CHAPTER XXIII

(1807.)

AFTER the battle of Eylau, both armies were forced to come to a halt,

in consequence of the confusion produced by a thaw, and both went into

winter quarters. Our troops were in cantonments near Marienwerder, and

the Emperor established himself in a country-house near Osterode.

The Empress had returned to Paris at the end of January. She was out of

spirits, vaguely anxious, and not overpleased with those members of the

Court who had accompanied her to Mayence. Besides this, she was in a

state of nervousness, as she always was during the Emperor’s absence,

for she dreaded his disapproval of her actions. She was most gracious,

and showed all her former friendship for me. It was said by some members

of the Court that her low spirits were partly caused by tender feelings

which she entertained toward a certain young equerry, then absent with

the Emperor. I never inquired into the truth of this story, nor did she

ever mention it to me; but, on the contrary, she was distressed by the

stories she was told by some Polish ladies then in Paris, concerning the

Emperor and a young countrywoman of theirs. Her affection for her

husband was always dashed with the dread of divorce; and, of all her

feelings, this was, I believe, the strongest. She would occasionally

introduce a few words on the subject in her letters to Bonaparte, but he

never made the least reply to them.

She tried to conform to the Emperor’s wishes. She gave and accepted

invitations, and could at any time find relief from her cares in the

delight of displaying a magnificent dress. She behaved to her

sisters-in-law coldly, but with prudence; she received a great number of

persons, and always graciously, and she never said a word that was not

studiously insignificant.

I once suggested to her that she might divert her mind by going to the

theatre; but she told me that she did not derive enough amusement from

the plays to go _incognito_, and that she could not venture to go

publicly. “Why, madame?” I asked her. “I think the applause you would

receive would be pleasing to the Emperor.” “You do not know him, then,”

was her reply. “If I was received with much cordiality, I am sure he

would be jealous of any little triumph which he would not have shared.

When I am applauded he likes to take part in my success; and I should

only mortify him by seeking any when he can not be present.”

The uneasiness of the Empress Josephine was increased by any appearance

of mutual understanding between several persons about her; she always

imagined they were conspiring to injure her. Bonaparte had infected her

with his habitual suspicion. She felt no fear of Mme. Joseph Bonaparte,

who, although at that time Queen of Naples, was residing quietly at the

Luxembourg Palace, being reluctant to exchange her peaceful life for

that of a sovereign. The two Princes—one the Arch-Chancellor, the other

the Arch-Treasurer of the Empire—were timorous and reserved; they paid

her an assiduous court, and inspired her with no distrust.

Princess Borghese, who combined constant ill health with a life of

intrigue, joined in no political schemes, excepting such as were common

to the whole family. But the Grand Duchess of Berg caused her

sister-in-law constant jealousy and apprehension. She lived in great

splendor at the Elysée-Bourbon Palace. Her beauty was set off by the

most exquisite dress; her pretensions were great, her manners affable

when she thought it prudent, and more than affable to men whom she

wished to fascinate. She was unscrupulous when intent on injuring, and

she hated the Empress, yet never lost her self-control. Of such a woman

Josephine might well be afraid. At this time, as I have said, Caroline

was desirous of obtaining the crown of Poland, and she endeavored to

make friends among the influential members of the Government who might

be useful to her. General Junot, Governor of Paris, became one of her

ardent admirers, and, either from a reciprocal feeling or from

interested motives, she contrived to make his tender sentiments serve

her purpose; so that the Governor of Paris, in his reports to the

Emperor—a certain branch of police being in his charge—always gave

favorable accounts of the Grand Duchess of Berg.

Another intimacy, in which there was no question of love, but which was

of great use to her, was that between Fouché and herself. Fouché was on

bad terms with M. de Talleyrand, who was no favorite of Mme. Murat’s.

She wanted to secure her present position, and especially to elevate her

husband in spite of himself. She hinted to the Minister of Police that

M. de Talleyrand would contrive to have him removed, and she tried to

gain his affection by a number of other little confidential

communications. This intimacy gave daily recurring distress to the poor

frightened Empress, who narrowly watched all her words and actions.

Parisian society concerned itself little with these Court secrets, and

took no interest in the members of the Court circle. We had the

appearance of being, and we were in fact, merely a living puppet-show,

set up to surround the Emperor with what seemed to him necessary state.

The conviction that no one had any influence over him led people to

concern themselves little with his surroundings. Every one knew

beforehand that his will only would finally determine all things.

Meanwhile, the sovereigns who were either related or allied to the

Emperor sent deputations to Poland, to congratulate him on his

victories. From Naples, Amsterdam, and Milan came envoys to Warsaw,

offering homage from the various states. The kingdom of Naples was

disquieted by disturbances in Calabria only, but this was enough to keep

it in agitation. The new King, a lover of pleasure, did not carry out

with sufficient firmness the plan which the Emperor had laid down for

the kingdoms he had called into existence. The Emperor also found fault

with his brother Louis; but those reproaches did honor to the latter.

Louis’s domestic affairs became every day more deplorable. Mme. Louis,

who had enjoyed some liberty at Mayence, no doubt found it hard to

return to the dreary bondage in which she was held by her husband; and

the depression, which she did not sufficiently conceal, embittered him,

perhaps, still more. The division between them increased until they

lived apart in the palace—she in retirement with two or three of her

ladies, and he immersed in affairs, and making no secret of his

dissatisfaction with his wife. He would not allow the Dutch to impute

all the blame of the notorious domestic troubles to him. Who can say to

what such a position of affairs might have led, but for the common

misfortune which shortly fell upon the unhappy pair, and which drew them

together in a common sorrow?

Toward the end of the winter an order from the Emperor reached Paris, to

the effect that the newspapers were to remind persons distinguished

either in art or science that the decree, dated from Aix-la-Chapelle,

24th Fructidor, year 12, concerning the decennial prizes, was to come

into effect at the expiration of one year and eight months from the then

date. This decree promised considerable rewards to every author of an

important work, of any kind whatsoever. The prizes were to be assigned

at intervals of ten years, dating from the 18th Brumaire, and the jury

which was to allot them was to consist of members of the Institute. This

project has real greatness in it; we shall see, hereafter, how it fell

to pieces in consequence of a fit of ill humor on the part of the

Emperor.

In March the Vice-Queen of Italy gave birth to a daughter, and the

Empress was much pleased at being grandmother to a little princess

related to all the greatest powers in Europe.

During the suspension of war on both sides, from the inclemency of the

season, the Emperor took every means to insure that in the spring his

army should be more formidable than ever. The kingdoms of Italy and

Naples had to furnish further contingents. Men born under the smiling

skies of those beautiful lands were suddenly transported to the wild

banks of the Vistula; and they might wonder at the change, until others

were seen marching from Cadiz, to perish beneath the walls of Moscow,

thus affording a proof of the courage and strength of which men are

capable, and also of what can be done by the strength of the human will.

The army was reorganized; our newspapers were filled with columns of

promotions, and it is curious, among these military decrees, to come

upon one dated, like the rest, from Osterode, appointing bishops to

vacant sees both in France and in Italy.

But, notwithstanding our victories, or perhaps because of them, our army

had suffered considerable loss. The extreme humidity of the climate

caused sickness among the troops. Russia was evidently about to make an

immense effort. The Emperor felt that this campaign must be decisive;

and, not feeling satisfied that the numerous troops furnished to him

were sufficient to insure victory, he put his own power and our

submission to the test. After having, at the end of December, 1806,

levied the conscription for 1807, he demanded from the Senate in April

the levy for 1808. The Prince of Neufchâtel’s report, which was

published in the “Moniteur,” announced that during the year the army had

been augmented by one hundred and sixty thousand men, levied by the

conscriptions of 1806 and 1807; sixteen thousand men were non-combatants

either from sickness or superannuation, and, without troubling himself

with calculations, which it was too certain no one would venture to

make, because it was our system to conceal our losses, he put down the

“casualties” of the campaign at fourteen thousand men. As our army had

been increased by only a hundred and thirty thousand efficient soldiers,

prudence required that the eighty thousand men of the conscription of

1808 should be raised, and drilled, each in his own department. “Were

this delayed,” said the report, “the men would have to march at once to

the seat of war; but, by making the levy six months in advance, they

will acquire strength and knowledge, and will be better able to defend

themselves.”

State Councilor Regnault de St. Jean d’Angely, who was the bearer of the

Imperial message to the Senate, paused when he came to this portion of

the report, and called the attention of the Senators to the paternal

goodness of the Emperor, who would not allow the new conscripts to brave

the dangers of war without some previous preparation. The Emperor’s

letter announced that the whole of Europe was again in arms—that two

hundred thousand recruits had been raised in England; and declared his

own desire for peace, on condition that the English were not prompted by

passion to seek their own prosperity in our abasement.

The Senate passed the required decree, and voted an address of

congratulation and thanks to the Emperor. He must have smiled on

receiving it.

The minds of men who wield absolute power need to be very generous, in

order to resist the temptation to despise the human species—a

temptation which is only too well justified by the submission that is

accorded to them. When Bonaparte beheld a whole nation giving him its

life-blood and its treasure in order to satisfy his insatiable ambition,

when educated men of that nation consented to veil his acts of invasion

on the human will in plausible phrases, how could he fail to regard the

whole world as a vast field, open to the first person who would

undertake to occupy and till it? Heroic greatness of soul alone could

have discerned that the adulatory words and the blind obedience of the

citizens who were isolated by the tyranny of his institutions, and then

decimated at his command, were dictated by constraint only.

And yet, although Bonaparte had none of those generous feelings,

reasonable observation might have shown him that the alert obedience

with which the French marched to the battle-field was but a misdirection

of that national spirit which a great Revolution had aroused in a great

people. The cry of liberty had awakened generous enthusiasm, but the

confusion that ensued had rendered men afraid to complete their work.

The Emperor skillfully seized on this moment of hesitation, and turned

it to his own advantage. For the last thirty years the French character

has been so developed that the bulk of our citizens of every class have

been possessed by the desire to live, or, if to live were impossible, by

the desire to die, for some particular object. Bonaparte did not,

however, invariably mistake the bent of the genius of the people whom he

had undertaken to rule, but he felt within himself the strength to

control it, and he directed it, or rather misdirected it, to his own

advantage.

It was becoming hard to serve him; feelings which seemed instinctively

to warn us of what was to come were not to be repressed. Many were the

sad reflections of my husband and myself—I remember them well—in the

midst of the splendor and luxury of a position for which we were no

doubt envied. As I have said, our means were small when we joined the

First Consul’s Court. His gifts, which were sold rather than freely

bestowed, had surrounded us with luxury on which he insisted. I was

still young, and I found myself enabled to gratify the tastes of youth

and to enjoy the pleasures of a brilliant position. I had a beautiful

house; I had fine diamonds; every day I might vary my elegant dress; a

chosen circle of friends dined at my table; every theatre was open to

me; there was no fête given in Paris to which I was not invited; and yet

even then an inexplicable cloud hung over me. Often on our return from a

splendid entertainment at the Tuileries, and while still wearing our

garb of state—or shall I say, of servitude?—my husband and I would

seriously discuss all that was passing around us. A secret anxiety as to

the future, an ever-growing distrust of our master, oppressed us both.

Without distinctly knowing what we dreaded, we were aware that there was

something to dread. “I am unfitted,” my husband used to say, “for the

narrow and idle life of a Court.” “I can not admire,” I would say to

him, “that which costs so much blood and misery.” We were weary of

military glory, and shocked at the fierce severity it often inspires in

those who have gained it; and perhaps the repugnance we felt for it was

a presentiment of the price which Bonaparte was to make France pay for

the greatness that he forced upon her.

To these painful feelings was added the fear of being unable to feel any

affection for him whom we must still continue to serve. This was one of

my secret troubles. I clung with the enthusiasm of youth and imagination

to the admiration for the Emperor that I desired to retain; I sincerely

tried to deceive myself with regard to him; I eagerly recalled cases

when he had acted up to my hopes. The struggle was painful and vain, but

I suffered more after I had relinquished it. In 1814 numbers of people

wondered at my ardent desire for the fall of the founder of our fortune,

and for the return of those who would ruin it; they accused us of

ingratitude in so promptly forsaking the cause of the Emperor, and

honored us with their surprise because of the patience with which we

endured our heavy loss. They were unable to read our hearts; they were

ignorant of the impressions that had been made on us long before. The

return of the King ruined us, but it set our hearts and minds at

liberty. It promised a future in which our child might freely yield to

the noble inspirations of his youth. “My son,” said his father, “will

perhaps be poor, but he will not be shackled and hampered as we have

been.” It is not sufficiently known in the world—that is, in the

regulated and factitious society of a great city—that there is

happiness in a position which allows of the complete development of

one’s feelings and of freedom in all one’s thoughts.

On the feast of St. Joseph, Princess Borghese and Princess Caroline gave

a little fête in honor of the Empress. A large party was invited. A

comedy or vaudeville was acted, full of verses in honor of the Emperor

and in praise of Josephine. The two Princesses represented

shepherdesses, and looked exquisitely lovely. General Junot took the

part of a soldier just returned from the army, and in love with one of

the young girls. The position seemed to suit them perfectly, whether on

the stage or elsewhere. But Bonaparte’s two sisters, although

Princesses, sang out of tune; and, as each could detect this in the

other, she ridiculed her sister’s performance. Both my sister and I took

part in the piece. I was greatly amused at the rehearsals by the mutual

spitefulness of the two sisters, who had little love for each other, and

the vexation of the author and the composer. Both thought a good deal of

the production; they were annoyed at hearing their verses and songs

badly rendered; they dared not complain, and, when they ventured on

timid remonstrance, every one hastened to silence them.

The play was ill performed. The Empress cared little for the insincere

homage of her sisters-in-law, and remembered that on this same stage, a

few years before, she had seen her own children, young, gay, and loving,

touch even Bonaparte’s heart by offering him flowers. She told me that

during the whole evening this recollection had been present with her.

She was now away from her husband, anxious about him, uneasy about

herself, far from her son and daughter. Ever since the day she ascended

the throne she had regretted her happier past.

On the occasion of her fête-day the Emperor wrote affectionately to her:

“I dislike very much being so far away from you. The chill of the

climate seems to lay hold of my heart. We are all longing for Paris,

that Paris which one regrets in every place, and for whose sake we are

always in pursuit of glory, and after all, Josephine, only that we may

be applauded on our return by the crowd at the Opéra. When spring comes,

I hope to beat the Russians thoroughly, and then, mesdames, we will go

home, and you shall crown us with laurel.”

During the winter the siege of Dantzic was begun. Bonaparte took it into

his head to give some glory (as he called it) to Savary. The military

reputation of the latter did not stand very high with the army; but he

was useful to the Emperor in other ways, and covetous of reward. The

Emperor foresaw that some day he would be obliged to give him a

decoration, in order to be able to use him as occasion might arise; so

he chose to say that Savary had obtained an advantage of some kind over

the Russians, and bestowed on him the grand cordon of the Legion of

Honor. Military men disapproved, but Bonaparte cared as little for them

as for others, and to bestow reward independently of merit or desert was

a favorite exercise of his independence.

He seldom left his headquarters at Osterode, except for the purpose of

inspecting the various cantonments. He issued decrees on a great number

of subjects. He wrote a letter to M. de Champagny, the Minister of the

Interior, which was mentioned in the “Moniteur,” ordering him to

announce to the Institute that a statue would be presented to it in

honor of D’Alembert, the French mathematician, who, more than any other,

had contributed to the advancement of science.

The bulletins contained statements of the position of the army only, and

of the Emperor’s health, which continued to be excellent. He often rode

forty leagues in a day. He continued to make numerous promotions in his

army, which were published in the “Moniteur” indiscriminately, and under

the same date with the appointment of certain bishops.

The Empress of Austria’s death occurred at this time. She was only

thirty-four years of age. She left four sons and five daughters. The

Princes of Bavaria and Baden, and some others belonging to the

Confederation of the Rhine, were staying with the army and paying court

to the Emperor. When the day’s work was over, he attended concerts,

given for him by Paër the musician, whom he had met at Berlin, and whom

he engaged in his service and brought back with him to Paris. M. de

Talleyrand’s society was no doubt a great resource to the Emperor, but

he frequently left him, in order to pass some days in great state at

Warsaw, where he conversed with the nobles, and kept up the hopes which

it was thought desirable they should not abandon. It was at Warsaw that

M. de Talleyrand negotiated on the Emperor’s behalf with ambassadors

from the Porte and from Persia. Bonaparte permitted them to witness some

manœuvres by a part of his army. At Warsaw also a suspension of arms

between France and Sweden was signed.

The difficulty about the _Monseigneur_ having been settled, Cardinal

Maury was admitted to the Institute, and delivered a panegyric on the

Abbé de Radovilliers as the usual reception speech. An immense crowd was

present, but the Cardinal disappointed public expectation. His discourse

was long and tedious, and it was justly inferred that his abilities were

absolutely worn out. His pastorals and some Lenten sermons which he

preached subsequently confirm that impression.

The death of her little grandson, Napoleon, on the 5th of May, was a

severe blow to the Empress. The child, after a few days’ illness, died

of croup. The despair of the Queen of Holland surpassed description. She

clung to the body of her son, and had to be removed by force. Louis

Bonaparte, who was terrified as well as grieved at the state of his

wife, treated her with great tenderness, and their loss brought about a

sincere, though only temporary, reconciliation between them. At

intervals the Queen became completely delirious, shrieking, calling on

her son, and invoking death; and she was unable to recognize those who

approached her. When reason partly returned, she remained buried in

profound silence, and was indifferent to all around. At times, however,

she would gently thank her husband for his care, in a manner which

showed her deep regret that such a misfortune had been needed to change

their mutual feelings. On one of these occasions, Louis, true to his

strange and jealous temper, while standing beside his wife’s bed, and

promising her that in future he would do all he could to make her happy,

insisted on her confessing the faults he imagined she had committed.

“Confide your errors to me,” he said; “I will forgive them all. We are

about to begin a new life which will for ever efface the past.” With all

the solemnity of grief, and in the hope of death, the Queen assured him

that, ready as she was to appear before the throne of God, she had not

even the semblance of a guilty thought of which to accuse herself. The

King, still unconvinced, asked her to swear this; but, even after she

had taken an oath of her truth, he could not believe her, but

recommenced his importunities, until his wife, exhausted by her grief,

by the answers she had made, and by this dreadful persecution, felt

herself about to faint, and said: “Leave me in peace; I shall not escape

from you. We will resume the subject to-morrow.” And with these words

she again lost consciousness.

When the young Prince’s death was made known in Paris, a courier was

dispatched to the Emperor, Mme. Murat started for the Hague, and a few

days later the Empress went to Brussels, whither Louis himself brought

his wife and their surviving little son, in order to place them under

the care of the Empress. He seemed to be in great grief, and to be very

anxious about Queen Hortense, who remained in a state approaching

delirium. It was settled that, after a few days’ repose at Malmaison,

she was to pass several months in the Pyrenees, where her husband would

subsequently join her. After staying one day at the palace of Lacken,

near Brussels, the King returned to Holland, and the Empress, her

daughter, the latter’s second son, thenceforth of necessity called

Napoleon, and the Grand Duchess of Berg, who was ill calculated to

console two persons whom she so greatly disliked, came back to Paris. M.

de Rémusat, who was in attendance on the Empress on this melancholy

journey, told me on his return of the attention with which Louis had

treated his wife, and that he had observed that Mme. Murat was

displeased by it.

Mme. Louis Bonaparte remained at Malmaison for a fortnight in profound

retirement and deep dejection. Toward the end of May she left for

Cauterets. She was indifferent to all things, tearless, sleepless,

speechless. She would press the hand of any one who spoke to her, and

every day, at the hour of her son’s death, she had a violent hysterical

attack. I never beheld grief so painful to witness. She was pale,

motionless, her eyes rigidly fixed—one could not but weep on

approaching her; then she would utter these few words: “Why do you weep?

He is dead—I know it well; but I do not suffer. I assure you I feel

nothing.”

During her journey to the south, a tremendous storm roused her from this

state of lethargy. There had been a storm on the day that her son died.

When the thunder roared this time, she listened to it attentively; as it

increased in violence, she was seized with a terrible nervous attack,

followed by a flood of tears; and from that instant she regained the

power of feeling and of suffering, and gave herself up to a profound

grief which never completely subsided. Although I can not continue her

history without anticipating dates, I will nevertheless conclude this

episode in her life at once. She took up her abode among the mountains

with a small suite, and tried to escape from herself by continually

walking, so as to exhaust her strength. In a state of constant painful

excitement, she wandered through the valleys of the Pyrenees, or climbed

the rocks, attempting the most difficult ascents, and seemed, I have

been told by others, as if only bent on wearing herself out.

At Cauterets she met by chance with M. Decazes, who was then young,

unknown to fame, and, like the Queen, in deep grief. He had lost his

young wife, and was in bad health. These two met and understood each

other’s grief. It is extremely probable that Mme. Louis, who was too

unhappy to restrict herself to the conventionalities of her rank, and

refused to receive unsympathetic persons, was more accessible to a man

suffering from a sorrow like her own. M. Decazes was young and handsome;

the idle sojourners at a watering-place and the inconsiderate tongue of

scandal pretended there was something more than friendship in this. The

Queen was too much absorbed in her sorrow to take notice of anything

that was going on around her. Her only companions were young friends

devoted to her, anxious about her health, and eager to procure her the

least alleviation. Meanwhile letters were written to Paris full of

gossip about the Queen and M. Decazes.

At the end of the summer King Louis rejoined his wife in the south of

France. It would seem that the sight of the sorrowing mother and of his

only surviving son softened his heart. The interview was affectionate on

both sides, and the married pair, who for long had lived in

estrangement, were once more reconciled. Had Louis returned immediately

to the Hague, it is probable that the reconciliation would have been

lasting; but he accompanied his wife to Paris, and their domestic union

displeased Mme. Murat. I was told by the Empress that at first, on their

return to Paris, her daughter was deeply touched by the grief of her

husband, and said that, through suffering, a new bond had been formed

between them, and that she felt she could forgive the past. But Mme.

Murat—or so the Empress believed on what appeared to be good

grounds—began once more to disturb her brother’s mind. She related to

him, without appearing to believe them herself, the stories told of the

Queen’s meetings with M. Decazes. Less than this would have sufficed to

rekindle Louis’s jealousy and suspicion. I can not now remember whether

he had himself met M. Decazes in the Pyrenees, or whether he had merely

heard him spoken of by his wife; for, as she attached not the least

importance to her acquaintance with him, she often said, before other

persons, how much she had been touched by the similarity of their

sorrows, and how deeply she felt, in her own grief, for the desolation

of the bereaved husband.

The Empress, who was alarmed at the emaciated condition of her daughter,

and who feared for her the fatigue of another journey, as well as the

climate of Holland, entreated the Emperor, who had then returned to

Paris, to persuade Louis to allow his wife to remain in Paris for her

confinement. The Emperor obtained permission for her by commanding Louis

to grant it. The latter, who was angry, embittered, and no doubt ill

pleased at being forced to return alone to the gloomy mists of his

kingdom, and who was beset by his own bad temper, resumed his suspicions

and his ill humor, and once more vented both on his wife. At first she

could hardly believe him to be in earnest; but, when she found herself

again being insulted, when she began to understand that even in her

sorrow she was not respected, and that she had been thought capable of

an intrigue at a time when she had been only longing for death, she fell

into a state of utter dejection. Indifferent to the present, to the

future, to every tie she felt contempt for her husband, which perhaps

she allowed to be too plainly perceptible, and she thought only of how

she might contrive to live apart from him. All this took place in the

autumn of 1807. When I shall have reached that date, I may have more to

say about this unhappy woman.

The Empress shed many tears over the death of her grandson. Besides the

ardent affection she had cherished for this child, who was of a lovable

disposition, her own position was, she felt, endangered by his death.

She had hoped that Louis’s children would make up to the Emperor for her

lack of offspring, and the terrible divorce, which cost her so often

such agonizing dread, seemed after this sad loss once more to threaten

her. She spoke to me at the time of her secret fears, and I had much

difficulty in soothing her.

Even at the present day the impression produced by M. de Fontanes’ fine

speech on this misfortune, into which he contrived to introduce a

remarkable description of Bonaparte’s prosperity, is not yet forgotten.

The Emperor had ordered that the colors taken from the enemy in this

last campaign and the sword of Frederick the Great should be borne in

state to the Invalides. A _Te Deum_ was to be sung, and an oration

delivered in the presence of the great dignitaries, the Ministers, the

Senate, and the pensioners themselves. The ceremony, which took place on

the 17th of May, 1807, was very imposing, and the speech of M. de

Fontanes will perpetuate for us the remembrance of those sacred spoils,

which have since been restored to their former owners. The orator was

admired for aggrandizing his hero, and yet for refraining from insult to

the vanquished, and for reserving his praise for what was really heroic.

It was added that, strictly speaking, his praise might be taken for

advice; and such was the state of submission and fear in those days that

M. de Fontanes was held to have displayed remarkable courage.

In his peroration he described his hero surrounded with the pomp of

victory, but turning from it to weep over a child. But the hero did not

weep. He was at first painfully affected by the boy’s death, then shook

off the feeling as soon as possible. M. de Talleyrand told me afterward

that the very next day after hearing the news the Emperor was conversing

freely and just as usual with those around him, and that when he was

about to grant an audience to some of the great nobles from the Court of

Warsaw, who came to offer their condolence, he (M. de Talleyrand)

thought himself obliged to remind him to assume a serious expression,

and ventured to offer a remark on his apparent indifference, to which

the Emperor replied that “he had no time to amuse himself with feelings

and regrets like other men.”

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