I thought I was doing pretty well, but she cut me off again.

“Don’t you read any _real_ poetry? Donne? Auden? Baudelaire?”

Three more torpedoes. “We didn’t get to them yet.”

Nina blows out a great angry cloud of smoke and explodes, “Schools!” Then

she sails out of the kitchen.

I guess I look a little shook up. Mary laughs and shoves a mug of cocoa

and a plate of cinnamon toast in front of me. “Don’t mind Mother. She just

can’t get used to New York schools. Or Coney Island. Or hardly anything

around here.

“She grew up on the Left Bank in Paris. Her father was an artist and her

mother was a writer, and they taught her to read at home, starting with

Chaucer, probably. She never read a kids’ book in her life.

“Anything I ever tell her about school pretty much sounds either childish

or stupid to her. What I really love is science—experiments and stuff—and

she can’t see that for beans.”

“Our science teacher is a dope,” I say, because she is, “so I really never

got very interested in science. But I told Mom and Dad I was coming to the

aquarium to take notes today, so they wouldn’t kick up such a fuss.”

Mary shakes her head. “We ought to get our mothers together. Mine thinks

I’m wasting time if I even _go_ to the aquarium. I do, though, all the

time. I love the walrus.”

“What does your pop do?”

“Father? He teaches philosophy at Brooklyn College. So I get it from both

sides. Just think, think, think. Father and Nina aren’t hardly even

interested in _food_. Once in a while Nina spends all day cooking some

great fish soup or a chicken in wine, but the rest of the time I’m the

only one who takes time off from thinking to cook a hamburger. They live

on rolls and coffee and sardines.”

Mary puts our cups in the sink and then opens a low cupboard. Instead of

pots and pans it has stacks of records in it. She pulls out _West Side

Story_ and then I see there’s a record player on a side table. What d’you

know? A record player in the kitchen! This Left Bank style of living has

its advantages.

“I sit down here and eat and play records while I do my homework,” says

Mary, which sounds pretty nice.

I ask her if she has any Belafonte, and she says, “Yes, a couple,” but she

puts on something else. It’s slow, but sort of powerful, and it makes you

feel kind of powerful yourself, as if you could do anything.

“What’s that?” I ask.

“It’s called ‘The Moldau’—that’s a river in Europe. It’s by a Czech named

Smetana.”

I wander around the kitchen and look out the window. The wind’s still

howling, but not so hard. I remember the ocean, all gray and powerful,

spotted with whitecaps. I’d like to be out on it.

“You know what’d be fun?” I say out loud. “To be out in a boat on the

harbor today. If you didn’t sink.”

“We could take the Staten Island ferry,” Mary says.

“Huh?” I hadn’t even thought there was really any boat we could get on.

“Really? Where do you get it?”

“Down at Sixty-ninth Street and Fourth Avenue. It’s quite a ways. I’ve

always gone there in a car. But maybe we could do it on bikes, if we don’t

freeze.”

“We won’t freeze. But what about bikes?”

“You can use my brother’s. He’s away at college. Maybe I can find a

windbreaker of his, too.”

She finds the things and we get ready and go into the living room, where

Nina is sitting reading and sipping a glass of wine.

“We’re going on our bikes to the ferry and over to Staten Island,” Mary

says. She doesn’t even ask.

“Oh-h-h.” It’s a long, low note, faintly questioning.

“We thought with the wind blowing and all, it’d be exciting,” Mary

explains, and I think, Uh-o, that’s going to cook it. _My_ mother would

have kittens if I said I was going out on a ferry in a storm.

But Nina just says, “I see,” and goes back to reading her book. I say

good-bye and she looks up again and smiles, and that’s all.

It’s another funny thing—Nina doesn’t seem to pay any attention to who

Mary brings home, like most mothers are always snooping if their daughter

brings home a guy. Without stopping to think, I say, “Do you bring home a

lot of guys?”

Mary laughs. “Not a lot. Sometimes one of the boys at school comes home

when we’re studying for a science test.”

I laugh, too, but what I’m thinking of is how Pop would look if I brought

a girl home and said we were studying for a test!

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[Illustration: Dave and Mary on ferry with other people.]

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