CHAPTER XXXIII

JIM’S REWARD

AN East Indian reclining chair, eased with soft pillows and placed in the

embrasure of a western window, took the rays of the sinking sun, and was

breathed upon by the light evening air. The window was open, and across a

breadth of green park enclosure was visible the broad gleam of the Hudson,

flowing seaward beneath its parapets of brown rock. Miriam, as she lay in

the chair, had just opened her eyes upon this familiar scene; and not less

familiar was the spacious room which she knew she could see by turning her

head; she had often sat there on summer evenings like this, holding

discourse with Mary Faust on matters, deep or trifling, of heaven and

earth. There was a wonderful scent of roses in the room, and when she

lifted a hand indolently to her head she was surprised to find herself

wearing a crown of roses; roses, too, trailed along the sides of the chair

and hung down to the floor, as if she were lying upon a bed of them.

Magnificent flowers they were, and not of any species that she remembered.

Where had they come from?

As she idly debated this question in her mind, she was conscious of a sort

of gentle puzzlement in her thoughts; the continuity of events seemed

broken; she could not recall what had preceded her coming to this room.

Had she fallen asleep, and had Mary caused her to be conveyed hither in

that condition? She was not wont to take naps at this hour. Had she been

ill? That seemed still more unlikely; illness and she were strangers. Had

Mary, for some undisclosed purpose, thrown her into a trance? Least

probable of all!

What had they been doing that day? She had arrived early; she had found

Mary absorbed in mathematical calculations of the transcendent order; they

had exchanged a few words, and then Miriam had gone alone into the

laboratory. There she had paced up and down for a while, revolving the

great enterprise which they had so long been working on together. Would

it, after all, prove actually practicable? Theoretically, there seemed to

be no opening for doubt; and yet— Finally, the better to pursue her

meditations, she remembered seating herself in the chair of the

psycho-physical engine; and her hand—her right hand—had rested on the head

of the great lever. Would anything really happen were she to press it

down?

She recalled the flitting of that thought through her brain. The lever was

so nicely adjusted as to move at a very slight impulse; and then—

She uttered a sharp cry—a cry of terror. She huddled down in the chair,

half raising her hands as if to ward off a blow. She panted as from a

race. Her feeling was that a world was falling down upon her to crush her.

After a few moments she pressed her hands over her eyes and quick moans

broke from her. She felt a hand laid gently on her head—a cool, soothing

hand. By and by she sat up and stared fearfully about her.

“Oh, Mary, what happened?” she muttered. “Was it true?”

“Take your time, dear,” Mary replied. “You got back safe. It’s all right.

Shall I tell Jenny to bring you a cup of tea?”

“Jenny! But she was—we were taken up in a moment. Oh, my poor Jenny!”

“Jenny was my affair,” said Mary Faust, with her grave smile. “I furnished

her, and of course I provided for her return. She is none the worse for

the trip.”

Miriam had not yet recovered her spiritual footing. “Saturn!” she

murmured. “Lamara—Zarga! Torpeon!”

Suddenly she snatched at the right sleeve of her dress, and tore it

across, exposing the shoulder. She scrutinized it eagerly. The mark was

still there, but instead of red it now appeared as a white scar. Mary

Faust eyed it with interest.

“He must have stamped it deep!” she observed. “It has survived your

Saturnian incarnation. But its power is gone; it’s only a memento now.”

“I was there!” said Miriam wonderingly; “and this is our own earth again!”

“It was a trying experience,” said her friend in a matter-of-fact tone;

“but our science is vindicated, and we need never repeat the experiment.

We’ll talk it over at our leisure some other time. What lovely roses you

brought back with you! The place looked like a conservatory! We understand

the principle, of course; but it was exquisitely done! I wish I could have

been with you; but I kept in touch as well as I could.”

“They know and honor you there; and Solarion!” “Yes, I have much to thank

him for. But don’t be agitated, dear; things will take their proper places

by degrees. The world will be under a great obligation to you. Your

departure was a little premature, but after all it was better so. There

was only one sad thing about it; and that, too, has beauty and

consolation. Dear little Jim!”

Miriam turned and bent upon her friend a long and poignant look. She tried

to command herself, but her lips quivered and tears ran down her face.

“So may worlds,” she faltered, “and death in all of them! Jim was a hero,

and he died for me; but why must the other be taken, and I be left?

Without him, what use am I? I had begun to know what love is; and now I am

alone! Mary, his spirit was with me in that last terrible scene; I could

even see him and hear his voice. Why couldn’t he stay with me, if only as

a spirit? God has all power, in heaven and on earth!”

“The scope of science does not include such problems,” said Mary Faust

composedly. “But I should suppose that any conscious intercourse between

the two planes of life must be exceptional and transient—in our present

stage of development, at any rate. Spirit consorts with spirit, and flesh

with flesh; that is normal and wholesome. To overstep the boundaries is

dangerous and leads to confusions. Neither side can be of use in its place

if it is continually trespassing upon the other. If I had a lover, and

knew that he was still alive and loved me, why should I mourn because his

senses and mine function for a while under different conditions, and are

themselves of a different order? If he had ceased to be, or loved me no

more, that might be a cause for mourning.”

“You are wise and reasonable,” said Miriam, with a sigh; “but it seems to

me to be cause for mourning, too, that a warm, loving, beating human heart

must survive in the ice of your logic, with only a memory and a hope—which

may become frozen, too.”

“Matters may turn out better than you think,” was Mary Faust’s reply.

“Meanwhile, your father is waiting in the next room. Will you go to him?”

“Dearest father!” exclaimed Miriam rising. “Yes, there are more loves than

one.”

She wiped the tears from her cheeks, and with the rose-wreaths still

clinging about her, followed her friend into the shadowy spaces of the

laboratory.

From the gloom the sturdy figure of the white-headed old contractor

started forward, grasped his daughter by the shoulders with trembling

hands, and gazed into her face with a devouring look.

“Me own colleen!” he cried in a breaking voice. “Come back safe and alive

to her old daddy! Glory be to God and all the blessed saints! Oh, honey,

honey, don’t ye never be doin’ the likes again. Sure, the heart was most

bruck in me!” He held her to him with an almost desperate clutch. “Take

all ye want in this world—marry any man ye like—but, stay where the old

daddy that loves ye can feast his eyes on ye.”

“Darling daddy!” murmured she; “You’re all I have left; thank God for

you.”

“Long live Oireland!” rejoined the old man fervently but incoherently.

Two tall figures stood in the background; one of them began to come

forward, not quickly, but with an inevitableness like the drawing of

planet to planet. The other, with a cigar between his fingers, watched the

scene with an amused but genuine interest.

Miriam did not observe the newcomer till he was close upon her. Without

directly looking at him, she involuntarily drew back a little, with a

feeling that no outsider should intrude upon this meeting. At this moment

Mary Faust touched a button, and the room was filled with light.

Miriam’s arms fell to her sides, nor was there strength in her to lift a

finger. Nor had her lips power to form themselves into a smile; but the

soul within her rushed into her widely opened eyes with such a radiance of

speechless joy that the others turned aside and retired noiselessly into a

remote part of the great chamber, realizing that the place of these two

was holy ground. He came forward another step; but not yet did she believe

that this was more than a return of that blessed vision which had been

granted her on the other side of space. Oh, was not this happiness enough!

She seemed to herself to be floating in a shining void of heaven, with the

glow of a great warmth suffusing her. How real, how near seemed his face.

Or was it that she herself had unawares been borne to paradise, and they

were met to part no more!

“I cannot bear it, love!” she whispered. “It seems too real. And then to

have you go again.”

But now she felt a touch; his arms, firm and strong, were round her; his

lips were upon her lips, and no illusion or magic prevented them. Her cry

sprang forth like the warbling of a bird—joy, passion, and music in one:

“Oh, Jack; my darling, my love, my own! It’s you; it’s you, you, your own

blessed self! Jack, it’s forever!” Her hands caught at him, gripped him

hard, his arms, his shoulders, his face; her fingers plunged in his hair.

“Oh, love, you were dead, and are alive again!”

Twilight had entered into night when the lovers compelled themselves to

issue from their paradise, and join the others where they sat at a table

near an open window in the laboratory. The window was wide and high, and

commanded a large view of the heavens in that quarter. A great star hung

midway aloft, giving out a serene light. The lights in the room had been

lowered, as if not to detract from its radiance. Miriam’s hold upon her

lover’s arm tightened:

“Jack, we were there”

“Eight hundred million miles!” said he.

“And you went there for me!”

“I would go to Sirius for you; the universe is not large enough to keep me

from you. Nothing is too far for love.”

The tall man who had been Jack’s companion rose from the table, and came

forward with a jolly bow and smile. Miriam recognized Sam Paladin.

“I’m very glad to see you home again, Miss Mayne,” he said, grasping her

hand. “I used to fancy I’d done some trotting about, but I shall sit at

your feet henceforth. As for that boy Jack, he deserves less credit. Who

wouldn’t do as much for such an object?”

“Sure and I’d have gone meself, if they’d let me,” said Terence Mayne.

Jenny brought the tea, curtsying happily to her mistress and looking more

natural than ever.

After some chat about some business and politics, chiefly between Terence

and Sam, Mary Faust suddenly excused herself and went out. She returned

after a few minutes.

“I have had a message from our friends,” she said, addressing Miriam and

Jack more especially, and with as much simplicity as if the message were

from down-town. “Lamara and the judges have conferred, and she wishes you

to know the result. Will you follow me—all of you?”

They got up, and she led them to a part of the laboratory partitioned off

from the main room, and fitted up somewhat after the manner of an oratory.

Neither the lovers nor the other two had any notion of what was to happen.

There was an oval window looking to the south and east, through which the

rays of the planet Saturn fell and rested upon a couch, draped with a robe

of white samite, bordered with blue. Mary Faust, with a reverent gesture,

turned back this coverlet, and the body of Jim was revealed, with his

crutch beside him. There was no other illumination in the place than what

proceeded from the planet: but as the eyes of the spectators grew

accustomed to the dimness, the face of the little gnome was distinctly

visible. There was a trace of the good-humored grin on his lips, with

which he had met all the vagaries of fortune; but also an innocent

lovableness which his indomitable spirit had disguised during his earthly

life. All gazed upon this spectacle with affectionate sympathy.

“Lamara told me,” said Mary Faust, breaking the silence, “that the highest

honor among Saturnians is indicated by a halo, symbolizing the perfect

love that has no thought of self. It is bestowed by the ruler of the

planet, sitting in counsel with the wisest of the realm; but the gift does

not come from them, but from the Source of life and love, who communicates

it to them as almoners. And she asked me to bring you here for witness.”

As they stood about the couch, Miriam’s hand in Jack’s, Sam and Terence

gravely attentive, the faint, diffused light gathered more definitely upon

the dead urchin’s head. At length it seemed as if the light emanated

therefrom, rather than from the distant globe. Still it brightened, and

now assumed the form of a ring of purest radiance, shining above his

forehead; if a circle of pearls could be fire, they would appear thus. It

was visible for several minutes; and whether it then vanished, or whether

the eyes of the onlookers were unable any longer to discern it, was

doubtful. Perhaps it was a thing which only persons of good will and pure

heats could have seen at all.

They went out in silence; but the meaning of the halo sank deep into the

lovers’ souls, and its light guided their life.

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