CHAPTER XVI

When relative order had been restored, Devonham realized, of course,

that his colleague had cleverly spirited away their "patient"; also

that the sculptor had carried off his daughter. Relieved to escape

from the atmosphere of what he considered collective hysteria, he

had borrowed mackintosh and umbrella, and declining several offers

of a lift, had walked the four miles to his house in the rain and

wind. The exercise helped to work off the emotion in him; his mind

cleared healthily; personal bias gave way to honest and unprejudiced

reflection; there was much that interested him deeply, at the same time

puzzled and bewildered him beyond anything he had yet experienced. He

reached the house with a mind steady if unsatisfied; but the emotions

caused by prejudice had gone. His main anxiety centred about his chief.

He was glad to notice a light in an upper window, for it meant, he

hoped, that LeVallon was now safely home. While his latchkey sought its

hole, however, this light was extinguished, and when the door opened,

it was Fillery himself who greeted him, a finger on his lips.

"Quietly!" he whispered. "I've just got him to bed and put his light

out. He's asleep already." Paul noticed his manner instantly--its

happiness. There was a glow of mysterious joy and wonder in his

atmosphere that made the other hostile at once.

They went together towards that inner room where so often together

they had already talked both moon and sun to bed. Cold food lay on the

table, and while they satisfied their hunger, the rain outside poured

down with a steady drenching sound. The wind had dropped. The suburb

lay silent and deserted. It was long past midnight. The house was

very still, only the occasional step of a night-nurse audible in the

passages and rooms upstairs. They would not be disturbed.

"You got him home all right, then?" Paul asked presently, keeping his

voice low.

He had been observing his friend closely; the evident pleasure and

satisfaction in the face annoyed him; the light in the eyes at the

same time profoundly troubled him. Not only did he love his chief for

himself, he set high value on his work as well. It would be deplorable,

a tragedy, if judgment were destroyed by personal bias and desire. He

felt uneasy and distressed.

Fillery nodded, then gave an account of what had happened, but

obviously an account of outward events merely; he did not wish,

evidently, to argue or explain. The strong, rugged face was lit up,

the eyes were shining; some inner enthusiasm pervaded his whole being.

Evidently he felt very sure of something--something that both pleased

and stimulated him.

His account of what had happened was brief enough, little more than a

statement of the facts.

Finding himself close to LeVallon when the darkness came, he had kept

hold of him and hurried him out of the house at once. The sudden

blackness, it seemed, had made LeVallon quiet again, though he kept

asking excitedly for the girl. When assured that he would soon see her,

he became obedient as a lamb. The absence of light apparently had a

calming influence. They found, of course, no taxis, but commandeered

the first available private car, Fillery using the authoritative

influence of his name. And it was Lady Gleeson's car, Lady Gleeson

herself inside it. She had thought things over, put two and two

together, and had come back. Her car might be of use. It was. For the

rain was falling in sheets and bucketfuls, the road had become a river

of water, and Fillery's automobile, ordered for an hour later, had not

put in an appearance. It was the rain that saved the situation....

An exasperated expression crossed Devonham's face as he heard this

detail emphasized. He had meant to listen without interruption. The

enigmatical reference to the rain proved too much for him.

"Why 'the rain'? What d'you mean exactly, Edward?"

"Water," was the reply, made in a significant tone that further annoyed

his listener's sense of judgment. "You remember the Channel, surely!

Water and fire mutually destroy each other. They are hostile elements."

There was a look almost of amusement on his face as he said it.

Devonham kept a tight hold upon his tongue. It was not impatience or

surprise he felt, though both were strong; it was perhaps sorrow.

"And so Lady Gleeson drove you home?"

He waited with devouring interest for further details. The throng of

questions, criticisms and emotions surging in him he repressed with

admirable restraint.

Lady Gleeson, yes, had driven the party home. Fillery made her sit on

the back seat alone, while he occupied the front one, LeVallon beside

him, but as far back among the deep cushions as possible. The doctor

held his hand. At any other time, Devonham could have laughed; but he

saw no comedy now. Lady Gleeson, it seemed, was awed by the seriousness

of the "Chief," whom, even at the best of times, she feared a little.

Her vanity, however, persuaded her evidently that she was somehow the

centre of interest.

Yet Devonham, as he listened, had difficulty in persuading himself that

he was in the twentieth century, and that the man who spoke was his

colleague and a man of the day as well.

"LeVallon talked little, and that little to himself or to me. He seemed

unaware that a third person was present at all. Though quiet enough,

there was suppressed vehemence still about him. He said various things:

that '_she_ belonged to us,' for instance; that he 'knew his own'; that

_she_ was 'filled with fire in exile'; and that he would 'take her

back.' Also that I, too, must go with them both. He often mentioned

the sun, saying more than once that the sun had 'sent its messengers.'

Obviously, it was not the ordinary sun he referred to, but some source

of central heat and fire he seems aware of----"

"You, I suppose, Edward," put in his listener quickly, "said nothing to

encourage all this? Nothing that could suggest or stimulate?"

Fillery ignored, even if he noticed, the tone of the question. "I kept

silence rather. I said very little. I let him talk. I had to keep an

eye on the woman, too."

"You certainly had your hands full--a dual personality and a

nymphomaniac."

"She helped me, without knowing it. All he said about the girl, she

evidently took to herself. When he begged me to keep the water out, she

drew the window up the last half-inch.... The water frightened him; she

was sympathetic, and her sympathy seemed to reach him, though I doubt

if he was aware of her presence at all until the last minute almost----"

"And 'at the last minute'?"

"She leaned forward suddenly and took both his hands. I had let go

of the one I held and was just about to open the door, when I heard

her say excitedly that I must let her come and see him, or that he

must call on her; she was sure she could help him; he must tell her

everything.... I turned to look.... LeVallon, startled into what I

believe was his first consciousness of her presence, stared into her

eyes, and leaned forward among his cushions a little, so that their

faces were close together. Before I could interfere, she had flung

her bare arms about his neck and kissed him. She then sat back again,

turning to me, and repeating again and again that he needed a woman's

care and that she must help and mother him. She was excited, but she

knew what she was saying. She showed neither shame nor the least

confusion. She tasted--of course with her it cannot last--a bigger

world. She was most determined."

"_His_ reaction?" inquired Devonham, amused in spite of his graver

emotions of uneasiness and exasperation.

"None whatever. I scarcely think he realized he had been kissed. His

interest was so entirely elsewhere. I saw his face a moment among the

white ermine, the bare arms and jewels that enveloped him." Fillery

frowned faintly. "The car had almost stopped. Lady Gleeson was leaning

back again. He looked at me, and his voice was intense and eager: 'Dear

Fillery,' he said, 'we have found each other, I have found her. She

knows, she remembers the way back. Here we can do so little.'

"Lady Gleeson, however, had interpreted the words in another way.

"'I'll come to-morrow to see you,' she said at once intensely. 'You

_must_ let me come,'--the last words addressed to me, of course."

The two men looked at one another a moment in silence, and for the

first time during the conversation they exchanged a smile....

"I got him to bed," Fillery concluded. "In ten minutes he was sound

asleep." And his eyes indicated the room overhead.

He leaned back, and quietly began to fill his pipe. The account was

over.

As though a great spring suddenly released him, Paul Devonham stood up.

His untidy hair hung wild, his glasses were crooked on his big nose,

his tie askew. His whole manner bristled with accumulated challenge and

disagreement.

"_Who?_" he cried. "_Who?_ Edward, I ask you?"

His colleague, yet knowing exactly what he meant, looked up

questioningly. He looked him full in the face.

"Hush!" he said quietly. "You'll wake him."

He gazed with happy penetrating eyes at his companion. "Paul," he added

gently, "do you really mean it? Have you still the faintest doubt?"

The moment had drama in it of unusual kind. The conflict between these

two honest and unselfish minds was vital. The moment, too, was chosen,

the place as well--this small, quiet room in a commonplace suburb of

the greatest city on the planet, drenched by earthly rain and battered

by earthly wind from the heart of an equinoctial storm; the mighty

universe outside, breaking with wondrous, incredible impossibilities

upon a mind that listened and a mind that could not hear; and upstairs,

separated from them by a few carpenter's boards, an assortment of

"souls," either derelict and ruined, or gifted supernormally, masters

of space and time perhaps, yet all waiting to be healed by the best

knowledge known to the race--and one among them, about whom the

conflict raged ... sound asleep ... while wind and water stormed, while

lightning fires lit the distant horizons, while the great sun lay

hidden, and darkness crept soundlessly to and fro....

"Have you still the slightest doubt, Paul?" repeated Fillery. "You know

the evidence. You have an open mind."

Then Devonham, still standing over his Chief, let out the storm that

had accumulated in him over-long. He talked like a book. He talked like

several books. It seemed almost that he distrusted his own personal

judgment.

"Edward," he began solemnly--not knowing that he quoted--"you, above

all men, understand the lower recesses of the human heart, that gloomy,

gigantic oubliette in which our million ancestors writhe together

inextricably, and each man's planetary past is buried alive----"

Fillery nodded quietly his acquiescence.

"You, of all men, know our packed, limitless subterranean life,"

Devonham went on, "and its impenetrable depths. You understand

telepathy, 'extended telepathy' as well, and how a given mind may tap

not only forgotten individual memories, but memories of his family, his

race, even planetary memories into the bargain, the memory, in fact, of

every being that ever lived, right down to Adam, if you will----"

"Agreed," murmured the other, listening patiently, while he puffed his

pipe and heard the rain and wind. "I know all that. I know it, at any

rate, as a possible theory."

"You also know," continued Devonham in a slightly less strident

tone, "your own--forgive me, Edward--your own idiosyncrasies, your

weaknesses, your dynamic accumulated repressions, your strange physical

heritage and spiritual--I repeat the phrase--your spiritual vagrancies

towards--towards----" He broke off suddenly, unable to find the words

he wanted.

"I'm illegitimate, born of a pagan passion," mentioned the other

calmly. "In that sense, if you like, I have in me a 'complex' against

the race, against humanity--as such."

He smiled patiently, and it was the patience, the evident conviction of

superiority that exasperated his cautious, accurate colleague.

"If I love humanity, I also tolerate it perhaps, for I try to heal it,"

added Fillery. "But, believe me, Paul, I do not lose my scientific

judgment."

"Edward," burst out the other, "how can you think it possible,

then--that _he_ is other than the result of tendencies transmitted by

his mad parents, or acquired from Mason, who taught him all he knows,

or--if you will--that he has these hysterical faculties--supernormal

as we may call them--which tap some racial, even, if you will, some

planetary past----"

He again broke off, unable to express his whole thought, his entire

emotion, in a few words.

"I accept all that," said Fillery, still calmly, quietly, "but perhaps

now--in the interest of truth"--his tone was grave, his words obviously

chosen carefully--"if now I feel it necessary to go beyond it! My

strange heritage," he added, "is even possibly a help and guide. How,"

he asked, a trace of passion for the first time visible in his manner,

"shall we venture--how decide--for we are not wholly ignorant, you and

I--between what is possible and impossible? Is this trivial planet,

then," he asked, his voice rising suddenly, ominously perhaps, "our

sole criterion? Dare we not venture--beyond--a little? The scientific

mind should be the last to dogmatize as to the possibilities of this

life of ours...."

The authority of chief, the old tie of respectful and affectionate

friendship, the admiring wonder that pertained to a daring speculator

who had often proved himself right in face of violent opposition--all

these affected Devonham. He did not weaken, but for an instant he knew,

perhaps, the existence of a vast, incredible horizon in his friend's

mind, though one he dared not contemplate. Possibly, he understood in

this passing moment a huger world, a new outlook that scorned limit,

though yet an outlook that his accurate, smaller spirit shrank from.

He found, at any rate, his own words futile. "You remember," he

offered--"'We need only suppose the continuity of our own consciousness

with a mother sea, to allow for exceptional waves occasionally pouring

over the dam.'"

"Good, yes," said Fillery. "But that 'mother sea,' what may it not

include? Dare we set limits to it?"

And, as he said it, Fillery, emotion visible in him, rose suddenly from

his chair. He stood up and faced his colleague.

"Let us come to the point," he said in a clear, steady voice. "It all

lies--doesn't it?--in that question you asked----"

"_Who?_" came at once from Devonham's lips, as he stood, looking oddly

stiff and rigid opposite his Chief. There was a touch of defiance in

his tone. "_Who?_" He repeated his original question.

No pause intervened. Fillery's reply came sharp and firm:

"'N. H.,'" he said.

An interval of silence followed, then, between the two men, as they

looked into each other's eyes. Fillery waited for his assistant to

speak, but no word came.

"LeVallon," the older man continued, "is the transient, acquired

personality. It does not interest us. There is no real LeVallon. The

sole reality is--'N. H.'"

He spoke with the earnestness of deep conviction. There was still no

reply or comment from the other.

"Paul," he continued, steadying his voice and placing a hand upon

his colleague's shoulder, "I am going to ask you to--consider our

arrangement--cancelled. I must----"

Then, before he could finish what he had to say, the other had said it

for him:

"Edward, I give you back your promise."

He shrugged his shoulders ever so slightly, but there was no

unpleasant, no antagonistic touch now either in voice or manner. There

was, rather, a graver earnestness than there had been hitherto, a hint

of reluctant acquiescence, but also there was an emotion that included

certainly affection. No such fundamental disagreement had ever come

between them during all their years of work together. "You understand,"

he added slowly, "what you are doing--what is involved." His tone

almost suggested that he spoke to a patient, a loved patient, but one

over whom he had no control. He sighed.

"I belong, Paul, myself to the unstable--if that is what you mean,"

said his old friend gently, "and with all of danger, or of wonder, it

involves."

The faint movement of the shoulders again was noticeable. "We need not

put it that way, Edward," was the quiet rejoinder; "for that, if true,

can only help your insight, your understanding, and your judgment."

He hesitated a moment or two, searching his mind carefully for words.

Fillery waited. "But it involves--I think"--he went on presently in a

firmer voice--"_his_ fate as well. He must become permanently--one or

other."

No pause followed. There was a smile of curious happiness on Fillery's

face as he instantly answered in a tone of absolute conviction:

"There lies the root of our disagreement, Paul. There is no 'other.' I

am positive for once. There is only one, and that one is--'N. H.'"

"Umph!" his friend grunted. Behind the exclamation hid an attitude

confirmed, as though he had come suddenly to a big decision.

"You see, Paul--I _know_."

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