FACE TO FACE.

Once in the street, Phillida's perplexities began. She had undertaken to

send for Millard, but there were no slow-footed district Mercuries to be

had in the Mackerelville part of New York. It was now barely half-past

six, and Millard would hardly have risen yet. In a battle against grim

death and Miss Bowyer time seemed all important. She therefore took a

Fourteenth street car and changed to an up-town line carrying her to the

vicinity of the Graydon, debating all the way how quickest to get an

explicit message to Millard without a personal interview, which would be

painful to both, and which might be misconstrued. Phillida alighted from

the car in the neighborhood of the Graydon, whose mountainous dimensions

deflected the March wind into sudden and disagreeable backsets and

whirling eddies that threatened the perpendicularity of foot-passengers.

She requested a florist, who was opening his shop and arranging a little

exhibition of the hardier in-door plants on the sidewalk, to direct her

to a district telegraph office, and was referred to one just around the

corner. To this always open place she walked as rapidly as possible, to

find a sleepy-looking young woman just settling herself at the desk,

having at that moment relieved the man who had been on duty all night.

"Can you give me a messenger right away?" she demanded.

"In about fifteen or twenty minutes we'll have one in," said the girl.

"We don't keep but two on duty at this hour, and they're both out, and

there's one call ahead of you. Take a seat, won't you?"

But Phillida saw in her imagination Mrs. Martin badgered by Eleanor

Bowyer, and heard again the grievous cry of the frightened and suffering

Tommy. After all, she could only make the matter understood imperfectly

by means of a message. Why should she stand on delicacy in a matter of

life and death? She reflected that there was no animosity between her

and Millard, and she recalled his figure as he reached his hand to her

that fatal evening, and she remembered the emotion in his voice when he

said, "Part friends?" She resolved to go in person to the Graydon.

The entrance to the apartment building displayed a good deal of that

joint-stock grandeur which goes for much and yet costs each individual

householder but little. Despite her anxiety, Phillida was so far

impressed by the elaborate bronze mantelpiece over the great hall

fireplace, the carved wooden seats, and the frescoing and gilding of the

walls, as to remember that she was dressed for a tenement in Avenue C,

and not for a west-side apartment house. The gray shawl she had left

behind; but she felt sure that the important-looking hall boys and,

above all, the plump and prosperous-seeming clerk at the desk, with an

habitually neutral expression upon his countenance, must wonder why a

woman had intruded into the sacred front entrance in so plain a hat and

gown at seven o'clock in the morning. She felt in her pocket for her

card-case, but of course that had been left in the pocket of a better

dress, and she must write upon one of those little cards that the house

furnishes; and all this while the clerk would be wondering who she was.

But there was a native self-reliance about Phillida that shielded her

from contempt. She asked for the card, took up a pen, and wrote:

"Miss Callender wishes to see Mr. Millard in great haste, on a matter of

the utmost importance."

She was about to put this into an envelope, but she reflected that an

open message was better. She handed the card to the clerk, who took it

hesitatingly, and with a touch of "style" in his bearing, saying, "Mr.

Millard will not be down for half an hour yet. He is not up. Will you

wait?"

"He must be called," said Phillida. "It is a matter of life and death."

The clerk still held the note in his hand.

"He will be very much annoyed if that is not delivered to him at once.

It is his own affair, and, as I said, a matter of life and death," said

Phillida, speaking peremptorily, her courage rising to the occasion.

The clerk still held the note. He presently beckoned to a negro boy

sitting on one of the carved benches.

"Washington," he said.

Washington came forward to the counter.

"Wash," said the clerk in an undertone--an undress tone kept for those

upon whom it would have been useless to waste his habitual bearing as

the representative of the corporate proprietorship of the building--"has

Mr. Millard's man come in yet?"

"No, sir."

"Take this up to seventy-nine, and say that the lady is below and

insists on his being called at once." Then to Phillida, as the form of

Washington vanished upward by way of the marble staircase, "Will you

take a seat in the reception-room?" waving his hand slightly in the

direction of a portiere, behind which Phillida found herself in the

ladies' reception-room.

In ten minutes Millard came down the elevator, glanced about the office,

and then quickly entered the reception-room. There were unwonted traces

of haste in his toilet; his hair had been hastily brushed, but it had

been brushed, as indeed it would probably have been if Washington had

announced that the Graydon was in flames.

There was a moment of embarrassment. What manner was proper for such a

meeting? It would not do to say "Phillida," and "Miss Callender" would

sound forced and formal. Phillida was equally embarrassed as she came

forward, but Millard's tact relieved the tension. He spoke in a tone of

reserve and yet of friendliness.

"Good-morning. I hope no disaster has happened to you." The friendly

eagerness of this inquiry took off the brusqueness of omitting her name,

and the anxiety that prompted it was sincere.

"There is no time for explanations," said Phillida, hurriedly. "Mr.

Martin has called a Christian Science healer to see Tommy, who is very

ill with diphtheria."

"Tommy has diphtheria?" said Millard, his voice showing feeling.

"Your aunt wants a doctor," continued Phillida, "but Mr. Martin has left

the woman in charge, and she refuses to give up the case. Tommy is

crying, and Mrs. Martin is in a horrible position and wants to see you."

Here Phillida's eyes fell as she added, "There was nobody to send; I

couldn't get a messenger; and so I had to come myself."

"I am glad--" here Millard paused and began over--"You did the best

thing to come yourself. You will excuse me, but I don't understand. You

haven't charge of the case at all, then?"

"No, no, Charley--Mr. Millard; there is no time to explain. Get a good

doctor, and put Miss Bowyer out, if you have to fetch a policeman. Get a

good doctor at once. If you save the child you must be quick, quick! The

horrible woman will be the death of him."

Millard caught the infection of urgency and began to take in the

situation. He stepped to the door, drew aside the portiere, and said:

"Washington, call a coupe for me. Quick, now." Then he called after the

boy as he went to the telephone, "Tell them to hurry it up."

He turned towards Phillida; then with a new impulse he turned again and

walked impatiently to the office. "Mr. Oliver, won't you ask if my man

is below, and send him here as quickly as possible?"

The clerk moved, without ruffling his dignity by undue haste, to the

speaking-tube which communicated with the basement. In the course of

half a minute a young Englishman, with a fore-and-aft cap in his hand,

came running to the reception-room, in the door of which Millard was

standing.

"Robert," said Millard, "run to the stable and have them send my coupe

on the jump. Come back with it yourself."

The well-trained Robert glided swiftly out of the front door, not even

asking a question with his eyes.

"You'll go back with me in the coupe?" Millard said to Phillida, who had

risen and now stood waiting in embarrassment to say good-morning.

Phillida could not for a moment think of driving back with Millard, not

so much on account of the conventional impropriety in it as because her

visit was capable of misconstruction; and while she believed that

Millard knew her too well to put any interpretation of self-interest on

her coming, she could not have brought herself to return to Avenue C in

his coupe. If for no other reason, she would have declined in order to

avoid prolonging an interview painful and embarrassing to both. She was

worn and faint from the fatigues of the night and the excitement of the

morning, and she could not think of the right thing to say.

"No; I will go home," she said. Spoken thus, without calling him by

name, the words had a severe sound, as of one mortally offended. A

sudden access of fatigue and faintness reminded her that she had eaten

nothing this morning.

"You will excuse me. I've had no breakfast yet. I've been at Mrs.

Martin's since daylight. Good-morning, Mr. Millard."

This explanation made her perfectly proper refusal somewhat less abrupt

and direct; but the words were still cold and severe.

"I will call another coupe, and send you home. You are faint," he said.

"No, thank you," she said, and went out.

But Millard followed her into the street, and hailed a car, and assisted

her to enter it, and lifted his hat and bowed in response to her "Thank

you," when she had gained the platform. As the car moved away he stood a

moment looking after it, and then returned toward the sidewalk, saying

softly to himself, "By Jove, what a woman! What a woman that is!"

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