anxiety. She knew what it was to lie awake most of the night and see
terrible sights. She turned restlessly on her bed, and neither dared to
close her eyes nor to stare into the darkness, because everywhere she
encountered the figure of him she loved, either dead or dying. She had
learnt to prize two things which a woman, who must generally miss and
be anxious for him she loves, cannot live without--dreaming and work.
She knew how small occupations shorten the day, and the relief won by
showing love to animals, being kind to them, and lavishing kind words
upon them, and she experienced the joy it gives to be loved by dumb
creatures. It was known to her, also, how the way is made easy to the
land of dreams, where the hours fly quickly, by busying one's hands
with needle and thread. When she sat making something ornamental for
herself or small gifts for him, there were moments when she seemed to
triumph over distance, and felt her friend so near that she suddenly
let her hands sink, looked up, and was quite surprised that he was
not standing behind her. Was it because she did not look up quickly
enough? Just before, he _had_ been standing there! Helga, with her
twelve short winters, knew also happiness. There was the happiness of
seeing Leif come home radiant, and hearing his dear, glad voice tell
of great adventures. Leif always came across great adventures, so that
his tongue nearly ran away with him. There was the joy of noticing that
his eye always sought her first, and really only her. It was a joy that
he never found rest when near her, except at her side, and that he
could only be quiet and lose himself in dreams when she held his hand.
It was a joy finally to see him forget everything, even herself, when
he had some purpose in his head, or was bent upon going to some other
place. Even the pain at seeing herself thus forgotten was mingled with
the deepest feelings of joy. For that was just Leif's way. He came so
near her by leaving her. She loved him exactly as he was, regardless of
limits and without consideration. Because he was one of those whom no
bond holds, it was such a happy thing to know that he was hers, when he
only remembered it--hers and no one else's.
And, besides, she knew that she could not cease to love him. She was
so completely convinced that though in knightly bravery and unbounded
courage he might, perhaps, have an equal, he could not have a
superior. It was impossible for her to cease loving him.
Yes, Helga knew happiness. She knew what it was to love, and to feel
herself beloved. She knew by experience how absence deepens and
intensifies affection. She felt how her latent longing slowly grew,
and was prepared to burst all bonds. She possessed in full measure
woman's pure and unbounded devotion. Matured early as she was, Helga
often reflected on the relation between Leif and her brother, Ingolf,
which caused her distress. She was fond of her brother. Ingolf, though
fundamentally different from Leif, was such that if she once had to
leave him in order to follow Leif, she would not make Leif so complete
and happy as she ungrudgingly wished him to be. Therefore the great
difference in their characters caused her perpetual anxiety--an anxiety
which flamed up anew whenever Leif and Ingolf became angry with each
other, or even a little at variance. In her heart she accused them
alternately--Ingolf, when his phlegmatic character irritated Leif; and
Leif, when, by his hastiness and teasing, he provoked Ingolf. Neither
Leif nor Ingolf had any suspicion of Helga's deep distress each time
a trivial misunderstanding divided them for a short time. For Helga
concealed her anxiety, and fought her battle in silence.
She was always on the watch for the fluctuations in their temperaments.
She could always perceive when they had been at variance, even when
they had been reconciled and had forgotten what had occurred, before
they met her. When anything concerned them, she was as sensitive as a
feather in the wind. And she did not cease till she had examined the
cause of their disagreement to the minutest detail, and cleared away
the remnants of ill-humour which might still remain in one or both of
their minds. They felt sometimes that it was a little tiresome, being
called to account in this way. But they reconciled themselves to it,
because both were so fond of her, and because she was wise, quiet, and
impartial. They did not guess at all that she fought for her future
happiness with a heart torn by anxiety, that her calm had been won by a
severe struggle, that her seeming cool, wise impartiality was a screen
behind which she concealed herself.
Helga was the only one who, to a certain extent, discovered the real
circumstances connected with their journey over the heath. She was also
the only one who discovered that they had separated, and separated in
anger. Finally, she was the only one who obtained a truthful account of
the slaughter of the horse.
Originally it was by no means their intention that she should find out
anything of the matter. When Ingolf and Leif had slept uninterruptedly
for twenty-four hours after their return from Gaulum, they woke the
second night, towards morning, hungry and depressed, and began to
examine the situation. They hastily agreed only to say that they had
ridden over the heath, and up there had been obliged to kill their only
horse, and for the rest to maintain an obstinate silence. If Orn and
Rodmar were in the mood to punish them, they must submit; and, for the
rest, ride out the storm as well as they could.
They had soon discovered that Orn and Rodmar had more important things
to think about. It was enough for them that the boys had returned home
safe and sound. They told them, seriously, that it was not the custom
of a man of honour to break a promise once given, and that, since they
had done that, they could not yet be accounted men. That hurt their
feelings rather, but had to be borne. Ingolf and Leif discovered once
more that one escapes most cheaply when one has been most anxious. So
lightly did their fathers deal with them.
With Helga it was another matter. She held on, and held on. For
many days they fought manfully; they did not want to make her their
confidante in the matter. But she was not to be shaken off. And at last
there came the moment when their tongues were altogether loosed, and
she got a full account, down to the minutest details.
It happened in the following way. Their plan of defence had been to
take care that neither should be alone with her. For many days it had
been impossible for her to find them in a remote spot; not once had she
succeeded in getting one of them alone. When she saw that it was not
a fair fight, she had recourse to stratagem. She kept silence for a
few days, and they immediately became less vigilant. Then she brought
out some wild apples which she had kept since the preceding summer.
She made them believe that she had seen her chance to snatch them. The
apples smelt delicious. Leif and Ingolf were immediately willing to
share the supposed stolen goods with her. So she succeeded in luring
them into her ambush--an outhouse where they could eat them quietly.
She let them bolt the door carefully, so that they should not run the
risk of being surprised. She took her seat on the edge of a sledge, and
let the boys sit, one on each side of her. And then she spoke in a way
to cut off all evasions, and made it impossible for them to be silent
any longer. Too late they discovered that they had been caught in a
trap.
Embarrassed and unhappy, they began their confession. With red faces
and downcast eyes, they related brokenly and alternately what had
happened between them on the heath in the evening and the night. Each
of them accused himself and excused the other. But Helga, who listened
with more than her ears only, became quite clear in her mind regarding
what had happened.
Quite still she sat with bowed head, and let them tell their narrative.
When they had finished and were silent, she still remained still,
without moving or speaking a word. At last her silence seemed so
strange to Leif that he lifted his head and looked at her in alarm.
And what he saw increased his fear. She sat there by his side with
her face white and, as it were, sunk in. Her eyes stared straight
before her, her mouth was firmly closed, and tears trickled from her
despairing eyes and ran down over her pale face. Leif felt an icy chill
run through his whole body which made him shudder. This drew Ingolf's
attention, and he also looked up. He had never seen his sister look
like that; immediately he seized one of her hands. It was ice-cold, and
remained passive in his.
Tears came to Leif's eyes, and he sat there inwardly helpless. It was
not possible for him to bring out a word. He found nothing to say, and
simply dared not open his mouth, for he was on the point of weeping.
Ingolf was the first to speak. He pressed his sister's limp hand, shook
her arm cheerfully, and said: "You must not be so sad about that,
Helga. We have forgotten it now. And each of us has certainly vowed in
his heart that it shall never happen again."
Helga opened her mouth to answer him, but her tongue would not obey
her. She had to struggle hard to control her emotion. When she had
waited a little, she at last began to speak. "That is just it," she
said, with a broken voice. "It always gets worse and worse with
you--always more dangerous. When you are grown, you will not so easily
get over it, nor so easily be reconciled afterwards. Perhaps you will
even fight each other. Perhaps some day one of you will kill the other.
If things go on like this, there will at last be hatred between you.
And what shall I do?"
Ingolf and Leif sat and felt very uncomfortable. Both saw for once the
relation between them with her eyes. She was right. Things were growing
continually worse. It was no use to shut their eyes to the danger. The
next time they fell out, it might be under such circumstances as would
not admit of their being reconciled again. They had not been far from
that this last time.
Ingolf was the first who found firm ground in his thoughts. A secret
purpose was suddenly quickened in him. Hurriedly he rose and reached
out his hand to Leif. "Leif, will you be my sworn brother?" he asked
quietly, and there was in his voice and bearing that adult composure
which made him at times seem older than he was.
Leif sprang up and took his hand. He could not bring out a word, but
gripped hard. Helga remained sitting and looked from one to the other.
Then she rose slowly, laid her hands over theirs, and gave each of them
a kiss. "Now you are both my brothers," she said, and looked at the
same time at Leif. Her look made Leif understand that he was more than
a brother. He turned red, and smiled in an embarrassed way. He had the
habit of blushing easily. His embarrassed smile was very charming.
They had forgotten the apples. Now they were produced, and helped
them over the slight embarrassment which followed on their extreme
seriousness. Gradually Leif and Helga talked fluently. Ingolf, on
the other hand, did not say much. He sat and took a secret oath that
henceforth he would be a man, and no overhastiness of temper should
master him. Nothing should by any means divide him from Leif or Helga.
Now he and Leif were actually brothers, and Leif and Helga would hold
by each other, he knew. Seldom had he felt so happy as at this moment.
Quite unconsciously he sat and enjoyed his sense of strength and quiet.
He continued so to sit till Helga roused him with a question. Thus they
talked easily and enjoyed being together. When they separated, they had
agreed that the solemn ceremony of initiation into blood-brotherhood
should take place in the spring at the great festival which was to be
held at the chief temple at Gaulum.
VII
Orn and Rodmar were able to make the winter pass. They sat most days
and every evening on the high-seat, drank beer, and enjoyed each
other's society.
From the north came rumours of disturbance. There was still peace and
no danger in Dalsfjord and its neighbourhood. But it was best to be
prepared for everything.
Now that Halvdan the Black was dead, and his son, Harald, made King,
though but ten years old, there were several kings and chiefs who
suddenly conceived a desire for the kingdom which Halvdan the Black had
established. It was rumoured that Harald and his uncle, Guttorm, who
was to be regent during the two years remaining of Harald's minority,
had already gone out to meet the disturbers of peace.
When Orn and Rodmar heard of it, they remembered the exploits of their
youth. The latter had not lost anything by being related through many
years. Listeners obtained the impression that Orn and Rodmar had been
present at the most important events of the world, and decided their
issue. And it was not only men whom they had encountered. They had met
evil and hidden powers in manifold forms. And here they sat after all.
Orn and Rodmar were reasonable men, who spoke in moderation. When one
had spoken, he gladly let the other have his turn. And while the one
who was silent played the part of an attentive hearer, his look became
absent, he thought of fresh exploits, brought them forth, and arranged
them in his mind. Then when the other at last was silent he was fully
prepared. But first he nodded courteously and said, "Yes! Yes!" very
thoughtfully, and still kept silence for a moment to show that he had
been following. Then all at once he became an active narrator. "But now
here!"
The servants in the hall were amused, but not in any unbecoming way.
They winked at each other when the old men did not see it. They did not
grudge the old men their reminiscences, and partly believed them. But
they were amused.
And Orn and Rodmar showed a startling faculty at their age in
discovering how to outdo each other's tales.
When they had bragged their best, they went to the temple and offered
their fattest animals to the gods, feasted in their honour, and gave
them gifts. They did not feel quite sure whether the gods allowed so
much pride. And one should not offend the gods, but keep on good terms
with them.
Thus the days passed for Orn and Rodmar. They grew old, sitting in the
high-seat and drinking beer. They drank much beer.
VIII
One morning, shortly after Ingolf had offered Leif blood-brotherhood,
they went to their fathers to tell them, and ask their permission for
the ceremony to take place at the feast at Gaulum the first day of
summer.
Leif found his father in bed. When he had spoken, Rodmar praised his
luck in strong language, added that he had always had better fortune
than he deserved, further remarked that on the rare occasions that he
caused his father joy it was always without any merit of his own, and
bade him go his way and leave him, Rodmar, to his beer.
Orn was sitting in the high-seat, slaking his morning thirst, when
Ingolf came before him and asked permission to speak. Orn granted it
with a nod of his white-haired head. The slightly absent look did not
disappear from his face; he listened without moving to what his son had
to say. When Ingolf had spoken, Orn remained sitting silent. Ingolf
was not sure whether he had heard what he had said or not. It was easy
to see that he sat in deep reflection. Ingolf remained standing for a
time, waiting for an answer. When he saw that it was in vain, and that
his father had probably forgotten that he stood there, he silently
departed.
Orn did not touch his drinking-horn again that day. He busied himself
with his thoughts, and was taciturn. Long before his usual time he
sought his couch. Early next morning he summoned Ingolf curtly and bade
him follow him. He led him to an outhouse where the tools of the house
were kept, and bolted the door carefully. Then he took his seat on a
chopping-block in the middle of the floor and sat silent. Ingolf stood
before him, awaiting what he had to say, and carefully restraining his
impatience.
"Sit down," said Orn at last thoughtfully.
Ingolf sat down on some lumber which had been piled up against the
main wall. So they remained sitting a considerable time. Orn was long
in commencing. "You have told me," he began at last, speaking very
slowly and, with constant pauses, "that you intend to enter into
blood-brotherhood with your cousin, Leif. I must presume that you
are acquainted with duties of blood-brotherhood, and have carefully
considered the matter, and also that you have not let yourself be
surprised into talking rash vows, or have followed your feelings alone
without consulting your understanding. I will not disguise from you
that I could have wished a better brother for you in this. And I leave
it to your discretion whether the circle of your brotherhood should not
be extended so as also to include Atle Jarl's sons. On many grounds I
have been led to understand that these young men, especially Haasten,
would not be unwilling to exchange the bond of friendship for that of
brotherhood. It needs but a word on your part, perhaps only a hint. My
opinion is that you would stand stronger alone than with Leif as your
sworn brother. You ought to be intelligent enough yourself to perceive
that. But the three would balance Leif, and more than that. You would
stand stronger afterwards, especially if another tie subsequently
should unite us to Atle's sons, which I do not regard as impossible.
For the rest, Leif is certainly our kinsman. We should therefore look
after him, and perhaps he is best bound in that way. I do not wish to
say more about the matter."
Orn was silent for a long time. Presently he resumed. "I feel I am
growing old. The days depart and do not return to me. They seem, as it
were, to go a very little way, and there is nothing to hold fast to in
them; they slip through my hands."
He coughed, reflected, and began again. "Therefore I have considered
that perhaps it would be best if I were to make over to you our
property to manage. It will be good for you to be early accustomed to
command people and to bear responsibility. And you are certainly a
child no longer. I will therefore gladly see, before I die, how you
prosper when you manage by yourself. For the rest, I leave matters
without anxiety to you, and I shall be at hand, and can be useful.
I will also advise Rodmar to do the same for Leif. Your task will
certainly be increased by that, for you will have to look after your
kinsman, at any rate at first. But since you wish to enter into
brotherhood with him, you must bear the consequences. There is no
more to be said about it at present. We must have time to prepare the
matter, and can return to it later. There was also another thing I
wished to speak to you about today."
Orn was silent and reflected. Then he commenced again hesitatingly,
not without a certain embarrassment. "I often heard in her time your
mother speaking with you. It is now long since, and you were little at
the time. Probably you have forgotten some of what she said. But I have
noticed that you have remembered part of it--perhaps you remember every
word. I have never spoken to you of your mother. You have never given
occasion for it, and one should not talk too much. When one talks too
much, words easily become mere wind. Therefore I have never hitherto
spoken with you about something, of which, however, I wish to speak
with you--not because I believe it necessary--perhaps you are already
as clear on the matter as myself--but because I want you to remember
that I have spoken to you. The fact that I cannot well postpone it has
also determined me to speak now.
"You know that Odin and Thor are especially my gods. They have been the
gods of our family as far back as tradition goes, and I want you, like
your forefathers, to hold them especially in honour. If you do that, it
will go well with you. For wisdom and strength are the two things a man
must have. If he has them, he has honour too, in Valhalla as well as
here upon earth. Goods and gold, power over men, and great possessions
are good things, which you should strive to acquire, and hold fast when
you have them. But all those things can, in case of need, be dispensed
with. Honour is the one indispensable thing, because, after all, it is
the only thing that uplifts a man, and the only thing that survives
him on earth, when he is dead and done with. And because honour can
be lost during a man's lifetime, a dead man with honour preserved is
happier than the man who is still alive, and whose honour is exposed
to peril. It is not necessary to impress upon you anything else than
that; when your honour is concerned, you must be prepared to stake
your life. The memory of a man outlives him. And honour casts a glory
over a man's memory, just as dishonour casts a shadow. No man in our
family has a shadow on his memory. This is the most important thing
which I wish to say to you. But if you have the patience to hear me, I
have something more to say. And that is this. You shall respect your
land's law and justice, for as long as you have not renounced its law,
you are bound by it, and dishonour yourself by breaking it. You shall
not stir up unnecessary quarrels, but avoid disunion and strife, as
long as your honour is not injured. Peace in the land produces fruitful
fields. But if you have a lawful vengeance to inflict, do so with a
heavy hand, as behoves one born to such a place as yours. But be always
ready for reconciliation when it is offered sincerely. An honourable
reconciliation is preferable to a victory which may carry in it the
seed of future defeat.
"And never break a treaty, for only a wretch ignores his vows, only a
traitor breaks his word. A brave man is prepared to support his least
word with his life, thereby the high-born are recognized. The churl, on
the other hand, regards his word as nothing more than the breath of his
mouth. His tongue shall be eaten of snakes, and his evil memory will
ride his soul like a nightmare for ever."
Orn had become excited. Then he was silent, composed himself again,
meditated, and was still.
When he had finished meditating, he rose solemnly and drew from his arm
a heavy gold bracelet graven with runes and signs. Ingolf sprang up
when his father rose, and remained standing before him with bowed head,
and his bright face slightly flushed.
Orn spoke: "This bracelet has for a long time belonged to our race,
and has always been an heirloom in the head branch of the family.
Some of those who bore it have worn it till their death. Others have
transferred it to the future wearer when they found that their time
was near. My son, I am growing old, and it is no use to deny it or to
hide it. Forgetfulness is getting more and more the mastery over me.
Reach me your hand."
Ingolf stretched out his right hand, and raised his head. There was a
moist glimmer in his eyes. Deeply moved, Orn drew the bracelet on his
arm. "Now you wear the ring."
Ingolf fell on his knees before the old man, and Orn made the sign of
the Hammer over his head, and said quietly: "Odin give you wisdom,
and Thor strength. Frey make your land fruitful, and Njord guide your
seafaring! All the bright Ases help thee! Rise, my son."
Ingolf rose silently. Orn laid his hands on his shoulders, looked for a
moment closely at him, and let him go. They went out into the courtyard
of the house. For a while they stood there silent, side by side, and
looked out over the landscape where the snow-covered mountains rose and
the valleys sank. Ingolf saw everything, as it were, with new eyes. The
fjord was such a crystal blue, and seemed to have something to say to
him. The dark edge of the wood, which he caught a glimpse of here and
there, held today a secret and certain promise of the spring and the
snow-free earth. The sky was high and clear, and the day had a solemn
stillness about it. The frost in the air seemed to be relaxing. In
Ingolf's eyes the whole scene wore a solemn aspect, and seemed in a way
newborn. Even the low houses with snow-covered roofs seemed to have
altered their appearance, and looked twice as home-like. When Orn went
in, Ingolf remained standing there, and enjoyed the freshness of the
day.
Orn went straight in to the high-seat and his drinking-horn. His throat
had become dry from much talk. He emptied the horn in a moment and had
it filled afresh. He emptied the horn many times that day.
IX
Ingolf informed Leif in carefully-chosen words that his father would
be glad if they extended the proposed brotherhood so as to include the
sons of Atle. Leif stood looking down while Ingolf talked. As soon as
Ingolf had spoken the first word, he felt sorry that he had brought the
question up at all. Leif's attitude had an effect on him. He stood and
fumbled with words which would not arrange themselves properly.
When he finished, Leif looked up askance at him. He did not say much at
first.
Ingolf felt a profound and unusual depression. He felt as if he had in
some degree deceived Leif. "I only wished to tell you that," he tried
to add, but was quite sure that his voice did not sound convincing.
"What do you think yourself?" asked Leif at last quietly, and looked up
again, still with a rather unsteady glance.
"I have never thought about brotherhood with Atle's sons," answered
Ingolf quietly, suddenly recovering his equilibrium. "I have offered
you brotherhood with myself alone, and am therefore prevented from
forming brotherhood with another. But I understand from what my father
said that there perhaps was a possibility that Atle's sons would like
to enter into brotherhood with us. And in such a case I would like to
know your opinion beforehand."
"I have never contemplated forming brotherhood with Holmsten," answered
Leif in a quiet, firm voice, quite different from his usual one. "In
fact, I do not choose to be everybody's brother."
"Well, let us say no more about it." Ingolf tried to speak lightly.
But Leif continued. There was a tremor of swelling wrath and distress
in his quiet voice. "I understand well that for you a brotherhood with
Atle's sons is quite a different thing from brotherhood with me. By
entering into the blood-tie with them you gain power and consideration.
Do you enter _alone_ into brotherhood with Atle Jarl's sons; I will
not stand in the way. I release you from your word. I am able to stand
alone."
Ingolf paused a little and then said: "You misunderstand me, Leif. I
only want to bring the matter before you. It is possible that I should
not have done that. But I took for granted that we might already talk
together like brothers. I will gladly confess that, for my part, I
might think it good to enter into brotherhood with Atle's sons--yes, I
should even like to have Haasten for a brother. But I could not think
of entering into any brotherhood without you. There is no one else whom
I would rather be brother to, and that you know well, or ought to know.
No power could induce me to release _you_ from your word, Leif."
Leif stood thoughtful awhile. Then he raised his head and looked in
Ingolf's eyes with a firm and trustful look. "I know well," he said in
the same quiet tone, "that I am not the best brother you could have.
But you shall never have reason to find fault with my faithfulness. I
imagine, Ingolf, that you are afraid that I shall some day be the cause
of enmity between you and Atle's sons. With my good will that shall
not happen. My temper shall never again get the mastery of me before
Holmsten. That I swear to you. I know that you like Holmsten, and that
you wish to preserve that friendship. You shall see that you can trust
me."
The two cousins pressed each other's hands in silence. They referred no
more to the matter.
X
There came a beggar to the house: an old bent man, clothed in dirty
rags and torn leather, entered the hall one evening and took a place by
the fire on the outer-most bench. There he sat and warmed his crooked
fingers, that were blue with cold, and meanwhile squinted about him
with pale, cunning eyes. As he sat there, his yellow beard, in which
a quantity of nondescript rubbish had been caught, hung down between
his legs. His grey hair lay in tatters over his back. But his powerful
eyebrows were the most marked feature in his face. Grey and bushy,
they almost concealed his eyes when they were lowered, and he had a
habit sometimes of drawing them both up together and slightly lifting
one at a time, which gave his face a strangely mobile, almost animal,
expression.
He was questioned regarding news from the north, but had little
information to give. As soon as it was evident that he had nothing
important to communicate, he was allowed to sit in peace and warm
himself. It seemed as if he valued being left to himself. When he had
sat for a while and warmed his hands, he loosed the rags from off his
legs and stretched his feet to the fire. They were a marvel of knotted
bones and dirt. He looked exhausted. Some remains of the evening meal
were brought him. He received the food with a grunt, set it upon his
knee, and began eating. With eager hands he first sought the best bits,
and, groping about in the food, turned the contents of the dish round,
chewing with his whole head. He certainly could eat.
Ingolf and Leif had sought a place near him, and sat looking
attentively at him.
"I think he can hold as much in his maw as a cow," whispered Leif,
absorbed in looking at him. "And he mumbles just like a cow chewing the
cud. Ha! Ha! What an old swine he is!"
The beggar emptied the dish so that only bare bones remained. Then
he gulped comfortably and relieved himself of air. Subsequently he
fell into a cosy nap while he digested. Thus he sat for some time,
apparently sound asleep. But suddenly he raised his eyebrows both
together and peered round him with wide-open pale eyes.
Ingolf and Leif had come near to him, and were contemplating him
closely--one his legs, and the other his face. They had seldom seen
anything like him. He was certainly a remarkable object both above and
below. He sat for a time and looked at them without saying anything,
looked from one to the other, contemplated them closely, and gave
himself plenty of time.
"Point and sword," he said at last in a deep bass tone. "When the
point breaks, exploits are over.... But you sit where you should." He
turned suddenly to Ingolf and thrust his face with his wide-opened eyes
close to his. Then he drew his head back, murmuring in a deep tone, as
though at his own thoughts. The boys believed at first that he talked
in delirium. They sat still and only stared at him--Leif with his mouth
half open. "A curious creature!" he thought, and felt internally much
amused.
The old man remained still for some time, looking closely and a little
cunningly from one to the other. Their staring did not seem to affect
him. "Shall I tell you something?" he asked at last, growling, and
winking meaningly with his pale eyes. "Shall I tell you about the new
land?"
He turned his face with his eyebrows elevated, questioning, and turning
abruptly from one to the other.
In the face of such a direct application from this queer figure, the
boys became at first a little embarrassed. They looked at each other,
and remained sitting with bowed heads and fumbling fingers.
"Well, if you don't choose to hear it, I don't choose to tell you,"
growled the old grumbler, shook himself, let his eyebrows sink, and
withdrew into himself. The boys lifted their heads, looked at him and
at each other, and suddenly became curious. Ingolf nodded to Leif to
commence, and Leif blurted out: "Let us hear, old man!"
The beggar slowly lifted his eyebrows, but not in order to look at
them. It seemed as if he had forgotten them, and did not hear what Leif
said. He sat staring in front of him into the fire with an absent look
in his old, strangely bleached eyes.
"Yes, yes," he said at last, as if half unwillingly. "Anyhow, it is
all the same to me. Why should I tell you about it? No one escapes his
destiny."
With a loud and luxurious yawn he showed them an enormous throat behind
his yellow teeth. Then he closed his chaps and remained sitting silent
for a time. It seemed as though he were considering whether he wanted
to open his mouth at all again that evening.
Leif found this tedious, and summoned up his courage. "It was about
the new land you were going to tell us," he said persuasively. And
when the old man did not hear him he added inquiringly, in order, if
possible, to rouse him out of his silent reverie: "Has a new land been
discovered?"
"Don't you know that?" asked the old man hastily. "Don't you even
know that?" he repeated incredulously. The boys shook their heads
negatively. "Then it is not too early you come to know that, if one
told you. So you do not even know that. Ah, old Norns! How you can
spin. You look after the loom without wavering even when the motley
yarn is blood-coloured. Perhaps the one who sees should be silent. No,
some time you will _have_ to know it. Have you never heard of the new
land?"
After a repeated shake of the head on the part of the two boys, he
continued: "One late summer, some years back, Naddod the Viking
intended to sail from Norway to the Faroe Islands. But the gods granted
him no good wind, either because he had neglected to sacrifice, or in
some other way incurred the displeasure of Odin and Njord. They sent
him a storm, and drove him so far westward that at last he believed
he was near Ginnungagab, where the seas pour down into Helheim, but
instead of this he came to a great land. He ascended a high mountain
to see if he could find a sign that the land was inhabited. But no
smoke was to be seen anywhere, nor any other sign of folk did he find.
When he sailed from the country again, much snow had fallen on the
mountains. Therefore he called the country Snowland. He and his people
said that it was a good land. So some years passed without anything
more being heard of the new country. There was a Swede, named Gardar
Svavarsson, who had possessions in Denmark, who sailed from Sealand
to fetch his wife's inheritance in the south. When he had sailed
through Pettlandsfjord, he encountered a storm and went adrift. So he
drifted to the west and came to the new land. He sailed farther along
its coasts, and discovered that it was an island. He built a house
by a bay which he called Husevig, and wintered there. When he sailed
from the land the next spring the wind tore a boat, which he had in
tow, loose. In the boat was a serf named Natfare and a serf-woman.
Perhaps they managed to effect a landing and settled in the place.
Gardar praised the country much. He reported that it was wooded from
the heath to the sea, and had luxuriant pastures. He gave it the
name Gardarsholme. It retained the name between man and man until
Floke Vilgerdsson had been there. Floke, who was a powerful Viking,
equipped a ship in Rogaland to seek Gardarsholme. He loaded his ship in
Smorsund. Before he sailed, he arranged a sacrificial feast, at which
he sacrificed and conjured magic powers into three ravens. Therefore
he has since been called 'Raven-Floke.' A sea-mark was raised where
the feast had taken place, and was called 'Floke's Sea-mark.' It stood
on the border between Hordaland and Rogaland. First Raven-Floke sailed
to Hjaltland and cast anchor in a bay which was named Floke's Bay. At
Hjaltland his daughter, Geirhild, was drowned in a lake, since called
Geirhild's Lake. From Hjaltland he sailed to the Faroe Islands, where
he gave one of his daughters in marriage. Thence he put out to sea,
taking the three ravens with him. When he had sailed for a day and a
night, he let the first raven loose. It flew astern and disappeared
in the direction from which they had come. Then he sailed for a day
and a night more, and let the second raven loose. It flew aloft and
returned to the ship. Again he sailed a day and a night, and let the
third raven go. It flew forward and did not return. When they sailed
farther in the direction in which it had disappeared, they found the
land they sought. Floke had on board a man named Faxe. When they came
to a broad fjord, Faxe spoke and said: 'This is certainly a great land
we have found--here are mighty rivers.' Therefore the fjord was named
'Faxe-mouth.' Raven-Floke did not sail into the fjord. He sailed past
a headland with a mighty snow-covered mountain on it, and across a
broad bay with many islands and skerries. He landed at a fjord on the
north side of the bay, which he called Vandfjord, and the coast-line he
called Bardestrand. The fjord was full of fish. They were so absorbed
in catching the quantities of fish that they forgot to procure hay;
therefore the sheep and cattle they had brought with them died in the
winter from want of fodder. The spring was fairly cold. Floke ascended
a high mountain one day in spring and saw north of it a fjord packed
full with sea-ice. Therefore he christened the land and named it
Iceland. He meant to have sailed away that summer, but before they were
ready to sail it was autumn, and the weather became stormy. Floke had
on his ship two peasants, Thorolf and Haerjolf. When they were at the
last ready to sail, the storm tore away a boat from them, and in the
boat sat Haerjolf. Haerjolf landed at a place, to which he gave his
name and called it Haerjolf's Haven. Raven-Floke, who did not wish to
sail without Haerjolf, put back to land and brought his ship uninjured
into a fjord which he called Havnefjord. At a river's mouth in the
fjord they found a whale driven on shore. Haerjolf had also scented
the whale, and there they met. They called the river's mouth Hvalore.
They sailed thence and wintered in a fjord, on which Raven-Floke, who
had had enough of the land, did not choose to lavish a name. When, on
their arrival home, they were asked about the new land, Floke had only
evil to report. Haerjolf, on the other hand, praised it moderately,
mentioned its advantages, and did not conceal its defects. But Thorolf
declared that butter dripped from every straw in the land, therefore he
was afterwards called 'Butter-Thorolf.'
"And I have no more to tell you about the new land," concluded the
beggar rather suddenly, and shook himself uncomfortably--"you can
yourselves go and see it."
When he stopped speaking, Ingolf and Leif sat for a time and stared at
him. "Why should we do that?" asked Ingolf at last. "We have no mind to
change our abode."
The old man returned no answer. Leif sat thoughtful. When he spoke at
last his voice was muffled and seemed far away. "It would be amusing to
see that land for once."
"You _will_ see it," growled the old man, and there was a peculiar
malicious exultation in his harsh voice--"you will have time enough to
see it, I think." Suddenly life came into him afresh, and his voice
became sharp and obtrusive. "Get me a jug of beer, and I will tell you
much more; I will show you a piece of the Norns' web, hoho! A charming
piece. They have twisted threads that you can never guess. Bring me
beer, and you shall hear something."
Ingolf felt overcome by a strange and unusual bodily depression, and
rose hastily. His spirits were suddenly upset, and he felt almost ill.
"Beer you shall have," he answered curtly and coldly. "But now I think
we have heard enough for the evening. Come, Leif."
Leif rose a little unwillingly. It was possible that the old man had
more information to give about the new land. Why not hear him to the
end, even if he did talk some nonsense between whiles? But as Ingolf
did not wish it, it was all the same to him. He could himself speculate
further about the island out there in the garden, and go into the whole
matter more closely with Ingolf.
The beggar had a jug of beer brought, which he emptied in small
draughts in order to relish it better. Then he lay down by the fire,
curled himself into a bundle, and slept. He remained lying there for
the night; the next morning he wandered farther. When Leif sought him,
in order to question him more closely, he had gone. Leif tried to talk
with Ingolf about the new land. But Ingolf was always occupied with
something else when Leif began to talk about Iceland. Leif did not
observe that Ingolf with deliberate intention avoided the subject.
Ingolf could not free himself from a certain anxiety that Leif might
become too interested in the new discovery which the beggar had
reported to them. It would be like Leif suddenly to begin to make
plans to go there, perhaps migrate and settle there. That must not
happen, for Leif became unstable when he had conceived an idea,
especially if it were rather an unusual one. No, Ingolf wished to
remain in Dalsfjord, in his father's house. He was strongly averse from
everything which smacked of wandering and adventure. By his prudent
methods he soon brought Leif to forget the new land.
XI
The winter was nearing its end. After Goi came Enemaaned, and then, in
the midst of spring, a fine Thursday ushered in Harpe, the first month
of summer.
On the first summer day there was held in this part of the land a great
sacrificial feast at Gaulum, which lasted three days and nights. On
that occasion there assembled, at the residence of the Jarl, chiefs and
yeomen from distant parts, each bringing for himself some food and a
large quantity of beer. Especially was it obligatory on those who were
preparing Viking expeditions for the summer not to remain away, if they
wished for honour and victory in their undertaking.
From the early morning the place began to be alive. Great crowds were
seen gathering from all sides. The sun was reflected from new-polished
weapons, and shone on parti-coloured shields. The house-servants were
for the most part dressed in suits of grey home-spun frieze, but the
peasants and their sons appeared in splendid foreign-made clothes. Red,
blue, green, and parti-coloured chequered cloaks were seen in each
company.
All day people continued to assemble at the house. The days passed
in putting up tents, preparing for the festival, seeking out friends
and acquaintances, making appointments for the summer, and settling
various accounts. Atle Jarl was invisible that day. Only his closest
friends, and people who sought him on important business, were taken
to the room where he had hid himself, busily absorbed as he was in
arranging or preparing arrangements for his own and others' affairs.
Among those who sought him that day and had audience of him was Orn
Bjornulfsson. Their conversation was quite short, and resulted in
Atle Jarl sending for his eldest son, Haasten. Haasten was only for
a moment in the room with his father. His brothers, Haersten and
Holmsten, waited meanwhile outside. Haasten told them nothing about
his conversation with his father. And when Haasten did not speak of
his own accord, his brothers did not question him. Haasten, Haersten,
and Holmsten went about and bade every newly arrived chief welcome.
They wore splendid clothes, and carried valuable weapons and ornaments.
Over his shoulders each of the brothers wore a long cloak of heavy
silk--Haasten a red one, Haersten a blue one, and Holmsten a green one.
They were all three fine-looking youths, tall and well-built,
fair-haired, with noble features and quiet demeanour. As they went
about bidding the guests welcome, side by side, Haasten on the right
and Holmsten on the left, few remembered having seen three such
fine-looking fellows together. They were very popular; very many sought
their friendship, but few won their confidence.
Among these few were Ingolf and Leif. Haasten made no attempt to
conceal his gladness when he greeted the two cousins. Ingolf was the
special object of his warm friendship. He included Leif because he was
once for all inseparable from his cousin, and because in spite of
everything he liked him, and silently admired him for his courage.
Walking slowly, the three brothers turned back to the place where
Ingolf and Leif were superintending the erection of tents, but their
fathers had already disappeared. They had found a place of honour in
the hall, where individual guests were received. There they sat, tasted
the brewing of the house, and compared notes on the latest news with
like-minded friends.
Ingolf observed at last that Haasten especially wanted something with
him that day, and accordingly arranged that they should be alone for a
while. Haasten went straight to the point. "I hear, Ingolf, that you
and Leif will tomorrow enter brotherhood. I have expected that some
time it would come to that, but it is happening somewhat sooner than I
had expected."
Ingolf interrupted him, though he well understood that he had not
finished what he had to say. He told Haasten briefly, but without
concealing anything, about their journey home after their last visit to
Gaulum. He hinted that Leif and he certainly were both anxious to enter
into an unbreakable bond.
"You know Leif," he concluded. "You know how imprudent he is, and how
he needs protection. The shield that shall protect him will receive
dints. But a shield he must have, and that shield I will be."
"Do you think that it would be of use if Leif at the same time obtained
other shields?" Haasten asked quietly. Ingolf grew a little pale, a
fact which did not escape Haasten. For awhile they stood and looked
into each other's eyes. There was a strange silence between them.
Both felt that now their destinies were being settled. At last Ingolf
reached Haasten his hand. "Haasten, my friend," he said in a low
voice, "I hope that we will always stand side by side where the word
of friendship sounds as well as where weapons speak. But I think Leif
would feel a defence of shields as a prison."
Haasten remained standing quite still with his friend's hand in his,
and looked into his eyes. Both had a troubled look. Then Haasten said
quietly: "You have spoken, and it cannot well be otherwise. Let us each
for himself keep a good watch on our brothers. I have a sure foreboding
that it will be needed." He gave Ingolf's hand a final pressure and
released it. Silently they returned to the tents where Leif stood
engaged in friendly and cheerful conversation with Haasten's brothers.
Leif had produced the knife which Holmsten gave him, and was showing
with gestures and much hilarity how he had succeeded in killing the
horse.
"The belt is paid for, Holmsten," he concluded cheerfully. "Your knife,
which once should have taken my life, has saved it. If you have an ax,
hew at me and make me a present of it afterwards. I need an ax; my
father will not give me one. He fears I might test its usefulness a
little too much. I have tried to steal one from him. But he has locked
the weapons up in a chest which I cannot open."
Leif stopped when Ingolf and Haasten came up. A hasty glance convinced
him that something had taken place between the two. They were very
quiet. He thrust the knife noisily into its sheath, and involuntarily
straightened his body from its careless attitude. Soon after, Haasten
and his brothers withdrew. Haasten went straight to his father. "Is the
matter arranged?" asked Atle Jarl. "No, I have been considering it,"
answered Haasten, who did not wish to give his father full information.
"I fear that brotherhood with Leif Rodmarsson will cause us too many
difficulties."
"Very possibly," answered Atle. "But Ingolf is a good fellow, and will
inherit much property. His family has many friends, and will be a good
support in disturbed times."
"My friendship with the cousins is independent of their entering
brotherhood."
"Perhaps," answered the Jarl dryly. "You are in any case master over
your proceedings. My advice was only advice. May you never regret not
having followed it."
Haasten, who saw that his father was angry, did not answer, but saluted
him respectfully and retired. He was depressed and filled with heavy
forebodings, but tried to conceal it as much as possible.
The day began to decline. Atle Jarl had taken measures, and all the
arrangements for the feast were ready. The animals destined for
sacrifice were not allowed out at all that day. The fine, powerful
horses which were to be offered to Odin stood stamping their hoofs
impatiently in the stables. A flock of sheep, likewise meant to appease
the All-Father, pressed against one another, patiently resigned to
their fate, in a pen, rested their heads on each other's backs,
and chewed the cud over the last remains of the contents of their
stomachs, now and then shaking their ears a little discontentedly.
Plump oxen and bulls which, with one exception, should soon bleed in
honour of Odin, bellowed in all kinds of tones and butted against the
beams of the stalls. In an outhouse lay nine serfs and criminals with
their hands tied behind them. They were to be hung in order to join
the storm-god's wild hunt. That day it was chiefly Odin who received
offerings. But there was also a little diversion destined for Thor.
Away in a corner of the outhouse, where the serfs waited for the rope,
lay a ragged bundle. It was the serf-woman, Trude, who had been guilty
of stealing, and who, as she must somehow say good-bye to life, might
as well be utilized as an offering to Thor the Thunderer. When the pale
twilight of the evening had drawn its light veil over the landscape,
softened its sharp outlines and changed them to vague, shadowy
contours, people began to gather round the temple. All their weapons
they had left under guard in their tents.
The temple at Gaulum was an old chief temple built long before the
house became a Jarl's seat. The dignity of high priest had from time
immemorial descended from father to son, and Atle Jarl the Slender had
thus inherited it. The temple was a large and spacious edifice, built
of heavy beams, with its entrance by a main-wall furnished with gables.
Burning and smoking pitch-torches hung fixed in heavy iron rings on
the walls, each watched by a serf. On entering, one perceived in this
flickering light only indistinct images of gods who sat on their
platforms behind a low partition-wall away at the opposite end of the
temple. Within the wall no ordinary person ventured to tread; only
the priest and his consecrated assistants, helpers in the sacrifice,
might go there. The gods sat arranged in a spacious semicircle. There
were several of them, both male and female. Most were splendidly
dressed, some even adorned with gold rings and precious stones. But
the three chief gods, Odin, Thor, and Frey, who sat in the midst of
the semicircle, drew the spectator's chief attention. In the centre
was enthroned Thor--here, as in many other places in Norway, the chief
object of worship. Thor sat in his thunder-chariot, to which were yoked
painted goats with gilded horns. The goats were on wheels, as though on
the point of drawing the chariot from its place in the chief procession
at Thor's festivals. In his right hand Thor held his short-handled
hammer high uplifted. He had an awe-inspiring aspect. Straight in front
of him was a thin slab of rock with a sharp upper edge, placed edgewise.
On the right of Thor sat Odin in a wagon, both larger and more
magnificent than Thor's, but without animals to draw it. Odin sat on a
chair adorned with runes and sacred signs. He held a long spear in his
hand, and stared threateningly with his one eye.
On the left of Thor sat Frey. His platform was a great stone, covered
with a parti-coloured carpet. In contrast to the other gods he sat
naked, holding a stag's horn, his only weapon, high in his right hand.
In the midst of the semicircular space, on a special elevation, stood a
great stone basin in which the blood of the offerings was collected.
In the bowl lay a rod, used to stir the blood and then to sprinkle it
around. On the mound lay, besides, the Sacred Bracelet, a heavy, open
circlet of gold, inscribed with sacred signs, on which all oaths were
taken.
When the people had assembled in the temple, Atle Jarl the Slender
entered, followed by his assistants. He wore white clothes with red
borders. His assistants were also dressed in white.
When Atle Jarl entered, carrying a broad-bladed, long-handled ax over
his shoulder, taller by head and shoulders than most of those present,
thin and erect like the branch-lopped stem of a fir, he caused a gasp
in many a young breast, and even old, hardened Vikings felt a slight
shudder in their backs. This man stood at that moment in covenant with
the gods. They were brought into touch with the Unknowable. There was a
death-like silence in the temple.
Atle Jarl walked with dignity between the thick-packed masses of men
on both sides. At the partition-wall his assistants remained standing
for a while; only the priest could go within. He placed the ax on the
mound where the basin stood. He saluted the three chief gods with a
slow and solemn bending of the knee before each, and then included the
other gods in one. Then he went back muttering secret words, took the
sacrificial bracelet from its place, and drew it on his right arm,
seized the ax with his left hand, and raised his right arm in command.
That was a signal to the door-guard.
The most splendid of all the sacrificial animals, a coal-black ox with
shining head and large, crooked horns, was brought in by serfs, and led
to the partition-wall by other serfs, chosen as sacrificial helpers,
and consecrated to the service. At the same time two of the priest's
assistants came forward, lifted the bowl from the mound, and placed it
a little way off. The ox resisted violently when led in, and uttered
angry bellowings. It foamed with frenzy, and showed the whites of its
eyes.
Atle Jarl stood with his left foot advanced and his ax lifted in both
hands. At the instant the ox was placed in the proper spot the ax fell
with a powerful and practised aim on its neck. The beast gave a bellow
and sank on its knees. Immediately the serfs stood over it with long
knives. A stab in the neck and a cut between the neck arteries, and
then down with it to the basin, so that the precious sacrificial blood
should not be spilt. Meanwhile, one of the assistants kept stirring the
blood in the bowl with a rod so that it should not coagulate.
When the last drop of blood had been drawn off in the bowl, the
assistants raised the dead body by a rope and carried it beyond the
partition-wall. There it was received by other serfs, who carried it
outside and immediately set to work to skin it.
Other animals were now brought forward. One by one they were killed,
and their blood emptied into the bowl. But their bodies were not
carried out afterwards, like the ox's. They were thrown on one side,
and left to wait till the sacrifices were over.
A speckled bull was offered to Frey. All the other animals were
offerings to Odin, the god of battle, so that he should give success
and victory to the Viking expeditions which would take place in the
summer.
Last came Thor's only offering--the serf-woman, Trude, was brought
forward. A pair of serfs dragged her to the wall, where two assistants
received her and stripped her rags from her body. The crowd waited
breathlessly. But not a groan or a gasp came from the serf-woman,
Trude. She was dragged by her hair before the Hammer-wielder, lifted
up, and laid with the small of her back crosswise over the sharp edge
of the stone altar. Then Atle Jarl made the sign of the hammer over
the offering, and the serfs pressed her down. A scream of unspeakable
terror tore through the air, and died away in a blood-curdling low,
quivering wail. With broken back the serf-woman, Trude, lay across
Thor's sacrificial stone.
The bowl filled to the brim was now lifted by the assistants and set
on its mound again. Atle Jarl drew the sacrificial bracelet off his
arm, rubbed it in the blood, and drew it on his arm again. Then he
took the rod and began sprinkling the steaming blood around. First he
sprinkled Odin, then Thor, then Frey, and afterwards each of the gods.
Also the walls, ceiling, and floor he sprinkled with the protective
sacrificial blood. When Atle Jarl had finished the ceremonies within
the partition-wall, the assistants lifted the bowl, and, sprinkling the
blood on the right and the left, he went out of the temple, followed by
the assistants bearing the bowl. When it had been emptied of the last
drop, the bowl was carried back and set in its place.
But the sacrifices were not yet over. Odin's chariot was now drawn
out of the temple, and two splendid white horses were yoked to it.
Then a serf came forward, chosen for his stature for the part, and was
dressed in the ox's skin, with the horns and hoofs hanging down and the
tinkling bells attached to it.
The procession to Odin's grove was arranged, with Atle Jarl at the head
bearing the bloody ax over his shoulder. After him came the serf with
the ox-skin and bells. Then came Odin in his car drawn by white horses
and surrounded by white-robed assistants. The rear of the procession
was brought up by the crowd. Silently, the creaking of the car and the
tinkling bells being the only sounds audible in the bright night, the
procession went forward to Odin's grove. There were waiting already the
nine serfs and the criminals, who, by being strung up as sport for the
winds, should appease the storm-god, each tied to his death tree.
Odin's car was driven forward to an open space, surrounded by sharp
stones. Only the priest and his consecrated helpers ventured to enter
the ring of stones. When Odin's car was brought to the place, and the
crowd had arranged themselves, the assistants went, two by two, to the
waiting victims. One fixed the cord and made sure that both it and the
branch were strong, the other loosed the victim's bonds. One of the
serfs wailed and begged for his life. He met only contemptuous glances,
and was kicked and thumped by the assistants. As he would not be quiet,
they forced a stone in between his jaws.
When Atle Jarl saw that his assistants had finished their preparations
he gave a sign. At the same instant the victims were strung up all
together. Just before they had ceased their struggles a whistling sound
came through the wood. A gust of wind imparted a swinging motion to the
dangling bodies. A thrill of satisfaction mingled with awe went through
the hearts of those assembled. Odin had accepted the offering. Slowly
the procession wound its way back from Odin's grove. When they reached
the temple, the dead bodies of the sacrificed animals had already
been carried away by serfs, to be flayed and divided. The body of the
serf-woman, Trude, had also been removed. It had been sunk in the holy
well by the gable-end of the temple. This was not the first victim it
had swallowed.
Odin was drawn to his place on the right hand of Thor. Atle Jarl took
the sacrificial bracelet off his arm and laid it on the mound by the
side of the bowl. This concluded the first part of the sacrificial
feast--the slaughter night. The people went to their tents and crept
under their skins, to get a little sleep. The early spring day was
already dawning in the east.
XII
Ingolf and Leif went silently towards the tent. Ingolf was pleasantly
fatigued, and felt cheerful. He enjoyed the mental relaxation and
dreamy sleepiness which follows when an inner excitement has found
its natural relief. He went from the ceremony confirmed in his faith
with strengthened will. He felt himself in covenant relation with his
ferocious gods.
With Leif the case was opposite. He had been sickened by the sight
and smell of the blood of the sacrificed animals. All the rest, and
especially Ingolf's behaviour, had had a repelling effect upon _him_
who did not believe in the gods, nay, who had a profound contempt for
these ugly, bedizened images of wood. Ingolf's thorough absorption in
the ceremonies had made him sick at heart. Here was something he did
not understand. How _could_ Ingolf quietly watch helpless men being
ill-treated and murdered in honour of the gods? How _could_ he worship
gods whom he believed he could appease by hanging serfs and criminals
in their honour? Leif did not understand it. He felt himself suddenly
alone, and an eager longing for Helga took possession of him. There was
something about Ingolf which was beyond his comprehension. In relation
to the gods there would always be something to divide them. Hitherto
this had possessed such a slight significance for Leif that he had not
given the matter a thought. Now it grew suddenly, assumed a shape, and
was not to be got away from. Ingolf must certainly not become aware how
great a difference there was between them in this respect. For if he
did, how could he think of entering into brotherhood with him?
Leif's emotion seethed and fermented. With every step his inward
excitement rose higher. To speak out to Ingolf would never do; if once
he began to speak, wild and uncontrolled words would stream from his
tongue. And he had vowed to himself never to let his fiery temperament
discharge itself in evil words over Ingolf.
But, on the other hand, the excitement in his mind gradually became
uncontrollable. And now they were so near the tents, that only a few
steps more would rob him of the opportunity of relieving himself. He
stopped, perplexed, without knowing what he should say or do.
"Ingolf!" he broke out suddenly, as if in bewilderment; his voice
was hoarse and unrecognizable. Ingolf stopped, surprised, and turned
towards him. In an instant they were confronting each other, Ingolf
with an astonished, questioning expression in his eyes and face, Leif
quivering in every limb with an excitement which bid fair to derange
his mind. He rushed at his cousin, flung his arms round him tightly,
and hissed from between his clenched teeth: "Look out!"
Ingolf did not understand what he was about, and had no time to
consider. He needed all his presence of mind to keep on his legs,
for Leif attacked him with all his might, and his strength seemed to
increase with his exertions. Ingolf was not long in discovering that
this was serious; he had to defend himself or fall. Leif hissed and
groaned and bellowed like a maniac. Ingolf thought it was best to make
an end of it, and passed gradually over to the offensive. But it took
him time, and he needed to exert all his strength to overcome Leif. At
last he succeeded. He took advantage of a slip on Leif's part, slowly
deprived him of his foothold--then came the decisive moment--Leif
overbalanced and fell.
Ingolf remained lying on the top of him. He had a good grip, and
held him fast. Leif's face was purple and swollen, and he foamed at
the mouth. His eyes were bloodshot, and were so furious that Ingolf
suddenly felt pity for him.
"Cousin, be reasonable now," he begged persuasively. But to be overcome
in such a purely physical way had been too much for Leif. He struggled
hopelessly to get one arm loose, and when he did not succeed he hissed
with suppressed rage: "I could kill you!" Ingolf let him go at once and
sprang up. But Leif did not do the same, as he had expected. He had
discharged his emotions now and had given up. He remained lying with
his eyes closed, while the shame scorched and burnt in his soul.
Ingolf stood for a little while looking at him. He felt the wrath
lurking in ambush within himself, and bravely fought with it. "What
have I done?" he asked at last quietly.
Leif did not answer, but remained lying there, quiet and motionless,
with closed eyes. Within himself he was silently and hopelessly
wondering how he should set about opening his eyes and rising. Ingolf
stood looking at him. He began gradually to understand him, and to
enter into his feelings. Leif had madly set himself against the gods.
But what was the use of so attacking him, he would like to know? Well,
Leif had his peculiarities in everything. Now he lay there and was
ashamed, and could not bring himself to open his eyes. The best thing
was to give him a little time to collect himself. Ingolf remained
standing awhile and waited. "Come now, Leif!" he urged, in a friendly
tone, and Leif rose. Slowly he collected himself and got on his legs.
Ingolf stood and looked at him with curiosity. His features were
relaxed, and his eyes were dull and troubled.
"What was the matter with you?" asked Ingolf earnestly, and could not
suppress a little laugh.
Leif stood a short while without answering, as though searching his
memory for something he had forgotten. "You needn't trouble yourself
about it," he answered in a weary and rather shy tone, but not without
a certain defiance. "It was not you I hated, but your gods."
"So it was not very strange you could not win, cousin," answered Ingolf
cheerfully. "You are still too slight of build to fight with the gods."
"I shall not go with you to a feast any more," answered Leif,
unaffected by Ingolf's cheerfulness. "This once I may be allowed to say
it, and I beg you not to forget it. Your gods and your worship of them
are an abomination to me, and will always be so. Even if it should lose
me my brother, I must say it."
There was a smothered warmth in Leif's words which made Ingolf serious.
"It is just with you, as you are, that I wish to enter into
brotherhood, Leif," he answered quietly. "Your relation to the gods is
a matter between you and them. What you think of my worship of them
is your own affair. But I am anxious that you should understand that
I belong with all my soul and will to the gods. They were my fathers'
gods; if I were false to them, I should be false to my fathers. Rather
would I this very moment sacrifice myself to Odin than that that should
happen."
"But then it is a sacrifice on your part," answered Leif quietly, "when
you enter into brotherhood with me who despise the gods, and so have
been false to my fathers."
Ingolf was silent for a while. "It is another matter with you than with
me," he answered. "I cannot explain it, but I feel that it is quite
another matter with you. I should become weaker by not believing in the
gods; you would become so by believing in them. We are so different,
Leif. And I wish to be your brother as you are."
"I will do my best that you may never regret that," answered Leif
quietly.
They went to their tents. It was already nearly daylight. In the east
the sky was faintly red; there was only a short time to the sunrise.
Ingolf and Leif did not talk any more. They crept silently into their
sleeping-bags. But neither of them could close an eye. They remained
lying quiet till nearly midday. When the sun was at its zenith that
day, their brotherhood was to be sealed.
Leif was the first who rose. When he had met Ingolf's open eyes, he
said in a low, cheerful tone: "Let us run to the stream."
Ingolf sprang up. "Yes, we will." They ran to a place outside the
encampment, where they were in the shelter of a cliff, and where they
had been accustomed to wash themselves when, as small boys, they
visited their friends at Gaulum. Ingolf dipped his head in the water,
rubbed hard with both hands, and snorted cheerfully. But Leif flung
away every stitch of clothing and lay down in the running water. When
Ingolf saw it, he immediately followed his example. And so they lay
side by side in the stream, and let the cold running water stream over
their bodies, as when they were little boys.
Leif looked at the sun. "We shall have to hurry." They sat for a little
while, squeezed the water out of their hair, and let the sun and the
wind dry their skins. But the water remained in drops on their skins
and would not be dried. Then they took their shirts and rubbed each
other, and then dressed in a trice. "Let us go slowly back," said Leif,
when they had their clothes on, and Ingolf had to look closer at him,
for such a proposal was very unlike him. Leif answered his questioning
look. "Otherwise we shall be so breathless, and we are getting too big
now to run like children."
When they came up from the little valley in which the stream ran, they
saw that the people were already gathered, and hastened their steps.
Leif looked up hastily at the sun. "It is not yet quite midday," he
said, relieved, but went on.
They arrived at the place at the same time as Atle Jarl, who as
high priest was to conduct the proceedings. Atle Jarl, generally a
mild and amiable man, wore his severest expression that day. He had
the sacrificial bracelet on his arm and a spear in his hand. A serf
followed him bearing two turf-cutters and two bright, sharp-pointed
knives. The people had gathered round a circular space, marked out with
wooden pegs. They readily made way for the two cousins and Atle Jarl.
When they reached the place marked out, Atle Jarl curtly bade the two
future brothers take off their shoes and stockings and step into the
ring. While they were doing so, he himself stepped into the ring, and
with his spear marked off a semicircle within it. Then Ingolf and Leif
each received his turf-cutter with orders to begin, each on his own
side of the semicircle, and cut a turf loose, taking care, however,
that both its ends remained firm. The turf that was to be cut loose was
to remain a living part of the ground. Ingolf was set to cut on the
outside of the semicircle, Leif on the inside. They each dropped on
one knee, stuck their turf-cutters into the ground, and began to cut.
Their task was to cut a solid piece of turf which would hold fast when
it was raised. Ingolf cut with an even, straight stroke; he was quiet
and undisturbed by the people standing and looking at him. Leif, on
the other hand, was nervous. He began cutting with all his might; his
edge became bent and uneven, and sweat was pouring from him before he
had got half through. When the spectators saw their different ways of
working, they smiled and winked at each other.
Orn and Rodmar stood just outside the ring. Orn did not look happy,
but he concealed his displeasure under a mask of indifference. Rodmar
stood and looked angrily at Leif. He could hardly restrain himself from
shouting to him and correcting him. He saw, however, clearly that it
would only make bad worse, and controlled himself. But he leant towards
Orn and whispered as though making an excuse. "Ingolf will need all his
quiet and strength before he can get Leif tamed."
"He cannot be tamed," answered Orn in a low tone, but with emphasis
in his voice. "A horse with the staggers cannot be broken in; it is a
useless animal, and brings ill-luck."
"He is my son," answered Rodmar, who always found fault with Leif but
could not bear others doing so. "You judge him too severely."
"He is your son and my kinsman," Orn whispered back sombrely,
"otherwise this ratification of brotherhood would not have taken
place--at least as long as I had a breath left in my body."
Ingolf and Leif had now cut loose the piece of turf, and went together
to lift it. They raised it carefully till it stood straight up and
formed an arch. Then Atle Jarl stepped in and placed his spear in
the middle of the arch to hold the turf up. He himself stood and
supported the spear while Ingolf and Leif cut loose an oblong turf
under the arch. Their blood was not to run on the greensward, but
was to mingle on the bare earth. When they had finished they gave up
their turf-cutters, and at Atle Jarl's command stepped in under the
turf arch, each on his own side of the spear-shaft. Atle Jarl now
dictated the oath, and they vowed mutual brotherhood, each with his
right hand on the sacred bracelet. When the oath had been taken, serfs
came with knives. Atle Jarl received the knives and handed them to the
newly-sworn brothers, with the command to confirm the brotherhood they
had just inaugurated by letting their blood flow jointly on the sacred
earth. Atle Jarl showed them briefly where they should pierce their
calves with the knives.
Ingolf and Leif both did so at the same moment. Ingolf thrust his
knife-point well in and cut a deep gash. Leif put his knife right
through so that the point projected a couple of inches on the other
side of his calf. He had difficulty in drawing it out again. The blood
ran down in red streams. The spectators felt a strange shuddering
thrill at seeing how it oozed out from under the naked soles of their
feet. Leif watched the course of his blood attentively as it approached
Ingolf's on the brown scar of earth between them. As it seemed to him
to go too slowly, he stooped down, directed the streams of blood with
the point of his knife, and stirred the blood and earth round between
him and Ingolf. A laugh then rang out in the air from hundreds of
throats. Even Orn smiled, though against his will, and Atle Jarl's eyes
assumed a milder expression.
Leif looked hastily up and straightened himself with a jerk. He looked
round, a little astonished, and his eyes rested on Ingolf. A very
pleasant smile lay on Ingolf's face, and there was a moist glimmer in
his eyes.
Atle Jarl now proclaimed that Ingolf Arnarson and Leif Rodmarsson had
entered into legal brotherhood, and named the witnesses. With that the
solemn ceremony was at an end. The grass-turfs were carefully laid down
again in order that they might grow firm and be incorporated with the
earth's life.
Ingolf and Leif were now joined together by the strongest bonds that
exist--the blood-tie between brothers, the most sacred and inviolable
of all blood and family ties. The earth by which they had been formed
in different mothers' wombs had now drunk their blood mingled, and had
at the same time given them new birth, since they had passed together
under the turf arch, a part of earth's living frame. The earth knew
now, and had recognized their covenant--a covenant no power could
break. The sons of Atle were the first who approached to tender their
good wishes on the occasion.
Haasten pressed Ingolf's hand and whispered confidentially: "You have
in Leif made a brother who at any time and without hesitation will
give his blood for you to the last drop. Keep always a watchful eye on
him, for his mind is as easily moved as a willow, but it has also the
willow's toughness."
Holmsten handed over to Leif a broad-bladed, long-shafted battle-ax
with a handle inlaid with gold, a splendid weapon, which made
Leif colour with joy. "Here is an ax for you, friend Leif," he
said cheerfully. "Swing it bravely, but take care that you do not
absent-mindedly come to cleave your friends' heads with it!"
Leif was moved to tears. He kissed Holmsten for the ax. Leif and
Holmsten's friendship lasted for whole days, to the great joy and
relief of Ingolf and Haasten. They had never before been able to keep
the peace for even a few hours at a time. Ingolf began to believe that
the costly gifts which had been exchanged between Holmsten and Leif
must have some special significance. He felt unusually cheerful in
spirits that day. Leif also felt a peace and sense of security which
was strange to him. It was as though the responsibility which he had
assumed in entering into brotherhood evoked his manhood. He seemed to
have suddenly grown adult. His mind had found an equilibrium, which
acted beneficially, and was plainly traceable in his bearing.
Evening came, and the second night of the sacrificial feast was about
to commence. As people began to go to the temple, Leif said to Ingolf:
"I shall not go. I shall remain at home in the tent."
"Very well, I won't go either," said Ingolf, and tried to appear as
though it were a matter of indifference to him.
But Leif would not hear of that. "Those who know me will not be
surprised that I remain away," he said. "It is another matter with you.
If you won't go alone, you will oblige me to go with you, and I don't
much like going there."
At last Ingolf went alone. When he entered the temple the people were
already assembled with great jubilation and much noise. On the floor
there was burning a fire from one end of the temple to the other
outside the partition-wall. This fire, named Langildene ("the long
fires"), could be crossed at various points, though only by going
through the lambent flames. Over it hung great cauldrons, whence the
fumes of the meat of the sacrifices filled the air with vapour and
smoke tempting to hungry stomachs.
Tables and benches were arranged on both sides of the fire. It was some
time before each man had his horn. Then Atle Jarl rose, consecrated the
drinking, and proposed the toast in honour of Odin. It was a toast for
Victory and Might, and everyone had to empty his horn to the bottom.
Some made the sign of the hammer over the horn of mead. They were
those who trusted in their own power and might. They consecrated their
drinking to Thor. Now other serfs entered, bearing great dishes. They
fished the meat out of the cauldrons with hooks, filled the dishes, and
bore them round. Then began a festive battle for the best morsels, with
shouting and laughter which shook the temple.
Women now entered, lifted the gods down from their platforms, took off
their dresses, and began to rub them with the fat of the sacrificial
animals. This was a very solemn ceremony.
When the guests had appeased their first hunger, full horns stood again
before them. Atle Jarl blessed the drinking, and they all emptied their
horns in honour of Thor. Then they ate again, but now quietly and
deliberately. The dishes were emptied and filled anew. There was no
scarcity of food or of beer.
They drank horns to Njord and to Frey for peace and fertility. They
drank a horn to Brage, with which they pledged solemn vows. Last of
all, Atle Jarl rose, always steady on his legs and firm in his voice
(he had tasted mead before), blessed the drinking, and proposed a toast
in memory of their deceased kinsmen. That toast used not to be very
widely observed--by that time many lay under the table. Others had gone
outside, and the rows of the feasters grew thinner.
When Ingolf had gone to the temple, Leif's newly found mental
equilibrium suddenly forsook him. He was overcome by a feeling of
disquiet, strong and not to be shaken off--a fit of impatience which
rankled in his breast, and made him perspire and feel unwell.
Something must be done, he knew not what, until it suddenly became
clear to him that he could not do without Helga any longer. He ran
home to the house and got hold of a serf, whom he sent with a message
to Ingolf. Then he took a bridle in his hands and a saddle over
his shoulders and went off to find his horse. There was a strange
feverishness in all his proceedings, but he was cheerful and light of
heart, as was always the case when he had overcome uncertainty and
betaken himself to action. He found his horse, caught and saddled it,
and went straight homewards at full gallop. He dared not think at all,
for it was plain to him that it would be too long before he could see
Helga, and the thought made his heart sick. A feeling of longing was on
him, a longing of the strong kind, which grows in force if one gives
way to it. His rapid riding gave him relief, and released him from
thinking. He entered into a strange relation with the paths he rode by,
and every stone and bush which he passed on the way. A pasture which
he went by reminded him of the horse, and he dismounted, took off the
saddle and bridle, and lay down. The horse rolled on its back awhile,
then rose and began grazing eagerly. This haste seemed to quiet Leif's
longing, and he lay comfortably there. He allowed the horse to still
its sharpest pangs of hunger, but soon his patience was over, exhausted
and vanished. He saddled the horse again and went off at full gallop.
Daylight came, and he was forced to stop and let the horse breathe
and graze a little. This time Leif could not lie still, while it was
grazing. He sat a little, walked a little, and was restless. Long
before the proper time he saddled the horse again, but before mounting
this time he patted its neck and head, scratched it behind the ear, and
spoke kindly to it: "If you hold out, I will remember you as long as we
both live!"
So it carried him forward again, over hill and dale, over smooth,
grassy plains and stony tracts, over clear streams and roaring rivers.
The horse's clattering hoofs awoke in the air alternately falling and
rising echoes. So the incredible was accomplished, and the length of
the way slowly overcome. One morning at sunrise Leif arrived home.
Helga stood outside the house as though she had expected him, and the
world seemed new.
"It is you, Leif," said Helga, and did not conceal her gladness. Leif
had already sprung from his horse. He ran to her and flung his arms
around her. "Helga," he said, and kissed her. "I _had_ to come home all
at once." Helga laughed.
"I dreamt of you last night," she said, and kissed him. "_That_ was
what I dreamt."
"What?" asked Leif.
"That I kissed you."
And she kissed him again. That was a happy day.