FOOTNOTES:

[1] _A Small Boy and Others._ New York, 1913.

[2] _A Small Boy and Others_, 1913.

[3] A Small Boy and Others, 1913.

[4] Expressive drawing alas irreproducible.

[5] A drawing of figures in evening lamplight.

[6] Literary Remains of Henry James, Boston, 1885. The portrait

accompanying the volume gave us, alas, but the scantest satisfaction.

[7] _Past and Present_, 1843.

[8] "But, Sir, we have yet one more scene to visit together, connected

with all we have previously witnessed: a home scene, Sir Benjamin; and

we must now ascend a mountain of pity high enough to command the dewy

extense of three kingdoms. From thence we have to look down from every

point of our warm hearts with a sight as multifold as the cherubic eyes.

We are to see with equal penetration through the diverse thickness of

castles, mansions, and cottages, through London and through hamlet, at

young wives and at aged mothers, little children, brothers and

sisters--all groups and ties that are; and at affianced maidens, ties

that were to be. There are rents and tears to-day in the general life:

the bulletin of the dead has come, and the groups of sorrow are

constituted. Splendid Paris bends as a Niobe or as a Rachel while the

corse of her much-enduring Hero is borne to the marble Invalides; other

corses go earthward with a shorter procession, helped away by the spades

of ruder but more instant sculptors; the rucked sod of the Alma is their

urn and monument in one; yet every warrior among them is also buried

to-day with swelling greatness of obsequies, if we could see them, in

the everlasting ruby vaults of some human heart. You are touched, Sir

Benjamin, and are justly religious on this summit. Struck down for a

moment from worldliness, we both discourse without an afterthought on

the immortal state; we hope that the brave are already welcomed in the

land of peace; that our laurels they could not stop to take, and our

earned promotion they seem to have missed are clad upon them now by the

God of battles in front of the shining armies of the just. We hope also

that if their voices could now speak to the mourners, the oil of their

sure gladness would heal our faithless sorrow. It is a true strain no

doubt, and yet but of momentary power." War, Cholera, and the Ministry

of Health. An Appeal to Sir Benjamin Hall and the British People.

London, 1854.

[9] An eminent Unitarian pastor.

[10] My youngest brother's ingenuity was to know as little rest during

much of his life as his strong faculty of agitation--to the employment

of which it was indeed not least remarkably applied. Many illustrations

of it would be to give, had I more margin; and not one of them anything

less than striking, thanks to the vivacity of his intelligence, the

variety of his gifts and the native ability in which he was himself so

much less interested than was the case with everyone he met, however

casually, that he became, many years before his death in 1910, our one

gentleman of leisure: so far as this condition might consort with the

easiest aptitude for admirable talk, charged with natural life,

perception, humour and colour, that I have perhaps ever known. There

were times when Bob's spoken overflow struck me as the equivalent, for

fine animation, of William's epistolary. The note of the ingenious in

him spent itself as he went, but I find an echo of one of its many

incidents in the passage of verse that I am here moved to rescue from

undue obscurity. It is too "amateurish" and has too many irregular

lines, but images admirably the play of spirit in him which after

ranging through much misadventure could at last drop to an almost

effective grasp of the happiest relation.

Although I lie so low and still

Here came I by the Master's will;

He smote at last to make me free,

As He was smitten on the tree

And nailed there. He knew of old

The human heart, and mine is cold;

And I know now that all we gain

Until we come to Him is vain.

Thy hands have never wrought a deed,

Thy heart has never known a need,

That went astray in His great plan

Since far-off days when youth began.

For in that vast and perfect plan

Where time is but an empty span

Our Master waits. He knows our want,

We know not his--till pale and gaunt

With weariness of life we come

And say to Him, What shall I be?

Oh Master, smite, but make me free

Perchance in these far worlds to know

The better thing we sought to be.

And then upon thy couch lie down

And fold the hands which have not sown;

And as thou liest there alone

Perhaps some breath from seraph blown

As soft as dew upon the rose

Will fall upon thee at life's close.

So thou wilt say, At last, at last!

All pain is love when pain is past!

And to the Master once again:

Oh keep my heart too weak to pray;

I ask no longer questions vain

Of life and love, of loss and gain--

These for the living are and strong;

I go to Thee, to Thee belong.

Once was I wakened by Thy light,

But years have passed, and now the night

Takes me to Thee. I am content;

So be it in Thy perfect plan

A mansion is where I am sent

To dwell among the innocent.

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