand, and would probably return before the dawn. I willingly

acquiesced in this opinion, and, my feelings being too thoroughly

aroused to allow me to sleep, I took possession of your chamber and

patiently awaited your return.

"The morning returned, but Huntly made not his appearance. Your uncle

became somewhat uneasy at this unseasonable absence. Much speculation

and inquiry as to the possible reasons of your flight was made. In my

survey of your chamber, I noted that only part of your clothing remained

beside your bed. Coat, hat, stockings and shoes lay upon the spot where

they had probably been thrown when you had disrobed yourself; but the

pantaloons, which, according to Mr. Huntly's report, completed your

dress, were nowhere to be found. That you should go forth on so cold a

night so slenderly apparelled, was almost incredible. Your reason or

your senses had deserted you, before so rash an action could be

meditated.

"I now remembered the person I had met in Norwalk. His resemblance to

your figure, his garb, which wanted hat, coat, stockings and shoes, and

your absence from your bed at that hour, were remarkable coincidences:

but why did you disregard my call? Your name, uttered by a voice that

could not be unknown, was surely sufficient to arrest your steps.

"Each hour added to the impatience of your friends. To their

recollections and conjectures I listened with a view to extract from

them some solution of this mystery. At length a story was alluded to of

some one who, on the preceding night, had been heard walking in the long

room: to this was added the tale of your anxieties and wonders

occasioned by the loss of certain manuscripts.

"While ruminating upon these incidents, and endeavouring to extract from

this intelligence a clue explanatory of your present situation, a single

word, casually dropped by your uncle, instantly illuminated my darkness

and dispelled my doubts.--'After all,' said the old man, 'ten to one but

Edgar himself was the man whom we heard walking, but the lad was asleep,

and knew not what he was about.'

"'Surely,' said I, 'this inference is just. His manuscripts could not be

removed by any hands but his own, since the rest of mankind were

unacquainted not only with the place of their concealment, but with

their existence. None but a man insane or asleep would wander forth so

slightly dressed, and none but a sleeper would have disregarded my

calls.' This conclusion was generally adopted; but it gave birth in my

mind to infinite inquietudes. You had roved into Norwalk, a scene of

inequalities, of prominences and pits, among which, thus destitute of

the guidance of your senses, you could scarcely fail to be destroyed,

or, at least, irretrievably bewildered. I painted to myself the dangers

to which you were subjected. Your careless feet would bear you into some

whirlpool or to the edge of some precipice; some internal revolution or

outward shock would recall you to consciousness at some perilous moment.

Surprise and fear would disable you from taking seasonable or suitable

precautions, and your destruction be made sure.

"The lapse of every new hour, without bringing tidings of your state,

enhanced these fears. At length the propriety of searching for you

occurred; Mr. Huntly and I determined to set out upon this pursuit, as

well as to commission others. A plan was laid by which every accessible

part of Norwalk, the wilderness beyond the flats of Solesbury, and the

valley of Chetasco, should be traversed and explored.

"Scarcely had we equipped ourselves for this expedition, when a

messenger arrived, who brought the disastrous news of Indians being seen

within these precincts, and on the last night a farmer was shot in his

fields, a dwelling in Chetasco was burnt to the ground, and its

inhabitants murdered or made captives. Rumour and inquiry had been busy,

and a plausible conjecture had been formed as to the course and number

of the enemies. They were said to be divided into bands, and to amount

in the whole to thirty or forty warriors. This messenger had come to

warn us of danger which might impend, and to summon us to join in the

pursuit and extirpation of these detestable foes.

"Your uncle, whose alacrity and vigour age had not abated, eagerly

engaged in this scheme. I was not averse to contribute my efforts to an

end like this. The road which we had previously designed to take, in

search of my fugitive pupil, was the same by which we must trace or

intercept the retreat of the savages. Thus two purposes, equally

momentous, would be answered by the same means.

"Mr. Huntly armed himself with your fusil; Inglefield supplied me with a

gun. During our absence the dwelling was closed and locked, and your

sisters placed under the protection of Inglefield, whose age and pacific

sentiments unfitted him for arduous and sanguinary enterprises. A troop

of rustics was collected, half of whom remained to traverse Solesbury,

and the other, whom Mr. Huntly and I accompanied, hastened to Chetasco."

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